Why can\'t i be on top

Why Can't I be on top? Matt/Mello.
Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note; that duty belongs to the writers and artist. And I don't due this for money either. This is surely out of the spite of my mind..... Yes. I do this for fun... I'm a weirdo..!
A/N: I'm getting tired of Matt always being the uke and Mello always being the semi, from all the Yaois l read. So lets walk on the what if side and let Matt have a turn.
Songs recomended to listen to: Stupid girl "Framing Hanley" Jar of Hearts "Christina Perri"
Warnings: this contains mature material... sex, language, humor and abuse. So nobody under 18 don't read. it also contains Yaoi. And terrible spelling. Also Matt is a bit out of scene so i guess occ
"Matt! Where the fuck is my chocolate!" Mello shouted in a mood.
"It's in the fridge, next to the milk," Matt said cooly, looking up from his video game.
"If you don't stop playing God of War at once, I'm going to shoot the fucking game system!" Mello roared.
Matt looked up at Mello and shook his head. He was use to all of Mello's bullshit about yelling. The only time that Mello was calm was after they had sex. Speaking of sex, he hadn't had it in couple of weeks, with them working on the Kira case and all.
"You don't have the ball to," Matt said, regretting it.
"Really?" Mello challenge, firing a round into the PS3 blowing it to a million tiny pieces.
"Hey! that was my PS3!" Matt shouted, in the defense of his game system.
"So, you weren't listening to me!" he shouted.
"Yeah, it's kind of hard to to listen to you when you're yelling like you're on your period or something." Matt shot back.
"So the chocolate is in the fridge," Mello said, changing the subject.
"Yes, it's in the fridge," Matt muttered, picking up the shattered pieces of his PS3.
Mello walked of to the fridge and pulled out a pack of Hershey's bars. He took one out of the package, unwrapped it and bit in the chocolatly goodness. Served Matt right for playing those stupid video game. The red headed gamer really needed to get out more often.
Mello on the other hand, got out a lot and spent his spare time at the firing range; perfecting his art with handguns. He truly had it down to a deadly art. His temper, whit, skill and comanding manner make him the high ranking Mafia member that he was. Fuck, he even had the balls to blackmail the President of the United States.
The only time that he was soft was when Matt and he made love. He was always the Seme and Matt was the Uke. That's the way Mello like it and he wouldn't change it for the world. He really didn't give a fuck what Matt thought about being the Uke. When he wanted it, he usually got what he wanted.
Matt started to sweep up the fragments of his once working Playstation 3. Mello owed him $450.00; game included. He finished his unwanted chore and tossed it all in the trash. Why didn't he become fuck buddies with Near instead? Near may agitate the fuck out of Matt yet, he wouldn't have to worry about him blow-up his game system. Yet, Matt would take Mello's temper of Near's coldness any day of the week. Some would call him bloody insane, he would call it lucky. He would find a way or another to make Mello pay. Maybe he should cut Mello off for a month?
Yeah right if he valued his life. He sighed and walked back into the living room and plopped down on the couch. He pulled out his PSP and began playing some random racing game. Matt was so zoned off into his gameworld, he did not hear a certain tempermental blond enter.
"Oh, Matt," Mello said in sing-song.
"Yeah?" Matt asked, stuffing his PSP in the nearest endtable drawer. He learned his lesson last time and won't soon forget it.
"When was the last time we had sex?" Mello asked.
"Let's see, it was a month and a half yesterday," Matt answered truthfully.
"Oh, it's been that long?" Mello said with fake wonder.
"Yes, and it's going to be longer..." Matt cut off.
"What do you mean by that?" asked Mello shooting him a curious look.
I mean that you are cut off," Matt said calmly.
"IM WHAT?!!" fumed Mello.
"Like I said, you're cut off for destorying my game system," another calm reply from the redhead.
"I better not be!"
"Yes, you are unless..." Matt said trailing off in suspense
"Unless what?" Mello asked, his cuirosity building.
"Unless, you let me on top during sex," Matt replyed, lighting a Marble 100. ( random brand of ciggys.)
He took a long drag and studied Mello through the orange tinted goggles.
"No," Mello replyed.
"Fine then, have it your way," Mello replyed.
"I want sex!" Mello whined sounding like Misa, Misa.
Well to Matt he looked like a male-verison of her. He could crossdress as her and get away with it, not for the scar that marred his face. (A/N: well kiddies? do u kno what's going to happen nxt?)
"Uh, what's with the whining Mello?" Matt asked. "you want me that bad?"
"I want you.... Infact I need you..."
Mello stalked over to Matt and caught him in an unexpected kiss. Matt reluctantly kissed him back. Mello took advantage of the kiss pushing Matt against the wall.
Matt was the one to end the kiss.
"No, Mello, I said that I was in control," Matt lightly scolded.
The blond pouted looking extremely cute to Matt. Scratch that... fucking hot to Matt.
