Justice?

This is the last chapter. It was hard to write, I had an idea but I felt I couldn't put it into words...Anyway, hope you like.
And thanks a lot to everyone who read and even more if you left a comment or somethin *winks*.

Fandom: Death Note
Pairing: RaitoxL
Rating: Nc-17
Warnings: yaoi, lemon
Disclaimer: L and Raito are not mine.



He opened his eyes, the pressure on his lower abdomen taking him away from his dreams. One second was needed in order to remember where was he lying, then L clapped his hands once as he had seen Raito doing and watched around the room, so he could see there was two doors, and jumped from the bed to the one he guessed could lead to a bathroom.

Some minutes later L came out with a much more relaxed expression on his face. His eyes fell on an armchair in the corner of the room, where there were lying a pair of new jeans and a shirt on it. A nice shower was a pretty good idea, so taking the clean clothes he went in the bathroom again, and when he came out, Raito was waiting for him sitting on the bed and a tray full of sweet food and coffe was on the table near the bed.

-Good... evening, I guess, Raito-kun.

-Yes. Good evening. How are you feeling?- the younger man talked softly, and his position was relaxed. -I brough you some food if you feel hungry.

-Starving.- said the detective already picking chocolate cookie.

-Please sit on the bed.- said Raito, stood up and took the armchair in the corner, putting it near the bed, and sat down on it. -I'd thought of a proper dinner, but I'm sure you rather like this.- his ambarine eyes looked at L as if the detective were doing something special, as if seeing him eat were the the most interesting thing in the world.- But you can't eat like that forever,- Raito's eyes flicked for a moment, his words almost a whisper, as if talking to himself. -I don't want you to get ill or something...

-Sorry? Could... you repeat ...please?- L asked, his mouth full of cookies, and his eyes open wide with surprise.

Ignoring L's question, Raito took a cup and filled it with coffe, and offered it to L, then repeating the process for himself. The older man added four sugarcubes and sipped at the coffe. -So, tell me if I'm wrong.- said L. -I guess Raito-kun is now a god of something like that...I mean, Kira is god, but Raito-kun is Kira.- he stopped to take another sip.- Being a god, with millons of worshippers and the support of society, you're not afraid of me.

-Well, you're almost right, just a little thing: I'm not a god; I am God. No other religion is allowed now.

-Ok. That's not important...- L tried to redirect the conversation.

-Yes, it is. Very important in fact. But theres's something even more important.- the brunette said with a smile painted on his lips.- Don't you want to know the actual ultimate reason because you're here?

-I'm obviously trying to come to conclusion, Raito-kun.-aswered L, putting the now empty cup on the table again, and adopting his typical position.

-You seem to be a bit slower than usual, but I'm sure it's temporal.- the brown-haired boy put his cup on the table again and took place on the bed, sitting on the edge. -Who could guess that God would feel lonely?- his voice was like silk, coming closer to his mouth till it was almost caressing it. The eyes of the younger man shone golden in the dim light of the room, and the detective startled when he felt a warm hand on his cheek. -Hey, don't be afraid,- he whispered, his lips now brushing L's.- I won't try to kill you again...

The soft laughter accompanying that words died on L's mouth. The black-haired man felt uncapable of resisting the familiar tongue forcing its way inside, parting his lips and searching its equal inside the wet cavern. Oh. No way he could resist those skilled hands (a lot more skilled he remember they were the last time, his brain processed, and felt a sting of jealousy in his chest) that were running feather-like fingers along his stomach, or the weight of that perfect body above him.

-Raito-kun...what...?

-Hush.- the auburn-haired man put his index finger against L's lips, his mouth now busy nibbling at the detective's ear. -You have no idea...how much I've missed you...

-Well...oooh...- L gasped when Raito's teeth sank into his throat.-... if...if you wouldn't had killed...me.

The younger lifted his head to look at L's eyes, his expession dark and almost sad.

-It was necessary then.- he said gazing at the other boy.- I'm so sorry, Lawliet...

Hearing his real name from those lips sent a shiver through L's spine, it was dangerous and oh, so sexy, and he was not very used to hear it. He was at Raitos disposal: he knew his name, knew his face and knew all the right points to touch on his body. But he was not giving up so easily.

-I'm not Misa, Raito-kun...don't insult my inteligence.

