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Learning to Land. Chapter Fifty ~Oshitari~

Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)

Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)

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Gakuto said, "I wanna fuc...fu..." Yuushi turned the dial up ever so slightly and watched for Gakuto's reaction. The little redhead's lusty response was better than the tensai in his wildest fantasies had ever dreamed. The naked smaller boy Yuushi held in his arms, began to literally shake with want and desire. Gakuto moaned and said, "Ohhh...Yuushi, I wanna make love to you with this in me... please?" Gakuto was so turned on he even begged the tensai again, "Please...?"

Yuushi was surprised at Gakuto's intense response, and reconsidered how sensitive Gakuto truly was. The tensai tried to coherently think while he kissed Gakuto back, but couldn't. Yuushi's mind was racing with all the sexual things he had ever thought of doing with Gakuto, many very good things that he knew the little redhead would love. The tensai's mind was filled with lusty thoughts, wants, desires, positions. He knew he had to force himself to concentrate, because this was important. By will, he finally focused his brilliant mind and devoted it solely to the task of sorting this out. After a moment's hesitation while he weighed all the potential outcomes, including all the variables, Yuushi decided upon the only possible decision and said, "Just a little earlier, you said it was too soon for that and I agree. However, there is something else we can try. Would you like to?"

Gakuto trembled in his arms and rolled his eyes. The tensai was not certain if it was from being so turned on or from Yuushi trying to talk to him in a rational manner when Gakuto was so inflamed. Gakuto looked uncertain for a moment and then his curiosity or his lust seemed to overcome everything else. Yuushi realized at moments like this, he could probably get Gakuto to agree to do...anything.

The tensai thought again of the endless opportunities and experiences for the both of them that lay just ahead, if they could just reach a place where they were together. Truly together, as Yuushi could clearly picture them being in his heart. Although, as he thought of several alternative pleasures and fetishes he wanted to try out, he knew the temperamental redhead would perhaps kill him after trying some of them. The tensai weighed however, that it might be worth it. A good way to die even. It certainly seemed that way when Gakuto was as lusty and responsive as this. Gakuto moaned softly again, and said, "What? Ohhh...come on Yuushi! What?"

Yuushi smiled. Gakuto's own rubbing up against him had made him think of this. The tensai was already reaching for the lubrication bottle he had used on the little vibrating egg he inserted inside Gakuto. With his other hand, he turned the vibration speed down, although it made Gakuto whimper in the most erotic way with wanting more. His whimper almost made Yuushi yield to his desires. However, Yuushi wanted Gakuto to be able to listen, and he was discovering any more than the lowest setting, sensitive Gakuto became completely lost to the feelings of pleasure.

Ironically, the tensai mused, this was precisely how he wanted Gakuto to be and feel, only not quite...yet.

Yuushi warmed the cold lubrication in his hands and spread it on Gakuto's throbbing erection, enjoying the soft sigh Gakuto made at his light, wet touch. Then he put more between his own legs. "Come here..." Yuushi said and kissed Gakuto. Using his arms because his hands were coated in lubrication, the tensai pulled the smaller guy onto himself as he kissed him and arranged their limbs so Gakuto's erection was down between his legs, right by his entrance.

Gakuto looked confused, "But you said...?"

The tensai kissed him again and said, "Yes. It's too soon for sex, but move like this..." Yuushi moved so Gakuto's lubricated erection rubbed down between the tensai's legs, over his entrance, and up his tail bone.

To the tensai's surprise, Gakuto looked disappointed and said rather sarcastically, "You want me to dry hump you?"

Yuushi smiled. He knew if he could convince Gakuto to try this, even though it wasn't the real thing, his sensitive friend would enjoy it. So the tensai said wryly, "It's not exactly dry." Gakuto gifted him with a small smile. He kissed Gakuto in a slow, deep, "swirly" kiss, the way Gakuto seemed to like, and slightly turned up the vibration setting of the egg. Yuushi suggested after Gakuto moaned in response, "Try?"

Gakuto moved slightly once but the tensai wasn't sure if it was because of the vibration inside him or the after-affects of the kissing. "Ohhh...Yuushi...wait...no, what if..." the redhead looked almost comically worried and uncharacteristically concerned, "What if it...you know...if it...goes in? Inside you?"

Yuushi tried not to laugh, because it really was sweet and not at all what he would have ever before expected from Gakuto. The tensai to his pleasure was discovering the seemingly caustic little redhead was instead more loving and caring than Yuushi had ever imagined, hoped, or dreamed. He kissed Gakuto again, just because he was so touched by Gakuto's worrying. He said to allay the redhead's concerns, "I highly doubt that will happen. You're not small, I'm not prepared, and I haven't even been touched there by anyone in...a long time, but if it were to happen, even by accident...Gakuto, I don't think it would be a bad thing."

Gakuto looked at him shocked. The tensai again tried not to laugh at his expression. Yuushi kissed him and Gakuto went from hotly kissing him back to once more looking worried, "Yuushi...you...but what if...?"

