Darkness Within your Light
folder
Death Note › Yaoi-Male/Male › L/Light
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
31
Views:
10,280
Reviews:
173
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
Category:
Death Note › Yaoi-Male/Male › L/Light
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
31
Views:
10,280
Reviews:
173
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
Disclaimer:
I do not own Death Note, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
CHAPTER 30
Chapter 30 to you, chapter 30 to you, chapter 30 dear readers, chapter 30 to you!
…*gets slapped*
;_; ‘why…?’ *sniff*
“Because you are a moron of the highest order.”
*sniff*… ‘meanie’
*gets slapped again*
Hey guess what! ‘Darkness within your Light’ has been nominated for The Universal FanFiction Open Awards!
Wooooooootttttttttt!!!!!!!
But it’s only been nominated once…so go over there to second it!
Sadly because this is a work-in-progress I can’t partake on the main contest.
Still! I got nominated! Nnnooomminnatteeddd!!! *dances around the room in glee!*
Vote for me when the time comes…yes? The address is here!
http://dotmoon(dot)net/awards/index(dot)php
Also I have fanart! Really! Wow…I cried some when I saw it-it was that good! The link in on my profile! Go check it out and comment! Thank you RaeKitsune! I love you!
---
‘Well damn it things just have to get complicated by the second! As if I don’t have enough to worry about!’
Raito floated all the way back onto the ground; landing right next to L who was sitting with his back to the tree. Raito had to steel himself from falling down right next to him.
“Raito-kun? Are you unwell? You’re looking a bit…well paler then your usual complex when you’re in this form.”
Raito looked into the endless black eyes that he loved. Swallowing was particular painful at that moment.
‘What would L say if he knew? I don’t think that even he would forgive me.’
Raito shook his head, no he didn’t have any proof yet that his theory was correct, so that’s what it will remain a theory only. In fact, this theory was highly unlikely, there was a 98.9 percent chance that what he suspected was false. Nothing more than nerves and paranoia.
Right…
“I’m fine Ryu…I’m just not feeling that well at the moment, it’s probably from being away from my LifeNote for so long.”
L slowly nodded his head, it was clear he didn’t entirely believe that but for now he was keeping quiet about
his suspicion, which Raito was grateful for. He already had a headache and he really didn’t want to add to the pain.
“I’m sorry about doing that you know…leaving you out of the conversation, I just thought it would be easier for
Ryuk to spill if it was just me asking, I’ll tell you everything that he said on the way back.”
L nodded his head in understanding though Raito couldn’t help but notice a slight stiffing in the shoulders, which meant that though L may have understood Raito’s reasoning he was still a bit ticked off regardless.
“That would be acceptable Raito-kun.”
“Ah well then-“
“Yea! Let’s go get me some apples!!”
Raito would have face palmed himself if he was any other person, luckily for him he wasn’t anyone else and so retained his dignity in the face of Ryuk’s returned idiocy.
“Right well while you two were flying around I had put in a call for Ryuk’s tree farm, it is in the country of China, I own some land over there and have bought out five large consumer apple farms. Needless to say I don’t believe you will be running out of apples anytime soon Ryuk.”
The scream of delirious delight was so loud that even after they walked back to the car and gotten in it was still ringing in Raito’s ears.
---
As Watari drove them back to their base of operations Raito reviewed all that he learned from Ryuk to L.
As L listen he didn’t interrupt, there were a few times were it looked like he wanted something clarified but bit his own tongue to hear it all out first.
One thing that Raito failed to mention though was the creepy man’s name.
He told L that Ryuk still wanted to keep that information for himself for now, L gave Ryuk an annoyed look but he didn’t argue or try to continue to bribe him with apples.
Ryuk just gave Raito an amused look when he told L that but luckily for him Ryuk must have decided to let the little white lie lay, probably because it amused him. Though it wouldn’t surprise him if Ryuk decided to change that at a later date. Raito would just have to be ready for when that happened. Because there was no doubt in Raito’s mind that Ryuk would do just that.
So Raito assured himself that he would tell L that information later before Ryuk got a chance to do it for him and get him in a load of trouble. But only after he had time to check out a few things.
Raito was so deep in thought that he failed to notice the way that L was holding the newly required DeathNote.
He was grasping the note with tight hands. So tightly that his fingers were beginning to turn white.
Ryuk didn’t miss it though, his large misshaped yellows eyes caught all that was in front of him, a singularly small frown grew on his face but washed away quickly when Raito faced him once again to try to get some answers from him which he gladly refused.
Ryuk was starting to get that bad feeling again. This time it was much worse.
