Protect Me Forever

I changed the rating to “Adult++”, I think it needs it.

Thank you, to all those who reviewed! I’m really happy that my first story appears to be well-received, especially when I started it with almost no planning! (I hope that doesn’t stop you guys from reading…)Even though I don't have many ratings, I can't believe I got 5-star!!

Replies to reviews:
DemonLadySesshomaru-Your suggestions for character roles are actually quite accurate! Wow.Well, there IS one difference for Ryu.
Stacy- Thanks, I do watch Naruto, I thought that's the PERFECT name...

Since I'm so new here, I'm still not exactly familiar with all the controls. I have this story on fanfiction.net too, and the italics worked. For this site, I'm sure I've seen stories w/ italics too...but when I tried for the first two chapters, it didn't work. If there're still no italics for this chapter, someone PLEASE tell me what's going on.
Btw, italics are thoughts and flashbacks.

Chapter three: Trustless
(This is among my first time writing a lemon!!)

Yuki's large hands traveled down Shuichi's arms, coming back up to the clasp on his (Shuichi's) bra. Yuki unclasped it in one flick of his wrist (is that possible? I'm a guy, I wouldn't know...) and slipped his hands under the falling material. He started rubbing at the other's nipples.

"Hey, do something," Yuki said.

Shuichi's face was flushed, he was already panting. "I-I-I don't know- what to do..."

Yuki growled. So he paid two million dollars for a kid who can't do anything except pant. He started wondering, "How old are you, brat?"

"Huh? I'm 15."

Fifteen? That young? I thought he was at least 17! "He's a minor," yuki thought. That thought sent want coursing through his tall frame, he lowered his body and rested his lips on the other's, gently, when he suddenly bit into the soft flesh of Shuichi's lips.

"!!" Shuichi gasped, giving Yuki the chance to stick his tongue in his mouth and probe around, exploring. Yuki raked his tongue across Shuichi's teeth. He tastes like strawberries. Yuki probed further, inviting Shu’s tongue to join the play. Soon, Shu poked shyly at Yuki’s tongue. He groaned.

Shuichi pushed down his miniskirt. It pooled around his feet. He raised his hand to undress Yuki, who surprising, let him. Shuichi fumbled with the buttons on Yuki’s dress shirt, trying to unbutton them with no coordination what-so-ever. Yuki sighed, and decided to help get the annoying thing out of the way. He shrugged it off. Looking down his nose at the boy, Yuki noticed how dazed he already looked.

“Heh, you’re so ready for me even though we barely started,”

“I! I’m not doing this for you! I’m just here because I have to be!” Shuichi protested.

“Then…why are you so hard?” Yuki smirked. “Right here,” he shifted, making his knee brush across the other’s thong-covered groin, loving the moan he got in response. Slowly, he inched down the thong until it joined the miniskirt. He poked Shuichi’s erection. It twitched.

“Don’t do that!” Shuichi, embarrassed that he was reacting to this jerk- this beautiful jerk, that is- like this.

Che, fine. He moved away.

“?”

Yuki looked at the pink head, a smug expression on his face.

“You want something from me?” he asked.

Shuichi was clearly flustered. He nodded.

“What would that be?”

Shuichi blushed, making a bunch of wild gestures. Yuki was now beyond amused. “I don’t understand,” he said, “why don’t you just say it out loud?”

Poor Shu hesitated. “I want…”he went into mumbling.

“I can’t hear you.”

Shuichi closed his eyes and drew his breath. Here goes! “I want to have…s-s-s-s- … ex with you!!!!” He screamed. When nothing happened, Shuichi was obviously disappointed. Opening his eyes to see what the blond was doing, any disappointment was washed away. Yuki was slowly stripping himself: his fly being unzipped, hands going to the hem of his expensive pants, finally, after an eternity, dropping them.

“Come here, Shu.”

I can’t believe he called me that! Not waiting to be told again, Shuichi hurried over the half-naked man. Yuki turned his head.“Shuichi, pull down my briefs.”

“Huh?”

