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Learning to Land. Chapter Forty Three ~Oshitari~

Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)

Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)

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"Your mother?" The tensai asked, and was highly amused. "Unfortunately, your mother isn't the bad news I have to tell you." But he had to ask, "So your mother goes around threatening people's lives on a regular basis?"

Gakuto shrugged, "She worries."

"I like your mother, Gakuto. How could I not? She's a lot like you." Gakuto looked surprised at him. "Okay, perhaps you're a lot like her, but in many good ways and then several better. She seems a good mother, and your family seems close. I envy you that."

Gakuto seemed to consider this for a long time while he ate. The tensai let him think. Finally his redheaded roommate asked, "I can have your shake?" Yuushi nodded and the redhead moved to reach across him to grab it. He stayed seated closer to him when he had it though, so that their legs were now touching. Yuushi noticed that Gakuto's own shake was still over half full.

The tensai reached behind him for the pillows still piled on the futon. He got one and said, "Lean forward." Gakuto did and he put one behind him. "Better?" Gakuto nodded as he leaned back and continued eating. Yuushi had no idea why but he seemed almost shy now. He was also eating quickly as if he were either in a hurry or starving. "You can have the rest of mine, I'm done." He offered and pushed his food over.

Yuushi then said, "I'm going to go heat up the bathwater." Gakuto grabbed his arm to stop him and Yuushi felt confused as to why. "I'll be right back," he said and then ran his finger gently along Gakuto's very messy part to separate his hair. He smiled at Gakuto for allowing him to do it and went to heat the bathwater. He returned in less than three minutes.

Yuushi sat back down and waited to see what was up with Gakuto now. He sipped his tea which was getting tepid. "Yuushi?" Gakuto asked. He looked down at his food a moment before pushing it away. Apparently he was done as well. "I'm so sore. My back hurts. I really ache all over."

"Really?" Yuushi asked concerned. Gakuto did not normally complain of any physical injuries or pain--then the tensai suspected why he did. He tested out his theory, "Ah, from getting sick today. Show me where it hurts?" Gakuto scrambled into his lap to his complete surprise. The tensai smiled at his back but kept his amusement and pleasure out of his voice. Quite a few girls had tried this particular seduction technique before with the tensai but so far no men, if this was what Gakuto had intended. The tensai wasn't positive yet, so he gently put his hands on Gakuto's tiny, yet strong shoulders, and rubbed a little.

"Mmm...feels good Yuushi." Gakuto leaned back against him for a moment and then said, "Wait." He sat forward and whipped off his shirt. "Mmm...better." He slid their naked skin together and then leaned his back against Yuushi's flat naked stomach. He wiggled his hips as if checking to see if Yuushi was hard again. He was.

Yuushi continued gently rubbing Gakuto's back and enjoyed anticipating what Gakuto would do next. "Yuushi, you're so warm." Gakuto was practically purring. The tensai moved his hands more to massage down his back further. Gakuto rubbed against him, almost like a cat. That cat analogy started the tensai thinking. He knew if you ignored a cat, it always came to you seeking attention. He wondered what Gakuto would do if he didn't respond to his little seduction attempts and resisted.

"Better?" Yuushi asked, trying to sound as detached and uninterested as possible.

"No," Gakuto said, "I'm really sore. Know where it really hurts?" Before the tensai could answer, Gakuto flipped around in his lap to face him. He wrapped his legs around Yuushi's middle and pressed their erections together through their pants. "Here."Gakuto touched Yuushi's chest with his hands to show him.

Yuushi fought to keep the smile off his face and gave Gakuto a serious, clinical look. "Hmm...here?" he placed his hands just below Gakuto's collarbones and lightly rubbed him there.

"Yeah, but...a little lower." Gakuto was lightly grinding their erections together. After a moment he started doing it a bit more rhythmically.

The tensai moved his hands down slightly and heard a huskiness in his own voice, "Here?"

"Yeah...but lower, Yuushi." Gakuto kept moving his hips in these really divine little circles against him.

"Do you mean...here...?" The tensai moved his callus hardened palms over Gakuto's sensitive nipples.

Gakuto made a small moan, "Yeah...there...more Yuushi..."

