Unspoken Request

Title: Unspoken Request
Author: Malfoy (Milk and Apples)
Archive:fictfiction.net ; If you want it lemme know.
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Vicious x Faye, Roco + Faye/Faye +Roco, Spike x Faye (I\'m not trying to portray Faye
as a slut cuz she\'s not. She\'s a very decent character in my opinion. Just I was trying to develop a
story and the only way to do so was with these three pairings.)
Warnings: Rape, Lemon, Language, AU, OOC?, this is a dark fic to a dark song. (Not just dark
but really dark)
Notes: The song \"Unspoken Request\" is one of my favorites on the BoySetsFire album \"After the
Eulogy\" but it\'s a rather deep and disturbing song. I do recommend listening to it if you find it.
BoySetsFire is my favorite band. I\'m sorry to anyone who reads this. If you feel the need to flame
me on this one go ahead and do so, I think I deserve it. And if you\'re wondering, the rape scene is
accurate, it does happen, sadly. Sad to say, but I know more about it than I should.
Disclaimer: Cowboy Bebop does not belong to me and I\'ll return all characters when I\'m
finished with them. Spike and Faye will be returned later than Vicious. *evil grin* \"Unspoken
Request\" belongs to BoySetsFire and Victory Records. So therefore none of the stuff except the
storyline of the fic is mine.
~italics~- lyrics
°italics°- flashbacks

Unspoken Request-

~Failed coercion leads to intrusion and the blood forever runs~
~In her head into her hands between her legs where his mind lies~

She finally awoke to a splitting headache. Her sight was blurred. Her arms wrapped tightly
around her chest as she lay curled into a ball. Her fingers ran through her hair only to feel dried
blood along her forehead. She quickly, nervously pulled her hand back and stared at it. She sat up
only to discover herself sitting in her bed with her sheets soaked in blood.

Her white pajamas felt damp with her blood and something else. She pushed the blankets away
from her body. She stood away from the bed, only finding it hard to even take a step. Blood still
trailed down her body. Where was the blood coming from?

She felt dirty. She needed to clean herself. Through the pain, she carried herself into the
bathroom and removed her blood soaked clothes, throwing them into the sink. She stepped into
the shower and turned on the water to super hot, her skin burned underneath the scalding water
but she didn\'t care. She stared at her feet. She knew where the blood was coming from now.

She hugged her stomach tightly as if she was going to be sick. She stepped back and puked. She
watched as it went down the drain then she sat at the back of the shower. She held her legs close
to her and watched as blood continued to trail from between her legs and down the drain.

\"What happened to me?\"

~Power drives him in to murder innocence~
~On the rack of his devices vices and designs~

° \"Don\'t question me and do it!\" a voice scolded followed by an ear piercing smack.

She looked up at him with a look of fear in her eyes. She had fear and she was scared of him.
Sure she\'d come in contact with harsh men but then again, this wasn\'t harsh, it was evil. He had
a gun gripped tightly in his hand. She didn\'t move and didn\'t follow his demands.

\"Don\'t make me fucking use this thing. Do what I say or you will not live to see tomorrow, I can
guarantee you that,\" his voice wasn\'t any more caring than before.

She gathered her strength and got herself on her feet. She slowly started removing her clothing,
one garment after another.

\"That\'s a good girl,\" his voice seemed a little calm but the gun still posed a threat.

She stripped herself of her clothing until she stood before him nude. She stood shaking
nervously. Her hands were balled into fists as they rest at her sides. Her hands moved. She tried
to cover herself up as best as she could. She felt humiliated.

\"Put your arms down. I want to look at you,\" his voice was scolding again.

He got closer to her and looked over her body. He circled her. He touched her soft, silk-like skin.
He put his fingers into her dry body. She whimpered in protest of his actions. She tried to pull
away but that only got her in trouble. He pushed her forward, hard. She fell, knocking her head
on the edge of a table. She could feel blood stream down her face and the sting of a cut across
her forehead. He only laughed. °

~She will never scrub the stains from her arms from her neck~
~From her legs the dirt will remain as a reminder of his hateful face~

She started to cry as she remembered the night\'s event. She remembered staring into his fearless
eyes. She remembered his hateful voice and how he had no sensitivity. She sobbed loudly;
releasing all her fear with each tear she shed. There was a knock on the door.

