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Learning to Land. Chapter Thirty Seven ~Oshitari~

Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)

Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)

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That was before Yuushi's world crashed down around him a week after his evening with Atobe.

He was alone practicing late because he needed to clear his mind. He had found that moving around would keep his overactive mind from getting distracted. Often when he faced something emotional that required a decision or a solution, his mind would distract himself by overly "photographing" everything around it. He would have one problem to solve but before he knew it, his brain would draw his thoughts away to where he was trying to solve three or five or more problems at once. His mind would wander and throw logic problems at him until he was completely distracted and no longer felt emotional. Unfortunately he was completely unable to face or solve his emotional problem at that point. Yuushi understood it was a defense mechanism left behind by his tutor and something he had to overcome. It only happened when he faced an emotional problem or something he had strong feelings for. Tennis and moving usually overcame this tendency nicely. There the tensai could distract his body by moving and free his thoughts to find a viable solution.

His problem at the moment was not just finding a solution. Yuushi was realizing he had to first face a few truths and not the least of which was that he was discovering while he was wandering around wondering if he was capable of having feelings for anyone, he already actually did. He had spent the entire week watching Gakuto, determined to watch him even closer than ever, only to find he had been watching him that closely for so long that closely watching Gakuto was completely familiar to him. Once Yuushi admitted to himself in Atobe's bath that Gakuto was very attractive and would make an exciting lover, the floodgates for Yuushi's emotions suddenly seemed to open and Yuushi could not close them. Not that he wanted to, he just had never felt things like this before and did not know how to function while he walked around feeling them. Yuushi still felt jealous of Atobe saying he hadn't touched Gakuto yet, he still was jealous of Shishido getting more attention than Gakuto, and most of all he was completely envious, resentful, and wholly detested Sato. Yuushi had not felt so angry and embittered towards another person since his tutor and he had no idea how to handle those emotions either.

To test out his emotions, Yuushi tried to spend as much time as possible near or with Gakuto. This seemed to make Gakuto even more angry with Yuushi for some unknown reason. Almost though as if Gakuto sensed Yuushi was watching to see if he was still with Sato and this enraged him. It was a Saturday night. Yuushi had followed and spent time with Gakuto despite his protests every day the entire week but could not find out where Gakuto was that evening no matter how hard he tried. Yuushi had tried everything, bribes, tricks, word games, promises, and not one thing worked. The last thing Gakuto had screamed at him was, "Yuushi, what the hell? All week you've been bothering me! Leave me alone! What are you my keeper? Go bother someone else!" Then he slammed his front door shut and wouldn't answer the phone to any of Yuushi's calls.

Yuushi had, after a long moment of standing there at his door when all attempts at communicating failed, decided the best thing he could do was walk away. He didn't want to though. His first thought was to watch and follow Gakuto to see where he went that night. Yuushi realized it was a step away from behaving like his tutor had towards him. He never wanted Gakuto to feel stalked as Yuushi often had so the tensai then decided he would come and practice alone so that he could think. It was ironic then that Yuushi was seriously thinking of just giving up on Gakuto and his feelings as he cooled down and went to go shower quickly before going home alone.

It was late and he was thinking only that he wished there was some way Gakuto could like him and find him attractive like he found Sato and Atobe. Although Sato really wasn't very attractive. He was a big guy with dark perfect hair and a deep voice who rarely spoke when he wasn't bragging. He had dark eyes and only smiled when he had defeated someone on the courts. Yuushi then tried to think what in common Sato and Atobe had to try to determine if Yuushi also held any of the same qualities. They were both good players, sure, but it had to be more than that. They were both very confident and both very aggressive in getting what they wanted. That was nearly all they had in common besides they each had a silver tongue when pursuing something. Maybe that was what Gakuto liked.

Yuushi had just finished showering and was throwing on clothes.The tensai felt tired, sore, drained, and found his thoughts again were muddled. He would forever remember that he thought to himself he wished he had some clear sign of what to do as he dressed and went to leave. It was then he heard voices and almost called out a hello but something, a sound, stopped him cold. He ducked back in the corner and slipped unseen behind the shadows of a nearby doorway. From where he was, he could clearly see on one of the benches, Sato was having sex with Gakuto. Even from the distance and not seeing his face, he had been watching Gakuto for so long he instantly knew it was him.

Yuushi's stomach turned and his heart started racing. He tried to look away and found he couldn't. He felt cold tingles on the back of his neck that he first attributed to intense jealousy but as he watched, he noted that perhaps the cold feeling was there because even from several feet away, even burning with jealously, even not seeing Gakuto's face,the tensai could see something was wrong. Sato withdrew himself from inside Gakuto and literally pulled him up from the bench and in the air by his hair and threw him down into a seated position. Then he forced his erection into Gakuto's mouth hard to the point where Gakuto was gagging. Yuushi watched blood flow from the corner of Gakuto's mouth. On his face from having apparently been struck there was a red huge hand print. That mark on his small beautiful face and the rough way Sato handled him made Yuushi actually see red with fury for a moment. Tears flowed from Gakuto's eyes and Yuushi was not sure if he was actually crying or it was a response from gagging so hard.

