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Learning to Land by Suteishichic. Chapter One Hundred ~Mukahi~
Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)
Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)
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Without realizing it, Gakuto snuggled up to Yuushi because he kinda felt sorry for him. He knew better to say that though. Yuushi wouldn't want pity, and besides, Gakuto knew another way to make him feel much better, "Nothin, I just felt a little cold. Hold me more and tell me the rest?"
The tensai smiled, "It would be my pleasure." Yuushi held him closer and wrapped more of their bodies together. Gakuto sighed feeling better and knowing Yuushi did too. Their mouths were close together and Yuushi kissed him. He kept doing it until Gakuto was all the way hard again and made a small noise because it felt good.
"Shall I continue...?" Yuushi asked smiling and looking amused. Gakuto nodded. Yuushi offered, "Continue with what I was earlier saying or with what we were just doing...? Oh." Gakuto nodded at the first and shook his head no at the second. He wanted more of the second but he knew to keep Yuushi talking while they were both saying so many things.
"Where was I? My parents decided to hire a tutor?" Gakuto nodded yes. "There isn't much more to tell. He became my primary caretaker and lived with me full time. I saw him more often than anyone else and I regarded him as family. We were very close. He would see me off to school each day and be there when I came home. He would draw me a bath and talk over my day. He would take all of his meals with me. We would read and learn and do many things together. I believe in the beginning, when I was very small and he did things to me it was out of misguided affection. It wasn't done maliciously. I think in his way he genuinely loved me. "
"When I was little, there were times when I regarded him as two people. One was the fun one I loved and who loved me, and the other one who was the one who did strange things I wasn't sure I liked late at night. At night sometimes he would be aggressive or demanding, but then in the morning he was his normal self. I did know that what we were doing wasn't what everyone else did. I don't know many five year olds who have had an orgasm, nor in my personal opinion having experienced it, do I feel that they should. Just because their body is capable of it, I don't believe a small child is emotionally ready for that to happen. Around then I discovered and came to like tennis which is the first thing my tutor and I really disagreed upon."
"Five?" Gakuto asked amazed.
"Yes, I was too young to ejaculate, but I was five years old when I had my first. Technically they're called dry orgasms." Yuushi said as if he was waiting for more questions.
"Oh. I didn't know people could have them that young. I thought you had to be like eight or nine and could come a little." Gakuto shrugged. He wasn't judging, but he had been afraid after what he went through to touch himself at all. Then Gakuto resisted because so many of the therapists he saw told him if he did it would be totally normal. He only finally did when it seemed so many of his friends were doing this and Gakuto didn't want to be the weird one left behind.
Yuushi shrugged, "I believe in some ways, my tutor thought our relationship was a normal one even though I was a child. Although he never said anything about it, I think something similar happened to my tutor when he was young. It was what he knew and grew up having learned. It wasn't until around the time when his parents began to force him to find a bride and marry that his more serious problems developed. He became more and more like the second person and less like the one I loved. I was maturing and he did not know how to contend with a pre-adolescent who one day came home and confessed he had a crush on a girl he went to school with."
Yuushi stopped and looked at Gakuto amused.
"What?" Gakuto asked annoyed that Yuushi was pausing in his story.
The tensai looked at him all moony, "She had red hair. I just realized."
"So? You like redheads. I get it. Now...what happened?" Gakuto was secretly pleased. He was jealous just hearing about some chick Yuushi usedta like a million years ago, so how the hell would his bastard tutor have handled it?
"My tutor and I by then were fighting often. He was convinced that I liked this girl just because his parents wanted him to get married. He thought I was compensating for his possible leaving, but the truth was that by then, I just wanted to be--normal. I wanted to be a normal boy. I wanted normal love from someone who was like a parent to me without the physical aspects of our relationship. I had a crush on someone my age and that was all I wanted. I'm not sure precisely when, but he had been online talking to different groups. He had no friends in the real world and tended to be shy in groups. On the internet, it seemed he could be more open. He sought out groups with similar interests to his. Meaning me and the late night things he did to me. Most were families who were physically involved as he and I were, but not all. What he didn't realize was that the people he was primarily speaking to were part of a cult."
"No way! Really?" Gakuto their freshman year had been fascinated by cults. He did a report on them for school and was amazed at the whole brainwashing thing and how stupid people could be. "What do they believe? Are they big? Lots of members? Are they only here or are they in other countries too? Who is their leader? Are they still active? Did he join? Is his wife into them?"
