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Tag! Your it!	By : shouinloli Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1475 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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He sat alone in the dark thinking about what he had done that day. How embarrassed he was to have said the things that he said. He wasn’t exactly sure how all of it would turn out and it was hell just waiting for the other shoe to drop. Oh how he wished he had just kept his mouth shut.

It was a confession that would change the lives of all of those closest to him. There was no turning back now. What the fuck had he been thinking. He threw the pillow he had been clutching across the room, when there came a knock at the door. He stared in the direction of the sound. It could only be one person at this hour.

The only person who would consider coming to see him at 3 am. He got up and walked to the door, taking in a deep breath before opening it. His breath caught in his throat as his gaze was met with violet orbs. Yes. It was the only person who would be crazy or stupid enough to knock on someones door in the middle of the night. None other than the pink haired singer he had confessed the depths of his heart to. In front of everyone, including the boys blonde lover, Yuki Eiri.

"Sakuma-san..."Shuichi said in a low voice.

Ryuichi was to shocked and embarrassed to say anything at all. He stepped aside in invitation hoping that shuichi would enter.

Shuichi walked into the other singers home. " Ano... Sakuma san... why did you do that earlier? It was bothering me. Why would you say something like that?" Shuichi went and sat on the couch.

Ryuichi sat in the chair across from him. " Shu chan... I... "

Shuichi looked down at his hands. " I thought everyone was done with this...." He sniffled. " Every time things are going well for me one of you assholes has to start again." tears dropped to the floor. " Why do you hate me?"

"Iie, Shuichi,I-"

"Can't you just let me have my few happy moments with Yuki? Why does everyone feel the need to destroy our relationship? As if it isn’t unstable enough," the pink haired boy looked up, wet streaks running down his cheeks. "I love Yuki. Why cant you be happy for me?"

"Because Yuki is an asshole, Shuichi," The brunette said, losing the softness in his voice."I love you. I know I would treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Not a pay by the hour whore who I could just kick out at any hour of the night. That brings me to ask another question, Shuichi. You only come late at night if Yuki has kicked you out. Whats going on?"

"He kicked me out again!" Shuichi said angrily."Because you couldn't keep your mouth shut!"

"I only wanted you to know that I care about you.." Ryuichi turned his head to the side, a slight blush crawling over his cheeks.

"I don’t give a fuck how you feel!" Shuichi screamed."I only want Yuki!"

"Yes, the man who kicked you out for no real reason other than he feels threatened. If this keeps up, he might just end up killing you like he did the last man he cared about," Ryuichi shot back angrily. " And on top of all the shitty things he says or does to you what does he think will happen to a pop star roaming the streets alone. You don't have any place else to stay. If he even cared a little he would think about you."

" Its not like that. He knows I would go to Hiro's."

" You wouldn't have to if he didn't kick you out. If your living together as a couple then its your place to. Your just a guest in someones house, paying rent with your ass. The fact that you love him doesn't make you any less a prostitute."

Shuichi gaped at his comment and then smacked the hell out of him. " How could you call me that."

Ryu rubbed his cheek. " Your only mad because it true."

Shuichi sat back down. " It's not.... it's not true."

Ryuichi stood up walking over to shu. He lifted his chin and smacked him back. " Wake up idiot."

Shuichi's hand cupped his red cheek. " Y... you .... hit me!"

" You hit me first. Besides, it was a reality check. I wasn't trying to hurt you. I love you shuichi." He knelt down beside shuichi. " Stay here tonight. You can sleep on the couch. I won't kick you out... even if you did call me an asshole... and hit me.... much harder than i hit you by the way."

" No, I'm going to Hiro's." Shuichi stood up to leave and Ryuichi grabbed his arm.

" Hiro isn't home shuichi."

" And how do you know?"

Ryuichi smiled. " I know everything. I am a golden god."

"I'll go sleep in front of Yukis door then," Shuichi tried to pull his arm away.

"Thats right, go sleep out on the sidewalk,"Ryuichis eyes darkened."Wait for someone to come along and have their way with you. Or better yet, stab you and leave you bleeding to death. That way Yuki will have to dirty his shoes by walking over the puddle of your blood in the morning so he can go buy another pack of smokes."

"He wouldn't..."

"Bullshit Shuichi," Ryuichi let go of his arm."You're just a convenient hole for him. When you become inconvenient, he kicks you out. Ah, the classic story of the abused high dollar whore."

"Don’t call me that!" Shuichi went to slap Ryuichi again, but found himself embraced by the older man.

"I’m not calling you that. I’m simply telling you how that son of a bitch sees you," he stroked short pink locks."I just want you to wake up to the reality that he doesn’t truly love you, Shuichi. Now, please stay the night so that at least I wont have to worry about finding your bloody corpse in front of that assholes apartment."

"You'd better not try anything," Shuichi said in a not too threatening voice considering he was sniffling.

"I wouldn't dream of hurting you," Ryuichi pulled away with a smile."I'll go get you a blanket and a pillow."

"I don't need them," Shuichi walked over to the couch."Yuki has kicked me out of the room so many times, I've gotten used to just sleeping on the couch with out anything."

"Well, I’m not Yuki," Ryuichi said, trying to control his anger."I'll go get them for you. Be right back."

Shuichi laid down on the couch closing his eyes. He heard ryu come back and opened his eyes. he took the blanket and pillow from him. " I would thank you but right now i just want to kill you."

" Oh please. Just get some sleep. If your a good boy I’ll make you mickey mouse pancakes for breakfast."

Shuichi got excited. " Oh... I love Mickey!.... hey, wait... I'm still mad at you. stop trying to make me forget about it with Mickey. That's just not right."

" Fine, i won't make mickey pancakes then." He turned to go to his room.

" uh-mm.... you can make them if you really want to. I'll eat them. But just this time."

Ryu turned and smirked at him. " so... if I take you to see mickey tomorrow, would i be forgiven for making you mad."

" Sakuma san... you can't bribe me... you called me a prostitute and a whore... It won't take away what you've done."

" But it would make you feel better right?"

" I guess so."

" Good, its a date then." ryuichi ran into his room.

Shuichi yelled after him. " I’m not going on a date with you!"

An hour later Ryuichi crept out of him room into the living room. He sat in the chair across from the couch watching Shuichi sleep. " Oh shuichi.. you think this is a game... i will have you... " he crawled over to the couch leaning over and kissing shuichi's lips softly and whispered in his ear. " He doesn't love you shuichi... Only I can make you happy."

The pink haired boy stirred in his sleep, mumbling something. Then one name came out clearly. Yuki. Ryuichi brushed a few stray locks of pink out of the sleeping boys face. He pressed his lips gently to Shuichis, careful not to wake him..

"Soon you'll only be able to call my name," Ryuichi whispered in his ear. "I guess I shouldn't take advantage of you too much tonight. You might end up actually hating me before its all said and done. I'm gonna tear your and Yuki's relationship apart piece by piece."

The brunette stood up and walked back to his bedroom, his hand already slipping down inside his pants to relieve his little "problem".

The next morning ryuichi was up making the mickey mouse pancakes when shuichi walked into the kitchen. " Good morning shuichi. Did you sleep well?"

" Not really. I kept having fucked up dreams. It's all your fault, I hope you feel guilty."

" I’m feeling a couple of things right now, but guilt is not one of them. sorry. Anyway, your breakfast is ready. Do you want me to feed it to you?" ryuichi held a fork full of food up to shuichi's lips.

Shuichi grabbed the plate from him. " No thanks,... is it poisoned?"

" Of course not. I wouldn’t poison you..." He watched as shuichi took a bite. " but i might drug you."

Shuichi glared at him. " Would you?"

" No, I won't do that. I don't have any reason to yet."

" What do you mean by that?"

" Nothing darling, just enjoy your breakfast. And remember... we have a date today." Ryuichi turned to finish cooking.

" We are not going on a date Ryuichi."

" Alright, I won't push you." Ryuichi sat down with his plate of food. " I just want to make you happy."

" Id be happy if you would just leave me and Yuki alone."

Ryuichi scoffed. " yeah, like that's going to happen."

" Please Ryuichi... if you love me like you say you do then you would want me to be happy."

" I do Shuichi.. and I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure you are."

" I don't think you really understand the situation Ryu."

" Oh but i do." ryuichi smiled at him. " look shuichi... didn't you see how i spelled out i love you i with strawberries on your pancakes?"

" I was trying to ignore it."

" But i worked so hard to make it perfect. Oh well, I guess it can't be helped."

they both finished eating and shuichi told Ryuichi that he was going home.

" Fine, go back to his place. But if he kicks you out again just come here. I'll never turn you away." He pulled shuichi into his arms hugging him tight. " I love you shuichi. No matter what you do or how you hurt me, I will always love you."

" Sakuma san... let me go. No more love confessions ok. And if you want me to believe you try not grabbing my ass while you say it." Shuichi walked out. " I’ll see you around."

Ryuichi leaned out the door. " Ok, come back soon. I love you honey. Maybe next time we can actually get some sleep."

Shuichi's face turned red as he passed a group of teenage girls who started giggling. Shuichi cursed under his breath. " God damned yaoi fan girls."

When Shuichi arrived at work, he found a special package waiting for him. It was from Ryuichi. There was strawberry jam, strawberry whipped cream and a heart shaped container of strawberries. Shuichi rolled his eyes and tucked the gift in his backpack. He didn’t like what the other singer was doing, but he wasn’t about to refuse strawberries. His mind started wandering to using the fruit and whipped topping on Yuki later that evening. It turned into Yuki yelling and closing the front door on him once again. Shuichi sighed and decided that he'd just eat them when he got home.

Later that afternoon, Shuichi found a note for him. It said that there was going to be a meeting in one of the conference rooms. He went to said room and found the lights off. When he turned them on, he found a table full of yummy strawberry snacks. He started eating them, without bothering to think about anything else. Then a pair of strong arms wrapped around him from behind.

"I knew you'd like my gift,"Ryuichi purred in his ear, taking the lobe in his mouth and sucking it gently.

"Ahh," Shuichi's knees got week. "S-stop Sakuma-san."

"Come on, call me Ryu," the singer nibbled on his ear.

"Ryu stop please," Shuichi tried to push him back, but couldn't shake from the singers grasp.

"I said I wouldn't drug you," he purred again. "But I felt that you might not stop by again, so I had to take drastic measures. Enjoying the snacks?"

The brunette snickered as Shuichi began to feel lightheaded.

"Ryuichi.." the pink haired boy said before leaning back against the older man heavily.

"Gotcha," Ryuichi whispered in his ear.

" you... you drugged me?"

" It's not drugs,.. just a little alcohol. I know you can't handle your alcohol. Barely a thimble full gets you drunk." He licked shuichi's cheek. " Let me show you what real love is shuichi."

" Hnn... why? I.. i have to go home."

Ryuichi pushed shuichi back onto the table and started unbuttoning his pants. " Your not wearing underwear shuichi." Ryu licked his lips.

" no.. stop S..sakuma san... mmmm.... no don't lick me there." He could feel Ryu licking at his hip bone. " Ahhh.... ohhh.... Ryuuu..."

" Already calling my name? You must really want me." Ryuichi pulled off shuichi' s pants and licked at his erection. " You taste good shuichi."

" No.. please stop..." He felt Ryu's mouth envelope his arousal. " Oh... fuck... "

Ryuichi bobbed up and down on the shaft in his mouth licking and sucking. He could feel shuichi getting close and the moans were music to his ears. He took shuichi in to the hilt and hummed softly.

Shuichi moaned Ryu's name loudly and came in his mouth. He fell back on the table trying to catch his breath.

Ryu smiled licking his lips. He leaned over shuichi and kissed him deeply. " I’m not going to fuck you. I'll wait until your ready. I did this for you. When you love someone you can give without expecting everything in return."

" Ryuichi..."

" It's time to leave now Shuichi. I'll call you a cab. If you want to come over later just come." he kissed shuichi again and stood up. " The cab will be waiting out front for you. Hurry up and collect yourself." Ryuichi walked out of the room.

Shuichi sat up. He was still feeling the effects of the alcohol.

When the pink haired singer got home, Yuki was sitting on the couch watching TV. Shuichi tried to go cuddle up to the blonde novelist, but he pushed the boy back complaining that he smelled of strawberries. Shuichi sat further down on the couch, his head still reeling from the alcohol. He looked over at the blonde, watching him smoke a cigarette and drink a beer. Before he knew what he was doing, he was straddling Yuki's hips and pressing their lips together.

"Baka!" Yuki yelled, smacking the pink haired boy on the head."I thought you would get the hint not to bother me."

