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Disclaimer: As much as I wish I could claim to be surrounded by pretty boys all day, I don't own the Host Club. Also, I don't get to enjoy the proceeds from their activities, either.

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Chapter Three: Tamaki
"Honey-senpai! Why are you so sad?" Tamaki's overly dramatic voice filled his ears. It was after club hours and Tamaki, noticing the change in Honey's usually spirited demeanor, had asked Honey to remain after to "have a talk". Honey didn't mind, anyway. He needed a distraction. He hadn't spoken to Mori in two days, and that fact was weighing heavily on his thoughts. "Please tell me what's wrong, Honey-senpai!" Tamaki insisted. "Did those unscrupulous twins hurt your feelings?"
"No," Honey shook his head slowly.
Tamaki's violet eyes seemed to be trying to read Honey's thoughts. "Then what is it? Is it something Daddy can fix?" he asked, using his self-proclaimed title.
"�I don't think so," Honey said innocently. "It was about Takashi."
"�Mori-senpai?" Tamaki leaned closer.
"�yes."
"Tell me�"
Much to the blond's surprise, the words came easily. "�I�tried to make him do something he didn't want to do," Honey said, trying to find the proper words. "and�I think I regret it�" Honey had neglected to tell this to the twins, who probably wouldn't have cared about the circumstances bringing Honey to them in the first place. But Tamaki was different; caring.
You see, Tamaki was the one Honey saw for advice.
"How does Mori-senpai feel?" Tamaki asked.
"I haven't spoken to him since." He was indignant, and he puffed up his cheeks to enhance the affect of his defiance.
Tamaki looked shocked. "You haven't spoken to Mori-senpai?"
Honey shook his head. "You see�I had a craving�and he wouldn't give in to what I wanted�"
"A craving for what?"
Honey sighed; that was the thing about Tamaki�while his intuition was great, he was utterly clueless. "It's not important; I regret it, anyway�" and a part of him actually, for some strange reason, cared of what Tamaki would think if he knew the complete truth.
"�well, if you feel bad about it, you should probably apologize to Mori."
Honey gave Tamaki a bright smile. "Thank you. But�what if I made it worse?"
Tamaki blinked, eyes wide as though that was an unforeseen obstacle in his perfect advice-giving plan. "Worse? How?"
"Like�what if I broke a cookie jar? �and I didn't tell anybody, but then I broke another one? Like that."
"Then you should apologize for both." It surprised Honey how automatic the reply was; usually it took Tamaki time to adjust to surprises in a conversation. Perhaps he'd had experience with something like that first hand?
"But he'll be mad," Honey countered, pouting.
"Who wouldn't, if you broke two when you could have confessed and possibly stopped at one?" Strangely, the analogy made sense to Honey. That was why he saw Tamaki for advice; although the King lacked common sense, he was wise�his intuition was as sharp as a knife, and some of the things he said as casual comments held real emotion and mental weight.
"You're right," Honey replied, trying to sound like his usually cheerful self. He knew how important it was for Tamaki to feel as though he had helped in some large way. "Thank you, Tama-chan!"
"And for that pearl of wisdom, Honey-senpai, you owe me."
Honey's eyes grew large in response. This was most unlike Tamaki, to ask for something in return. Perhaps he had spent a little bit too much time with Kyouya. Still, he was curious. "What, Tama-chan?"
"You owe me something�"
"Like what, Tama-chan?" He blinked, trying to keep the aura of innocent that he used while participating in Host Club.
Tamaki was blushing deeply and doing a terrible job of playing it off while he tried to say casually, though his voice was shaking, "Oh�a kiss�"
Honey's eyes grew wider than humanly possible. "W-what? Why?" Not that Honey really minded the request; he just hadn't expected it. What had brought on this change of attitude for Tamaki, the boy who was always the same, true to himself?
"�no reason. I just heard a small�rumor..."
Honey faltered. "�about me?"
Tamaki nodded, leaning close enough to Honey to make the older boy nervous. "�the Twins say� your kisses are exquisite."
Honey turned red, and Tamaki asked, "So is it true?" There was a curiosity mixed with mischief in his eyes that rather scared the older boy; he had never seen Tamaki look quite like this before, staring at him with that strange�intensity. Usually only Haruhi and special objects attracted that stare, and Honey was neither. "�shall we see?" he added.
The older blond had to admit that he was rather curious himself about this particular side of Tamaki. "Yes�" he said.