“You heard me. Take it off, or we can’t have sex.” He almost laughed, seeing Shuichi jump at the prospect of not being able to have the sex he wanted. He immediately set his hands on the blond’s waist, and ripped it off. Yuki was already erect, and Shuichi stared with wide eyes.
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Yuki sucked hard at Shu’s small dick, and Shu, in turn was sucking him to the best of his abilities. They were in a ‘69’, and Shuichi was making small sounds, sending vibrations to Yuki’s penis. Yuki suppressed any sounds he was going to make and focused on deep-throating Shu, when he suddenly burst all over Shuichi’s face.

“Ahh!!” Shuichi came for the third time already. Yuki maneuvered them into a ‘better’ position. Grabbing the other’s legs, he forced them apart, and stared at the beautiful sight before him. Shuichi was looking at him with frightful eyes, still panting slightly, warm cum covering his face and his own cum sticking to his hips. Just beautiful.

He dipped a finger into the cum on Shu’s body, coating his fingers with it. Once covered, he leaned over Shuichi and kissed him passionately, while his fingers searched for his entrance. Finding it, he probed, and suddenly thrust his index in. Shu sucked in the finger with his ass (2), whimpering softly. Impatiently, Yuki shoved another finger in.

“NGH! Take it out! It hurts! Yuki, Yuki!” Shuichi cried, tears flooding his vision.

“I already told you to get on your knees.” Shuichi scrambled to get into the new position Yuki suggested, but he didn’t do it in time. Yuki put two more fingers up Shu’s small bum, completely ignoring the scream that came along with his action.

“I’m really big, so I’ll have to stretch this cute thing out.” Shuichi kept crying, even as his entrance got looser. He didn’t even notice when Yuki started moving around again. Why isn’t he taking his fingers out? Shu thought. He should just put his dick in so we can get this over with.

“Ahhhh!” Shuichi looked at his behind. Yuki had managed to get his entire hand in. Ohh…he’s fisting me…the pain didn’t last long, as it was soon replaced with indescribable pleasure. Yuki thrust his hand back and forth, eating up any sounds Shuichi made.

“Ohh! Do that again!!” And Yuki complied. He curled his fingers once again and tickled Shuich’s inner walls. By now, Yuki’s hand was covered in stuff (NO not that). Creamy white goodness from his hand lubricated the passage. Taking his hand out,Yuki grabbed something from the table beside the bed, and quickly inserted it. “Ndk!” Shuichi made all sorts of weird sounds as the vibrator in his ass was turned on.

“Sorry, I did have to pay to use it on you, you know. So I had to use it at one point.”

He doesn’t look sorry at ALL!! Shuichi gritted his teeth, suddenly feeling a new pain.

Squeeze. Slap!

Yuki grabbed and pitched at his ass cheeks, finally raising his unlubricated hand and spanking the round globes that he came to love tormenting so much. He repeated this action, until he decided Shuichi had enough, his butt was all red.

Turning off the vibrator and taking it out, he prepared to ram into the hot tight heaven that he knew was there from the fisting experience. Yuki put Shu’s legs over his shoulder and pushed the head in. Not much resistance. That’s good. But the hug on his dickhead was really worth the two million bucks. In one swift movement, Yuki was fully sheathed. Shuichi’s eyes were wide. That hurt! Even the fist was better! At least it’s not so deep inside!

Shuichi looked up at Yuki through his clouded eyes, seeing the lust in the other man’s. That stirred some fear in him. I’m still not use to this kind of penetration! Yuki saw this, and looked away, telling him, “Tell me when to start thrusting.”

After a couple minutes, Shuichi was used to the foreign object in there. He whispered, “Please,” No reaction.

“Please Yuki, do something…” nothing.

Frustrated at the stubborn blond that won’t do as he says, Shuichi tries once more with tears in his eyes, “PLEASE, YUKI-SAMA!!!”

That got him going. Yuki skipped any slow motions and started pounding into the smaller body. In and out. In and out.