Yuushi laughed at the barrage of questions, "His wife is not into them as far as I know. He was very into them and around then was when he was married and then went rather crazy. They are active but I think only in this country. I'm not sure. They believe in a lot of insane things and supposedly it's all in the tradition of Shingon and the teachings of shudo. It's sick. It's disgusting. That sex with children is the purest form of love because children don't lie. That the end of the world is near. That an anti-christ type person is not bad but actually is the savior of the world. Once they find him, he is going to come and save only them from evil. All of that kind of complete nonsense. And before you ask, I never met or saw any of them."
"oh." Gakuto was disappointed. He had been hoping for more. "Well the good thing is your tutor's gone now, right?"
"Yes." Yuushi looked worried, "Do you understand why when I told him I loved him I meant it?" Sneaky tensai. Gakuto just noticed that Yuushi was touching one of his nipples with one hand and lightly touching him between his legs with the other.
"Sure. You were a kid and he was like your parent even if he was all fu...messed up. Kids always love their parents, even if they're bad. Look at Shishido. His mom hates him and he still loves her. You can tell he does because he always makes and gets her lots of stuff for her birthday." Gakuto shrugged. He didn't want Yuushi to stop touching him.
Yuushi was quiet a long moment, "There are worse things than your parents hating you. The opposite of love actually isn't hate, it's apathy. When someone couldn't care less about you. When you hate someone, you actively still have feelings for them. When you feel apathetic, you don't care about them at all."
Gakuto thought about it. "So... because I hate Sato, I still have feelings for him? That's not true." He thought again and then shrugged, "Nope. No feelings. I really just hate him. I would be happy if he dropped dead because he would never bother me or anyone else again, but that's about it."
Yuushi smiled and kissed his forehead, "I believe that your strong feelings of anger towards him--justified completely, are because he wronged you and took pleasure in that. When he is finally punished for what he did, I am fairly positive you will no long feel anything for him. He will just be someone you used to know." Yuushi shrugged, "I was referring to my parents...but...it doesn't matter."
Gakuto knew he should probably let it go. He wanted them to get to the good stuff, but Gakuto felt the need to say something, "Yuushi, I'm sure your parents don't hate you and they're not apathetic about you. Your mom calls you, doesn't she? She wouldn't do that if she didn't care, right? She's just probably really busy like you said and maybe she isn't good with kids. Bet when you get older that you and your parents will be closer and stuff. Your dad is probably just real busy between work and his other family too. How could anyone hate you, Yuushi? Or not care about you? You're luckier than most guys, you have like a hundred thousand fangirls, a ton of friends, and you have...me."
Yuushi looked at him surprised like he thought the tensai was gonna. Right when he did, Gakuto made this goofy face where he crossed only one eye. His mom told him to not do it a lot because it could get stuck that way, so Gakuto only did it when it was an important occasion. Yuushi laughed so that justified doing it. Gakuto laughed with him.
"Are you still tense?" Yuushi asked with a smile curving his lips. Damn, Gakuto was really wanting to kiss him because Yuushi was looking kinda cute and dangerous. Gakuto reached out to kiss Yuushi's mouth again. The tensai had a great mouth and really knew how to use it for more than blah blah blahing.
"Yeah..." Gakuto said in between hotly kissing him back, "So what you gonna do about it, Yuushi? Make it better."
Yuushi smiled and looked wicked. It was his hot and turned on look, "What...seems to be the problem."
Somehow, Gakuto was able to keep a straight face as he pointed down to his erection, "It's been like that for a while. It seems to be real...tense. I dunno...maybe you should rub it."
Yuushi made his face look dead serious. Gakuto knew it was his straight man mask and if he didn't the tensai probably woulda laughed. In fact, even though Gakuto made Yuushi laugh a lot, he realized could never remember seeing him laugh so hard he couldn't breathe. Or where milk or something came flying outta his nose. Gakuto suddenly had a new goal. To crack that mask Yuushi had--at least when they were alone. Absurdly serious Yuushi said, "Hmm. I see. I seem to be having the same problem. Perhaps if I help you, you can assist me as well?"
"Okay. Hey Yuushi? You still want us to have a codeword, just in case? I thought of one. Masks. Can we use that? And that means if either of us say it that even if we're playin, we have to stop?" It appealed a lot to Gakuto not just in case he felt afraid, but maybe if Yuushi ever did too.
Yuushi's smile increased and he looked interested, "Masks? Interesting choice. Very interesting, indeed. Very well, I accept. Now how do you propose that we take care of these...Gaa..kuumnnn..."
