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Aftermath	By : ShadowMelly Category: +. to F > Attack on Titan /Shingeki No Kyojin Views: 2381 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Shingeki No Kyojin (Attack on Titan) nor do I make any money on this fanfiction.

Chapter List
- 1-Aftermath
- 1
Blue eyes narrowed as they followed a dark haired man walking painfully straight towards his office. The way he carried himself, so confident, brought a spark of hope to the battered and broken soldiers. It was always like this. No matter what happened, as long as Humanity’s Strongest was with them, there was still hope. It was amazing really how someone could bring up that amount of morale with their presence alone. Every single one of them would follow Levi to death.
All of them…and Erwin. But Levi would never fool Erwin. Behind that powerful and seemingly indifferent persona lied a pitiful human being that was desperately clinging to the fleeting happy moments in his life; moments that were now bitter memories. He was denying himself the right to grieve for the sake of his duty. While the other soldiers cried, he was the one who showed them crying wouldn’t bring them back. While the others were in denial, he was the one who made sure the respective families were informed of the deceased.
It pained Erwin to see him like this. How long has Levi been carrying this burden? When did Levi decide that he had to be the strongest?
When the hall cleared and everyone was tucked in their beds, battling their inner demons, Erwin could not take it anymore. He silently made his way to Levi’s room. Pausing at the door, his lips frowned as he raised his fist to knock-
“Come in, Erwin.”
Sustaining a gasp of surprise, Erwin smirked in amusement before it quickly fell into his neutral features. He had never been the silent type.
Entering and closing the door slowly behind him, Erwin’s gaze shifted to the silhouette near the window. It did not surprise him that the room was pitch black. He could smell the lingering scent of cleaning products and it only made him feel even sadder for the man.
You can scrub away the filth but never the guilt, Levi.
As he carefully walked closer to him, he noticed he was holding a glass of wine in that weird manner of his. There was an almost empty bottle on the desk nearby and Erwin wondered how drunk Levi was.
“What do you want, Commander? Got any orders for me?”
His usual careful speech was tainted by a faint slur.
Quite drunk, I see. He’s going to lash out at me.
Of course, now was the part where he would throw all the guilt he was feeling to the nearest person which so happened to be Erwin.
Erwin kept his tone gentle and low.
“I know what you’re feeling, Levi.”
“Tsk!”
Levi looked at him in the eyes for the first time since they returned. His gaze transmitted outrage.
“Stop pretending like you care, Erwin! They’re gone! They’re gone and they’re not coming back!”
His voice seemed to crack at the end and he quickly looked back to the window. Erwin felt a spike of irritation but quickly reminded himself that Levi was just suffering too much.
“I am aware of that.”
Levi “tsked” again and downed the rest of the wine in one gulp. He set the glass down near the ledge of the window and headed wordlessly towards the desk. Without hesitation, he grabbed the bottle and threw it at Erwin, hitting the wall behind him and missing miserably.
The Commander blinked and took a deep breath while Levi chuckled humorlessly.
“I missed.”
Erwin crossed his arms and looked at him with pity. Levi held his gaze for some time before he looks away, his throat bobbing as he swallowed.
“Just leave me alone, Erwin…”
“No.”
Levi’s eyes widened. His entire body seemed to shake.
“Haven’t you done enough? Don’t you feel it too?”
His eyes seemed to search the other’s for…anything. He walked towards Erwin in unsteady legs; the alcohol kicking in. He lunged at Erwin, fist aiming for the Commander’s jaw but in his drunken state he only managed to miss again and fall down to the floor on his hands and knees. Erwin silently stared as sorrow completely overtook his Corporal’s body. He was staring at the floor, silently muttering their names, his expression being as guarded as ever save for his slightly more narrowed eyes.
“Eld…Gunther…Oluo…Petra…Petra!”
