Wasn't Supposed to Be

I wrote this for one of my friends (the same one I did the LinkxAllen for, but this was written before that) but whatever.

Anyway, not much to say here, so on with the story!

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Allen woke to banging on the door. "Allen, hey, Allen. Wake up!" Lavi's voice drifted through the door causing the white haired boy to groan and get out of bed. Slowly he opened the door and Lavi said, "Komui wants to see you."

Yawning, Allen got ready and went to Komui's office. "Why can't this wait until later, it's three in the morning?"

"My thoughts exactly." Allen started and finally realized that Kanda was sitting on the couch.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Allen glared but it wasn't as strong as normal because of the time.

"Are you really that much of an idiot?" Kanda said condescendingly,

"We're going on a mission, bean sprout."

Allen turned to glare at Komui, who took a step back. "Why do I have to go on a mission with him of all people?"

"We need everyone to be able to work together and you two need the most work." he said bluntly. "You need to be ready to go in fifteen minutes."

Allen left the room in a huff and Kanda watched him leave before he sighed and left, leaving Komui alone in his chair.

A couple minutes later Reever came in to talk. "You saw what happened last time they had a mission together and you're sending them out again?"

Komui fixed his glasses, a nervous habit, before he said, "I need them to get along."

"I just hope you know what you're doing." Reever said before setting down a thick stack of papers and going back to work.

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"Russia. Why did it have to be Russia?" Allen shivered in cold even through the layers of his uniform.

"Stop complaining and do your job." Kanda said shortly, continuing to walk not caring if he left the cursed boy behind or not.

It had been almost a day since they had arrived and they were still walking through the forest with no sign of the village they were supposed to be investigating. Kanda was starting to believe it was some sort of sick joke and he could almost imagine how it would feel to stick Mugen through Komui.

His happy thoughts were interrupted by a cry of pain. He quickly turned around, partially drawing his sword, but he put it away and released a sigh of exasperation instead.

Allen stood there, both hands over his nose, blood trickling from underneath them.

"What happened, idiot?" Kanda asked as Allen cursed the forest around them.

"Thish ish all you're faltsh." Allen slurred, "Shtupid branchsh."

Kanda immediately deduced that the branch he had just pushed aside had whipped back to smack the smaller boy in the face. He couldn't resist a smirk.

"Stupid beansprout." he chuckled at Allen whose nose had almost stopped bleeding.

"Bashtard." Allen replied, "Let'sh find a place to shtay." he said, the slur fading.

Kanda shrugged, turning back around and started walking, knowing Allen was right behind him because he could hear his soft steps in the snow.

After a couple minutes they came across a small inn. Going inside it soon became clear that no one had been there in there for a very long time.

It was getting dark and after they discovered the lights didn't work Allen lit a couple of candles.

"Is there any food?" Allen asked, realizing they didn't really have any.

"What do you think? It looks like nobody's been here in years."

"There still might be something good." Allen sighed grabbing a candle and going to the kitchen.

Out of curiosity Kanda followed him and watched as he opened the first cupboard and a knife fell down, cutting through the sleeve of his uniform and leaving a gash on his arm.

"Damn!" Allen exclaimed, cursing his luck. "I need some disinfectant or something. You should go look for some." he said, glaring at the long haired teen.

Kanda rolled his eyes and opened the pantry. Immediately Allens eyes widened and he backed up a couple steps, swallowing thickly. Looking at him oddly Kanda walked into the small room that was floor to ceiling filled with bottles of liquor.

Grabbing a bottle, and then another on impulse, Kanda walked out, the door clicking shut behind him, oddly loud in the oppressive silence.

"Come on, let's go treat your idiotic wound." Kanda said and when the other boy didn't move he called, "Bean sprout!"

Allen jumped and glared at him. "My name is 'Allen.'"

"Yeah, just come on." Kanda said, grabbing his candle and leaving, Allen directly behind him.

Once they got to the lounge area Kanda lit a couple more candles and made a fire for more warmth and light. Even inside the well-insulated building it was still a freezing night in Russia.

Allen took off his exorcists coat and partly took his shirt off to look at the cut. It was on his normal arm, but with the light and blood running down it it almost looked similar to his arm with the innocence.

Luckily the water was working so they got a bucket and ripped up a bed sheet for washcloths. Allen slowly cleaned off his arm and then the cut, wincing in pain.

Kanda opened a bottle and handed it to Allen who made a face. He noticed the younger boy looked kind of flushed and he was sweating and Kanda hoped he was' t getting sick because that would only make the situation worse. He noticed it had started snowing earlier and he had the bad feeling it was going to be a blizzard.

With a wince Allen poured a little of the alcohol on his wound and hissed in a breath. He quickly put the bottle back down and dabbed at it with one of their makeshift washcloths.