He went to lick the tensai's right nipple in return but Yuushi stopped him with his hand. "Hold on," Yuushi said.

Gakuto looked up at him surprised, "What? Why?"

"Hold on to me. I'm going to bring us into the bathroom," Yuushi said and tried to be tactful about it.

"Why!" It was not really a question Gakuto asked, more like a demand out of anger. He wanted to do this here and now and did not want to hear anything else. The tensai knew if Gakuto had been standing he would have childishly stomped his foot.

Yuushi sighed, "I need a bath." Gakuto looked at him suspiciously so the tensai explained figuring he would be made fun of, "I only got to wash quickly earlier." He shrugged and braced to be laughed at, "I smell."

Gakuto surprised him. Instead of jumping on the opportunity to hurt his feelings, he looked as if he was going to protest this. Before he could the tensai said, "Even if you haven't noticed yet, I can smell it, and I don't want you to. Please? I need a bath. Come with me? Let me wash you?" Gakuto was looking at him strangely, sort of how he had before when he kissed him after crying earlier. The tensai almost asked if he was feeling poorly again but refrained. Gakuto said something so quietly that even this close to him Yuushi didn't hear him. "I'm sorry, what did you say?"

The redhead sighed exasperatedly as if incredibly annoyed. "I SAID," Gakuto said too loudly and Yuushi flinched. Then his roommate finished in a much quieter voice, "I wanna wash you too." He locked eyes with the tensai as if now daring him to make fun of him.

Yuushi was curious and touched both at the same time. He had been expecting Gakuto to make laugh at him,and he wondered again if Gakuto simply was not feeling well. "After I wash this off, you can do whatever you'd like to me."

The tensai expected him to protest again but instead, Gakuto grinned wickedly, "Really?" A large smile crawled along his face. "Whatever I want?"

"Within reason," the tensai amended and even though he did, still he felt a bolt of fear flash through him. He mentally reminded himself he had nothing to worry about. This was Gakuto after all and what was the worst he could do? Never speak to him again? The thought of that happening actually, physically, hurt Yuushi.

"Yuushi? What's wrong?" Gakuto looked worried. It was such a strange expression on his face the tensai almost laughed at it and felt his fear dissipate.

"Let's make an agreement, Gakuto. Tonight you touched me first, so I get to do something to you that you'll like. If tomorrow I touch you first, then you get to do something to me that I like."

Gakuto asked suspiciously, "Why?"

The tensai already had anticipated his question and had already prepared an answer, but was not sure if Gakuto would agree. He hoped he would however and tried to phrase it well, "Because like you said, normal people," the tensai left out the in love part on purpose, "wait to make love until it's real. I'm...trying to be normal." He also left out the end where he thought for you. I'm trying to be normal for you. "Can we try it this way, for now?"

"You wanna be normal and you want me to be normal with you?" Gakuto said as if worried that Yuushi didn't include him in this plan.

"Of course. And if you don't like it, or think it isn't working, then we can try something else." The tensai offered this praying it bought him a little time to get over his own issues and problems. He was frustrated because logically he knew how he should feel and react but his body and emotions kept going against all logic.

Gakuto seemed to think for a moment, "So, it's pretty much how it's been anyway but now we're just saying it out loud and agreeing on it? This is what you want?"

"For now," the tensai said meaning it. He didn't want to always be stunted like this. He wanted to be like "normal" people, preferably with Gakuto.

"Okay. For now." Gakuto grinned. "So all I gotta do is touch you first and you'll do things I like to me?" The tensai smiled and nodded as he lifted them off the floor. Gakuto's legs were still wrapped around his waist and the redhead held his arms around Yuushi's neck. "What if I don't like it?"Gakuto inquired.

"Then tell me and I'll stop and we'll do something else. I don't want to do anything you don't like." Yuushi was very serious about that.

"Okay. You wash yourself, then me, and then I get to wash you." Gakuto commanded once they reached the bathroom.

Then tensai smiled and complied. He enjoyed Gakuto watching him as he undressed and washed himself. He even handed water to Yuushi to rinse himself off with. Yuushi was very pleased to be getting clean. It wasn't a lingering odor but he wanted the slight smell of sick completely gone.