“Ohh, mmm,” melodic sounds reached Yuki’s ears. “Yuki, you know what?” Shuichi ignored the fact that Yuki didn’t answer. He wasn’t expecting a reply anyways. “The head of your penis is so hard, I can feel it…stabbing…

-Switch to Yuki POV-
Shuichi is gasping and writhing under me. He’s got to stop that! It’s going to make me come before I’m actually satisfied! And those sounds he’s making…
“Yuki!!” he screams my name in ecstasy, spraying even more sex fluid over the two of us.

I give him hard thrusts, burying myself deep, finally letting myself go. I close my eyes as my semen spills in him. (3)

We lay next to each other, when I suddenly get up.

“Where’re you going?” he asks me with sleepy innocence.

I don’t answer. I intend to show him. I pick him up and lightly push him against the wall, his ass facing me. With the moonlight shining in, I could clearly see Shuichi’s eyes, curiously staring at me, with such trust. I could also see my semen slowly oozing out from his behind, running down his thighs. When I let go, he almost collapses. My arms fly back to steady him.

Why do I care about this- this child so much?

I raise his hips. My erection was back and completely ready to be inside some ass again. Shuichi’s eyes widen. He starts whining, telling me he’s tired, that we can do this another time. Ha. Yeah right. Another 2 million dollars? No way. My dick found its way into Shu’s opening, I was once again in heaven.

Even after all the foreplay- the fingers, fist, vibrator- Shuichi is still so wonderfully tight. Not to mention my big dick. But something’s wrong. I flip the brat around, twitching when I found out that he’s asleep! Fine, sleep, but don’t think I won’t take advantage of you just because you’re asleep. I hold up the sleeping boy, slowly thrusting. I finally let out the moan I was holding in. I build up the pace, starting to pant, I grabbed my balls and pulled, liking some weight on them. I fondled myself twirling my sacs around and prodding at them, an d giving them the occasional flick.

Finally, I exploded for the third time today. It was good, taking a limp body. But an awake and squirming one’s always better. I stayed inside Shuichi for a while, letting myself soften. I give a few more thrusts, I can feel cum coming out of the ass- it’s like taking a cork out, and finally pulled out, and stayed out. I carried the kid to the bed and put him in, and brought myself to join him on the king-sized bed.
(I’m wet in the pants after writing that! The spanking part and some others were from the Megamix. Sorry, continue reading.)

Two figures lay on the bed. One was blond and the other had pink hair. Eiri, the blond one, was the only one of the two who was awake. The night before was great, if only he was more experienced. Eiri sighed. The night was only great because Shuichi was tight, not because he was good at what he does. He stared at his pink lover. Shuichi is pretty cute. His breathing was light as he slept soundly beside Eiri. He was pretty much dead after the first round, he remembered with amusement. Despite all the screaming on Shuichi’s part, Yuki took care not to tear him up. So there was no blood.

Time to get up. Leaving his new lover in bed, he walked towards the bathroom, stretching out his long legs as he went. I don’t know why, but even though he was so bad, I still went through with it. Normally, I wouldn’t have screwed anyone so horrible. Or maybe it’s just for the 2 million dollars I paid. But that ass was very fuckable.

Turning the faucet on and adjusting the temperature, Eiri put his hands under the water to test if it was hot enough. Once it was just right, he moved his whole body into the current. He closed his eyes. What was it he felt when they did it?

Eiri closed his eyes and recalled the events of last night. He groaned, his right hand flying to his growing erection as his left braced himself against the wall.

I remember his look when he saw my penis, engorged with blood. His eyes were wide, in disbelief. He asked me, “How is that going to fit?!” I just told him, “It will, just relax. Get on your knees.” My reply surprised myself. Since when did I ever try to comfort someone?

Eiri moved his hands up and down in a frantic pace towards completion. Not yet, I’m so close. Shuichi…

I spread his legs with my knee, his hands resting on my chest. I had already finished lubricating him, and I was already buried in his tight heat. He looked at me with such fear in his eyes that I couldn’t bear to thrust yet. I knew I was big, and that I would hurt him if I started right away.

He jerked off, white semen bursting out of him, a feeling of happiness engulfing him as he did. What was that?