\"Faye? Are you all right?\" an innocent voice called through the door.

She couldn\'t answer him. She couldn\'t stop her crying. She heard the door open and looked up.
Spike stood there and looked at her through the clear shower door.

\"Faye? What\'s wrong? Are you ok?\" he asked in that same innocent voice.

She still didn\'t have the strength or the will to answer him. He opened the shower door and
turned off the water. He quickly grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her burned, shivering
body. Faye wrapped her arms around Spike\'s neck tightly. He was the only man she trusted
anymore.

She sobbed into his shoulder. She didn\'t care that she was naked. She didn\'t care that Spike had
seen her. All she cared about was she had someone to hold onto now, when she needed it most.
He picked her wet body up and carried her into her room. He was going to place her on her bed
unhe nhe noticed her blood stained sheets. He sat her in the chair instead.

He got her clothes for her and placed them on her lap. She just looked up at him and nodded.
Tears still welled in her eyes. He pulled the handkerchief from his pocket and he tried wiping the
tears from her eyes. Faye closed her eyes and tried to make the tears stop. She succeeded for
Spike\'s sake. \"D \"Dress yourself and come out when you\'re ready. You can talk with me if you want,\" Spike told
her then left the room, quietly closing the door behind him.

When he left, she continued to silently weep as she dressed herself. She made her way over to her
dresser to brush her raveled hair. She tried desperately not to look in the mirror. She didn\'t think
she could handle it. But, she failed and the memories started to fill her head again.

~Reach in rip apart the inner fibers of her soul~
~Boy you\'ll never know how it feels the fear the shame~

° \"Turn over, I want to see your face,\" his voice sounded again, with the same evil scold.

She turned over and put her back to the ice cold floor. She jumped at its touch then jumped at
something else. When she saw him, she saw a blade in his hand. She wanted to scream just to see
if anyone could hear her. She knew no one was within hearing dice oce of them. They were
thousands of miles away from everything.

This space craft was mindlessly heading for the sun. Once the deed was done, no one would
catch him. Or so he thought.

He joined her on the floor and placed the knife on the nearby table. He pushed his lips to hers in
a violent kiss. He put his fingers into her dry opening once again. He squeezed her breast hard
with his free hand. She cried out in pain.

\"Quiet!\" he demanded as he slapped her across the face, leaving a red hand print on her cheek.

She was truly scared. She wanted, needed to escape. He took hold of the knife again and settled
in between her legs. He placed the knife to her opening. She jumped at the coldness of the blade.

\"You\'re too tight. So, I will make a few adjustments. Keep quiet or it will hurt more
understand?\" He made the first cut, \"This will also help me since you\'re still so fucking dry.
Dammit, you\'re useless.\" He made the second cut, \"Have you ever been fucked before? No, of
course not. Otherwise you\'d be looser than this and a bit wetter too.\"

He finished his adjustments and watched as she bled. Blood streamed from between her legs. She
bit her bottom lip hard to keep from screaming out in pain. He lowered his pants to reveal his
cock to her. She really wanted to scream now. Something that big was not going to feel
comfortable at all at this moment.

He smeared his erection in her blood then went into her tight passage, stretching the cuts
further. He moaned as he entered her. Without waiting, he moved swiftly in and out of her. She
really wanted to cry out now but she knew she couldn\'t or she\'d get shot. At least dying in the
sun wouldn\'t further destroy her pride.

He leaned down on top of her body and took a breast in his mouth. He sucked hard and then bit
down for all he was worth. She clinched her teeth together, trying to forget the pain. She was
trying to remember the good times in her life. She needed Spike.

She felt him release himself inside her right before she fainted.°

~Feel free to walk down any dark street without fear~
~Without shame no one is gonna touch you~

‘How did I end up back here then?\' she questioned herself.

She couldn\'t stand the sight of herself in the mirror anymore. She punched the mirror with all she
was worth causing it to shatter. Sure, it hurt but nothing compared to the pain she felt last night
and the pain she felt inside right now. Her heart ached.

She left her room and left the sheets to continue to stain. She needed Spike again. She ran
through the docked ship and found Spike practicing his martial arts in his room. She didn\'t
bother knocking on the door. Faye just ran to him and hugged him close to her.