"Gomen, Yuki, I just really want you," Shuichi said in his cute voice.

"Go whack off in the shower to your sick fantasies of me," Yuki growled."But if you start screaming my name out again, I’m gonna come in there and drown you!"

"Yuki!" Shuichi whined.

"Dammit!" he stood up, causing the pink haired boy to fall to the floor.

He grabbed the back of his shirt and dragged him down the hall. He opened the front door and tossed Shuichi out on his butt. With one last glare, he slammed the door in Shuichi's face. The pink haired boy heard the lock click into place. He started crying.

Ring. Ring.

"Hey, Sakuma-san, I gotta go," Hiro said, looking at the caller id on his cell phone."Shuichi's beeping in. He must've gotten kicked out again. Hmph, I guess I'll have to cancel my plans with Ayaka-chan."

"Iie, Hiro," The singer grinned on his end of the phone. " Just don’t pick it up. I'll call him and tell him to come over here for the evening. That way you and Ayaka chan can still go see that movie."

"Arigato, Sakuma-san," Hiro smiled."Just don’t let him cry himself to sleep, otherwise his eyes will be puffy for the photo shoot tomorrow."

"I got it," Ryuichi smiled, then hung up the phone. He immediately called Shuichi's phone.

"Moshi moshi?" the pink haired boy said between sobs.

"Gomen Shuichi," Ryuichi said sweetly."But Hiro was busy and asked me to call and see what you needed."

"Sakuma-san?" Shuichi was surprised. 'Since when do he and Hiro talk?'

"Hai," the brunette couldnt stop smiling on the other end of the phone. So whats up?"

"Y-Yuki kicked me out!" the pink haired boy started crying again.

"Why?"

"Because I wanted to have sex," Shuichi sobbed.

"Why don’t you come over for a little while?" Ryuichi said softly."I'll make you some tea and you can calm down."

"You'll probably spike the tea!" Shuichi yelled."You're the reason I’m so horny right now!"

"Maji de?" Ryuichi smirked."I wont be mean, I promise."

"Fine, but I’m not drinking any tea," Shuichi pouted.

"Okay, okay," Ryu silently did a victory dance."Go ahead and come on over."

"Hai," Shuichi hung up the phone.

He had a nagging feeling about something, but he couldn't place it. He shrugged and walked the mile to Sakumas condo. He was panting a little when he got there. He rang the doorbell and waited for sakuma to answer. The same girls from that morning came by.

" hey aren’t you shuichi Shindou from Bad Luck?"

" Uh, sorry you must have me confused with someone else."

" But Sakuma san lives here and we saw you this morning. Are you cheating on Yuki Eiri with him?"

Shuichi looked at them in shock. " Of course not... I would never cheat on Yuki. I love him."

The girls squealed. " Ohhh... it is him. Can we have your autograph?"

" uh..."

Ryuichi stepped out the door. " Oi shuichi... will you stop flirting with my neighbors."

" I wasn't." he looked to the girls. " I’ll give you autographs when i see you again. I promise."

" Of course. We don't want to take away from you time with Sakuma san." the girls giggled and waved. " Ja ne!"

Shuichi pushed past Ryuichi into the house. " This is all your fault. Everything. If you hadn't done what you did to me, I wouldn't have been so horny when i got home."

Ryuichi shut the door. " So its my fault that your so turned on by me?"

Shuichi glared at him. " You know if i had anyplace else to go i wouldn't be here."

Ryuichi hugged him from behind. " Yes, but the fact is you are here."

"I'll just leave and go sleep in the park," Shuichi pouted."Please let go Sakuma-aahhh..saaan."

The brunette smirked, nibbling a bit more on the pink haired boys neck. He somehow slid his hands down the front of Shuichi's tight pants. They hadn’t seemed quite this tight earlier, but Ryuichi soon found the reason for the lack of room as his hand slid over the boys erection.

"Mmmm," he purred in the shorter boys ear."Is this all for me?"

"Its all because of you and your stupid liquor," Shuichi half moaned as the brunette began stroking him. "Puh-please s-stop."

"I can't stop when your moaning like that," Ryuichi nipped his ear."I want you, Shu-chan. I’ll give you the love that Yuki was too stingy to give."

"Nooo!" Shuichi wailed."I want Yuki!"

"What are you gonna do, go home and hope that he lets you back in?" Ryuichi squeezed his manhood a little."Even then, you'd probably have to go jerk off in the shower while thinking about your blonde lover, biting on a rag so you don’t make to much noise and disturb him again, ne?"

"Screw you, Sakuma-san," Shuichi was panting now, feeling that familiar tingling through his body.

"I'd be glad to screw you," Ryuichi pressed his own arousal against the boys backside."But if you called Yuki's name out, I'd have to punish you."

"I don’t want you to screw me!" Shuichi shut his eyes, his head falling back against Ryuichis shoulder."Ahhh...ahh...Nnggghh!"

The brunette smirked as his hand was coated with a warm liquid. He pulled his hand free from Shuichi's pants, licking the white substance on his fingers. Shuichi dropped to his knees, feeling drained from his second orgasm of the day. When he opened his eyes and looked up, he found Ryuichi standing in front of him unzipping his pants.

"You didn’t think I was gonna let you get off with just a hand job, did you? This is the second time I've made you come, now its time for a little fun," Ryuichi placed a hand at the back of Shuichi's head."Open wide, love."

Before Shuichi could turn away in protest, he found his mouth occupied with the older mans hard on. The overwhelming scent of strawberries claimed his senses. He moaned softly, sucking on the tender flesh as if hoping to taste the strawberries he could smell.

"Mmmmph gggnh nnah nnnhh ummn," Shuichis gargled voice resonated around the brunettes erection, causing him to shudder in pleasure.

"I...I cant understand," Ryuichi moved his hips forward slowly."I don’t know what you're saying."

"Mnnph," Shuichi pulled his head back, letting the tip slide out of his mouth." I said you use the same body wash as me. It makes me hungry."

"Eat up," Ryuichi pushed back into the pink haired boys mouth."ahhhh..ahh...Your mouth truly is a treasure to be cherished...ahhhh...Oh fuck..."

The brunette came hard in the pink haired boys mouth. He dropped to his knees in front of Shuichi, wrapping his arms around the smaller boy. He kissed his shoulder, then his neck, then moved to his lips. He claimed the boys lips, tasting his own essence on them. He licked at the salty substance, eliciting a soft moan from the pink haired singer. Ryuichi pulled back with a smile.

"Sah-Sakuma-san, please stop taunting me," Shuichi said, with his head down.

"I taunt you?" Ryuichi raised a brow.

"I love Yuki," the pink haired boy sobbed softly.

"I love you," Ryuichi went to reach for him, but Shuichi crawled back away from his touch.

"I don’t want to be with anyone else but Yuki," he replied.

"I don’t want you to be with anyone else but me," Ryuichi cracked a smile."Does this mean that we are now competing to see who gets what they want?"

"I don’t wanna compete, I just wanna be happy with Yuki," Shuichi looked up into the brunettes azure eyes.

"You don’t have a choice in that. And you'll never be happy with Yuki," Ryuichi said."So the game is on. I can guarantee that you will be mine. I have inexhaustible resources to use to my advantage."

"Please stop, Sakuma-san," Shuichi pleaded.

"Stop?" the brunette crawled forward on his hands and knees between Shuichi's legs."I’m afraid I love you too much to stop."

"I don’t love you," Shuichi shot back at him.

"I don’t expect you to," Ryuichi smirked,"Yet."

"I love Yuki more than anything! there's nothing you can do to make me stop loving him."

Ryuichi had shuichi pressed against the wall. " Shuichi... You know that Yuki doesn't love you...."

"Don't start with that. that has nothing to do with you molesting me. Your fucking crazy."

Ryuichi sat back. " I’m crazy?... I want you to understand the situation I'm in. Maybe you can sympathize with me."

" I doubt it."

" Well, I’m in love with a man who doesn't love me. And when I profess my love for him he just gets angry. When i try to please him he just turns me away. I’m sure you've never been in a situation like that but it can make you kind of crazy. Would you give in a situation like that shuichi?" he leaned forward kissing shu's cheek. "Could you resist touching the one you want most when he's right in front of you?"

" Ryuichi?"

" Come on shuichi... hit me... push me away from you... treat me like shit when you know i love you so much... go ahead and treat me like he treats you... I'll still want you."

" That's not fair."

" No it's not. It not fair to me. You want me to suffer the way you suffer. Is love supposed to hurt Shuichi?"

Tears streaked Shuichi's face. "Your insane... "

Ryuichi pulled shuichi to him. "If I’m insane then so are you. We're the same. Just let me love you. do for me what he won't do for you. It's the same shuichi."

Shuichi pushed him back. "but i don't want you to fuck me."

Ryu leaned forward again. " I understand."

Shuichi looked at him in surprise. " y..you do?"

" Of course... You want to be top. I don't have a problem with that."

"Nani?"violet orbs widened in surprise.

"I would let you have me," Ryuichi smiled sweetly."I love you so much that I could handle the pain...so long as I got to look into those beautiful eyes of yours."

"I wouldn't even know what to do," shuichi said nervously."Wait! that’s not the point. Sakuma san we cant."

"So you're gonna be even worse than Yuki is to you? You are gonna completely deny me, Shu-chan? How did it feel at first when he denied you?Was your heart aching? Did you feel like your life couldn't go on without him in it?I feel the same way about you, Shu. I cant go on without you in me," Ryuichi smiled.

"Sakuma-san," Shuichi was at a loss.

"I've heard about loving someone so much, that it didn’t matter if they were with someone else, so long as they were happy," Ryuichi gave a short laugh."I don’t feel anything like that. I want you all to myself. I don’t want anyone else to put their hands on you."

"I don’t love you, Sakuma. And I don’t belong to you, I belong to Yuki," Shuichi said softly.

"NO! You don’t belong to him! You are a convenient fuck hole for him. That’s all! I just want you to love me back," Ryuichi had tears streaming down his cheeks."I'll make you forget about that cold hearted bastard!"

"Ryuichi...ahh, Sakuma-san..I don’t think-"

"Don't think," Ryuichi said, giving a predatory glance up at the violet eyed boy.

He wrestled the pink haired boy until he was laying on top of him. He'd managed to pull Shuichi's pants down past his thighs, but the little singer was tricky and seemed to know how to move to keep his clothes from coming off. It didn’t matter to Ryuichi, he wasn’t trying to get Shuichi completely naked. The parts he wanted were already uncovered. He slipped his pants off one leg at a time, keeping his grip on the shorter boy.

"Sakuma-san, please don’t," Shuichi cried out.

"You'll love it, I promise," Ryuichi grinned, sliding down enough to lick the tip of the boys erection.

"Ahhh," Shuichi moaned.

"I just have to lube you up," Ryuichi smirked.

"No, wait...I don’t want to," Shuichi said, trying not to moan aloud again.

"you'll change your mind," Ryuichi finished deep throating the boy and slid up over his body again."I said you could have me."

With that he pushed himself down onto Shuichi's erection. Both men cried out. Ryuichi opened his eyes once the pain slightly subsided and noticed something shiny and pink behind Shuichi's head. His cell phone. Ryuichi got an idea. He leaned over the pink haired boy, kissing him while thrusting himself down again. He held the boys hands with one of his and grabbed the phone with the other. He moaned to conceal the noise of flipping the phone open. He pressed speed dial one and set it on the floor again. He started pushing himself down onto shuichi quicker and quicker, making the pink haired boy moan repeatedly.

"ahh, shuichi...oh gods, fuck me harder!" Ryuichi cried out as soon as he saw the phone had connected.

Shuichi who had finally recovered from the shock of being inside of his idol grabbed the boys hips pulling him down harder and they both moaned loudly.

" touch me shuichi... Make me come... nhhh... " Ryuichi guided shu's hand to his erection.

When he started stroking the member Ryuichi instantly got tighter around him. " Fuck Ryuichi... your so tight."

Ryuichi was moaning like a whore. " ahhh... ahhh... your... the....ahhh... ohhh...first.. to have.... ohhh...me." A few more thrusts and with shuichi stroking him firmly Ryuichi came. " Ahnnn... Shuichi... I love you... I love you."

Shuichi came with him holding the older singer down on his erection, releasing deep inside of him. " Shit Ryuichi!"

they both collapsed back onto the floor. Ryu let out a whimper when he felt shuichi slip out of him. He closed his eyes laying his head on shuichi chest. " I love you shuichi."

