His ravenousness

TezuKai fic for Tezuka's birthday. It turned out much smuttier than I had planned. Includes graphic gay sex, beware or enjoy!



HIS RAVENOUSNESS

No matter how many years passed by, he didn't change. Partially it was a positive thing because that way he was always himself, exactly the way Kaidou had gotten to know him. But on the other hand it could make certain things really irritating. For example, on that one particular day of the year, October 7th, when he had his birthday, he could be extremely thick-headed as his attitude towards his special day was mostly impassive. Tezuka never wanted to celebrate his birthday, not to mention do anything special even though he easily could have and he had every right to do so. Until now Kaidou had tried his best to live up to the other's expectations but somehow saying "happy birthday" with a smile on his face just wasn't enough. Not, even though Tezuka himself might have been satisfied with something as plain as that.

Well, that might have been one reason why Kaidou had been so attracted to Tezuka for a long time. On the whole he was a modest person after all. That was something Kaidou had had to learn by himself, to see what was behind that strictness and formality that had shaped Tezuka to be the man he was. Additionally, after a long time that they had spent together, Kaidou had finally learned about Tezuka's greediness. Such a thing really existed but it seemed to exist just occasionally. And the way Kaidou saw it, that greediness should have existed especially on his birthday - wasn't such a thing absolutely normal? But like he very well knew, Tezuka wasn't a normal person. Therefore Kaidou thought that this time he might do something himself to bring out that deeply concealed ravenousness.


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"Tezuka."

"Hello, this's Kaidou. Do you have the time to talk?"

"Ah, it's you. My mobile's on silent mode so…"

"You're on the train, right?"

"Yes."

"Can you talk…?" Kaidou was hesitating.

"Of course. What is it?"

"Ummm… About tomorrow…"

"Please… We've talked about it every year. I don't want a party or anything like that." It sounded almost as though Tezuka would have begun to scold Kaidou for what he was about to say.

"Tezuka, I didn't want to talk about that kind of a thing at all. Fsshhuu…" Kaidou's uncertainty evoked his old habit of hissing.

"Hmmm. So what is it about tomorrow?"

"You must be busy because you have to go to work… But can we at least meet tomorrow?"

"It should be alright. I can see you after work."

"Good. Do you want me to come over or…"

"I think I could come and visit you. I've been spending too much time at work and home. It'd be refreshing."

"Yes, of course." Kaidou admitted with a smirk on his face. Quietly he thought to himself that things were going much better than he had expected. "Alright, so give me a call when you're on your way. I'll be waiting for you."

Then he heard Tezuka coughing on the other end and for a second Kaidou felt a little worried.

"Are you alright, Tezuka?"

"…yes, I am. I just…"

"Hmmm?"

"I'm looking forward to seeing you. Good night, Kaidou."

"Ah yes, good night, Tezuka," Kaidou said and he hung up. A bit by bit it seemed like both of them needed what tomorrow could offer them.


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When the doorbell rang, Kaidou was ready. He let Tezuka in and waited for him to take off his coat and shoes.

"Here are your slippers."

"Thank you," Tezuka said and put them on. After he got up, he looked at Kaidou in silence. "It… It's good to see you."

"I already told you this but… Happy birthday… Kunimitsu-san." It was only moments like this when Kaidou dared to use Tezuka's given name. But it wasn't just that most of the people didn't know the true degree of their closeness. There was another relevant reason why Kaidou refrained from using that name. The proof of that could be noticed as well as felt right after Kaidou had uttered that name.

"Thank you, Kaoru," were the words whispered into his ear. The slow breathing could be felt near his earlobe and neck, and only a second or two later Kaidou could feel lips skimming his skin behind his ear and fingers brushing the back of his neck.

"Kunimitsu-san…" Kaidou repeated quietly. But he couldn't say more as those lips were already pressed on his own and those arms were holding him tightly. The right mood had been built up rather easily and therefore, as Kaidou let out a content hiss through his teeth, he opened his lips a little and invited Tezuka's tongue in his mouth very happily. However, what Kaidou wanted was more than that. He would have to do much more to bring out the same kind of craving from Tezuka as well.

"…I got a little…carried away," Tezuka mumbled adjusting his glasses and used those same fingers to wipe away a bit of the saliva that had leaked from the corner of his mouth.

"But we're alone, there's no one else here. Fsshhuu," Kaidou hissed softly and licked his wet lips.

"That's not what I meant…" Tezuka seemed a little embarrassed. Obviously because he had let his feelings show instantly.

"Are you so… Ashamed of our relationship? Even now?"