And just like that, Erwin crumbled with him, falling to his knees beside him and hugging him close to his chest as Levi uttered their names over…and over again. They stayed like that for a few minutes, before Levi suddenly stopped and looked up at him. Erwin raised shakily a hand to his cheek, showing that he was affected too. He then lamely added.
“It’s okay to cry, Levi…”
Levi scoffed and raised an eyebrow.
“I’m not drunk enough yet, Erwin.”
The Commander felt himself snort. It was amazing how Levi could still bring a little bit of amusement in a time like this. His eyes soon landed on Levi’s bed in front of them and he grunted as he pulled Levi up with him, somewhat dragging the small man to it. Noticing his intent, Levi laid down on the bed with a huff staring at Erwin with tired eyes.
The Commander started feeling a bit self conscious and cleared his throat as he made to leave. He was stopped though, as he felt the surprisingly warm grip of Levi’s hand on his arm. His touch was always so cold and infuriatingly clean.
“Erwin…stay…please.”
Erwin’s eyebrow rose at that as he couldn’t even imagine how much it must have cost to Levi saying that. Well…it might help that he was intoxicated but still.
So because of that effort, Erwin turned and sat down at the edge of the bed. They spent a few more comfortable minutes in silence, thinking, when Erwin broke it.
“Are you going to be okay?”
Levi, whose eyes had closed, opened one to look at him, his delicate lips set once again on their everlasting frown. Erwin felt a bit idiotic for that question. Levi’s other eye opened to now stare at him openly before he simply shrugged.
“The only thing I can do…is make sure their deaths were not in vain…just like the others.”
Erwin nodded before silence fell over them once again. Though this one felt tense for some reason.
“Erwin?”
“Yes?”
Levi gulped.
“Why are we alive?”
Erwin sighed before he stood up, his hand brushing his neat blonde hair. As his question was only met with silence once again, Levi turned his back to the Commander.
“I see…”
What was happening to them? The tension now was choking them both, threatening to take over their minds. They felt an intense anger and respect towards each other. The room felt cold and dead.
Knowing he would probably regret this later, Erwin laid down next to Levi on the bed and once again pulled him close to his strong chest. Levi could feel his beating heart, the strong thump thump resonating in his ears, telling him that there was life after all. That for once, he was not alone. Their bodies were so close and Erwin noticed they both hadn’t changed their clothes as they were still in their uniforms. The harnesses and tight material felt uncomfortable against their skin and they both winced. Erwin’s hands automatically reached to undo the leather straps while Levi simply watched, his pale skin now tinted with a slight rosy blush. The alcohol was heating him up and his movements were sluggish as he tried to undo his own harness.
Erwin’s boots followed and they fell softly on the floor. His eyes fell on Levi having difficulties with his attire and without thinking, Erwin reached to help him. Levi’s hands stopped in mid air as he looked at Erwin with half lidded eyes. The Commander’s face was inches away from his but his blue eyes were concentrated on his task. In the darkness Levi saw the sharpness of his features, the heavy weight of his duty wearing down on him, making him look older. Levi raised a hand and caressed his cheek, suddenly fascinated by the way Erwin flinched away, the way his eyes quickly shifted to his, silently questioning. He then looked at the always neat blonde hair and felt an urge to ruffle it, to wreak havoc on his perfection.
So he did.
Erwin couldn’t contain a shiver as those delicate fingers carefully weaved through his hair, his usual hairstyle being undone almost sweetly. He could feel the beginnings of a hunger surging through his body, a hunger he hasn’t felt for a long time. His life was dedicated to his duty; he didn’t have time for such things.
So why was it happening now, in Levi’s unconscious seduction?
Stop. Levi…
But he didn’t stop. His emotionless gaze pierced his, his small lips parted and a tongue wetted them, inviting him. A click sounded as the last one of the leather straps was undone, Erwin’s hands accidentally brushing Levi’s inner thighs as he pulled them away. Levi’s breath hitched and he blamed the alcohol when he shamelessly pulled Erwin’s body on top his and wrapped his legs around his waist.