The only thing that kept Yuushi from rushing out was he had no idea if Gakuto really enjoyed rough sex. Gakuto had joked about it quite often in the past and Yuushi knew sometimes someone who was a victim often replayed their role over and over again in some sort of punishment. Gakuto wasn't saying no, he wasn't saying stop, and he was following all Sato's orders. To Yuushi's horror, while it looked so depraved and wrong, it looked consensual. Sato was yelling things at Gakuto in his low voice that he was a slut, he was dirty, filthy, and he deserved this. Yuushi watched Gakuto's face carefully, he watched to see some sign of anything, lust, desire,heat, but his eyes looked strangely blank. Yuushi wondered if Gakuto was even aware that this was happening to him or if he was replaying what happened years ago. Perhaps this was what Sato could give him that Yuushi never could.

Sato picked him up by his hair again and dropped him on the floor. Gakuto seemingly out of instinct caught himself hard on his palms and knees making a sickening sound as his bare skin slapped hard against the cold tile floor. Yuushi couldn't see Gakuto as Sato again harshly entered him from behind. Sato's large body almost covered him completely. What Yuushi didn't hear was any noise from Gakuto. He never moaned in pleasure or pain, he never said anything, and for the loudest person Yuushi had ever heard, he was eerily silent. The only noises were the sounds of Sato's skin on his, Sato's curses to him, and Sato's moans. Yuushi could barely hear it over the pounding of his own heart. He found it interesting that he was not hard or turned on at all and wondered if it was two strangers he saw doing this if then maybe he would be. If because it was Gakuto and due to his feelings for him, if that made Yuushi's body turn cold with fear instead of hot with longing.

Sato changed position and Yuushi saw Gakuto was actually curled up into a tiny ball. It was completely submissive and beyond even a fetal position. He lay there as if unconscious. Yuushi was alarmed still and even more when he strained to hear little noises that were coming from Gakuto. The tensai heard little whispered pleas of, "...don't hurt me...please...stop...no more...please..." Sato responded something to the effect that Gakuto knew he loved it, he had just come and he was hard. Yuushi had no idea what to do. He felt sick and upset and waited to know for certain somehow that this was not a game these two liked to play. Sato came loudly and then replaced himself with his racket handle cruelly inside Gakuto which finally made Gakuto make a noise over a whisper. He cried in a sob to Sato that it hurt and begged him pathetically to stop.

Sato in response told Gakuto to finish himself off then, he was going home to his boyfriend. He yanked hard on his racket, pulling it out of him, and making Gakuto again cry out in pain. Sato put his hands around Gakuto's throat and whispered something to him. He stood up and threw his used condom on Gakuto before getting dressed. Just before he left he said, "Remember slut, you say anything to anyone and I'll kill you. And next time, if you just lay there like a dead fuck ever again, I won't stop until you scream. You need to scream more Gakuto, next time you will, do you understand?"

"Yes, Sato." Gakuto said through tears.

"Now tell me you love me." Sato said smiling.

"I love you, Sato." Gakuto said and even though he sounded flat, Yuushi's heart broke even more.

"That's right, you do you little slut." Sato called Gakuto a few more choice curses and left.

Yuushi didn't know what would happen now. He was just waiting for Gakuto to dress and leave so he could slip away when Gakuto surprised him by starting to stand but then falling again to the floor. He was curled into a ball with his knees in his stomach and his forehead against the ground. Yuushi saw him shaking but had no idea what he was doing. He could have been laughing, touching himself, crying, Yuushi didn't know. Then he heard a sound that pierced his heart right through. Gakuto was silently sobbing so hard he couldn't catch his breath. Yuushi almost ran out to him when Gakuto finally took in a huge breath and let it out in more heartbroken, racking sobs. He lay naked on the floor and sobbed his soul out. Yuushi sat on the floor to keep himself from going to him and silently cried with him. The tensai had his hands covering his mouth still in shock and he tried to be as silent as possible so Gakuto never knew anyone saw this.

"Get up idiot!" Gakuto said through tears and Yuushi froze now that he was caught. "Stop crying and get up you big baby!" Gakuto started to slowly stand and Yuushi realized in shock Gakuto was talking to himself. He wailed in pain as he came halfway to his feet and said again, "I know it hurts stupid, get up! I need to wash. Now get up!" Still crying, Yuushi watched in awe as Gakuto painfully made his way to his feet and then the showers. He stayed in the shower a long time. Nearly an hour and Yuushi several times worried if he should check on him but he seemed all right because he was still talking loudly to himself. Now and again he would even yell a phrase or two. A favorite seemed to be, "Stupid bastard Sato!" but he had many other colorful ones he said over and over again.

