Crazy

Chapter 2

The next day came and I was picking out my best boy outfit that I had, I like to have style; or my style anyway. I finally decided to wear blue jeans that hug my hips and ass and bell some at the bottom. I wore a white t-shirt and a light blue baggy shirt over that. When I was all ready I sat out on the front porch, my father was surprised I was dressed like a boy. He was more willing to welcome Yuki. He thought perhaps he would save me from being gay!

Yuki pulled into the driveway; he drove a blue sleek looking car. I leapt up and headed straight to the passenger side. “Hi there Yuki,” I said as I slid into the seat and shut the door.

“Wow, you look different,” he gave me a blunt statement; he still racked my body with his eyes. There was something about him that still screamed creepy to my brain, but my heart told my head to shut up! Or something does, because I think he is sexy and I want to hang out with him.

“Yeah, I didn’t even wear make up today. I know I’m not pretty anymore, sorry.” I sighed and leaned on my hand.

“No, when I said different I didn’t mean in a bad way. You look good dressed like a boy too.” I blushed. Wow, he still thinks I look good. That was so amazing, I was so happy. He took me to a place to eat, he paid for it again even though I had money too, and then we played pool. Then he came over to my house and we played some video games, then I sang him some of my songs.

He said the lyrics were good but the music needed work. I know that, but that only comes from the band and how well they practice I tell him and he agrees. “Well I’m sure with more practice they can get better,” he said to me as I lay back on my bed where we were both sitting.

“Yes, but Hiro plays a mean guitar don’t you think? I think so.” I said as I kicked my feet some, since they were dangling over the side of the bed.

“Yes. So Hiro is just your best friend huh? He seems kind of touchy feely.” I guess he was trying to figure out what kind of stuff we did.

“Yeah, we’re both touchy feely guys. I suppose that’s what gets us in trouble with ourselves.” He lay down next to me on his back as well and laced his fingers over his chest.

“How do you two get in trouble?” he asked as he turned his brown eyes on me.

“Oh I just mean sometimes we grope then turn each other on so we have to get each other off because it’s only fair. If you’re the one who touches and turns the person on, you’re the one who should get them off. If they’re willing of course,” I blushed as I told him that. Sheesh, this was private stuff! I wonder if Hiro would be mad to know that I was talking about that with Yuki.

“Don’t tell anyone I told you this. I don’t think Hiro would like me just blabbing this to anyone, not that I normally talk to many people about that kind of thing. I suppose you’re the first person to ask,” which was odd. I had never talked about what Hiro and I have done with anyone before.

“Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone.” He sat up; he seemed a little uncomfortable, like he was trying to figure out what to say to me. “Shuichi, I know this is an odd question, and a weird one. You don’t have to if you don’t want to but...” He paused again, trying to word it right I guess. “I was wondering if you could show me your dick?” I think it came out wrong because he blushed madly.

I smiled at him, “Why? To prove to you that I am in fact a boy one hundred percent bonefied boy?”

“Yes, that’s the only reason I want to see it,” he said, trying to make it very clear to me.

“Alright, don’t worry. My dick won’t bite, he has no teeth,” I said trying to put him at ease, he sounded scared. I stood up and unbuttoned my pants, I slowly pulled them off and there he was, standing at attention. Yup, one hundred percent boy with part in tact, “Well there you have it.” I mean what else am I suppose to say when I just show someone my boner? Ok I had a boner, so I was blushing as well. I could tell Yuki was blushing too; of course I could tell, his face was right there in broad day light. I don’t normally just show strangers my penis either; Yuki had some kind of weird sway over my mind or something.

“Yes alright you have totally proven yourself to me,” he nodded and I pulled my pants up, which was kind of uncomfortable to do with a stiff stick in my pants.

“Yeah and you got me hard and you didn’t even have to touch me… so yeah,” I said sitting back on the bed next to him. Now with a tent in my pants.

“But that doesn’t count if I didn’t touch you and I’m not a faggot,” he said standing up and moving toward the door.

“Oh come on Yuki, your feelings aren’t going change just because you saw that I have a dick. I’m sorry I got turned on by you, I just can’t help it, you turn me on.” I looked at Yuki’s groin and I could tell he was hard too, that’s why he was so flighty. He needed to get out of here and get off. “It seems you’re turned on by me as well… We can help each other you know.”

“No, we can’t and yes my feelings can change all they like. Now I’m going home and don’t look at my cock you perverted little boy.” Yuki went out the door and left the house… I follow him. I couldn’t believe it, my heart was pounding. Why did I not want this prick to leave? I mean he’s the one who just called me a faggot.