"Gakuto, I want you to feel good. Don't worry. Please don't worry." The more he thought about it, the more Yuushi considered he perhaps wanted this. Maybe it could just...happen. It would take all the pressure off, all Yuushi's concerns, and all the responsibility.

Though when he considered it like that, the tensai didn't think it sounded quite as wonderful. However, if nothing else, if they ended up having sex or making love or whatever happened, the tensai realized he felt safe and good about this. About them. Whatever was going to happen, he didn't feel overwhelmed or threatened or scared as he had in the past. All he felt was curious and a need to please Gakuto. Yuushi knew better than to discuss this with Gakuto. Especially right then. The tensai had a feeling his strong emotions would either ruin the moment, or turn the fiery redhead off. Instead the tensai asked, to quell Gakuto's worrying, "Please try?"

Gakuto looked both turned on and concerned which gave him a strange expression. His eyes looked turned on but his brows were furrowed with trying to think, and his small body was shaking with lust and moving against Yuushi's. It was as if Gakuto felt good, but a part of him thought perhaps he should control himself still. So, Gakuto tried, "Yuushi, you don't want me to do anything? To you?"

Oh. That again. Amazingly, Gakuto was really very giving in his own way. Yuushi was learning, Gakuto gave in small gestures and actions, though not really in words. He also was not as selfish as Yuushi thought he would be, nor did Gakuto abuse Yuushi's feelings. The tensai would do pretty much anything for him, and Gakuto seemed mindful to not push or force Yuushi when he really could have taken advantage of the situation.

Yuushi was learning that Gakuto was sensitive and giving in more ways than just with his body, but they were unfamiliar ways to Yuushi. The tensai was used to people falling all over him telling him they loved him. It was how his relationships had gone in the past. The one exception had been Atobe who Yuushi approached first. As he did Gakuto. The tensai was not certain if that was the difference or if it was because he felt so much for Gakuto. So much for Gakuto but Yuushi was not really sure of how Gakuto felt about him.

Yuushi smiled and thought of something for Gakuto to do. He figured if Gakuto kept himself busy, he would stop feeling concerned and pleasure himself. The tensai said, "I didn't say that. Would you...for me...?"

Yuushi spread some of the lubrication on his hand over his own erection in a few strokes. Gakuto replaced Yuushi's hand and the tensai ran his freed hand over Gakuto's entrance. He could feel the egg gently humming inside Gakuto and in response, Gakuto moaned slightly at Yuushi's touch there.

Or perhaps it was something else, because the redhead said, looking very interested, enthusiastic, and excited, "Really? You'll let me make you come?" Gakuto moved his hand over Yuushi's erection and began to move his hips slightly to match his hand. He reached his lips up for Yuushi's to kiss. It was quite cute how Gakuto would just tilt his head and reach his lips out, expecting Yuushi to bend to reach him. Yuushi was not sure when this started, but he continued to do this to the point of where it was starting to feel delightfully normal. Almost a very enjoyable part of their routine. When Gakuto kissed him very turned on, the fiery redhead's kisses became wet and deep. It was how he kissed Yuushi now, and he asked looking very sexy, "You'll come with me Yuushi?"

Yuushi was going to protest and tell him that he probably wouldn't. He didn't mean to get his roommate's hopes up or anything but then, Gakuto smiled. He looked so turned on and so...happy, that Yuushi forgot for a moment what he was going to say.

This for the tensai was a first, and he found himself stammering, "I...I'm not sure if I can, but...I'll try." Yuushi inwardly cringed right after he said it. Surely, Gakuto would make fun of him. Try? To come? That was a very stupid thing to say, and the tensai braced for the deserved harsh and stinging words.

Harsh and stinging words that never came. Instead, Gakuto said while still looking very happy and lusty, "Yeah, try for me, Yuushi. Come with me...want you to..." Gakuto reached his lips up for more kissing and moved more while he kept stroking Yuushi. Gakuto made a little moan, very little.

The tensai blinked. Gakuto not lashing out at him was the nicest gesture of caring he had given Yuushi yet. The tensai wasn't sure if it was because Gakuto was too turned on to bother, or what exactly had just happened. Gakuto heard the stupid thing Yuushi said, but clearly Gakuto just decided to be loving instead of acerbic. Amazing.

It was as if Gakuto spread a soothing balm over Yuushi's heart. He realized half of his concerns, all pertaining to looking absurd in front of Gakuto, or Gakuto laughing at him, completely evaporated. Whatever happened, Yuushi realized Gakuto wasn't going to make fun of him. Because he cared.

Yuushi kissed him back. He had read in several romance books about making love in a kiss, and for the first time, Yuushi tried it. He tried to tell Gakuto how much he loved him and appreciated his gesture in a kiss. Gakuto responded, though not as Yuushi anticipated. He softly moaned again, kissed Yuushi back wet and intense, and the tensai considered his timing for that kind of soft, loving kiss might be off. In the stories he had read, he recalled the making love in a kiss happened always when both partners were still clothed. Usually after a reunion or before making love, though not during.