The brunette reached up over both their heads and silently closed the phone. He leaned over and kissed the pink haired boy on the nose. Shuichi smiled lazily, his eyes half closed. Ryuichi wrapped his arm around him and snuggled up closer, feeling the drowsiness overcome him as well. They both fell asleep on the floor of Ryuichi's living room.

The two girls were walking past Ryuichi Sakuma's house on their way back from the store. They saw a familiar looking blonde walk right up and kick the door in. They both stopped and stared as he walked into Sakuma's house.

"Was that?"

"Yuki Eire," the other girl squealed and pulled out her camera phone.

Ryuichi opened his eyes. He thought he'd heard something. He looked over his shoulder and saw a tall angry blonde standing there. He sat up, a smile playing on his lips as he removed Shuichi's arm from around his waist. Without saying a word, Yuki swung and hit the pop star right in the mouth. Ryuichi looked back over at the blonde, touching his fingers to the side of his mouth that had a small trickle of blood running down. He licked the red liquid from his fingers, a smirk curling his lips.

"Ano..Sakuma-san," Shuichi said sleepily and opened his eyes. "Yuki!"

"Get up, retard! We're leaving," Yuki growled.

"Yuki," Shuichi stood up, pulling his pants back up to his waist and fastening them.

"Shuichi, you don’t have to leave with him," Ryuichi stood up as well, half naked.

"Shut the fuck up!" Yuki punched him again, then there was a flash.

All three men looked over to where the front door used to be and saw two girls taking pictures with their camera phones. When they saw they had been caught, they ran off rather quickly.

"Goddammit," Yuki lit a cigarette."Lets go, baka."

"He's not your fucking slave!" Ryuichi slapped the cigarette out of Yuki's mouth."No smoking in my house."

"Sakuma-san," Shuichi looked from the blonde to the brunette, now fearful for his idols life.

"I wont let him continue to treat you like this Shuichi," Ryuichi glared at the blonde.

"Piss off, its none of your business," Yuki turned to Shuichi, which was a mistake.

"I love him!" Ryuichi punched him in the stomach.

"Fuck," Yuki held his midsection, nearly doubling over from the impact."You little bastard!"

He hit Ryuichi in the face again, then kicked him. The brunette doubled over and dropped to his knees. Yuki walked over in front of him and grabbed a handful of his hair. He started swinging on the singer repeatedly. Then someone grabbed his arm when he reared back again. He turned to look over his shoulder and his eyes got wide. Seguchi Tohma.

"Eiri, you are my brother-in-law, but I cannot allow you to beat on Sakuma-san," Tohma said in his deep voice.

"Fuck that, Seguchi! He fucked Shuichi," Yuki tried to pry his arm away from the smaller, yet somehow stronger blonde.

"Actually," Ryuichi lifted his bruised face up."Shuichi fucked me, asshole."

"Shut up!" Yuki kicked him in the chest.

"EIri!" Tohma pulled Yuki's arm behind his back and guided him toward the front door.

"I’m not leaving," Yuki growled."He's gonna pay for this.'

"As it is, I’m going to have to take him to a hospital and pay large sums of money for the press not to find out," the blonde pushed Yuki out the front door."Don’t cause anymore trouble for me,Eiri. Just go home."

"Tell Shuichi to come out here so we can leave," Yuki muttered, lighting a cigarette.

"Just go home, Eiri," Tohma replied.

"You son of a bitch," Yuki spat at him before turning and walking off.

Tohma closed his eyes as if willing the migraine away. He sighed and walked back into the house. Shuichi had a wet towel and was wiping Ryuichi's face gently with it. The pink haired boy was crying and apologizing for Yuki's actions. Tohma walked up beside them and crouched down.

"You wanna explain this to me Sakuma-san?" Tohma said, irritated.

"Not really," the brunette looked up, showing off his black and blue eye.

"Shindou-san?"

"Umm..." Shuichi looked away.

"Hn," Tohma stood up and pulled out his cellphone."K-sama, I need you to come to Ryuichi's house and pink up Shindou. I'll also need transportation for myself and Ryuichi to the Tokyo Bay Hospital. Yes...yes....I will need my black leather briefcase...yes the one filled with money...Hurry."

"Gomen, sakuma-san," Shuichi said sadly."I don’t know how Yuki knew..."

"I called him," Ryuichi smiled with half bloody lips."I let him listen to us."

"What? Why would you do that?" Shuichi grabbed up his little pink phone.

"So he could know what we have together," Ryuichi smirked.

"We don’t have anything!"

"Then why was Yuki so angry?" Ryuichi asked innocently.

"Cause you..."

"Forced you to fuck me?" Ryuichi laughed."You really think he's gonna believe that?"

"Dammit Sakuma-san," Shuichi sighed.

"Ho, ho, ho!" the tall blonde American was suddenly standing in the living room with his magnum in hand."No problem!"

"Thanks for hurrying, " tohma said, pulling Ryuichi up to his feet. "Take Shindou home, please."

"Of course Shacho!" K picked up Shuichi by the back of his shirt."There’s a helicopter out back with your briefcase in it."

"Thank you, K-sama ," Tohma tossed Ryuichi's pants towards him."Get dressed."

"bye, Shu-chan!" Ryuichi said, smiling."I love you."

"Enough Ryuichi!" Tohma said angrily.

K hauled the pink haired singer over his shoulder out of the house. Tohma just stared at Ryuichi as he put his pants back on. The brunette smirked the entire time while Tohma shook his head and sighed.

"Eiri isn’t gonna let you near his glory hole again," Tohma warned as they walked out to the helicopter.

"He doesn’t have any say in the matter," Ryuichi smirked."These bruises should get me 500 feet, maybe 800."

"Sakuma-san!" Tohma said sharply.

"What? He beat me, badly I might add. Im gonna put a restraining order on him," Ryuichi was smiling, so very pleased with himself. "He wont be able to step foot in NG. And the next time he kicks Shuichi out, I'll video tape it and send it to him."

"You’re playing with fire, Ryuichi," Tohma said while the helicopter went up.

"yeah, but I’m a golden God so I can do anything," the brunette said happily.

"Have you been taking your medication, Ryuichi?" Tohma raised a brow at the chipper singer.

"Nope, well yeah. I just got a dose injected about an hour ago," he grinned like the madman he was.

"Oh Christ!" Tohma threw his hands up in the air."I'm washing my hands of this! I don’t want any involvement other than this trip to the hospital."

"Well, you only prolonged the restraining order, Tohma,' the brunette grinned."I was gonna call the cops."

"Ryuichi, I think you may need to go commit yourself," Tohma sighed.

"Not gonna happen. I’m perfectly sane. I know the consequences of my actions. They are calculated risks, Tohma. I will have what I desire. That faggy romance novelist will be the loser this time," there was a sinister gleam in Ryuichi's eyes.

"Oh dear god help me," Tohma shook his head.

Ryuichi called the cops on the way, so they were at the hospital when the helicopter landed on the roof. Tohma immediately went to find the right people to talk to to keep this quiet. When he got back to the room where Ryuichi was an hour later, there were two girls he didn’t know sitting on the bed beside the singer. Ryuichi was giving an award winning performance as the victim. The two girls were talking about how Yuki Eiri kicked in the door to his house and they had pictures of the dispute on their phones. When Ryuichi glanced over at Tohma, a small smirk crept on his lips. The blonde shook his head and gave a wave to signal his departure.

The next day at Yuki's house the cops stopped by and served Yuki with a restraining order. Needless to say he got pissed.

" Goddammit shuichi!" He threw the papers at him. " See what you caused. Your so fucking stupid shuichi its a fucking miracle that your retarded ass can function."

" I’m not stupid Yuki!" Shuichi threw the papers back at him. " Why did you even show up over at Ryuichi's if you think I'm so worthless?"

" I was just collecting my hole."

" Don't you care about me Yuki?"

" I care about your ass and who's sticking their dick in it besides me."

" No one was sticking their dick in me!"

" That's right. I might been a little more forgiving if he was fucking you. I know your pussy ass couldn't fight off a kindergartener. You fucked him. I guess you wanted to stick you dick in something besides your hand just once. You don't have a chance in hell of sticking it in me."

" Yukiii! You won't even let me explain." Shuichi clung to him.

" Stop acting like such a fag."

" How can you call me that? You have sex with me so doesn't that make you a fag?"

" Hell no! I don't get all turned on thinking about having a cock in my ass. Your just like all the women i fuck. Just another hole, your a fag, I'm just horny."

" Fine, call me a fag. I don't care." Shuichi turned away from him. " I guess I can just leave and go hang out with people who like the fact that i like cock."

Yuki grabbed him from behind. " Oh no you don't. If i let you leave again who knows who you'll fuck next. Maybe your buddy Hiro, or maybe your manager, could be anyone really."

Shuichi struggled. " Let go of me! How dare you say that. I’m not a whore Yuki."

" Your my whore. You moan like a whore. And besides, I’m horny now." He rubbed his arousal against shuichi's back. " You know your getting hard right now thinking about me sticking my cock in your ass."

"Stop being so mean to me," Shuichi started crying.

"Fuck, not this again," The blonde pushed the pink haired boy away from him."I don't have time for this grade school crying bullshit."

With a slam he shut the door to his study behind him. Shuichi heard an audible click as he locked it. The pink haired boy was so upset he just wanted to leave. He gathered a few things together in his bag, then left the bedroom. As he was walking down the hall, he didn’t hear the lock click back out of place or the turn of the knob.

"Where are you trying to sneak off to?" the blonde had his arms crossed and was now leaning against the door frame.

"I’m going out," Shuichi said in a small voice.

"Who you going to fuck now?" the blonde smirked.

"N-noone, Yuki," shuichi said sadly."I’m just going out to give you some time alone."

"I got my time alone in my study," he laughed."Why the hell do you think I came back out here? It wasn’t to see you off. Your my property and I say that you aren’t going anywhere."

"I’m leaving, Yuki," Shuichi turned back around and continued walking toward the door.

"No the fuck you aren’t," the blonde grabbed the boy by his arm and slung him up against the wall hard."You will stay here. Even if I have to force you. Beside I’m horny and I need someone to fuck."

"Yuki, please stop acting like this," the pink haired boy was crying again.

"Shut up," the blonde tossed the boys bag down the hall, before ripping his clothes off of him.

He pressed the boy up against the wall once again, pulling the boys slender leg up around his waist. Without any warning or preparation, he shoved himself inside the pink haired boy. He thrust wildly into the smaller boy, not paying attention to the cries of pain. As soon as he came, he pulled away from shuichi and walked back to his study. The pink haired boy fell to the floor in a sobbing heap. After a few minutes he picked himself up and went to the bedroom to get some clothes. Then he grabbed his bag and left the apartment. He tried to get a hold of Hiro but for some reason he didn't answer the phone, so shuichi went to the park and hung out there until it got dark. He tried calling Hiro one more time with no luck so he finally called Ryuichi.

" Hello Shuichi. Is there anything I can do for you?"

" You could stop ruining my life...."

" What's your second request then?"

" Can I stay at your place for a couple days?"

" Of course my love. You didn't even have to ask that. I can't pick you up right now, can you make it here yourself?"

" yeah, I'll be there in a little while." He hung up his phone and headed to Ryuichi's place. He didn't bother knocking when he got there and just entered. He found Ryuichi in the living room watching cartoon. He looked like shit. " hey Sakuma san."

" hey shuichi. How long are you staying?"

" I don't know yet." Shuichi dropped his bag on the floor and sat on the couch.

" Did Yuki kick you out again?"

" No, he didn't. I left." Shuichi curled up into a ball on the couch and started crying.

Ryuichi scooted over to him and hugged him. " don't cry shuichi. If he didn't kick you out then what happened?"

" It was because of your restraining order. Yuki got mad. He said i was stupid and it was my fault. He said i was a fag and just a substitute for a woman."

" Shuichi, it's OK. He's said stuff like that to you before. Why does it have you so upset now?"

" B..because.. he...fucked me like a cheap whore and he wouldn't even stop when i was crying out in pain... It's your fault."

Ryuichi pulled shuichi's head up so he could look him in the eye. " It's not my fault he doesn't love you. You let him treat you that way, he knows no matter what he does or says to you that you will keep coming back. He fucked you like a whore because that's all you are to him."

Shuichi cried even harder. " But i love him."

" Shh, just go to sleep Shu chan. Everything will be better in the morning. I promise." He held shuichi and stroked his hair until he heard him snoring softly. He gently laid shuichi down on the couch and covered him with a nearby blanket. He leaned down kissing his forehead. " sleep well my love. Everything will be better in the morning."