“You know you’re only in denial. Why are you running Yuki when you know you like me? Why put yourself through this torment?” I demanded to know. He turned around and pushed me to the ground. “Ow,” I moaned as I hit my bum very hard and scraped my hands when I tried to break my fall.

“Leave me the hell alone. Just because I wanted to make sure you were a boy didn’t mean I wanted to have sex with you, nor do I want to do anything gay. I am not gay,” he said in a low voice then he marched down the street leaving me where I sat on my ass. My parents weren’t home, no one was, and I was glad for that.

I sat on the side walk where Yuki had shoved me until I felt a hand on my back. I jumped as I turned to see that it was Hiro. “I saw, not pretty,” he said running his hands up and down my back.

“He was the one who wanted to see my cock then he gets all pissed off and leaves,” I complained to him as people walked by. Some gasp and walk faster. “Then he calls me the pervert and other not so nice names.” What a weirdo, I thought to myself while Hiro was still standing there.

“Well come on, lets go to your room,” he said pulling me to my feet, taking me to my room. Before I knew what was happening Hiro had taken my dick into his mouth as he lay me back on the bed, my pants had gotten on the floor some how. “That prick just leaves you all hard like this. Not very nice,” he muttered around my penis, which was feeling much better. He moved around so his penis was at my mouth and I opened it so he could slide in so we ended up with a hot sixty nine. It felt so good having a warm mouth on my penis and I don’t mind sucking on one either. He stuck a finger in my ass while he sucked me and I did the same for him, until we’re both sweaty and hot and we cum in each other’s mouths.

“Hiro, tell me again why we can’t be boyfriends?” I wonder still with his ass in my face.

“Because I don’t want a relationship. I can’t commit to one person but I can be your best-friend still and help you out with needs when others can’t.” He was so lame I thought. I sighed and he dismounted me as I rolled to my side.

“You know Hiro, you break my heart.” He cuddled up behind me and kissed my neck.

“Stop being so girly,” he laughed joking to me.

“You know, if you can’t commit then how can you be someone’s best friend?” I was pissed, I wanted a boyfriend, but I wanted Yuki. Which was even more annoying. I wanted someone who didn’t want me and who wasn’t even gay, or claims he’s not; so frustrating.

“Because being someone’s best friend means I can’t cheat on them when the temptation arises. I don’t want to hurt anyone with my flighty head. Besides, I’m not your rebound for you getting rejected by weirdo.” This was the only serious thing he said to me all day.

“Sorry. Oh well, I’m only 15, I’m sure someone is out there who wants me and will love me and not just suck my dick and not want a commitment.” I sighed and shuttered when Hiro kissed my neck again.

*Ok End Long Flash Back* That was sad @_@ made me want to cry that I felt that lonely even with Hiro right there, he didn’t want me and neither did Yuki. See? I have sucky luck. My luck just keeps getting worse; I was born under the black star I guess. *sigh*

I guess it’s not too bad now since I am with Yuki right now. Yes the same boy who pushed me away and told me to stay away. I’m with him now, living in an apartment with him in New York City. It’s another nice apartment too. I’m going to practices; Bad Luck has been doing really well now, making rock radio stations and stuff like that. Hiro isn’t with me anymore. Well we’re still friends but he isn’t in the band, he decided it wasn’t for him. I have new band members. I have good lyrics and my friends in the band now do a really good job of playing. We’ve had a few concerts, people actually like us even if I have bad luck; I guess people out there can relate to Bad Luck. I guess I’m not the only one who has bad luck? Of course no one can have the kind of luck I have… or lack there of…

I came out of the bathroom dressed in the outfit I had picked out for the day. I went into the living room to see Yuki drinking coffee and typing on his laptop like always. Yuki’s a very serious man and a perfectionist. Have I said that before? I might have said it to myself and think I’m repeating myself. Anyway, yes he is serious a lot of the time, he hardly has any emotion but that’s how he is. Even when he was 18. What do I see in him you ask?

Well he did eventually come around and realize he couldn’t live without me. He can be very sweet and romantic. “Well Yuki I’m going to band practice, see you later.” I leaned down and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

He didn’t say anything, just nodded his head a little as I walked out the door. He’s always like that too, as cuddly as a sticker bush. I went to practice and everything was going good. I had no problems until after I walked offstage. The heel of my boot broke and I twisted my ankle. “AWWWW holy mother fuck!” I cried out loud for everyone to hear. I’m a drama queen after all nor do I like pain, so these two combined are not good.

“Oh shit, what happened?” Ryu asked rushing to my side and putting a hand on my back as I sat holding my swelling ankle.

