Crazy

I was bouncing up and down looking out into the motel room as Yuki bucked his hips, slapping my ass with them. I was riding him reversed now; he held on to my hips. It felt different this way, like he was thicker or something; I had never been on top before. I guess for Yuki I was light enough so it wasn’t too much of a problem for me to just sit on his cock while he gave me a hard thick ride on his hard thick cock. “Oh my God, you’re so big!” I cried, gripping the sheets as I fell forward, he still rammed himself deep inside me.

“You’re so tight! Oh,” he answered my sex cry. He sat so that I was sitting on his lap on the end of the bed. He held me around the middle and he was really able to thrust now. He kissed my neck nibbling it and sucking. Oh, I think my blood was tingling! It felt so wonderful! My eyes were blind with colors of pleasure and we weren’t in some drab motel room anymore. We were flying in the sky together as one. It’s amazing, that was our fifth time in one night, well, it was morning by then, early morning. Still, we had been fucking for some long hours now.

I loved it and Yuki loved it too. Finally he came again. We were both spent, I know I was as I sprayed my load across the room, hitting the dresser; I didn’t care at the moment. The room was small… I still sat there on his soft penis, trying to catch my breath; he was doing the same, panting in my ear. Which he started to kiss, then made a trail to my neck. Oh, I shuttered, he was so lovely. “Yuki, please stay with me forever,” I pled with him looking over my shoulder at him.

“I will,” he nodded and kissed my lips deep, giving me all the passion of his love in this kiss. I think that was him sealing the promise to me; that he would never leave me again. It made me feel better somehow. Like that set my mind at rest for the first time in my life.

So I moved back in with Yuki, only we had a different place. He let me pick it out and I didn’t let him see it until it was paid for. It was a nice apartment pent house like before, only the sofa was black and the bar in the kitchen was black. The way he likes it. I had painted the bedroom a robin eggshell blue with clouds. We had a dark blue comforter on the bed. And yes I can paint... Although I did get a lot of it on me. I just wanted everything to be good. Ok I’m just kidding. I didn’t paint; I hired someone to do the painting for me. Anyway it took about one month before the pent house was ready. We had stayed at the motel until it was ready so I had been gone for about a month. I hadn’t even spoken with Hiro, so you can guess that I was in hot water with him and Ryu. Even if I wasn’t his boyfriend I was still his friend. When I turned on my cell phone after a month I had a lot of worried messages.

I was listening to my messages on the sofa next to Yuki who was busy typing more stories. I shut my phone after hearing Hiro pleading with me to call him. I looked at Yuki who seemed to be lost in his own world.

“Yuki, should I call them?” I was feeling very nervous for the fact that I knew they would kill me if they found out who I had been with. Any good friend should kill someone like me. I mean, come on, he used me; black mailed me and captured my dick on camera! Not to mention my ass… And yet there I was sitting with him, acting as though nothing had happened. I guess I believe in second chances or perhaps as I’ve said before, Yuki just has me trapped in his web.

“Only if you want to baby,” Yuki said looking over his glasses at me patting my leg. He kind of looked like an old person doing that and I couldn’t help but laugh. “What’s so funny?” he demanded to know as he took his glasses off.

”Nothing, I just think it’s funny when you look at me over your glasses like that. That’s all.” I stopped laughing because Yuki wasn’t laughing. But he hardly does... “Fine, I might as well get this over with,” I nodded and flipped open the phone and pushed three for Hiro’s number.

“Shuichi, where the hell are you!? Tell me right now!” he demanded right when he picked up the phone.

“I’m at the apartment building on Quatre Avenue. My apartment number is three-forty, it’s the pent house,” I replied with a shaky voice. I don’t think I’d ever heard Hiro so pissed off in all my life. He’s normally a very laid back guy. “If you like you can come over,” I said, trying to control my voice.

“Hell yeah I’m coming over! I haven’t seen you in a whole fucking MONTH Shuichi! I was going crazy with worry for you. I’m coming over right now!” he yelled, then the phone went dead. I guess he was so mad he forgot to say goodbye. Now he wants to kill me…

“Oh man, he sounded so mad Yuki. He might kill me or you or the both of us! Or kill you then torture me before he kills me.” I got up and paced the living room. I had never felt more afraid in all my life.