---
After Raito returned to his own body he felt much better. Excepting a cup of warm tea from Watari he thanked him before sitting down on one of the office chairs. L sat across him, nibbling on some chocolate biscuits that
Watari had left with the tea. Ryuk was still in apple bliss and was gulping down the huge basket of apples that Watari had acquired earlier, right after they had returned in fact.
Watari was really cool like that.
Raito decided that he would be the one to start the discussion this time.
“Ok so let’s pile up what we know so far, we know that Mikami and Misa are active Kiras, we know that they have recruited people to their cause, what we don’t know is what those people know, for all we know they might not even know about the DeathNotes or who Kira is. What we also know is that there are about three others who are privacy to that information though, we don’t know their names or what their genders are-yet. They have not made any attempt to kill me or you, even though they can’t which means that they still don’t know your name. Back to that phone call that Mikami made earlier, we have to assume that Mikami believes that you are Kira. We still haven’t really come up with a plan on how we’re going to turn that around to our advantage.”
“Actually Raito-kun I have thought up a simple solution.”
“Oh? And what is that?”
“Simple-I go there and masquerade as Kira.”
Raito paused, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly before he calmly stated his thoughts on the manner.
“While Mikami might not know what I look like Misa does, and so does Rem if she is there. It wouldn’t work, so it would be considered a suicide mission.”
“I have thought of that Raito-kun and I have come up with a solution.”
“And that is…?”
L paused for a second as if he had to think on how he was going to explain. Raito would have gotten annoyed but he found it slightly humorous that L had seen the need for a dramatic pause.
“…I would have to get a make-over.”
Raito felt dumbstruck. What the hell was L going on about now?!
“…a make-over?”
“Yes, a complete work over, not so much that I looked completely like you but more so that I don’t look like myself, I will convince them that I’m your proxy, or better yet…I am the New Kira. Yes that’s it! Misa knows that you are Kira of course, and she might know that you…well defected from the cause so to speak. You joined L and are no longer worthy of being Kira. That must be why she has now gone to Mikami.”
“Well my plan is this. I will masquerade as a devoted Kira follower, but as an agent of L. Now let’s say that I work for L but I don’t agree with him on Kira’s views. In fact I’ve become greatly disturbed how L’s professionalism is no longer the people’s interest. Now Kira on the other hand, I agree with. So…let’s say that L trusts me, and doesn’t know my real allegiance. So while I know of the real identity of Kira I don’t trust him in fear of his alleged allegiance with L. But I have acquired my own DeathNote so that will help in gaining their trust and belief that I am a Kira follower, and if he asks me why I led him to believe I was the original Kira it was because I was too much in awe so him to tell him so.”
Raito paused for a minute in thought, it wasn’t a bad plan pre-say but there were still a lot of holes in it.
Not to mention the biggest one of them all. The one that made Raito’s insides turn to ice and a lump of dread fill his throat.
“There’s just one thing that would cause a major problem L.”
“Oh? What’s that?”
“In order to gain their trust the DeathNote won’t work by itself…you’d have to use it in front of them for them to believe you.”
The silence that followed Raito’s statement was icy. L’s face was completely blank so much so that even Raito couldn’t figure out what he was thinking.
Raito hated to say it; in fact he loathed himself for even thinking it. But it was the truth. L would have to use the DeathNote if he wanted to pass as a Kira. He’d have to commit murder in order to join a group of murderers to capture them.
But to do that…Raito couldn’t let L go through with it, it would hurt too much. Not just L but for him as well.
“Let me do it L! I can go as Kira-I am-was Kira so it doesn’t matter if I use it!”
L just glared at him which confused him.
“In case you’ve forgotten Raito-kun, I believe that you told me that if you use the DeathNote you’d die, or did you forget that?”
Raito froze. He had forgotten that. How the hell did he dismiss such an important fact?
If he wrote in the Death Note…he would rip his soul to pieces, it would rip so much that not even Mu could hold his scattered soul.
“I-I forgot…”
L’s glare soften a little at Raito’s slightly frighten voice.
“It’s alright Raito-kun, as long as you remember from now on. Anyway you see my point? You can’t go as Kira, and Mikami already thinks I’m Kira so it only makes sense if I go.”
“B-but what if-“
“There is no time for what if’s Raito-kun. We can’t really afford to think such things.”
“I know.”
And Raito did know. He knew only too well.
---
If anyone wants anymore then please review! I mean it! I can’t feel any love from you anymore *goes off to cry*
Sniff…love me-Love the story damn it!
