Lover in Me

It's funny how one can like someone who cherishes that person so deeply that you can never let your eyes off of her. When I first see her, I always mention her name. I can see her face, her smile. Your appearance always brightens up my day, no matter how I feel.



It's funny how one can dream of being with that special someone. I did. That dream was interesting and unique in a way. Every dream is all about this particular girl that I keep having. Unlike that last dream. It felt very odd to me that I accidentally wet myself. Then again, that dream I have with her was one heck of a dream that I would never forget.



It's funny when one does the honor of dating that special someone. I remember how that went. I felt extremely nervous as my thoughts of dating you was a wish that came so true, that I didn't have the words to make a conversation with you. It was nerve wrecking, but at least I made the best of it. I didn't know what was going through me but then...I felt as if you weren't the kind of person that would find me amusing, even if I make you happy. I let myself down. I did make the opportunity on dating you. However, I felt as if I was not good enough for you.



It's funny how I thought my best friend would have some liking towards you. I always thought that between you and him, you two would make a perfect match. However, its like you two never hook up with each other. It’s odd to me that the two of you are just friends, but then again, I never see it. I never see the connection. Nothing. Just when I think that the two of you would click together, it just never shows. I only see friends being friends. That's basically it.



But then I reflect back on my date. It might not be the best, due to my nerves, but it was a first for me. I don’t know if the words she said after the date was true, or my thoughts to be exact, but...what if...she did liked me? Not as a friend but... I can never be too sure.



I just have to find out.