The tensai noticed he was sore from carrying Gakuto around all day. The hospital when he had been nearly dead weight and making him stops every few meters to be ill again had been the worst. He also figured he was sore from fighting Sato.

He touched the side of his head gingerly and felt an egg-like lump there. He winced as he touched it and looked at Gakuto to explain. "Sato." Yuushi said.

He was surprised that Gakuto got up to look. He even parted Yuushi's hair as if he was seeing if it was bloody or anything and ran his fingertips over it as if seeing how big it was. It hurt for him to touch it but Gakuto was seeming so attentive that the tensai didn't really mind. He shrugged and knew he'd had worse before. Practically any guy who played a sport with flying objects and running had.

He was finally clean and gestured for Gakuto to switch seats with him. Yuushi first washed his hair. He found he really loved doing this and it pleased him how much Gakuto enjoyed this as well. Once, of course, Gakuto instructed Yuushi exactly how his hair was to be washed. There were many rules. Yuushi was not allowed to pile his hair on his head or make weird shapes with the lather. He was not allowed to get soap in Gakuto's eyes or let the water run down his body too slowly in drips or it tickled. He was allowed to massage his scalp provided, the tensai had learned the hard way, he did not use the opportunity to examine the scar on his head. Yuushi ran the water over his soapy head, careful to keep it out of his eyes and at the right flow until it ran clean. He enjoyed the fresh scent of strawberries and knew he would now probably always associate it with Gakuto.

The tensai reached for the conditioner and once again had to pretend to not notice when Gakuto took a bit of the lather and hid it in his hand. Everytime they bathed, Gakuto had snuck a tiny bit of strawberry scented lather to run through his pubic hair. Yuushi now knew that was why he smelled of strawberries even there and he wondered again if Gakuto was alone if he would use a big handful of soap instead of sneaking a bit of leftover lather.Yuushi though twas the cutest thing that Gakuto did this and that he did it almost secretly. The tensai smiled and put the conditioner in his hair exactly as he was instructed to. They had to wait three minutes. Gakuto insisted. There was a system. Yuushi found this fascinating as he was always a shampoo once with anything, even the bar of soap you used on your body, sort of guy before Hyoutei.

While waiting, Gakuto leaned back against him and relaxed. Almost on impulse, the tensai took a dollop of shampoo and ran it through Gakuto's pubic hair. His hair there was darker, almost a reddish black color, and surprisingly soft, although the tensai considered that may have been from this shampoo. Gakuto looked at him annoyed and flustered, almost as if he was worried that the tensai would then make fun of him. "I love how your shampoo smells." Yuushi said to him by way of explanation. As Gakuto was naked, in his lap, and facing him, Yuushi kissed him.

Gakuto pulled back from the kiss and shook his head. He rolled his eyes and said softly, "You are so weird, Yuushi." He moved in to kiss the tensai again. Yuushi knew his talk was tough, but on some level he knew Gakuto must have been secretly pleased. Pleased enough that he would let the tensai do it again. Yuushi while kissing him, ran his hand through his soapy hair and along his erection, being careful to not get any soap on his tip where it might sting. Gakuto moaned in his arms and the tensai felt him turning more to kiss him deeper. Breathing somewhat hard, Gakuto reminded him, "You gotta rinse my hair. And you haven't washed me yet!"

"Sorry," the tensai smiled, "I couldn't resist you." He moved to rinse his hair first because Gakuto had told him the first time that if you leave conditioner in too long, your hair is flat the next day. The tensai had heard girls say this too and was curious to know what flat hair looked like. He made a mental note to try it on himself the next time he was home at his parent's house where no one would notice him.

He first lathered Gakuto up everywhere and enjoyed that in doing this, Yuushi could let his hands linger all over his skin. Yuushi suspected that Gakuto actually might be sore in places so he softly rubbed him down while lathering him. Gakuto liked to be scrubbed hard so the tensai next started doing that and worked from his feet up. He had to be careful not to tickle him because Gakuto detested being tickled. One time he told Yuushi that his older sister and her friends used to dress him up in girls or dolls clothing and tickle him because they thought he was so cute. Gakuto hated it.