Erwin grunted and closed his eyes.
“Levi, you’re drunk…”
The Corporal’s arms were next as they wrapped around his shoulders and squeezed him closer. Erwin was careful to keep a little distance to not crush the smaller man and for his own sanity too. How long has it been since he had such a willing body underneath him like this? Levi’s caresses were as intoxicating as the wine he could smell on the other’s breath.
“Erwin…”
His name never sounded so good.
“Erwin…please…”
His eyes squeezed shut tighter as he tried to ignore the pitiful pleas the mighty Levi had been reduced to. This didn’t feel right. He hated seeing him like this.
“Just this once…”
No…
“We can pretend it never happened…”
Hearing that, Erwin felt a painful tug at his heart and a bitter taste in his mouth. The insistent roll of Levi’s hips against his was slowly tearing away at his will. He shouldn’t…but it felt so right. He just wanted this pathetic side of Levi gone.
He opened his eyes and as he faced Levi again, he felt himself fall limp. His lips brushed against the others, sighing at their softness. It was unfair how such a distant and cold person could make him feel so welcome in his embrace. Levi gave a small whimper and raised his head for a full kiss. They moved slowly, sensuously, before Erwin found it too much. He growled and pushed his tongue into Levi’s mouth, tasting the alcohol and for once that didn’t bother him anymore. His hands frantically pulled at Levi’s clothes while the other clumsily tried to do the same to him. Soon, the smaller man was naked underneath him while he only had managed to get his shirt off. Levi’s hands roamed his chest, leaving a trail of desire wherever they went. Erwin grunted and led the other’s hands to his belt, helping him undo it before his pants and underwear followed, leaving him equally naked.
Erwin moaned softly at the feeling of their bare bodies touching and he allowed himself to caress the other’s body. He found Levi nothing short of beautiful, pale skin and a sinewy lean frame. He was incredibly attractive, both for men and women.
His hips bucked as he felt the other’s touch on his manhood, stroking him. He buried his face on the Corporal’s neck, not bothering to retain his moans anymore while Levi panted in his ear. His hands trailed down the other’s legs, spreading them wider as he raised himself to his knees. Levi released his grip on him and gripped the sheets as he groaned softly. Erwin started stroking him, his lust increasing as he watched Levi arch on the bed. Looking down, he swallowed before lowering himself and taking the other into his mouth.
“Shit!”
Levi brought a fist to his mouth and bit into it. His groans came out muffled as his Commander licked around his shaft before sucking. Erwin couldn’t help but moan and the vibrations made Levi shiver and roll his hips wildly, taking himself deeper into the other’s hot mouth. He was on the verge of orgasm before Erwin stopped, his mouth releasing him with a soft pop as he smirked at the frustrated whimpers coming from Levi. He brought three fingers to his own mouth and sucked them, making sure they were coated well in his saliva, before he brought them down the other’s entrance. He circled around it, looking up at Levi’s eyes. Levi “tsked” and looked away, giving a miniscule nod.
Erwin swallowed once again, as he pushed the first finger in and gasped at the heat and tightness enveloping him. Levi let out a pained groan as he took deep breaths, trying to relax. Erwin frowned in concern and tenderly wiped away the layer of sweat starting to form on Levi’s forehead. Levi growled and slapped his hand away.
“Fuck…Erwin…just hurry up…”
Erwin’s lips thinned and he started pumping his finger in and out, listening to Levi’s heavy breathing and occasional groans.
“Urgh…it’s been too long…”
Erwin frowned at that, the prospect of Levi doing this with someone else angering him for some reason. He sped up and Levi yelped in pain, his head raising a bit to look at him with slightly widened eyes. If Levi wanted him to hurry up, then there was no time to waste.
He soon added a second finger, pumping some more before scissoring. Levi’s groans of pain were quickly rising in volume before his body had a violent spasm and a whole different kind of moan slipped out of his lips. It was loud, long and sultry.
