A Thousand Times Better

Title: A Thousand Times Better
Author: Malfoy
Archive: http://absoluteyaoi.cjb.net ; If you want it lemme know.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: ? x Aburatsubo; Aburatsubo x Takeo
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Made up character, POV, Shota? (Very mild, sort of), OOC?
Notes: Footnotes at bottom. This is my first shot at a Mahou Tsukai Tai fic. I know that it may
not follow how the show or manga goes but that\'s because it\'s been a while since I saw the last
episode I saw. I couldn\'t remember one of the character\'s name don\'t thwap me for that.

Maybe people think I\'m crazy or maybe I am crazy and I don\'t know it. All I know is that when I
first laid eyes up on his slim figure, I had to have him forever. I had to claim him as mine and
announce it to anyone and everyone. I still keep that promise to myself and to others around me
but most important, I keep that promise to him. The one I love. The one others know as Takeo.

\"I\'m Aburatsubo and I am one of the members of the beloved Magic User\'s Club. Takeo started
it. I joined because of Takeo and my obsession with his cute little face.\" *thwap* \"Hey, watch it,
Nanaka!\"

\"If Takeo found out about what you just said he\'d kill you. Sae, stop the tape and start over,\"
Nanaka commanded.

\"All right,\" Sae replied in her girly, childish voice.

\"I\'m Aburatsubo. I am one of the members of the Magic User\'s Club that was started by Takeo,\"
I hold up a picture of Takeo, our club president. \"The purpose of this club is to make things
better by the means of magic. Magic is a wonderful thing, it can be used for good or evil,\" I
continue on my little rant on the Magic User\'s Club. I stare into the camera, knowing that my fan
club will see this. ‘Dammit, why do they have to see it? It\'s all because of that stupid woman-
student-figure that we have to do this.\'

She doesn\'t understand the concept of the Magic User\'s Club and why we\'re in existence. All
she knows is that we\'re here and she thinks she can get anything she wants all because she has
big breasts. They sure don\'t flatter me one bit. I\'d love to see if when you poked them with a
needle, they popped. I\'d laugh hysterically. The damned woman asked the administration to have
us make a presentation and show it to the school. Her reason was, \"All the other clubs have to do
it.\"

Takeo doesn\'t know about the little production that we have to come up with and he won\'t either
because I think it\'d destroy him as a whole. It\'ll destroy him the exact same way it destroyed my
fan club yesterday to see me kiss Takeo-kun square on the lips. You should have seen their faces.
Mouths were dropped wide open and some of the girls were even crying. I\'m surprised the club
still exists, of course they lost more than three fourths of their members.

As the camera continues to film, something in the back of my mind turns on. I start to think of a
fiction I read just last night. One boy was in love with another but he thought the other boy felt
nothing for him. Then, it all changed with a simple email message that had a kinky sex video
within it. (1) I wonder what Takeo would do if I did that to him. I chuckle at the thought.

\"You\'re beginning to look a little dazed there, Aburatsubo-kun, \" Nanaka yet again thwaps me
upside the head. Oh well, at least we\'re done with the stupid tape.

\"Gomen Nanaka-san. Ja ne!\" I grab my stuff and leave the room. There are two girls waiting for
me. (2)

One of the girls, the brunette, grabs my hand. She starts to giggle and blush. \"We\'re all that\'s left
of your fan club. We\'re the only ones who find nothing wrong with you kissing Takeo-kun. We
find the whole thing quite cute, actually,\"

\"Yeah, just to let you know,\" the blond spoke up. She seemed like the quiet type but talkative
when she gets the chance. They\'re both quite cute but as you probably have figured, not exactly
my type.

They go on their merry way and I start to head home. I\'ve got tutor today. Today, I believe we\'re
going to go over geography and world history. The geography is really boring but the history is
quite interesting. I\'ve always been fond of history and won\'t have any problem with that section
on my University tests. I\'m sure I\'ll pass those with flying colors but I still need a tutor just to
make sure.

