Vanilla

Title: Vanilla
Author: Malfoy
Archive: Absolute Yaoi; If you want it lemme know.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Tasuki x Nuriko
Warnings: YAOI!!! GRAPHIC LEMON!!! Sap, angst, OOC, songfics, POV
Notes: The POV\'s kind of weird . . . but deal. It\'s experimental! (Even though I\'ve done one fic
like this before.) Song lyrics are in both English and Japanese . . . the English may not be very
accurate as they are fan translations but deal!
~italics~: song lyrics

~ Kimi wa seijitsu na moralist
kirei na yubi de boku o nazoru~
***
~You\'re an honest moralist
You trace me with your pretty finger~

Long, wet violet hair drapes over my chest as you trail kisses along my stomach. You blow
gently into my belly button before dipping your tongue into the shallow crevice. You pull away
to lay beside me. Your mouth moves to my neck. Biting, licking, kissing as a hand travels over
my body.

I shudder in pure pleasure. Your cold hands ghosting over my nipples, sending goose bumps and
shivers of awaited pleasure through my body. How I love it so.

~Boku wa junisui na terrorist
kimi no omou ga mama ni kakume ga okiru~
***
~I\'m a pure terrorist
Your thoughts are rising like a revolution~

I lay against the bed sheets letting you take control of me. My mouth hangs open, allowing gasps,
moans and words of pleasure to escape them as you nibble my ear lobe.

You whisper soft words, telling me exactly what you want to do to me, exactly how you want me
to respond and exactly how you want to see me come . . .

\"Do you know what I want to do to you?\" You whisper into my ear as I shake my head even
though I know exactly what you\'re going to tell me.

~Koi ni shibarareta specialist
nagai tsume o taterareta boku~
***
~A specialist bound by romance
Long fingernails got me erect~

You move to my other ear to nibble and finish the answer to your rhetorical question.

\"I want to give you immense pleasure then make you beg for me. I want to ride your hips the way
you love so much and I want to feel you come inside me like so many times before.\"

I swallow hard at your words, knowing they\'re getting me in trouble. Knowing they\'re getting me
aroused. You straddle my legs, tracing the curves of my muscled stomach. Allowing your hands
to rest on the forming bulge in my pants, your fingers play so teasingly with the waistband.
Gently your fingernails scratch the head of my cock. Pleasure, pain, torture . . . I know you\'re
going to give me all that I long for from no one else but you.

~Ai no tashikametai egoist
kimi no oku made tadoritsukitai~
***
~An egoist who wants to confirm love
I want to struggle on until I\'m inside of you~

Your hands continuously play with my waistband, mindlessly play with the hidden curls
surrounding my arousal. You know exactly how to get me going. I hate it and love it at the same
time. Hate it because you often torture me when I least expect it and most want release. Love it
because it brings me so much pleasure . . . It brings you pleasure.

I love how you torture and pleasure me with expertise.

Your lips play with my nipples, pinching, sucking, kissing them. Your tongue licks and brings
my nipples to hardness allowiou tou to play with them until they become sore from too much
pleasure.

~Kimi no kao ga toozakaru
ah boku wa boku de nakunaru mae ni~
***
~You keep yourself at a distance
ah Before I get lost in myself~

I reach for the robe that you wear for nights like this. When it\'s cold and raining and you can\'t
wait for me to come to you. It\'s become almost routine now, you bathe and wait for me in your
quarters. You wait for me to come to fuck you. You wait for me and only me.

It\'s funny how if anyone else enters the room before me, you simply reject my offer. You don\'t
speak or anything. Instead, you simply roll over and pretend to sleep. But I know that you want
me and it kills me that you never speak of those certain nights.

Most of all, it kills me that this relationship never leaves this confinement. If it was up to me,
Miaka, Hotohori, Tamahome, Mitsukake and the whole lot of them would know. I wouldn\'t care.
I\'d claim my love for in in front of them . . .