Around Yuushi's erection Gakuto laughed as he heard the tensai's response. He figured that Yuushi would talk them to death if he didn't take some immediate action. And while Yuushi talked, his erection was just kinda bobbing there and looking all nice and stuff. And now Gakuto understood why no one had ever mentioned how big Yuushi was. Gakuto liked the way it felt in his mouth even if it was big. Yuushi's started off nice and then got really thick. Gakuto licked his tongue around it and tried to take as much as he could in his mouth. In and out. In and out. More. More. More.
Yuushi hummed a hot sounding moan.
Gakuto smiled. He wrapped his hand around the bottom part he couldn't fit down his throat and touched his fingers over Yuushi's testicles. Gakuto was really good at this. He knew to keep the motion up because it made the friction feel better. Which when he thought about that, Gakuto thought about the friction feeling better if this part of Yuushi was actually inside of him somewhere other than his mouth.
All deep and big and wide like that. Gakuto thought of Yuushi getting him off with his erection inside of him the same way he was really good when he used his hand or his mouth or anything else. The tensai was really good. And hot. And sexy without even thinking he was sexy. Which was even hotter for some reason.
Yuushi would be really gentle. He would move exactly how it felt best for Gakuto. If he told Yuushi to go slower or faster or to hold him closer, he bet the tensai would without questioning. He would want Gakuto to feel really, really good. Yuushi would probably kiss him all swirly and good when he came. Even after they both did, Yuushi would hold him close and kiss him deep.
Gakuto moaned thinking about it and then moaned again because Yuushi moved around so that he just started doing the same thing to Gakuto at the same time. Yuushi could take more of him into his mouth too. Gakuto vowed to ask him how later when he could think again. He wanted to be good like Yuushi so that Yuushi really liked it too. Gakuto moaned as Yuushi took him deep, "Nmmm..."
And then Yuushi pulled back and suddenly stopped.
Gakuto almost howled in frustration. He couldn't take all the stops and starts even if he had come a thousand times already that day. Yuushi touched his entrance softly. Gakuto couldn't tell if it was with his tongue or his finger. Maybe his tongue because it felt wet.
The tensai asked, "May I?"
Gakuto came off him to look back to see what Yuushi was doing. Oh. Yuushi must have gotten the lotion. That's what he musta been doing when Gakuto wasn't looking. Yuushi wanted to touch him with his hand again. It was kinda annoying but also kinda nice that he stopped to ask. Gakuto shrugged. "Yeah. 'Course. Should I keep doin what I'm doin?"
"Gods yes." Yuushi looked all horny. It was nice. And then he sighed, "I only wish I could see you more."
The room was bright with the fire. Oh. "'Cause I'm down here? I liked the mirrors at Jiroh's." Gakuto grinned.
Yuushi smiled, "I did as well. I'll make sure we'll have one by the end of the week, my prince."
Gakuto laughed. There were advantages to doin and datin a rich guy. "Cool. I'll think of somethin fun for us to do by then. You think of somethin too, okay? Somethin hot and dirty that I'll really like..."
He felt Yuushi's erection twitch in his hand. He took that for a yes. Gakuto turned still smiling and went back to what he had been doing.
Yuushi rubbed gobs of that cream on and then entered him all swirly with his finger while he took Gakuto back in his mouth. Around the tensai's erection in his mouth, Gakuto moaned.
Gakuto had a jealous thought but it came with an idea. And even if it was one he had gotten from Ohtori, it was still a good idea. Gakuto stopped and looked back again, "Yuushi?" The tensai froze and he looked over as if wondering if he had hurt Gakuto. "I was just kinda wondering, and it's okay if you say no you don't wanna and stuff, but...can I do the same thing to you? You know with lotion. I'll go real slow. I'll only use one finger. I'll be really gentle and stop if you want me to. I've never done it to anyone but myself, but I know how to do it really good. Can I?"
Yuushi's voice sounded small and worried. "Why? Why do you want to?"
Gakuto bit back his standard I dunno reply. He thought about it, "Lotta reasons. Kinda because it feels really good and I want you to like it. Kinda because it's good for your sex therapy to try it. Kinda because no one else has." Yuushi kept looking at him. Gakuto sighed and said the thing he got from Ohtori, "And, I guess, kinda because I wanna be the last person who touched you. You know, there? It shouldn't be anyone else but me who was your last." Yuushi's mouth opened a little bit as if he was surprised and didn't know what to say. "If you don't want me to or you wanna wait until another day that's fine, but I wanted to make you feel good and..."
Yuushi nodded.