I enter my house and find my mother chatting with my tutor. Why she\'s at all interested in my
school works now, I have no clue. She just recently showed up yesterday and now she\'s trying to
become apart of my life? That\'s nonsense. I mean I know she\'s my mother but still . . . she
wasn\'t there two years ago when I needed her most. She wasn\'t there when I felt as if my world
was going to end because I didn\'t belong in a place like this.

I guess I didn\'t need her here anyway because Takeo changed all that. He made me see, made me
feel like I was apart of something important. I owe him so much. I want to be able to love him
and not have him ashamed of it. I would give anything to be with him. I still cherish the day he
became the size of a Barbie doll. Dressing him in those outfits was so much fun. Seeing him
blush, was even better.

I feel my cheeks becoming warmer. I notice my mom still chatting with my tutor, so I try to make
my way upstairs to drop off my books but am stopped by my mother\'s voice.

\"Aburatsubo, dear, why don\'t you come in and join us,\" she tells me.

I enter the room and bow to my tutor. He\'s quite handsome with long, thin, dark hair and
beautiful hazel eyes. His face is pale except for the slight rosiness in his cheeks. He has a nice
stature a loa lovely long, thin body. He\'s young, too. I think he\'s in his mid-twenties. (3) Yes,
I\'ve had thoughts about him. I\'ve often wondered what it would be like to be with someone like
him.

I have found many ways to \"accidently\" touch him. I think he\'s gotten the signal. I think I may
have a better chance getting with my tutor than with Takeo but I\'m still hoping that I\'ll be able to
have Takeo one of these days.

\"Well, I\'m going to leave you two alone. I\'ve got some errands to run. Have fun studying,\"
Mother left us and we went up to my room like we normally do.

I can always concentrate better in my room with my picture of Takeo in a dress on my desk. It\'s
an amusing picture and one of my favorites. It\'s a pink, poofy dress with purple stripes. He\'s got
an expression on his face as if saying, \"Why me?\" He\'s so cute.

I pull out my hon no rekishi and open to the 23rd chapter. The American Revolution. Why this is
important to Japanese culture, I don\'t know but it\'s quite interesting. I sit at my desk and begin to
read like I normally do.

\"Your mother is quite interesting,\" Hiroshi tells me, we\'re on a first name basis.

\"Yeah, whatever,\" I reply, not really wanting to talk about her since I have no interest in her
what-so-ever.

I then look up as if to ask for further instructions and he begins to teach. He tells me of the
important people and main events. He tries to relate them to events in Japan to help me
understand it better. Then he gives me a written assignment and I start to work.

\"Whas tas the first new government established after the war in the new world?\" Was the next
to last question and it left me stumped. I looked through the book and it wasn\'t there.

I ask Hiroshi about it and he says he won\'t tell me because that would do nothing. He tells me to
go downstairs and grab the American history book in his bag. I get up and leave the room to go
get the book.

As I look for it, an image strikes me. I picture myself entering my room again and Hiroshi-kun
sitting there in my chair watching me sheepishly and touching himself through the fabric of his
pants. Then, I get a picture of Takeo-kun doing that and immediately I snap out of the daydream
and discover my newly formed hard-on. Damn, I wish Takeo felt the same as me. I wish I could
be with him but I guess that would make things too \"complicated.\"

I find Hiroshi\'s black bag and pull out the book he told me to get. Holding it tightly in my arm, I
headk upk upstairs to my room. I hold the book in front of my groin to hide my problem as I open
the door. I find Hiroshi sitting at my desk looking at something.

\"Boys your age, aren\'t supposed to be looking at stuff like this,\" Hiroshi says as he chuckles.

I look closely at what he\'s got in his hands and it\'s my magazine. My yaoi magazine. It\'s got one
of my favorite guys in it, well of course aside from Takeo-kun. But still, what am I supposed to
do now? Play it cool? What if my mother finds out? She\'ll go completely berserk.

Hiroshi gets up and starts to move around me. He stands beside me with the magazine open to
my favorite guy. It\'s a guy with the resemblance of Heero Yuy. I love Heero Yuy but this guy has
a softer look upon his face and his is hair a lighter shade of brown. His name, I can\'t remember
but his face I\'ll recognize anywhere. I blush when I see the picture of him. The man is touching
himself and he seems very into it. Hiroshi-sensei is looking at me.