Gakuto no longer seemed to be crying when he came out of the shower. He dressed slowly as if each movement hurt him and talked so quietly under his breath that Yuushi couldn't hear the words. Yuushi watched him slowly walk out as if each step hurt him.The tensai waited until enough time passed before following him. He walked unseen and made sure Gakuto got home and to his room all right. As the tensai walked to his own place, he started making plans.

Yuushi realized that Sato still did not know about Gakuto's past. If he found out he would be merciless.The tensai was still not certain if Gakuto was into this rough sex but Yuushi knew he had to get Sato away from Gakuto because he would only continue to hurt him worse and worse. Yuushi's plan at first was to try to just split Gakuto and Sato up, but then he got home and all his plans changed. Yuushi walked to his room and found his bedroom door locked. As he knocked, annoyed, on his own door, Sato and Taki's bedroom door opened. Sato stuck his head out, "Good you're home. Tell him to come back! I won't do anything."

"No!" Taki yelled behind Yuushi's bedroom door, "You idiot! You hurt me!"

"Come on baby, how many times I have to tell you I'm sorry?" Sato tried again, "I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to hurt you. I love you, Hajinosuke. Please?"

There was a long pause and Taki said quietly, "No Sato. Go to sleep by yourself. I'm staying in Yuushi's room tonight. We can talk tomorrow."

"Please, can we talk now?" Yuushi saw how angry Sato's face was. His voice was calm but he was furious.

Before he could try to convince Taki again, Yuushi had enough, "I'm sorry to interrupt but I'm tired. Taki can stay here tonight until he calms down and then you can talk tomorrow. All right?" Yuushi said it in a way that allowed no argument. Taki opened the door a crack and Yuushi went to go inside but not after having to put his hand up to physically stop Sato. "Sato?" Yuushi was amazed that he could keep his own voice calm. He wished his hand on the guys chest could reach in and squeeze his internal organs until Sato was the one sobbing in pain and begging not to be hurt.

"Fine," Sato must have seen something in Yuushi's face because he backed down. "Sorry. Good night." Sato walked back across the hall and closed his door. He locked it as if showing Taki he would be fine without him.

"I'm sorry Yuushi," Taki said as he closed and locked Yuushi's door. "We had a fight."

Yuushi pointed to the chair he had that could be flipped over into a long cushion for a bed. He handed Taki an extra pillow and blanket and went to put on pajamas for himself with his back to Taki. He noticed his friend had been obviously crying. "Are you all right?" Yuushi asked concerned and saw a photographic memory flash of Gakuto hurt and crying earlier. It ripped through his heart.

"Fine. Thanks Yuushi." Taki started to settle in.

"Do you think you'll break up?" Yuushi asked as he went to lay down himself.

"No." Taki said and sounded surprised. "No. I really love him. Its just...sometimes he gets a little carried away. With sex."

"How so?" Yuushi asked.

"You really want to know?" Taki asked and sounded surprised. "I usually talk to Gak about this stuff but he says he's sick of hearing about Sato and sex so he won't let me talk about him anymore."

"Of course," the tensai said and was amazed to discover all this new information at his fingertips. "You can tell me anything."

"Gak says you're a good guy. That you can keep a secret." Taki said and turned to face Yuushi.

"I can but I'm surprised Gakuto really said anything like that. Usually he just tells everyone what an idiot I am." Yuushi smiled a little but still felt broken.

"No he doesn't." Taki said and seemed honestly confused. "I mean, he jokes about that with you there but he never says anything bad about you. Even when people go on about your sex life, Gakuto tells them to shut up because you're his friend."

Yuushi was honestly surprised, "I...had no idea." Taki nodded and Yuushi reminded him, "Please, you were saying he gets carried away..."

Taki yawned, "Oh right, right. Sato's really sweet most of the time but once in a while he's a little rough. And kinky."

Yuushi needed clarification, "Kinky as in he ties you up a little and likes sex in public places kinky?"

Taki looked upset, "No. Kinky as in tonight he tried to use his racket with me during sex."

Yuushi was stunned. Just to cover his shock he asked, "He hit you with it?"

Taki smiled, "No, nothing like that...more like he used the handle to...you know...kinky..." Yuushi did. He had just seen him do the same thing a short time earlier to hurt the person he now realized he was in love with. Taki continued in a whisper and disrupted Yuushi's epiphany, "But he didn't even ask me or warn me, he just did it and then got angry when I said no and left the room. I feel better sleeping in here for tonight and letting him think it over. Thanks again Yuushi and thanks for talking to me."

"Anytime Taki." Yuushi said. "I have a little work to do on the computer, it won't bother you will it?"

Taki yawned, "Nope. I was upset and couldn't sleep.I took a sleeping pill. I'll be out in about fifteen minutes for the night. Goodnight Yuushi."

Yuushi said goodnight but was furious. Utterly furious. He began to research ways to get rid of Sato once and for all. He was a monster and no one except the tensai and Gakuto knew it. Sato had to be stopped. And removed.