Washing off all traces of masturbation, Eiri toweled off and exited, only to find Shuichi stilled sleeping like a log. Eiri scoffed. What a carefree idiot.

“Just leave him there.” Eiri jumped, although it wasn’t visible. He turned around to see another man.

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Tohma made many phone calls, trying to find any way to reach Shuichi. He couldn’t go to Icha Icha Paradise himself, Akito knows him. Neither could he send Hiro or Suguru because Akito has their pictures. If he wanted to be a client, he knew the process of being checked. I would be found out.

Running out of ideas, Tohma finally decided that he needs someone else to do this for him. He picked up the phone again.

“Hello?” An American voice answered.

“K, I need you to do something for me.”

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“You are…?” Eiri questioned the other man suspiciously.

He smiled. “Ryuichi. (HAHA, not K) I’m his next client. I already placed an order on him until the next auction.”

Ryuichi? Sakuma Ryuichi? “Hn.” Eiri grabbed his stuff and left the room, pretending to not care, while he just wanted to look at Shuichi one last time.

Eiri walked down to the elevator that happened to be open. Looking at it, it seemed that the person was waiting for him. That didn’t make him hurry. Finally reaching the elevator, Eiri stepped in and moved to punch in “G”, but realized that the other guy was heading there too. He looked at the other man. Dressed in a suit. Not a bad suit either. If only he got rid of those hideous glasses and kicked the habit of looking at Eiri like he’s going to be eaten.

“G-g-g-good morning! I’m –Sa-k-k-an-ooo. I work here too!!! I’m the ca-retak-er of”

“I don’t care,” Eiri interrupted right away, this Sakano’s voice quickly getting to his nerves. Gods, this guy is annoying. Eiri lifted his head.

“…! I,”

“Shut up, you’re annoying,” Eiri’s voice cut off anything else Sakano was going to say.

Annoying. Annoying. Annoying. Sakano looked like he was going to cry. He was going to say something else, until the meaning of Eiri’s words reached him. Annoying. Like crap dropping out of the sky from a bird, the word annoying hit him in the face like crap. Sakano now looked like he was slapped, and started spinning in circles, provoking more annoyance on Eiri’s part. A complete stranger that I barely talked to thinks I’m annoying!! Inner Sakano cried.

Luckily for Eiri, the elevator door opened and Eiri quickly exited, who couldn’t put up with Sakano any longer. He was going to hurt the other man.

Marching up to the reception, he gave the receptionist his name. Uesugi Eiri. No way was he giving his penname for people to find out how pedo he is. “I want to take Shindou Shuichi out for a week after Ryuichi’s order is over,” Eiri said, fully expecting to get his wish.

“I’m sorry, you’ll have to come back after Ryuichi’s order is over.”

“WHAT?!”

“Sorry sir, but we can only have one order for each employee at a time. We can’t have so many all line up. Shindou-san’s order will be over on Wednesday, 2 hours before the auction. You may take him out then, if you are able to get through the phone line. Or you could come here personally and place an order on him.”

“What do you mean by ‘if you are able to get through the phone line?’”

“Many clients already have their eyes set on Shindou-san. He is expected to bring in a lot of money. Akito-sama isn’t going to let people buy him out of here for a long time.”

“Che!” Eiri left.

Once in his car, Eiri thought, “Shindou Shuichi… the name does ring a bell. Where?”

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Shuichi whimpered, looking at the grown man in front of him. He was watching me sleep for the past few hours. Shuichi shivered, how scary. It was like a lioness watching its prey, waiting to pounce. Where’s Eiri?

“He left already.”

“Huh?”

“You asked out loud,” the man seemed less ominous now, but that didn’t make Shuichi any less fearful. “I have an order with you until Wednesday, let’s go now.” The man took Shuichi’s hand, slowly bringing him to his feet, and waited for him to fall. Ryuichi knew Shuichi was going to fall, he could smell the sex in the room, and guessed Shuichi as the uke. Shuichi squeaked, and waited for his face to meet the ground, which didn’t happen. He found himself in another’s arms, his face being pressed into a warm chest.