\"Ah, you like him, ne?\" he asks me with the calmest voice.

\"Hai,\" I answer him nervously.

I hear Hiroshi chuckle. I go to my desk and sit down again. I place the book on my lap and start
to look through it. Sensei stands over me, looking over my shoulder as I skim through the pages.
I point in the book as I see the answer and start to write it down.

\"And who was it?\" Hiroshi asks me, I still sense the magazine in his hands.

\"Articles of Confederation. Can I have my magazine back now?\" I ask him and turn around.

\"Yes, of course,\" he starts to hand the magazine to me and I get a hold on it then he attacks my
mouth with his own.

I jerk away quickly. \"What the hell are you doing?\" I ask, surprised by his actions.

He puts a finger to my lips and replaces it with his mouth. I\'ve had thoughts about being with
Hiroshi but never thought it would actually happen. This is ridiculous. I pull away again and he
comes with me. I put a hand out to stop him. He lets go of my magazine and I take it from him.

\"That was a fair exchange, I think,\" Hiroshi tells me with a srin rin upon his lips.

I sit there with my magazine in my hand. I look at the cover and then glance up at Hiroshi. For
some reason, I all of a sudden feel relaxed. I stand up and move closer to him. Quickly, I wrap
my arms around his neck and kiss his lips slowly and seductively. I allure him into my feelings
and into the kiss.

He gasps and I move my tongue into his mouth. My hands start to lose themselves in his hair. His
lips are so soft and his tongue moves along mine. I wonder what it would be like if Takeo were
here instead of Hiroshi. Would the kiss taste twice as good? Feel twice as good?

Hiroshi moves away from my lips and starts kissing my neck. I raise my chin and expose more
flesh to his seemingly hungry mouth. One of his hands is entwined with my hair and his other
hand is placed up on my chess hes he kisses my neck, he starts to untuck my shirt. His other hand
joins the one removing my shirt. I lift up my arms and he removes it completely.

More flesh is exposed to him and he takes advantage of my chest. He touches a nipple and I gasp.
When I do, he puts his mouth to mine. His tongue starts battling the obstacles in my mouth. His
hands roam over my torso.

He lowers his hands to my pants\' line and to my belt. He unbuckles my belt before I have the
chance to protest. Then he unbuttons my pants. I wrap a hand around his wrist to try and stop him
from going further but my hand falls to my side again when he kisses my neck. Hiroshi continues
to mess around with my pants and eventually puts his hand down into my pants.

My arms quickly wrap around his neck at his touch to hold me up. His hand touches my length,
which continues to harden with the feel of his hand touching me there. He lowers my boxers just
enough to take my length from them. He starts to stroke it and I can feel the friction between his
hand and my cock starting to burn but the pleasure far surpasses the pain. I whimper with a low
groan. I\'ve never had anyone but me touch me like this. Never had anyone who would want to
touch me like this. I can\'t believe that it\'s my own tutor that\'s making me feel so good. If we
were to get caught right now, he\'d be out of work for a long time. Luckily, we\'re here alone.

He rubs gently over the opening and I collapse into him. I bury my face where his neck and
shoulder meet. My hips involuntarily start to thrust into him, following the movement of his
hand. He starts to speed up his strokes and leaves me almost panting. I let out a muffled cry and
come on his hand.

I feel my knees give way and hold on to him tightly. My face is still buried into the crook of hshoushoulder. My chest is heaving heavily as I slowly breathe. I swallow hard and feel him pull up my
boxers and pants. I pull away from him and fasten my pants. I back away from him and stumble
over something causing me to land on my bed. My hair hangs in my eyes and I look up at him.

\"So beautiful,\" Hiroshi sighs and turns to leave.

\"You\'ll come back, right?\" I ask him nervously.

\"You want more, ne?\" he asks me without turning around to face me.

\"Hai,\" I respond, \"I –.\"

\"You\'ll get what you want sooner or later. With me? I don\'t know. That\'s up to you,\" he tells me
then closes my door.