-No. Of course you're not Misa...- the brunette's lips were again kissing L's ones, softly but with increasing need, and a hand cupped his face.- you're everything she's not. I've been wanting you for so long...every time I touched her I thought of you...Every night I dreamt you was sleeping next to me...so many times I replayed that first time you sucked me off in that cell...

Oh, God. He sure was lost! He not only wanted to hear those things, he even wanted to believe them! L responded to the kiss with similar need, his tongue dancing with Raito's while their bodies started rubbing against each other. He needed him, he had wanted him since the first time they met. Now he was 95 per cent probably in love and he was lost!

Or maybe he'd found his place at last.

-Raito-kun...- his voice sounded weak, but his need kept getting stronger and stronger.

-Tell me...tell me what you need, my love...

Raito's words made him moan loudly, and now his lover's hands were opening his pants and reaching inside till found his hard wet cock, breaking the last bit of logical thinking he had.

-Raito-kun!...oh! please!- L pleaded, arching his back from the bed to help the other boy take his jeans off and spreading his legs to take Raito in between.

Their bodies kept moving, L's bare cock against the hard fabric of Raito's jeans, making the detective cry with a perfect mix of pleasure and pain.-Kira! ohooh...Kira...

-Yes?- the brown-haired boy's voice was hoarse but teasing and very in control, and his teeth took one of the detective's nipples, then his tongue smoothed the injured area, and repeated the process with its twin, till both nubs were raw and redened, and L was babbling beyond reason.

-Need you...please...

-That's good, my love.- said Raito while opening the zipper of his own pants. -I'll give you what you really need...

L could feel the other boy fumbling for something in the bedside table, but the only thing his mind registered was the hot mouth devouring his. Then, a hand between their bodies and a finger teasing at his entrace. And oh my god! the finger wasn't anymore, but Raito's pulsing member was about to enter his body and L thought he could die if he was not fucked now!

-Fuck!- cried the raven-haired man as he felt that hard member entering him with one only thrust, and he sensed Raito's lips forming a smile.

-Who am I?- asked the youger man, grabing L's bony hips and fucking him harder, deeper, as if looking for the very core of his soul, his teeth biting and kissing the other's now bruised lips, savouring the stingy taste of blood.

-Kira...you're Kira...- L entangled his slim legs around Raito's waist and his fingers in the brown silken hair, pushing the other boy's mouth even more closer, deepening the fierce kiss that was scorching his lips.

-Yes...true...- the self-proclaimed god was now panting hard, and his voice was breathless, but his hips continued moving and his cock continued brushing that spot inside L's body.-But... but it's not enough...aah...- added between bites and kisses.-Who am really I, Lawliet???!

A deep thrust and a fierce bite sent the detective over the edge, arching his back and crying out.-GOD!!...God...Raito-kun is God!- and then, his body started trembling with pleasure, and he spurted his cum between their bodies, and he almost thought he would die with the force of it.

Those words were all Raito needed to come too, biting the soft flesh of L's lips while he emptied himself inside that warm, sweet body, still hearing the detective bubbling words of adoration to him.

Raito stayed inside L, lingering there, enjoying the warm channel of that accepting body. Then, he rolled off the detective and lying on the bed, pushed the bony body against his chest.-Love you...-breathed while kissing the black mop of hair.- I've missed you so much, Lawliet...

A soft sobbing and the shaking moves of L's shoulders stopped the string of sweet nothings.

L was crying. Raito knew it wasn't something seen for many people, maybe anybody till that moment, and it made him feel so powerfull. But it also meant that L was breaking, and he didn't want a broken doll.

-Hush...-he said softly as he took L's chin and lifted his face, so he could watch at those wide, strange eyes, finding them red and wet with tears. -Are you afraid?- the detective nodded briefly and Raito deposited a sweet kiss in his lips.-Don't be. I'm God now, and God will never let something bad happen to you.- he kissed L again, and made the embrace tigher, caressing his back soothingly.-Understand?

L curled against Raito's body, enjoying the moment, the caresses...-Yes, God.-...and the surrender.


END

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That's all. I didn't want to make it too clear if Raito was or not really in love with L, so you can think whatever you like better.

I had a few ideas (about this scenario and Misa and Teru...and how life would be if Kira ruled the World), and they fit this story. So, it's possible i will write a mini-sequel or something. I dunno....^^U