“I twisted my foot on these crappy boots,” I said with tears streaming down my face. “I can’t walk, I guess I’m going to have to call Yuki.”

“No that’s ok, I’ll take you to the clinic,” Ryu offered. He was a nice one, I thought, he was always nice to me.

“Thanks,” I nodded as he helped me stand.

“Now lean on me Shu, don’t put your full weight on your foot,” Ryu told me. I knew my manager would have a fit and that’s what he did when he saw my foot was twisted.

“That’s what you get Shindou for wearing such high heels you moron,” he called after me when we were leaving. Such a kind man I thought sarcastically, nothing like sweet Ryu who took me to the clinic where I got my foot wrapped and some crutches.

“Don’t worry, my ankle should be better in no time,” I said smiling at Ryu who drove me home as well. “Well thank you for your help my dear,” I said as we came to the apartment.

“Anything for you Shu,” he said. I think he might have a crush on me but I don’t know for sure. I wave goodbye and ride the elevator to the top floor. Thankfully it didn’t break on me. The elevator that is. I hobble into the house with a sigh, happy I didn’t further harm myself.

Yuki looked up from where he seemed to have not moved from all day. I wondered how he stays so skinny and also if his ass was numb. “What happened to you?” he asked, standing up and coming over to me looking concerned. How sweet I thought.

“Oh I just twisted my foot that’s all,” I said. He came over and scooped me up. I’m still small compared to him; I think that’s my fate. I seem to have stopped at five feet, five inches. He is six feet, two inches.

“That’s all? You poor thing, but I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised huh?” he said giving me a smile. He kissed me as he sat me on the sofa and propped my foot up. See? I told you he’s sweet.

“No I guess you shouldn’t be.” He handed me my video game controller, that’s the only ‘boy thing’ I like; it’s fun to be in control of something.

“How did you get home? How come you didn’t call me?” Yuki asked as he turned on the television. I started to play Super Mario Brothers as he sat back down. Now he was sitting next to me with his lap top.

“Because Ryu has the hots for me and took care of everything,” I said with a smirk as Yuki gave me a death glare, or maybe Ryu.

”Well Ryu better back himself up or I’ll kick his ass.” I wouldn’t put it pass Yuki to really do something like that.

“Really? You would kick someone’s ass over me?” I said looking from the game to Yuki and losing my little Mario. I always get little Mario.

“Yes, I would,” he replied very serious and even kissed me seriously. Then forgetting Mario all together, we engage in games a lot better than video games. Yes, sex games are always fun. This game was; can Yuki do me without hurting my foot anymore than it is?


First he went between my legs getting on his knees on the floor. Since I was wearing a skirt all he had to do was lift it and suck me in, but he decided to take it all the way off. Now I sat half naked and not half hard on the sofa. He took me into his mouth right away. He normally gets right to business, which was alright. I liked not having to suffer through the torment of foreplay. His mouth was so warm and every time he sucks me I get tingles all over my body. Every time he touches me I feel as though I’m going melt, so putting me in his mouth was even better, I was putty now.

Ok no I wasn’t, I was more of an energetic ball of twitching nerves if that makes any since. Well if you know what it feels like to get really good head then you’ll know what I am talking about, the kind that makes your toes curl and your legs twitch. The kind that makes your heart race and your eyes roll back into your head. The kind that makes you moan and groan and pull some on the hair of the one giving you this pleasure.

I wasn’t ashamed to vocalize my pleasure and I cried out and my leg twitched and my penis started to pulse as it seemed all the blood was rushing to it now. Except for some that stayed in my face so I had a hint of blush on them. “Ohhhhh,” is all I could say as I shot off in the air since Yuki never liked the tasted of cum. He made sure it didn’t land on the carpet though so it landed on my abs and in his hand. He’s a neat freak too, did I say that? I don’t think I’m repeating myself on that one. He grabbed some tissues from the lamp stand and cleaned his hand and me off. Then he tossed it in the trash, he started to kiss me and push my legs above my head. He unzipped his pants and only took out his penis. He licked his hands and rubbed them over his penis.

He never has to say a word; actions are good enough for him. Lucky for him I’m so flexible, which I really don’t know if he’s grateful for that or not. My heart started to pound in my chest again as he put his penis to my opening. I love watching his face. No matter how plain he tries to keep it my ass makes his face look as though he just went to some place he reeaally likes. “Ohhhhh.” No sorry, that was my moan. Yuki doesn’t vocalize his pleasure. He started out slow like a steam engine, then ended up pounding into me like the express subway train in that dark tight tunnel.