“Hey,” I heard Yuki say to me harshly, like he was mad or something. I turned to look at him, “Calm down sweetie, it’ll be alright. Now come here.” He held his hand out to me. I went over to him and he pulled me down on his lap and started to give me a back and shoulder rub.

“I’ll feel better when this is over with.” Though, his hands massaging my muscles felt very good. “Oh that feels good,” I felt kind of drunk or had a drunk like feeling. That’s how it feels when someone massages you, or me anyway, or that’s how I sound when I talk. I didn’t feel drunk… Ok I just felt really good. Yuki had really good hands and then to top it off he started to kiss my neck sending my view into a whorl so I couldn’t see anything but color. That makes it sound like I was passing out doesn’t it? But I wasn’t, I just love it when Yuki pets me.

Suddenly there was a harsh knocking at the door; it scared me so bad I almost jumped out of Yuki’s lap. “Wow, he got here very fast.” I leapt up and went to the door and there stood Hiro, with Ryu. Great, what was he doing there too? Ok so maybe he was worried about me too or I don’t know, I was just peeking through the peephole; that’s why there wasn’t any yelling yet. I finally opened the door and peeked out, which didn’t last long as Hiro burst the door open. I had to leap out of the way before my poor toe got run over by the door.

“Shuichi Sindou!” Hiro yelled, pulling me in for a hug. “I’m so glad you’re alright! I was so worried.”

“You know, you kind of sound like my mom,” he pulled back and gave me a death glare then he slapped me across the face.

“You bitch, don’t you ever do that to me again,” he said, brushing past me into the house.

“Ow Hiro,” I moaned, Ryu gave me a hug as well. Oh he’s so sweet; he came to check on me too.

“What the hell is this fucker doing here Shuichi?” Hiro demanded with his hands on his hips.

“Yeah Shuichi. You mean to tell me this was what you had to think about? Whether or not you want to stay with someone who betrayed you!?” Ryu looked very upset; I guess I couldn’t blame him.

“Hiro you don’t understand ok? Yes I want to be with Yuki again. No matter how nutty you both might think this is, I don’t care what you think. Yuki’s changed and if not well then I am an idiot alright? But I’m going to take my chances on Yuki,” I said, going over and sitting down next to him and holding his hands.

Hiro looked like he might kill me with his eyes and I wouldn’t doubt that he would be the first person to kill with his eyes. “Shuichi, I’m always here for you no matter how stupid you are! But right now even though I haven’t seen you for a month, I can’t look at you. I’m leaving, come on Ryu,” Hiro said firmly, marching back toward the door, I didn’t really have too much else to say.

“Fuck you Shu. You and Yuki do belong together,” Ryu also marched out the door with his nose in the air.

“They seemed a little mad don’t you think Yuki?” I asked looking at him. He just smiled and nodded his head then leaned down and gave me a kiss.

“Don’t worry, they’ll get over it baby,” he started to pet my head and kiss my lips. He ran his finger tips down the bare skin on my neck making me shiver and shutter. He ran his hands to my quickly hardening penis and set it free from my shorts. “I’ll make you feel very, very good,” he nibbled on my ear as he whispered this. I lifted my hips so he could pull off my khaki shorts and then my orange boxers until I was half naked on the sofa. “You know you made me work today. What’s up with you wearing underwear all of a sudden?” he asked because normally I would wear a skirt with no underwear.

“Hey, I have to keep it somewhat interesting now don’t I?” I laid back on the couch with the help of Yuki pushing me down as he kissed me. He put his hands in my hair and pulled a little, I really love it when he does that, it makes my cock feel so hard that it could break. He kissed me for a long time and sucked on my neck, driving me crazy. “Oh come on, I need you to suck me,” I said, bucking my hips. He smiled at me and went to my penis and started to kiss it from the base to the tip then just flicked his tongue over it. “Yuki! Come on please!” I moaned. “You damn tease, I’m going to break if you don’t suck me,” I threatened him. That seemed to work because then he went down on me to my very happy, happiness.