His roommate was almost white with thick soapy lather covering him. He was completely erect after Yuushi touched him everywhere, and looked like if he was forced to still for another minute there would be bloodshed. The tensai scooped up water to rinse him and started with his feet. "You're supposed to start at the top, Yuushi."

The tensai smiled at him, "I'd like to start here today. You touched me first after all."

Yuushi made sure there was no soap from his knees down. He took his right foot in his hand and rubbed it softly being certain not to tickle him. He licked the bottom of his small foot with a wide, wet lick of his tongue. "What are you do...?" Gakuto started to ask. Yuushi by then had started putting his tongue inbetween his toes. He sucked and licked his way from smallest to largest and watched Gakuto's eyes to be sure he was enjoying it. He was.

Yuushi had never done this to anyone before but he had dated a guy briefly who loved to do this to him. The guy'd had a foot thing and while Yuushi couldn't see any thrill of kissing and fondling his own big feet, Gakuto's little toes and his reaction of surprised enjoyment were rather wonderful. The tensai thought even his little feet were adorable. Using his hands to caress his foot, Yuushi kissed and licked his way up Gakuto's leg until he reached his knee. He stopped and Gakuto looked at him surprised. "Other foot," the tensai explained and had to keep from laughing as normally protesting Gakuto held his other foot out for him this time, wanting more. He licked up the bottom and had just started licking inbetween his toes when Gakuto moaned. Yuushi saw his hands go to stroke himself and he stopped touching his foot. "No," he said gently and took them away.

He went back to Gakuto's foot and had gotten to the same point when Gakuto went to touch himself again. It happened a third time. "Gakuto?" he finally asked with a sigh, "Do I need to tie you up to get you to stop?"

Gakuto looked at Yuushi for a long moment. The tensai had said it without thinking and regretted it the moment it came out of his mouth. He was trying to think of something funny or a way to get Gakuto to yell at him when Gakuto said with a shrug and a smile, "Yeah."

Yuushi blinked. He couldn't think of a thing to say.

"Why not?" Gakuto asked and seemed perplexed. His face was still white with soap and he wrinkled his brow adorably.

"Aren't you...I mean...wouldn't that...you aren't scared?" Yuushi was astounded.

"Of you?" Gakuto looked like he was going to laugh. "Hey Yuushi, you gonna hurt me?"

"N..no. Of course not." Yuushi's heart was pounding. So much for slow he thought.

"Then tie up my hands. Otherwise, I'm gonna touch myself." Gakuto smiled, apparently fine with all this.

Yuushi didn't realize he had lifted himself from sitting to half standing. He sat down hard. Then the tensai remembered something. Sato had never tied Gakuto's hands. Gakuto had submitted out of fear but his entire body had gone limp like a boneless rag doll. At no point had Gakuto moved to touch himself with Sato. "Have you done that before with someone?" Yuushi asked and distantly felt jealousy. He felt more apprehension than anything else however.

"No. Why? Have you?" Gakuto asked and Yuushi hesitated. "Look, if we're not gonna do anything then let me touch myself. We don't have to. I just thought it would be fun if you tied my hands. It's not like your gonna hurt me or anything." Gakuto was getting himself worked up. "Look, just forget...!"

"Yes!" Yuushi said louder than he had intended to.

"Yes...what Yuushi?" Gakuto looked unsure.

"Yes. I've done that before. It's what my tutor often did to me."

"Oh." Gakuto bounced his leg up and down as he often did when he was thinking, "Well, can't you just keep the good stuff and throw out all the bastard things?"

"I don't know." Yuushi said honestly, "I just don't know." He felt his heart breaking a bit at having said it all out loud. That it was said to the person he loved hurt even worse.

"Yuushi?" The tensai looked at him. Gakuto said, "Rinse me off, please? I'm starting to itch."

"Oh...Okay...Sorry..." Yuushi felt completely depressed. He tried to just rinse Gakuto cleanly off to make up for being so inadequate.