~Aishite mo ii kai?
yureru yoru ni~
***
~Is it ok to love too?
In the shaking night~

You don\'t know how much I truly love you and how this type of relationship hurts to be in. You
still think of and care for Hotohori even if you claim you don\'t want him any more and you are
\"So over him.\" I hate the fact that I may never receive the type of love from you that you gave to
him.

~Aru ga mama de ii yo
motto fukaku~
***
~It\'s good as it is
More Deeper~

You remove your robe with such elegance, such smoothness, letting it pool around your waist
before you slide it off my legs and onto the floor. My hands caress your hips. The way tfit fit
together is so perfect.

Leaning back, your hands resting on my knees, you let me admire your beautifully nude form.
Your erection stands against your stomach, dripping with lust and want . . . just like your eyes.
Strange as that may sound, your eyes tell me how much you want me . . . every day I have to
face that. Whenever I see it, I can\'t wait to hold you . . .

~Kuruoshii kurai ni nareta kuchibiru ga
tokeau hodo ni~
***
~As those almost maddening lips
ve gve got used to melt together~

I would say kiss you . . . but now that I think about it, I\'ve never kissed you before. Well, I\'ve
never kissed your lips. I\'ve kissed every inch of your body but not once have I kissed your lips.
You haven\'t let me yet. Every time I\'ve tried to kiss you so far, you shove me away and giggle
like it\'s some deranged joke.

And I can\'t stand it anymore.

I can\'t stand not being able to kiss your lips and actually taste you.

~Boku wa... kimi no... Vanilla~
***
~I am... your... Vanilla~

I unsuspectingly turn you over, capturing you under me. Your eyes widen and I laugh. My hands
capture yours in an attempt to not be shoved away again.

You have no idea how maddening it is not being able to kiss you.

But, now I win and I\'ll get my kiss.

I lean forward and press my lips to yours. You struggle to be set free from my captivity until my
tongue flicks across your lips and you release a soft moan into my mouth. I breathe in your moan,
allowing the electricity, the pleasure from the kiss replace the blood that runs through my veins.

I kiss you passionately. Slowly releasing your hands. Slowly rocking my body against yours.
Slowly falling more in love than I ever have before.

~\"...nante kidorisugi\"
sonna cool na kimi wa plastic~
***
~\"...you\'re too affected\"
You\'re cool like plastic~

\"You\'re going to regret doing that.\"

You speak. Your soft words barely above a whisper. I laugh as I pull my lips away from yours
and look into your eyes that now no longer show lust, only want.

I stroke your still wet hair wanting to ask why but suddenly too afraid to know. ‘If he leaves me
because of one mouth to mouth kiss then so be it but honestly, it was the best minute of my life,
the best feeling I\'ve ever felt.\'

Your hands snake down my body to push my pants down my legs as I kiss your neck. I kiss and
lick your jaw line, listening to you as you squeal in pleasure.

~Atsui menazashi ni wa ecologist
sono moeru kuchizuke ga modokashii~
***
~With hot looks like an ecologist
those burning kisses are irritating~

I pull away and remove my pants from my body. You watch me and lick your lips so seductively
as you eye my swollen erection.

You rise to rest against your elbows then gently, smoothly rise to your knees. You wrap your
arms around my neck, pulling my mouth to yours once again. Our tongues war in excitement...
they war as if they\'ve finally found each other and don\'t want to be alone again.

I wrap you up in my arms, holding you tightly against my body and feel your heart pound against
my chest with so much fervor. I lay you back on the bed, feeling an emptiness as our lips part.

~Yugandeiku kimi no kao ga
ah boku ga boku de iraremasu you ni~
***
~Your distorting face is
ah I\'ll do it myself~

I allow my mouth to descend upon your waiting cock. Let my hands play with the coarse, violet
curls that surround it. My tongue gladly caresses each inch of your sensitive flesh, making you
jump in pleasure and grab the bright red locks of my hair urging me to continue.

My mouth sucks your flesh gingerly. It moves carefully to the hilt, taking you all in and loving it.
I begin to feed off of your moans of pleasure. I give you the sensations you love to receive – and I
love to give you.