"It's really okay?" He got another nod. "Hand me the lotion. Please?" Yuushi liked when he said please like his mom did, but sometimes Gakuto still forgot. "Yuushi? I'm gonna go really slow. I won't hurt you. If you want me to stop just tell me and I swear I won't be mad or anything. I just wanna make you feel good. And if you touch me and do stuff to me while I'm doin stuff to you then you won't worry so much about it. Okay? Oh and I want you to come in my mouth." Yuushi looked surprised. "If you can, then I want you to. I've come lots in yours so it's okay." Gakuto shrugged, "If you can't it's okay too. At least we tried and then we'll just change and do somethin else. I'm gonna start."
Yuushi watched him as he put lotion in his hands and warmed it up. When Gakuto put the bottle down, Yuushi reached out to hold his hand. He looked worried or scared or somethin so Gakuto let him. He smiled and tried to look reassuringly at him which from their angles was rather difficult, but he thought he managed, "S'okay Yuushi. I'm gonna start?"
Gakuto laced as much of their fingers together as he could from this angle and then Yuushi nodded.
With his hand being held, it wasn't as easy as it could have been, but it was do-able. For the moment, Gakuto took Yuushi's waning erection in his mouth to bring it back to life with a little CPR. Meanwhile, he spread the lotion over Yuushi's entrance and around. Yuushi was clamped so tight Gakuto figured he couldn't stick a toothpick up there if his life depended on it. Gakuto joked silently to himself that if he put a lump of coal there and Yuushi squeezed this hard they could make a diamond. Yuushi was the golden goose and a diamond mine laying diamond eggs. The jokes calmed Gakuto's nerves which had been trying to sneak some doubts into his idea. He really had never done this to anyone but himself before.
Guys wanted to be seme with Gakuto and girls didn't want you to touch them there. They would even say it was dirty if you tried--which Gakuto thought was a total turn off. If someone--even a girl--says they're dirty down there, even a very horny guy tends to believe them. To Gakuto it was just an intimate place to be touched and it felt really good. If it didn't people wouldn'ta been doing it since the dawn of time. Gakuto idly wondered how Shishido had been able to get so many girls to let him do whatever they wanted to them. Girls never probably told stupid Shishido they were dirty or that he was a pervert for touching them anywhere. Damn pretty boys get all the luck. To keep his nerves calm he joked to himself while he kept rubbing around there. Gakuto hoped that the tensai relaxed a little.
The rubbing around and him using his mouth seemed to calm Yuushi a bit too. The tensai had his finger still inside Gakuto--not moving unfortunately, but Yuushi did turn his attention back to Gakuto's poor erection. Poor because Gakuto hated waiting this long to shoot. It kinda hurt when you waited like this. They shoulda both come and then done all this blah blah blah talking but, Gakuto held back a shrug so Yuushi didn't think something was wrong and instead shrugged inside his head, whatever. They would be okay, and this would be good for both of them. Even the lame tears.
He thought maybe he shoulda licked Yuushi, but he hadn't really done that to anyone but Yuushi either and that was just once to see what it was like. Yuushi seemed to like licking his so he was curious about the taste and texture and feel of it. One lick while Yuushi was sleeping seemed fair and Yuushi didn't punch him out or anything. If anything he seemed to like it. He had hummed that moan that unfortunately he wasn't humming now.
Gakuto stroked his thumb over the area between his testicles and his entrance. Secretly, Gakuto always liked this area on a guy. It was the softest skin but it got kinda hard when a guy was hard. Yuushi had a very fine line running all the way down. Gakuto barely had one. Taki told Gakuto once if they had been girls that's where their vaginas woulda been. Bodies were so strange. It was weird to think about. Gakuto figured only other guys would think was interesting. He felt Yuushi's finger inside him start to move. Like a millimeter, but it was moving.
And he felt Yuushi start to relax so Gakuto started to enter him. Really just barely. The moment he put his finger there and pressed, Yuushi clamped down. It was probably just a reaction and Gakuto was just going to stop when he felt Yuushi relax again. "Sorry." Yuushi said and then released his hand. He took Gakuto's erection back in his mouth again.
With his hand free, Gakuto could distract Yuushi by playing with his testicles and his base again. Yuushi seemed to really like that. Gakuto was able to get his index finger in but only about half way down the nail. Yuushi clamped down again and then relaxed. Gakuto was able to slide in a little more. He was past the first hard spot, but the second was not budging. Gakuto took his mouth off, "Yuushi? It's okay, just push down for me like you're goin."
Yuushi took his mouth off, "Going?"
"Yeah." Gakuto was mortified. Damn it, how did he go about explaining this without using words Yuushi didn't like? He thought, "Like you're gonna go. You know, on the toilet? Push down like that for me."