“Oh fuck, Erwin, do that again…”
Eager to hear that moan again and again, Erwin added a third finger, ignoring the whimper of pain before searching for that heavenly spot. Levi’s pale, muscled thighs trembled under the strain of pain and pleasure, a layer of sweat glistening in his body.
Entranced, Erwin’s cock throbbed and he could not wait anymore. He removed his fingers and positioned himself between Levi’s legs. He raised the other’s hips slightly and poked at his entrance. Levi pulled him in for a kiss; their tongues stroking each other as Erwin slowly pushed himself in. Levi gave a loud gasp and threw his head back, his eyes squeezed shut and his nails clawed at Erwin’s flexing shoulders. Erwin frowned and bit at his lip, as he sank halfway before pulling out slowly. Levi laughed breathlessly before moaning as Erwin pushed all the way in. They stayed still for a few seconds, gasping for air. Blonde wet strands stick on Erwin’s forehead. So much heat…
Levi whimpered and moved his hips and Erwin started thrusting. His groans, Levi’s pants and the creaking of the bed were the only sounds in the room.
“Yes…yes!”
Erwin sped up; Levi’s moans and occasional cursing spurring him on, making him feel hotter. He had to relieve himself of this heat yet he felt like he could happily melt in it. His hands gripped Levi’s hips, raising them a little more and hitting that spot just right. Levi’s moans became higher pitched, his expression was one of pure bliss as he desperately clawed at the sheets, his hands in constant motion, not knowing what to do with them.
“Oh! Fuck…Erwin!”
That’s it…say my name…
He made use of the other’s flexibility and pushed his legs close to his chest, spreading him wider. Erwin’s arms were on each side of Levi’s head, shaking from the strain of holding himself up while wildly thrusting into him. Levi reached up and licked at his bobbing throat, releasing a moan of contentment. The slam of the headboard against the wall, the sound of skin slapping skin, their moans, their pants…it was just so much for Erwin. There were just too many details for this to be the most pleasurable night of his life yet.
The feeling of Levi’s hands roaming his body.
“Erwin…”
The tight and unbearable coil burning up in his groin.
“Erwin…fuck…”
Their tongues dancing as they engaged in another fiery kiss.
“Erwin…!”
He had never felt so close to anyone.
“Levi!”
He groaned out that name and poured all his pleasure into it as his orgasm wrecked his body, his hips bucking uncontrollably into Levi. Levi flinched, his muscles hurting all over from being manhandled as he arched his back, reaching his own peak. Erwin grunted, thrusting harshly one more time before carefully letting himself fall on top of Levi, panting. Levi’s legs relaxed and lowered on the bed. His arms enveloped Erwin’s bulky torso and he sighed. His eyelids were starting to drop as exhaustion started taking over.
Erwin huffed before rolling away. He stared at the ceiling, hearing Levi moving beside him. Glancing at him, Levi’s back was turned to him; his breathing slowing. It then hit Erwin full force what they just did.
He brought a hand to his face and wiped away the sweat. What was he going to do? So much fucked up shit going on and now he would have to deal with a possibly furious and hangover Levi tomorrow. Sighing, he turned and hesitatingly pulled Levi close to him, careful not to wake him. Though Levi was so out he doubted he was capable of waking him right now. He wrapped an arm around the other’s waist, spooning him, and buried his face on his neck, breathing in the scent of Levi and sex combined. In his fantasies, he was sure he could gladly get used to the smell. He yawned, too tired to worry for his life at the moment. He would just to wait for what was to come in the morning.
“Why are we alive?”
His eyes closed shut; Levi’s question his last conscious thought before he gave in to the darkness of sleep.
Author’s Note: Aaaaand it’s done! This is actually my first yaoi lemon so I hope I didn’t do too badly. I tried to keep it in character as much as possible so it turned out to be a bit long. I think this is my longest lemon yet xD Hope you liked it!
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