A glimpse of shock flashed in Tezuka's eyes.

"No. That's not it, either."

Perhaps Kaidou already knew what it was even without asking any further. The simple fact that Tezuka didn't allow himself enough pleasure in his life - at times even a kiss or a gentle embrace seemed to be too much even if it happened privately. Of course Kaidou could have thought it was regrettable on his behalf but he didn't. Slowly but steadily he had accepted his own sexuality as well as his preference for a certain kind of satisfaction. Unfortunately, the same thing hadn't occurred in Tezuka's life, he still might have had doubts and even fears concerning his love life. To overcome all that had become a lot harder than Kaidou had expected in the beginning of their relationship. Again and again he hit that same wall, the barrier that surrounded Tezuka. Nevertheless, Kaidou worked hard to destroy it, he wasn't going to give up that easily and tonight he would definitely show how persistent he could be.


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The evening was moving on auspiciously. They both had taken a relaxing bath and eaten an appetizing dinner Kaidou had prepared for them. After that it was already rather late and thus Tezuka had somewhat warily asked if he could spend the night at Kaidou's apartment. Naturally, Kaidou had nothing against it. Only that he wasn't planning to let Tezuka sleep in an extra futon. On his own Kaidou had thought that giving some pleasure to his boyfriend was the least he could do on his birthday, since the other wasn't going to accept a celebration or any presents. And on the other hand, it wasn't like they had the chance to do that every so often. Now was definitely the perfect chance to go for it.

At the moment they were watching the evening news because that was what Tezuka did every day before going to bed. He looked really handsome sitting there on the sofa, wearing one of Kaidou's yukatas and drinking green tea from a cup he held in his hand. Kaidou might have wanted to say something but he didn't want to disturb him. He just had to wait and the time would come.

"…tomorrow's weather…" the announcer said on the TV. Just a little longer.

"Kaidou, have you got any plans for the weekend?"

"Erm… No, I don't," Kaidou replied in astonishment since he hadn't expected Tezuka to talk to him.

"We could do something together…"

"Of course. What would you like to do?"

It was kind of strange that there was a light blush on his face. Was he thinking of something dirty? Probably not, since it was rather unthinkable that Tezuka would have had thoughts such as some libertine. But it would have been intriguing, definitely.

"If it's okay with you… I'd just like to be with you, like this," was the reply. He could have asked for more and he could have gotten it all, but as always, he humbly settled for something as mediocre as that. Kaidou wasn't certain if he could settle for the same but he still nodded to express his acquiescence.

"Thank you," Tezuka said and smiled. Even these days he didn't show that expression very often, but when he did, it felt special. "Perhaps we should get ready for bed."

Those words didn't mean what Kaidou would have wanted them to mean. As he watched how Tezuka got up and disappeared in the bathroom again, he wondered what it was like to be him, to bottle up his humane ravenousness so completely that it only showed occasionally in his eyes behind his glasses or as brief blushes on his face. However, that was an important part of his charm, the part of him that was irresistibly cute. But there must have been limits to his celibacy as well. Kaidou had reached his a long time ago. Now he was only looking forward to indulge himself in highly passionate moments with the man who was, indeed, his boyfriend.


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Everything was ready when Tezuka stepped inside Kaidou's little bedroom. There was just his own futon on the floor and Kaidou himself lying on it in his yukata, exposing his bare muscular chest and legs to the feeble light that filled the room from the cubic floor lamp placed next to the futon.

"Kunimitsu-san…" he whispered and patted the futon by his side, inviting the other man to join him.

"Kaidou, I really…"

"No buts," Kaidou said firmly and got up to pull Tezuka down on the futon with him. "And no excuses. I bet… That you're hard already."

Right after saying that Kaidou slipped his hand between Tezuka's legs and what his hand felt, made him feel even more confident.

"You've been like this for weeks, for months… Don't you trust me, Kunimitsu-san?" Kaidou asked as he wrapped his hand firmly around the hard-on and began to move his hand along it selfishly.

"I… Ah!"

The precum was already trickling from the tip, it made the rubbing even easier as there was sudden lubrication. At the same time Kaidou looked deep into Tezuka's eyes. The greediness was going to show up, all he had to do was to tease a little bit.

"Kaoru…" Tezuka mumbled as he looked back into Kaidou's eyes. "…I do trust you."

"You can be more honest with me… That's what I'm always hoping for," Kaidou said stroking Tezuka's cheek with his free hand. "We're lovers, right? And this's completely natural."