I hear him go down stairs and then leave through the front door.

\"I would like to have the one I love. I\'d like to have Takeo-kun\"

+*+*+*

\"Attention, teachers! Please release your students to the auditorium. The Magic User\'s Club
information assembly is about to start. All must attend the assembly, if you are caught not at the
assembly you will be given two weekend detentions. Thank you,\" the principal sounded over the
intercom.

I can feel my face burning and becoming bright red. I glance over and Takeo is glaring at me. My
body turns to him and I shrug.

\"You are dismissed. If I catch you not in class once the assembly is over like I did half the class
last time, you all will stay with me for a week\'s worth of detention, understand?\", the teacher
tells us, nobody is really listening to the last part.

Takeo meets me in the hall and he has a rather confused and angered look on his face.

\"Aburatsubo-kun, what\'s going on?\" he asks me.

\"I don\'t know, Takeo-chan. I never heard anything about this,\" I place an arm around his
shoulders and try to reassure him, knowing that he\'ll know it to be a total lie when we get into
the auditorium.

Nanaka, Sae and Akane are at the auditorium doors waiting for us. Nanaka rolls her eyes at me
and I shrug back. Sae looks as if she\'s going to have a heart attack and Akane is too busy playing
with her hair to really care about what\'s going on. Nanaka, Sae and I all know that our lives will
come to an end in a matter of minutes.

\"Sae, keep him as occupied as you can for the next five minutes, kudasai,\" Nanaka asks her.

\"Hai,\" Sae nods back and starts a conversation with Takeo.

I go with Nanaka about 15 feet away from them. We face each other.

\"We\'re going to die now, you know that right?\" Nanaka asks me.

\"Yes, I know that. Takeo-chan wasn\'t supposed to be in school today. He called me last night
telling me he probably wasn\'t going to be in today because he didn\'t feel well. So, I called the
bitch and told her it\'d be ok for her to show our presentation today. Gomen nasai, Nanaka-san,\" I
explain.

\"Iie,\" Nanaka tells me, \"You didn\'t know. Let\'s go get executed.\" She drags her finger along her
neck as to show how we\'ll be decapitated after this little assembly that Takeo wasn\'t supposed to
know about is done with.

The five of us enter the auditorium and the bitch is standing there laughing at us. Takeo is so in
the dumps he doesn\'t even look up at her to admire her breasts. He just walks on by her. He
looks as if his eyes have rolled up in the back of his head. He seems lifeless except for the rose
color on his cheeks. I set him down in a chair and then go up to the front like was planned.

The room gets quiet and then my voice starts to fill the room. They\'re showing the tape. I look
over into the audience and Takeo is watching attentively. He looks angry. He glances over to me
with a glare in his eyes.

\"Gomen nasai,\" I mouth to him and he shakes his head.

Then he stands up and walks out of the auditorium. I look back at Nanaka, who is watching me
and she nods to me. Then, I rush after Takeo. Exiting the auditorium, I see him pacing back and
forth in front of the door.

\"Why?\" he asks me.

\"I had to or we\'d be suspended. My parents wouldn\'t care but you guys\' parents would kill you,\"
I tell him.

\"Why didn\'t you come tell me about this? I could have been apart of it and not given them so
much information. Then at least we\'d have more secrets to the club,\" Takeo bursts. He\'s angry
with me.

\"I\'m sorry, I – ,\" he puts a hand over my mouth.

\"Just shut up. No excuses needed or wanted. The club is ruined. We won\'t be able to exist the
way we used to,\" Takeo sounds sad.

\"I think you\'re wrong,\" Akane is standing at the entrance now. \"Look,\" she opens the door to
expose that most of the audience is asleep or talking. The only ones that seem remotely interested
are staring at a blank screen.

\"Huh?\" I scratch my head in wonder of how that happened.

\"Apparently, we didn\'t catch all of your little speech,\" Nanaka says to me. \"Sae failed to tell us
the battery ran out.\"

Sae comes out of the auditorium and Takeo hugs her tightly. When he realizes just how close his
face is to her breasts he starts to freak out. He blushes hard and pulls away from her. He appears
to be in a daydream state. He\'s got a silly grin on his face.