Yuushi did. That caused that second tight spot to relax enough for Gakuto to get his finger past and up there. As soon as he was in and before Yuushi could react and clamp down, Gakuto took his finger out. He hopped off Yuushi and turned around to face him. Gakuto kissed him and laughed, "See? You did it Yuushi! Good job! See? It didn't hurt at all did it?"
The tensai was looking at him as if he had lost his mind somewhere, "You...stopped?"
Gakuto struggled to explain, "Well, yeah. We just do this little bit for your first time. Just to show you that it doesn't hurt or anythin and that...you know, that you can trust me and stuff. See? I won't hurt you and it's different with me than with your bastard tutor or anyone else. Right?" Yuushi nodded but was still looking like he thought Gakuto was insane. "Okay. Now what I wanna do is let you shoot again, in my mouth and all. And I'm just gonna take my hand and touch you outside but I won't touch you inside at all. It's gonna feel more...more intense but don't worry. You'll just come, okay?" Yuushi looked worried so Gakuto kissed him again. "Don't worry. I wanna. Can I?" Gakuto gave him another kiss. "Please?" He ran his hand over Yuushi's erection and felt it twitch with interest.
Yuushi smiled slightly, "You can do whatever you want to me...especially when you ask as sweet as you just did."
Gakuto rolled his eyes. "I told you what I wanna do. I'm gonna start. It's gonna be really good Yuushi. Let me make you feel good." He moved down Yuushi's very cut body stopping only to lick into the hollow of his belly button as he passed. The tensai was so clean he probably never had lint.
"Would you like me to do anything to you while you do this?" Yuushi looked amused but as Gakuto licked around his tip, that hot turned on look came back into his eyes and he sucked in his breath. "May I touch you?"
Gakuto shook his head no. "Don't push down on my head because I hate that." Nothing enraged Gakuto more than that. He swore after Sato the next guy or even the next girl that forced his head down was gonna get their fingers broken. One by one. Bastard. Oh. That wasn't what Yuushi meant. He shook his head no again and smiled feeling wicked and powerful, "Nope. You like to watch me, you've gotta watch me do this to you. I want you to get used to seein only me doin things like this to you. You're gonna love it Yuushi..." Gakuto sucked at his tip pleased to find it was wet.
Yuushi smiled as if something was very funny to him. Jokes? Now? Gakuto raised one eyebrow and waited for Yuushi to tell him the joke. The tensai moved his hand but only to run his fingers softly and nice through Gakuto's hair. He said all lovey, "Going to love it, I already do, Gakuto. I already love...yaaaaah...!"
Gakuto decided really that was enough talking for one night and softly scraped Yuushi with his teeth. Not enough to actually hurt, just enough to make all his brainiac thoughts come suddenly to a crashing stop. Gakuto grinned and decided to be nice. Very, very nice. He took Yuushi as far in his mouth as he could, stroked him with one hand, and put his finger outside his entrance teasing that tight still lubricated spot. Each time he came up off Yuushi, the tensai was starting to raise his hips off the bed along with him, moving with him--a very good, hot sign. He wasn't sure but it kinda felt like Yuushi was trying to at the same time press down on his finger. He felt Yuushi wiggle which was not normal for Yuushi. Gakuto watched his face.
Yuushi's eyes were closed. Usually a good sign, but not now. Gakuto wanted Yuushi with him. To know it was him, see it was him, and to not think of anyone else. Gakuto stopped.
Yuushi looked down at him, "Sorry, I thought I was going to...continue, please, continue."
Gakuto shook his head no. He licked his way down Yuushi's shaft using a wide, wet lap of his tongue. He passed down lower licking as he went. Gakuto got on his knees and tapped Yuushi's hip. "Up." He forgot to be nice so he added, "Lift up please."
"Up?...how do you want me to...?" Gakuto helped him. He made Yuushi lift his legs and bend his knees so his butt was in the air. He enjoyed Yuushi showing him this most intimate view.
Gakuto slid his legs under Yuushi's back and rested the tensai's cheeks on his chest to give Yuushi some support. He knew from experience you could get tired holding yourself up in this position for a long time. "You can relax. You can move your legs over my shoulders or keep them off to the sides like that. Whatever feels better to you. You okay?"
Yuushi kept his eyes locked on Gakuto's and nodded. Gakuto could see the tensai wasn't completely fine with this, but he was okay for the moment. It felt like as long as he could see Gakuto, he would be alright.
Gakuto smiled and felt a little embarrassed blush come over him. He had this feeling that Yuushi completely trusted him and it made him feel really powerful but also a little awed. His heart suddenly was racing and he felt a little shy because he had to admit the truth, "I really like when you do this. You're really good at it. I've never really done this to anyone before, but I kinda want to, you know, with you. Can I? I'll try to be as good as you are."
