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Super Psycho Love	By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 9712 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: Sorry it took a while to come back to this. To be honest, last chapter was heavier on my heart than I first thought. I was almost scared to open this story again. I know I scared away A LOT of people with Chapter 10. People who saw the AMV knew that scene was coming, they were looking forward to it being sexy, and they were not ready to see just how horrific rape truly is. Thank you to those brave enough to continue.

Chapter 11

Tear My Heart Out Slow and Bleed Me
Gray had rushed back home, happy that he made it just in time for Lucy's birthday. As soon as he got off the train, he headed straight to Lucy's house. It was early, so he hoped that maybe he could kiss her awake, or catch her in the shower. He wanted to give Lucy her first birthday kiss.
In his arms were two wrapped packages. One, he kept staring at happily. His joy was nearly bursting, but this present had to wait. The other … well, that was for tonight!
He knocked on her door, then cursed himself. He was so distracted with happiness about these birthday gifts, he forgot that he wanted to wake her. Luckily, no one came to the door. Gray had learned early on how to break into Lucy's house. He slipped through a window, hoping to find her sleeping like a princess.
The bed was empty. There was no sound in the small house. Gray set the larger gift on the bed and walked around.
"Lucy?" he called out.
He sat on her plump chair and looked down at the smaller gift again. He felt nervous. He shouldn't be, he scolded himself. Lucy would love it. It would have deep meaning to them both, and he felt confident that she loved him enough to accept this and wear it.
He shook his head. Stupid giddy feelings!
He wondered if Lucy left already. Maybe she wanted a birthday breakfast with Levy. Maybe she was dragged to the guild for a party. He chuckled as he realized that must be it. So Gray jumped up, ready to go to the guild. He was about to grab the second gift, but that was definitely not something to be opened at the guild. He quickly wrote a letter, and then he leaped out her window, rushing down Strawberry Street to the guild.

Lucy was unsure how long she sat there in the woods. Her mind was numbed from everything. Her body hurt, and her stomach was still heaving at times, sick to remember what just happened. She just wanted to die! Eventually, she realized Natsu might come down this path. At the least, she needed to get out of here before he arrived, found her, and tortured her some more.
Slowly, aching, unable to use her right hand, she pulled herself up and climbed over the fallen tree. Her thighs burned. Her back was still agonizing; she would need Wendy to heal the bone and nerves. Bruises throbbed all over her. There was no way she wanted to go to the guild like this. She felt filthy and undeserving of being a Fairy Tail wizard. As she walked through the streets of Magnolia, she kept her face down, hoping to hide the bruises on her face with a curtain of blond hair hanging down. She did not even feel like calling Plue out, let alone any of her other Celestial Spirits. She felt like this defeat meant she lost the right to own any of them.
When she arrived at her home, she noticed a wrapped gift sitting on her bed. On top was a letter in Gray's messy handwriting.
Dearest Lucy,

I rushed home for your birthday. I wanted to surprise you this morning, but I guess you headed out early. I'll leave this here, since it's a gift that's not exactly appropriate for the guild to see. We can open it together … tonight! Come see me in the guild when you get home. I have another gift for you, a special one, something I know you'll like. Please hurry.

Love forever,

Gray
Lucy collapsed to the floor, sobbing loudly as she felt too petty for Gray to get her any type of gift, too disgusting for him to love her, and like such a whore, a failure as a woman. She felt she did not deserve a man as wonderful as Gray. She clutched his letter to her chest, fearing these might be the last kind words she would ever receive from him. When he learned the truth…
Would he stay with her?
Would he blame her? Hate her?
She blamed herself, and hated herself, so she figured of course he would hate her just as much. She feared his rejection. She wondered if it would be better to simply not tell Gray anything, to keep this atrocity secret, so he would never leave her.
Except, if she was pregnant…
There was the option of ending a pregnancy, of course, but a procedure like that was not something she could easily hide from Gray. The bruises, the bite, her broken arm and injured spine, were all too much to hide. Even if she managed to explain everything with lies, Natsu would always be there to torment her. She feared him now. She would never be able to face the Dragon Slayer without reliving that terror.
She needed to tell Gray what really happened.
However, she feared the outcome. She loved Gray so much. It might have all started as a way to get back at Natsu, but her heart had been changed by the ice wizard. She needed him now more than ever, so the fear of losing him was greater than any time before.
"Gray…" she sighed, clutching the letter with wavering hope.
She looked over at the present. A gift for tonight, huh? She had wanted to get something special to wear for Gray, something sexy. She had wanted to go shopping, to hang out with Levy, have a girl's day together. So many plans for this happy day of her birth, all destroyed with one atrocious act.