Yuushi put a major plan into action and attacked from every front available. While he plan worked slowly, he did everything he could to keep Gakuto away from Sato for the rest of the year. He had Atobe keep Gakuto very busy with extra practices working on his gymnastic abilities. It left Gakuto little time to see Sato. The few times he did, Yuushi carefully arranged for someone to interrupt them and Yuushi always made sure with his own eyes that Gakuto made it safely home.Yuushi watched him from the shadows and kept him safe.

That was some time ago. Now they were Juniors. Sato was injured. Yuushi was Gakuto's roommate and his official protector. It was their first night in their new room. While Yuushi's heart was happy and hopeful, his thoughts were as heavy as always. It wasn't that Yuushi expected things to flow smoothly, if he expected that he would have tried to choose someone simpler to fall in love with. Someone easy-going like a girl or someone like Jiroh who got along with everyone when he was awake. Even his friend Taki who could be moody and tempermental would have been an easier choice than Gakuto. However, as Yuushi kept reminding himself, all of that was part of the fun. Gakuto's caustic nature and abrasive temperament were part of his natural charm. His aggressive bad temper and tumultuous passionate constitution was what made him an appealing and much sought after lover.

At least, that was what Yuushi kept telling himself as Gakuto attempted to utilize all his considerable means available to try to seduce Yuushi. Their things were finally all moved in by Atobe's drones and all Yuushi wanted to do was take a bath and then sleep. He had stayed awake the entire night before content just to be close to Gakuto. He held him in his arms and was filled with a strong need to love, protect, cherish, and keep him safe. Gakuto despite his best acting attempts the night before had been actually afraid and Yuushi was actually afraid for him.The tensai would not let him down or hesitate again.

Yuushi wished he could wash the images of Gakuto a moment away from being even more hurt by that bastard Sato from his mind. He blamed himself for not listening to Gakuto when he screamed in terror that he had to get the phone. If Yuushi had listened to him and allowed him to answer Taki's phone call warnings sooner, Yuushi could have gotten Gakuto safely away. As it was, Yuushi had put his own petty desires and feelings in front of Gakuto's needs.The tensai's careful plan to confess and win Gakuto was horrendously timed. Gakuto almost missed the warning calls completely. Yuushi walked nearly all the way home before turning around and deciding that something felt wrong. He sprinted all the way back to Gakuto's room and arrived just in time as Sato was tearing off his clothes. If Yuushi had arrived just a few moments later or hesitated and not turned around...the tensai couldn't even think about it.

In fact, he had drifted away into his thoughts again and Gakuto was redoubling his seduction efforts. Yuushi understood it was half for reassurance that Yuushi who had seen him at his worst still found him attractive and half out of survival instinct that Gakuto kept trying to get Yuushi to kiss him, touch him, and have sex with him. Gakuto seemed to think that he needed to seduce Yuushi for his safety and would not seem to accept Yuushi's feelings otherwise. Yuushi did want him, but he also loved him. Yuushi was quite serious when he said he would not have sex with him until Gakuto wanted him to make love to him. It wouldn't be fair otherwise Yuushi thought and he again gently pushed Gakuto away from him.

"Fine! Be that way! Stupid Yuushi!" Gakuto screamed at him their first night in their new shared room. Yuushi was very tired, painfully aroused, and feeling markedly emotional. It was late and it had been a fairly long day. The new Freshman and the sad romantic tale they had discovered of him losing his best friend and love was still affecting the tensai. Yuushi wondered if it could possibly be affecting Gakuto as well but then dismissed the thought as impossible. Gakuto to Yuushi's dismay didn't have a romantic bone in his very gorgeous, very beloved body.

"Gakuto, I've told you, it isn't that I don't want to..."

"Yeah, you love me, what-freaking-ever, Yuushi. I'm gonna go take a bath." That was a nice advantage of his new place besides Gakuto,they were now living in Shishido's old room. It was a large double that Atobe had given to Shishido to use as a single. Among the other amenities it had one of the few huge bathtubs in addition to a shower. It was even larger than the one Gakuto had in his last room chosen for his then roommate Kabaji's large size. Nothing but the best for Atobe's Shishido.

Yuushi tried to settle back down in the chair at his desk. He probably looked to be studying but actually he was reading a recently translated romance novel. He liked this author although most of her stories took place in Pennsylvania for some unknown reason. Perhaps she lived there. Oshitari made a mental note to look up the author's history and see if there was any towns called Temptation in that state. Yuushi heard a noise and glanced over. Apparently Gakuto was not done with his seduction attempts. The bathroom door was wide open and he could hear the bath filling. Their place would now be steamy and unpleasant for the rest of the evening. Oshitari tried to read on and distract himself but he read the same sentence about a woman collecting running ware egg cups on eBay five times and forgot why it was a plot point in the story. He heard that little mewling moan noise again just like the night before. The tiny sound shivered down his spine.