He made no sound, not even a grunt. Don’t worry though, he’s still breathing. I could hear his breath which was hot as he breathed on my neck as he thrust deep inside of me. He began to suck on my neck and I couldn’t help but wrap my arms around his back that still had on his blue sweater, but that’s ok, it was soft. Then my hands traveled to his hair and I gripped hard while he gripped my hair using it to send my body down on his penis even more. My ass made a squishing sound as we made contact. My ass was producing a liquid now and Yuki has stamina by the way. Oh My Gosh you don’t understand. This is just the shortened version as in real time this lasts for almost an hour.

Lucky again for him, or maybe me, that I was in such darn good shape and could keep my legs up ok, he was helping with this but being on your back scrunched up like I was is not the coziest thing in the world. I normally like being on my elbows and knees but I guess that was a way of not hurting my ankle since it was in the air and not supporting me on my knees. I don’t know, maybe Yuki just wanted to fuck me on the sofa like this. I never know since we don’t talk about it too much.

Ok so it’d been an hour and Yuki was still thrusting into me, but don’t worry, by now he was sweating and well so was I, so he was showing signs that he’s human. He had gotten me hard again and I was stroking myself and he watched as I sprayed again on my stomach. This was finally enough and he cums too. He let out one grunt, I felt him twitching inside of me as he emptied everything he’s got into me. Which is normally a lot because we don’t have sex that often, maybe once or twice a week since he’s always busy finishing his next story for a deadline. He kissed me again, flicking his tongue over mine, then he kissed down my cheek to my ear and nibbles it.

“Hurry and go to the bathroom before the cum stains the sofa,” he said into my ear. Ok… sometimes his romantic side leaves at the oddest times.

“Yuki I can’t hurry. My foot, remember?” I reminded him, pointing to my foot that was still pushed back over my head since Yuki hadn’t moved yet from where he was still inside of me.

“Hmm, you’re right.” He then picked me up and rushed me into the bathroom making sure not to get one drop on the floor. He’s a very talented man. He put me in the tub so that I could drip in there and he handed me a towel and left me to clean up the mess.

“Thanks!” I shouted as he went to leave, he turns around again.

“You’re welcome. Now I’m going to work on my story, I don’t want to be bothered,” he said casually to me and then left.

I sighed, well, at least he stopped to give me a good fuck. So I was happy, I had nothing to be too upset about. I stood in the tub for a while waiting for the cum to run out, I don’t think it’s all going to come out in one day… Anyway, enough about me standing around waiting for Yuki’s cum to drip out of my ass. I’ll get to something more interesting. Like when I got out of the tub I hopped to my room and my cell phone rang. “Hello?” I asked, a little surprised to be getting a call right then. It was some guy from the studio; he said I needed to come in for my own practice tonight. He said his name was Ryan and my manager told him to call me. “Oh alright.” I sighed, I had just been there! The jerk could have told me before I left.

“Yuki,” I said as I went into the living room dressed like a boy now, with green cargo pants and a black t-shirt with orange on the rim of the sleeves.

“What? Didn’t I tell you not to bother me?” he asked as he looked up at me. He was wearing his glasses and smoking a cigarette, he looked half crazy.

“I’m sorry, but I need to borrow the car cause I was called in to do a vocal practice,” I go get the keys.

“It’s ok. I’ll drive you. Just call me when you need to be picked up,” he said as he got up. I couldn’t believe he was going to drive me! How sweet. So we got in the car and he drove me to the studio. He gave me a kiss as I got out.

“See you Yuki, thanks,” I said leaping out as fast as someone on crutches could.

“Alright be careful,” he told me. I nod and walked into the studio or, wobbled in.

“Ah, you must be Shuichi Shinduo,” a man with black hair and blue eyes greeted me. There were some other men around him too. They didn’t look like good people to me, nor did the smiles look nice on their faces. Had I been tricked? Well I didn’t have long to wonder about it. These were men I don’t think I had ever seen before.

“Yes. So should we get started?” I ask the man. “I was wondering, who are you? How does my manager know you?”

“Yes, I’m Ryan; I’m part of a… media group. Come on, let’s go back here to talk more privately.” He took me by the arm, not really seeming to care that I had a twisted foot.

“Why do we have to talk privately? It looks like no one is here anyway,” I said, trying to break my arm free of his vice grip.

He took me to the back room behind the practice stage. There was a video camera set up, as soon as I walked in the light for it to work came on. “We’ve been watching you Shuichi and we think you’re disgusting,” Ryan says. Ok… I thought to myself, then why are they doing some media about me?

“Too bad you didn’t wear one of your pretty skirts. Now you’re going to make this harder on us.” Ryan gave me a wicked grin; suddenly I knew I was in way over my head.