And Tamaki kissed him. He was rather straightforward, tongue toying with Honey's lips for a moment before gently tracing over the insides. It reminded Honey of Kaoru, and his body shivered with the memory. Tamaki blinked, pulling away from Honey. He smiled. "I think�" he said, "that I agree with them," he said softly, and Honey knew at once that Tamaki was too gentle. Kaoru was kind, but he never left himself vulnerable. That had always been a problem for Tamaki�people could take advantage of him too easily. Lavender eyes, long lashes shielding them, swept across Honey's face. Tamaki said, slowly, "You should make up with Mori-senpai. He misses you. And I do believe he's better than those infernal twins."
Honey blinked, surprised at Tamaki's insight. Part of him wanted to ask how he had figured it out, but Tamaki always did; he was Tamaki, after all�he always had all the answers but never an idea of what the question had been. "What about you, Tama-chan?" Honey asked innocently.
"Huh?" Tamaki looked confused, as Honey had expected him to be. Poor, poor clueless Tamaki.
"Do you think you're better than Hi-chan and Ka-chan?"
Tamaki looked slightly offended. "O-Of course I am! How dare you compare me to those unruly Twins!" Tamaki looked flustered, a tinge of red rushing to his cheeks.
Honey's eyes narrowed. He wondered, vaguely, whether or not he would feel bad later about taking advantage of Tamaki as he muttered in a dark voice, "Prove it."
Tamaki looked flabbergasted, his blush turning deeper and deeper red with every passing second. "H-Honey-senpai�"
"Here�" Honey said softly, placing soft hands at the base of Tamaki's chest, gently caressing up and down. He knew Tamaki; the younger would need a little push if Honey was ever going to get him to do anything.
Tamaki's first reaction was the one Honey wanted: a small gasp and an exhale of pleasure. But Tamaki attempted to compose himself after that, hands reaching to restrain Honey's. "Honey-senpai, what are you doing?"
Honey's smile was beyond mischievous�it was downright dastardly. "I'm giving you a chance to prove you're as good as the twins," he said, moving his hands up and down slowly across Tamaki's chest, pinching at certain points and looking up to see Tamaki's reaction. Tamaki seemed to not be able to make up his mind; there was a look between horror and relish on his face. "You are better than them, right?"
Tamaki looked like he was going to give his typical, 'Yes, of course!' answer, but he faltered and could only say, "�of-of course�" He was beginning to sink into Honey's caresses.
Honey leaned close, his head resting on Tamaki's stomach as his hands kept moving. "�Tamaki?" Honey said innocently, warm breath blowing over Tamaki's shirt.
"Y-yes�?" Tamaki answered, sounding as though he wasn't sure about what was happening.
"�you do like me, don't you Tamaki?" Honey nuzzled his face against Tamaki's chest now, still caressing.
Tamaki's eyes told him that he wasn't sure what context that question was in, and the other blond struggled for an answer. "�yes�"
Honey looked up suddenly, eyes connected with Tamaki's, and just like he had with Takashi, he tugged on the younger's tie, pulling him down into a soft kiss. Honey knew that Tamaki was the questioning type, and Honey could not allow the younger boy to think long enough to doubt his actions. "Tamaki�I need you�" he said, murmuring against Tamaki's lips. After a moment, it seemed that the King of Host Club was surrendering his mouth to the kiss, and Honey took full advantage; the older blonde's tongue carefully teasing Tamaki's insides, probing, curious as to how far the King of the Host Club would allow him to progress. For a moment, Tamaki seemed to gain a hold of his faculties; he lowered his hands to Honey's stomach and pushed, trying to stop the kiss. But Honey was stronger; removing his hands from Tamaki's waist to restrain the younger's wrists. "Tamaki�" Honey said in more of a moan than actual language. Honey was sure that the moan was what had broken Tamaki; his eyes seemed to resign themselves, almost as though he had finally realized that he would not be able to stop Honey's advances. There was nothing he could do at all, and Honey relished the feeling of power. Forcing Tamaki back, Honey guided him to a lavender chair, shoving him down with a force that Honey even surprised himself by using.
This entire situation was reminiscent of that night with Takashi. The only difference was that Tamaki didn't have that silent strength that could oppose Honey's. "But I don't want to�" That was what Takashi's eyes had told him. Honey narrowed his eyes. He would get what he wanted!
With that thought, anger coursed through his body; he pulled at Tamaki's shirt until the seams began to tear. The younger blond looked almost scared, a blank expression in his eyes as he looked up at Honey, afraid. Honey's eyes softened. This was Tamaki. This was Tamaki and not Takashi and Tamaki cared and Takashi didn't. "It's okay�" Honey said, leaning down, tracing circles on Tamaki's stomach as he began to nibble on the younger boy's neck. Tamaki gave a breathy giggle, sighing and shivering, eyes looking upward. His body loosened, and he seemed to have truly given himself over to Honey, fear and uneasiness gone after a few moments of amusement. It was most Tamaki-like.