The tensai continued kissing him. Yuushi switched to a more passionate, swirly kiss, and Gakuto made another small moan of pleasure. The tensai slowly dialed up the remote until it was around two to hear Gakuto make more noise, "Ohhhh..." Gakuto moaned a little more, and whimpered, "Yuushi..."

The tensai believed, as Gakuto had told him originally, it would take the redhead a long time for his second orgasm. It had taken Gakuto a longer time for his first than previous times, though when he did come, he came harder than he had in the past also. Yuushi surmised that perhaps it was Gakuto giving pleasure while he received it that caused the increase in time and passion.

Yuushi moved a little with Gakuto, almost experimentally, and the tensai had to admit, Gakuto's gentle rocking movements felt pleasurable to him, even...there. Yuushi was serious when he said he never allowed anyone to touch or even caress him there. He even had a bad habit of holding his partner's hands or wrists during sex or foreplay to prevent it even accidentally from happening, though he never did this with Gakuto. Yuushi's hands were usually busy touching Gakuto, and he was surprised that even with what they were doing, even with Gakuto being so close, Yuushi felt comfortable with Gakuto touching him there. Comfortable and rather turned on.

In fact, the tensai reasoned with himself that if he just relaxed and kept moving like this, rocking with Gakuto in these slow gentle movements the redhead was doing, Gakuto could work his way inside of him. Yuushi wasn't stretched or prepared or even sure if this was the right thing to let happen, but he was aware for the first time ever, he wanted someone inside him. He wanted someone to make love to him. Gakuto specifically. Yuushi wanted him. He wanted to be that close to Gakuto. He wanted to feel Gakuto love him, and see how Gakuto responded to being inside him.

Yuushi wanted it even more when he realized that Gakuto wasn't going to take very long, because of the egg perhaps, and still, his seemingly selfish and hard-hearted friend was very gently and carefully moving so as not to hurt or enter him. Gakuto cared, at least this much. The redhead had never seemed loving or romantic with words. Yuushi had observed him carefully since he had met him, and Gakuto did not appear to be a loving, warm, or giving guy. But Yuushi knew after seeing him with his family and with Yuushi lately, that observation was wrong.

Yuushi understood that he was rather obtuse when it came to someone showing him love. After years of his tutor who didn't love him saying he did and mistreating him, his parents' distance, and Yuushi's confusing and isolated childhood, he was not familiar with love. It was almost a foreign concept to him. He usually felt so strange when someone told him, usually insistently, that they loved him. He would try to figure out how that happened, as most of the time he felt the person didn't know anything about him. There was a pattern people seemed to follow in life, books, and movies. They confessed love or interest to the person, and then they made love. It had always happened like that for Yuushi. They confessed interest or more often their love, they had sex, and then they said they loved Yuushi again after. It was strange, but a pattern. Especially strange as usually the tensai felt nothing in return for them.

Even with Atobe and Yuushi lying his confession, this pattern still happened. Yuushi "confessed", they nearly had sex, and Atobe probably had expected the tensai to confess again after. Yuushi wondered if it was his not having sex with Atobe that convinced the Vice Captain that something was amiss or if he knew otherwise. Atobe was unusually perceptive, and yet, his ego still may have gotten in the way if Yuushi did not break the pattern.

Gakuto seemed to be the exception to every rule. Even Yuushi now had to recognize that Gakuto's actions lately, especially right then, were both affectionate and...well...loving. Not in any traditional manner, no, but giving and loving nonetheless. Gakuto was gently, in his own way, trying to make love and attempting to be loving. True, the tensai knew it was poor timing on Gakuto's part when after all the tensai was close to throwing caution to the wind, but he felt encouraged by the effort Gakuto was making.

Touched, encouraged, and...he had to admit, very turned on. Yuushi had no idea if he could come or not. Physically, he knew he probably could. When Yuushi refused to reach orgasm during their "sessions", his tutor had then physically been able to milk his prostate, but nothing like that had happened in years. Yuushi always held it in, and only allowed himself dry orgasms on occasion. Even that he did not do often and only when needed. Yuushi never even touched himself, instead, he tried to meditate and focus his mind to not let his hormones distract him. He even researched and to an extent practiced tantric sex. He focused on re-assimilating the energies back into his body, rather than allowing himself to be carried away. But right then, it wasn't working with Gakuto.

Truly, he didn't want to disappoint Gakuto, who was making such an effort. But on the other hand, Yuushi had a mountain of worries regarding this happening for real. Even without Gakuto making fun of him, Yuushi was concerned. Yuushi realized then that Gakuto for once was the one acting level headed, caring, and cautious and had to keep from laughing at that. Yuushi wondered if it was poor timing, or maybe that Gakuto really did care after all. Gakuto was quite good at reading people, almost as good as Atobe, and perhaps he sensed Yuushi was not being his normal, reserved self. The tensai realized he was feeling frustrated and perhaps not as self-protective as he should be.

