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Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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I told Tohma I was going to the park every day, which wasn�t a lie; I did go to the park. Sometimes Yuki and I would stay there, and others we would go to eat while discussing my book. I loved my time alone with Yuki, and we were just so relaxed together. I admired Yuki and wanted to be just like him, no matter what.

One morning, as I left the house, Tohma stopped me. �Eiri, I want to talk to you,� he said. I sighed.

�What? I need to go.�

�Eiri, who have you been seeing?�

�What?! No one, Tohma-san, honest!� I lied in alarm.

�Eiri, if you�re taking off to visit a girl, that�s alright, I just want to know.�

�Tohma-san, I�m not seeing a girl, or anyone for that matter. Can I just go?�

�If you�re not seeing anyone, then what�s the rush?� He stared at me, my hand on the doorknob. I sighed, walking back to him.

�What is it, Tohma-san? Can�t a boy just want to go out and have some fun at the park?�

�Yes, but I would like to know who you�re having fun with. Please, Eiri?�

�Fine. I met him after school on the last day. He speaks Japanese, and he�s really cool.�

�How cool?� he asked suspiciously.

�Like okay-cool.� Tohma continued to look at me. �He�s really into Underneath. He�s been helping me fix things here and there. Oh, please Tohma-san, don�t make me stop visiting him!! Please!�

Tohma sighed, lowering his head. �Well, I suppose it�s alright.�

�Thank you!!� I cried, hugging him and running back to the door.

�I just wish you wouldn�t lie about where you�re going.� I stopped again.

�I do go to the park!�

�I went to find you about a week ago, and you weren�t there.�

�I can�t get a bite to eat?�

�Alright. Go. Just� Be careful, okay?�

�Yeah. I�ll see you later, Tohma-san!� I ran out the door before he could say anymore, and raced for the park, not understanding why he was so worried. I knew there was a lot of crime and stuff, I had seen quite a bit first hand, like kids plucked from the park or sidewalk, and no one saying or doing anything about it, but I couldn�t fathom it seriously happening to me.

I sped to the park, and saw Yuki sitting under a tree, waiting. I smiled an laughed, calling his name. I reached him and apologized breathlessly for being late. He smiled at me and said it was alright. I started to sit beside him, but he was standing up.

�Let�s go to my apartment,� he said. I blinked, then nodded excitedly, wanting to see where he lived. He led the way, and let us into an apartment. I was surprised by the room, but said nothing.

There was no furniture except a single table with a half empty bottle of wine on it and a small chair beside it. I looked at the bare walls and peeling wallpaper. The windows were boarded shut, probably broken, and the floor�s carpet was patched and thin. There were stains on the parts of carpet and the wood flooring that showed through in most places.

I wondered what the stains were and why the apartment was so empty, but I didn�t ask. Yuki sat on the floor and opened the bottle, taking a deep drink. He held it out to me, but I shook my head no. He shrugged and took another drink. I watched his jugular bob with each swallow. He sandy eyes were closed, but I could still picture them behind their creamy lids.

Yuki took the bottle from his mouth, and a thin line of the dark liquid ran down his chin, adding another stain to the floor. Looking closely, I saw that some of the other stains were close to that color. I thought they must have been old wine stains, although Yuki wasn�t that big a drinker. For a moment I thought it might be blood, but I shook that from my mind immediately. Why would there be blood stains?

I sat down and, when Yuki held the bottle out to me again, took a drink. It was bitter, and it took all my control not to spit it out. �Ew!� I gasped after swallowing.

�Oh, you just need to get used to it,� Yuki said.

�Get used to it?!� I exclaimed. �I never want to put that stuff in my mouth again!�

�Just another little sip?�

�No!� Yuki shrugged.

�Okay. Your loss.� He took another drink, and the bottle was almost gone now. �Last chance,� he murmured, trying to hand it to me. I shook my head.

�I don�t wanna.� Yuki finished it off and sat the bottle beside him. A few minutes later the booze began to show it�s affect on him. He draped an arm over my shoulders and I looked at him apprehensively. �Yuki?� I asked. �What are you doing?�

�Eiri, have you ever�slept somebody before�?� he slurred. I looked at him confusedly.

�Slept somebody? What do you mean?� I asked.

�Sorry, my fault,� he answered. �Did you ever sleep with somebody before?� My eyes widened.

�No,� I said in a small voice. �Why?�

�Never fucked some girl up?�

�Uh-uh.�

�No one�s ever screwed you?�

�No, Yuki,� I said. �Why?�

�Do ya wanna?�

�What the hell are you getting at?!� I demanded, becoming increasingly uncomfortable with each word that slipped past his lips.

�You don�t know how bad I want to get in your pants right now,� he said calmly, as though this were a perfectly normal conversation.

�What?!� I shouted, moving away.

�Oh, come on Eiri,� he said. �You know you want it.� I shook my head slowly from the other side of the table. Yuki stood, knocking over the empty bottle. I scrambled to my feet, looking to the exit, but Yuki stood in my way. He pinned me against the wall. �You want me bad, don�t you?� he whispered against my neck. I tried to lean further back. He kissed me roughly, and suddenly all fight, all resistance, left my body.

I liked the feel of his lips on mine, of his hand on my cheek. My eyes fluttered closed. He lifted his head. �I knew you wanted it,� he said, unzipping my pants. My eyes snapped open again

�Y-Yuki-san�� I muttered.

�Shh�� he whispered, putting his fingers to my lips. �It�s just us. I promise to be gentle.� I blinked widely, and was about to unbutton my pants, when the door opened. I looked up, startled.

�Fuck,� Yuki spat. �You guys are early.�

�Hey, Yuki,� one of the men in the doorway said, �is this it?�

�Yeah. He�s a cute one, isn�t he?� Yuki answered.

�He�s alright,� the second guy in the door said. The first held out a ten dollar bill to Yuki.

�Here. Lemme go first,� he said.

�Be my guest,� Yuki said, taking the money. I looked at Yuki, distressed, and then at the man approaching me. I saw a gun in his waistband, and my eyes shot open.

�Be good,� the man growled, �and this�ll feel nice fer both of us.� I looked back at Yuki.

�Yuki�� I whispered. He didn�t look at me, he was busy inspecting the money. The man came at me, undoing his pants as he walked. He grabbed my arm roughly, and as he forced me to reach forward to touch his privates, I squeezed my eyes shut.

The next thing I remember is Tohma holding me, feeling the gun drop from my hands, and seeing the three corpses lying in growing pools of blood. I threw my arms around Tohma, suddenly aware that my pants are around my knees and began to sob.

��

I try to blink away the tears. I look at Shuichi and rub my eyes. I can�t understand a word he�s saying over the pounding of my head, and I snap at him to shut up. He yells, which makes it worse, and I cover my head with my arms, trying to bury myself in the couch. He holds me comfortingly, and I just growl and grumble at him, glad that I can�t remember what actually happened, but frustrated, thinking that knowing would help it to go away.

Eventually I force myself to go to bed and Shuichi sleeps on the couch. In my large bed, I cry myself to sleep.~~

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okay. that's the end. really sad, but the end. it took me for-effing-EVER to write the last chapter (six months by itself). i think i worked on this for over a year. let me know what you think!~
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