Honey began to hastily pull off his own clothes; hands moving to unzip pants and pull them down. Tamaki's eyes widened and he said, "Honey-senpai�?"
"Shhh�" Honey said, leaving his pants long enough to look Tamaki lovingly in the eyes, bringing a hand up to hold the younger boy's cheek. "It's okay, Tamaki�" Tamaki was gentle like that. He would need the reassurance. Honey kissed Tamaki again, and while the other blonde was caught up in moaning and sighing, Honey loosened his pants and shimmied them down to his thighs, boxers now exposed. Then, still kissing Tamaki, Honey pressed a hand against the King's pants; his hand was met by a lump in Tamaki's pants, and the younger boy hissed at the contact. Honey squeezed lightly, and Tamaki jumped, face turning the deepest shade of red that Honey had ever seen.
"�what are you doing?" Tamaki asked; Honey could feel the last of the King's resolve fleeing�the question was moaned more than spoken. "�what about Mori-senpai�?"
That question riled Honey to further action�he would not allow himself to answer that question, to even think about it; not Tamaki either for that matter�and he captured Tamaki's lips roughly, overpowering Tamaki until the younger boy would not fight back. Tamaki began to writhe under him, and Honey held the younger down, loosening his own collar and unbuttoning his shirt savagely. Pushing his tongue deep into Tamaki's throat, Honey groaned, reaching to undo Tamaki's pants, trying to pull them down. Tamaki's hands instinctively went to halt this, and Honey said forcefully, "No, Tamaki�"
Honey stopped trying to force off Tamaki's pants. Apparently force would just scare him more. Honey smiled sweetly at Tamaki, at the blush that showed upon his cheeks, and kissed him again before bringing a hand to snake down into the younger boy's pants instead. Tamaki tried to push him as last time, but seemed to relax a little more as Honey's fingers breached the clothing and found hard, warm flesh. Tamaki's cheeks glowed crimson, and he twisted on the couch, head jerking this way and that.
Gently moving Tamaki's hands away, Honey managed to remove Tamaki's pants. He did it slowly, with Tamaki in the throes of passion and threw them to the side, moving his own hands to massage Tamaki's thighs. His manhood stood at attention, Tamaki's legs open as far as the couch would allow, panting hard.
"Tamaki�" Honey said, looking down. Tamaki's eyes were now veiled in lust, his violet orbs hazy and distant as his body trembled. Pushing Tamaki back, Honey leaned forward to kiss the King yet again, hips dangerously close to the younger blond's. Lifting Tamaki's hips gently, Honey still remained poised over the King, panting slightly.
"Honey-senpai�" Tamaki moaned, still managing to sound a bit innocent as he lay there, looking blankly up at Honey. It made Honey feel like an animal hunting prey; like Tamaki was another one of his victims. The thought made Honey's smile turn wicked. But Tamaki was now too far gone, leaning his head so far back that Honey was sure that the younger boy couldn't see him.
Honey began to ease himself into Tamaki. The King's head jerked up, eyes brought to sudden focus by the sensation, and he stared directly at Honey, his mouth open but not saying anything. Pushing himself deeper into Tamaki, Honey couldn't keep himself from moaning loudly; the King was so tight around his erection, and it felt so�good. Throwing his own head back, he hissed, "Kami-sama, Tamaki, you feel great�" Apparently, he wasn't going fast enough for Tamaki, who thrust his hips up in haste; Honey felt the hard friction before he heard Tamaki cry out in pain, and he stopped, holding down Tamaki's hips to prevent any more damage as well as biting his lip to contain his own pain. "Tamaki-san, are you okay?" Honey asked, resting his head on Tamaki's abdomen.
Tamaki whined, tears forming in his eyes as he said, "�hurts�so badly senpai�" his eyes were closed in anguish, and his legs were trembling.
"You shouldn't have pushed up that fast, Tama-chan. I was trying to be gentle for you. Do you see why now?" Eyes still squinted, Tamaki nodded furiously. Honey pulled out of the younger blonde, with a sigh of relief. At least there wasn't any blood. Kami-sama, Tamaki could be such an idiot. "�I'll make it better, okay, Tama-chan?"
Tamaki nodded feebly.