\"I think I know why they call him Vicious,\" she sobbed.

~And you don\'t need protection she shouldn\'t need protection!~
~And you can sit there with that stupid smile on your face~

\"What happened?\" His voice was quiet, calm and caring.

He walked her out to the sitting area of the ship. They were alone for the moment. For the first
moment in a long time. She didn\'t have the strength nor the will to let go of him. So, he held
onto her with the same tight embrace. She buried her head in his bare chest. He held her head to
him, gently.

\"I was with Roco last night and he took me somewhere. It was some place dark,\" she tried to
explain as her sobs started to stop and her tears dried on her face.

\"Did he hurt you?\"

\"No, he was kind and gentle. He was giving me what I\'ve longed for, for so long. He was giving
me the love I\'ve been deprived of after all these years. Then he was gone,\" she paused for a long
moment as the scene replayed in her mind.

° \"Don\'t stop, love,\" she told her boyfriend, Roco Bonnaro.

They were downstairs in the parking garage of the hotel above. A party was being held there. It
was a party to honor the new President of the western space ports. They had escaped the noise
just barely.

His hand was rubbing against her bare leg underneath her skirt. His lips were kissing her
clothed chest. He was gentle and loving. She accepted and respected him. She trusted him with
all her heart. She thought she was in love and indeed she was. He loved her in return. He had the
ring with him. When they were through, he was going to present it to her. Then they would be
together forever, until death to they part. Only death came too soon.

His lips pulled away from her and his hands slowly moved the straps of her dress down her
arms. He resumed his kissing, on her lips, on her neck, on her shoulders. His kisses felt good to
her. Every part of her body was tingling, just waiting for more. Then the sound came.

Her eyes met his. His eyes seemed to stare with a lifeless glare. Blood started running out of his
mouth. He felt the blood with his fingers and stared at it. He collapsed. His body lay on top of
hers. She couldn\'t believe what just happened. The puzzle pieces weren\'t coming together.

She sat up as best she could. She brushed the hair out of his eyes and wished it wasn\'t true. She
hugged the limp, lifeless body in her arms. She didn\'t want to believe it but his pulse was far
gone and his heart no longer beat in his chest. The beating of his heart had been so strong just
moments before and now there was nothing.

She looked up and there stood the killer. His face gleamed in the moon\'s light. His white hair
draped over his shoulders. He stood proud, the gun still aimed at his target.

\"Bull\'s-eye,\" he said then laughed a low, monotonous laugh that would haunt her dreams
forever more. °

~And try to convince me that you care defined by your power defined~
~by her body the innocence she feels everybody else contains~

\"It\'s okay now. He\'s not here,\" Spike\'s words spoke with comfort.

A whimpering came from below them. She pulled away from the tight embrace and looked at her
feet. There sat Ein with his food dish. He whimpered again and she chuckled. She rose to her feet
and made her way to the refrigerator. Ein followed close behind, waiting to be fed. She opened
the refrigerator door and pulled out a can of dog food, opened the can and poured the substance
into the blue food dish. Ein walked off with the full food dish in his mouth then sat and ate.

Faye looked up. Spike was gone. Her sense of safety disappeared. She went to his room and sat
on his bed as she heard the running water of the shower. The sound of the water seemed to relax
her. Her eyes closed and she buried her head in his pillow. She felt comfortable, warm.

\"You\'re so beautiful when you sleep,\" his voice crept into her head.

Her eyes fluttered open. They locked on his. She was with her love again. She jumped up and
wrapped her arms around his neck, she kissed his lips. He didn\'t pull away but he didn\'t kiss
back either. She opened her eyes and Roco was no longer there. She was kissing Spike. She
backed off quickly and turned her back to him.

\"I\'m sorry,\" she whispered.

\"It\'s okay, don\'t worry about it,\" he told her.

He stood behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder. She didn\'t move. She just stood there as
if paralyzed. She closed her eyes and allowed herself to get closer to the touch. She turned to face
him. Her eyes gazed over his body that was clothed in only a simple white towel.

He stepped closer to her. He placed his hands on her cheeks. He pressed his lips to hers. She was
frightened for the first moments but slowly let herself accept that she was being loved. He pulled
his lips from hers.

