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Hellsing. Not. Mine. I. Wish. Boo hoo!
(knock
knock)
“Come
in.” I heard the stern feminine voice behind the huge oak door.
I
gulped.
Here
we go.
“Good
evening Officer.”
“Good
evening Sir.”
I
saw her put some paperwork away as I got closer to her desk. I stood
at attention. Her body leaned forward a bit, her eyes fixed on me.
She
is so goddamn scary.
“It
seems you find my office very appealing… this is the third
visit you pay in three weeks.” She can be the Queen of Sarcasm
when she wants to. I didn’t know what to say to not make her
angrier. So I chose silence. “I will be brief. I am curious
Officer; what were you thinking when you decided to disobey a direct
order from your Captain... again.” Her tone is getting a
tad tense.
Oh,
so it's about this? What's her deal, why wait so long?
I
couldn't say the others were screwing up, right?
“I
knew there were other Freaks hiding and were weak enough to lure them
on my own... I thought this information was not known, Sir.”
“You
underestimate us, Officer... our Intelligence & Information units
are one of the best in this continent. You should have a little faith
in us.”
“Pardon
me, Sir... I was just thinking about the safety of everyone else and
completing the mission.”
Alucard
fazed through a wall and walked behind Hellsing. What the hell is he
doing here?
“Captains
are Captains not because they won the title in a festival raffle.
They are where they are because they have an overview of the
situation and this is why they command units! If there is an order to
retreat, you must do so no matter what you feel you should do!
If you think you have found something of importance, you know the
procedure by now, I am sure...”
“Yes
Sir. Inform my Captain via radio and await orders.”
“So
I gather this was not a case of misinformation but a misjudgment on
your part.”
“At
least she doesn't run away scared like most...” Alucard
commented in his usual irreverent tone, but low enough to not reach
my ears. It reached me by thoughts. I thought he used a different
tone to address his Master, but I was surprised.
“I
don't recall asking for your opinion Servant...” She whispered
back at him but I did get that with my ears. I can feel a
twitch in my eye.
“A
good sign to know it is time to leave the scene is if you see the
vampire. Usually he doesn't need backup...”
“Thank
you, My Master...”
“Alucard...”
She said warningly, not believing his formality. It did sound
mocking. Everything he says does actually.
“It
will not happen again Sir; I have learned my lesson...”
“I
hope I don't have to see you next week again, if it is not to
report.”
“Yes
Sir.”
“Alucard.”
“Yes
Master?”
“I
will call you when I have a need for you.” She said looking at
me still.
Silence.
He
bowed and walked through a wall, exiting the office, not before
turning his eyes to me. I felt a little heat come to my face. Damn
it, did he do this just to torture me?
I
had just left him in my room sleeping, apparently, a few minutes ago.
I woke up, took a shower and as I finished getting ready, Seras
knocked at my door with the news that Hellsing wanted to see me. I
got scared right there. I really screwed up this time. I could feel
it. I didn't bother on waking him up. Actually I haven't found a way
to do it without hurting him.
As
I walked toward the office something began to bother me. I told him
after the first time we slept together that if he wanted he could
take little sips of my blood. That was about a week ago. But
last night... or morning or whatever, he didn't take any. It scared
me. I felt some kind of void in my stomach. I mean, I don't want to
die of anemia or anything but it's just... I dunno.
What
if he doesn't like it anymore?
And
why should I care, right?
I
am not ready to accept the reason. I can’t even phrase it, yet.
“Officer.”
“S-Sir.”
Stop spacing out like this!
“Lets
take advantage of your visit, since I expect it to be the last this
month.”
Silence.
She
stood up, walked around her desk and stood in front of me; spine
almost inhumanly straight, eyes able to burn holes on my skin and
lips in a straight line.
What
else did I do now...
“There
is no room in this sacred order for people who protect or join
themselves with the undead, our enemy. My duty is also to protect
this home, the Queen and my country from traitors who side themselves
in any way with monsters. If I were you I would review the codes of
conduct given to you when you first were recruited into the
Organisation. ”
+Gulp+
Yes,
I did screw it up this time.
“Sir
if I may, Captain Bernadette had nothing--.”
“I
am aware of that.”
Silence.
“Dismissed.”
“yes
Sir.”
I
turned around and got out of that office. Oh god... the Inquisition
has nothing to this office... nothing. I walked down the hallway
sighing heavily.
Then
I stopped.
My
brow furrowed.
Is
she using the Organisation to warn me about Alucard? Is she
calling me a traitor for getting involved with him?