Yuushi went from lookin worried to lookin all lovey again. "You can do whatever you want to me. I'm yours. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do, however." Gakuto went to get annoyed and yell, but Yuushi cut him off. "I only mean that I appreciate you wanting to and trying. That's all. Thank you."
Gakuto rolled his eyes and said to himself that if that was what the tensai meant then he shoulda said that in the first place. He didn't answer Yuushi. He just shrugged and then licked from the tensai's tail bone all the way up to his entrance. Gakuto was curious to see what that lotion tasted like and it just tasted like strawberry candy. He almost laughed thinking of how Yuushi would hate it because it was sweet, but in a way, Gakuto didn't like it either. He wanted to taste Yuushi's skin and really couldn't with this stuff on. He licked around and over that tight spot several times. Yuushi's skin was a bit darker here. It felt soft and was a darker color. Kinda interesting.
Gakuto liked how it felt and he loved how Yuushi responded. The tensai hummed and closed his eyes for a second and then quickly opened them. Yeah, damn, from his response, Yuushi liked it a lot. Each pass of his lips and tongue had the tensai sorta squirming around as if trying to make it more and to get Gakuto to lick inside of him. It wasn't that Gakuto was grossed out or didn't want to, he did, but he wanted to wait. Yuushi had enough new sensations to deal with for one day. Gakuto licked down him further to that soft swollen in between skin. He tongued the seam of him and followed it down because with Yuushi's hips in the air, Gakuto had to admit he liked how Yuushi's testicles fell forward from this angle. They looked kinda good.
No wonder guys had always liked to put Gakuto in this position.
Gakuto licked over the tensai's entrance and tried to do the same kinda swirly flicks Yuushi did on him. Maybe the tensai liked those. Gakuto knew from a little while ago that they felt damn good. Thinkin about no one ever being in this small hot space and Yuushi wanting him to be his first was kinda sexy. Gakuto didn't know how sex as seme to a guy felt but sex was usually pretty good when he was with a girl and plus he knew whatever he and Yuushi seemed to do it felt amazingly good. Gakuto was so turned on thinkin about it that he started to stroke himself.
Yuushi hummed so Gakuto looked down at him. The tensai sounded like he was panting and turned on when he said, "Doing that to me turns you on that much?"
Gakuto could see Yuushi liked that he was doing this. Somehow it was important to Yuushi that Gakuto wanted him. Kinda like he didn't think Gakuto would think he was hot or something stupid like that. Gakuto decided to tease him but honestly, "Yeah. I was thinkin about bein in you. You know, bein your first?" He smiled his most dashing smile at the tensai, the one he knew Yuushi never could resist, and he tried to say all low and sexy how Yuushi talked when he wanted to turn Gakuto on, "You want me, Yuushi? You want me in you?"
The tensai paused and licked his lips as if he felt nervous. His eyes went all dangerous and sexy and his voice sounded dry like his throat was parched, "I want you..." Yuushi said it but he sounded strange. Like what he was sayin wasn't just about sex, but some kind of deep desire and confession rolled up into one. Yuushi hesitated and then his eyes changed from that sexy Yuushi to a very nervous one to a very scared one to a very resolved one all in the span of a few seconds.
Gakuto couldn't imagine how many things he was tensai thinking of during that short pause. Did he figure out the meaning of life? Solve the secrets of the universe? Gakuto was just going to remind Yuushi that he was touching him and the tensai should focus when Yuushi asked, "Gakuto?"
He looked at Yuushi and could see how important this was so he stopped moving his hands.
He never expected Yuushi to say what he said next though. All serious and lovey, the tensai said, "I want you...I love you."
Okay, yeah, so Yuushi had said those kinda things to Gakuto about a hundred million times by now, but this time it was different. It was how Yuushi said it the words that had Gakuto already crawling up his body to him. This time, it was more like Yuushi was asking, no begging Gakuto to make love to him. In his own way and even though it probably scared him, Yuushi was giving Gakuto permission to do whatever he wanted to him. Out of love. Gakuto was moved, and touched, and annoyed at the big dope.
Gakuto kept crawling up his body until his mouth reached Yuushi's. He kissed the tensai once hot and hard to throw him off-kilter, and then said softly, "Don't be an idiot, Yuushi. I'm not sayin we're ready yet, just that I wanna." He cupped his hand around the back of Yuushi's head and marveled at how someone so smart could be so stupid at the same time. Yuushi still didn't get what he had been originally tryin to say, "I'm just saying that I wanna, you know, when the time's right?" Gakuto sighed and saw he was gonna have to spell this out, "I want you, Yuushi."