"Sit." Gakuto ordered and the tensai looked at him wondering what he meant. "I wanna wash you, remember?" Yuushi went to tell him not to bother but Gakuto punched him and yelled, "You said I could!" So Yuushi sat and let him. Gakuto soaped and scrubbed him, doing nowhere near as thorough a job as Yuushi did, but still it was a sweet attempt from a guy who wasn't usually very giving. He felt Gakuto rubbing himself up against Yuushi and turning himself on.Gakuto was very hot, very sexy, and the tensai was in no mood for it so it was also very depressing.

Gakuto rinsed him and was apparently finished. He sat on the tensai's lap facing him and pointed to the bathtub. He wanted them to soak now. Yuushi didn't want to but he knew better than to incur Gakuto's wrath when he wanted to do something this much. They climbed into the bath and Gakuto settled down facing him and laying on him. "Yuushi? Can I just kiss you for a while?" Yuushi looked at him and Gakuto explained annoyed, "I just wanna kiss you. You don't even have to do the swirly kiss thing back or anything if you don't wanna."

The tensai realized he was being an idiot. Here Gakuto was comforting him, touching him, wanting him, and wanting him to kiss him. Yet Yuushi was too stuck in his own head to appreciate that his most erotic, biggest dream and fantasy lay naked in their bathtub on top of him. Gakuto was right, sometimes he really was a moron. He thought about everything he felt for him and pressed his lips to Gakuto's starting in a "swirly" kiss from the beginning. Gakuto pulled back surprised to look at him.

Yuushi said, "I want to. I really want to." He kissed him and slid his arms completely around him as Gakuto's tongue moved in his mouth kissing him back. "I want you. Come here."

Gakuto looked at him as if not understanding what he meant. Yuushi stood the both of them up and placed Gakuto on the edge of the bathtub facing him.Yuushi started with his right knee and kissed up along the inside of his leg. He ran a finger softly between his legs and around the outside of his entrance. Gakuto moaned his name softly. He kissed between Gakuto's legs and started licking into him. Yuushi had barely touched inside him with his tongue and Gakuto's hand wasn't even on himself when he suddenly said, "Oh...Yuushi...I'm gonna...don't let me..." He clamped his hand around the base of Gakuto's erection as he dry orgasmed hard. Yuushi licked his tip through it and Gakuto moaned his name again and again making Yuushi's already racing pulse pound in time with his insistent erection.

Yuushi smiled, "I barely touched you." Gakuto looked at him confused. "I like how sensitive you are," Yuushi explained. "More?"

"Yeah more, Yuushi." Gakuto said with a very wanton smile. "How many times can you do that?"

Yuushi raised an eyebrow to him, "All night?" he suggested.

Gakuto laughed, "Damn! No damn way! I couldn't take it!" He leaned down, still smiling, and kissed Yuushi long and deep. "Want you, Yuushi. Feels good." He looked sexy and flushed and very turned on. Once again, Yuushi wanted to make love to him, but it just wasn't time yet. He wasn't ready. There were, however, other things they could do until it was time.

Yuushi went back down into the water and started licking first Gakuto's erection and then he licked down him again. He started licking into him and lightly touching his tip only with his hand. In another minute Gakuto moaned, "...Oh...again, Yuushi...again...or..." the tensai clamped his hand down again.

"Its easier to make you orgasm now," Yuushi observed out loud.

Gakuto looked stricken. "No, I could wait, if I had to. I like that I can go that far and not come yet. I like this. Is it okay?" He now looked worried and Yuushi smiled to reassure him.

"More than okay. You feel really good. I want you, Gakuto." The tensai thought of something, "Will you do something for me?"

"What?" Gakuto asked.

Yuushi smiled, "Yes or no first."

Gakuto rolled his eyes, "I said what so...yes Yuushi!" Yuushi smiled even more, he realized Gakuto had agreed instantly. He grabbed Gakuto's conditioner. It wasn't as good as lube but would work for this. "If you use up all my conditioner, you're gonna have to buy me more." Gakuto said because he was Gakuto.

"I'll buy you whatever you want. Let me get you ready first." Yuushi licked at his tip and gently entered him with a conditioner soaked finger. Gakuto moaned and Yuushi wondered if he thought they were going to have sex. They weren't but Yuushi wondered for the first time about Gakuto in a way he hadn't thought of before. How he was as a lover. What he was like. What he felt like. What that was like with Gakuto on top. The tensai decided to sample.