REVIEW!!! Or I will end this story with some kind of terrible ending! A sad and tragic tale.
You ask ‘like what’?
Well…NO MORE APPLES FOR RYUK FOREVER!!!
Ryuk: NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *rolls over and dies*
…*gets slapped*
;_; ‘why…?’ *sniff*
“Because you are a moron of the highest order.”
*sniff*… ‘meanie’
*gets slapped again*
Hey guess what! ‘Darkness within your Light’ has been nominated for The Universal FanFiction Open Awards!
Wooooooootttttttttt!!!!!!!
But it’s only been nominated once…so go over there to second it!
Sadly because this is a work-in-progress I can’t partake on the main contest.
Still! I got nominated! Nnnooomminnatteeddd!!! *dances around the room in glee!*
Vote for me when the time comes…yes? The address is here!
http://dotmoon(dot)net/awards/index(dot)php
Also I have fanart! Really! Wow…I cried some when I saw it-it was that good! The link in on my profile! Go check it out and comment! Thank you RaeKitsune! I love you!
---
‘Well damn it things just have to get complicated by the second! As if I don’t have enough to worry about!’
Raito floated all the way back onto the ground; landing right next to L who was sitting with his back to the tree. Raito had to steel himself from falling down right next to him.
“Raito-kun? Are you unwell? You’re looking a bit…well paler then your usual complex when you’re in this form.”
Raito looked into the endless black eyes that he loved. Swallowing was particular painful at that moment.
‘What would L say if he knew? I don’t think that even he would forgive me.’
Raito shook his head, no he didn’t have any proof yet that his theory was correct, so that’s what it will remain a theory only. In fact, this theory was highly unlikely, there was a 98.9 percent chance that what he suspected was false. Nothing more than nerves and paranoia.
Right…
“I’m fine Ryu…I’m just not feeling that well at the moment, it’s probably from being away from my LifeNote for so long.”
L slowly nodded his head, it was clear he didn’t entirely believe that but for now he was keeping quiet about
his suspicion, which Raito was grateful for. He already had a headache and he really didn’t want to add to the pain.
“I’m sorry about doing that you know…leaving you out of the conversation, I just thought it would be easier for
Ryuk to spill if it was just me asking, I’ll tell you everything that he said on the way back.”
L nodded his head in understanding though Raito couldn’t help but notice a slight stiffing in the shoulders, which meant that though L may have understood Raito’s reasoning he was still a bit ticked off regardless.
“That would be acceptable Raito-kun.”
“Ah well then-“
“Yea! Let’s go get me some apples!!”
Raito would have face palmed himself if he was any other person, luckily for him he wasn’t anyone else and so retained his dignity in the face of Ryuk’s returned idiocy.
“Right well while you two were flying around I had put in a call for Ryuk’s tree farm, it is in the country of China, I own some land over there and have bought out five large consumer apple farms. Needless to say I don’t believe you will be running out of apples anytime soon Ryuk.”
The scream of delirious delight was so loud that even after they walked back to the car and gotten in it was still ringing in Raito’s ears.
---
As Watari drove them back to their base of operations Raito reviewed all that he learned from Ryuk to L.
As L listen he didn’t interrupt, there were a few times were it looked like he wanted something clarified but bit his own tongue to hear it all out first.
One thing that Raito failed to mention though was the creepy man’s name.
He told L that Ryuk still wanted to keep that information for himself for now, L gave Ryuk an annoyed look but he didn’t argue or try to continue to bribe him with apples.
Ryuk just gave Raito an amused look when he told L that but luckily for him Ryuk must have decided to let the little white lie lay, probably because it amused him. Though it wouldn’t surprise him if Ryuk decided to change that at a later date. Raito would just have to be ready for when that happened. Because there was no doubt in Raito’s mind that Ryuk would do just that.
So Raito assured himself that he would tell L that information later before Ryuk got a chance to do it for him and get him in a load of trouble. But only after he had time to check out a few things.
Raito was so deep in thought that he failed to notice the way that L was holding the newly required DeathNote.
He was grasping the note with tight hands. So tightly that his fingers were beginning to turn white.
Ryuk didn’t miss it though, his large misshaped yellows eyes caught all that was in front of him, a singularly small frown grew on his face but washed away quickly when Raito faced him once again to try to get some answers from him which he gladly refused.
Ryuk was starting to get that bad feeling again. This time it was much worse.
---
After Raito returned to his own body he felt much better. Excepting a cup of warm tea from Watari he thanked him before sitting down on one of the office chairs. L sat across him, nibbling on some chocolate biscuits that
Watari had left with the tea. Ryuk was still in apple bliss and was gulping down the huge basket of apples that Watari had acquired earlier, right after they had returned in fact.