He slipped out from under Shuichi's head and went to the bedroom. He put on a long black leather trench coat and a pair of thin leather gloves. Before he left the house, he grabbed the apartment key from Shuichis bag. He locked the door to his house and walked to that blonde bastards apartment. He unlocked the door, slowly pushing it open.

"Shuichi, you're back," Yuki stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Ryuichi standing there. "What the fuck are you doing here?"

"You raped Shuichi," Ryuichi said in a sinister tone, his gaze sharpening when he looked the blonde in the eye."Who the fuck do you think you are?"

"Get the fuck out of my house or I'll call the cops," Yuki turned to walk away.

"I don’t think so, Yuki Eiri," Ryuichi grabbed his arm."You aren’t getting away with it this time."

He pushed Yuki face first into the wall, pressing against his back. His hand reached around and unbuttoned the blondes pants, pulling them down past his knees.

"This is for Shuichi," Ryuichi growled in his ear.

He pulled out his own arousal and pressed it against the tightness. He slowly pushed inside the blonde, the friction hurting him almost as much as it was hurting the novelist. He grabbed one of Yuki's legs behind the knee and pulled it up against the wall. He thrust into the blonde, smiling when he heard the muffled cries he was trying to hide.

"You always do whatever you want to Shuichi," Ryuichi said in his ear."It's time for you have a taste of your own actions. I wont let you hurt him again."

"Why didn’t you fight back before?" Yuki managed to get out, wincing in pain.

"He he, why do you think, Eiri?"the brunette laughed, thrusting in hard to the blonde."I wanted a restraining order. Besides, it looked good in front of Shuichi."

"You're fucked up in the head," Yuki growled.

"More than you know," ryuichi licked on his neck."But you keep pressing your luck and you just might find out."

"I'll kill you," the blonde tried to struggle against the brunette, unable to shake him off.

"Yeah, yeah, I already know the story of how you killed your sensei in New York," Ryuichi rolled his eyes."But you forget who I am. I am a golden god, Eiri. And you have incurred my wrath."

"Kisama," Yuki hissed as the older man pushed into him deeply.

"Say what you want," Ryuichi licked his ear."I'm gonna make you regret putting your hands on Shuichi or me."

He pushed into the blonde a few more times before releasing his seed inside of him. He pulled out and zipped his pants back up. He finally let go of the blonde, who turned around and swung at the shorter man. Ryuichi ducked under the swing and came back with a fist to his stomach.

"I am a black belt in multiple forms of martial arts, Eiri," the brunette kicked his legs out from under him."The only reason you were able to touch me before was because I let you. Hn, I'll be seeing you, Mr. Faggy Romance Novelist."

The singer walked out the front door and shut it behind him, being sure to lock it with Shuichi's key before making his way home. He was whistling the tune to one of his songs as he walked down the street at 2 am. When he got back home he picked up shuichi carrying him into his room and laid down in the bed with him drifting off to sleep.

The next morning Ryu woke up to Tohma Seguchi pulling him up out of the bed by his shirt. " Tohma san your hurting me."

" Are you completely fucking insane Ryuichi?"

Shuichi who Tohma hadn't even noticed was there sat up. " Tohma? What's going on? Why are you hurting Ryuichi?"

" I’m far from hurting him. And why the hell are you here and not at home with Eiri?"

" He said i was just a substitute for a woman. Then he raped me. Ryuichi said i could stay here for a few days. I didn't have sex with him again. In fact i don't even know how I got in his bed."

Tohma dropped Ryuichi onto the bed. " Enough of this. Shuichi your going home and Ryuichi your not to go near Eiri's apartment."

" I’m not going home. Didn't you hear what I said?"

Ryuichi pulled shuichi to him. " Shuichi doesn't have to go home. He can stay forever if he wants. This is what I want Tohma. Not even you can stop me from getting what I want. Keep your brother in law away from us or I won't stop at anything to make sure he does."

" Ryuichi honey, your not taking your meds like your supposed to. You can't just take whatever you want. I care for you to, i don't want to see anyone get seriously hurt."

" You don't think Shuichi has been seriously hurt by Eiri? He treats him like a blowup doll. And look what he did to my face."

" You could have stopped him Ryu. As for Shuichi, he knows what to expect from Eiri. I don't feel sorry for him. If he didn't like the way he was treated he would have given up already. Eiri will never love him. Its not my fault he's an idiot."

Shuichi jumped up on the bed. " I am not a idiot. And I’m not leaving. I’m staying here with Ryuichi. At least he's nice to me."

" Once he's back on his meds you'll just be another game he won. You think Eiri will take your ass back then."

Ryuichi stood up off of the bed. " Tohma... As a matter of fact I have been taking my meds and i am perfectly sane. I love Shuichi. I know he doesn't love me but I can make him a hell of a lot happier than anyone else."

" I’m leaving. You better stay the hell away from Eiri Uesagi. I’m not playing around Ryuichi. The game is over. You got your prize."

After Tohma left ryuichi turned to Shuichi. " Are you hungry?"

" Yeah, uh... why did Seguchi san come by this morning?"

Ryuichi shrugged." I have no idea."

Shuichi hugged Ryuichi. " Thank you for sticking up for me. Yuki would never do something like that."

Ryuichi kissed his neck. " It's because i love you so much. I don't want anyone to hurt you."

There was a knock at the door. Ryuichi got up after kissing Shuichi on the forehead and went to answer the door. He pulled it open, half expecting to see the blonde novelist standing there. To his surprise it was Hiro. He pulled the door open and let the redhead in.

"What the hell is going on Ryuichi?" Hiro asked after the brunette shut the door.

"Its complicated," he shrugged."What exactly are you talking about though?"

"Why the hell did Yuki slam the door in my face this morning when I went to get Shuichi? He said something about whores laying with whores and nearly knocked me in the face with his door," Hiro said angrily."Where the fuck is Shuichi?"

"Hey Hiro," the pink haired boy walked out of the bedroom.

"Did I miss something?" Hiro blinked.

"I’m staying away from Yuki for a while," Shuichi said before walking off towards the kitchen.

"What the hell?"

"I told you its complicated, Hiro," Ryuichi sighed."Yuki raped Shuichi last night after he tried to leave the house. Apparently getting a restraining order from me made him take it out on Shuichi."

"Oh fuck," Hiro replied.

"Yeah, it seems that Yuki has gone off the deep end," Ryuichi shrugged again.

"Yeah," Hiro scratched the back of his head."I guess I'll go inform K and Sugaru at NG. Ja ne, Ryuichi-kun."

"Oh, Could you tell K that I need to talk to him whenever he gets the time?" Ryuichi smiled sweetly.

"Sure," the redhead walked out the door.

Ding-dong.Ding-dong,ding-dong,ding-dong.

"IM Coming!" Ryuichi yelled from the living room, glad that Shuichi had decided to go pick up dinner.

He opened the door and saw the blonde gaijin standing there, magnum in hand.

"Tohma told me to be weary of you, Sakuma-san," K said quickly.

"Claude, there's no need for all that. Come in so we can talk," Ryuichi stepped back letting the man inside.

"What is it?"

"Well, I want you to do a favor for me," ryuichi smirked."To make up for how I've acted towards Eiri-san, I'd like for you to get his publishers to translate his books to English and have him go on a US book signing tour. It would increase sales by at least 60% and nearly double their publicity. Plus giving them a shoe in to the American market. Plus, it would be much easier for your wife to get a hold of his books that way as well."

"Ryuichi, I know that you don’t have just good intentions to pull the strings like this, but I will do it as a favor to my wife," K said after a few moments thoughts. "But please do not interfere with Eiri-san anymore. As a personal favor to me. Seguchi-sama has already warned me that he may have to get me to take care of you. Since you are one of my wife’s favorite costars, I’m trying to help you out before it gets to that."

"I’m glad we could see eye to eye," Ryuichi grinned."Good day, Claude."

The brunette went into his room and found a box of miscellaneous papers and files from the states. He rummaged around til he found a small piece of paper with a phone number on it. He grinned like a madman and made a bee line for the phone. He dialed the number, humming one of his songs impatiently while waiting for the phone to be answered. Finally it was.

"Hello?" A groggy voice asked.

"Yoshiki-kun, Its Ryuichi," the brunette smiled, wrapping the curled chord around his finger." Remember that favor you owe me?...Yeah...I've got a way for you to pay me back and have some fun...Oh yeah...It involves Eiri."

As soon as Ryuichi hung up the phone shuichi walked through the door with dinner. " Ryu? I’m back."

Ryuichi came running towards him. " Mmm... it smells delicious. Let me get those bags shuichi. They look heavy."

" Thanks Ryuichi. I hope you like curry as much as I do."

" I love it. Come on, lets eat and then relax. We've both had a stressful couple of days."

They both sat eating the food shuichi had picked up. Shuichi looked at Ryuichi who was smiling at him. " Ryuichi, do you really love me as much as you say?"

" No... " He could see the disappointment in shuichi's face. " Let me finish, ... I probably love you more than i can say. I don't think there are words to describe how i truly feel about you shuichi."

Shuichi dropped his chopsticks onto the table. Not only did Ryuichi look sexy as hell right now but he had just said the most romantic thing Shuichi had ever heard. A tear slipped down Shuichi's cheek. " Ryu... That was...so... sweet."

ryuichi got up from the table and went around to shuichi's side. He pulled the chair out and got on his knees hugging shuichi. He put his head on his lap. " You make me feel complete shuichi. Please just let me love you."

Shuichi stroked Ryuichi's hair softly. " Ok... "

Ryuichi looked up at him. " Really? Will you let me kiss you and touch you and make love to you?"

" I... well.. that is..."

" Ok then, let me kiss you and we'll see where that leads." Ryuichi stood taking shuichi's hand.

" Where are we going? I thought you where just going to kiss me."

" I figured if I kissed you in my bedroom there might be a better chance of things going in the direction i want them to." Ryuichi continued dragging him, trying to remove shuichi's shirt at the same time.

" You want a topless kiss?"

Ryuichi pushed shuichi towards his bed. " Again, its all part of the ambiance." He pushed Shuichi back onto the bed. " No more questions from you." He pressed their lips together and pressed his groin against shuichi's eliciting a moan from him. He kissed the boy until he was nearly breathless and then pulled back panting. " I don't know about you but these pants are ruining the mood. Lets say we take them off OK?" Ryuichi popped the button on shuichi's pants and started yanking them down his legs.

" Wait Ryu, ..."

" sorry.. If i wait any longer you might start having second thoughts." He pulled the offending garment off then tossed them across the room. " whatever you have to say can be heard after i make love to you. Ok?" He smiled up at shuichi before pouncing on him and pressing their lips together. He released shuichi's lips and trailed kisses to his neck moving lower slowly. When he reached Shuichi's nipples he took one into his mouth biting gently while rolling the other between his fingers. Shuichi moaned and arched up off the bed.

"Sakuma-san...ahh...I thought we would just kiss," Shuichi panted.

"I said we'd kiss and see where it leads to," Ryuichi grinned, licking the pink nipple."I've only used my lips on you. Now let me love you."

The singer moved down even lower on Shuichi's body, his lips ghosting over the pink haired boys erection and causing it to twitch. The younger singer gasped, his hands finding their way to Ryuichi's hair. Ryuichi licked up the boys shaft slowly, causing Shuichi to moan his name in rapid succession. Just before he could take the boys hard-on into his mouth, Shuichi pulled back.

"Sakuma-san, I don't know if I’m ready for all this," Shuichi sat up on the bed.

"Nani? I thought in the kitchen you said..." Ryuichi trailed of as the pink haired boy started crying.

"I still love him, Ryuichi. Its wrong for me to take advantage of your feelings like this," Shuichi got up and grabbed his pants."I should go back and talk to him."

"But Shuichi, what about what he did to you?"

"I can't help the way I feel," Shuichi said sadly before walking out of the room.

Ryuichi sat on his bed in a daze, he could hear Shuichi moving around in the other room. then he heard the audible sound of the front door opening then closing again.

"Shuichi.." Ryuichi had tears streaming down his face."FUCK!"

He picked up a lamp from his bedside table and threw it across the room. It smashed into the frame of the door. He didn’t seem satisfied with just that. He began throwing anything breakable and screaming loudly. Finally he dropped to his knees, the anger subsiding and anguish replacing it. He cried, letting his body fall to the floor over all the broken glass and ceramic pieces. He cried until he passed out on the floor, the weight of his body causing him to impale himself on sharp edges of glass.

