The First Time

"Allen?"

Exorcist Allen Walker looked up from his dinner to see the smiling face of his friend and fellow Exorcist, Lavi, the Bookman's apprentice.

"Mind if I join you?" Lavi asked the silver-haired boy.


Allen smiled back at Lavi. "Of course not, sit down." He always enjoyed the company of the red-haired exorcist.

"Well, that last excursion was pretty weird, wasn't it?" questioned Lavi.

Allen knew he was talking about finding a new exorcist, Allistar Krowley. Crow-chan, as Lavi like to refer to him, had a most bizarre method of disposing of Akuma; he sucked their blood until they dissolved into dust. Allen and Lavi had worked closely together on the mission and Allen had found himself strangely attracted to the red-haired exorcist.

He covertly glanced up from his food to gaze at the face of his friend. "Yes, who would have guessed that Krowley would be a holder of the Innocence? I thought for sure that we would be exterminating him, not recruiting him!" Allen replied.

"Hamm..." Lavi muttered around a mouthful of food. He glanced up at Allen, swallowing his food. "Allen?" he asked.

"Yeah?" replied the boy.

"Later, why don't you stop by my room? I want to show you something I have. “Said the red-head.

"What is it?" questioned the younger exorcist.

"A surprise, nothing special though." came the reply.

Allen again stole a glance at Lavi. He wondered what the older boy wanted to show him - oh well, any reason to be near him. Allen found himself daydreaming about Lavi...he really had to stop this. Lavi had shown no interest in him, other than friendship, and no inclination towards the same sex at all. Judging by his reaction to Elide, Krowley's beautiful girlfriend (who turned out to be an Akuma), Allen was wasting his time. Lavi definitely liked girls, not silly boys. Ah well, at least he could enjoy his company.

"Do you know where my room is?" Lavi questioned Allen.

"Ummm...yeah, I remember." Actually, Lavi had never shown him, but Allen had made it a point to find out where he was.

"Good, can you come around 8 tonight? I have to finish some work for the old Panda, but I'll definitely be back by then." Lavi glanced up at Allen as he spoke.

Allen marveled at the color of Lavi's visible eye. It was a beautiful shade of green. Oh yeah, Lavi was expecting an answer! "Sure, I'll be there."

Lavi smiled at him and said, "OK, I'm done. The sooner I get back to work, the sooner I can get out of there." With that said, he took his leave.

Allen had nothing to do, so he wandered down to his room. He lay down on his bed and stared up at the ceiling remembering when he realized that he preferred the company of the same sex...

There was a card game he was forced to play, again to redeem Master Cross. He remembered looking across the table to see a pair of piercing blue eyes studying him. On further examination, he realized that they belonged to the most handsome boy he had ever seen.

The smile that the blond flashed at Allen would have knocked him off his feet, had he been standing. As it was, he lost his concentration enough to lose the hand of poker.

Allen had forced himself to focus on the rest of the game, winning every remaining hand. After the game, while money was changing hands, the blue-eyed boy walked over to Allen. He reached out his hand to shake with Allen.

"Good game, you are a master of the cheat" he stated.

Allen grasped the boy's hand and almost gasped out loud. There was a jolt of what felt like electricity that flowed between the two boy’s hands. The boy and Allen stared at each other for a moment, and then the boy pulled on Allen's hand, drawing the startled boy closer. When they were face-to-face, the boy whispered "My name is Ryuujin." He then grabbed the back of Allen's head, and pulled the shocked boy in for a kiss.

All that Allen could remember of the kiss was the firmness, yet tenderness, of Ryuujin's lips. He never saw the boy after that.

Allen woke with a start. He glanced over at the clock on the desk in his room. 7:40. He stood up, stretched, and went into his bathroom. He brushed his teeth, checked his hair, grimaced at the curse mark on his eye, sighed and left for Lavi's room.

He gave a gentle knock at exactly 8 o'clock. The door opened and Lavi's bright smile beamed out at him. The bookman apprentice stepped back from the door and motioned for Allen to come in. Allen stole a glance at Lavi, appreciating the fact that he was dressed only in a pair of loose fitting pants, with no shirt. Allen had to fight back the urge to lick his chest. What was the matter with him!

Allen heard Lavi shut the door, wondering why he had engaged the lock. He glanced around, seeing a room very much like his own.

Lavi sat down in the room's only chair. He gestured towards his bed. "Have a seat. You'd think they would give us at least two chairs in case we have company, huh?"Lavi's green eye sparkled from under his mass of red hair.

Allen just nodded. He sat down on the edge of the neatly made bed. Lavi looked at him expectantly.

Allen glanced around nervously. Did Lavi want him to say something? "Umm...I never thought your room would be so orderly. I don't know why, I just expected you to be more, I don't know, disorganized, I guess." Allen looked at Lavi.

That mesmerizing green eye just gleamed at him. Still Lavi said nothing. Allen began to fidget. What was the other boy doing?