Pulling away slightly, I coax you to spread your legs for me to expose your hidden entrance. I
watch you as you open yourself up to me. All sense of self-security is gone. All sense of security
has been given to me.

~Aishite mo ii kai?
yureru yoru ni~
***
~Is it okay to love, too?
In the shaking night~

I lean down to kiss your lips again. I kiss you just to thank you for giving me the chance to
protect you, the chance to love you – if only for the few hours I share your bed.

~Aru ga mama de ii yo
motto hayaku~
***
~It\'s good as it is
m more faster~

I move back down your body, to your parted legs. I push your knees up to your chest giving me
more access to your entrance. Lowering my head, I suck on each of your balls until I hear you
beg for me to move lower.

My tongue invades the soft skin leading to your puckered flesh. I sense you grabbing the sheets
as my tongue teases your flesh. I allow my tongue to enter your tight, hot entrance, eliciting soft,
quiet screams of pleasure.

One hand holds your hip, nails digging into your flesh forbidding you to thrust into me. The other
hand firmly holds your cock, moving up and down so swiftly it smears the pre-come along your
shaft.

Faster. Faster. Faster.

My mouth and my hand bring you to a shuddering climax. My tongue travels from your entrance,
along your balls and along your cock. My mouth covers your softening cock to catch any semen
trying to escape. I lick and swallow any sign of your release from your body.

~Kurushii kurai ni nureta kuchibiru ga
kotoba nante mou~
***
~The almost painful lips
I\'ve gotten used to are just words~

Caresses so gentle, they could turn evil into pure goodness travel up my back as my mouth comes
in contact with your neck.

\"You are so good to me,\" your words sting.

They remind me that the caresses, the kisses, the love won\'t leave this room. They remind me
I\'m really alone – a single, and desperate pervert who can\'t get enough of you. I laugh against
your flesh, concealing the pain within me.

~kimi to boku
not Burning love~
***
~You and I are
not Burning love~

\"What\'s so funny?\"

Your voice still rasps, it\'s still a rough breath against my cheek. I ignore your question and
capture your lips with mine. I shush you with my tongue, turn us over and thrust up for my hips
to meet yours. Gently you bite my bottom lip as you pull away.

\"What\'s so funny?\"

You ask again. I know I can\'t ignore it this time.

\"If I\'m so good to you, let me love you.\"

I tell you my request. You bring my left hand up to your grinning mouth and kiss it like a sir
would do to his lady at a ball.

\"That\'s what I\'m doing, isn\'t it?

~Ah itsuka asa o mukaereba
Ah yoru wa owaru no darou ka~
***
~Ah if we welcome how many mornings
Ah will the nights probably stop~

Not wanting to explain, I just nod my head and give a faux grin... just to please you.

As you touch and suck random places on my body I begin to wonder if a relationship with you
really is what I want. Would things change? Would they stay the same?

Would it be like a child begging for something he wants until he finally gets it and discovers he
doesn\'t like it at all?

I shake it off knowing I\'m in love with you. Knowing I\'ve trto cto change my mind so many
times, so many times but I\'ve never succeeded. I\'ve never gone more than a whole two minutes
thinking I can love someone else.

I know that once I\'m with you and once we have each other, forever can finally begin and I\'ll be
fine. I\'ll be just fine.

~Ah sora ni chiribamerareta
Ah shiroi hana ni kako mareta yuku~
***
~Ah scattered in the sky
Ah white flowers surround us and die~

You honestly have no idea how I feel when I\'m with you.

No idea.

\"Did you know that I\'d be perfectly fine with the world collapsing around us right now?\"

I whisper, not caring how stupid or far-fetched the question sounds.

\"Why?\"

\"Because I have you with me.\"

My hand cups your cheek. It runs through your wet locks.

~Aishite mo ii kai?
yureru yoru ni~
***
~Is it okay to love too?
In the shaking night~

Your eyes stare deep into mine. I see them coming. Tears.