“!” Shuichi bit his lip, not knowing how to react to a strange man who was scary and cold one second and warm the next. “Umm, what’s your name?”

“Ryuichi,” he smiled at the smaller one in his arms. Then he lowered his voice. “That’s my real name, Shu-chan, but here, they call me Kyousuke, ok? Only call me that when no one’s around.” Then his childish side came out. “But you can call me Ryu-chan instead of Ryuichi!! Right, Kumagoro?”

Huh?

“But I get to call you Shu-chan!”

“Ok…” What am I supposed to say?

“Shu-chan, we’re going home now!” Ryuichi pulled Shuichi up, then picked him off the ground entirely.

Ryuichi snickered, “Shu-chan! You’re my bride now,” he gave Shuichi a face-breaking smile. Shuichi flushed 10 shades of pinks.

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*Sigh* “Sakano, who made you cry now?”

“I don’t even know him, Tatsuha-kun!! I barely spoke to him, when he suddenly called me annoying! Have you ever met anyone so rude?”

Tatsuha sighed again. He did that a lot when he was with Sakano. “Actually I do. My bro, but I haven’t seen him in so long, ever since I came here.”

Sakano blew his cheeks up. “Tatsuha! You’re supposed to say you haven’t! You’re supposed to be on my side!”

Tat waved him aside. “Whatever. If you’re done, do I have any orders tonight?”

Sakano returned to normal. “Yes, actually, it’s a customer we’ve never had before. His name is K.”

Tatsuha knew the routine like the back of his hand. Right now, he’s supposed to shower, then meet his customer. Unlike Shuichi, he is categorized as either seme or uke. Yes, Tatsuha has heard of Shuichi, but hasn’t had a chance to meet the ‘famous uke who earned 2 million on his first day.’ Right now, Tatsuha heard, Shuichi got an order for 3 days with a rich man named Kyousuke.

Tatsuha himself is a famous whore, doing whatever he’s been told, with whoever. But there’s only one person that he really wanted, though he doubted someone like that will come to a place like this. Sakuma Ryuichi. Tatsuha constantly thinks about him, viewing his idol as a walking wet dream. Tatsuha isn’t blind to the world just because he works at Icha Icha Paradise. He was flipping through the channels, bored out of his mind, when something made him flip back to the previous channel. Nittle Graspers were having an interview. Ukai Noriko and Hilbert Kanone (1). Tatsuha eyes didn’t even register the first two names and went to:

Sakuma Ryuichi.

Tatsuha said the name, the syllables rolling off like water. What a heavenly name.

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“Hey Hiro, stop worrying so much. Shuichi never falls easily. Eat something!” Suguru has been trying to get Hiro to eat for the past three hours. Hiro looked like hell, not that Suguru looked much better. Hiro had dark bags under his eyes, his long hair, normally silky, was tangled and matted. He smelt.

I least I showered. Suguru thought.

Hiro looked at the framed painting on the wall. He looked at it, but without really seeing it. All he could do was think about his best friend. “Suguru, what if Shuichi doesn’t come back? What if, he was like, hit by a car of something? He would never run away, right? He loves Tohma the most out of all three of us!” Hiro’s eyes widened with every thing that he thought might have happened to Shuichi.

“Hiro! Shuichi will be okay…” Suguru trailed off, not knowing if he’ll be right. Anything could have happened. He looked up when he heard quiet sobbing. “Hiro…” Suguru got on all fours and crawled over to Hiro, putting his face under Hiro’s head, which was down, supported by his arms.

Hiro flung his arms around Suguru, pulling him into the bed to join himself. “Suguru…Suguru…help me…make this stop…”

Suguru looked at his friend, obviously in so much pain. “Hiro,” Suguru lifted Hiro’s chin, and dropped his lips onto the other’s. Hiro’s eyes widen. The kiss ended as soon as it started, “Hiro, it’ll be okay, everything will work out.”
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“Ryu-chan? I can shower by myself!!” Shuichi cried as Ryuichi tried to strip Shuichi. They were running around the bathroom.

“Washing you will be like washing Kumagoro! Don’t worry Shu-chan, I’ll do a good job washing you!”