Gakuto, surprisingly, was not going to take advantage of him or hurt him. Right then, he really could have. Yuushi felt helpless to resist him. But all the little horny naked redhead in his arms seemed intent on doing was making Yuushi come. The tensai wondered why he was so intent on this, and why this excited Gakuto so. He tried to ponder why this would mean anything to Gakuto, when it seemed to mean so much to him.

Yuushi suddenly realized that...Gakuto cared.

Gakuto cared about him!

It was the first time Yuushi realized that Gakuto might have some kind of feelings for him. Even more than when Gakuto responded jealously to Yuushi agreeing to Kiyoshi's kiss request. Gakuto's upset and jealous reaction had surprised the tensai, but he dismissed it as shock, or perhaps Gakuto was just being possessive. He wasn't a sharing person, and the tensai figured Gakuto was just amused by Yuushi. Amused enough that he didn't feel like sharing his new toy.

And it had been so silly. Gakuto had nothing to be jealous of. After all, Yuushi really never did kiss the poor kid back, and he and Gakuto had never promised each other they would be faithful or exclusive or anything. At the time, Yuushi felt guilty only when Gakuto opened the door. Only then did he think perhaps he had done something wrong. But still, he never expected Gakuto to be so upset. It was just a kiss, and it hadn't meant anything to the tensai. In fact, as he told Gakuto, the only person he was thinking about when Kiyoshi kissed him was Gakuto. But it had clearly bothered Gakuto. Just like it bothered Gakuto that Yuushi hadn't come.

No matter how Yuushi tried to add it all together in his mind, the answer kept coming up... Gakuto had feelings for him.

Gakuto had feelings for him!

Yuushi tried to keep a hold of himself. The logical thing to do would be to continue. He should continue to please Gakuto. To agree to his wishes. Right now, Gakuto wanted him to come. Yuushi really should. However, he didn't know if he could. And most importantly, now that he was thinking about it, he didn't know how he would feel after he did, or how Gakuto would respond if the tensai reacted badly or emotionally. More than anything, Yuushi didn't want to scare Gakuto away now that he so tentatively was making this loving effort. Now that he was showing feelings of some kind, Yuushi seriously worried about frightening him away. The tensai wondered if Gakuto was even sure of what he felt towards Yuushi and what precisely the redhead's feelings were. Yuushi decided not to risk it. They had all the time in the world.

He realized he was being an idiot as Gakuto so often accused him of, because he was hiding in his thoughts. Yuushi saw Gakuto was carefully watching him, almost as if he was waiting for Yuushi to rejoin him from where he had mentally wandered off to. He wondered if Gakuto ever did that, and figured that perhaps after being attacked, perhaps too when Sato hurt him, Gakuto mentally escaped. Yuushi made the effort to return to him, after all, with Gakuto was where he wanted to be.

He kissed Gakuto and turned the dial up to setting three. The tensai may not be able to control his emotions enough to make himself come, but he could please Gakuto. He wanted to see Gakuto again lose himself in pleasure and lust with him. That made Yuushi happy like nothing else ever had.

Gakuto's eyes rolled back this time unmistakably in pleasure. A low moan was almost torn from his small body, and it came out in nearly a growl. Yuushi expected him to smile, but instead he cursed. Then he said, sounding annoyed and breathing hard, "No...Yuu...shi...!" Gakuto kept his movements slow and gentle but increased the speed of his hand stroking Yuushi's erection.

Gakuto's strong hand was now moving at a very nice speed and felt really quite good. Gakuto apparently was starting to learn what the tensai enjoyed. Yuushi met Gakuto's eager lips in a wet kiss and again ran his hand over Gakuto's tight entrance. Yuushi wondered again what it would be like to make love to Gakuto. To be inside him, pleasuring him, and feel every heartbeat and motion of his small body wrapped around himself. He then wondered what Gakuto would feel like inside him, losing himself inside Yuushi, and moving deeply in his body. The tensai thought of Gakuto feeling good inside of him, and he wanted it. He wanted it to just happen. Gakuto moaned again and from the movement of Gakuto's hand and the thoughts in Yuushi's head of being inside Gakuto or Gakuto being inside him, Yuushi moaned right along with him. Loudly. Gakuto glanced at him surprised and almost as if checking to see if Yuushi was all right.

"...feels good..." Yuushi tried to reassure him, but it came out sounding more like a question than a statement.

Gakuto kissed him again by reaching his lips up and expecting Yuushi to bend to meet them. He answered Yuushi when the kiss broke as if Yuushi was asking him, "Yeah...Yuushi, it's too good. I can't..." Gakuto sounded frustrated so Yuushi pulled back to look at him. He wondered what on earth could be wrong, and why Gakuto wasn't just enjoying himself.

"Gakuto," Yuushi assured him, "I think I'm close too. You won't hurt me. Don't hold back." Gakuto moved slightly more and watched the tensai to see. He looked worried as if his slight weight and gentle motions would somehow hurt Yuushi.