Making his way back up to Tamaki's face, he kissed Tamaki gently, wiping the tears from the boy's eyes as he began to cry. "It's okay, Tama-chan; it's okay�" Honey moved from Tamaki's lips to kiss his jaw and move down to his neck; there he tweaked the younger's nipples, and as he moved to pepper kisses down the boy's stomach, Tamaki's whimpers of pain had begun to change back to sighs of pleasure. Fingers picking up the King's length, Honey pumped him, the weeping member hardening under his expert touch.
Without warning, despite his will to not summon the thought, he had the feeling that this was somehow very wrong�that he should have been with Takashi, comforting Takashi, being gentle to Takashi, molding Takashi to his will; not Tamaki. He tried to push the thought of Takashi to the back of his mind, to be rid of it before it made him feel guilty. What "should have been" no longer mattered. He was with Tamaki and it was nice and he loved it and he didn't give a damn how many fucking cookie jars he would have to break to get what he wanted. Frustrated at his own thought patterns, Honey held up two fingers, covered in precum, glancing at them a moment before sliding them inside of Tamaki's opening, concentrating on stretching the entrance. It was still tight, as tight as before, and Honey whispered to Tamaki, "Relax�" in soothing tones. Tamaki's breathing was shallow, and Honey pulled himself up to Tamaki's face, whispering in his ear before nipping at it, "Relax, Tamaki�" Tamaki wrapped his arms around Honey, still panting, and the younger boy nodded, moaning softly. Honey kissed him, tongue swirling inside Tamaki's mouth relentlessly before he pulled away. Tamaki whimpered and shifted his position a little while Honey once again lowered himself to Tamaki's waist. "Can I try again, Tama-chan?" he asked softly.
Panting loudly still, Tamaki nodded slowly, seeming to give the question thought. "Please�" he said softly, "�gently�Honey-senpai."
Honey looked at Tamaki endearingly; he looked so cute. "�okay, Tama-chan," he said, and he kissed Tamaki again, hard, until the younger boy moaned from the sensation. When he pulled back, Tamaki was breathing hard, looking up at Honey with the same hazy eyes as before. Stroking Tamaki's manhood, the King was brought to nothing but whimpers and moans.
"Honey�Honey�" he panted, looking like he wanted more. "�I�I..please�"
Honey, caught up in the moment�caught up in the quickened breaths coming from Tamaki's lips�said, "�do you want me, Tamaki?" Tamaki reached up, to hug Honey, to pull him down towards him, but Honey resisted, and the look on Tamaki's face portrayed confusion. Honey said, more forcefully, "Tamaki, do you want me?"
Still breathing heavily, Tamaki said, "�please�yes�yes�"
With a smirk, Honey lowered himself to align with Tamaki's entrance, the younger boy's hands settling on Honey's shoulders. Honey was positioned above Tamaki's stomach, lifting the younger boy's hips with one of his hands to make things easier. "Relax," he said to Tamaki. "I'm not going to hurt you. If I can help it." Tamaki nodded, hands still on Honey's shoulders. Taking a breath, Honey used his free hand to help push himself into the boy below him. Tamaki's eyes once again focused on Honey's actions, watching with a sort of wonder that Honey supposed that Tamaki would always had�he'd seen that look applied to other things�and Honey couldn't help but smile. Tamaki was a bit wider, this time�but still constricting. "Relax�" Honey said, closing his eyes and trying to hold in a moan that was rising to his throat. Tamaki felt so good, the walls of his entrance dragging along his throbbing manhood as he entered, the friction just blissful.
It wasn't until he was buried in Tamaki to the hilt that he noticed the hands clamped tightly on his shoulders, noticed that the male below him was trembling. He froze, opening his eyes to look down at Tamaki beneath him. "Are you okay, Tama-chan?" he said delicately, lowering himself to Tamaki's stomach and hugging his waist there, his tense body still holding his lower half carefully in Tamaki, making sure not to shift in any way. Using his right hand to trace shapes on Tamaki's stomach he said, lips moving against Tamaki's stomach, "Did I hurt you?" Tamaki took a deep breath, and Honey braced himself to pull out of Tamaki again, sure that the pale face meant that he was in some kind of pain. Furrowing his brow, he said, "Tama�"
"�m-move�Honey�senpai," Tamaki gasped. "�pl-please�"
Honey carefully but quickly raised himself so that he was above Tamaki again. "�does it hurt, Ta�"
"Move! Please�please�senpai�" Tamaki said, tears building in his eyes a little. "�I feel you�in me�I need you� t'move while you're there�" Honey's frown of worry quickly turned into a smile, and he gave a heavy sigh of relief; he wouldn't have been able to take much more, staying motionless inside Tamaki�he could feel himself throbbing inside of the younger boy.
