Ode to Broken Hearts
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Adult +
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Ode to Broken Hearts
Hibari closed his eyes. He let Ryouhei touched his body however he wanted. When he closed his eyes like this, he could pretend it was not Ryouhei whom he had sex with. He could pretend it was somebody else… He could pretend it was still Yamamoto holding him and kissing him.
Hibari moaned and cried just like when he had sex with Yamamoto. But he still felt something different. He noticed the touch was different, the soft kisses on his lips and his neck were different, the way Ryouhei embraced him was way too different. But when he closed his eyes like this he could think it was Yamamoto doing those touches and kisses to him.
He knew he was being selfish and unfair to Ryouhei. But he still loved Yamamoto, even after they broke up.
He could still see Yamamoto like usual in school, but now he felt very distant and out of reach. He could see Yamamoto smiling there in an outside world, hugging and kissing Gokudera. And Tsuna would tease how his friends looked so happy together and lovey dovey.
Hibari pretended he didn’t see them. He tried to pretend he never went out with Yamamoto in the first place. But then, he felt a knife stabbed through his chest. He tried to ignore it, but the pain was too much for him to handle.
And there came Ryouhei. Ryouhei was loud, brash and sunny. He was just like Yamamoto. Hibari thought maybe he could start over everything. Maybe he could forget Yamamoto and love Ryouhei instead. But no, he couldn’t. Even after their parted ways, the memory of Yamamoto’s touch still lingered.
It was painful for Hibari when Yamamoto said in a flat tone, “Hibari, let’s break up?” Hibari was shocked he lost his ability to form words. Then Yamamoto walked away just like that and left him alone.
That moment still haunted him until now. How he really wish he could go back there and say he didn’t want them to break up. How he wanted to grab Yamamoto as he walked away, to state that he loved him.
A powerful thrust from Ryouhei put him back to reality. He gasped as that thrust became faster and Hibari moaned loudly. He was still having sex with Ryouhei. How silly of him to think of a past love at a time like this.
Not very long after, they came together. Hibari covered his eyes and tried to collect his breath after the strenuous activity. Ryouhei just looked at him with a sad smile. He already realized it. He wasn’t the one Hibari thought of whenever they had sex. He knew it because Hibari wouldn’t look at him whenever they were doing it. And Hibari seemed to be holding back all the time.
“Hibari… You still love him, don’t you?” Ryouhei tried to start a conversation. Hibari stayed silent. “I don’t mind if you’re using me as a substitute because I extremely love you… But if you’re that upset, you should just go to that fool and knock some sense into his head to the extreme!”
Hibari smiled with a frown, “Yeah… If only I could do that… I’m sorry, Ryouhei…” “I told you I don’t mind… It’s extremely alright with me…” Ryouhei wore his clothes again quickly, “See you tomorrow, Hibari…” “Where are you going?” “I have an extreme training with Master Paopao… See you!”
After Ryouhei left with a bright smile, Hibari bit his lip bitterly. He felt he really took advantage of Ryouhei for his selfish reasons. He hugged his knees and cried. “I’m sorry, Ryouhei…”
Hibari moaned and cried just like when he had sex with Yamamoto. But he still felt something different. He noticed the touch was different, the soft kisses on his lips and his neck were different, the way Ryouhei embraced him was way too different. But when he closed his eyes like this he could think it was Yamamoto doing those touches and kisses to him.
He knew he was being selfish and unfair to Ryouhei. But he still loved Yamamoto, even after they broke up.
He could still see Yamamoto like usual in school, but now he felt very distant and out of reach. He could see Yamamoto smiling there in an outside world, hugging and kissing Gokudera. And Tsuna would tease how his friends looked so happy together and lovey dovey.
Hibari pretended he didn’t see them. He tried to pretend he never went out with Yamamoto in the first place. But then, he felt a knife stabbed through his chest. He tried to ignore it, but the pain was too much for him to handle.
And there came Ryouhei. Ryouhei was loud, brash and sunny. He was just like Yamamoto. Hibari thought maybe he could start over everything. Maybe he could forget Yamamoto and love Ryouhei instead. But no, he couldn’t. Even after their parted ways, the memory of Yamamoto’s touch still lingered.
It was painful for Hibari when Yamamoto said in a flat tone, “Hibari, let’s break up?” Hibari was shocked he lost his ability to form words. Then Yamamoto walked away just like that and left him alone.
That moment still haunted him until now. How he really wish he could go back there and say he didn’t want them to break up. How he wanted to grab Yamamoto as he walked away, to state that he loved him.
A powerful thrust from Ryouhei put him back to reality. He gasped as that thrust became faster and Hibari moaned loudly. He was still having sex with Ryouhei. How silly of him to think of a past love at a time like this.
Not very long after, they came together. Hibari covered his eyes and tried to collect his breath after the strenuous activity. Ryouhei just looked at him with a sad smile. He already realized it. He wasn’t the one Hibari thought of whenever they had sex. He knew it because Hibari wouldn’t look at him whenever they were doing it. And Hibari seemed to be holding back all the time.
“Hibari… You still love him, don’t you?” Ryouhei tried to start a conversation. Hibari stayed silent. “I don’t mind if you’re using me as a substitute because I extremely love you… But if you’re that upset, you should just go to that fool and knock some sense into his head to the extreme!”
Hibari smiled with a frown, “Yeah… If only I could do that… I’m sorry, Ryouhei…” “I told you I don’t mind… It’s extremely alright with me…” Ryouhei wore his clothes again quickly, “See you tomorrow, Hibari…” “Where are you going?” “I have an extreme training with Master Paopao… See you!”
After Ryouhei left with a bright smile, Hibari bit his lip bitterly. He felt he really took advantage of Ryouhei for his selfish reasons. He hugged his knees and cried. “I’m sorry, Ryouhei…”