With that said, Kaidou took a gentle hold of Tezuka's glasses and removed them, placing them on the floor.

"You want it too, don't you?" he asked quietly just before he put his lips on Tezuka's that replied to the kiss right away. Yes, he had already begun to give in and soon they both could have what they needed the most, even though they hardly ever spoke about it. Their needs, their desires, their expectations. All of those existed somewhere deep within them, and at least somewhere at the back of their minds they both hoped that something would happen, that something would fulfill those needs, those desires, those expectations to give them the pleasure and satisfaction that were potentially there. Like right now.

"Ah, aah… Kaoru…" Tezuka had to separate from the kiss to catch his breath.

"I know that this isn't enough for you. And it's not enough for me, either," Kaidou stated as he began to pull Tezuka's yukata off him.

"Kaoru… I want…" Tezuka tried to speak but could only let out moans.

"I know. But I want to hear it, fsshhuuu," Kaidou hissed before he pressed his lips on Tezuka's neck and began to move along it towards his bare chest as his other hand still worked on the arousal.

Tezuka's hand slipped in his hair and that hand stroked the black locks as Kaidou moved lower. Finally, when his tongue licked the navel, Tezuka let out a louder moan.

"Ngh! Yes, Kaoru. I… I want you, I… I want this with you."

Kaidou raised his head to look at Tezuka's lovely expression.

"At least for the sake of you birthday, Kunimitsu-san," Kaidou said with a smile on his face.

"Yes," Tezuka said hoarsely and repeated the same word a lot louder at the same time when Kaidou's mouth enclosed the hard organ. "…aaah!"

Kaidou used the precum and his own saliva to make the sucking proceed smoothly. Gradually he got used to the rhythm and was about to change the depth of his sucking motion when Tezuka took a strong hold of his shoulders and pulled him up.

"Me… Too…" His eyes showed he was dizzy but his whole expression revealed the greediness that had now come in sight. Moreover, only a couple of seconds later he had grabbed Kaidou's yukata and torn it off him. Almost as soon as the piece of cloth had been thrown into the air, Tezuka's hands were already pulling down the undies Kaidou was wearing.

"Kunimitsu…san…" Kaidou managed to utter before he felt his cock sinking into a wet and eager mouth. For a while as Tezuka sucked him, Kaidou grabbed the sheet into his fists and panted loudly. But it wasn't enough, he had been interrupted when he had been close to the good part and that wasn't fair. He wanted his own share, the part he had been waiting for. Therefore he stretched out to move his body in spite of the other sucking him, and reaching his goal Kaidou took the slick and hard cock back into his mouth. Naturally he noticed the slight twitching it caused, but it was a very pleasing reaction.

A few moments later, after licking the head as well as pressing and sliding his tongue over and over again on the underside of the throbbing cock, Kaidou received a load of pouring come into his mouth. Even though his face was currently against his groin, Kaidou knew that Tezuka must have had a content expression after coming like that. And the way he was panting was all the proof Kaidou needed anyway.

It took a while before Tezuka revived and slid Kaidou's cock back into his mouth and began to suck it vigorously. His other hand extended to finger with Kaidou's stiff nipples which made him let out long hisses and a few low-voiced moans. The taste of Tezuka's come was still in his mouth, a part of it had leaked on his cheeks, but at the moment everything that he could comprehend was the heat in his own crotch. There might never be a time when he could say that Tezuka was actually an amazing cocksucker, but Kaidou was happy that he was the only one who knew that relatively exceptional fact about his boyfriend. Right now he wanted only to enjoy the wonderful sensations that went through his whole body, as the tip of Tezuka's tongue pressed against the slit that had already let out some precum.

The true ravenousness materialized when Tezuka's hands grabbed Kaidou's buttocks, squeezing them apart and gradually he stuck one of his fingers through the cleft. Kaidou whimpered and he felt how even more blood run towards his crotch. That was when Tezuka raised his head to look at him, ignoring the cock for a while, but nonetheless firmly sticking another finger inside him.

"Kaoru," he said hoarsely when their eyes met.

"Yes," Kaidou replied a little wearily. "…Kunimitsu-san."

"You… You're always right," Tezuka continued, now moving his fingers in and out a bit faster. "And… That is why I need to be with you."

It was quite a confession in the middle of everything. Because Kaidou couldn't think of a proper reply, he just nodded as he smiled.

"Before I go on, tell me something," Tezuka said.

"Mmmh…"

"Did you… Was this the reason why you wanted to see me today?"

Kaidou let out a pent-up snort. Tezuka's finger had almost touched him there.