Yuushi read a great deal of romance novels. He read voraciously and was not picky when choosing titles, authors, or situations. He did not stick with traditional male and female couples, though those books were usually more abundant and easier to find for some strange reason. He had read and enjoyed several male and male romance novels, but the more romance, the better. One in particular always stayed with him because he so clearly saw himself in the beginning of the book as the seme and Gakuto as the uke in the story until he reached the middle. By that part in the story, the two were lovers and the seme let his uke top other people because it drove the little uke wild when he was in control. Somehow for the two in the book, their romance worked and the seme had enjoyed watching his lover be with other people.

Yuushi knew while reading it, he could never do that. It had bothered him so much, he had put the book down and went back to it a day later, unable to walk away without knowing how it ended. They ended up nicely together in the story, but it still disturbed the tensai.

He wanted Gakuto to be his and his alone, but he thought to himself as he suppressed the sudden flair of jealous emotions that came with remembering the story, he could say what the seme said in the story when he watched. "Harder, Gakuto, do it harder..." Gakuto moved slightly more and Yuushi wondered why he was still holding back. How he was able to the tensai had no idea because the redhead's entire body was quivering with the effort. "You can't hurt me, come on..." Yuushi felt good, very good. And suddenly very hot all over. Almost like he was sick or had a fever. He wasn't sure how he was feeling so he lied to try to bring Gakuto over sooner, "Gakuto, I'm close...I'm waiting for you."

Gakuto suddenly stopped.

The redhead uttered a choice curse, smiled wickedly, and then said, "Damn. I never saw you lie to me before, Yuushi." He laughed and quickly moved from between Yuushi's legs to on top of him. He straddled the tensai, laid his erection on top of Yuushi's, and slid them together. They both moaned at the sensation, and Gakuto smiled even more.

Gakuto was closer to him now and had a shorter distance to reach his lips up. He kissed the tensai, wet and biting. He was shaking still from being so turned on, and then pulled back, "If you want me to stop Yuushi, you gotta tell me now because I won't be able to stop much longer. I'm gonna make you come, Yuushi. Do you want me to stop?"

Yuushi shook his head no. This was everything he wanted to see, Gakuto happy, in control, and having fun. The tensai could almost forget his own nervousness and anxiety just seeing how suddenly and completely into this Gakuto was.

"Last chance..." Gakuto warned.

Yuushi had no idea what he was going to do. None. He took a chance and trusted his heart, "Don't stop. Make me come. Come with me."

"You ever do this?" Gakuto asked. As Yuushi had no idea what he was doing, going to do, or what this was, the tensai shook his head no. Gakuto smiled, "One of the first times I ever came it was doing this." He smiled more at the memory, "I haven't done this since back then. It's gonna feel really good. I need more lube." He gestured and Yuushi reached his longer arm over to get it. Gakuto surprised him by adding, "Please."

Yuushi handed him the lubrication. Gakuto spread some of the cool liquid over both of them, and made a noise of discomfort at the chill as he touched himself.

"What...do I need to do?" Yuushi felt awkward and unsure of what would happen.

Gakuto grinned, "All you gotta do is feel me, kiss me, and come with me Yuushi." Gakuto kissed him hot and wet. He nibbled at Yuushi's lips and tongue with his sharp little white teeth while smiling. "And maybe you can turn that thing up, but not before I'm ready to shoot, okay?" Gakuto looked so earnest that Yuushi smiled.

"Okay." The tensai agreed and Gakuto slid his erection against Yuushi's. Yuushi moaned. It felt really good and...strange. He had never done this before. He noticed on Gakuto's second slide that the little redhead was using his hand under Yuushi's erection to increase the friction slightly. Yuushi moaned again at the feeling.

"Feels good, right?" Gakuto asked with a smile, and after hearing Yuushi making that noise, he had to know it did. The tensai realized, Gakuto really was checking to make sure Yuushi was all right. "It's just like that..." Gakuto moved to slide them together again, "and it's gonna feel better and better until you come with me." Gakuto was closer now to Yuushi's lips without such an obvious pucker while demanding kisses. Yuushi still reached for his lips to make it easier for him.

The tensai realized he could also use his hand just as Gakuto was to help stroke them both and did. With his other hand, he still lightly ran a fingertip along the redhead's tiny entrance as Gakuto seemed to like. He whimpered in Yuushi's mouth at his touch as they kissed, and his breathing was faster.

So was Yuushi's. The tensai was breathing harder, feeling hot all over again, and sort of feeling dizzy. He had felt this way before with other people he remembered, just not this strong. Gakuto's kisses alone were making him feel dizzy. The little noises and moans Gakuto made as he moved them together made the tensai feel weak. To keep in some kind of control he started to move with Gakuto, gently at first, increasing the friction as they slid hot sensitive skin against slick sensitive skin. When Yuushi moved with him, it only felt better than it had a moment before. Gakuto moaned hard in his mouth at the pleasurable change and Yuushi heard himself give a rather loud and unmanly whimper of pleasure. To try to feel more in control, Yuushi asked, "Am I doing this correctly?"

