Darkness Within your Light
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Death Note › Yaoi-Male/Male › L/Light
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
31
Views:
10,227
Reviews:
173
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
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I do not own Death Note, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Strawberry Pain
Warnings:see chapter one
Hey look it’s chapter 2(or maybe chapter one since the first chapter was a prologue) anyway I decided to post the next chapter because it’s been bugging me. It’s not as long as I wanted it or as I said I would have it, but sadly things just don’t work out so well. Most my chapters will probably be around this length or longer I promise it will never be smaller then this, even if I have to hold on an update.
Also I have no beta and will try to edit it myself; if you see any mistakes I’m sorry. Also I know the chapter title sucks, probably all of my titles will suck, hopefully my story will make up for the lack of creativity of my chapter titles.
In order from right to left are the words in order they are all the same word only different languages. It’s cool.
English. French. German. Italian. Portuguese. Spanish. Japanese
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Bored. Ennuyé. Gebohrt. Alesato. Furado. Agujereado. Unzari Shiteiru
There were so many different names for the same damn thing. If the entity had a head and had hair on top of it, he would have pulled all of it out by now.
‘Damn how much longer is this gonna take?’
After the entity had decided to continue onward with his journey, he figured it wouldn’t take to long before something happened. After his emotions had returned he thought that the memories will only be a stone throw away. How wrong he had been.
‘It seems like centuries has passed and the darkness still seems so..well dark I guess. Damn, drifting like this must have effected my superior I.Q. I can’t believ-wait how would I know my I.Q. was superior?'
The entity stopped thinking for a total of 5 seconds before his mind kicked back into action.
‘Oh my-this is it! I must be getting my memories back. Think, Think, other then knowing my intelligence is really eminent what else do I remember?'
But as hard as the entity tried he couldn’t remember anything else, which frustrated him to no end.
‘Well that sucks, still at least it seems I’m getting somewhere, and now that I think about it the darkness seems so much more subdued then it was before. Hmm I wonder what that means exactly?’ While the entity was musing about this, it helped to pass the time with. He failed to realize the odd ringing that suddenly surrounded him.
After a while of thinking about his problem which with his newly realized advanced mind he had an interesting time dissecting he felt something that made his newfound interest of problem solving take a backside seat.
‘What the hell was that...I’ve felt that before, I know I have. What could it be?’ It happened again and again, till the entity could no longer think at all. At least nothing that would have made any sense.
‘Ahhhhh! What is this!? I-Ahhhh it hurts! Wait it hurts? Yes! That’s it, it hurts. And if something hurts then it’s…pain?’ The entity only had a moment to gloat with his newfound knowledge before the pain started again. It was only then that he noticed the odd ringing.
‘What is that? More pain? Please stop, it hurts so much…Ahhhhhhh!’
After what seemed like an eternity of mind numbing agony and maddening ringing, he finally took noticed that the dark looked..well it looked more of a lighter dark, if such a thing was possible. It no longer touched him with its clotting ink like darkness, now it seemed tamer somehow; it creased his being, smoothing the hurt that the pain had caused. Slowly the pain started to fade away leaving a kind of dull ache, but sadly the ringing still persisted.
He hoped that would be the end of the pain, but had a slight suspicion that it was only the calm before the storm.
‘Oh please let it end soon, I’m gonna lose what’s left of my sanity if this darkness doesn’t end soon.’
Right after that particular thought the entity noticed something different in his surroundings, something that was not darkness, something…bright?
It seemed to be ahead of him, it was hard to tell with him having no body and everything being the same black darkness. Except it seemed for that one small part.
‘Should I go towards it? It could be a trap-wait why would I assume it would be a trap? Ahh I don’t care anymore I just want to know who I am and to leave this thrice-damn place behind!’
With that thought in mind the entity determinedly moved onward threw the murkiness.
Suddenly a single image flashed, it was of a… ‘Strawberry Cheesecake??’
Suddenly along with the image were several powerful emotions.
Rage, sadness, exasperated, contentment, and love?
‘What the hell?! Why would a pastry be my first memory and to have so many positive yet negative emotions with it? I wonder why I would feel all those emotions for a piece of concentrated sugar. Maybe it’s not the cake itself but something else?’
The entity was getting very tired not to mention pissed off. He wished that all of his memories would just come at once instead of coming one on one.
“If that is what you believe you want then so be it” A deep voice sounded around him.
The ringing suddenly got much louder.
‘What? Who the hell just said-AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH’
Suddenly all of the entity’s memories came back, all at once just crashing into him. The pain of being torn apart and being put back together repeatedly. Everything seemed to fly so quickly that he didn’t really have time or the mental capabilities to deal with it all. It was unconceivable excruciating and it seemed like it would never end.
After what seemed like a ceaselessly never-ending cycle of bring ripped to shreds and then being messily put back into place it finally ended.
‘I know…I’m…my name is…’
“Yes, I believe we have much to discuss…Kira”
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Ahh don’t hate me it just seemed like such a great place to stop, not to mention it’s kinda a cliff hanger, I’m hopping to get more reviews this way, even if it’s just asking to update. Do you want to know something funny? This was originally L. I wanted to do Ryuuzaki instead of Raito, but it looks like my muse has a better idea. It’s better like this I guess I don’t really know how to write as L but Raito is much easier it seems. Maybe because in Death Note its was in Raito perspective? The next chapter will take a while to write so don’t expect me to update for a while. I’ll try to get it out as fast as I can though. I’ve just read two other fan fictions where Raito came back and I’m so pumped up. Well hope to see u all soon and PLEASE review, criticism is always wanted and needed. you can also read this on FFnet under my different profile name aurablackwolf
Hey look it’s chapter 2(or maybe chapter one since the first chapter was a prologue) anyway I decided to post the next chapter because it’s been bugging me. It’s not as long as I wanted it or as I said I would have it, but sadly things just don’t work out so well. Most my chapters will probably be around this length or longer I promise it will never be smaller then this, even if I have to hold on an update.