He had Gakuto lean against the side of the bathtub and worked a second finger into him as he took his erection deeper into his mouth. When the tensai's fingers were ready and poised over his prostate, he moved Gakuto's hips with his other hand indicating he wanted Gakuto to thrust into his mouth. Gakuto put one leg over his shoulder, and he wrapped his hands around the back of Yuushi's neck and head.

Yuushi realized Gakuto was avoiding touching his head where Sato had hurt him earlier. It was a little thing with anyone else but for Gakuto to remember where he was hurt and avoid hurting him worse, it was huge. Gakuto started thrusting into his mouth lightly, as if worried Yuushi didn't mean for him to do this or that he would hurt him. Then Yuushi started moving his fingers inside him gently touching his prostate and Gakuto started thrusting somewhat harder as if testing to see how far he could go. He knew Gakuto was also not sure if Yuushi would clamp down his hand before he came or not. He watched as Gakuto brought himself to nearly orgasm rapidly believing probably that Yuushi would hold him back.

Yuushi heard Gakuto's noises and moans as he brought himself closer and decided that he wanted Gakuto to come. "Yuu...sh...you...I...ohhhh..." Gakuto just then realized Yuushi wasn't going to hold him back and somehow he kept himself from coming. His thrusting and movements became more raw as part of him tried to hold back from hurting Yuushi and part of him was lost to how good it felt. Yuushi knew how good it felt because Gakuto told him with several well phrased, colorful curses to that effect. Gakuto was almost at the point where he couldn't stop himself anymore, "Hah...ah...Yuushi...ah!" Yuushi pressed gently down on his prostate to bring him hard over. Gakuto's entire body seized up as he came, and surprisingly, not a sound came out of his mouth.

Yuushi just barely caught him in time as Gakuto slumped over into his arms and into the water, splashing it everywhere. Gakuto was smiling wide with a goofy, peaceful expression. He immediately reached to kiss Yuushi.

It was a surprisingly sweet, gentle, and loving kiss. It was much like the kiss he had given him on the futon when he had been crying. Yuushi was not sure what it meant though he enjoyed kissing him back. Gakuto was still grinning in that goofy, sated way. He laughed and held Yuushi close.

"Damn, Yuushi." was all he finally said.

They soaked in the bath together for a long time. They kissed occasionally, actually whenever Gakuto reached his lips for Yuushi's, and they did silly couple things that the tensai had seen other couples do. They held their hands together to compare Gakuto's smaller palms and fingers. They compared calluses. They laced their fingers together. Yuushi felt completely content and tried to ignore his constant erection. At this moment, it was completely a bother only.

Yuushi thought of a way to start talking to him though he didn't want to. "Atobe said tomorrow they're going to start doing doubles training. This time for everyone."

"Really?" Gakuto said surprised. A few players had done it a month earlier but the entire team had never as far as Yuushi knew. "You're with me?" Gakuto asked.

Yuushi wondered if it was only his imagination fooling him because when he nodded yes, he felt Gakuto relax back onto him as if in relief. The tensai smiled.

It would be a pain. For a week or more you were literally tied to someone twenty four hours a day with a two meter rope. He hadn't had it happen yet but had heard horror stories. Poor Gakuto had been with Kabaji. Yuushi knew it had been probably for Gakuto's protection.Yuushi explained, "It's the whole team because...there've been more attacks."

"Anyone we know?" Gakuto said casually. Yuushi though felt his body tense up against him. "That's what you have to tell me. And why Atobe needs to talk to me. Who was it? Taki?" Gakuto paused and said quietly, "Is he all right?"

"Taki's fine. It wasn't Taki. I'm so sorry. It was Kiyoshi."

Gakuto sat there stunned. "He's...he's not even on the tennis team! I thought it was only people in the club. How bad?" Yuushi looked at him and wished he didn't have to tell him this. "That bad? When?" Gakuto's wet hands covered his mouth. He swore. "Yuushi, I forgot to call him! I was sick. I never met him! It happened tonight? But...!"

"I'm so sorry," Yuushi said. "It's not your fault though. You know he goes there even when you don't." Gakuto through tears looked at him shocked. Yuushi explained, "I watch out for you. You know that."