"NO, fucking way Matt, you're the uke," Mello stated.
"Hey! Do I really act like an uke?" he asked offened.
"Yeah, you're pratically my little bitch," Mello said shrugging.
"Uh, you're the one who is more femine looking," he stated.
Mello shot Matt a death glare, that was both fucking sexy and fucking terrifying. Matt for some reason felt himself harden at one. 'It really has been to long,' Matt thought to himself.
"What the fuck are you thinking about?" Mello asked.
"Uh, nothing, Mello," he stated.
Mello looked at Matt as if not to believe him. "Sure, like I believe Matt, you never were a very good liar."
"I am not!" Matt defended
Mello rolled his eyes on Matt's expense. "You know kid, your just a bit of a moron today,"
Matt glared at Mello. "I'm not and your a bitch today, wait that's the usual,"
"I'm not a bitch!"
"Oh wait, nevermind... scratch that you're being a complete cocksucker," Matt stated.
Mello shot Matt another death glare. "I hate you!"
"Eh, you say that alot," Matt shrugged.
"I want you so bad," Mello stated.
"Only on one condition; you let me up on to while we make love," he stated.
"No, Matt, like i said, you're the Uke and I'm the Semi," Mello said bluntly.
"Sorry, Mello, you'll have to be the Uke for once," Matt stated.
Mello looked at Matt and shook his head and walked off. Who in the fucking mind gave Matt the nerve to tell him to be the Uke of all things! That boy had some ball today and he would give him that. Matt was normaly quiet and relaxed. Probally Mello firing a bullet into his his PS3 set him off.
Mello yawned, he was tired he hadn't gotten any sleep in like 2 days. So he decided to call it quits for the night.
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Mello looked sweet, cute and peacful when he was asleep, which was the complete oposite when the guncrazy guy was. Matt had an evil idea, he would handcuff Mello to the bed and have his way with him. Not in the rape since, he would slowly and torturously bring Mello to complete and utter senseless bliss. Matt got up the nerve and went with the program.
Snap.
Mello heard a random snapping sound. He looked up shocked at the body leaning over him and handcuffing him to the bed.
"What the fuck Matt!!!!" Mello raged.
"If this is the only way to make you and Uke, than so be it. I'm slowly going to bring you to pleaser with my hands and then my mouth. Then I'll fuck your brains out. You'll be so senseless with pleasuere you won't be able to move for a week," Matt stated, lust written all over his face and lust in his voice.
Mello eyes widended and his dick hardened, he couldn't help but find Matt's speech aluringly sexy. He will not admitt any of this to Matt at all.l
"Matt, unhandcuff me right fucking now!!!!" he swore.
"Sorry, Melly but your sweet little ass is mine for the taking," Matt said with a wink.
Mello's light blue eyes widened. He couldn't believe that Matt had the fucking balls to talk to him like that!
"Right like you have the balls to do, what you said what you are going to do to me," Mello said with bravado.
"Tsk, tsk, Melly you're not the one in control; this time," Matt said with a uncharacteristic smirk.
"Right Matt," Mello whispered.
Mello's hands were starting to become numb from the loss of feel, in the handcuffs.
"Oh, Melly," Matt said.
Mello didn't respond, that was okay with Matt for what he had planned with him. Matt slowly made a predatory crawl towards Mello's bound form. Bound and in leather, Mello looked like one of those people you see in those S&M pornos. (A/N: don't ask) To Matt, it was a Thanksgiving feast of sex, without the filling turkey, it will be Mello's ass that he will be stuffing with his dick. (A/N: another don't ask.)
Mello started to scoot away from Mello. "Mello, keep acting like this I might have to punish you," Matt said, his voice dripping with lust.
"What the fuck do you mean by that?" he asked scared.
"Oh you know, my dick up your cute little ass." Matt said shrugging.
Matt continued his path up the queen size bed that he shared with Mello. Matt slowly ran a finger down Mello's scared cheek, making Mello shiver. Mello looked up at Matt and glared.
"Oh, quit glaring or I'll blindfold you," Matt stated.
"Yeah right," Mello huffed.
Matt contuined his invasion of Mello's personal space. Matt started to strip off Mello's clothes, his leather vest, leather pants, and boots. Leaving Mello only clad in his pale white boxers with the Hersheys logo on it. Matt looked at Mello and shook his head.
"And you complain about my Mario boxer," Matt complained.
Mello glowered at him and blushed. Holy fuck! The great Mafia Mello was actually blushing. Matt started cracking up laughing at him.
"What the fuck are you laughing at Matt!!!!" Mello shouted.
