Yukikaze: Silence

The hangar door opened as a slightly battered plane swooped in gracefully, carrying her passenger to safety. The white calligraphy upon the nose blazed under the harsh lights as the elevator carried her to the lower deck, allowing her pilot to catch his breath and collect himself before facing his superiors. Leaning his head back and letting out a sigh, the lieutenant reflected on the fact he went out without clearance from his superiors and acted on his own interests, and in a way, Yukikaze’s as well. He felt the dog tags with a small key on the chain around his neck, thinking back at how he had felt an irresistible need to fly her. The pilot sighed again and shut off the plane and climbed out, ready to face the consequences. Especially from one who cared most about him.

Rei Fukai remained silent all through the yelling and berating being aimed at him, sufficiently unnerving his superior officer. He merely shifted in the couch to relieve a beginning cramp in his side and took a sip of his beer. The pizza box on the floor of his superior officer’s apartment was more pleasing to study than the man’s antics.
“What were you thinking, Rei? Even though you are experienced, you still could have made a mistake and gotten yourself killed. Do you really not value your life at all? Is Yukikaze worth dying for?”
At the mention of his beloved jet’s name, Rei finally looked at him.
“Major…”
“Really, you’re too much. The only time you speak is when it concerns Yukikaze. When we take the comm panel away, you become catatonic.”
“…”
Rei stared hard at Jack, further frustrating his lover. Jack bent down to Rei’s eye level and asked, “…why is it difficult for you to understand that you hurt me when you do things like that?” When Rei didn’t respond, he placed a light, soft kiss on Rei’s lips, lingering for a moment before going to deepen it. He withdrew with a startled gasp and covered his mouth. He actually bit my tongue… Rei stared at him, smirking defiantly. Jack narrowed his eyes and sneered at Rei. Rei shrugged and leaned back into the couch, satisfied with himself. Jack’s patience reached its limit; he grabbed Rei’s hair and bent down to crush his mouth against his. Rei was surprised and tried to push against the powerful grip. Jack pulled back after the searing kiss and a hand grabbed his shoulder and shoved him face-down on the couch. He reached around to his fly and tore it open. Rei felt both hands rip his pants down before he could stop Jack. Jack gripped both of Rei’s wrists and held them behind his back, pinning him down into the couch with his rear exposed. With the other hand, Jack squeezed a smooth cheek before swiftly entering him. Rei held back a small cry at the invasion and scrunched up his face as Jack began to move. Jack leaned forward so that his mouth was close to Rei’s ear and he whispered: “Yukikaze can’t save you right now, so what are you going to do?” Then he snaked his free hand underneath Rei and grasped his erection, Rei twitching at his touch. “Just feel this, you’re hard at the mere mention of Yukikaze.” At that, Rei buried his face into the leather of the couch.
“Don’t you dare to hide from me, Rei,” Jack nearly snarled as he grabbed Rei’s leg and flipped him onto his back. His leg relaxed against Jack’s shoulder while the other was still under Jack’s weight as Rei succumbed to the crushing pressure. His eyes were glazed and his cheeks were flushed, matching his tightly pressed lips from his efforts to stay quiet. Rei closed his eyes as he felt Jack’s rough fingers trace his jaw line and a thumb grazing his lips, trying to part them.

“Open up, let me hear your voice. I know you’re in pain.”

Rei’s eyes flew open and violet stared into blue. “Do you realize that you’re bleeding? Just say something and I’ll stop.” Jack slowed his pace to long strokes, becoming gentler. Rei narrowed his eyes and wrapped his fingers around his own erection, pushing his hips against Jack’s. The older man’s eyes widened in surprise and stopped moving to watch Rei administer himself. He moved his eyes from the darkening member to the long slender fingers and up his smooth pale chest before meeting Rei’s violet gaze. The violet was no longer glazed, but burning. His expression was one of impatience mixed with irritation.

“Jack…move.”

Jack obeyed and picked up his pace and found himself going faster as he kept up with Rei’s rhythm. A mewl came out of Rei when Jack found the spot and fingers dug harder into the soft skin and hard bones of his hips. They knew that there will be bruises from Jack’s fingers, but neither cared. The damage was already done.

The mewling became quiet moans, becoming louder and louder as Jack thrust into him. Jack was trying his best not to make as much noise so he could hear Rei and feel his sounds wash over him, going straight to his groin. Jack was starting to lose control of himself, and drove deeper and harder into the writhing heat beneath him. Rei finally screamed Jack’s name, shattering any ounce of control Jack had left. He shuddered as he came down from his high and collapsed on top of Rei. Looking up, he saw that Rei was already out.

The sun was warm on Rei’s face when he woke up. He was on his side, curled up loosely with a sheet covering him. He noted that he was no longer on the couch, but in a bed. A bed that looked, felt and smelled like Jack. He nuzzled into the pillow, feeling the ache in his back. He checked his neck to make sure his dogtags were still on the chain, along with the small key, breathing a sigh.
Stepping into the kitchen, Rei saw that Jack was already up and brewing coffee. Rei took a seat on one of the barstools and sat in silence as the tall blonde turned to face him. “…Sleep ok?” Jack inquired numbly. Rei merely shifted a bit. A pained look crossed Jack’s face and he went back to making coffee, turning his back to Rei. After he finished pouring coffee for the both of them, he sat down next to Rei, keeping his distance, and apologized: “About last night… I had no right to lose control like that.” He paused and finally looked at Rei in the eye. “However, my feelings…” He stopped himself and with a wave of his hand, he instead said, “look, I’m sorry.” Jack moved to leave the kitchen when Rei grabbed his wrist. He looked up at Jack while his free hand pulled the chain with the key out of his pocket. He handed it to Jack.

“…please hold on to this.” Rei gave Jack a small smile.

Jack widened his eyes and looked at the key. “Why? What’s it to?”

His question was answered with a silent smile.