Allen then sat on one of the couches and Kanda watched him. He noticed how uncomfortable Allen seemed. He thought maybe his nose was still bothering him from earlier.

"I ache." Allen muttered when he moved, his comment barely audible.

Sighing and wondering what he was doing Kanda pushed a bottle of alcohol at Allen. "Here, it'll take the edge off."

Allen took the bottle before setting it down and said, "I don't drink."

"Drink it anyway. I don't want to have to hear you complaining about it hurting later."

Kanda picked up the bottle again.

"No!"

"Quit being such a kid!" Kanda exclaimed getting frustrated.

“I'm not drin-" Allen was cut off when his mouth was covered with Kanda's. Allen opened his mouth unintentionally in shock and Kanda put his tongue in the other boys mouth. Allen could taste the alcohol before it poured into his mouth, and he automatically swallowed so he didn't choke.

After a moment Kanda drew back, wiping his chin and looked down at

Allen who was frozen where he was, both hands covering his mouth.

"You-you!" Allen spluttered, his words muffled by his hands.

"Loosen up a bit, bean sprout. Don't bother complaining if you can't take the remedy." Kanda said, looking at him critically.

Allen sat up on the couch, the rest of his shirt falling off, leaving him in only the bottom half of his uniform. Kanda could see the goosebumps raising on his skin and tried not to notice the other evidence of the cold.

"The name is 'Allen!'" Allen growled before launching himself off the couch and tackling Kanda to the ground.

They struggled for a few minutes before Kanda finally got Allen pinned down. His hair had come partially undone and was hanging down around his face, some of the longer pieces laying on Allen bare chest. Allen was on his back with Kanda sitting leaning over him pinning his hands above his head.

Using one hand to hold Allen's hands, Kanda grabbed the bottle from where it lay and uncorked it with his teeth, pouring more in Allens mouth. When the younger boy spit it out Kanda just put more in his own mouth and leaned down again.

Allen bucked unexpectedly and Kanda swallowed the mouthful accidentally, the liquid burning in his throat. Blinking for a second he looked at the bottle, reading the label before he mentally shrugged and drank another mouthful before forcing it on Allen again.

They went like this until the bottle was done and Allen's struggles had lessened. At least he wasn't complaining about his arm or nose any more. Kanda reached over for the other bottle to make sure Allen was numb, and the movement started a train of thoughts in Allen's head.

With his back to the cold floor Allen became more aware of Kanda's warm body sitting on top of him. Telling himself he was being stupid he tried to ignore it. He was also starting to feel a little hazy from the drink. He wasn't sure he could stand the boy sitting on him much longer.

Kanda looked down at Allen when the smaller boy groaned. Curious, Kanda moved again, this time actually grabbing the bottle before sitting back and Allen wiggled, making a small noise.

Taking one more drink Kanda leaned down, and this time Allen eagerly allowed the transfer. When he was done swallowing Allen moved his tongue into Kandas mouth, moving it sensuously. Kanda mentally smirked and moved his tongue so it was moving with the younger boys.

Allen ground his hips up again and Kanda could feel Allen getting hard and this time physically smirked.

Slowly moving against him Kanda leaned down and whispered, "You like this, don't you?"

"N-no!" Allen slurred.

"Have you ever done anything like this before?"

"I don't w-want to say..." Allen trailed off with a low moan.

Kanda scoffed, "You know, when people say that it's obvious something has happened." When Allen didn't reply and turned his head Kanda leaned down next to Allens ear and whispered, "It's ok, I have too."

Allen looked up at him, startled. He never would have thought that Kanda, off all people, would have already had sex. He didn't seem like the type of person to be interested in that type of thing. Allen's eyes widened as he moved again and realized the older teen was definitely interested.


Realizing Kanda had released his arms, Allen moved a hand down. Kanda watched as the hand slowly moved, and stopped for a moment before his crotch before Allen pressed in to feel him.

Kanda closed his eyes, just stopping to feel and listen for a moment. Their breathing was loud in the almost silent room. He was sure the room was still quite cold, but they were both burning up. The still was broken by a pop and some pitch crackled in the fireplace.

"Really?" Allen whispered. "Who?"

Kanda didn't reply, so Allen started thinking about it. Kanda had been in the Order for a long time, and probably hit puberty when he was there. He definitely didn't seem like the type of person to do it with someone older than him, and from what he said, or it sounded ike he said, it had been a boy...

"Lavi?!" Allen exclaimed, a little louder than he had intended.

"Yes." Kand shrugged, but it looked awkward from his position.

"But-"

"Just shut up and forget about it for now, bean sprout."

"But-ah- My name is-" Allen stopped, huffing out a breath. "Fine, but you're definitely telling me later."