"Stop...thinking...Yuushi." Gakuto slid them together a little harder and Yuushi again moaned. Gakuto smiled, "Yeah...just like that. Stop thinking and feel me. If you gotta think...then think...of all the dirty things...you wanna do to me...All the nasty things...you've ever wanted me...to do to you...All the toys and games...you wanna...play with me...How many times...you can make me come...Think things like that...because...we can do them all Yuushi."

At his words and his touch, the tensai whimpered a soft moan. It wasn't out of lust though, it was completely from his heart, and for a moment he closed his eyes, completely overwhelmed with emotions and feelings.

"Ohh...Yuushi...yeah...we can do them all." Gakuto kissed him in a sexy, messy, wet kiss with a lot of teeth and tongue and then pulled back from the kiss. "Know what I'm thinkin' about Yuushi? I'm thinkin' about...how good you're gonna feel...inside me...When you're...all the way in me...really deep inside me...and I'm wrapped around your hard cock...and hot...and tight...and wanting you..." Gakuto met his mouth in a hot kiss as if it was all he could think of, and moaned in Yuushi's mouth. "I want you Yuushi. You want me?"

"Yes..." It came out in a half-whimper and a half-moan. The tensai right then, was a heartbeat away from turning them both over and taking Gakuto. He wasn't thinking, and felt nothing but pure lust and raw emotional need. Somehow, Gakuto must have known what Yuushi wanted. He kissed Yuushi for a moment, in a soft loving way. So gently that if the tensai wasn't in love with him before, he would have fallen for him right then.

It took both Yuushi's breath and his heart away.

When the kiss broke, Yuushi saw Gakuto's almost victorious smile. He looked ecstatic, probably at having this much control over Yuushi, and the tensai found to his surprise, he didn't really mind. He would never mind if just every so often, Gakuto would kiss him exactly like that, if he would just be his, if he would just love him, then Yuushi would do anything for him. Anything.

Gakuto wasn't done talking or moving yet. Still smiling, he rubbed them together and made a small moan, "Oh...I want you, Yuushi...I want you to make love to me...I want you inside me...I want to feel you...Yuushi, your cock feels so hot up against mine and so hard...ohhh...it feels like it's gonna melt...You feel so good...Know what I wanna do?" Gakuto kissed him and moaned during the kiss. He pulled back and smiled completely turned on by his own words and thoughts, "I wanna sit on your cock...I want to take you slowly inside me...yeah all the way inside me...and then after you're all the way in me...Ohhh I wanna ride you hard..." Gakuto increased his sliding motions into thrusts as if he was riding Yuushi. The tensai moaned in response to his words and movements. He had never seen or imagined Gakuto turned on or like this before, "And then Yuushi...I want you to turn us over so you're on top...and I want you to do me hard...Hard...and hot...and deep...into me...Pound me into the bed...And I wanna feel you come inside me...I want you to come really hard inside me...And I want you to kiss me..." Gakuto kissed him, and must have seen that his words had both of them close, "Kiss me when you come, Yuushi. Kiss me..."

The tensai was with him right up until Gakuto talked about pounding him and doing him hard. Yuushi somehow knew it wouldn't be like that. Instead he knew it would be ever better than Gakuto fantasized, because it wouldn't be like that at all. It would be hot, and loving, and better than Gakuto or he ever imagined. Yuushi tried to say all this to Gakuto, how very much he loved him and how much he would pleasure Gakuto's sensitive, little, responsive, beautiful, hot body but all that came out of Yuushi's throat was a long and loud moan. The tensai worried again about losing control, and tried to hold back. He hoped Gakuto wouldn't notice his control struggle, but of course he did.

He did, and he seemed pleased. Gakuto smiled and looked flushed with pleasure and lust, "Yuushi...yeah...now you're close...and ohhhh damn, I'm close..." Gakuto's movements against him increased and he moaned, "I'm so close...ohhhh...Yuushi...yeah...there. ...come with me..." Gakuto kissed him, his entire little body was trembling, and the tensai knew Gakuto was only waiting for him. Yuushi felt hot and dizzy and a sudden build up of almost...pressure...down there, and he worried that he might urinate and not be able to stop it. In almost a panic, he clamped his hand at the last second tightly around the base of his erection as he had done every other time. He felt terrible, awful, but he was terrified not to. Gakuto kept kissing him and he worried that the redhead would notice, Yuushi turned slowly up the dial of the egg which made Gakuto gasp and curse. Gakuto's entire body tensed up as he came hard and he yelled, "Ohhh...Yuushi...Come now...!"

Yuushi went to say his name as he dry orgasmed, but Gakuto kissed him right then so it came out as, "Ga...!" Yuushi thrust up at the same time Gakuto was thrusting down and coming. He closed his eyes and felt his entire body shaking so hard he blinked away tears as he opened his eyes.

They both panted for a few seconds and looked at each other. Yuushi moved the egg away and turned it off. Gakuto smiled and kissed him hard. He broke the kiss suddenly, "Yuushi!" Gakuto exclaimed all excited, "You...!"

