Until Your Dying Day | By : omukashi Category: +. to F > Chobits Views: 8068 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Chobits, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimer: I do not own Chobits, Clamp does sorry.
Warning: This fic may contain character death or angst related themes. Use of horrible grammar until I get a beta so I may repost and OOC may be a sad reality.
Until your dying day
Chapter 2
Hideko moaned, opening obsidian eyes to let them slowly gaze upon the serene white room he was currently residing in. Panic arose as the sickly boy sat up and looked around, eyes darting from one side to the other. Why was he here? And most importantly where was he?
As if he had spoken them out loud, though it was a possible reality a calm but yet sad voice answered him, a smooth hand suddenly pressed him back onto the bed. p
“I’m sorry Hideki, but you’re going to have to remain in bed…” Minoru seemed more distant, he was alone, and sitting adjacent with a small book entitled “Disease encyclopedia”. Hideki made to protest but he was again interrupted.
“Hideki, you’ve been asleep for nearly 2 days, don’t worry about Chi, I had Shimbo bring her to my house to stay while you are here. But you aren’t going to be able to leave here anytime soon I’m afraid.” Hideki sighed and placed a hand through his hair. ‘ 2 days? My god, Chi must be soo worried about me… I wonder if she thinks I abandoned her…’
“But… what happened?” He choked, he could tell the weakness in his voice and it almost made him cry out in panic. Though he felt more numb or unaware, he realized it was probably just pain medication that was making him feel so light.
“You collapsed, and I had the ambulance take you to the hospital. It turns out you have a type of cancer called Leukemia Hideki, and most likely are going to have to start major treatment, by my data its acute, which means you feel fine at first and then you get sick almost the next day. Anycase, they diagnosed you with chronic.” Hideki looked lost and confused, his words just didn’t make sense to him. He recognized leukemia and cancer, and he knew of acute thanks to it being explained, but chronic… maybe it meant it will always be there?
“So… how long did they say I have?” Minoru looked more pale, almost afraid to speak and he averted his eyes for a sec before letting them gaze defiantly into Hideki’s own.
“They told me, you have maybe 6 months with chemotherapy and about 3 without.” Hideki looked shocked, but he placed a hand gently on Minoru’s shoulders when the boy started to quietly sob.
“Will I get to… go home and see Chi?” Minoru looked back up, stifling the tears back inside and nodded but looked rather solemn as he did so.
“You will be staying with Shimbo for a bit, and that’s only after your first dose of Chemo, which will probably be within this day, as you have awakened.” He let his voice flow freely, cracking slightly at the words Chemo and awakened. He really was a wreck and Hideki felt sorry he had to be so sad over this.
“Oh, heh does Chemo hurt Minoru?” Minoru thought for a second, but then nodded at the images he received from reading his books. Though he didn’t say anything, Hideki’s face fell slightly, he looked terribly miserable.
“Hideki, please be happy. If you are sad you can’t fight to live. At least try to live for Chi, think about how sad she will be if you leave her without even trying to stay. I know this will be hard, and the fight won’t get any better from here. But I promise you, you won’t die right away, not you anyways.” Minoru’s sad tone, changed to being a little over eager, he truly believed he could fight this, he could survive, but Hideki wasn’t sure if that was even possible.
“You’re right, I sure can try!”
Chemo was painful, more so that Hideki had thought. When he was brought out to rest, his heart thumped painfully and slow in his chest and his breathing was pitched. He really didn’t feel good, and he could tell he must look horrible by the squeeze Minoru gave to his hand. He really wanted to cry, to roll over cry and then just leave and die, to not return and be free of the pain and sickness. But the thoughts of Chi crying was far from what he wanted, he wanted to be with her. Alive, well swinging and laughing and reading picture books again… even his picture books would suffice.
When he fell asleep, Minoru shook his head. Hideki looked so horrible, so much more fragile. He could tell by the grimace in Hideki’s expression that the pain was unbearable. If he could, he would wish it upon him, so that Hideki didn’t have to suffer like this. He already was paying for the boys hospital bills, otherwise Hideki would already be dead from the dreadful killing disease. It was going to be a long 6 months, and a truly sad life for poor Hideki.
Slowly the blue haired lad rested his head on Hideki’s slowly rising chest, listening to the soft thumps the dying boys heart made, and let sleep, much needed rest engulf him. “Goodnight Hideki, please stay with us…”
TBC….
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