Kanda made a noncommittal noise and leaned down to kiss Allen. After a couple difficult moments Kanda was relieved of his jacket and Allen moved his hand across the other boys chest, stopping on his tattoo.

Allen looked at him questioningly for a moment, but Kanda just shook his head and undid Allens pants. Allens breath hitched and he moved his hand to grasp at Kanda's shoulder.

Kanda looked at him for a moment before Allen gave a small nod. Taking a short pause to take their boots and socks off, he also reached and grabbed something from his jacket, causing Allen to look at him weirdly.

"Well that's convenient." Allen mumbled, watching Kanda set down a smallish container of lube within reach.

"I like to be prepared for anything." Kanda said, causing Allen to chuckle.

"You have lube, but not disinfectant?" The younger boy asked.

Kanda just shrugged again and gave him a look before he spoke, "You sure talk a lot. Are we going to do this or not?"

This made Allen stop to think about what they really were doing and what it looked like they were going to do. Taking a deep breath Allen opened his eyes, he had closed them while thinking, and said, "Yes."

Without saying anything Kanda put his hand in Allens pants, feeling him up quickly before removing the smaller boys pants, leaving him naked.

Taking a few moments Kanda examined the boy beneath him. Allen was small and had a slight, almost girlish frame. Kanda was sure his skin had once been flawless but working as an exorcists had left him with many small scars. The boy was thin, and even though his stomach was flat his muscles weren't very defined.

Allen was panting slightly, and his arm was bleeding a little again, but at that moment he didn't seem to care. Slowly he pulled own Kanda's head to kiss him, and it deepened immediately.

Reaching down Allen undid Kanda's pants and began pushing them down his hips. Getting the idea Kanda somehow was able to get them all the way off, only breaking the kiss for a moment.

Kanda moved between Allens legs, who gasped as their erections rubbed together briefly. Kanda looked at him and smiled, grabbing the bottle before setting back a bit.

Allen's breath sped up and he swallowed again as Kanda opened the bottle and smeared some of the contents on his fingers.

Noting his nervousness Kanda moved slowly pressing a finger inside Allen. Allen was a little tighter than he expected so he had to tell him to relax a bit, moving slowly as he stretched him.

Kanda repeated the process until he had three fingers in Allen and the younger boy was stretched properly. Taking his fingers out Kanda put lube on his erection and moved so the head of his cock was pressing lightly on Allen's entrance.

Pausing for a moment Kanda said, "I hope you're ready for this, Allen."

"You-" Allen started to say before Kanda pushed in. Allen threw his head back, emitting a noise halfway between a gasp and a scream.

Kanda was still, feeling Allen clench around him, giving him time to adjust, and also getting used to the feeling of tightness. Allen was panting underneath him, trying to calm his breathing and clutched at Kanda's forearm and back.

"You called me Allen," Allen managed to gasp out, staring up at Kanda.

"Yes, but don't get used to it, bean sprout." Kanda said and immediately pulled out and slammed back in before Allen could say anything more.

Kanda did that a few more times, changing the angle slightly each time before he found what he was searching for. Allen suddenly gasped and arched up forcefully. He looked at Kanda disdainfully for a second before he began moving more to meet with the older boys thrusts.

Both of them were panting by now and Allen pulled Kanda down by his hair for a kiss. Allen moaned against Kanda's mouth, inviting him in, an offer Kanda readily accepted. Their tongues moved together easily, almost naturally.

Kanda pulled back from the kiss and moved a hand down Allens torso, sliding it down to grab Allen's still hard member and began stroking it in time to their thrusts.

Using the other boys precum as a sort of lubricant Kanda brushed his hand over the head before stroking again. Allen moaned in ecstasy and when Kanda hit that spot while doing that he couldn't hold it in any longer.

Kanda closed his eyes when Allen came with a muffled scream and he felt some of the boys cum on his stomach mingling with his sweat. He concentrated on the feel of Allen clenching around him and the pressure building lower, and as Allen arched up one last time Kanda came inside of him with a low moan.

Collapsing on top of Allen with a sigh Kanda just lie there trying to think of the consequences, or potential consequences, of their actions. He was sure Allen was doing the same thing so he wasn't surprised when Allen spoke. He was surprised, though, by what he said.

"That was nice. I want to do it again sometime."

"What?" Kanda asked completely thrown off balance.

Allen looked at him strangely as he pulled out, grabbing the remains of a sheet to wipe himself off before slipping back on his pants.

"Well, I kinda figured you wouldn't act any different from before, so why not?" Allen sat up with a bit of a wince and Kanda thought his back probably hurt and the sensation of the cum leaking out was...interesting.

"So, back to the normal we never left?" Kanda asked.

"Yes," Allen said, gazing over at the dying fire.

~End Part One~