“Hey! What do you guys think you’re doing? Let me go!” I demanded as two men took hold of my arms. I tried to break free but Ryan kicked me in the stomach. All I could see now was stars and I couldn’t curl up because the men where holding me up. I gasped, trying to catch my breath. I wondered what kind of media group they were with and if my manager really did set this up…

“You think you’re so pretty and can dress like a girl and get away with it without something happening to you? We’ve been watching your band for awhile and you’re our easy prey,” he said gripping my hair. He pulled my head so I was looking straight at him. He leaned in and kissed my lips. “Tricking men isn’t very nice Shinduo,” he said on my mouth when he broke the kiss. “I bet you love it in the ass,” he continued with an evil grin. “You’re the bitch I bet with your boyfriend Yuki huh?”

“That’s none of your business!” I snap, he slapped me across the face. Even though I struggled they managed to get all of my clothes off. I shivered, it was cold in there, very cold and to be held open like that in the air was even worse.

“Alright boys, pin his hands on the wall.” His lackeys did as they were told and pinned me to the wall. Then I was blinded by a camera flash, I was no match for these men they, were about as tall as Yuki.

“You pricks! You jerks! Stop it!” I cried as this, Ryan ass hole, spread me open and began to lick me.

“Hmmm, you are sweet though aren’t you? I can’t stop; this is a lesson to you not to dress like a girl and not to be such a naughty boy.” Who was he to teach me lessons? I don’t even know the guy! Maybe he’s just some obsessed fan or something? No, not a fan, some obsessed hater, but if he hates me why is he licking my ass? I really didn’t know what was going on! All my brain was telling me was that something was going on and it wasn’t a good thing.

“Stop it! Stop! I don’t want this! Let me go you jerks! You fuckers!” I yelled as I tried to break free of the hands. I squirmed around, but it was all in vain.

“Oh is that so? Then why is your penis getting hard? You can act like you hate it but your body doesn’t lie,” he said while stroking me with a laugh.

“Don’t touch me you pervert! You fuck!” I cried out. He stood up behind me and placed a gag on my mouth so I wouldn’t be heard and then he shoved his penis into my ass. It didn’t take long for him to cum though and there was still a camera flashing. I could tell even with my eyes closed.

“Ok,” he said to the next man and then he pinned my hand to the wall. My head was spinning I was so upset. My heart was beating madly as I was raped over and over again. Each one was more violent than the last. Finally they got all they wanted on film and put me back in my clothes and threw me outside laughing.

“Thanks for the footage bitch!” Ryan laughed slamming the door. I laid on the ground with my face on the side walk and my ass sticking in the air. My foot was really hurting me now and I think I was bleeding.

Then, to top everything off, it started to rain. I got up and sat by the wall shivering in the rain. People passed me by like I wasn’t even real, like I wasn’t there. Maybe they couldn’t see me since I was on the ground. I could feel something coming out of my ass by then. I took out my cell phone with a shaky hand I pushed 2 to speed dial Yuki.

“You are being transferred to an automatic voice message system.”

I frowned. I thought Yuki would have his cell on, so I called again and it was the same thing. I flipped it shut, I just couldn’t believe this. Then I wondered why I would be transferred, was Yuki avoiding my calls or something? I tried one more time, but again nothing. I can’t just sit there in the dark and the rain with my ass bleeding. I called Hiro hoping he would answer the phone; it was about two am by then.

“Hello?” Oh! He answered the phone, I was so happy.

“Hiro,” my voice betrayed my emotions. It shook as I told him I needed him to pick me up at the studio since I couldn’t get a hold of Yuki. He agreed, not even asking any questions. “Thanks. I’ll be sitting against the wall in front of the building,” I shut the phone. It seemed he didn’t take long to get there. He rushed out of his car and came over to me kneeling down.

“Oh my God Shuichi. What happened to you? Wait don’t tell me until I get you in the car,” he said and helped me stand up. Even Hiro grew taller than me. He picked me up and took me to the car.

“Um… Hiro, I don’t want to get blood on your seats,” I said before he sat me down. He seemed to have noticed that his arm was wet; he looked to see it was covered in blood from my ass.

“Shit!” he cried. “Well you can lay on the back seat then.” He helped me lay down and buckled me from the middle seat belt. “I should get you to the hospital,” he said frantically.

“No, don’t do that please. I’m too embarrassed.” Yes for once I was embarrassed. But I didn’t only have cocks shoved up my ass; they stuck a metal pole inside of me too. I’m surprised I just didn’t die from lack of blood. I did eventually pass out from all the pain that had been given to my body.