I see them until you shake your head and pretend nothing happened.

~Aru ga mama de ii yo
\"I\'ve seen a tail\"~
***
~It\'s good as it is
\"I\'ve seen a tail\"~

You reach over my body to the night stand and pick up the vial of oil you keep. You place it in
my hand, and sit up on your knees as you straddle my legs.

I sit up, dipping my fingers into the vial like so many times before. I reach between your legs in
search of your entrance. Back and forth, my fingers slide across your puckered flesh.

I watch your cock get harder at my touch. I feel mine get harder at the soft whimpers you release.

One finger enters you and you wrap your arms around my neck. You wiggle to get my finger
deeper inside of you. A second enters you and you cry out, begging for more.

\"I thought you said you wanted me to do the begging,\" I laugh gently into your ear.

You have no time to respond before I slip a third finger into you and you bury your head into my
shoulder. Your warm breath presses itself against my neck as you whimper.

When I\'m finished preparing you, I move my free hand to my cock before guiding it into you.
Lowering your body onto my erection, you hold your breath until I\'m completely inside. Then
you release a long sigh and rest before I cajole you to begin moving.

~Kuyashii kurai ni
kimi ni hamatteru no ni~
***
~It\'s almost embarrassing
I\'ve fallen for you~

As you move up and down, you wrap your arms tighter around my neck. Your mouth latches
onto my shoulder, biting tenderly to keep you from screaming out into the room.

I hold you close, my arms hugging your waist and my hands cupping your ass. I lean back to lay
against the bed, bringing you with me before you sit up. You hook your fingers in mine and ride
my hips like you said you would.

Faster. Faster. Faster.

You cry out so quietly and tense your muscles around me. Your body stiffens as you come over
our bodies.

The sight of you arching back, your fingers still entwined with mine and your cock shooting your
creamy seed makes me explode. Moving up and down a few more times, you allow my seed to
bury itself within you.

You collapse to my chest and I hold you tight.

~A crew sees crying knees~

Honestly, I wouldn\'t be surprised if Taiitsukun\'s Nyan-nyans were watching right now and
laughing at me. I can just see them pointing their fingers at me and their faces mocking me.

Like so many times before, I suppress the urge to ask you to be mine again. I can\'t stand the fact
that I feel so much like a beggar with you. I\'m a bandit Goddamit – but with you...

~I wanna need
Not betray~

You roll off my body ance tce the wall like you normally do, giving me my cue to leave.

Unwillingly, I force my body to get up from your bed. I force myself to dress again. I force
myself to turn away from you.

\"When will you understand?\" I say as I reach for the door.

~Aishite mo ii kai?
yureru yoru ni~
***
~Is it okay to love, too?
In the shaking night~

\"I do understand.\"

Your voice stops me. Normally when I ask that question, you pretend you\'re asleep and don\'t
answer. You don\'t care.

~Aru ga mama de ii yo
motto kimi o~
***
~It\'s good as it is
More You are~

\"I didn\'t used to. That\'s why I didn\'t answer you the many times you\'ve asked me that before. I
thought... I thought you were joking when sai said you wanted me. I\'ve tried so hard denying
everything but lust for you...\"

You stop and I turn around to face you.

\"What do you want? Tell me again and I\'ll give it to you.\"

Your voice has become seductive once again. I step forward and greet the edge of your bed again.

\"I want you to let me love you and get love in return. I want to be with you always. I want to
spend each night with you and wake up with you in my arms. I... I... just want you.\"

~Kuruoshii kurai ni nareta koshi tsuki ga
tokeau hodo ni~
***
~As those maddening hips
I\'ve gotten used to melt together~

\"Done.\"

You kiss my mouth again. You remove my shirt and beckon me into bed with you. You wrap my
arms around you and let me spoon you against my body. Blankets cover and sleep comes over us.

For the first time, I\'m not sleeping alone.

~Kimi wa... boku no... bannin da~
***
~You are... My... Keeper~

~OWARI~