All or Nothing

This is before Kanda and Lavi starts their relationship.


Flashback: Two and a half years ago

Kanda walked into the brightly lit classroom. It was the first day of a new school year and he had English with the stupid rabbit. Kanda saw Lavi sitting in the far back of the classroom farthest from the door. Most of the other students were already there, and only a few seats were left open. The teacher was Mr.Reever he had sort spiked blond hair and he had been teaching at Black Order School since before Kanda had moved to Britain. Kanda nodded to him when he looked up this wasn't the first time Kanda had been in Reever's class and Kanda was sure it wouldn't be the last. "Oh Yuu-chan! Come sit over here! I saved you a seat!" Lavi yelled from across the room and standing up to wave his arms in the air.

Kanda could feel a blush start growing on his cheeks as all eyes turned too him. He ignored the stares and the heat on his face to scowl at the red head. "Shut up you idiot do you always have to be so loud?" Kanda asked moving to stand beside Lavi. "And don't call me that!" He yelled hitting Lavi on the back of the head, before sitting down.

Lavi pouted "Ow Yuu-chan you don't have to be so mean." Lavi whined rubbing the abused spot on his head. Suddenly Lavi straightened smiling, his single green eye shining with amusement, leaning over Kanda he put his hand on his shoulder and whispered in his ear "Ya know Yuu-chan if you want I could be loud just for you just say the word."

Kanda could feel the blush trying to come back onto his face. Looking around he saw that most of the students were looking at him and Lavi trying to hear in on their conversation. Kanda glared at all of them his hand reaching for his sword Mugen. When all eyes were off of him and the rabbit, he turned back to him. "How many times will I have to say no, or do you need help getting it through your thick skull?" Kanda hissed raising Mugen up enough so that Lavi would understand how serious he was. To bad the rabbit didn't have any common sense.

Lavi just continued to grin. "Come on Yuu-chan just once you don't want to be a virgin forever do you?" Kanda's glare grew at the words coming out of the rabbit's mouth.

"Shut up rabbit." Kanda said turning to the front deciding that ignoring the idiot was the best course of action.
"Just once Yuu-chan I'll make sure you like it." Lavi whispered back, before sitting down.

Kanda had no doubt about that, ever since they had entered high-school Lavi had gotten a reputation of sleeping around with guys and girl alike. Lavi never stuck around to start a relationship with any of his partners, he said he would rather be free to do what ever he wanted then be tied down.

Kanda wasn't worried about not liking sleeping with Lavi as worried about liking it to much. Kanda didn't know for sure when he had started watching Lavi. Or when he had started to get angry when girls would fling themselves at Lavi at parties. At first he had thought he was jealous of Lavi for being so lucky.

It wasn't until at one party when he had punched Tyki Mikk who had been after Lavi for awhile that it became a problem. Lavi had dragged him outside to yell at him about staying out of his business, and said that Kanda should stop acting so damn jealous all of the time. That had been about the time that Kanda had clued in too his own feelings. It had shocked him to find out that he had developed feelings for the red head without realizing it.
After that Kanda started to avoid Lavi as well as his friends. It took the rest of the school year for him come to terms with-one yes he liked the red head, and two that he would proberly never be able to have the red head in a steady relationship.

Kanda had thought about just sleeping with Lavi but had tossed that idea out of his head quickly, he wasn't sure if he could stand having that kind of relationship with his friend and not wanting more.

So Kanda went back to hanging out with the rabbit, moyashi and Lenalee on a regular bases hoping that whatever screwed up feelings he had would go away. No such luck it got harder over the summer to control his emotions when Lavi decided that he wanted to sleep with Kanda. Kanda had refused the entire summer but Lavi persisted saying that they were friends and that it would be fine.

Kanda didn't want to get his own hopes up, so he used the excuse that it went against what the Black Order taught them considering it was religious school.

The English class went by quickly enough once the rabbit had shut up. Kanda quickly packed his things and was out the door before Lavi was ready. Kanda ignored Lavi's yells of him to wait. 'I can't believe I'm running away like some girl' Kanda thought as he slowed down once he got out of the building.

The Black Order School was broken up into three parts one for the lower grades, one for the higher grades and one for the dorm rooms. The younger kids all had the two biggest buildings, girls in one and boys in the other. The middle and high school students were broken up into year and gender. And put into their own floors of the rest of the buildings.
Kanda looked at his watch and quickly started heading to his kendo practice.