Watari was really cool like that.
Raito decided that he would be the one to start the discussion this time.
“Ok so let’s pile up what we know so far, we know that Mikami and Misa are active Kiras, we know that they have recruited people to their cause, what we don’t know is what those people know, for all we know they might not even know about the DeathNotes or who Kira is. What we also know is that there are about three others who are privacy to that information though, we don’t know their names or what their genders are-yet. They have not made any attempt to kill me or you, even though they can’t which means that they still don’t know your name. Back to that phone call that Mikami made earlier, we have to assume that Mikami believes that you are Kira. We still haven’t really come up with a plan on how we’re going to turn that around to our advantage.”
“Actually Raito-kun I have thought up a simple solution.”
“Oh? And what is that?”
“Simple-I go there and masquerade as Kira.”
Raito paused, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly before he calmly stated his thoughts on the manner.
“While Mikami might not know what I look like Misa does, and so does Rem if she is there. It wouldn’t work, so it would be considered a suicide mission.”
“I have thought of that Raito-kun and I have come up with a solution.”
“And that is…?”
L paused for a second as if he had to think on how he was going to explain. Raito would have gotten annoyed but he found it slightly humorous that L had seen the need for a dramatic pause.
“…I would have to get a make-over.”
Raito felt dumbstruck. What the hell was L going on about now?!
“…a make-over?”
“Yes, a complete work over, not so much that I looked completely like you but more so that I don’t look like myself, I will convince them that I’m your proxy, or better yet…I am the New Kira. Yes that’s it! Misa knows that you are Kira of course, and she might know that you…well defected from the cause so to speak. You joined L and are no longer worthy of being Kira. That must be why she has now gone to Mikami.”
“Well my plan is this. I will masquerade as a devoted Kira follower, but as an agent of L. Now let’s say that I work for L but I don’t agree with him on Kira’s views. In fact I’ve become greatly disturbed how L’s professionalism is no longer the people’s interest. Now Kira on the other hand, I agree with. So…let’s say that L trusts me, and doesn’t know my real allegiance. So while I know of the real identity of Kira I don’t trust him in fear of his alleged allegiance with L. But I have acquired my own DeathNote so that will help in gaining their trust and belief that I am a Kira follower, and if he asks me why I led him to believe I was the original Kira it was because I was too much in awe so him to tell him so.”
Raito paused for a minute in thought, it wasn’t a bad plan pre-say but there were still a lot of holes in it.
Not to mention the biggest one of them all. The one that made Raito’s insides turn to ice and a lump of dread fill his throat.
“There’s just one thing that would cause a major problem L.”
“Oh? What’s that?”
“In order to gain their trust the DeathNote won’t work by itself…you’d have to use it in front of them for them to believe you.”
The silence that followed Raito’s statement was icy. L’s face was completely blank so much so that even Raito couldn’t figure out what he was thinking.
Raito hated to say it; in fact he loathed himself for even thinking it. But it was the truth. L would have to use the DeathNote if he wanted to pass as a Kira. He’d have to commit murder in order to join a group of murderers to capture them.
But to do that…Raito couldn’t let L go through with it, it would hurt too much. Not just L but for him as well.
“Let me do it L! I can go as Kira-I am-was Kira so it doesn’t matter if I use it!”
L just glared at him which confused him.
“In case you’ve forgotten Raito-kun, I believe that you told me that if you use the DeathNote you’d die, or did you forget that?”
Raito froze. He had forgotten that. How the hell did he dismiss such an important fact?
If he wrote in the Death Note…he would rip his soul to pieces, it would rip so much that not even Mu could hold his scattered soul.
“I-I forgot…”
L’s glare soften a little at Raito’s slightly frighten voice.
“It’s alright Raito-kun, as long as you remember from now on. Anyway you see my point? You can’t go as Kira, and Mikami already thinks I’m Kira so it only makes sense if I go.”
“B-but what if-“
“There is no time for what if’s Raito-kun. We can’t really afford to think such things.”
“I know.”
And Raito did know. He knew only too well.
---
If anyone wants anymore then please review! I mean it! I can’t feel any love from you anymore *goes off to cry*
Sniff…love me-Love the story damn it!
REVIEW!!! Or I will end this story with some kind of terrible ending! A sad and tragic tale.
You ask ‘like what’?
Well…NO MORE APPLES FOR RYUK FOREVER!!!
Ryuk: NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *rolls over and dies*