Bruised Memories | By : Chloboshoka Category: +G to L > Loveless Views: 2549 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The lights in the bright and fashionable looking bedroom, were switched by just one click of the small switch by Soubi. Nervous waves slashed Ritsuka as he witnessed Soubi strip from his jacket and lose white top. The younger boy gasped as he secretly became aroused from the thought of Soubi being naked. He had a feeling that something was going to happen. His arms and chest felt rough and itchy due to another corruption from his mother.
He had to escape, the bruised memories were terrible and he felt like he need just a week with Soubi. He was very relieved when Soubi delightfully invited him to stay at his department. In fact, he felt even better that Soubi had extended the time. Soubi told him that he could stay as long as he wanted and that he would prefer it, if he stayed with him permanently. That way, Soubi could easily protect Ritsuka and honor Seimei's memory.
Ritsuka looked at himself in the mirror, he managed to see his weary face. His stomach was churning as he saw the bare chest of Soubi. It was almost midnight, and Ritsuka was extremely tired and Soubi was quite hungry. The tall man with long hair licked his lips in a sense of graceful excitement.
Ritsuka became even more nervous as Soubi's lustful face became too irritating to bare. Yes, Ritsuka did like Soubi and he knew that Soubi was deeply in love with him, yet sometimes, Ritsuka felt strange and funny around him. Soubi stepped closer to the young boy as his strong hand slid around his chest and his chin rested against Ritsuka's furry innocent cat ears. Ritsuka was still a young innocent virgin and he was getting a feeling that Soubi was going to steal his innocence.
Did he really need the innocence? He loved Soubi with all his heart and he was precious and perfect for him, however he felt that he wasn't perfect for Soubi. Ritsuka was skinny, appeared rather girlish and suffered from his amnesia. Ritsuka was aware that he had so many flaws in his looks and personality. He could never be as beautiful as his brother, Seimei.
Soubi was perfect, his small glasses up to his nose expressed his intelligence. The structure of his face was perfect and masculine and his long locks of angelic blonde hair was a great compliment to his beauty. Clothes always looked amazing on him and his power was simply amazing. Soubi was so perfect, Ritsuka found it very difficult to describe.
Ritsuka grunted in a high pitched voice as Soubi's hand and active fingers poked his chest playfully as he planted kisses on his cheek. His mother, Misaki wouldn't be happy if she found out that Ritsuka would have lost his cat ears. If he lost his virginity, he would lose the cat ears as well.
"S-Soubi ..." Ritsuka whispered as crystal droplets near the corners of his eyes as Soubi removed his top. "I'm scared Soubi."
"No need to be scared," Soubi kindly whispered as he twirled him over for eye contact. "I will do anything to keep you safe." Soubi then stared at the bruises that were marked on Ritsuka's chest. The bruises were red and brown as he saw the stained skin circulating the bruises. The marks from his mother, were awfully severe. He remembered when Ritsuka was crying because of the wounds from his mother, then the next day, he couldn't remember a thing about his abuse.
Ritsuka's brother, Seimei had always protected him from his abusive mother. Seimei had meant the world to Ritsuka, until the day he died. He was left with no security and struggled with his lack of ability to trust and inability to accept compliments. By the request of Ritsuka's brother, Soubi came to him generously. Soubi fought elegantly in battle, in his pacifist nature Ritsuka did not wish to be a sacrifice nor to fight.
However, he was unable to fight his feelings for Soubi, they were too strong for him to withdraw. Despite it, his memory would still fade, wash away and swim right back for him, like a lonely active sea wave constantly leaving and returning. The beautiful painting hanging on the wall; he never re-called the picture being there and he never knew that Soubi was such an excellent artist. The pure white butterflies, that where crowded around the green trees around the forest, reminded him of a certain place; if only he didn't have the amnesia, he would have known it like his name.
"That place," Ritsuka mouthed as he pointed at the painting, "in that painting, it looks so familiar, yet I can't remember it!"
Soubi gently smiled as he stroked the young boy's cheek as he bent down, buried his face in Ritsuka's and then kissed him. He closed his eyes as his back fainted onto the bouncy mattress that gave them a rather bouncy landing. Ritsuka sunk into the mattress as the much taller Soubi laid on top of him.