Gakuto looked down and tried to take this in.

Yuushi kissed his drying hair. "It is not your fault. Even if you had been there, you couldn't have stopped them. He would have gone by himself even if you had called him."

"You don't know that Yuushi..." Gakuto started to say.

"Yes, I do. He goes there an hour before you and is often there two hours after you. He goes nearly every day. It was just luck that you weren't there and were sick. It's not your fault. I'm so sorry." Yuushi paused, "Atobe said we can't miss morning practice because of this afternoon but tomorrow we can go see him in the hospital. Okay?"

Yuushi thought he was soothing him fairly well until Gakuto asked a question, "Did they rape him?" Some of the guys attacked hadn't been raped. Lately more and more had.

"Atobe said yes." Yuushi confirmed and Gakuto kicked a few of his bath products off the ledge in his anger.

"He's just a kid, Yuushi!" The tensai knew this. He was only one year younger than they were. Gakuto became very angry and upset. He started swearing and yelling how the kid didn't deserve this. He would never recover from this. He was alone and no one came to help him. Yuushi knew from experience it wasn't only the kid who worked out with Gakuto he was crying for. It was himself as well.

Yuushi held him and said comforting things while he cried. He waited until Gakuto had mostly cried himself out, then he stood up, easily carrying him out of the bathtub. He grabbed towels along the way and dried Gakuto off on his bed. It was still Indian summer outside and it was hot in the room and humid from the bathtub. Yuushi found he didn't mind it as much as he thought he would. When they were mostly dry, Yuushi curled up naked with Gakuto on his bed and just held him spoon style. Gakuto was quiet for a long time and Yuushi at one point thought he might have slipped into sleep although he wasn't snoring lightly as he usually did. "Yuushi, do you think it was Sato?"

"That's what Atobe is hoping you can find out tomorrow. So far he's been like the others saying he didn't see anyone, doesn't remember anyone, and is afraid to talk." Gakuto looked over at him. Yuushi really hadn't answered the question. "No, I don't think it's Sato. I don't know who would do this." Yuushi thought for a moment, "This might even be something different because he isn't in the tennis club. Maybe a copycat or a coincidence." Yuushi thought a moment and asked Gakuto,"Do you think it's Sato?"

"Could it be? Yeah. Do I think it is? No way. He would rather get to know his victims and torture them over and over than attack them once and have them put into the hospital." Yuushi nodded in agreement and kissed the back of his head several times. He put his arms tighter around him despite the warm room and the warm night because he needed to hold him closer. Gakuto was quiet for another long period of time.

He turned in Yuushi's arms to face him. "Your tutor never had sex with you, but did he make you have sex with him? You know, as seme?" Yuushi was surprised at the question and nodded. "Did you come?" Yuushi shook his head no. "Dry?"

The tensai shook his head no again, "No, actually I couldn't even stay hard by then unless he physically made me. It was more evidence he had against me for supposedly cheating on him."

"You said that before. I don't get that." Gakuto looked confused, "If you're hard and you come, then you like it. Or your body does."

"No, that's not true at all. Its a physical reaction but it doesn't mean you enjoy it or like it or want it. Or that your body does. It's confusing for men when they are raped because if someone touches you in certain places you get hard. If they rub your prostate you will ejaculate but may not orgasm. Even if you're hard and come though, you know the difference between how it feels when it's good and when it's hurting and wrong."

"But Yuushi," Gakuto asked and looked bothered, "you don't know."

Yuushi kissed him softly. "I do know. I know in here..." The tensai touched Gakuto's chest by his heart with his hand. He expected Gakuto to roll his eyes or punch him for being goofy but to his surprised, Gakuto didn't.

Instead Gakuto asked, "Did you come when someone else was the seme with you? Because it was a physical reaction?"

Yuushi smiled a little, "No one has ever been the seme with me."

Gakuto's jaw dropped open, "You mean...Yuushi...has anyone touched you there besides your wacko bastard tutor?"

Yuushi's heart was pounding, "No." He shrugged and tried to laugh it off but he felt tears stinging his eyes. "I don't...I don't like to be touched there."