Yuushi looked worried. Like somehow Gakuto was gonna make fun of him or something. Very quietly he asked, "You do? You really do?"
Anyone else and Gakuto knew he woulda punched them. And then never talked to them again. But it was Yuushi, and he was no over-confident Atobe. Gakuto couldn't believe for someone so hot with so much going for them and a million people lined up wishing they could be with the tensai that Yuushi didn't get it. Actually, what seemed even nicer kinda, was although all those people wanted Yuushi, the only person the tensai desperately seemed to need to hear wanted him and liked him was Gakuto.
He sighed his annoyance away and smiled. Gakuto felt powerful having someone like him this much and that was kinda nice for a change too, "Yeah. I really do. I told you I'd tell you as many times as you wanna hear me to say it." Gakuto rested his forehead on Yuushi's, "I do like you and I do want you and stuff, but we're not ready yet. We're gonna be like normal people and take our time until we're ready, okay? But...you know, if you wanna, we can still fool around and do other kinds of stuff until then, right?"
Yuushi smiled and kissed him softly. Swirly. "Of course. Of course I want to. This is better than my fantasies. You're really amazing, Gakuto. You're brilliantly insightful and intuitive in addition to being stunningly gorgeous and desirable."
Gakuto rolled his eyes at the complements but was secretly pleased. He loved when Yuushi called him smart things because no one else thought Gakuto was.
Yuushi said as if confessing something, "I...get jealous sometimes, and I apologize for that." Gakuto was just going to ask Yuushi what he was talking about when the tensai said, "They won't always underestimate you, Gakuto. You're very popular now, but the day everyone else really discovers how amazing you are, I fear I may lose you on that day." Gakuto was feeling good and just going to tell Yuushi to stop acting all stupid when the tensai surprised him by saying, "Even Atobe underestimates you. I'm sure you know that and realize one day when he realizes your almost limitless potential..."
Gakuto kissed Yuushi quiet and then kinda rolled offa him so he didn't crush him. Immediately Yuushi held him close so Gakuto was on his back and Yuushi his side. Before Yuushi could make another big deal outta this, Gakuto figured he'd better fill Yuushi in about a few things, "It's not that Yuushi. Atobe knows me, he just doesn't like me becausa what I know about him. He did a really stupid thing and I know all about it." Gakuto shrugged because what else could he say but the truth. "Look, I didn't wanna get back together with Sato after he went off and said he loved Taki. I wasn't gonna. At Jiroh's little sister's birthday second party, I gotta little drunk. Or what I thought was a little drunk. Remember my lab partner was tryin to fool around with me and stuff? You were there I think, but I told you all about her bein all over me later. I couldn't get away from her."
Yuushi nodded. He was jealous. Gakuto could clearly see he was.
"Anyway, I wanted to go home early because I was so outta it. I really don't like to drink because when I do, even just a little, it makes me feel like crap the next day. It always gives me a headache so I always just pretend to drink or I get a soda or tea and pretend to drink with everyone else. I thought I was just drinkin juice. I also didn't know Sato was there, but he was. I felt sick and went to go lay down in a room because I got dizzy. Next I remember was someone kissin me and then someone's all heavy on me having sex. It was like I wasn't there. I thought it was a nightmare because I couldn't move my arms or legs or nothin. It was Sato. He was cryin and tellin me he loved me while he did that to me. He didn't hurt me or anythin. Not that time. He wasn't rough like you saw because remember, he was tryin to get back with me so he was all nice. Right as he was finishin, I started to get sick. Really sick. Sick like puking my guts up. I was scared because I couldn't move or sit up or anythin and now it scares me because if Sato was with me now and that happened, he'd probably hit me for pukin on him, but back then he was nice. He took care of me. He even took me home and somehow suckered Taki into helpin me too. The next day, I couldn't get outta bed. I was too sick and Sato was so worried he called Taki."