After another minute of silence, Lavi stood up. "Allen, close your eyes. Please?" he asked when Allen shot him a questioning glance.

The younger boy complied. He felt the presence of the other exorcist very close to him. He almost jumped when he felt Lavi's legs touching his own.

"I hope you will like what I have to give you" Lavi murmured as he drew his face closer to the younger boy. Allen's eyes flew open, startled when Lavi's mouth pressed down on his. He submitted to the kiss, slowly parting his lips to invite the others questing tongue. The kiss quickly deepened. Finally, Allen pushed on the other’s shoulders, pushing him away.

"Lavi...what...?" Allen was at a loss for words. "I don't understand. I..."

"Am I mistaken?" questioned Lavi, a concerned look on his face. "I thought you were interested in me. I'm sorry if I was wrong."

"No! No, it's not that." exclaimed the cursed boy. "I just didn't think you were, you know, that you even like men." Allen's face flushed red as he stammered out this sentence.

"Oh, Allen, I definitely like you. I've done nothing but think about kissing you since we first met and now that I've kissed you, I'd like to do it again. Do you have any objections to that?"

Allen had never felt so shy in his life. He had the feeling that his face was bright red. "No...No objections, but..." he trailed off, not sure what he intended to say.

"What, Allen? Tell me how you feel. I really like you. I'm not just putting the moves on you." Lavi smiled gently down at his friend. "Talk to me if that's what makes you comfortable for now."

Allen looked up at Lavi, eyes wide. "No," he said, "no talk for now. Kiss me again, please."

Lavi bent down, gently taking the face of the boy in his hands. He slowly brought their lips back together. As the kiss deepened, Lavi leaned Allen back onto the bed. Finally they lay side-by-side, facing each other.

Lavi reluctantly broke the kiss. "Allen, please stop me if anything makes you feel uncomfortable. I only want you to feel good with me. Please?" he pleaded.

Allen looked intently at the older boy. "I feel more comfortable with you than I have in a long, long time. Don't worry about me; I'll let you know if anything bothers me. Now get back here."

He grabbed Lavi and pulled him in for a deep kiss. Lavi began to run his hands up and down Allen's back. He eased his hands under the boy's shirt. He gently massaged Allen's back as they continued in a soul searching kiss. Lavi then brought his hands to the front of the boy's chest.

"Oh gods, Lavi!" Allen exclaimed as the older exorcist's fingers found his nipples. Lavi expertly played Allen into a state of excitement. He stopped, and quickly unbuttoned Allen's shirt, pulling it off in one swift movement. He brought his mouth to trail kisses over Allen's jaw. The boy moaned and grabbed Lavi's hair.

"Lavi, please, more..." He couldn't think. Lavi slowly lowered his mouth, kissing his way down Allen's abdomen. He popped the button on Allen's pants and unzippered them.

"Are you sure, Allen?" he glanced up. Allen's eyes were half-lidded with desire.

"Yes, yes...please don't stop." came the breathless reply. Allen lifted his hips upward. "Please..."

Lavi eased the pants down to Allen's knees. He gently took Allen in his hand. His own member pulsed with the sound that came from the boy's throat.

"God, Allen, I need to taste you." With these words he lowered his mouth to Allen. His tongue darted out to like the drops of pre-cum that had formed on the tip. It was all he could do to repress a groan from the shudder that raced through Allen's body.

"L...L...Lavi" Allen murmured. He was barely able to catch his breath. He thought he would loose his mind when Lavi took his entire length into his hot mouth. Lavi sucked and licked the younger boy until Allen's moans grew loud.

"Lavi, Lavi...aaahhhhh..." Allen exploded; Lavi swallowing up the offering from the cursed boy.

Allen lay on the bed, gasping for breath. Lavi drew himself back up so that he could gaze into Allen's eyes. "Are you okay?" he asked.

"Never felt better in my life." quipped the boy.

Lavi chuckled. Only Allen would be able to make him laugh now, despite the pressing desire he felt.

Allen pulled Lavi down for a deep kiss. He could feel Lavi's desire for him pressing against his thigh. He eased his hand down to the front of the older boy's pants, rubbing his hard length.

"Allen, stop...I can't..." Lavi moaned. Allen eased his hand past the elastic of Lavi's pants, secretly glad that Lavi was only wearing sweats and nothing else.

When Allen's searching hand found him, Lavi moaned, "Ah, Allen that feels so good."

Allen smiled to himself as he pulled Lavi in for another deep kiss. Lavi quickly worked his way out of his pants, somehow never taking his mouth off the younger boy's.

Allen continued to stroke Lavi, causing the red-haired boy to jerk his hips towards Allen, leaving no doubt as to what he wanted.

"Lavi, I want you...I want you to..."Allen trailed off, not sure how to finish his thoughts.

Lavi instinctively knew what Allen wanted, maybe because he wanted the same thing.

"Is this your first time?" he questioned Allen, still writhing in the boy's inexperienced grasp.

"Yes." came the quite reply. "Don't stop Lavi. I want you. I need to feel you."

