Return to Me... Or the Woman Gets it!

Title: Return to Me . . . Or the Woman Gets it!
Author: Malfoy (Milk and Apples)
Archive: http://absoluteyaoi.cjb.net, fanfiction.net; if you want it, lemme know.
Pairings: Ken + Yuriko, Omi + Ken, Ken x Omi
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Yaoi! Lemon! An angry Omi! Language!
Notes: This is the most perfect couple, in my opinion!!!!! I had this planned out the first time I
watched episode 5... of course being sleepy as hell and adding commentary to the whole episode
played a bit of a role in the development of the story. There are certain changes of events but it all
falls into episode 5.

She makes me want to puke. Not because she\'s ugly or anything like that but because Ken keeps
falling for her like she\'s the greatest thing since sliced bread. Well, you know what?! I\'m sick of
it. Why the hell does he care so much for her anyway?! Is it because she\'s got things I don\'t, like
breasts?! Or is it because she can give him a family and I can\'t?! It\'s not my fault that I was made
a boy. It\'s not my fault I\'m madly in love with him and would give up anything to be with him.

Her name is Yuriko Asakawa. She better be glad we haven\'t met or I think she\'d regret it. I don\'t
care that it would be completely non-polite to do to her what I would have to, to keep Ken. She
gave him a fuckin\' ticket out of here for goodness sakes. And what\'d he do?! He agreed to go!
Yeah, I\'m not completely blaming her for Ken\'s faults he\'s getting a lot of the blame, too.

Now, I\'m sitting at my computer typing fiercely in search of more information about this Freunde
drink thing that Perisa has us looking for. It\'s been killing people left and right. It\'s our new
mission to kill the makers. This is going to be fun... ruining a big time company always brightens
my day. I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I hope that it\'s Ken who\'s come to apologize and
fall back into my arms. But nooo... it\'s Yoji-kun instead.

\"Find anything new?\" Yoji peered over my shoulder, hand on my shoulder. I shrug off his hand
and nodded then pointed to the screen. I\'m too angry to talk with anybody right now. \"Good work,
Omi-kun. I guess we can start our hunt now.\" He starts walking back upstairs. \"Oh, yeah, got a
call from Ken says he\'s spending the night with that Yuriko chick again so there\'s no need to wait
up for him.\" He heads back up the stairs and out of sight.

\"Dammit, Ken! Gahhh,\" my voice echos through the room. I grab a book and throw it against the
wall creating a loud bang. The door upstairs opens again.

\"You okay, Omi-kun?\" Yoji calls down the stairs

\"Iie! I\'m going out.\" I trudge up the stairs and out of the flower shop. I grab my scooter and head
off not knowing when I\'ll return, if I ever do return.

Unfortunately, I accidently ride by Yuriko\'s apartment and see them on the balcony hugging and
kissing each other. Ken\'s arms are tightly wrapped around Yuriko\'s body. It causes a thick knot to
form in my stomach. The knot slowly works its way up to my throat as I get farther away from
them. It settles there and won\'t go away. I suddenly pull off to the side of the road. I fling my body
into the grass off the shoulder. My head buries itself into my hands. My eyes start to shed tears. I
can\'t help it, heavy sobs explode into the night air. All I can say is... I hope he doesn\'t fuck her.

\"Omi...\" a voice calls from behind me. It\'s soft and calming. Yoji stands there, his shadow
blocking the light of the moon. He kneels down beside me and allows a hand to run through my
hair.

I shrug off the touch, \"Don\'t touch me. I don\'t want anybody to touch me.\" My eyes meet his,
\"It\'s not fair Yoji-kun, it\'s just not fair. Don\'t give me that life isn\'t fair crap. He and I aren\'t
supposed to split up like this, especially over a damned woman. I hate her.\"

\"People can\'t help who they fall in love with, Omi. Maybe it was time for Ken to move on,\" he
has a soft look on his face but his words sure aren\'t helping. Does he think that will comfort me?!
I\'m in a crisis for goodness sakes. Words like that would certainly just make it worse.

My eyes bore a hole in to his. His gaze becomes rather shocked. \"Yeah, that\'s what I thought.
Don\'t you dare tell me that Ken and I weren\'t meant to be together. I don\'t question your
relationship with Mr. Abyssinian, do I? No! So just leave me alone. I\'ll let you know when I need
your opinion, okay?\"

\"Gomen ne, Omi-kun. You really have it bad don\'t you?!\"

\"You\'re just figuring that out?!\"

A surprised look crosses Yoji\'s face. I guess it\'s unusual for him to see me like this since I\'m
usually the quiet one who\'s always Mr. Happy. Well, ya know what?! I\'m not now, so just deal
with it. To tell you the truth, I\'m pissed, I\'m sad, and I\'m desperate for Ken. Is it too much to ask
to get love from someone who you thought loved you?! I think not!