As much as it annoyed him to look over, he had to look over.The tensai even leaned more forward to where he had a clear view of the bathroom. Gakuto was naked, hard, sitting on the edge of the bathtub facing him, and stroking himself. As if they had been having a conversation, Gakuto said, "So, when it feels really good Yuushi, do I just stop and wait? Tell me what to do."

It took Yuushi a moment or three to find his tongue. It was stuck to the roof of his mouth which had suddenly gone dry. "...Gak-uto...?" Yuushi said quietly. It was supposed to sound annoyed and like a warning but it came out all hoarse and wrong.

"Its okay, you don't have to touch me Yuushi, just watch me. Watch me and tell me what to do. Whatever you tell me to do, Yuushi, I'll do it." Gakuto stroked himself slowly. He pinched and played with one nipple and then his other one while his eyes met and held Yuushi's. "Do you want me to do it like this, Yuushi?" Gakuto smiled wickedly and put one foot up on the side of the bathtub. He put a finger into his mouth and started playing with his entrance with a wet finger tip. "Oh...like this, Yuushi? I just keep going until it feels really good like this..." Gakuto inserted a little bit of his finger into himself and moaned, "...yeah...Yuushi...talk to me..."

It took every bit of willpower Yuushi could muster to not cross the room and go to him. It took that and more to not answer him. Yuushi noted he was breathing harder from the turn on and the effort though. Gakuto opened his eyes and looked at Yuushi carefully as if looking for something there. He sighed. Then he looked very serious, "I didn't wanna have to go this far Yuushi but you leave me no choice." Gakuto took the rolled up towel next to him. With a snapping sound he unrolled it and lay it on the wet bathroom floor. "You asked for it..." Gakuto said and still lightly stroking himself disappeared to lay on the towel. Or at least that was what Yuushi thought he was doing until he saw Gakuto's feet come up and then strangely disappear.

Yuushi was angry. Really angry. Even angrier a moment later when he heard another little mewing moan although this one sounded a little different. He was thinking to himself he was not even going to look while he was straining in his chair to try to see. He couldn't see. He put his book down and decided that what he would do and should do is just walk over and close the bathroom door. That was fair and would give even Gakuto the hint, yes? The bath was still running and it was making the room all hot. Yuushi was starting to sweat because Gakuto had made it so hot. He would have to open a window later and he detested sleeping with a window open. He stood, dropped the book, and forgot to remember to save his place. Yuushi intended now to slam the door closed but when he got to the doorway the sight shocked him and turned him on so much for the first time in his life, the tensai forgot to think at all. "What are you...?" Yuushi started to ask although he knew what he was doing. Gakuto was laying on his back with his knees up by his shoulders and his own erection in his mouth.

When Yuushi stood there and asked, Gakuto strangely...froze. He went from being turned on to for some reason totally afraid and uncurled himself so fast Yuushi worried that he gave himself whiplash. "I...I'm sorry, Yuushi. I'm sorry, I won't..." Gakuto crawled into the corner and was actually shaking but now it was completely out of fear. Yuushi had no idea why. None. He was very angry a moment before but he would never hurt him. It was the oddest thing. Yuushi sat on the floor by him and pulled him naked and wet onto his lap ignoring that his clothes once again were getting soaked. "Please...please don't..." Gakuto whispered now crying quietly.

Yuushi gently kissed his tears and his lips. He was completely baffled and attributed it to post traumatic stress of some kind. He had read about it happening but was not certain what the trigger could possibly be. His being angry? His coming to the door? He had no idea and just kept shushing and kissing him until he calmed down. Gakuto did not, however, calm down. He again turned it around 180 degrees in the other direction. He started meeting Yuushi's kisses frantically and though terrified a moment before now was seemingly even more turned on. Almost like the fear increased his sexual desire tenfold. Yuushi didn't know what to do which for a tensai who had actually read countless volumes about love to the point where he thought he knew everything was a new and interesting experience. He reasoned he had to trust his instincts, but his instincts were screaming at him to not stop and proceed to pleasure Gakuto and himself.

He was beginning to doubt his instincts too thinking they were surely hormonally and thus selfishly driven. He decided to split the difference and again please Gakuto. Perhaps if he just made him feel good, he wouldn't be so upset and would calm down. Decision made, Yuushi kissed him again and Gakuto moaned back in his mouth. He looked again at Yuushi's eyes hard as if looking for something there and moaned again when he saw something he apparently liked. Yuushi tried to make a mental note to ask him about that later but Yuushi was so hard he was throbbing. He tried to refocus his energy and found for now it was all he could do to concentrate on Gakuto who was an odd mixture of frightened and aroused, crying and moaning.Gakuto whispered again, "Please don't..."

Yuushi was completely confused. Did Gakuto want him to stop kissing him? "Please don't what?"The tensai was baffled.