Lavi reluctantly pulled himself away to gaze down at the younger boy. He could see the anticipation in Allen's grey eyes, tinged with fear.

"Are you sure? It will hurt some the first time, but I'll try to be as gentle as I can. If..."

"Shut up, Lavi. Just take me!" Allen almost yelled.

Lavi grinned, stood up, and disappeared into his bathroom. Allen moaned to himself. Why had he left? He was just about to get up to see why Lavi had gone, when the red-head reappeared with a small tube in his hand.

"This will help." he told Allen, lying back down with the now trembling boy, setting the tube on the side table. His desire not quite as pressing as it had been before he had walked away. He gently took Allen's face in his hands, drawing the boy in for a tender kiss.

"Allen, please understand me...I...I'm not just doing this for..." Lavi trailed off, not sure how to express his feelings. "Oh, to hell with it. I'll just say it! I love you!"

Allen stared into the green eye gazing down at him. He opened, then closed his mouth, not sure how to respond. Lavi turned away from him. Allen captured his face in his hands, forcing Lavi to look at him.

"I'm sorry, Lavi. You just startled me. I love you too. I know I have wanted you to notice me since we met, but I thought you..." Lavi shut him up with a kiss.

"Doesn’t matter. All that matters is where we are now. Just let me love you, Allen." He trailed kisses along the boy’s jaw, tongue trailing along Allen's throat. The boy uttered a strangled moan, tangling his fingers in the soft, red hair.

"Then show me, Lavi. Show me how much you love me." He pressed his rapidly growing member into Lavi's thigh.

Lavi reached over to the table, grabbing the tube. He opened it, and poured some of the contents into his hand. He kissed Allen tenderly, and then used his other hand to encourage the boy to raise his legs onto Lavi's thighs.

"Are you sure you are ready?" Allen nodded, staring up into Lavi's green eye. "Try to relax." He eased his lubricated hand to Allen's tight entrance. He pressed a finger to the puckered skin. As he eased the finger into Allen, he was rewarded with a gasp from the boy.

"Feh...yes! More...gods, Lavi, more."

Lavi smiled to himself. The boy was taking to this much easier than he had expected. He gently added a second finger, earning another gasp from Allen; He began to gently work the fingers in a scissoring motion, loosening the tight hole.

"Lavi, please, I want you. Please. I need to feel you in me." Allen gasped as Lavi began to pump his fingers in and out of the younger exorcists hot, tight hole. He finally found that ridge of flesh he was looking for. As he caressed the boy's prostate, Allen screamed in pleasure, hips jerking high off the bed.

"Aaahhhh...yes, yes!" Allen writhed at the caresses Lavi was bestowing in him. "More, Lavi, please I want you!"

Lavi could barely contain himself. "Just let me make sure you are ready. Don't want to hurt you if I can help it." Allen's breathlessness and moans would drive him past the point of caring all too soon. He returned to the scissoring motion of his fingers. When he could stand the pressure in his own groin no longer, he removed his fingers from Allen. He positioned his throbbing length at Allen's entrance, slowly leaning into the boy.

Allen let out a half moan, half scream. Lavi paused, letting the boy get used to the feeling. He brought one hand up to stroke the curse mark on Allen's face. "Relax, relax. Just breathe."

"Go ahead Lavi," Allen breathlessly requested, "I'm okay."

Lavi pressed in, until his entire shaft was inside of Allen. He thought he would explode with joy. He leaned down, kissing the boy. Allen responded by murmuring in his ear, "I love you Lavi. Please, don't ever leave me."

Tears sprang up in Lavi's eyes. "No worries, I'll always be at your side." He began to gently thrust in and out of Allen, the moans emanating from deep within Allen's throat sending shivers down his spine.

He grasped the slender boy's hips, adjusting him until he found the right angle. When he thrust into Allen & hit that sweet spot, he thought Allen would jump off the bed. Such a reaction!

"LAVI!!!" Allen screamed, jerking upwards for more. "Yeh...aahhhh..." he continued to moan as Lavi began his assault in earnest, hitting Allen's sensitive spot with every thrust.

"Allen...I can't hold off much longer...I'm going to cum, are you ready?" Lavi could barely produce the words, the feeling of being inside the sweet boy almost too much to bear.

"AAHHH...yes, yes." Lavi pushed into Allen's prostate one more time, sending the grey eyes rolling back into his head as he came, hot liquid spurting onto both of their abdomens.

The feeling of Allen pulsing around him was too much for Lavi to bear. He gave one final push into the boy, screaming his name as he came. "Allen...ah, ah...AHHHHH...." he groaned, collapsing into the arms of the younger exorcist.

Allen wrapped his arms around Lavi, stroking his back. He buried his face in the soft red hair, breathing deeply the scent of Lavi. He smelled vaguely of vanilla and cinnamon.

Lavi breathed into Allen's ear. "I meant every word I said. I won't leave you, Allen. I will always be with you. I can't imagine life without you to hold."

"I love you too, Lavi."