"I kinda thought so. You sucked me so well." Typically Tezuka didn't talk like this during sex, but now that he did, it really turned Kaidou on. Therefore he tried to spread his legs a little more that Tezuka's fingers could reach that spot. But right then those fingers stopped moving. Instead Tezuka brought his face really close to Kaidou's face and kissed his chin.

"I like it how horny you are. It makes me horny, too…" The words were very quiet but Kaidou still heard them because the only other sounds in the room were his heavy breathing and their pounding heartbeats.

"Ku…ni…mitsu…san…" Kaidou panted.

The gleam in Tezuka's eyes was nearly unreal when he looked deep into Kaidou's eyes before he returned to the swelling crimson cock. And this time he kept sucking it until the come flooded into his mouth and partly even on his face. For a fleeting moment Kaidou wondered if Tezuka had liked it as much as he had, but soon he was presented with yet another enticing hard-on and then every one of his thoughts disappeared into the back of his mind.

As he had just come, Kaidou was still rather listless and wasn't ready to support himself properly. Therefore Tezuka helped him to get into a better position that he could enter Kaidou as soon as possible.

The fingers had already done their deed and now it was the turn to stick the shaft inside. Holding on to Kaidou's thighs Tezuka got closer to the entrance and slowly he pushed in. Kaidou's back began to heave and he let out a lot louder moans than before. Eventually he bent his back and pushed his ass ruttishly closer against Tezuka's groin.

"Kaoru… You really are hot…" Tezuka sighed as he thrust his cock even deeper in that willing hole.

"Ngh… Aaah…!" When Kaidou felt how that stiff organ moved inside him and poked that sensitive spot over and over again, he couldn't stop moaning and hissing. "Tezuka… Tezuka…" he repeated countless times, and surely he noticed how the other reacted as he pushed in as deep as he could and kept changing the pace from really slow to unbelievably fast. This kind of sex Kaidou could get used to but since he knew it was a rare feast, he planned on enjoying every second of it, no matter how voluptuous he might have acted during the intercourse.

"Ah, Kaoru… I… Aaah…" And Tezuka let out an unrestrained moan as he came again, this time inside the other end of Kaidou's body. "Good… So good!"

"Tezuka…" was everything Kaidou managed to say before they both fell on top of each other on the futon.

"Yeah… Good," Kaidou added after a few very heavy breaths.

"Really good," Tezuka said and snuggled Kaidou's sweating body. "Did you…?"

"Hmmh?"

"Are you still… hard?"

"I was but it's almost…"

"Let me…" Tezuka said then and fumbled for a while to grab Kaidou's cock into his hand. "I'll do it…"

With his other hand he held Kaidou's hot body against him while the other kneaded the hard-on, his fingertips rubbing the balls as well every now and then.

"Kuni…mitsu…san… You're so…kind tonight," Kaidou said through gasps and whimpers.

"No. You are, Kaoru," Tezuka informed and pressed gentle kisses all over Kaidou's shoulders and the back of his neck. Shivers ran through Kaidou's spine all the way up to the crack between his buttocks and it didn't take long before the love juice oozed from his cock all over Tezuka's hand. Instead of just wiping it to the sheets, he lifted the hand to the level of his own face and licked his fingers clean. When Kaidou turned to look at him, he knew Tezuka must have liked the taste since he had such a content expression on his face. And on top of that, he shifted on the futon enough to reach the part of Kaidou's body where the rest of the come had landed and licked it clean.

"Ku… Kunimitsu-san…" Kaidou began but didn't dare to interrupt the other since he seemed to be enjoying what he was doing.

When Tezuka finally finished licking the come off from Kaidou's abdomen, he put his arms around Kaidou and yanked the blanket over their entangled bodies.

"Fantastic," Tezuka said brushing Kaidou's long bangs off from his sweating temple. "But we really gotta get some sleep, too."

Kaidou nodded. His body had become heavy, especially after coming he had felt enormously relaxed and now he was ready to fall asleep beside his boyfriend.

"Good night, Kaoru."

"Good night, Kunimitsu-san."

One last kiss for sweet dreams and soon they both were in deep sleep.


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In the morning as they were getting ready for going to work, they decided to go on a date during the weekend. It had been a long time since they had gone anywhere together and now that Tezuka was still in a bit of a haze after getting laid so thoroughly, it was easier to get it settled.

After they had to go separate ways, Kaidou wondered if last night had been a turning point in their relationship. But even if it hadn't, at least Tezuka might have realized that there were very pleasant ways to spend a day like his own birthday.


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