Gray walked through the guild doors. Instead of a party, the guild was oddly quiet, and everyone stared worriedly at Gray as he entered. He saw their hard looks and frowned.
"What's wrong? What happened?"
Mira was softly crying. "I'm so sorry, Gray."
"Oh God, did the old man finally croak?" he shouted.
"No, Master is fine, he's with the Magic Council," she muttered. "We … that is, Happy…" She dabbed her eyes. "Happy told us. Please, Gray. Don't do anything stupid."
"Happy?" he asked, raising his voice. He saw the blue furball and marched over. Out of everyone in the guild, Happy did not look sad or concerned. He was munching joyfully on a fish. "Happy, what is this all about? Is this about Lucy?"
"Aye! And Natsu," he said, eating his fish without a care.
"What about them?" he shouted, feeling terror. If that bastard hurt her…
"We're gonna be a family," Happy said cheerfully, although his words sent a silent ripple of distress through the rest of the guild.
Gray's world went blank. "You … you're going … to what?"
"Be a family again. That's what Natsu said. He said Lucy is coming back to live with us, and we're gonna be a family. Oh, but first they needed Grownup Time. That's what he used to say when Lucy came over for dinner but stayed for breakfast and Natsu locked the bedroom door and they made all those noises. I tried going back home last night because I forgot my toothbrush, and I heard those noises again. Grownup Time sure does last a long time."
Happy kept talking about the funny noises Lucy made, but Gray did not want to hear it.
"She went back to him?" he whispered in shock. "She fucking went back to him? After all this? What … why…?"
"Told ya," Gajeel said, drinking a cup of mercury. "The bitch has been toying with guys purely to get Natsu jealous. Doesn't matter who she hurts, so long as she gets her stupid revenge."
"Gajeel," Levy warned softly, but too late.
The warning from Loke, the iron Dragon Slayer's scoffs, and Happy's words all crashed into Gray's head, driving out reason, replacing it with pure dark emotions.
"It … it can't be … no," he shuddered. "Happy, you've gotta be mistaken!"
He looked up and blinked in surprise. "Does Grownup Time mean something else?"
"She's not going back to him," he screamed.
"But that's what Natsu said, that Lucy is gonna live with us again, and they were working things out. I'm glad she's not mad at Natsu anymore. He was really sad without her."
"Wor- … Working things out?" Gray cried in disgust. "Since when?"
Was Lucy really playing him this whole time? She said she loved him. She promised never to cheat on him. Gray had fallen so hard in love with her, he really thought she was the one.
Was it all lies?
His head began to spin wildly with dark thoughts. How she led him on, but still flirted with Natsu at the ryokan. How they made love, yet she went out on a mission with Natsu. How she looked at Natsu sometimes, egging him on, flaunting her closeness to Gray. All of it! All lies!
Gray reached into his hair and pulled at it, wishing he could rip out the sounds of her laugh, the moans of her passion, everything that had been going on all these weeks. Just tear it all out before it tore his heart apart.
Juvia came up to him and softly touched his arm. "Gray-sama?"
He pulled away harshly and lashed out at her. His ice-covered hand slapped Juvia so hard, it made her crash into a table. "Stay away from me!" he screamed, shocking everyone. "I can't trust you. Can't trust anyone. Can't even trust the girl I love."
"Gray," Wendy said in worry at the madness in his wide eyes.
Carla huffed, "Calm down before you do something stupid."
"Stupid?" Gray laughed insanely. "I've already done something stupid. Falling in love! What an idiot! I must have made a really good puppet for her. Probably hilarious to all of you, right?" he accused, glaring at the whole guild. "It seems like everyone else could see that I was just being used by her. I bet you were all laughing."
Laxus muttered to himself, "I was wondering how long her new boy toy would last."
Mira tried to hush him, but too late. They all heard him.
"That bitch!" Gray screamed. "That damn, cheating cunt!"
"Stop it, Gray," Lisanna said with tears in her eyes. "Lucy would never do something so horrible, and Natsu would never…"
"Natsu is a fucking asshole who would do anything to beat me," Gray shouted. His lips pulled back in a sneer. "I'll kill him," he growled madly. "I'll fucking kill them both."
"Gray," Mira scolded sternly.
He turned with a raging scream of anguish and ran out of the guild before anyone could see his tears. The ground behind him froze over like a freak blizzard. He slammed the door shut behind him hard enough to shake the rafters.
"Gray!" Mira yelled again. She ran after him, slipping a bit on the icy floor. When she pulled on the doors, they had been iced over as well, locking the wizards inside.
Juvia rubbed her bruised cheek with tears in her eyes. "Gray-sama wouldn't really hurt them, would he?"
Laxus had still not even looked up from his plate of steak. "If he does, I'll kill him."
"Stop it, all of you," Mira warned. She looked at the ice-covered door. "I'm really worried. Can someone melt these doors for me?"
"Oh, let me!" Romeo eagerly offered, but his small purple flame did a slow job of the massive doors.
"Screw that," Laxus grumbled. He pointed a finger, a lightning bolt shot out, and both doors shattered into splinters of frozen wood. "Go after that idiot. It'll make the guild look bad if we start fighting amongst ourselves, right?"
Mira was glad Laxus had learned from his own foul past, and she hoped there could be the same redemption in this case of twisted, psychotic love. "Wendy, can you help me find Lucy?"
"I can try to sniff her out, although my nose isn't that strong," the little girl said meekly.
"We need to reach her before Gray does. Hopefully, he'll go after Natsu first. Those two are evenly matched in strength, so I don't think Gray will actually kill him … I hope." She bit her lip, really worried about Gray's volatile emotions. "Let's go, and hurry."
Mira and Wendy took off after Gray, praying they could stop a tragedy.

End of Chapter 11
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