\"Sumimasen,\" he says when he returns to us.

I just chuckle. I put an arm around Takeo\'s shoulders and we head back to class together. The
teacher is no where to be found so Takeo and I sit in silence until the teacher and the rest of the
class returns. Luckily, the bell rings shortly after and we\'re dismissed.

Takeo and I walk together to meet Nanaka and Sae like we normally do. Every day we expect
Akane to show up but never has it happened. I guess she\'s too hung up on her guy friends. Oh
well, it doesn\'t matter. We love her anyway because she\'s one of us.

The four of us go out into the school yard like we normally do on a Friday. We sit off to the side
and underneath the shade of a big maple tree. I lay down, using my bag as a head rest and put my
hands on my stomach then close my eyes. No tutor today.

\"What are you guys doing this weekend?\" Nanaka asks.

\"I\'ve got my sister\'s birthday party to set up and stuff,\" Sae ans.
.

\"Nothing,\" Takeo and I answer at the same time.

\"Isn\'t your mother in town, Aburatsubo-kun?\" Sae asks me.

I glance at my watch, \"She was. I\'m sure she\'s gone now though. Another weekend by myself. I
wish my father would take just one weekend off. That would be nice. Maybe then, I\'d actually
have something to do,\" I tell them.

\"You guys are welcome to come over to my house. I\'m sure Haha-san wouldn\'t mind you guys
being there for my sister\'s birthday,\" Sae offers.

\"Sure,\" Nanaka and Takeo agree.

\"Aburatsubo?\"

\"Oh, why not?!\"

+*+*+*

I ring the doorbell and Sae\'s mother answers the door.

\"Sae\'s out back with the others,\" she tells me.

\"Arigatou gozaimasu,\" I tell her and follow her through the house.

Sure enough, Takeo, Nanaka and Sae are all talking in a corner of the yard. I walk over and join
them. I place an arm around Takeo\'s shoulders and hope he won\'t shrug it off. He doesn\'t.
Instead, for some unknown reason, he lays his head on my shoulder.

‘This has got to be a dream,\' I think to myself.

Nanaka has a warm look on her face when she sees Takeo\'s position. Definitely a dream. It has
to be there\'s no way in the real world that Takeo would willingly lay his head on my shoulder. I
could nearly melt right now. My heart starts pounding, leaving me to hope the others can\'t hear
it.

We go through the party and some how, Takeo and I get a moment alone. It\'s quiet for a moment
until I hear his surprising words.

\"I actually enjoyed the kiss the other day,\" Takeo says, looking down at the ground.

I nearly choke on my own spit when I hear that. Never had I thought he\'d say that. This has got to
be a dream. Of course, I have no way of knowing for sure if it is or not. People say to pinch
yourself and if it hurts then it\'s not a dream but I\'ve had instances where I knew it was a dream, I
pinched myself and it hurt then I\'d wake up five minutes later.

\"Really?\" I finally choke out.

Takeo nods to me, \"Well, I mean, it\'s not like I\'ve ever kissed a guy before but your lips are soft
and very inviting. I wouldn\'t mind kissing them again.\"

‘Ok, that\'s it! This is a dream. Just wait . . . He\'ll get within a 1/1024 of an inch away from faceface and I\'ll wake up in my bed with a hard-on like I normally do. Just wait,\' I tell myself.

\"What made you change your mind er . . . whatever all of a sudden?\" I ask him, really eager to
know.

\"Well,\" he started, \"the day after we kissed, I couldn\'t come to school. I was in fear of being
humiliated by everyone and looked down upon. That day gave me time to think. I thought a lot
about you and your efforts to have me as a partner. I... I thought about how kind you are to me
and how you seem to protect me.\"

\"I would never let anything or anyone hurt you. Yes, I am protective of you. I\'ve tried to let up on
that because I know how much you like Sae but it just doesn\'t work,\" I not not really knowing if
I\'m interrupting him or not.