"Y-yes, Tama-chan," he said. Moving slowly, Honey pulled himself out of Tamaki, and a low moan came from the uke. Honey smiled wider as he entered in again, a bit faster, the process a bit smoother. Every thrust from that moment on increased in pace, and Honey's enthusiasm grew as he watched Tamaki's shudders become writhing, his moans becoming screams with every stroke inside him.
Using both hands, Honey hoisted Tamaki's hips higher than ever, grinding his hips against Tamaki's as they met. "Ohhhhhhhh, Honey-senpai!" Tamaki said breathlessly, and Honey did it again, moans falling from his own lips. Tamaki just felt great. Moving his hips faster, he could feel Tamaki's body shifting beneath him, the friction making Honey moan. He stopped moving for a moment then, pausing to look at Tamaki's confused expression and caress the younger boy's cheek with his hand before grinding his hips in a circular motion against Tamaki's. The King forcefully closed his eyes, and as he opened them again Honey could see them rolling to the back of his head. Thrusting again, Honey pushed hard as their hips met this time, lingering in Tamaki for as long as he could stand before pulling out and entering in again. With each thrust, Tamaki moaned louder, pushing his own hips against Honey's for more friction. Honey could feel familiar heat building inside him, moving from the bottom of his feet to tingle its way up his legs and resting at his lower stomach, gathering there, setting his insides on fire.
Before he wanted to, his small body seized and he came, spasms racking his body and only forcing him deeper into Tamaki, who yelled his name loudly as he felt Honey's seed spilling into him. Noises fell from Honey's lips as well�but none of them could match the King's. Breathing heavily now, Honey rested his head on Tamaki's stomach, kissing the soft, pale skin before looking up at Tamaki, his voice labored. "�Tama-chan�still�with me?" he asked, his brown eyes unable to view Tamaki's�he was lying all the way back, his back on the small couch cushions.
Tamaki's answer was barely audible, sounding breathless. "�yes�"
"�O�" another spasm suddenly hit Honey again, his length still in Tamaki and releasing more of himself. Tamaki moaned from the sensation, and Honey had subconsciously pushed himself up off of Tamaki's stomach, holding himself up above Tamaki with his hands. His body shuddered, and he took a breath that was just as shaky.
Pulling himself out of Tamaki with care�only to hear yet another moan from the younger blond�he rested himself back on Tamaki's stomach, crawling up the younger blonde's body until his lips touched Tamaki's cheek.
Tamaki said, with a heaving breath, "�senpai�"
"�what�?" Honey said softly, shifting his body a little.
"�senpai is probably�better�than the twins�"
Honey said nothing as he lay next to Tamaki, nothing about how he felt about this ordeal, the second broken cookie jar. He didn't have to. Even without speaking to him directly about his own situation, Tamaki had made it clear, by his actions, that while he didn't know that had been wrong with Honey he knew the answer to the problem. Like always, Tamaki had the answers for everything but his own life. He knew how to obtain everything except his own desires. Honey knew now, that even in revenge, everything that he had done was wrong. There was no justification to his actions; whenever he chose to tell Takashi about all of this, the outcome would be in the Morinozuka's hands. How Tamaki knew things had reached that sort of situation, Honey senpai would never know.
Looking down at Tamaki again, Honey could see that the young boy was now half asleep, skinny arms wrapped loosely about Honey's waist in an attempt to keep warm. Honey giggled mirthlessly, and shook his head.
He still wasn't ready to deal with Takashi yet. But he put that thought in the back of his mind, allowing himself to lie in Tamaki's caring arms just for a little while longer. He was not the same as Takashi, but he knew that the King loved him in his own way. Honey sighed, stroking Tamaki's hair as he tried not to fall asleep�he would have to be gone before the younger blonde woke up. He planted a small kiss on Tamaki's forehead, eyes closing for a bit to relish the uniqueness of this situation.
After all, Tamaki always gave the best advice.

The Ending to this chapter is a little confusing, what with Honey-senpai's personal musings and whatnot. A part of him isn't ready to forgive Takashi yet, if you haven't realized�Takashi's rejection in the first chapter hurt him just a bit more than he wants to admit. Of course, the story isn't over yet�I just hope he's not going to fall for any of the other Host Club members. I can't say that if the story began to write itself in that direction that I would be against doing it; whatever feels right as the ending is what I will do.
Oh, and this is longer than the chapter with Hikaru and Kaoru, by like four pages! That is awesome! Eleven page LEMON! I'm so proud of myself.
All of you, please review! I appreciate the comments that many of you have given me before about my lemons, and I will continue to do so, and reply back to you�I promise I will. Until the next chapter is done, see ya!
"I will return, for I am the darkness�"
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