“Don’t compare me to that…that thing!”

Ryuichi got Shuichi’s ankle, but lost his grip. Shuichi sprinted to the other side of the bathroom, where the door is. Yes! I can get out!

Not. Arms found their way on both sides of Shuichi, not touching his prize though. A serious expression on his face. “Shuichi, just let me wash you. What will I do if you fall in the shower?” A goofy grin replaced that look. “Orrrrrr, Shu-chan, I’ll just join you in the shower. I’ll hold you so you don’t fall!”

Ryuichi pounced on Shu, ripping the towel Shuichi wrapped around himself off, revealing Shuichi’s golden skin. Ryuichi stopped to look at him. “So pretty! My turn!”

Before Shuichi could turn away, Ryuichi’s clothes dropped off, and Ryuichi stood in all his naked glory. “Let’s shower now, Shu-chan!”

Under the warm flow of the water, Shuichi could feel Ryuichi’s presence behind him, his gaze burning into his back, traveling all over his body: his shoulders, his arms, down his back, stopping on his round behind. Shuichi jumped. “Ryu!” Ryuichi had apparently suddenly decided to grab Shuichi’s butt.

When no reply was heard, Shuichi turned. And gulped. He didn’t want to have to deal with a serious Ryuichi!

Ryuichi moved closer to Shu, pressing the other’s head against his chest (Ryuichi is taller in this story). “Shu…I really want you…” His hands traveled across Shuichi’s chest, bringing them to his abdomen, and finally resting on Shuichi’s small penis. Just resting there, but not doing anything else. Shuichi tensed. “Ryuichi-san, I”

Ryuichi started pumping the other, making Shuichi’s breath hitch. “No, stop.” Ryuichi took his manhood, grown to its full size when Ryuichi was exploring, and probed at Shuichi’s butt, causing Shuichi to panic. “Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.”

-Switch to Shuichi POV-
He was still pumping me, his other hand roaming my body. This Ryuichi…he treats me better than Yuki did. But I don’t know why, I’m thinking of Yuki right now. That it’s Yuki doing this to me, and making me feel this way instead of Ryuichi. He is being very gentle. His head is on my neck now, licking sucking, making writhe in his arms. He flipped me over so that I’m facing him. He moves his body down, until his mouth is level with my hardened shaft.

Ryuichi flicked his tongue out to lick my tip. A wave of pleasure washed over me, and I moan quietly, though I’m sure he heard it, he did it again. Soon, my entire shaft was engulfed. I look down, and I immediately come. He looked so hot down there, sucking me, his hair soaked.

He grabbed a bottle of bodywash and squirted a generous amount into his hand. Rubbing it around, he sets most of it on his fingers. He pushed a finger in, thrusting it in and out. He put in another finger, and this is when I tense. I still haven’t recovered from Eiri, I still feel sore.

“Shu, you’re so tight…” Ryuichi kept thrusting fingers back and forth, and when he finally deemed me to be loose enough, he slid into me, making my breath catch.

“Ahhhhh……Ryuichi!” I just remembered that he preferred being called Ryu-chan, but I don’t care. If I call him that, it’ll bring out the wide-eyed, bunny man- boy. I want to be fucked by a man, not a boy. “Ryuic- Mm!”

He chuckled, rubbing my erection. He rubbed my testes and penis against each other. I’m seeing stars! “Ryuichi, don’t move yet.” I beg him, I want to feel him more first. I purposely tensed, squeezing his hard manhood through my ass, getting a soft groan in response. I giggle, doing it again.

He had enough of me teasing him like that, I can tell, and started moving. We switched posture. I’m now facing my seme, he picked me up and put both his arms under my thighs, and his hands support my back. We leaned against the wall for even more support. I decide that like this position and tell him. “Ryu, this position’s better.” He kisses me. I’m sitting on his shaft right now and I bounce a bit to tell him to get moving.

Opening his eyes, he pulls out to the tip, only to ram back into the base. “I wanna come Ryuichi,”

“Not yet, let’s come together,” he presses the tip of my penis, not letting anything escape. I whine and whimper, but he didn’t give me any mercy. He was still thrusting and enjoying my fuck-toy ass.