"...oh." Gakuto felt the tensai's hand, still firmly clamped around his base.

He knew.

Gakuto looked devastated.

"I'm sorry. Gakuto. I'm so sorry. I tried, it was just...automatic and..." Yuushi was cut off.

Gakuto gave him a smile that never quite reached his eyes. "That's okay, Yuushi. Don't worry about it. You did really good, and you made me feel good." It clearly bothered the little redhead, and his encouraging lies broke Yuushi's heart more than if Gakuto simply hauled off and hit him.

"Gakuto," Yuushi kissed him and worried more because Gakuto didn't kiss him back, "I wanted to. I really did. I'm sorry."

Gakuto shrugged and wouldn't meet his eyes. "Said it's okay. Hey, you gonna take this thing outta me or I gotta go do it myself?" Gakuto went to pull away to get up and walk away.

The tensai held him and wouldn't let him go. "I love you," Yuushi said. His voice cracked, and he felt his heart breaking.

Gakuto shrugged and then sighed as if annoyed. He went to pull away again. "Guess I gotta go do it..."

Yuushi looked at him and smiled slightly despite his heart aching, "Gakuto it is out of you. It came out into my hand right before you came."

"You're lying..." Gakuto looked angry now.

"No. I promise. I held it up against you when you came, but it was already out of you. Here..." Yuushi held up his hand to show him. "See? You always push my finger out of you just before you come too."

"No. It's still in there Yuushi. I can feel it!" Gakuto insisted and looked livid, as if Yuushi would trick him.

"It's out. Really. There's nothing there. You're just very sensitive..." Yuushi ran his fingertip again over Gakuto's entrance and Gakuto made a small whimpering noise. He looked annoyed at Yuushi for making him make the sound. "Just sensitive. See?" Yuushi wanted him right then so much it hurt. It hurt with an ache. He wanted to be inside him, and he wanted to be the thing giving Gakuto that kind of deep, intense pleasure. It hurt Yuushi even worse as he considered that he was so damaged, he couldn't probably do anything about wanting him so much.

"Wha...why are you looking like that?" Gakuto looked alarmed at him. "Yuushi?"

"I'm just...I'm really very sorry." It came out in half a whisper.

Somehow Gakuto had escaped his grasp and ran off to the bathroom in three hops. He returned with a warm, wet cloth for Yuushi and was cleaning himself with another. He shrugged as he got back into bed. "Said it's okay. You will next time, right?"

It wasn't really a question so much as a demand. Yuushi shook his head in agreement because he had no choice. Gakuto took the cloth from him, bunched the two of them together, and tossed them over onto the table they ate and studied at. "The table?" Yuushi questioned and reminded him, "We eat there."

Gakuto laughed, "Yeah, like you didn't just lick up some of my come up from your belly when you thought I didn't see you. With your hand. I saw." Yuushi for the first time in a very long time felt himself blush at completely being caught. He went to protest honestly that he didn't normally do things like that. In fact, with other people he didn't even enjoy oral sex, or the taste, or swallow, or anything, ever. Not with anyone else...but it was somehow completely different with Gakuto. Not just because it tasted sort of sweet, but really, it was because it was him.

Before the tensai could say a word to try to explain any of this, Gakuto, still naked, snuggled closer to him, laughed, and said, "You are so weird, Yuushi." But then Gakuto kissed him, deeply with his tongue, as if to take any sting out of his words. Almost like he approved of what he saw Yuushi do, and somehow it really pleased him. "If we go to sleep right now, we got thirty minutes before we gotta shower and get to lunch." Gakuto lay mostly on top of him, his slight weight felt comforting and he held Yuushi close, shivering lightly as if he felt cold. Yuushi wrapped his arms tighter around him as he also pulled the blanket up more around Gakuto's slender, naked shoulders. The tensai was hot after their exertions, but didn't care. Gakuto didn't seem to mind if he sweat, and he would rather Gakuto didn't catch a chill. Yuushi waited for Gakuto to ask him to pass him his underwear. It was another pattern they were falling into. The tensai understood it was a security of sorts for Gakuto to sleep with them on after what happened to him years ago.

Yuushi was surprised that Gakuto didn't ask, and he realized only then that Gakuto trusted him. Deeply trusted him, probably on a level he had not ever trusted anyone before. Gakuto was probably not even aware of how much the small gesture of total trust meant to Yuushi. Probably the redhead was not even aware that he felt safe enough to forget such a habit. Yuushi pressed a kiss to Gakuto's forehead, feeling only stunned and grateful that Gakuto was here, in his arms, trusting him, and still speaking to him after Yuushi panicked.

Gakuto sighed as if in pleasure. Then he sighed again as if annoyed. "Yuushi, tell me a story, I can't shut my brain off."

Yuushi worried, "What are you thinking about?"

"The rumor I gotta start. It's probably better if it just happens than if I plan it, so tell me a story." Gakuto shrugged.