Gakuto suddenly made himself very small in his arms. It was like he tightened himself up into as small a space as possible out of abject fear. It was completely submissive and Yuushi remembered he had seen him do this before. He had done it before when Sato hurt him. "Please don't hurt me..." Gakuto whispered and begged, "Please?"

Yuushi didn't understand why he was so afraid but his heart broke a little for him. He held him close and with his index finger traced his part on the top of his head. He separated the hairs to either side. Yuushi loved doing this. At first he thought it was ironic that Gakuto who had laid into his "bird's nest" hairstyle would have messy enough hair that it took a tensai to occasionally straighten his part out for him. But it was more than that, only Yuushi hadn't realized his real reasons why until some time later. Yuushi later realized he actually had started it after he found out that Gakuto's skull had been fractured and found he did it even more after Atobe explained how bad his recovery had been. It was a silly gesture the tensai knew, but Gakuto had always sort of allowed it. It made Yuushi feel close to him and he loved that for hours after his hand smelled faintly like the strawberry shampoo Gakuto always used. "Shh...I won't hurt you. I won't ever hurt you." Yuushi kissed him softly and when he felt Gakuto respond he asked him,"Gakuto, may I make you feel good? Just like last night?"

Gakuto surprised him with a long deep kiss as he seemed to be thinking it over. He was not completely out of the tiny tight position yet and it seemed to be a test more than a pleasure kiss. "With your hand again?" Gakuto asked and Yuushi felt him moving now a little on his lap as if trying to see if Yuushi was hard but trying to not be obvious about it.The tensai was hard and as soon as Gakuto felt his erection through Yuushi's clothes, he stayed there as if satisfied.

Yuushi offered, "My hand or my mouth. Which would you prefer?"

Gakuto looked down a little, almost as if he was shy. "Both?" he suggested and looked up at Yuushi. If Yuushi didn't know better, he would say Gakuto was trying to manipulate him, "But...will you do it good like last time too?" Yuushi moved his head a little to the side, he waited for Gakuto to elaborate about what doing it good actually meant. Gakuto sounded a little annoyed, "You know, stop and then start so I come really good." He stopped sounding and looking annoyed and switched to looking like a little kid asking for a present. He said, "And...maybe you can kiss me a little that good way too?"

Yuushi couldn't help teasing him. He liked Gakuto when he wasn't so afraid or submissive and anger was Gakuto's usual way of feeling brave and strong. "What good way?" Yuushi had to fight to keep the smile off his face.

Gakuto looked completely annoyed, "You know, Yuushi!"

Yuushi knew Gakuto would probably hit him but he couldn't resist, "I'm not sure, show me please."

"You know,Yuushi!" Gakuto was angry which meant he was feeling better and safer, "The swirly way! Like this..." Gakuto kissed him and Yuushi savored his kiss. It was the first time Gakuto had kissed him without crying during or kissed him without trying to convince Yuushi for sex or protection or anything. True, Yuushi had tricked him and if Gakuto noticed he would be furious, but Gakuto was kissing him because he liked how Yuushi kissed. It was delicious. Even better was when Yuushi kissed Gakuto back and Gakuto moaned even more than when he was touching himself. It was as if he had thought about Yuushi kissing him that way all day and was just now getting what he wanted.

Yuushi kissed him for a long time. He had always wanted to but it was so much nicer now because Gakuto wanted this too. After a long time of kissing, the tensai worried a little that Gakuto would be bored. Yuushi's hand drifted down Gakuto's body in a soft touching tease but Gakuto took it away as if he just wanted to kiss longer first. He did a little later start tugging at Yuushi's shirt as if he wanted it off. Yuushi pulled his wet shirt off gently and enjoyed the feel of Gakuto's skin on his own as well as Gakuto's mouth and clever tongue on his nipples. He went back to kissing Gakuto's mouth and felt him trembling he was so turned on from just kissing. Yuushi remembered for a moment once seeing Sato cruelly twisting and biting Gakuto's nipples. Yuushi gently caressed each in his hands while they kissed and Gakuto moaned and bucked his hips. He was so sensitive that from just kissing and a light touch, he almost came. Yuushi delicately lifted Gakuto up to sit on the side of the bathtub. He licked and kissed the inside of his legs from his knees up while he softly caressed his skin with his hands.

He looked up at Gakuto and smiled, "Do you know what I wanted to do when I saw what you were doing to yourself?" Gakuto looked worried. Yuushi smiled more. "I liked it. It turned me on. I wanted to do this..." Gakuto was so tiny Yuushi held him up by his hips in his hands. He was so loud and had such a presence it was easy to forget how small a person he really was. How fragile and little most of him was. He weighed nearly nothing and seemed made of soft skin and muscle and small fragile bones.