\"I\'ll always protect you, believe me that I will,\" his breath slowly caught her ear and her eyes
opened.

She looked at him, \"I\'ll do fine on my own.\" She was gone.

~It\'s lost it\'s gone but I guess it doesn\'t matter anyway~
~Reach in rip apart the inner fibers of her soul~

He looked at his hands then glanced up and found himself in the mirror. He looked solemn to
himself. He looked like a man who could kill for any price and he was. He couldn\'t help that.
She was too, now that she was with him. He stepped closer to the mirror and touched his hand to
his lips. His lips had touched hers. Her lips had touched his.

He looked away and dressed himself. He glanced back in the mirror and smirked. He was having
a good day, even if she just left.

He found her again in her room staring at her stained sheets. She felt him in her presence and
swiftly gathered the sheets in her arms. She tossed them out of the ship and into the dock waters
below the ship.

\"I don\'t think we could have gotten the blood out if we tried,\" she said calmly. \"I can\'t believe it,
Roco\'s gone. I don\'t know what happened to Vicious. I don\'t even know how I got back here.\"

He placed his arms around her neck, letting his hands dangle in front of her, \"He\'ll pay for what
he did,\" he whispered into her ear.

She just nodded. Grabbing his hand, she led him out of the ship and to the landing area. He
allowed her to drag him into the city, to a jewelry shop. She gazed star-eyed into the display
window. A necklace of silver with one single diamond as a charm. Faye knew it was way out of
her reach but she didn\'t care. Just looking at the merchandise made a faint smile cross her lips.
She needed that.

\"Don\'t you think you should visit a doctor while we\'re out?\" Spike asked and caught her in a
staring state.

She nodded, \"I suppose that would be best. I just . . . I don\'t trust them.\"

\"It will be fine, I\'ll be there with you. You trust me, right?\"

He took her by the hand. They walked past every shop until they reached a doctor\'s office. They
really didn\'t have the money for this but it was necessary. The only one really capable of doing
this that they didn\'t have to pay was Ed but then again, she couldn\'t be trusted with this sort of
thing. Computers were her forte.

~And you can sit there with that stupid smile on your face~
~And try to convince me that you care~

She held close to him as the doctor put a cotton swab on her not quite healed cuts. She was trying
to hold back the tears of pain. Hell, she\'d had worse pain than this, she knew she had. This was
different though. She knew that for a fact.

\"It hurts, Spike,\" she held tighter as she felt the swab move inside her.

\"I know, I\'m sorry,\" he tried to comfort her but didn\'t feel as if he could really give her the
comfort she needed now.

\"Ok, done,\" the doctor said in a sickenly cheerful voice, \"I\'ll be back with the results and some
meds for you to take.\"

Faye and Spike nodded. Spike turned around so that she could dress herself again. She took the
doctor\'s office gown off and dressed herself in her clothes. Then she wrapped her arms around
Spike. He allowed her to hug him.

\"Thank you for staying with me,\" she whispered to him.

He lifted her chin with a single finger, fixing her eyes on his. He leaned down, pressed his lips to
hers gently. He suckled her lips. Then the kiss disappeared.

\"I\'ll always be here for you,\" he whispered back, her eyes still half way closed.

They heard the door open. The doctor walked in with two bottles of medicine and three paper
documents.

\"Ok, now, I didn\'t find any real serious abnormalities. You\'re still very healthy. These two
medicines should be taken once a day. One will help with the pain from the cuts and the other
will help the cuts heal quicker. Any questions?\"

They both shook their heads. Spike took the medicines and the documents. Faye grabbed onto his
arm, not trusting her own two legs to hold her up. She felt beyond weak now. She wanted to
return to the ship and rest. They left unnoticed and without paying for the visit. They\'d pay later.

Outside the office, Vicious stood waiting. His white hair covered his eyes adding mysteriousness
to his appearance. Faye held tighter to Spike. Spike reached for his gun. Vicious shook his head.

\"No, no need for that, I just wanted to apologize for taking up Faye\'s time last night. I sure had
fun, though. I hope you hold nothing against me,\" Vicious laughed.

\"You bastard,\" Spike snarled.

Spike held Faye closer to him. There was absolutely no way that Spike was going to let Vicious
get a hold on Faye.