\"Yeah, my crush on Sae. I thought about that, too. It just doesn\'t seem likely that we are meant to
be with one another even as just boyfriend and girlfriend. Although we\'re both clumsy and love
magic, there\'s really nothing else we have in common,\" Takeo tells me.

For some reason, I feel as if everybody here is watching and listening to us. I look around and
sure enough, they are. Especially Sae and Nanaka. It\'s an amusing sight. All the adults\' eyes are
wide open and mouths open in surprise. I blink and everything changes to everybody not caring
and going on with their own business. That is reality.

\"You wanna go somewhere else? I feel like we\'re being hovered over,\" I suggest and Takeo
nods.

He grabs my hand as we walk through the house and to the front. Nanaka smiles when she sees
us and points us out to Sae. Sae giggles and nods as if to approve Takeo-kun and me together like
this. Takeo and I leave. We start walking, not knowing where we\'re going.

\"I feel like I can relate to you most, of all people,\" Takeo continues his speech. \"That day
changed a lot in me. I got to see how happy you would be if we were together and how happy I
would also be because we get along so well already. Just the thought made me smile.\"

\"Yeah, but what about all the stuff that lovers do, kiss, hug and um . . . the stuff if it gets to that
point?\" I\'m really curious about what he thinks about this.

\"Well, um . . . We\'ve already kissed and I\'ve grown comfortable with that. Hugging is no
problem. I mean, at first, the thought seemed really awkward but then, I just kind of got used to
the idea. The other stuff, well . . . um,\" he all of a sudden stops walking and stops talking.

He stands there and looks as if he\'s in deep thought. I feel him hold my hand tighter, and sort of
feim rim relax. Then he blinks and I blink. When I open my eyes, I see him rather close to me.
He\'s looking up at me and before I know it, our lips are touching. I close my eyes and let myself
fall into the kiss, deeper into the warmth of the feeling of his lips on mine. He does taste and feel
twice as good as my tutor, no, not twice . . . a thousand times.

I break my hand away from his and put my fingers in his hair. He gasps and I lick his bottom lip
sensually. I thet myt my tongue into his mouth. He accepts it and doesn\'t pull away. This kiss
must\'ve lasted for a good ten minutes until we finally break away, breathless. His lips are
swollen from the intensity of the kiss and a smile is on his face. I kiss his cheek. He grabs my
hand again and we start to walk.

Instead of being like Tylendyl and Vanyel (4), we end the night with a simple kiss instead of
going completely into the whole physical thing. It\'s really a moral decision. I let him go at his
house then I go home to my own dark house. I\'ve got tutor in the morning.

+*+*+*

\"Oh my goodness, he\'s wonderful. His kiss is so delicious,\" I reply to Hiroshi.

He had asked me about my weekend so far and I told him about the party. I told hiout out the
happenings with Takeo. I told him how sensual the kiss was. Told him everything.

\"You enjoy him I see,\" Hiroshi says.

\"Yes, very much so. I don\'t understand one thing, though,\" I pause.

\"Oh, and what is that?\" Hiroshi sits beside me on my bed and I look up from my Algebra text
book.

\"Don\'t take offense to this but, why did his kiss feel and taste better than yours? They\'re both
kisses. Both with the same intensity but his felt more comfortable, more inviting than yours,\" I
tell him.

\"Ah, no offense taken. I understand. It\'s because you love him. It\'s because it\'s Takeo. Not
every kiss will feel the same. Some are more delicious than others. Though you many not realize
it now, all you were after from me was a sexual relationship. From Takeo you want something
more, something with substance. That\'s why the kiss felt so right, because it is right and you
know it,\" Hiroshi tells me then kisses my cheek. \"Now get back to work. Chit-chat is over.\"

\"Hai,\" I respond to him.

I\'m not fully capable of turning all my attention to my studies though because I want to go see
Takeo. I want to make sure he still feels the same way and it\'s not just a memory lapse or
something.

The sound of the doorbell knocks me out of concentration and I jump. I get up and go downstairs
to answer the door. Takeo is standing there. I motion him to come in and he does. Once he
removes his shoes, he hugs me followed by a soft, quick kiss.