\"Just go home, Yoji. I\'ll be back before morning.\" Without question Yoji went back to where he
came from. I get back up on my scooter and continue to ride until there is nothing but darkness
that surrounds me. There I sit and look up at the stars. It\'s been a while since I was last able to do
this. The last time was with the other three members of Weiss. I fell asleep beside Ken who didn\'t
bother to wake me up when Aya and Yoji left. He just let me sleep beside him until the morning\'s
light woke me up.

It\'s too damn hard to not think of Ken. He\'s been with me for as long as I can remember. This
isn\'t fair at all. I hope he eventually sees how much pain he\'s putting me through. I hope he can
somehow heal this and make me feel better. There\'s nothing better than a knot that stays in your
stomach making just the slightest unwanted image cause you to want to puke. I hate this.

After finally discovering the Big and Little Dippers, get the courage to go back home, to spend the
second night of my life without Ken somewhere in the house. I pbackback by Yuriko\'s apartment
and they\'re no longer outside. The apartment windows seem dark. I just hope they\'re sleeping and
nothing more. Neither my mind nor my heart could handle knowing if he did something like that
with her. My heart would never forgive him and my brain wouldn\'t allow me to forgive him.

****

Morning comes and Ken is sitting in a chair next to my bed. He\'s watching me. I try hard not to
roll my eyes in disgust. I try hard not to turn away from hie loe looks so innocent. Why is he
watching me? Does he pity me or something?

\"We fight tonight, Ken,\" I tell him.

\"Yeah, I know. Yoji told me. I\'m ready. I leave with Yuriko tomorrow morning,\" his voice
doesn\'t sound too happy about the fact that he\'s leaving. \"I\'m gonna miss you guys, but I guess
that\'s the price I pay.\"

Why the hell did he say that? Is he trying to make me feel worse? I can\'t stand to look at him
anymore. He\'s just making me more angry. I throw the blankets off of me and head into the
bathroom. When I come out, he\'s not there. I dress and head upstairs for work. Even before we
open there are about 50 girls outside the shop watching and screaming at us. Sometimes I wish
they\'d just go away, like today. I\'m not in the mood for a paparazzi.

We work non-stop until closing time. Deliveries are made left and right. Then Oka-san comes in
and orders 50 daisies and lilies for me. Wow, another load of flowers. At least work keeps my
mind off of Ken and the fact that I\'ll probably never see him again after tonight. I hate that. I hate
this whole thing Whe When night falls, we make our way into the Freunde company; Aya and I head off in one direction
while Ken and Yoji head off in another. We first see Hiroshi Maeda, the chairman, who I quickly
throw darts at; the darts hit his notebook. I jump out from behind the pillar and notice Aya slay the
man who then falls to the floor, dead.

The next thing I know, the four of us are together. Ken stands alone looking as if he\'s about to
cry. His eyes are glued to the sight of his bloodied bugnucI woI wonder what Yoji and Ken talked
about earlier when they made their deliveries since no one really talked when all of us were
together.

We head back to the flower shop in silence. When I get out of the shower, Ken is there in my
room in the same chair he was in this morning. He\'s looking at the plane ticket that Yuriko gave
him. I want to take it from him, rip it in half, throw it away then make love to him like never
before... just to show him that I love him more than anything in the world and no one else would
do. Instead, I just sit on my bed and watch him.

\"This is it, my last night with you guys,\" he sighs then gets up from the chair and sits beside me.
He doesn\'t say anything else. He just puts an arm around my shoulders. I move away from him
and pull down the sheets from my bed.

\"Good night, Ken,\" I don\'t want to hear or see anymore of him, he\'s broken my heart enough
already. He should just go be with her if he\'s gonna do it.

I hear him stumble out of the room then feel my eyes well with tears. This is going to be a long
life with out him with me. I cry myself to sleep wishing time could reverse itself so he would have
never met her.

****

Morning comes. Ken is gone. His bedroom is bare. I feel lonely. Nothing seems right.

I go into his room in my pajamas and sit on his bed. The burgundy blankets are still warm and
have his scent. I bury my head into the pillow then it finally hits me. He\'s gone, forever. My Ken
has left me for a woman. To make matters worse, I lookthe the bed side table and notice every
picture of me and him together left behind. I guess he\'s really going to forget me. I\'m never going
to see him again, never going to kiss him again, hug him again or love him again.

Sobs of pain leap from my throat. My tears soak Ken\'s pillow, stain it with a broken heart. After a
few moments, I feel someone hold me. I sit up and lean my head against their chest, thinking it\'s
Yoji I start talking in between sobs.