Ryuichi woke up later, not knowing how much later and opened his eyes. It was bright. He looked around and noticed he was in a completely white room that he didn’t recognize. He shot up in the bed and took a better look around. He knew where he was now. He could feel himself about to lose control, especially when he looked to the door and saw Tohma's face in the small square of glass, watching him. Ryuichi closed his eyes. He heard the intercom click on.

"You lied Ryuichi," Tohma's womanly voice said."I found your prescriptions completely full in the back of your closet. I'm sorry it has come to this, but there isn’t any other way. I heard in detail what you did last night. I’m not pleased to say the least. And don’t worry about your plans with K-sama. He had already been informed to not play your game. Shuichi is at home with Yuki, trying to repair their relationship as we speak. You have lost, Ryuichi. I told you not to do this. I warned you. The deal breaker was when Yoshiki called me and told me that you wanted him to screw with Eiri when he went to America. Very cute. I'm sorry to say that they wont be releasing you for a while. You will be force fed your meds everyday and hopefully you will get out of this crazy mindset. Until then I will be sure to have them keep a very close eye on you."

"Tohma..." Ryuichi looked down at his lap."You have no idea what you've done."

"I have a very good idea," Tohma smiled."Good day, Ryuichi. Try to get some rest."

"You'll regret this," Ryuichi said softly so it wouldn’t be heard and lay back down in his bed, a smile working its way onto his lips.

A few weeks had passed, and true to his word, Tohma came to visit the singer every day. Ryuichi had played nice, counting down the days. He didn't say a word to Tohma whenever he showed up. Just sat there looking at the wall. Finally the day was upon them. Ryuichi was standing with his back to the door, waiting on Tohma to visit him. He heard commotion going on outside and it brought a smile to his lips. He knew what was coming next. The door to his room was blown off its hinges. He turned to see Rage holding a bazooka on her shoulder.

"Sakuma Ryuichi, you are late for filming!" she yelled.

"Rage," he smiled.

"Oh wow, they put you in one of these places, huh? I bet it was that jap bastard," she growled."Well, no time to lose, we gotta get you to LA."

"Rage, did you find him?" a woman’s soft voice came from behind the girl."AHh, my dear Sakuma-san. You didn’t show up yesterday, so we came to get you."

"Thanks, Judy," Ryuichi walked forward.

"Oh look at that," Judy tsked."A straight jacket. Was that necessary? Arc!"

"Yes, Judy?" the tall man came walking into the room."I see. I'll take care of it."

"Thank you Arc," Judy leaned against the wall as her personal bodyguard took the straight jacket off of the brunette."Good, lets go before we get company."

"Yes, lets," Ryuichi said, walking out behind her quickly.

The four of them walked out the front door of the Mental Hospital. There was a giant panda looming over them as they walked down the steps. Then a black car pulled into the wrap around driveway. Tohma and K stepped out, the blonde obviously irritated.

"I told you you'd regret putting me in there," Ryuichi smiled.

"Judy!" K exclaimed and ran up to his wife, hugging her.

"Oh Claude, you should come home to visit more often," she kissed her husband."I've missed you."

"Yes dear, but I’m busy with work," K smiled.

"Well, I am too," she pulled back."I only came to get my co-star so we could start filming."

"I see," K looked over at the smiling brunette."Take good care of him dear."

"Oh, not going to give me any trouble?" she smirked."You’ve gone soft."

"I was gonna wait til you got back in the Panda,"K grinned."Its more fun if I have to chase you."

"K!" Tohma yelled."Just get him so we can put him back!"

"I’m afraid we wont be able to put him back, Seguchi-sama," K grinned."but my job is only to retrieve, so as a lowly salary man I must obey my boss. Sorry Judy."

"Its fine," she turned and started walking toward the panda."Arc!"

"Yes," he stepped in between K and the three people boarding the giant panda."Looks like we get to have another round."

"My wife’s little lapdog," K grinned."Lets have some fun!"

"And they say I’m crazy," Ryuichi muttered before stepping aboard the panda."Lets hurry, Judy. There are some people in in America that I’m dying to see."

"You made more friends, Sakuma?" the woman asked, sitting down.

"Nope, just some old friends visiting the US," Ryuichi grinned.

"Oh," Judy smiled.

"We're gonna find Shindou san , ne Ryuichi?"

"Hai, Rage," the brunette smirked. "Him and his lover."

"No problem. You are still under contract with MRX," she smiled and they went airborne.

"Hey, can we fly over Seguchi-san?" Ryuichi got a wicked gleam in his eye.

"Uh, sure," Rage maneuvered the panda over the blonde and his nice black car."Want me to bomb the car or something?"

"Hehe, something much more amusing," he grinned while pulling something from his pocket."Open the hatch."

"You got it," Rage pulled a lever.

The brunette was hovering just in front of where Tohma stood. He smiled to the blonde before tossing something at the man. Tohma looked to the ground at his feet, shaking his head. Ryuichi's meds since the day he was put in the hospital. He looked back up to see the brunette grinning and waving bye as the panda took off.

"Son of a bitch," The blonde muttered before getting back in his car. He called Eiri to give him a heads up.

Yuki Eiri slammed down the phone in his New York apartment. " Dammit."

Shuichi popped his head around the corner. " What's wrong Yuki?"

" Nothing. Go away."

" But Yuki... I was hoping to spend the day with you. I don't know anyone here and I’m bored. You invited me to come with you, don't you think we should spend some time together?"

" You are definitely not worth the headache this is giving me." He walked up to shuichi pushing him towards the bedroom. " I'll spend time with you... take your clothes off."

After a heated session in the bedroom Yuki stood up pulling his pants on. " Pack your bags. I’m driving you to the airport. There's a ticket waiting on you so you can go home."

" But Yuki I want to stay with you."

" To damn bad. Sakuma Ryuichi is headed to the us right now. I don't need anymore of his crap. Your going home. He can't leave until after he finishes filming the movie he's in. You can come back when he leaves. Now hurry up before I send you back with nothing and throw all your shit away."

Shuichi cried and started packing his bags. When they got to the airport Yuki wouldn't even give him a goodbye kiss. " Come on Yuki. Who know how long its going to be until we see each other again."

" How ever long it is, it will be to soon for me. Get the hell out of my car, your going to miss your plane."

" You don't care about me Yuki, you just want to make sure Sakuma san doesn't get what he wants!"

Yuki just smirked at him and pushed him out of the car. " Did you just figure that out dumb ass?" He threw shuichi's bag out the door. " Go straight home. No bullshit shuichi. And don't fuck up the apartment."

Shuichi sadly took his bags and boarded the plane. He could have sworn when they where taking off that he saw Rage's panda making a landing. He tried to get a better view but the stewardess told him to sit down and put on his seat belt. He sighed and held the straps in his hands, tears from what Yuki had said were blinding him. He tossed the seat belt down and stood up. He grabbed his bag and was stopped by the stewardess.

"Its almost take off time, we recommend you take your seat and strap in," the woman smiled.

"Screw that, I’m getting off the plane," Shuichi pushed by her.

"Your luggage, sir," she said quickly." It cant be taken out now."

"Toss it," Shuichi looked back at her."Its not like I can go by a new wardrobe anyway."

"But-"

"I’m getting off the plane now," he popped the door opened and stepped down the descending ramp.

He took a look over to where the Panda landed and sighed. He was wanting to go see what was going on, but he also didn’t want to see Rage. He had to figure something out. Yuki was gonna be pissed. He decided to go get something to eat and think. He definitely wasn’t going back to Yuki's.

Later that night Yuki got a call from Tohma telling him that shuichi never showed up on the plane. " what do you mean he didn't show up?"

" I called that airline and they said he got off the plane right before take off. His bags made it here but he didn't. I got a hold of Rage and she hasn't seen him either."

" I can't believe he had the balls to do that."

" Well, I’m going to send K to find him. If he comes back there keep him there. Ryuichi is dangerous right now."

" Fine, as soon as we find him we're both leaving."

" I'll set it up for you."

Meanwhile shuichi had decided to take money out of his account before anyone noticed he was missing. He rented a room with cash and used a false name. He didn't know what his next move was going to be. Between Yuki being a complete asshole and Ryuichi being clinically insane he wasn't sure if he should go to either of them. He had to get a hold of someone he could trust. One person popped into his head. Yoshiki. It was the only person he knew in America who he knew would help him. He found himher number and called. " Hey, Yoshiki it's Shuichi. Listen, I need your help and you can't let anyone know that you know where I am... No, Yuki is being a complete asshole... I want to get a hold of Ryuichi but I don't want Rage to know I’m here... You do? that's great... If you can talk to him alone tell him to meet me at the statue of liberty tomorrow at noon.... thanks a lot... I'll see you soon."

The next day shuichi stood at the statue of liberty. He finally saw sakuma. He was in disguise along with his favorite pink bunny. Shuichi ran up to him grabbing kumagoru and tossing it into the ocean. " You won't be needing this." He dragged Ryuichi with him. " We have to get out of here now."

Shuichi took Ryuichi back to his hotel and locked the door.

" Shu chan whats going on?"

" Yuki's an asshole and your insane. I finally realize I can't change him but there is something I can do for you." Shuichi took a step towards Ryuichi who was sitting on the bed. He leaned forward kissing him pushing him back at the same time. " I want to see if you still want me when your head is clear."

" What do you...." Ryuichi froze mid sentence when he heard a click and felt cold metal on his wrists. " What the hell is this?" He pulled and found that the handcuffs where attached to the headboard of the bed.

Shuichi sat up and went to a bag Yoshiki had dropped off earlier. He pulled out a prescription bottle. " I’m going to make you take your medicine like a good boy." he took out a pill and pushed it into Ryuichi's mouth.

Ryuichi spit out the offending object. " I’m not taking that."

" Yes you are." Shuichi took one of the pills and broke it open into a small cup of juice. " You going to take it if I have to force you." He stirred the drink and put the cup up to Ryuichi's mouth. " Drink."

" No fucking way Shuichi. I’m not taking that shit."

Shuichi pinched Ryuichi's nose closed and started pouring the liquid into his mouth. Ryuichi choked a little. " All you have to do is swallow and you'll be able to breath. Stop making this so hard." When he had finally gotten Ryu to swallow the rest he let go of his nose. " Your such a child sometimes."

" You really hurt me shuichi."

" You need your medicine." Shuichi sat on the bed next to him. " I hope they can film without you for a while. The doctor I got these from said it takes a couple of days before you benefit from the medicine." He smiled at Ryuichi. " I hope your comfortable."

" And you think I’m crazy?"

" you are crazy. I’m only crazy because of what you and Yuki have done to me. Now your going to do as I say until I think your well enough to leave on your own. I've had enough of this bullshit with you and him. Let's see how you two like someone fucking with you."

"Shu-ichi?" The brunette said softy before falling into a deep slumber, one of the instant side effects of the medication.

"Shhh,Shu's still got work to be done," the pink haired boy said before walking out the hotel room door.

He discretely made his way to Yuki's apartment. Tohma had set the whole thing up for them so they'd be comfortable as soon as they got there.

"How nice of him,'Shuichi thought bitterly, reminiscing on how many times the blonde had interfered with their relationship.

He climbed the stairs and peeked out into the hall before walking up to Yuki's apartment door. He had figured that the blonde already knew about him being there and was probably off somewhere with Tohma anyway. He slid his key into the door and opened it quietly. He walked in and quickly surveyed the house, making sure no one was home. He made quick work of packing up Yuki's stuff and setting it beside the front door. He left a plane ticket that he had purchased before meeting Ryuichi earlier that day. His only solution was for the blonde to go back to Japan until he finished up with Ryuichi.

He walked out of the apartment, leaving the door slightly ajar and went back to his hotel room. When he stepped inside and shut the door, he gasped at the sight. Ryuichi had thrown up all over himself to rid himself of the meds. Everything was dirty and smelled nasty. The pink haired boy sighed and got a couple towels from the bathroom and wet them. He cleaned up the mess, having to strip Ryuichi and the bed down bare. He found a pair of boxers for the brunette and slid them on carefully, trying not to pay too much attention to what he was covering up. He sat in a chair at the foot of the bed and stared at the brunette who was slowly opening his eyes.

"I’m very upset Sakuma-san," Shuichi said in a dark voice."I'm trying to help you and this is how you repay me? You say you love me, but you aren’t willing to do this for me? What a bunch of bullshit."

"No, Shuichi..please understand.." Ryuichi said, tears streaming down his face from the harsh words. "I'll admit I'm not the most stable person out there, but our society brings us up high strung and easy to crack. I know I've got a bit of a problem, but those meds wont help me."

"The doctor prescribed them to you, so they must be able to help," Shuichi replied.