The tensai held Gakuto in his hands and licked his sensitive entrance. Gakuto gasped sounding surprised and Yuushi figured if he wanted him to stop he would say something or hit him. Gakuto was so tiny and so tight that Yuushi wondered how anyone could have ever hurt him. He licked him gently with his tongue just like he had kissed him earlier. Yuushi entered him a very little bit with his tongue softly and Gakuto moaned while burying his fingers in Yuushi's hair. The tensai felt Gakuto's legs tighten up around his shoulders and he pressed himself down as if to increase the contact of himself against Yuushi's tongue. Yuushi continued licking lightly into him and was rather amazed. Gakuto was so responsive that even from this light touch, he was almost coming. Yuushi licked gently his way up, touching him everywhere with his lips and tongue, and he tried not to smile when Gakuto moaned again, although this time in disappointment.

Yuushi touched up his shaft with a wide, wet lick of his tongue. He circled his very wet tip with his tongue before wrapping his lips around his tip. Yuushi was still holding him up in his hands and moved them slightly while he slowly took him deeper in his mouth so he freed his right hand. He kept his left hand under him in a nice position and settled him back to rest most of his slight weight on the edge of the bath. Yuushi took his erection deeper into his mouth and noticed again as he often had that for a small guy everywhere else this part of him was actually sized above average. Yuushi took him deeper into the back of his throat and all the way down until his lips touched against Gakuto's soft hair. He noticed with surprise that even there, his hair smelled of strawberries and it made that sweet summer smell suddenly a thousand times more erotic than it ever was before. Yuushi sucked lightly and moved his tongue in strong circles as he came up off him. Gakuto groaned in pleasure and when Yuushi looked at him he actually had rolled his eyes up in his head. Gakuto's face was flushed and he was shaking with both the pleasure and the effort of trying not to come as Yuushi toyed with his tip and his foreskin with his tongue.

"...Oh...Yuu...Yuushi...you have to use your hand or I'm gonna...oh..." Yuushi went back down on him but kept his mouth relaxed and tongue away so it didn't feel tight, just warm and wet. He waited until Gakuto relaxed and then started to enter him with his left index finger. Yuushi had left him wet from his licking into him and Gakuto shuddered at the contact. Gakuto moaned again and Yuushi watched his eyes roll back once more. Yuushi brought his right hand up to Gakuto's sensitive nipple and Gakuto took his hand. He kissed it and took Yuushi's fingers into his mouth in a slow suck of his own. Just that little touch drove Yuushi wild with sensation and anticipation. He had to distract himself and Gakuto so he started using his tongue and his finger more until Gakuto again rolled his eyes. He was right on the edge of an orgasm, a heartbeat away, when Yuushi took his hand and clamped down hard around his base. Gakuto cried a few colorful curses and dry orgasmed hard with his entire body. Yuushi was shocked to feel with each contraction Gakuto had, his body drew Yuushi's finger in, so tight, very hot, and even deeper inside of him.

"Yuushi?" Gakuto smiled. He said breathing hard and looking flushed and sexy, "Can I have one or two more of those before I come?" He added as an afterthought, "Please?"

Yuushi wanted to try something and also didn't want Gakuto to know for certain when he would be released. "Perhaps two or three..."

"Two Yuushi, I can't take thr...oh..." Gakuto's body had drawn Yuushi's finger in so far, it was at his prostate already. Yuushi felt it harden and swell slightly under his finger's touch as he lightly stroked him inside. With his mouth and finger he soon brought Gakuto to two more dry orgasms. Gakuto was panting and smiling. He wasn't afraid or scared anymore but instead was just enjoying the sensations. It felt like there was nothing else in the world except for Gakuto, touching him, his pleasure, his responses, and this moment. Yuushi was thankful he had kept his pants on because he was also throbbing with want from playing with him. Gakuto was hard to resist flushed, trembling, and begging for more. Several times he had asked Yuushi to take him and make love to him. Yuushi wanted him completely clearheaded though and he wanted Gakuto's wanting him to be only motivated by love, not lust.

Gakuto wanted to come. He didn't want a third dry orgasm. Yuushi saw Gakuto wanted to argue with him but was worried Yuushi would stop completely if Gakuto insisted that he let him come. He watched Gakuto struggle with trying to manipulate him or beg him and Yuushi found his attempts at manipulation were adorable. Yuushi was stroking him outside with his tongue and lips, he had his hand clamped around his base, and he was stroking him inside with his finger still. Gakuto anticipated another dry orgasm and Yuushi felt it build up throughout his entire body like a violent storm, "Yuushi...oh...!" Gakuto cried out and started thrusting with his hips completely lost to the sensation and then Yuushi took off his hand. Gakuto, suddenly released, yelled long and hard in almost a scream of both pleasure and surprise as Yuushi pulled him down to his lap. He wrapped his hand around him and deeply kissed his mouth through every intense pulse as he came and came.

"Yuushi...?" Gakuto asked. He looked a little confused as to how he came to be down in his lap. He also looked besotted and contented in a sweet, sated way. Gakuto then shrugged and kissed him like before when he wanted Yuushi to kiss him. What did he call that way? Ah, yes.

