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Fundamentally Human	By : KalyxandSoren Category: > Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji ???) Views: 3789 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Black Butler/ Kuroshitsuji! I also do NOT profit in any way from this story!

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A/N: So this is the first Fic. I will have ever uploaded! I have written fanfics. for years and just never got around to uploading them >.< But this one in particular I have been very partial to so I could not resist. Besides I'm really pushing to make time for my hobbies in my life. Just as a warning! I love sentence fragments!!! I know that my work is not exactly grammatically masterful! I hope this can be forgiven. My use of punctuation is usually in my mind a way to direct pauses for effect and what-not. With this being said, PLEASE! Enjoy! And if you'd like to review I would be deeply grateful. :3

necromantic: Yes indeed I did! Thank you very much for your thoughtful review, as well as your sharp eye! I have fixed my typo and will keep my eyes peeled for any others. ^.^

Chapter 1

Ciel's PoV

The tension had always been there, rooted deeply within his dark servant's eyes. It rippled kinetically through every gesture, every move he made. Ciel had always judged it for hunger of another sort.

“So fundamentally human aren't you my young master:..” Mocking, condescending, and dripping with all the hundreds of years he'd lived.

"We demons have never been capable of piety. Convincing as I may be, I am and forever inherently shall be a creature of... Hellish. Sinful. Gluttony. In every meaning of the words" Sebastian annunciated each word slowly, as think as molasses...

Ciel turned away from his butler's velvet stare, unsure of how to react. Trembling, he concentrated intently on his own ignorance. Ciel thought he'd always pinned Sebastian's intensity properly and one-track minded obsession for what had been promised in their contract. Oh how poorly Ciel had calculated... Lust of the carnal category had not registered in his mind as being within the realm of possibility. The young Earl bit back his frustration. Of all the naiveties! This overwhelming reckoning left him breathless... Bewildered...

"Sebastian!" His airy gasp far more revealing of his emotions than he'd care to admit. Betrayed by his own voice he coughed a few times, clearing his throat and stalling for time... Trying not to squirm was a task. A deep breath in.... Out slowly... Inaudibly. That was when he realized his heart had been hammering in his chest almost painfully. Horror wrenched the blue eyed adolescent to the very center of his being as the sensation that he had not allowed himself to acknowledge sunk in... A heat Ciel had denied for so long was growing, ebbing, coursing through his lower self...

"Do not toy with me!" Ciel spat, astonishing even himself with the vehement power behind the tone. "I am still your master, and you have trod upon the line that exists between you and I! Ugh! Filthy demon...." Lament at his brash and brazen curse was his alone, and it was immediate. Even now knowing that Sebastian hungered and craved his body... The disgust he was experiencing was not directed towards, nor intended for his loyal butler. It was reserved for himself. Ciel knew long ago his physical attraction to Sebastian was bound to prove problematic. He had never fathomed it would be presented or suggested by Sebastian though. What the young aristocrat could not explain atop it all, was how he could have allowed such a fatal slip up?

Having had enough of this conversation Ciel spoke, his arrogant visage tacked seamlessly in place.

"I do hope you are aware of the time" this hint more like a hiss...

"You know I am cantankerous when awaiting dinner Sebastian! I suggest you see to it that my meal is more than satisfactory, and that it makes it to the table promptly upon my arrival. That is an order, and that is all..." It required the entirety of his patience to ignore the devious smirk plastered upon his servant's lips.

Sebastian gave a small bow, raising his arm formally. "Yes. My lord." his ever ringing reply reverberating through Ciel's annoyance. He gritted his teeth audibly as the butler departed. Now left alone in the pressing silence of his drawing room. His petite footsteps echoing chaotically, disrupting his thoughts. Pacing. Hands tucked neatly behind him. So alone....

Was he not simply a meal ticket? A soul to be devoured? And to give Sebastian his body as well?! Of all the nerve.... The AUDACITY! Reality dictated that his soul was just another in a long line of many before. Regardless of the current circumstances... Ciel still grappled with and had only just begun to grasp all he had become. True though it was that he'd never have to forfeit his soul, he could not suppress the curiosity of whether Sebastian was being a pretentious bastard, or simply honest?

Yes... Even now, as a demon Ciel dwelled in darkness, reveled in it's truths while retaining his innocence and purity.

Still. Demonic instinct struggled to overpower him with every breath he drew. At times it was unstoppable. At times Ciel almost drowned in the macabre disposition his new nature seemed to favor. Finding a balance between having his innocence and dormant human soul, and neither belonging there coexisting with a demonic soul would take time to perfect... Ciel had never been aware of how persistent his human emotions had been in questioning things. Where he'd taken for granted that he'd been cut and dry in human life... So black and white.... So many shades of grey had now cropped up... Sinuous shadows that made things unendingly tedious for his demonic soul. A soul which relied upon having no conscience...

This he supposed was where his dilemma raged forth from. Fair had nothing to do with it... Lust was lust and he deemed that denying it was utterly pointless. His initial shock of being approached by his demon with the request of being taken as a 'lover' of sorts was thwarted by sheer demonic logic: lose nothing, and gain satisfaction of the flesh... So why then hesitate? Why not allow Sebastian to quench the urges he'd voiced?...

"Because...." Ciel murmured, forlorn and defeated....

"I never wanted to give my body to anyone meaninglessly..."

A/N: Well here I find myself at 12:15 AM!!! Exhausted and praying that I have not overlooked too many mistakes! Hope it was enjoyable! ^.^ Update soon to come!
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