"What kind of...story?" The tensai was perplexed.

Gakuto shrugged. "Something happy. And funny. Just...I don't know. A story!" Gakuto sounded annoyed.

Yuushi quickly thought. The first story that came to mind was the two guys from the book Yuushi was thinking about during their making love, but somehow that did not feel appropriate. He decided that was perhaps a bad idea. Then a better one occurred to him. Gakuto's mother and the knack. It was a good book, gossipy, very funny in parts, and though a romance, even Gakuto might enjoy it. Yuushi began, "All right. If you hate it, tell me and I'll tell you another."

He felt Gakuto nod against him in agreement, and knew he was impatiently waiting.

Yuushi began, "On a rainy March afternoon, Nick Sullivan lifted his eyes away from the project he had been working on and met his destiny. His destiny was completely soaked through from the heavy storm, and she looked decidedly worse for the wear, so he missed the significance of meeting her at first. Her hair was soaked and dripping with water, and her eye makeup was running down her face giving her a rather raccoonish look. Nick glanced up from his project and reflexively gave the sopping wet blond girl only a half a knack smile as she stormed past him. He wasn't interested at all in the poor wretch, and did not want to encourage..."

Gakuto cursed. Yuushi paused and looked down at him. He looked at Yuushi stunned. "You...you're reading me this story...from inside your head?"

Yuushi was confused. Wasn't that what Gakuto asked him to do? "Yes...is...that all right?"

Gakuto paused and made a noise as if he couldn't find the words. That was fairly unusual for him. "Yeah...it's...it's okay. Go on." He lay his head back on Yuushi's chest, "Please. Oh, wait, what's a half a knack smile?"

Yuushi said without thinking, "It explains in the next paragraph. I think you'll like...what?"

Gakuto was looking up at him again, but now his jaw was dropped wide open, "Damn..." he whispered as if in shock or amazed. Yuushi couldn't tell which.

Yuushi figured with himself, it was probably the first, and that he had done something very wrong. The tensai realized he really had dropped his guard down too. He never showed people anything he could even slightly do because he was always trying to not show off or seem any different. For him, things like this were normal, but he understood that for other people, it was something strange. Yuushi's parents and his tutor had always stressed that he never, ever show people his abilities outside of a classroom setting, and even then to be discrete and cautious. They insisted people would feel afraid and intimidated. Yuushi was supposed to act normal, and like everyone else so he would not be an outcast. He felt stupid for forgetting that basic, very first simple rule he tried to live by. He especially felt very stupid for forgetting this so blatantly in front of Gakuto, of all people. "I...I'm sorry. Too weird." Yuushi said glumly, and felt his heart sinking in his chest.

Gakuto's brow furrowed, "No it isn't. It's not weird, it's...cool." Gakuto was nodding at him. "Really. Damn, I wish I could do that. I had to do a book report on the same book two years in a row for grade school and had to re-read the entire book both times! I couldn't remember a thing, and it's not because I was hit in the head..." Gakuto's face clouded over for an instant, and Yuushi noted to himself that things like that bothered Gakuto. The tensai reasoned that his family must joke with him, but Gakuto never liked jokes where he was the butt of them. "I just, never remember things I read. Not like...that. That is so cool, Yuushi! Damn!" Gakuto lifted his lips to Yuushi expecting the tensai to move to kiss him. Almost like a high five.

Yuushi did automatically, and wondered if Gakuto in some way was training him. He wouldn't mind being trained like Gakuto's pet for kisses and reassurances like that. The tensai wondered if Gakuto meant it, and suspected he did. Especially when Gakuto settled back down to again lay on his chest and said sounding interested, "Okay, go on. This is like a whole book you're gonna read me from in your head?"

"Yes." Yuushi agreed, and felt a bit stunned. Perhaps everyone telling him to act normal was wrong. Considering the sources, the tensai realized he had quite a lot to think about. Gakuto always seemed to like him better when he was himself, and not how he was told to act. It was interesting.

"And I'll like it?" Gakuto asked as he ran a hand lightly across Yuushi's chest. It felt as if Gakuto liked the way Yuushi's skin felt. His skin and perhaps his muscles as well because Gakuto was definitively feeling him as if exploring his body.

"Yes, I believe you will." Yuushi smiled slightly, and fervently hoped he made the right book choice. "Shall I start from the beginning again?"

"No, you were at the poor wretch part and half knack smile was the next paragraph." Gakuto yawned, and Yuushi felt him almost absently kiss his chest a few times. The tensai began to read from the poor wretch part and reached the bottom of the second page when he noticed Gakuto's breathing sounded heavier. Not quite his light snoring when he was completely asleep but it was only a few moments before he would be. The tensai mentally bookmarked their page.

Yuushi closed his eyes and tried to shut off his own brain for a little while. He did feel weary, and was just drifting off to sleep when a very quiet, sleepy voice said, "Yuushi, if you really did leave that thing on inside me...I'm gonna kill you."

The tensai fell asleep smiling.

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