"You don't understand," Ryuichi sobbed."Tohma had the doctor give me a specific prescription. It's not for my personality disorder. It's a strong sedative, that’s why I fell asleep afterward. Tohma's drugging me because I always find ways to hurt his precious Eiri. Somehow or another he blames the fact that the man gets hurt on me. We were best friends when this whole thing started. Now we're warring against one another. All because he feels like hes Eiri's knight in shining armor. Shuichi, if you really want me to get help that badly, take me to a psychiatrist. Let's be discreet so Tohma cant find out about it. It'll prove to you that what I’m saying is true."

"Why do you want so desperately for me to believe you, Sakuma?"the pink haired boy raised a brow.

"Because I do love you. And if you think that going to see a shrink and taking meds will help, I'll do it," Ryuichi replied."Just please don’t give me anymore of those other pills. I don’t want to be a mindless drone. I can barely speak for myself when I’m on those. Y’know whats funny?"

"What?"

"My "Personality Disorder" became worse after Tohma started force feeding me those pills," Ryuichi laughed bitterly."That bastard...."

" And I’m just supposed to believe you?"

" Tohma drugs me with different things every chance he gets. I’m only sane when i can get away from him. I love you shuichi, please believe me."

" OK Fine!" Shuichi grabbed the bottle and headed for the door.

" Wait! Where are you going?

" I’m taking these to the Pharmacy to find out exactly what they are. If what you say is true then I'll let you go." He slammed the door and walked down the street to the corner pharmacy. He walked up to the Pharmacist. " Um excuse me. Can you tell me what these pills are?" He held out his hand with a few of the pills in it.

The Pharmacist picked up one of the pills and looked at him. " Did you find these?"

" No, my friend is taking them and he thinks the prescription may have been messed up. It's supposed to be anti psychotics."

" Your friend is right. Its a high dose sedative. He should stop taking it immediately."

" Thank you sir." He turned around exiting the store and went back to the hotel. He immediately unlocked the handcuffs. " I’m sorry Ryuichi. I was wrong."

Ryuichi sat up rubbing his wrists. " I guess we all go a little crazy sometimes."

" what do we do now? Tohma and Yuki need to be taught a lesson."

" Does that mean that your willing to give me a chance?"

" I don't know about that. But I am going to need your help."

"Do you still want to take me to a shrink?"

"I’m debating it," Shuichi said."But I think that I've realized why you and Yuki act strange. It all revolves around Tohma. You did crazy things to get my affection, but you knew Tohma would do anything for Yuki. And the way Yuki closes himself off, its probably mostly because of Tohma butting in all the time."

"Well, now what should we do?" Ryuichi sat on the edge of the bed.

"I'll go get us some dinner. Why don’t you watch a little TV til I get back?"

"Ok," Ryuichi smiled.

"I'll be back soon," Shuichi hugged the brunette before walking out the door.

Ryuichi flopped back on the bed with a huge smile,"Oh my lovely Shu. It's almost too easy with how gullible you are. For once I actually have to thank Tohma. He's the one that made the doctor put some bogus prescription down on my file in case the media tried to find out. Hahahaha. Now all I have to do is turn you against Yuki too."

Shuichi smiled to himself as he walked to he restaurant. He had a plan. First he'd have to get Yoshiki's help again. He called her and got her to meet him at the restaurant. They talked for about twenty minutes. Shuichi's food was ready so he waved goodbye. " I'll see you soon. Give me about an hour."

Yoshiki called Tohma as soon as Shuichi left. " Hey Seguchi san. Is Eiri there with you?... good. I found Shuichi and Sakuma san... Shuichi wants you to come get them... Meet me at the bar at your hotel in ten minutes... Great." Yoshiki went straight to the hotel and sat at the bar. She ordered three drinks. One for herself and one for Tohma and Eiri. When they finally showed up Yoshiki handed them each a glass.

" Don't you think we should get going?"

" Of course. But first lets toast to good friends."

They toasted and Yoshiki made sure they drank every drop.

" Alright, lets get going. We'll take my car." They all piled into Yoshiki's car and headed out to pick up Shuichi and Ryuichi. Yoshiki looked in the rear view to see the two men yawn one right after the other. " If you two are sleepy you should take a nap."

Tohma's drowsy eyes snapped open. " What the hell did you give us?"

" Don't worry about that sleepy head. Just close your eyes. Shuichi will explain." Yoshiki watched as if on Que both of the men closed their eyes falling into a deep slumber.

Back at Shuichi's hotel room he and Ryuichi had just finished their dinner. " I hope you liked it Sakuma san."

" It was delicious." Ryuichi stretched. " What do you want to do?"

" Come here Ryuichi, I want to talk to you."

Ryuichi came and sat beside him. " What is it?"

" Oh nothing important." Shuichi talked to him about different things. Ryuichi's eyes started fluttering. " Hey Ryu, getting a little sleepy? Looks like you can't even keep your eyes open."

" Yeah, hmm.." He laid his head against Shuichi.

Shuichi stroked his hair. " Your tricked me before. You knew I was giving you the medicine so you pretended to pass out. I gave you twice as much just to make sure this time."

" You... drugged me?.. why?"

Shuichi kissed his forehead. " Oh, you'll find out soon enough." He laid Ryuichi's limp body on the bed. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door. He opened it to see Yoshiki standing there.

" Hello Shu chan. The boys are in the car. Want to help me get them in?"

They carried the two sleeping men into the room and Yoshiki help Shuichi tie each of the men to a chair. " Make sure the knots are tight. If they get loose its all of them against me." After they made sure the men where secure Yoshiki left. Shuichi took another chair and set it in front of the three men for when they woke up. He decided to have some ice cream and watch TV for a while. After a couple of hours Shuichi finally heard them coming to and ran over to his chair to watch. The first person to wake up surprisingly was Ryuichi. " Wow Ryu, I gave you twice as much as them and you where the first to wake up."

Ryuichi shrugged. " I’m used to it."

Tohma and Yuki came to at the same time. They both looked up at Shuichi. Tohma glared. " Shindou san... I hope you have a good explanation for this?"

" Not really. I was going to let you three do most of the explaining."

Yuki pulled at the ropes. " Let me go brat!"

" Yeah,.. I don't think so Yuki. It is your own fault your all here."

" How can you expect us to have a real conversation with you when you have us tied up?"

" Seguchi san, can you please shut up. Your the root of all the problems here. Id cut you free but I might slip and accidentally slit your pretty little wrists. You three are causing me to do crazy things like this. If I was a stupid as you think I am I might have fallen for it. I love you Yuki... but your bullshit has to come to an end to. Your either going to admit that you love me or admit that you only still want me because you don't want Sakuma san to have me. And what the fuck is really wrong with Sakuma san? I think you can answer that Tohma. Sakuma san your just tied up because I know your fucking nuts and I don't want you doing anything crazy."

" It's ok Shu chan. I like being tied up."

Shuichi glared at him and stood up. He grabbed the duct tape and ripped off a piece covering Ryuichi's mouth. " Ok, Now. Either of you want to say anything to me?"

"Shindou-san.." Tohma said softly." Sakuma-san is suffering from multiple personality disorder. As well as having an obsessive-compulsive nature, depression and a few other things. The reason he acts like this is because he had a troubled childhood."

"Hn, so now you're everyone’s knight in shining armor? First Sakuma then Yuki, you've got your hands full, Shacho," the boy used as much sarcasm as he could without breaking a smile.

"Its not that, Shindou-san," Tohma replied."They are people in my life that I care about, I only want to help them. Sakuma has problems when it comes to people he cares about. Like I said, his childhood was troubled, resulting in him acting out whenever he cares. He could possibly even hurt the people he cares about if he feels they are betraying him. He's paranoid, obsessive, manipulative and most of all, he's scared."

The brunette was struggling with his bindings, thrashing about and trying to kick at the blonde. There were tears streaming down his face and he was screaming muffled curses at the keyboardist. Shuichi could see the turmoiling emotions in the brunettes sapphire orbs. He struggled so hard to keep Tohma from talking that he tipped his chair over in an effort to kick the blonde. Shuichi could feel his chest tighten as he sensed the extreme pain the brunette was in. He walked over and slowly pulled the duct tape off, trying to whisper soothing words to him.

"I'll fucking kill you, Tohma!" the brunette screamed, struggling once again."You say one more word and I'll kill you! I’ll kill you!"

"Ryuichi," Shuichi said softly, embracing the man as much as possible in their positions."Maybe we can help. Why wont you let us hear everything? I thought you loved me enough to tell me everything about you?"

"You're just gonna go back to Yuki in the end! It doesn’t change anything! My feelings have never meant anything to anyone!" the brunette was crying hysterically."You got to have your fill of me, just like all the others. That's all anyone ever wants."

The brunette broke down, sobbing loudly with his head resting against the floor. Shuichi stood up and walked back in front of Tohma and Yuki. He glared at the two men, his lover sending an equal glare his way.

"You fucking drugged me and tied me up, baka," Yuki growled.

"Shut the hell up. Your pity party has come to its end, Eiri," Shuichi said in a low voice."I’m tired of these games. I’m tired of you thinking you can just fuck with me any way you want and I'll forever be your loving lap dog. I've put up with so much for the sake of my love for you. But now its time for me to be selfish, Eiri."

"Shindou-san," Tohma started." I don't think this is the best way to resolve things."

"You're right, as always, Shacho. But I don’t give a fuck about the best way. I’m playing by your rules now and this is the most efficient way," He walked over in front of Tohma."Continue what you were saying about Sakuma-san."

"I don’t think thatch such a good idea," the blonde replied.

"Really," Shuichi stepped back, grabbing a knife off the dresser." I don’t think you have much of a choice in the matter. I’m making the rules here. Now start talking."

"Sakuma's father left when he was 6. He found another woman and had gotten her pregnant. He told his wife and son that they meant nothing to him anymore," Tohma hung his head as he spoke."His mother began abusing him, because he looked just like his father. She got into drugs really bad and brought a lot of bad guys home to the house. One of them kidnapped Ryuichi and put him to work at an escort service as a full package deal. His mother didn’t even come after him. I found him when he was about fourteen."

There was a loud cracking sound, all eyes went over to where Sakuma lay. He had broken the chair apart in his efforts to break free. He stood up, pulling the ropes from his wrists. There was murder in his eyes and he was looking at a particular blonde.

"Sakuma-san," Shuichi had tears in his eyes.

"Don't bother," the brunette said bitterly."Your pity wont help."

"But Sakuma-san, please listen to me!" Shuichi stepped in front of him.

"I wont let him tell anymore of that story," Ryuichi said darkly.

"OK, he stopped," Shuichi put his arms on Ryuichi's shoulders."Please calm down."

"Calm down? I trusted you and this is what you do to me? How can I even forgive you?" Ryuichi spat out angrily.

"I was only trying to help you," Shuichi was crying.

"You want to help?" a smile spread over his lips, making him look like a few screws had just fallen loose."Fine."

He pushed the pink haired boy onto the bed. He ripped the boys pants off and crawled over him. He kissed up Shuichi's neck and licked at his lips. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his erection.

"Sakuma, don’t!" Tohma yelled from where he was seated.

"You lay one hand on my hole and I'll kill you!" Yuki growled.

"Shut the fuck up and enjoy the show," he said and positioned himself at Shuichi's entrance."You said you wanted to help me. Can you still say that, Shuichi?"

"I do want to help you," Shuichi had tears in his eyes."If this will help, I wont struggle against it. I want you to get better."

"It wont make me better, but it'll feel good," the brunette slid inside the younger boy."My unrequited love for you...Just like back then..all she did was talk about the man she loved and how I was hurting her so much...I was just a reminder that he left in his stead...She hated me....the woman that gave birth to me hated me...the man I had called father didn't want me...you don’t want me..you have someone else and I don’t even matter to you...I cant keep doing this....I love you...one more person to add to the list...one more person to betray me..I.."

He came, shuddering against the pink haired boys body. There were tears streaming down his face. He stood up and put his pants together. he looked over at Shuichi with a sorrowful look. He mouthed the words 'I’m sorry' before walking out of the hotel room. Shuichi lay on the bed, crying.

"Hey dumb ass, gonna untie us?" Yuki said from his chair.

"Eiri!" Tohma whispered sharply. "Shindou-san, we need to find Sakuma-san as quickly as possible."

"What have I done?" Shuichi sat up in the bed." Its all your fault. You two bastards are always pulling shit that drive us further and further over the edge. Goddammit!"