"Then Taki got so worried that he called Atobe. Everyone thought I just got drunk the night before and I was really hung over, but I wasn't. Atobe's doctor did a test. Someone drugged my drink. I told Atobe what happened with the girl and with Sato and he said he would find out who did it. He asked me a lotta questions about how I felt and all. It was embarrassing, but Atobe told me I had to tell him everything specifically because he said he had to fix it so my blood work would show up clean on our next test. You know what happens if you have anything in your system. I was scared and so I agreed. Atobe asked me everything from specifics of what I remembered Sato doing and all that. I was kinda outta it and felt horrible. I told him just about everything I could think of--including that I didn't know how I felt about Sato. I mean, he was a real bastard to do that to me when I was so sick, but it was kinda like he didn't know. I told Atobe that if Sato drugged me then he was a real bastard, but if he didn't then he wasn't so bad and maybe I should think about maybe takin him back and seein how things went with him and Taki. I knew with Sato at least Taki was takin his meds and seemed to be okay. Taki seemed to be really happy and Sato seemed to be really into me and when he said how much he cared and stuff and how he was only stayin with Taki to make sure Taki was okay, I dunno. I guess I kinda believed him. I told you I have terrible taste in guys. When everyone left me to rest and I didn't wanna be alone, I missed Sato. I didn't know how I felt but it felt really good when he took care of me, so I guess I was kinda confused."
"Atobe didn't find out who drugged me because it turns out there was something that was passed around at the party. Someone coulda put it in everyone's drinks. It mighta even been in the soda bottles. Atobe said he didn't think it was my lab partner or Sato and had no proof. I kinda took Sato back, but I decided to not have sex with him until he and Taki broke up. Everythin seemed fine for a few days, and then Sato started givin me a hassle about not havin sex with him. We were doin like everythin else by then so I didn't see what the problem was. A few days later, he threatened me that he would tell Taki if I didn't. At first, I didn't believe Sato, but he was serious and by then Taki was all crazy in love so I couldn't hurt him by tellin him. I even thought about tellin you just to have someone to talk it over with, but I figured with your date with Atobe goin so bad and him bein right away all into Shishido that you wouldn't wanna hear about it. Plus when I told you all the stuff my lab partner did to me and tried to get me to do to her, you seemed to get mad." Gakuto shrugged as why Yuushi got mad just occurred to him. "You never liked when I talked about sex and stuff, but I didn't get why then. I'm sorry, Yuushi. I didn't know." He felt unspeakably guilty for hurting Yuushi.
The tensai smiled and kissed him softly. Gakuto wondered why Yuushi didn't do that part of his hair thing like he normally would have but then he realized. Yuushi's finger...no wait, more than one, his fingers were still inside Gakuto and were moving. Gakuto was so into his story that he only noticed just then.
Yuushi smiled and drawled in his sexy voice, "I couldn't help myself, but I am listening. Is this all right?" He alternated his fingers back in forth in that really good scissoring way.
Gakuto liked it. A lot. He was tryin to quickly think up something funny or sassy to say back when Yuushi did it again. All swirly inside him this time. Despite himself, Gakuto whimpered a moan.
Damn it! Yuushi smiled more and threatened teasingly, "If you don't like it or are too distracted, I could always stop..." Or was it a tease? The fingers in him moved less and less and began to slow down.
"No!" Gakuto said quickly, "Ohh...no...don't stop...please? It's okay. I...I like it...and what I was sayin, I was almost done. Uh..." Gakuto fought to remember where he left off when Yuushi moved all swirly again. "Ohhh...where was I?" Maybe if he kept talking, Yuushi would keep doing what he was doing.
"You were just about to tell me why Atobe doesn't like you and what you have on him..." Yuushi kissed him softly and then pulled away as if encouraging him to continue. Or maybe challenging him. It was kinda like a dare. Maybe to finally get Gakuto to say yes to him. Yuushi moved his fingers in him more.
"Ohhh...right, um...yeah...well that drug that was goin around? Atobe had me get some ohh...of it for him. He said he had to test it to see if anyone else had taken it so their blood work came up right like mine and...mmm...maybe I could find ohhh...out who else had it. The doctor said it was dangerous and stuff. I asked around...ah...I even ah haa...asked Sato to get me some so he and I could try it but he couldn't get any. I asked my lab partner aaah...and she got some from her friend but it took a while and she didn't seem to know what it was. Ahh...anyway I gave it to Atobe that aaah...afternoon at practice and that was the night ohhh...of Shishido's birthday party. Yuuu...you know when everyone showed up at the hotel but...haaa...him and Atobe? That night...ohhh like that...Atobe called me in a panic. Yuuu...Yuushi, wait...stop." Gakuto was writhing on the bed under his touch.
Yuushi's mouth had been ravaging his neck and nipples with wet licks and long kisses while his fingers moved so damn good inside him. The tensai was so good with his hands, but Gakuto needed him to hear this. The second Gakuto said stop, to his credit, Yuushi instantly froze.
He looked worried so Gakuto reassured him, "No, please. Keep them in me. I just want you to stop for a second while I say this part. Look, I know you won't tell anyone any of this, but promise me anyway that what I tell you is just between us. That you won't tell anyone ever. It's for your own safety too."

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