When I\'m Seventeen

When You're Seventeen

One-shot

Ritsuka was sitting at his desk typing away on the computer trying to finish his history report before it was time for bed. This new grade was a bigger pain then 6th ever was. For one thing there was more homework and new teachers, but there were some good things. Soubi was sitting against his bed on the floor. Ritsuka didn't even have to turn around to know that he was there staring at his back.

A shiver ran down his spine and he heard the satisfied chuckled of his azure eyed Fighter. Even after the years they had spent together Soubi had told him nothing about what he wanted so badly to know. Who he was? Who murdered his brother? Soubi still dodged these old questions but with new excuses and new lies.

One of the good things that had come from turning growing older was that Soubi had become more intimate with him. Kisses were longer and touches were heavier, but Soubi was always strict about these things. He told Ritsuka that he would not take his ears until he was at least seventeen, much to Ritsuka's frustration.

He couldn't help himself. His body was changing and he was even moodier then usual. He had even grown taller, the tips of his neko ears reaching up to the blonde man's chest.

Ritsuka stopped typing as his mind went back to an event he had found very frustrating in his young life.

"S-soubi." The little black neko boy whispered between Soubi's kisses. His Fighter's hands were running along his small hips as he hungrily pressed the boy against his bed. Suddenly Ritsuka gave a yelp and his face flushed as his eyes widened in surprise. The blonde man pulled away looking at him mildly, "What is it? To hard?"

"N-no…it's." Ritsuka's violet eyes trailed down to his pants, Soubi's azure ones following. Ritsuka looked mortified while Soubi scoffed, amused, to himself.

"You have grown up."

Ritsuka gasped and pulled himself out from under the older man pressing his knees against his chest and wrapping his arms around his legs.

"What should we do!?"

Soubi laughed, "I won't be doing anything. Not until you're at least seventeen."

Ritsuka hadn't meant it that way and gave him an angry look. But his reply shocked even himself as he looked away and spoke softly, "What if I ordered you to?"

Soubi's azure eyes turned serious as he looked down at the boy, "I'm sorry. But I won't do it. I can not do anything to you."

It had made Ritsuka infuriated just thinking of it. He wanted Soubi so badly but he wouldn't do it. But his new feeling made him want it so much. If Soubi had said he would have followed the order then Ritsuka knew he would have given it and lost his ears that night.

Ritsuka replayed Soubi's words in his mind, "I can not do anything to you."

A thought suddenly came into his mind and abruptly he stood and sat himself on his knees in-between Soubi's legs, leaning towards him.

"Not until I'm seventeen?"

Soubi looked down at him surprised but answered calmly, "Not until your seventeen."

"You won't do anything to me until I'm seventeen, correct?"

"Yes…"

Soubi's eyes narrowed slightly and his voice had become low. Ritsuka smirked and he sat up wrapping his arms around the older man's neck.

"You can’t do anything to me…but you never said I can’t do anything to you."

Soubi's reaction wasn't what the neko boy expected. Soubi didn't argue giving excuses like it works both ways and didn't even look surprised. He just smiled and in a husky voice said,

"You're catching on."

Ritsuka recoiled, "Y-you knew that you left that open?"

"I was waiting for you to figure it out yourself." Soubi said as he pulled the boy back towards him.

Ritsuka's face flushed as his eyes softened with want. Timidly he pressed his lips against Soubi's. Soubi did not kiss back so Ritsuka pulled away and quietly said, "Kiss back."

"Is that an order?"

"Yes…"

"Understood."

Now Soubi was kissing back but he wasn't taking control. Normally Soubi would be the one who kissed and Ritsuka would follow his example. Now it had switched and Ritsuka was inexperienced. He fumbled making the kisses sloppy. Soubi smiled against the boy's mouth at his innocence.

Slowly Ritsuka moved down along the blonde's jaw line until he came to his neck, as Soubi had done to him many times. Ritsuka brushed his lips faintly over his neck just the way Soubi did. He slid his tongue over his skin and listened as Soubi's breath quickened.

Ritsuka's hands were as busy as his mouth. He had slid them up the front of the older man's shirt and gently slid his nails down his abdomen. Soubi's muscles rippled and he heard him give a small sound of pleasure.

Ritsuka tugged at the corners of Soubi's shirt and his Fighter permitted him to remove it. Ritsuka's kisses began to move down Soubi's collarbone as his hands moved over his shoulders.

The strange feeling had come back to Ritsuka as he felt himself hardening.

"Soubi…" he murmured. He pulled closer into the blonde's lap but pulled back startled. Soubi had hardened as well and Ritsuka could make out his shape from beneath his pants. He looked up at Soubi.

Ritsuka couldn't help himself he slid his hand down his chest towards Soubi's hardness.

"Ritsuka…!"

The boy cut him off kissing him feverishly. Soubi surrendered to him for a moment but he went ridged when Ritsuka slid down the zipper of his pants.

"Ritsuka." He protested.

"You agreed. I can do anything to you; you can’t do anything to me."

Soubi gave a defeated look, "That is correct."

Ritsuka moved his hand down into the older man's pants. When he finally met resistance he timidly took Soubi into his hand and pressed gently.

Soubi sucked in air sharply and Ritsuka responded by pressing a little harder. Looking back up at Soubi, the older man's eyes were shut tightly and he seemed as though he was fighting himself. One part of him wanted and enjoyed it the other part told him it was wrong.

Slowly the black neko nuzzled his neck.

"Relax…its okay. It's not wrong."

Soubi argued, "You're still young. I don’t want your childhood."

Ritsuka looked at him his eyes filled with a past pain, "I lost my childhood the day Seimei died. You aren't taking anything from me…your giving to me."

Soubi's eyes softened and the guilty looked seemed to fade. He broke the rules, and kissed Ritsuka, "I love you." He said as they broke apart.

"I know." And Ritsuka took up were he left off, kissing Soubi as he slid his hand smoothly over him. Soubi would moan against his kisses and give small grunts as he tightened his hand around him.

After a few more agonizing moments he felt the force of the older man's orgasm as he came in his hand. Soubi was breathing heavily and he leaned his forehead against Ritsuka's shoulder.

Ritsuka's eyes were hazy as a mystified look spread over his face. So this was the mystery the plagued the mind of all those that had ears.

He broke the silence, "When I'm seventeen?" he asked.

Soubi chuckled and with a strained voice answered, "Yes, when you're seventeen."

Soubi took hold of Ritsuka's arm and pulled his hand away.

The sound of him zipping back up his pants split the air. The neko boy remained on the floor as Soubi gently kissed his forehead then standing up and went out through the window disappearing into the night.

Ritsuka finally got up and went to his bathroom to wash one though echoing through his mind.

When I'm Seventeen…