The pink haired boy got up and put on a new outfit before rushing out the door to chase after Ryuichi. The two blondes gave a look to one another before shaking their heads. Yuki sighed, wishing he could get to his cigarettes. Tohma managed to pull out his cell phone and dial a number. He pressed the buttons for SOS since he couldn’t talk into the phone. He hung up and leaned his head back against the chair, waiting.

Lucky for Shuichi, Ryuichi was still feeling the affects of the drugs. He finally saw Ryuichi leaned up against a lamp post not to far away from him. Then Ryuichi looked back see Shuichi and took off running again. " Sakuma san wait!" He ran after him, following him into the park. He was catching up quick. Ryuichi collapsed to the ground gasping for air. Shuichi caught up and fell to his knees beside him. He pulled him into a hug. " Ryuichi, don't run away anymore. I’m not going to leave you I promise. If it will make you better I'll stay with you. Just promise you won't run away."

Ryuichi cried. " I just want someone to love me forever. Don't use me shuichi. I can't handle this anymore. I just want to die."

" Ryuichi, there are a lot of people who love you. How can you talk like that."

" I don't want their love. I want you to love me, like I love you." Ryuichi clung to him. " I’m sorry I hurt you. I had no right to do that to you."

" shh... I’m OK Ryu. Your going to be OK to. But your going to have to trust me. Will you do that?"

" What about Eiri?"

" What about him?" Shuichi kissed Ryuichi's head. " You know that Yuki never really loved me. I can't keep pursuing him. It's pointless. It's time to start over."

" I want to start over."

Shuichi stood and offered his hand to Ryuichi. " Come with me. We'll go back to Japan together. But first we need to go untie those assholes."

ryuichi took his hand. " Don't let Tohma take me."

" I won't." When they got back to the hotel K was already there untieing the two men. Tohma looked up when ryuichi and Shuichi walked into the room.

" I didn't expect to see you again so soon Ryuichi."

Ryuichi hid behind Shuichi. " Leave me alone Tohma."

" Don't be like Ryu. It's time to go home."

" I’m not going with you. I’m going with Shuichi. He's going to take care of me."

Yuki stood up. " I don't think so. Come on Shuichi. We're going home."

" No, we're through Yuki. I’m taking Ryuichi back to Japan. He's going to get the help he needs and then we're going to see where we'll go from there."

Tohma sighed. " You have to be fucking kidding me. Do you think it's that easy Shuichi? He needs more help then you could possibly give him."

" Shut up! I can help him. I can give him the love he needs to get through this. He just needs someone to stay by his side and let him know that everything will be alright. You can't do that for him. You have your wife and Yuki. Ryu needs someone who will be just for him. I can do that. I don't have anything else besides my music and it can be put on hold."

Yuki lit up a cigarette. " Well, I think your both nuts. Good luck, hope you can be happy in your little fantasy world." He walked out the door.

Tohma went out after him. " Eiri wait. I'll give you a ride."

K turned to Shuichi and Ryuichi. " Well, it looks like you could use a ride to the airport."

"Thanks K, " the pink haired boy mumbled.

A few days later, Shuichi and Ryuichi were at a hot spring in Japan. The first thing they did when they got back was decided to go calm down. They both needed it. While he could visibly see the changes Ryuichi went through, the pink haired singer knew that he'd gone through a few of his own as well. Things were never gonna be the same. Shuichi smiled as he looked over to the brunette. He was smacking his hand on the water to make waves, then pretending like he was caught in a monsoon. He flailed around for a few moments before Shuichi came to his aid, smiling down at him. The brunette leaned up and kissed the pink haired boy sweetly.

"Time to get out, Sak- Ryuichi," Shuichi said, blushing a bit.

"But we were having so much fun," the older man complained.

"I don’t think the other guests enjoyed it as much as we did," he pointed to the group of men sitting off to the side that were now completely soaked.

"Oh, good point," the brunette stood up, Shuichi quickly covering him as he realized the loin cloth had fallen off. "Lets go get some dinner."

"Hold on Ryuichi," Shuichi chased after him, pulling his cloth off to cover Ryuichi.

"Hehe, your nakie," Ryuichi grinned.

"Oh?" Shuichi looked down, realizing what he'd done."K'so."

"Come on," Ryuichi pulled his hand and they went into the changing room.

He pushed Shuichi up against a wall and kissed him passionately. The pink haired boy moaned and started grinding his hips forward against the brunette. Ryuichi smirked and pushed back against the younger boy. Shuichi struggled for a moment before breaking the kiss.

"Remember what we promised?" he smiled coyly.

"Yeah, but the way you were rubbing up against me, I couldn't help it," Ryuichi purred in his ear.

"We aren’t gonna do anything until after you go get checked out and they put you on real prescriptions," Shuichi caressed the side of his face. "C'mon, its dinner time."

"Okay," the brunette followed behind him, sure to occasionally walk too close and his erection would rub against Shuichi's backside causing him to cry out.

"What are you doing?" Shuichi looked over his shoulder.

"Walking," Ryuichi grinned.

The two of them went back to Tokyo three days later. They already had the appointment for the shrink and everything. Shuichi went with Ryuichi to the hospital. They wanted him to wait outside while Ryuichi was taken back and evaluated. The pink haired boy only agreed after they told him they would come get him as soon as the test was over. He sat in a chair and waited impatiently for forty-five minutes. Finally the doctor came out and got him.

"Okay," the man said, shutting the door to his office. "This evaluation has shown us many deep psychological wounds that will heal in time with the right care and medicine. I have the prescription already written out for when he leaves. But the hardest thing I need to tell you is that we need to keep him here for two weeks. We need to start administering the drugs so they can fully work through his system. After two weeks he should be fine and shouldn't experience any more mental breaks, so long as he stays on the medicine and doesn’t have any extreme emotional encounters. Is all of this okay?"

"Yeah. I'll do it," Ryuichi looked over at Shuichi."You'll still be waiting for me when I get out, ne?"

"Dinner will be hot and on the table waiting for you," the pink haired boy smiled, then giggled."So will I."

"Silly," the brunette got up and hugged the pink haired singer."I love you."

"I love you too, Ryu," Shuichi kissed him. "Be sure to call me so I can come get you when you're released. We'll go out for ice cream before we get home."

"You know the quickest way to my heart," Ryuichi squeezed him gently. "Ice cream and the promise of spending the night with you."

"Don’t get all worked up, you got two weeks until that night," Shuichi kissed his nose."In the meantime, I'll go get my stuff and move it into your house, kay?"

"Of course," Ryuichi pulled away."I should go ahead and let them take me back. I'll see you in two weeks."

"Do we get to see each other in between?" Shuichi asked the doctor.

"I’m afraid not," The doctor replied."The first couple of weeks, while the medicine is starting to take effect, we highly recommend that the person rely on their own will power and mental strength. It helps in the long run for them to be capable of dealing with harder emotional and mental stress."

"Okay," Shuichi smiled, a tear trailing down his cheek."I love you Ryuichi. I’ll be here the minute they release you. Even if I have to call Rage and get her flying panda over here."

"Hehe," Ryuichi smiled."I'd pay to see that."

"Its only a last resort," Shuichi replied."I'd probably call K first."

"Just don’t call Tohma," Ryuichi waved as he was ushered out the door."Love you."

Shuichi went to Sakuma's house, deciding to take a long nap before getting his things from Yuki's. If he waited til the right time, there was a good chance he wouldn’t even have to see the blonde. He could just pack his things and go. He lay down on Ryuichi's couch and fell asleep. When he woke up it was late afternoon. He decided it was as good a time as any to get his stuff from Yuki's. He walked there. When he got to the apartment he let himself in. He didn't think Yuki would be there but he was wrong. Yuki was sitting in the living room with none other than Tohma Seguchi.

" What the hell are you doing here brat?"

" I just came to get my stuff. I'll be out of here in a couple minutes. Please don't stop your visit on my account." Shuichi walked over to the TV unhooking his PlayStation.

Tohma stood up. " Well Eiri I have to get going. It was nice seeing you Shuichi. I hope Ryuichi is doing well."

" He's fine. Don't worry about it." Shuichi continued packing his stuff.

Yuki showed Tohma to the door. " I'll call you later." Yuki closed the door and walked over to shuichi. " If your in that much of a hurry I could just start throwing your stuff out the window."

Shuichi glared at him. " I’m not in that much of a hurry."

" Having fun with your new boyfriend? Does he fuck you as hard as me?"

" You have no right to ask me that." Shuichi turned away from him again. " Ryuichi was right. I was nothing more than a whore paying rent with my ass."

Yuki pulled him up off of the floor. " I think you still owe some rent."

" Let go of me. I don't owe you shit Eiri." Shuichi kicked at him. " Put me down or i swear to god I'll kill you."

" You'll do no such thing. Haven't you missed me at all? Is the sex with him that good?"

" I haven't had sex with him. We're waiting until he gets out of the hospital."

" That's right. Your new boyfriend is a psychopath."

" He's not. He's getting better. Just leave me alone."

" Come on, just a little fair well sex."

" No! I can't do that to Ryu. It would crush him." Shuichi wiggled out of Yuki's grasp. " Just let me get my stuff and get out. Then you can call Seguchi to come back over. I’m sure he would love to help you with your problems." shuichi stood walking down the hall to get his stuff out of the bathroom when he felt Yuki pick him up. " What the hell Eiri. Let go!" when shuichi was finally put down he noticed he was on Yuki's bed. " I said no Eiri!"

" You've said no before. Like that's ever stopped me. You know you love it when i fuck you." Yuki pulled at shuichi's pants pulling them off.

" I can't do this. Please." Shuichi started crying. " I don't want you to touch me."

" It's a good thing i don't care what you want." He leaned down kissing shuichi pushing his tongue into his mouth.

Without even prepping him, the blonde pushed inside the pink haired boy causing him to scream in pain. He instinctively bit Yuki's tongue. the older man swore and pulled back. He touched the now bleeding muscle with an incredulous look in his eyes. he looked back at the pink haired boy who had curled up to try and get away.

"You fucking brat!" he punched the pink haired boy. Hard.

Shuichi went tumbling off the edge of the bed, crying out as he landed against the wall. He managed to get into a sitting position when the second blow came. It made him see white as he fell to the floor again. He tried to crawl out of the room once he could see somewhat normally again, but was grabbed from behind. There were more blows to his head, the last one he remembered feeling came with a sickening crack as his world turned to black.

"YUKI!" Tohma cried out from the doorway."What the fuck have you done?!"

The other blonde ran over to the now motionless heap of Shuichi and checked his pulse. It was slow and becoming faint. The man picked up the smaller boy, leaving the other blonde to stare blankly at his blood covered hands. Tohma ran down to his car and put Shuichi in the passenger seat before racing to the hospital. He carried the boy inside and went right to the surgery area. He yelled for a doctor and placed Shuichi on a stretcher.

"Please, help him!" Tohma cried out, nearly hysterical. "He was hit repeatedly in the back of the head. When I came in, he was already unconscious."

"Lets prep him for the OR," the doctor said to a nearby nurse who nodded and rolled the pink haired boy away.

Tohma fell to his knees, knowing that there was no turning back this time. He couldn't protect his beloved Eiri. Not from aftershocks that would come from this incident. He pulled out his phone and dialed a familiar number.

"Hai, Shacho?" the blonde answered.

"K-san, I need you to do something for me," Tohma said in a shaky voice."Remember "THAT" thing we had set up?"

"H-hai, shacho," K said, pulling out the biggest gun he had from his collection."Target still confirmed?"

"Iie, new target," Tohma said sadly, tears running down his face.

Two weeks later, Ryuichi was in the front waiting room of the psychiatric hospital, waiting for some news on his lover whom he was having trouble reaching. He'd been calling all morning and couldn't get anyone to answer. The doctor told him to wait patiently and he would see what he could do. He came out around 3 pm and said that his ride would be there in a few minutes. Ryuichi beamed and bolted out the front door to wait for his lover.

"Silly probably slept in," Ryuichi giggled."That's good, cause he wont be getting any sleep tonight."

A black car pulled up and Ryuichi's stomach knotted. His bad feeling was confirmed when the blonde keyboardist stepped out of the drivers side and looked at the brunette.

"Shu said he wouldn't even call you as a last resort," Ryuichi said sharply.

"Please come with me, Sakuma. I don't want to argue or cause trouble," Tohma said sadly." I'll take you to Shuichi."

"Why couldn't he come get me?" the knots twisted.

"I'll tell you on the way, but please promise you wont fly off the handle," Tohma opened the passenger door.

"I can't promise anything, but if you're taking me to Shuichi then I'll come," Ryuichi went to get in the car and noticed something."This isn’t your car."