Also I have no beta and will try to edit it myself; if you see any mistakes I’m sorry. Also I know the chapter title sucks, probably all of my titles will suck, hopefully my story will make up for the lack of creativity of my chapter titles.
In order from right to left are the words in order they are all the same word only different languages. It’s cool.
English. French. German. Italian. Portuguese. Spanish. Japanese
---
Bored. Ennuyé. Gebohrt. Alesato. Furado. Agujereado. Unzari Shiteiru
There were so many different names for the same damn thing. If the entity had a head and had hair on top of it, he would have pulled all of it out by now.
‘Damn how much longer is this gonna take?’
After the entity had decided to continue onward with his journey, he figured it wouldn’t take to long before something happened. After his emotions had returned he thought that the memories will only be a stone throw away. How wrong he had been.
‘It seems like centuries has passed and the darkness still seems so..well dark I guess. Damn, drifting like this must have effected my superior I.Q. I can’t believ-wait how would I know my I.Q. was superior?'
The entity stopped thinking for a total of 5 seconds before his mind kicked back into action.
‘Oh my-this is it! I must be getting my memories back. Think, Think, other then knowing my intelligence is really eminent what else do I remember?'
But as hard as the entity tried he couldn’t remember anything else, which frustrated him to no end.
‘Well that sucks, still at least it seems I’m getting somewhere, and now that I think about it the darkness seems so much more subdued then it was before. Hmm I wonder what that means exactly?’ While the entity was musing about this, it helped to pass the time with. He failed to realize the odd ringing that suddenly surrounded him.
After a while of thinking about his problem which with his newly realized advanced mind he had an interesting time dissecting he felt something that made his newfound interest of problem solving take a backside seat.
‘What the hell was that...I’ve felt that before, I know I have. What could it be?’ It happened again and again, till the entity could no longer think at all. At least nothing that would have made any sense.
‘Ahhhhh! What is this!? I-Ahhhh it hurts! Wait it hurts? Yes! That’s it, it hurts. And if something hurts then it’s…pain?’ The entity only had a moment to gloat with his newfound knowledge before the pain started again. It was only then that he noticed the odd ringing.
‘What is that? More pain? Please stop, it hurts so much…Ahhhhhhh!’
After what seemed like an eternity of mind numbing agony and maddening ringing, he finally took noticed that the dark looked..well it looked more of a lighter dark, if such a thing was possible. It no longer touched him with its clotting ink like darkness, now it seemed tamer somehow; it creased his being, smoothing the hurt that the pain had caused. Slowly the pain started to fade away leaving a kind of dull ache, but sadly the ringing still persisted.
He hoped that would be the end of the pain, but had a slight suspicion that it was only the calm before the storm.
‘Oh please let it end soon, I’m gonna lose what’s left of my sanity if this darkness doesn’t end soon.’
Right after that particular thought the entity noticed something different in his surroundings, something that was not darkness, something…bright?
It seemed to be ahead of him, it was hard to tell with him having no body and everything being the same black darkness. Except it seemed for that one small part.
‘Should I go towards it? It could be a trap-wait why would I assume it would be a trap? Ahh I don’t care anymore I just want to know who I am and to leave this thrice-damn place behind!’
With that thought in mind the entity determinedly moved onward threw the murkiness.
Suddenly a single image flashed, it was of a… ‘Strawberry Cheesecake??’
Suddenly along with the image were several powerful emotions.
Rage, sadness, exasperated, contentment, and love?
‘What the hell?! Why would a pastry be my first memory and to have so many positive yet negative emotions with it? I wonder why I would feel all those emotions for a piece of concentrated sugar. Maybe it’s not the cake itself but something else?’
The entity was getting very tired not to mention pissed off. He wished that all of his memories would just come at once instead of coming one on one.
“If that is what you believe you want then so be it” A deep voice sounded around him.
The ringing suddenly got much louder.
‘What? Who the hell just said-AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH’
Suddenly all of the entity’s memories came back, all at once just crashing into him. The pain of being torn apart and being put back together repeatedly. Everything seemed to fly so quickly that he didn’t really have time or the mental capabilities to deal with it all. It was unconceivable excruciating and it seemed like it would never end.
After what seemed like a ceaselessly never-ending cycle of bring ripped to shreds and then being messily put back into place it finally ended.
‘I know…I’m…my name is…’
“Yes, I believe we have much to discuss…Kira”
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Ahh don’t hate me it just seemed like such a great place to stop, not to mention it’s kinda a cliff hanger, I’m hopping to get more reviews this way, even if it’s just asking to update. Do you want to know something funny? This was originally L. I wanted to do Ryuuzaki instead of Raito, but it looks like my muse has a better idea. It’s better like this I guess I don’t really know how to write as L but Raito is much easier it seems. Maybe because in Death Note its was in Raito perspective? The next chapter will take a while to write so don’t expect me to update for a while. I’ll try to get it out as fast as I can though. I’ve just read two other fan fictions where Raito came back and I’m so pumped up. Well hope to see u all soon and PLEASE review, criticism is always wanted and needed. you can also read this on FFnet under my different profile name aurablackwolf