“!! OH!” I suddenly see stars. What was that?

“Hmm? Right there?” he grins, and thrusts again. I’m moaning so loudly and I can’t control it, what’s happening?! He keeps hitting me there, while I keep telling him I want to come.

“Shu, now, together,” he releases my tip and I explode, screaming, “YUKI!!” The same time I felt warm wetness filling my insides.

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I can barely remember what happened after Ryuichi exploded into me. I know he cleaned us off, dressed me, and tucked me in bed. We’re both awake in bed right now, I’m sure he knows too. I still feel so dazed after the sex. I wanted to cry after I realized what I had done. I had had sex with someone that wasn’t Yuki. What was I thinking when we screwed? Even though Yuki wasn’t half as gentle to me, I’m still thinking of him. Ryuichi’s angry now. Why? When I came for the second time, I moaned so loudly, but it wasn’t Ryuichi’s name, it was Yuki’s.

Afterwards, I feel asleep, but he didn’t just walk out on me and left me to sleep there. He took care of me, by wiping me so I wouldn’t be itchy in the morning and pulling blankets over me, he just didn’t say anything, a shadowed look on his face.

I’m so confused right now. Is it Yuki that I love, or Ryuichi’s tenderness? What do I even see in Yuki? He called me names and was making feel so…inferior. But then, when he saw the fear in my eyes, he was gentle again. OR… do I not like either, just forcing myself to pick one?
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END OF CHAPTER THREE
(1)- He’s a character from Spiral. I didn’t want Tohma in the band, but if you’ve ever watched Spiral before, you’ll find that Kanone’s personality is similar to Tohma’s. Try google searching him, if you come across the right picture of his ‘dangerous’ side, you’ll know what I mean.
(2)- this is something my boyfriend says I do a lot. In fact, he says I suck in everything he puts in me. I thought I could use this in the story.
(3)- This sex scene has a bit from the Gravitation Megamix. I’ve been through this before, though. I got my boyfriend to read it. After, he was like, “Let’s fuck like that.” So here it is. Those were some of my feelings fucking like that (with all the toys, fist, pinch, and spanking)…hope you enjoyed!!

Skip this part it’s pretty irrelevant
Just to tell you, although you don’t need to know. As I was writing this, I was playing with a dildo (big one). My boyfriend wanted to see me masturbate tonight when he gets back from work. I’m just preparing myself so I’ll be looser tonight. (I’m cheating, I know, but less painful for me- my boyfriend knows I do it). This is why I’m feeling so horny right now, sorry guys. The shower part with Shuichi and Ryuichi isn’t supposed to be there, I wanted to save it for the next chapter. And I was supposed to censor more of it. I guess you can thank my ‘honey’. God my ass is hurting (in a good way) so abused…THIS IS FOR THE FANFICTION VERSION I write that and save before I add lemons
For the actual lemons in this chapter, I switched to a vibrator…so I came a couple times. Yuki was only supposed to fuck Shuichi once, but I couldn’t help it.


Can anyone tell me if I didn’t pick the right genre?

Next chapter: Over the months, Shuichi starts to break. His spunk starts to die, as it is polished to fit the wants of his masters.
After the 3-day order Ryuichi has on Shuichi, there will be less of RyuxShu for now. Ryuichi will come back.

Okay, I lied. I was unable to whip up a longer chapter. Actually, it only seems long because of the two lemons. This chapter is even shorter than the previous two.I’m so sorry to those who wanted longer chapters. I’m sorry I talk about my personal life so much.

Just to drag it out, so far the pairings are:
EirixShuxRyu- EirixShu fans, plz still read even though the summary promised YukixShu!!
HiroxSuguru- I’m sure most people don’t have a problem w/ this
KxTat- that’s going to change?
I think that covers everyone so far.

R&R please.

As I said before, I can’t always update multiple chapters in a day, so please don’t expect chapter 4 today, and reasonably, a couple days afterwards as well.

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