\"I\'ve got my tutor upstairs, come on,\" I grab his hand and we head upstairs together.


We enter my room and they bow to each other as I introduce them to one another. There\'s a little
skepticism in Takeo\'s eyes. I grab his hand and we move over to sit on the bed. I pick up my
Algebra book again and start to work again. I hear Hiroshi and Takeo start their own
conversation. It\'s a good thing that they seem to be getting along. I thought, for sure, that Hiroshi
would feel a little weird but I guess I was wrong.

\"Ok, times almost up. I\'ll leave you now,\" Hiroshi stands up and tells us.

\"Sayonara,\" I tell him.

\"Don\'t spend the rest of the day playing around you\'ve got to finish your assignment for
tomorrow, ok?\" Hiroshi tells me.

I nod and he leaves. Takeo turns to me and grins. I lean forward for a kiss and his lips meet mine.

\"Kouen ni ikimashou ka?\" Takeo asks me.

\"Hai, ikimashou,\" I agree.

We go downstairs, put on our shoes and are out the door in five minutes. We walk together to the
park which isn\'t far from my house. It\'s a beautiful day outside. The sky is oh-so-blue and the
birds are having fun singing their little hearts out. There\'s no better day to be out with my Takeo.
I take in a deep breath.

\"Are you sure this is what you want?\" I ask him out of nowhere. I guess I\'m scared that this is
just an act to make me happy for a certain amount of time then my world would crumble once it
left.

\"Yes. Absolutely,\" Takeo responds and turns to me. He touches my cheek with his hand and
pulls me toward him. \"Trust me. I want you, Aburatsubo-chan. Understand? Don\'t question it
anymore, ok?\" he whispers into my ear.

I simply nod and he kisses myek tek then pulls away. He takes me by the hand and leads me to
the shade underneath a tree. We sit with our backs against the trunk of the tree and just sit in
silence while we watch the ducks that swim on the pond.

+*+*+*

The next week is quite interesting actually. Takeo isn\'t scared to show affection towards me at
school. Of course, it\'s more like after school since if any of the teachers saw us, we\'d be kicked
out. Everyone but the adults seems to accept this relationship we have. I think it\'s great but yet a
little strange.

I only see Hiroshi twice during the week, unlike the everyday schedule we had before. He told
me that he was doing this so I could spend more time with Takeo. I love him for that.

Now, I\'m laying on my bed, looking up at the ceiling fan. I\'m watching one blade spin ‘round
and ‘round. There\'s really nothing else to do. It\'s Friday afternoon and no one had any plans for
the weekend so we all just went home. The club meeting today was rather short because
nobody\'s really had the time to find new experimental spells.

I hear the door open downstairs but don\'t get up or anything. I just suspect it\'s my father coming
home to get something he left accidently. I close my eyes and just sort of start to doze off. I guess
staring at a fan can do that to you.

I feel my bed lower then rise again then lips on my neck.pen pen my eyes and Takeo is straddling
my torso. He lightly kisses my lips then pulls away.

\"What are you doing here?\" I ask, surprised by his presence.

\"I was bored so I decided to come over,\" he replies with a large grin on his face.

He bends down and kisses my neck again. His hands move up my body and start unbuttoning my
shirt. As each button is undone, he moves his lips farther down my body.

\"Takeo!\" I say in surprise.

\"What, love?\" he asks me then kisses my lips quickly. \"If you don\'t want, we don\'t have to,\" he
says then starts to pull away.

He slides farther down my body. I sit up with him sitting on my lap and put a hand behind his
head. I kiss his lips with great intensity. His tongue snakes its way into my mouth. He tastes
sweet and I love it. I guess I won\'t be getting what I want from Hiroshi after all.

His tongue pushes against mine. His hands run through my hair. I suck his tongue ever so gently
as my hands move under his t-shirt, up his back. I move one hand to his chest and brush a finger
over one of his nipples. He bites my bottom lip and pulls gently in response. I\'ve wanted this for
so long.