Their tongues were placed lying next to each other as the movements of dance they created increased the tension. The tears rolled down his face as Ritsuka remembered the scenery. The beautiful butterflies and the trees around them. The first kiss they shared and the first Soubi admitted that he had loved him.
They were making memories together as Ritsuka felt Soubi remove his skinny dark jeans as Soubi planted kisses to his cheek, his neck, his chest, his stomach, near his belly bottom, and near his waist. He removed his boxers along with the jeans as they joined the ground. The tail, that Ritsuka owned was moving along the bed as it rustled the sheets. Ritsuka held onto his tail and ears, knowing he was just about to lose them.
"No need to fear," Soubi assured as he got himself completely naked. He stroked Ritsuka like dear pet. "You will lose your ears and tail, but I assure you, it will be worth it."
"How?" Ritsuka held onto his tail and ear in an even tighter grip as he felt his penis rub against Soubi's genitalia.
"I'm showing you, how much I love you!"
"Ahh," Ritsuka moaned as he felt his tail slowly becoming lose and breaking away. He felt the kisses planted by Soubi around his penis and the rest of the genitalia, Ritsuka felt hopeless and froze as he held onto his braking tail and weary ears. Ritsuka's legs were shaking vividly as he felt Soubi's erotic tongue and peach lips engulf his manhood as his own head circulated around that area. Ritsuka clenched his eyes, tightening his mouth at the same causing muffling noises.
The tail of innocence had vanished as Ritsuka's fist clenched in a huge grip that was so tight it was painful. He wanted to let go, yet he was too frozen to let go. He felt the heat from the massively passionate ways, that gave him intense feelings that Ritsuka had never dreamed of having. The crimson passion running through his veins. The beautiful man creating love with him. The beautiful man who announced that his brother, was his God. "Seimei is my God!"
"Why are you doing this to me?" Asked Ritsuka in a loud voice filled with shyness. He pushed Soubi away as he sat up on the bed. "Do you really love me?" Ritsuka demanded to know. "Are you just using me for sex? Or just saying you love me because of Seimei?"
"I have never lied to you," Soubi bowed as his hands crawled on Ritsuka's back as he carefully tossed him over. "I meant it I said those words, I meant them!"
"Sex does not equal love," Ritsuka stated straight away. Soubi leaned over and nibbled onto his human ear. The words that Ritsuka was about to say, were forgotten and had melted in his brain. Ritsuka felt his back silently touching the wider chest of Soubi as Ritsuka held onto his ears tightly as he felt Soubi create a tight grip as he felt his penis drive up, shattering his virginity. Ritsuka screamed as felt the grinding pain on his anus as he clenched onto his furry cat ears, hoping they would stay on.
The tears rolled down his face as the pain continued for him as Soubi's thrusting routine was slow and was speeding up. "Relax Ritsuka," Whispered Soubi as he pampered the back of the young boy's neck with small to nibble like kisses "You'll enjoy it!". Ritsuka knew that this love was real, love hurts and the passion had existed, he was very much in love and agonizing pain. He sobbed as the marks on his shoulders were starting to get irritating as well.
He was finding it difficult to relax as the passion had suddenly stabbed him in the brain. Ritsuka moaned as he was starting to feel the slight pleasure from the act of intercourse. He felt a mixture of pure emotions and sudden tiredness. Pleasure and pain, love and hate, awake and tired, alive and dead and hungry and needing. As he was adjusting to the thrusting that was pumping in between his buttocks, he found himself begging for more.
"SOUBI... I like it..." Ritsuka mouthed as felt Soubi withdraw from him. Soubi then tossed him over to the front as he rested his head on his chest. Ritsuka's cat ears had officially vanished and he found out that Soubi was right; it was worth it indeed. "Do you have any fake ears?" Ritsuka asked as he knew that losing his ears at such a young age would not cause a very happy reaction at school and for his mother. His head was massaged by Soubi as he got used to his lost tail and ears.
"No," Soubi said. "But I'll buy you some fake ears and tails don't worry about it!" He smiled as his long silky hair rested on Ritsuka's chest. "You have all the time you need to sort this out. For now you can just lay with me tonight."
Ritsuka closed his eyes as he granted Soubi permission to hold him into his arms and kissed him. Soubi gently smiled as he watched his younger lover fall to his slumber. He knew, that he was Ritsuka's perfect escape and will be willing to support him, in his bruised memories.
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