"But Yuushi, you don't know if you like to be touched there because no one else has!" Gakuto looked very upset the tensai noticed.

"I know." Yuushi told him about his known triggers. The person who slipped his hand down during sex and made him freeze. The girl that tried to wake him up with oral sex. How he breaks up immediately with anyone who gets too close. "I didn't want to tell you all this, but I'm scared to death that I'll hurt you, Gakuto. I felt bad enough giving that girl a black eye, if it was you I would be..." Not even the tensai could come up with the words to express how devastated he would feel hurting him.

"You're being stupid Yuushi. Gimme a break. When can I not take care of myself? You think I'm gonna let you freeze? Or break up with me? Or hit me? You give me a black eye and you'll get two back!" Yuushi didn't want to point out that Gakuto couldn't take care of himself with Sato for one but he listened to the rest that he had to say. He particularly latched on to Gakuto saying he wouldn't let Yuushi break up with him. "Besides, you didn't hit me this morning!"

"Th...this morning? What did you do?" Yuushi was upset. He didn't remember anything.

"I woke up early. You were sleeping. And hard. I wanted to taste you so I did." Gakuto looked pleased. Yuushi was stunned and lay there silent. "Do you wanna know what you did Yuushi when I had you in my mouth?" Gakuto kissed him hotly, apparently this was turning him on. It was turning Yuushi on as well.Gakuto licked at Yuushi's ear and whispered, "You moaned Yuushi. I had you in my mouth and you moaned. You started to move your body with my mouth like this..." Gakuto moved his hips slightly, "you didn't want me to stop. You wanted more, Yuushi." Gakuto kissed him again and Yuushi moaned thinking of the possibilities and feeling Gakuto's hard lean body up against his. "Yuushi, I've decided what we're going to do. I'm gonna give you sex therapy and you're gonna love it." Gakuto, smiling, kissed him again.

Yuushi felt both elated, turned on, and worried all in the same moment. "Gakuto...I..."

"Shut up, you're getting your first lesson now." Gakuto kissed him again and rubbed their naked erections together. Yuushi moaned again. "Now don't be rude to sensei or I'll have to punish you. Yuushi, let me make you come. Let me make you feel good. Please?" Gakuto asked so earnestly that Yuushi had to know.

"Gakuto...why?" On one hand all this was wonderful. Better than his best fantasy, but if it wasn't real, if Gakuto was in this for fun, the tensai knew he would be destroyed. "Why are you doing this? Please tell me why. Even if it's just because I haven't done this, and you're playing around I need to know. Please?" Yuushi held him closer, "Please? Why?"

Gakuto was quiet for a long moment. Just when Yuushi thought he was going to have to beg him again to tell him, Gakuto said quietly, "Get the fuck out of my bed."

"Wh...what?" Yuushi asked alarmed. "Why? What's wrong?"

"What, did I stutter? Get out of my bed, Yuushi. Get away from me! NOW!" Gakuto shoved him with his arms and legs away. Yuushi was too shocked to react at first and then Gakuto said, "You don't have to worry about hurting me because tomorrow morning, first thing, I'm asking Atobe to change my room. I never want to talk to you again Yuushi! Get the hell away from me!"

Yuushi tried to get him to talk. It was worse than earlier that day. No matter what he did, said, begged, pleaded, or how he tried to kiss or touch him, Gakuto pushed or smacked him away. Finally Gakuto said in a voice that was cold and hard, "Yuushi I mean it. Get away from me or I'm leaving. I'll go sleep somewhere else."

"Please don't do this..." Yuushi begged in a whisper now through tears, "Please Gakuto? Just talk to me. Tell me what I did...? Whatever I did, I'm sorry. Please?"

Gakuto stood up. He walked over to his clothes and threw some underwear and a pair of shorts on. "Either you get away from me or I leave. Which?"

Yuushi didn't want him to walk out into the night alone so he got off Gakuto's bed and sat on his own. He was thinking of some way to talk to Gakuto or something to say and furiously trying to replay where he went wrong with what he asked over and over in his head. Gakuto looked at him and said before turning his back to him, "You say one word to me, Yuushi, one word and I swear I'm gone. Leave me alone."

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