My mouth pulls away from his leaving him panting. He moves up on his knees causing his crotch
to rub against mine. I gasp and attack his neck with my mouth. My hands move down his body,
to his pants. Takeo moves his hips again. I can feel his erection through his pants, my Takeo is
actually enjoying this. This is just too much.

My hands unbutton his pants, he moves his hips again. His zipper slowly comes undone on its
own as his erection presses into it causing it to slide open. Takeo continues to rub his erection
over mine, dry humping me. He starts to move faster, my lips kiss his clothed chest. He reaches
down his body. He pulls his shirt up and off. He doesn\'t really have a build to him but it\'s
enough for me to start to swoon over. My lips move to one of his nipples as if magnetically
connected.

Not stopping playing with his chest, I mo han hand down his stomach sending him jumping. My
hand finds its way into his underpants. My hand touches him so intimately. Jumping up from me,
he gasps but allows me to continue. He starts to moan in pleasure as my hand strokes his
erection. I can\'t believe that my Takeo is actually here now, that my most wanted fantasy is
coming true.

Takeo moves his lips to my neck, \"Aya-chan,\" he moans into my ear.

From a coherent word, he moves to unknown syllables. Suddenly, he m off off of my lap and to
the space in between my slightly spread legs. He lies himself down onto the bed. His shirt is
gone, his pants partially removed. I reach up to his pants line then pull his pants and underpants
off his body.

With my shirt still hanging onto my shoulders and arms, I remove my pants taking my boxers
along with them. He looks down his body at me. His eyes widen as he admires me.

\"Takeo-chan, can I be inside you?\" I ask, my voice dripping with lust.

He simply nods his head. I want to apologize for there not being much foreplay but I\'m about to
burst right now and I want him to climax with me. I lean over to the bed side table then remove a
small bottle of hand lotion I keep there. It\'s all I\'ve got now but it will have to do.

One finger goes into him followed by a second then a third. He\'s surprisingly easy to stretch, not
quite as tight as a virgin should be. I guess he\'s one in a few though. He arches his back up off
the bed as he moans loudly.

\"There... again...,\" he tells me.

Instead, I pull my fingers away from him. He gives me a look of disappointment. Suddenly that
look of disappointment turns into a look of surprise and pleasure. I lean forward, my lips close to
his ear. He trusts up into me, getting me to go deeper into him.

\"Hold on, baby, I don\'t want to hurt you,\" I whisper into his ear.

He relaxes against me until I start to move in and out of him. Surprisingly, his thrusts take no
time to match up with mine. His moans become louder and louder.

He wraps his arms loosely around my neck. My lips catch his. We share a no-tongue-kiss, so
sensual, so perfect. I move my lips away from his then bury my head into the crook of his neck.
My thrusts become harder. My grunts become closer together.

\"Takeo,\" I call his name.

\"Aya-chan, I\'m, I...,\" he screams his release.

His seeootsoots out over our stomachs. A small amount makes it\'s way to his neck. I bend my
head down to lick it up. He tastes so sweet and so good. I come inside him. He yells a sigh of
pleasure as he feels my seed shoot inside him and against his spot. My lips rest limply against his
neck until my orgasm subsides and I have the energy to actually move. I kiss his cheek, sort of
missing his lips.

\"Aishiteru, Takeo-kun,\" I whisper to him

He seems to tense at the word. I look into his eyes. He shuts them tightly. A single tear streams
from his left eye and down his cheek, finally falling to the blankets of the bed. He opens his eyes
then pulls me to his lips. He kisses me deeply then pulls away with sort of a jerk.

\"Aishiteru, koi,\" he adds an ending I\'d never thought I\'d hear from him.

This was better than being with Hiroshi, a thousand times better.

~OWARI~

(1) Reference to \"Digital Getdown\" by Bianca and Ariana which can be found at
http://gwaddiction.com
(2) Small insertion of me (the blond) and my friend Mina (the brunette)
(3) Think Ashram from Rd ofd of Lodoss War.
(4) Reference to M\'s \'s Pawn a novel by Mercedes Lackey. I really recommend the book if you
are a true yaoi and/or shonen ai fan. Thankies to Mina for getting me into it.