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When Lavi got outside he looked around for a head of midnight hair, when he didn't see Kanda he pouted. He didn't think that all of his teasing would cause Kanda to run away like he had. Lavi hadn't intended to ever go after one of his friends, but for Kanda he would make an exception. Really Kanda didn't seem to know how good looking he was with his pale skin and dark blue eyes that were rare for someone with Asian descent. Then there was his hair it was midnight blue and from the few times he had braided Kanda's hair he knew that it was soft as silk.

Lavi had always found Kanda beautiful, he remember when he first saw Kanda. He was in grade two and his entire class was excited that they were getting a new student and Lavi didn't really care it would probably be another boring person.

The door opened and in walked a pale-skinned Japanese girl her hair was up in a high-pony tail. Her bangs covered her eyes, but Lavi could see dark blue eyes glaring out at the classroom. Lavi thought that she was the prettiest girl that he had ever saw. "Hey Allen isn't she pretty?" Lavi whispered across his desk to his friend Allen Walker. Allen nodded looking curiously at the new kid.

"Everyone," Their teacher Mr. Reever called. "This is Yuu Kanda he just moved here from Japan. All of you be nice." Mr. Reever finished leaving the class of grade two's in shocked silence. "That's a boy?" Lavi asked blinking in surprise. Kanda's glare was then turned directed at Lavi his eyes flashing with rage.

"Yes I am." Kanda growled moving towards Lavi. "What of it baka usagi."

"Usagi?" Allen said "What's that?"

Kanda turned his glare on Allen who eeped and hid behind his desk only his silver eyes peeking over the table. "It means rabbit, baka moyashi."

"Hey don't be mean Yuu-chan" Lavi said slinging his arm over Kanda's shoulder "We're all friends here." Lavi could feel Kanda stiffen under his arm then pain exploded on his jaw. Lavi crashed to the ground holding his jaw.

"Don't ever call me that!" Kanda yelled advancing on the down red head. Then Kanda was being pulled back by Allen who had grabbed on to his hair.

"Don't hit people he was just being friendly!" Allen yelled in the taller boys face still gripping onto the pony-tail in his hand. Kanda turned on Allen "What do you know about it beansprout?" Kanda raised his fist to hit Allen, but before he could Lavi tackled Kanda to the ground.

"Boys!" Mr. Reever yelled running over to them. "Stop this right now!" He tried to pull them apart, but Allen still had a good grip on Kanda's hair so when Mr. Reever pulled Allen off of Kanda he ended pulling Kanda's hair more.

"OW!" Kanda yelled kicking Mr. Reever in the knee, bringing the teacher down on top of them.

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Lavi chuckled bringing himself out of his memories, all three of them had gotten detention for three weeks cleaning all of the classrooms in the elementary school building. After their punishment was over Allen and Lavi had started to bug Kanda any chance they had gotten and so far over the years they had made a pretty good friendship. Now Lavi was putting strain on it by chasing after his best friend.

"Hey Lavi!" Lavi turned to the voice that had broken him out of his thoughts to see Allen running towards him from the music building. Allen had grown somewhat over the summer now being an acceptable height for a guy, but he was no where near Lavi's height.

"Hey short stalk what's up?"

"It's Allen! Don't call me that!" Allen pouted glaring at Lavi.

Lavi grinned "I've heard that before."

Allen looked confused for a second, before shaking his head. It was obvious that he was going to ignore the red head's comments. "Listen there's a party tonight and Lenalee wanted to know if you wanted to go. Hey where's BaKanda?" Allen asked looking around.

Lavi shrugged. "I scared him away. I would love to go to a party. Is Yuu-chan invited? Where is it?"

Allen nodded. "Yeah he is. Lenalee will call you later with the details." After a moments silence Allen said quietly. "Ya know Lavi you shouldn't put so much pressure on him, if he doesn't want to sleep with you then you should just drop it." Lavi tried to get a look at Allen's eyes, but couldn't, because of the curtain of white hair covering his face.

Lavi grinned at Allen. "Come on Allen you and I both know that I don't give up easily."

"What if it ruins your friendship?" Allen asked looking up at Lavi. He looked like he was going to say something else. Instead he started to walk to his next class as the warning bell sounded.

"Nah I wouldn't let it." Lavi said feeling full of confidence.

"Alright as long as your sure."