Ohhhh
I am SO going to the shooting range now. GRRR!
Don't
even think I didn't see right through you Hellsing.
Why
do I have to be cursed like this?
He's
here again... god I hate to feel watched! It makes me nervous!
Sometimes
I wonder if sleeping with him was the best thing I could have done.
Trying to understand his logic, which is a bit difficult because it's
not logic at all, I guess this will make him think he has even more
rights over me than before. I seem to get deeper and deeper into this
shit. Yes, I am having fun but I wonder how this will end. I hate my
sense of adventure sometimes. It gets me in trouble. And not only in
the workplace.
Good,
he's gone.
I
have a little thing in my stomach since that night I saw Hellsing and
him at the piano. Again my ego was bruised; jealous? Who knows... one
can be jealous for stupid superficial reasons like attention; it
doesn't have to mean anything. Plus this is as casual as it can be.
After that day there was no talk, no cuddling, nothing. It was hardly
a romantic first time anyways... I guess this qualifies as casual.
Yes, he stayed with me but...
I
am afraid to loose him.
My
hands stopped weaving for two seconds as this random thought came
across my mind. Is this the reason why I care if he likes my blood
or not?
“You're
really good at that.” Clay interrupted my thoughts. My head
snapped up and after digesting what he had said I smiled.
“Let
me see your arm for one second...” I asked him and he stretched
it toward me. I measured his wrist with the hemp strings and
continued to weave.
Oh
god... loosing him? What the hell am I--.
“Saw
you talking to Alucard after the mission.”
I
gulped. Oh god, please don't tell me he heard what I said on the
radio.
“What
do you mean?”
“Yeah,
Captain Bernadette asked me to look for you and when I found you I
saw you two talking.”
“Oh...”
Silence.
“I
wouldn't get so close to him if I were you.”
I
looked up.
“Close?”
“You
were standing very close to him.”
Silence.
I stopped weaving.
“What
do you mean?”
“Yeah,
he was invading your personal space.”
“I
think... I would know when I don't want someone in my personal
space... not to sound rude or anything...” What's his deal;
it's not like people don't know we chat once in a while.
“Why
would you want him in your personal space?”
“What
is a personal space anyways...”
“We
all have a personal space.”
“What
is it? 10.163 cms?” I said with a chuckle.
“I
think sometimes you forget what he is...”
“It's
kinda hard with the weird red eyes, big teeth and the disappearing
thing...”
“I
don't think you really understand what he is.”
“A
vampire? I was in Vampire 101 my first three months in Hellsing, read
Bram Stocker and all that crap... I know what a vampire is...”
“Then
how can you socialize with him that way?”
“Socialize?”
“I
have seen you talk to other soldiers more cautiously than to him.”
“So?”
“He's
a monster.”
“Clay...
I don't know how personal your hatred towards them is but you know
what? I respect it; I just see them differently and--.”
“What
do you mean differently?”
“Look
at Seras... she's the personification of sweetness! How can you think
all of them are the same?”
Silence.
“I
can't believe you think this way...” He said shaking his head.
“I
am entitled to my own opinion just like you.”
“So
what are you doing here then?”
“Here?”
“Hellsing.”
“Killing
scum just like you do.”
Silence.
“Would
you really protect a monster?”
“Clay,
why are you taking this so personal?”
“Because
I want to know your reason for being here!”
“It’s
a job!”
Silence.
I
sighed. “Ok, so we are supposed to be better than them? And
what, besides Alucard, have you seen vampires killing other
vampires!? You like people! And you started in the SAS! They kill
people! At least vampires kill us because its part of the food
chain--.”
“How
can you compare humans to that scum?”
I
sighed.
Silence.
“I'm
sorry if you find it offensive but I am here because I need a job...
nothing else. Monsters, in my eyes, come in all shapes, colors,
flavors and species... but this is just MY opinion.”
Silence.
“So
you WOULD protect a vampire...”
“If
he/she deserves it, yes...”
“You
know you could get in trouble for something like this.”
“Believe
me I know.”
Silence.
“Your
tone tells me you have.”
“I
protect who I feel should be--.”
“No,
your tone tells me you HAVE done it and gotten in trouble.”
I
sighed again and threw my head back. How frustrating.
“This
makes no sense to me... how can you befriend someone who kills what
you are for subsistence. It just makes no sense to me...”
“Something
tells me there’s nothing to worry about! That’s all!”
“Ok...
fine, sorry...”
“Great...
now you're taking it this way--.”
“--I
wouldn't be surprised if you two were pals--.”