Matt just shook his head and continued his sexual assault on Mello's god-like body. Matt started to kiss a path starting with Mello's mouth. Matt started kissing Mello like there was no tomorrow, only this moment between Mello and him. Mello was stubbornly not responding to the kiss. 'Damn him!' Matt thought with fury. Matt let his hand trail down Mello's neck and down his chest, he reached his destination, Mello's cock. Mello reached in Mello's boxers and roughly stroked his cock. Mello gasp and Matt took advantage of the kiss and pushed his tounge into Mello's mouth. Matt left no surface untouched in Mello's sweet mouth. Mello had a certain taste of chocolate to him. Matt happened to be craving that certain flavor. Mello moaned into the kiss and Matt took the advantage of that to yank down Mello's boxers.
Matt broke the kiss and smiled down at Mello, as a cat would a mouse that it caught. Matt started to kiss down Mello's neck, paying attention to the little tickleish areas that lie i his wake. Mello let out a little gasp; it almost sounded womanly. It caused Matt to smirk.
"You dirtybastard!" Mello yelled at Matt.
"Eh, you'll like it." Matt said with a sexy lear
"Oh, fuck you Matt," Mello growled.
Matt just looked up at him and smiled. "Whatever babe," he stated.
Matt conintued till he met at Mello's nipples. Matt slowly teased the bud untill it was erect with his mouth, causing Mello to moan.
"Oh, so you like it?" Matt taunted back.
"Oh.... so... fuck Matt quit playing around and fuck me," Mello said, his voice straining.
"Okay!"
Matt kept on kissing downward intill he was face to face with Mello's hard cock.... Mello had a pretty nice package down there. Matt stuck the semi-hard oragan in his mouth and started to bite, nibble, suck and tease. This caused Mello to buck his hips forward and causing Matt to nearly gag, from the forcefull deepthroating.
"Mello, don't try to choke me!" Matt complained, and went right back to working on giving Mello the releash he craved.
Mello grasps the covers in complete and utter pleasure... Matt was really good at giving a blow job.
Matt continued to lick the tip of Mello's member. He pulled back for a little bit. Mello whined at the loss of attention to his dick.
"Oh quit whining you'll get your pleasure," Matt stated.
Matt grabbed the bottle of chocolate lube off of the night stand. (Mello the stupid chocoholic) Matt spread a good size goop on to his fingers and lead them slowly to Mello's anal enterance... (A/n: shoot me now if it sux... firstimer yaoi writter.)
Matt pushed his finger through and waited for Mello to adjust.
Mellow whimpered from the hard contact, it being his first time being fucked in a while and all. (he was the one usually doing the fucking)
Matt continued to wiggle his finger in Mello's enterance causing the blond to moan and gasp in pleasure. Matt then added another and kept things slow. he knew that his tight jeans were getting way too tight for him and Mario. He named his dick Mario cause it was his favorite game. (a/n: don't ask it sounded funny)
Matt continued to prepare Mello's enterance for what's about to come.
Matt decided it was time for him to strip, he removed his left hand from Mello's enterance and Mello whimpered from the lost of contact.
Matt was so horny that he stripped away all of his clothes in a rushed hurry.
"Matty, please hurry up and fuck me!!!" Mello mewed.
Matt smiled. "Okay Melly, have it your way," Matt leered.
Matt grabbed the lube bottle this time and squeezed some one his hand and slowly coated his cock. Matt moaned as the cold lube made contact with his heatended hardon. Matt was done preparinig himself and Mello. He walked back over to the bed and got back on it. He postioned Mello on his hands and knees and mounted from behind. Matt slowly pushed himself inside Mello. Mello whined and whimpered and cursed as Matt pushed his way in. Matt waited a few minutes (well a few hours, to him) for Mello to adjust to his size.
Matt stroked Mello's cock as he waited. Mello mewed and rocked back against Matt. Matt took this as a sigh to continue on with the fuck session.
Matt started to thrust into Mello slowly at first then picking up pace.... He was trying to find his Pspot. Matt hit the spot and Mello mewed like an 8 week old kitten. Man, Mello was vocal when he was the one being fucked. Matt continued to fuck and jack off Mello...
Mello got this burning feeling in his stomach and knew that he was going to come.
"Uh, Matt I'm gunnna cum!" Mello cried out in pleasure hightened bliss.
No wonder why Mello liked being the Semi, a tight enterance around the peter felt good. Mello reached his peak shooting his load into Matt's hand.
Matt took his hand up to his mouth to sample the good.
"You taste good Mells," Matt stated.
"Shut up!" Mello panted in pleasure.
Matt could feel it to when Mello's sweet little ass clamped down on him, he shot his load into Mello and pumped on untill he was spent...
he colasped on Mello and sighed.
"Unhandcuff me," Mello begged.
Matt nodded and unhandcuffed him. "Now I can see why you like being on top,"
Mello laid down and snuggled into Matt. "Yeah, well it won't happen again, anytime soon."
"Why can't I be on top again??" Matt whined.
"Cause," Mello yawned.
"Go to sleep my sweet uke," Mello muttered in his sleep
"Night my sweet tranny," Matt said.
Mello must have not hear him. So they both fell asleep.
Fin.
(a/n: my first taste of yaoi.... never expected it to be this... well erotic)