\"He\'s gone. The only one I trusted with everything I have is gone. He\'s the only one I could ever
love the way I loved him. Ken means so much to me. I\'d give anything for him to come back so I
could tell him how much I love him and I never would do anything to hurt him ever. He\'s hurt me
so much over the past few days. It\'s like he just took my heart out of my chest and ripped it in two
then threw it away... but I still love him more than anything,\" I squirm in my beholder\'s arms.
They\'re so comforting wihem hem just being there. I lift my head off of the person\'s chest, \"Yoji,
It...\"

It\'s not Yoji. It\'s not Aya. My love has come back to me. His eyes are filled with tears the way
they were the night before. \"I\'m sorry, Omi. I never meant to hurt you at all. Will you ever forgive
me?\" He holds me close to him as he too starts to sob.

\"Please don\'t cry,\" my lips meet his for the first time in a long time. He kisses me back with great
passion. How can I not forgive him? He\'s the one I love, the one I trust my life with. \"I love you,
Ken.\"

He lays me down on the bed, my head on his pillow. \"I swear I\'ll never hurt you again. I\'ll make it
up to you, I promise.\" His lips meet mine again. His tongue darts out into my opened mouth. Our
tongues battle with one another for the joy of fighting. I\'ve missed his taste. He pulls out of the
kiss.

I whimper in protest but quickly quiet as he lifts my t-shirt over my head. His lips return to mine
until he descends down my body. Ken\'s eyes study each curve of my body. I lick my lips in
anticipation, my mouth has gone dry and my mind has clouded with thoughts of sex.

\"Make love to me, Ken,\" I plead and he nods his assent. His mouth wraps around one of my
nipples. His tonguayfuayfully flicks over the nub causing me to arch my back into him. Ken\'s
mouth trails down my body until he comes in contact with my belly button. He licks my belly
button then moves back up my body for another sweet kiss.

I nearly rip the jacket away from his body only thinking that he\'s mine once again. His clothed
hips thrust into mine sending a rough jolt of pleasure through my body. His eyes lock on to mine
sending me into another dimension where it\'s just me and Ken, nobody else exists. I gladly drown
in the depths of his green eyes then pull him close to me and just hug him until he sits up,
straddling my legs. I reach forward and unbuckle his belt then unbutton his pants. Slowly, my
fingers pull down the zipper.

Ken\'s fingers move underneath the waist band of my boxers, teasing me. His thumb brushes
against the tip of my cock which lays against my stomach. He pulls my boxers off of my body
then flips us. I straddle his hips. He thrusts upwards to meet my erection sending shivers up my
spine. The roughness of his jeans gives me an unexpected sort of pleasure.

I reach down and lower his pants enough to free his cock then lower my head and take him into
my mouth. He lets out a yelp and thrusts into my mouth. He\'s so hard. I guess he didn\'t fuck her
after all. ‘That\'s a good, Ken.\' I think to myself.

He tastes better than I remember. He tastes sweet rather than bitter. I lick up the underside of his
cock, the pulsing veins welcoming the pleasure. My hand holds the shaft as my tongue plays with
the opening. I then lower my head once more as I take in his cock then sit up. I take his right hand
and suck the index and middle finger. Ken watches me with lust filled eyes. I move the fingers in
and out of my mouth then lower them. I press his fingers to my entrance. Then, he pushes them
both inside of me.

\"Take me, Ken!\" I plead to him.

He pulls his fingers out of me then grabs my hips. He lowers me down onto his erection. I hum in
the tune pleasure. Immediately, he brushes against that spot deep inside that gives me so much
pleasure. He\'s gotten quite good. I reach under his shirt and play blindly with his nipples. He lets
out a sight of pleasure. My body rides up and down his cock so easily. In no time, we\'re both
caught in the darkness of orgasm.

\"I love you, Omi,\" he moans as he releases himself inside of me.

My seed shoots out onto his chest as I yell his name. I kiss his lips a final time before resting
beside him. He removes his shirt and giggles.

\"Sorry,\" I tell him and blush.

He pulls up his boxers but leaves his pants undone. I lay beside him nude, a leg draped lazily over
his legs. I nuzzle his neck with my nose. His breathing becomes more regular as the feeling of the
orgasm works its way into the locked away memories. We hear a whistle like what guys do to
girls when they like them. I look up and Yoji is standing in the door way.

\"You guys want the day off today?\" he asks with a sly grin on his face.

\"Yeah, that would be nice. Thanks, Yoji-kun. We\'ll pay you back,\" Ken answers to him.

\"Ok,\" Yoji waves, turns and walks back upstairs.

I snuggle up close to Ken who holds me close to him. He turns his head to face me then kisses my
forehead. \"I love you, Omi.\"

I thought we\'d already established that but I guess hearing it more than once in a life time isn\'t a
problem, \"Aishiteru watashi no aisuru.\"

~OWARI

Woot! That was fun. I know that there\'s not much of an ending but deal with it.