Silence.
I looked at him for a few seconds.
“And
what if we are?”
He
turned to me.
“What
if in fact we are... I don't think there's a problem with that...”
He
is staring at me, his eyes a bit bigger than normal.
“Why
is it ok to be friends with Seras and not him?”
“He’s
not like her.”
“So?
You’re not like Pip... and I hang out and have a good time with
both of you... how is this different?”
“Ok,
ok, fine I'll tell you...” He said faster and a bit louder “...
call me crazy, but I don't like the way he looks at you... I don't
know what intentions he has, as man or beast, but I have seen the way
he looks at you... when you train, when in a mission, when you walk
by and he happens to be there, which is very strange... he never
happens to be anywhere; it's all because of something...
it is just extremely suspicious to me...”
Silence.
“Now
you see?.. I think you should go to Hellsing and talk to her about
this.”
“Thanks
a lot... I will be careful about this but I will not go to Hellsing
unless I have proof something is wrong... I don't want him to get
punished for something he hasn't even done--.”
“I
can't believe I'm hearing this--.”
“I
don't want to talk about this anymore--.”
“You
are definitely protecting him--no doubt now--.”
“I
am not!!!”
Silence.
“Has
he been here in your room?”
“I
don't need to be interrogated by you or anyone, unless it's
Hellsing...”
He
didn’t seem to like my answer.
“Yes...
you are very right.”
“Stop
testing me and implying...”
“Fine...”
He said and stood up to leave. “I'll see you, then.”
“Yeah...”
He
opened the door and walked out.
Damn…
was I that obvious?
“What
did she say then?” Asked Seras a bit worried.
“Uh...
nothing just scolding me for disobeying orders... at least I'm not
fired.” I said as we walked down the hallway. “So can you
come this time?” I asked and turned to her.
“Why
not! Let's go somewhere!”
“Cool!
Tell Pip too... I'll tell someone else though; Clay and I are not in
speaking terms.” I turned the key and opened the door to my
room.
“I'll
+silence+ ask.... wow.” She whispered that last thing.
“Wha--.”
I
looked in the direction Seras was looking to see what had made her
react like this.
God.
Damn.
“Oh...
good evening. Police girl... Officer.”
Silence
and lots of staring from the police girl and me.
If
it wasn't for the voice I would have never thought it was the
vampire, but a gift from the goddess Aphrodite after hearing my
prayers every night.
“Hi...”
I said absently. Seras was still silent and not moving.
There
was the vampire, standing in a pair of black pants, a dark red wool
turtleneck, very nice shoes, his hair as always, a bit short on the
back but somewhat longer on the front, falling over his eyes. No red
coat, just a black one resting on my bed. He was as always eying my
shelves and my stuff, but not touching anything, his hands inside his
pockets.
The
beast was absolutely yummy-licious.
“Police
girl... do you mind if I speak with the Officer in private?”
Silence
and staring.
“Uh!--oh!
no--no Master go ahead--I will uh... see you later.”
“Bye...”
I said still eying him. When I was sure I couldn't listen to Sera's
steps I closed the door. “... so... what's with the eye candy?”
He
walked slowly towards me; a panther about to catch it's prey. The eye
contact was making me a bit uncomfortable, specially the way he was
half smiling as he came closer. He stopped inches away from my face,
and then slowly his nose got buried on my neck.
“Hmmm....
pheromones...”
“One
can't have privacy around you, vampire.”
“I
see you like it...”
“It?--what
you did with yourself? Oh yeah...”
“Hmmm.”
“Is
there a reason?”
He
backed away from my neck and stood straight in front of me his head
cocked to one side.
“I
am taking you out, of course...”
Silence.
Processing...
“You're
what, pardon me?”
“I.
Am. Taking. You. Out.”
“Out
of the Manor?”
“Of
course, milady...”
Silence.
“...
you're asking me out on a date?”
“Yes.”
“You.”
“Da.”
“W--where?”
“Get
ready... let me worry about it--.”
“But
I need to know so I can dress appropriately...”
He
looked at himself then back at me.
“Yeah,
I guess you have a point...”
I
studied him, gladly I will add, trying to think of what to wear that
would match him.
“Fine...
but I need an hour for this...”
“All
I have is time, milady.”
“Aww...”
I said sarcastically. “I'll call you when I'm done--.”
“I
can wait here--.”
“No,
I need privacy... I'll let you know when I'm done...”
“Very
well... see you in a little while...” He chimed and
disappeared.
I
think this will be my hottest date ever...
Again
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