"Something happened to the other car and I had to get a replacement," Tohma urged him to get in. "I'll go get your things."

After ten minutes of waiting, Tohma finally reappeared, with his bags and his prescription. The doctor had told him to keep him calm at least for a few more weeks so the medicine could naturally condition him. Tohma gave the man a pained smile and promised him with a straight face. When the blonde got in the car he didn’t say one word, just started it and drove off.

"We aren’t headed to my house, so where are we going?" Ryuichi asked after a while.

"I told you I’m taking you to see Shuichi," Tohma replied."Please trust me this once, Sakuma."

"Whats with the last name thing all the sudden, Tohma? Whats going on?" Ryuichi was getting very uneasy about all of this.

"I promise you'll understand soon," Tohma said as they pulled into a parking area.

"Why are we at the hospital?"Ryuichi was getting very anxious.

"Please calm down, Sakuma," Tohma warned."Please."

"Okay," Ryuichi said, but was finding that even his breathing techniques weren’t helping the feelings in the pit of his stomach.

Tohma led the brunette in a side door and to an elevator. They rode up to the fourth floor, which Ryuichi knew was a recovery floor. He held his breath as the doors opened and the blonde stepped out. Tohma offered his hand and reluctantly the brunette took it and let the blonde lead him down a long corridor. Tohma waved as they walked by a nurses station and the women simply waved him on by. Ryuichi was getting very uneasy.

"Sakuma, promise you'll stay calm," Tohma said as they came to a door."I know it will be hard, but for your sake as well as Shuichi's, you must stay calm."

"I don’t know Tohma, what the fuck is going on?" Ryuichi already had tears in his eyes.

"Sakuma," Tohma hugged his former band member."Please stay calm, it could hurt you both if you lose your composure."

"I'll try Tohma," Ryuichi took in a deep breath." But I need to know whats going on."

"Yes,I know," Tohma pulled away and opened the door.

"Oh, Seguchi-sama," the doctor was just on his way out."We've replaced the stitches with self absorbing ones so he wont have to come back for a messy extraction, just as you've asked. Is this man family?"

"Yes," Tohma replied."He is the man Shindou-san lives with."

"Ahh," the doctor replied."Well, I'll have some papers ready for you to sign whenever you're ready."

"Go ahead, Tohma," Ryuichi said stepping into the room."I promise for our sakes, I'll be okay."

"I'll be right back," Tohma forced a small smile.

Ryuichi shut the door behind him and pulled the curtain back. He saw his lover. His pink haired angel laying on a bed. There were tubes and machines hooked up to him and making strange noises. Ryuichi slowly walked over to the bed. It looked like Shuichi was in a peaceful sleep. The brunette found the medical files at the foot of the bed and thumbed through them. He could feel his entire body start to shake as he read the reason for surgery. Blows to the back of his head resulting in a large open wound and a shallow crack in his cranium. Tears streamed down Ryuichi's face.

He sat beside his lover, holding his hand and crying silently. Tohma came in the room about an hour later. He woke Ryuichi up and sat beside him. For a few moments neither man said a word.

"H-how?" Ryuichi managed to ask in a choked voice.

"He went to get his things from Eiri's apartment. I decided to leave and let them talk in piece," Tohma replied."I had forgotten to tell Eiri something and went back. I found them in the bedroom. Yuki had ripped Shuichi's pants off, then beaten him repeatedly in the head. Later, the doctors told me that there were wounds of forced penetration, but they would heal quickly. The hairline fracture to his skull nearly killed him. They said if I...if I hadn’t found him so quickly....*sob*...I’m so sorry Ryuichi. I never should have left the two of them alone."

"You couldn't have known what Eiri would do," Ryuichi replied.

"I know what he's capable of," Tohma sniffled."The doctor says that Shuichi should be able to leave in another week or two, depending on how well he starts to heal. They say there is a possibility of trauma from the fracture. They have medicine already prepared and are going to start working with him in the next few days to test all his motor skills and memory and everything else to make sure hes functioning properly."

"Tohma...is Eiri in jail?" Ryuichi said, mustering as much of his calm nature as he could.

"No," Tohma replied, tears still running down his cheeks.

"Then where is he?" Ryuichi's tone darkened.

"Someplace special," Tohma replied."Someplace I had picked out just for you in case your mental break got reckless."

"What?"

"A special mental hospital," Tohma replied."I didn't have a choice. He was catatonic and unresponsive. The court would have gotten him on temporary insanity and he'd have served two years max in a normal mental hospital. This way, I made sure that he was put away safe. Away from everyone. He's gone far too long on his own whims. I thought I could watch over him and protect him. I realize I was trying to protect him from himself."

"He cant hurt Shuichi again?"

"No, Ryu-chan, he cant," Tohma leaned over and hugged the brunette.

" And Shuichi will be OK. He has to be right? He's been through a lot and he always comes out alright."

" He's going to need your help Ryuichi. He needs you to be stable and supporting. And we really don't know how bad off he's going to be." Tohma let Ryuichi out of the embrace. He has woken up a couple of times but he hasn't been able to speak with the tube in his throat. They'll be removing it soon. He's stable enough to breath on his own now. In fact the doctor should be back soon to do it. Maybe Shuichi will recognize you."

A while later the doctor came in with two nurses. " If the two of you will step out of the room we'll get this done a quickly as possible. We will also be cutting back on his pain medication. It will help him heal faster."

Tohma and Ryuichi walked out into the hall. " Let's get some coffee OK?"

" I can't have coffee Tohma. But, you can have coffee. I'll have some water. It's time for me to take my meds anyway."

" Ok."

They sat and drank their drinks in the cafeteria before heading back to the room. The found the doctor in the hall.

" How is he doc?"

" He seems a little out of it but that is to be expected. Maybe it would do him good to see you both."

Tohma touched Ryuichi's arm. " Why don't you go see him first."

" Alright." Ryuichi walked into the room and pulled back the curtain.

Shuichi looked up from where he lay on the bed. His voice was raspy. " S.. sakuma-san? What are you doing here?"

" I came to see you silly." Ryuichi walked over sitting on the edge of the bed. " How are you feeling?"

" My head hurts. How did I get here? And how come your not at the hospital? Did you escape? You promised you would stay."

" I did stay. You got hurt Shuichi. You've been asleep. But your going to be ok. I'll take care of you." Ryuichi kissed his cheek.

" Can we go home? I’m tired."

" We can't go home yet. Just go to sleep. I'll stay here."

" Ok." Shuichi closed his eyes drifting off to sleep.

Ryuichi waited a few minutes and stepped out into the hall.

" How is he?"

" He doesn't know why he's here."

The doctor walked up. " It's common for people with severe head trauma to not remember what happened. He'll probably never remember. It would be best to tell him when he's ready. Hes probably still to out of it right now."

" I'll tell him when I think he can handle it." The doctor left and he turned back to Tohma. " I still don't trust you Tohma but thank you for taking care of Shuichi."

" It's the least I could do. If you'll excuse me I have a meeting."

" Tohma... don't ever let me find out where Eiri is. I'll probably kill him."

" I know. Just take care of shuichi. Don't worry about what I’m doing. I won't interfere with you two."

Three months later....

"Shuichi!" the older man whined.

"I'm not asking you to come with me," the pink haired boy dressed himself."I just have to do this now. I finally remember what happened...I have to go see him."

"I.."

"I know how upset you are about this," the boy kissed his older lover."I love you, nothing will change that, Ryuichi. I would love it if you could come with me, but I wont force you to. I know you cant forgive him."

"I'll come," Ryuichi said defeated."For you."

"Thank you," the pink haired boy wrapped his arms around his lover."I'll go call Tohma!"

They were sitting in the back of Tohma's car, riding through the streets of Tokyo. The older blonde man was surprised when the pink haired singer called him to see Yuki Eiri of all people. He couldn't help but think that he was responsible for everything that had happened. If only he hadn’t tried to help Eiri the way he did so many years ago. If only he could have seen the way his beloved would turn out, he never would have tried to shield him so much. The damage was irreversible, that bastard of a man had left a deep chasm in Eiri's heart and mind. Tohma sighed as he pulled up to the facility. He flashed his visitors card and was waved on through.

They went into the building that was plain white on the outside. Anyone would think it was a hospital by looking at it. But they ventured down to the basement level that was split into four areas. It looked like an apartment or something. They found Eiri typing on his computer in his study. The blonde looked up when he sensed intruders. He first noticed Tohma, the blonde had frequently come to visit him. then his gaze trailed to the slightly shorter brunette standing beside him, Sakuma Ryuichi. One of the people that Eiri hated.

"Doshite?" the blonde asked."Doshite no Sakuma Ryuichi? Did you think that I would be happy about this?"

"Iie, Eiri-san," Tohma stepped forward, revealing a short pink haired boy standing behind the two of them.

"Shuichi," the blonde gasped. "Daijoubu?"

"Hai, I’m fine," Shuichi stepped forward."I came to see you, Eiri-kun. Sakuma-san is with me. I apologize for the intrusion, but I had to come see you now...now that I remember what happened that night."

"Shuichi, gomen nasai, gomen nasai...onegai...aishiteru," the blonde broke down in front of them. "Onegai..forgive me.."

"I have already forgiven you, Eiri-kun," Shuichi knelt down beside the heap of man on the floor. " I loved you with all my heart once, Eiri. I hoped that it could help you in some way, but I realize now that I was making things worse. I'm sorry for all of the things I pushed on you. I know that I'm not the only one to blame in all of this, but I want you to know that I had the best intentions. "

"No, it was me...I couldn't admit that I loved you back then...I was hurting so much from the betrayal of my sensei..." Eiri started crying."I’m glad you forgive me though. I’m happy that I didn't screw you up the way I had been."

"I am happy now," Shuichi smiled."I have someone who loves me dearly."

"Shindou! That's a bit much," Tohma said sharply." I thought you said you wouldn't upset him if I brought you here?"

"He needs to hear the truth, Seguchi-sama," Shuichi looked back at the other two men, tears trailing down his cheeks."He doesn’t need to be shielded anymore."

"Shuichi.." Eiri looked up at his former lover."I still love you so much."

" I know," Shuichi turned back to the blonde."I still care for you, but I'm not willing to turn both our lives upside down again. We are both where we're supposed to be. And I love Sakuma-san now. But that doesn’t mean you should wallow in your pity like you did before. You should become stronger. Show Yuki that he wasn’t your breaking point. Show everyone that you are still a man, even with the pain. Carry it in your heart, but don’t let it weigh you down anymore. You are a good man, and one day you'll be able to make someone very happy. I hope that you'll allow me to stick around so I can see that day."

"I..." Eiri wiped away his tears."Thank you for not hating me. Even though I've done so much, you still want to be my friend. I've hurt you so badly, and you are willing to just forgive me. You are so very special, Shuichi. I hope you can one day show the whole world with your music how special you are. I hope that i can also be there for that day."

"Thank you Eiri-san," Shuichi pulled the older man into a hug."We can still be friends, Eiri, if you want."

"Yeah," the blonde sighed. "I'd really like that."

"We should go for today, I think Eiri has had enough emotional trauma," Tohma said softly.

"We'll go so you can rest, Eiri," Shuichi pulled away from the hug."I'll be sure to come back and visit you again soon."

"Thank you," Eiri said, burying his face in his hands once the pink haired boy stood up.

"Goodbye for now Eiri-san," Shuichi said before walking over to his lover.

"Goodbye Eiri," Tohma said before leading the other two men out.

Shuichi and Ryuichi sat in the backseat together as Tohma drove them back home. Shuichi leaned against the older man, smiling. The brunette put an arm around him and held him closer still.

"You made me so proud back there," Ryuichi whispered in his ear."You really are something special."

"I couldn't find it in my heart to hate him, not even after all that happened. He wasn’t the only one to blame after all. We all did our parts," Shuichi replied."Its only fair that we all give each other a second chance."

"Yeah, you're right," the brunette replied, looking up into the rear view mirror at the blonde driving and smiling."We all deserve a second chance."

Shuichi nodded his head and closed his eyes. Tohma looked back in the mirror and smiled at the lovers. Things didn't exactly turn out the way he would have imagined. Although it seemed that this was the best result any of them could hope for. All of them had a second chance to atone for the mistakes of the past. Tohma smiled to himself and turned on the radio. Low and behold it was Ryuichi's voice singing on the radio station. Tohma remembered the song. It was produced by himself,Seguchi Tohma, sung by Sakuma Ryuichi, written by Yuki Eiri and for Shindou Shuichi. The blonde started humming it lowly as he drove through the streets of Tokyo.
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