"You want swirly kisses?" Yuushi asked, very amused, and very pleased with him and making him feel so good. Gakuto nodded and licked Yuushi's cheek where a little of himself must have splashed when he came. Gakuto smiled more when he passed it to Yuushi's tongue from his own. Apparently Gakuto had enjoyed that from last night also.

As they kissed, Gakuto went to reach into Yuushi's wet sweatpants. Yuushi took his hands away. "I'm fine," the tensai said. He saw the look Gakuto gave him, "No, there is nothing wrong with me and yes, I am hard. I want you." Yuushi tried to put it into words that Gakuto could understand, "I just want to wait until it's making love." He saw the look Gakuto gave him and explained, "You touched me first." Gakuto looked at him again, "Yes, I am certain I can wait that long. Fine, you'll be the first to know if I can't." Gakuto rolled his eyes and Yuushi smiled.The tensai asked him, "May I take a bath with you?" Gakuto looked down and Yuushi thought in surprise that he was going to refuse. Yuushi tried again, "May I wash you?"

Gakuto shrugged and rolled his eyes, "I guess, if you really want to..."

Yuushi had to keep from smiling.

A couple of hours later they were each in their beds. Gakuto originally had climbed into Yuushi's with him as if it was the most natural thing in the world. They had twin beds and while Gakuto was petite, Yuushi recalled he moved quite a bit during the night. Yuushi was exhausted but would have allowed it until Gakuto had craftily slipped his hand down into Yuushi's pants a fourth time. Yuushi enjoyed his attempts at seduction,but knew he had to stop him or they would never get any rest. He told Gakuto he was tired and sent him over to his own bed a few feet away. Their beds could have been made into bunk beds but Gakuto had refused that arrangement even though it did take up less space. Oshitari had even volunteered to take the top bunk. Although Gakuto was not afraid of heights, quite the opposite, Yuushi thought maybe the way the guy tossed and turned in bed he was worried about falling out. Gakuto had vehemently nixed the entire bunk bed idea so now the two beds took up twice the space which Yuushi thought was completely silly.

Yuushi was so overtired he could not sleep. Any thought of Gakuto rendered him painfully hard again and all his thoughts turned to him. Yuushi thought of slipping into the bathroom to relieve himself of this now throbbing discomfort but that would defeat the entire purpose of what he had been doing for all this time so he held back. He focused on his own breathing. He was just starting to drift off to sleep when he heard a noise. He braced for Gakuto's latest round of sexual suggestions but heard the noise now sounding past his bed. There was a dim light from the hallway that went under their front door. Yuushi heard more sounds. He was alert and alarmed.

Silently he got up and checked Gakuto's bed. It was empty. He checked under their beds and there was nothing there. Yuushi turned on his desk light and looked around. No Gakuto. Their door now had two deadbolt locks, one that had no key so if you were inside, you could safely lock yourself in. Both locks were closed so Gakuto couldn't have left. There were not many places to hide. Yuushi checked the bathroom and the small room where their toilet was. He checked their closets and was just about to call Atobe in a panic when he photographically recalled a small splash of red in the corner of his closet. His closet door he remembered had been closed and was now opened. Curled up in the box where Yuushi kept his winter clothes, half buried in them, was Gakuto. He was completely asleep, had become that little ball again, and was crying in his sleep apparently having a nightmare. He must sleepwalk Yuushi theorized and was only surprised that he didn't realize the possibility of this earlier. Bunk beds were a horrible idea.

Yuushi had wondered why Gakuto had kept his clothes out of his closet in his previous room that he shared with Kabaji. All his clothes had been stacked into baskets and boxes on the side of his bed. At the time Yuushi had attributed it to Kabaji's disgusting habits but now he wondered if Gakuto whenever he experienced somnambulism, curled into a ball in his clothes and buried himself hiding there from whatever still haunted him. Yuushi reviewed in his head something he had once read on sleepwalking, its triggers, and what to do.Occasionally having a photographic memory was helpful. He gently picked Gakuto up, "Gakuto? Shh...it was just a dream." He kissed him softly, "Shh...its all right."

"Mmn...Yuushi...?" Gakuto was still sleeping though he responded to his words and the kiss. Yuushi made sure Gakuto hadn't wet himself. He hadn't. Many cases it said started when the person was over-tired, stressed, and had a full bladder.Yuushi walked Gakuto to the toilet but he murmured he didn't have to go and muttered a few choice curses at Yuushi for bringing him over there. Yuushi figured if he did have to go and went, they could move over to Gakuto's bed until morning.

"All right, let's go to sleep Gakuto..."

Gakuto mumbled something that sounded like a very familiar, "...Stupid Yuushi..."

Yuushi took him to his own bed and held him close. He heard Gakuto lightly snoring as he snuggled closer to Yuushi.

The tensai fell asleep still holding him soon after.

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