~Defined by your power defined by her body~
~Defined redefined fucked tortured and discarded~

She couldn\'t look up. She couldn\'t look at Vicious in fear that all this goodness with Spike
wasn\'t really there. She continued to hold onto Spike until she felt nothing. Her eyelids opened.
She discovered she wasn\'t with Spike, she wasn\'t on the Bebop. She was with Vicious. He was
still inside her.

Her eyes met his. His hand struck her cheek.

\"How dare you fall asleep, I wasn\'t finished. We\'ll just have to continue now,\" Vicious\' hideous
voice caused her eyes to well with tears.

He slid in and out of her as her inner tissues continued to rip and tear. She couldn\'t cry in pain or
she\'d be killed. She knew that. She deserved better than this. She could feel the blood pouring
from her opening. She needed to push the tears back. She blinked.

~And if he ever cares maybe he will feel ashamed~
~For everything he\'s stolen for all the trust she gave~

She was with Spike again. Her body wrapped in his arms. They lay together in Spike\'s room. She
could hear Jet outside the door. She realized where she was. She realized it was all a dream. It
was a dream to remind her of her past. She hated those dreams.

Vicious no longer roamed around. He had been assassinated by Spike years ago. Her wounds had
long since healed.

She looked at her left hand and smiled. Her rings sparkled in the dark. They had married a while
back, after Spike confessed his love for her. Faye allowed him to love her only to discover she
loved him in return. Bounty hunters who have found love and won\'t let it go, that\'s not
something to mess with.

~Possessed and broken she cries but it\'s not our problem~

She turns herself to face her husband. He\'s awake. She stares into his eyes like first time lovers
do. She was happy with this path she\'d chosen. Happy there was nothing left in the world to
worry about.

~pull down your goddamn blinds he will never think he\'s wrong she will never feel quite right~
~you will never think he\'s wrong you will never think you\'re wrong~
~she will never feel quite right~

Even though everything se per perfect, those dreams ruined everything. They showed her the
unwanted past. Nothing seems as real as they do, not even the life she\'s in now. She doesn\'t
know why but it does. Spike tries to help her. He comforts her when she\'s in distress.

Their lips meet. Their arms wrap around one another. She strokes her fingers on his unclothed
back. His hands move slowly up and down her bare legs. They gently caress each other. Her
mind has left the thought of her dreams and her memories. She allows him to lie between her
legs. He pulls away from the kiss. Their eyes lock onto one another.

\"I love you, Faye,\" he tells her then kisses her hand, \"Forever and always.\"

His hand travels under her shirt then gently caresses a breast. She pulls his lips to hers. Her
tongue greets the inside of his mouth. Her fingers travel through his ruffled hair. His lips pull
away from hers. They kiss her collar bone gently. They kiss her clothed chest.

He moves his hand from under her shirt to beneath her panties. He touches herintiintimately. She
spreads her legs wider for him. She arches her back to his mouth. Her shirt moves up her body
and uncovers her breasts. She feels his mouth on her breasts and relaxes. She reaches to the hem
of her shirt then removes it from her body. One of his hands squeezes her breast gently while the
other finds its way inside of her. She feels herself become wet with anticipation as she waits for
him.

Spike slowly turns them over. Faye puts her hands to his chest. She feels his erection pressing
against her. She leans down and kisses his lips quickly then sits back up on his legs. She moves
her hands to the waistband of his boxers then lifts herself up and removes them. She leans down
and takes him into her mouth. She works him with her tongue and mouth. He lies back moaning
in pleasure. Faye pulls away when he feels like he\'s ready to come.

She lifts herself up again and pushes her panties down then removes them. She puts a hand to her
opening then pushes two of her own fingers inside of her. Her other hand caresses one of her
bts. ts. She rolls a nipple between her fingers. She moans and thrusts her hips against her hand.
He watches her with want.

When she feels herself close to the edge she stops touching herself. She lowers herself onto his
erection then begins to ride his hips. He sits up as best as he can then wraps his arms around her.
They exchange kisses as jolts of pleasure shoot up their bodies. Their lips separate and they
scream each other\'s name as they release their ecstacy.

\"Thank you, I\'ll love you forever, Spike,\" she told him.

They held each other. He was going to be her protector, until death do they part.

~OWARI~