“Hey baby, I have an Idea,” he said pulling his warm wet mouth off of my still very hard penis.

“ What?” I whined, I wanted his mouth back on my cock.

“How about you ride me?” That was a good idea indeed.

“Oh yes, I think I like that idea very much,” I nodded. He smiled and stood up and pulled off his blue slacks and his underwear and then his shirt so that he was standing there naked before me and my very ‘ready to do some fucking’ penis. “Bend over on the sofa,” I told him leaping to my feet. I didn’t think it would take me too long since I was very turned on by this.

Yuki did as I asked him. He has such a sexy ass so I rubbed it some with my hands then spread him open and licked his hole deep. “Oh, I see why you like this now,” he spoke to me breathlessly.

His ass was yummy and it was ok, so shut up. You would never know and will never know, but I know and I like it! Anyway after I got him good and wet I stuck the head of my penis to his opening. I pushed past his tight ring of muscles and it felt so tight, it felt so good. “OH MY GOD!” I cried, not Yuki, but me again. I don’t think he felt pain; I had just gotten my tip in. I slid in his as slow as I could, but as always the first go is sloppy and I just thrust once into his tight ass and barley got the 2nd thrust in before I came. “Damn it Yuki! You got me all worked up and I came way too soon,” I said between gritted teeth.

“That’s ok Shuichi, I promise you can try again,” Yuki said standing up to get himself a towel, I followed him.

“Really? Oh thank you! That’s wonderful to know,” I said then leapt on his naked back, he took me into our bedroom and we laughed as he fell back on the bed with me still under him.

“Now you can take care of me,” he said as he was still laying down on me.

“Sure,” I tried to reach his penis from where I was laying but that wasn’t working. “Yuki I’m sorry, but you’re going to have to get off of me so I can get you off.” I wonder if that made sense… Oh well, I don’t know but it made sense to me, hee hee.

“Oh fine,” he moaned and sat up. I crawled around and happily took his penis into my mouth without teasing him. Sometimes I was just very impatient. Ok most of the time I am. I sucked on Yuki enjoying listening to him moan, he was a little more vocal these days. I had been getting better at giving head so now I could deep throat him.

“Oh!” he cried as he spilled his seed into my mouth. I drank every drop and kept sucking him until he went limp. Then I let his penis go with a slurping sound, “Oh Shu, I love you.” He pulled me up and kissed me.

“I love you, and I love to hear you say you love me.” I smiled after the kiss and lay on his chest. He kissed the top of my head and played with my pink locks.

“Shuichi, you’re beautiful and the best thing to happen to me. I can’t believe I was such a freaking idiot,” he said bitterly to himself.

“Yuki we talked about this now. I know you’re an Idiot and so am I and you know what they say: birds of a feather should flock together.” We both laughed at this because he knew I was right and that it’s ok. “I know you’re ok now, but as I’ve said I guess if you trick me again it’ll come out sometime then perhaps that time you won’t be so lucky!” I said wagging my finger in his face.

“I won’t hurt you. I promise you Shuichi.” He kept on petting my head, his hands felt so good. Ok I know I can’t seem to think of anything else right now to write about except how good Yuki’s hands are. I warned you how I am in the being of this story, also I’ve been staying up late nights again practicing for the up coming big tour we’re doing. Yes that’s right, Bad Luck is going to spread the luck for the summer. We’re going to all the states on the East coast. It’s going to be fun and crazy at the same time. I told Hiro the next day that we needed his guitar skills. He agreed because he’d rather tour than do the job he was doing right now, that was being a stock boy at a store.

Yes that means Hiro wasn’t angry with me anymore. It only took him a day to get over it which I am very happy that he did. Now it seemed like everything was going alright, but I wonder what the tour will be like… Until then we’re going to be practicing our asses off getting ready for our American debut. We’ve already sent out singles and the people like it so now we’re going to tour, that’s what my manager told me. I think it’s going to be very, very fun.

Though the only thing is I think we’re the first gay punk band that isn’t in the closet. I wonder what the USA will think of that? Well some punk people don’t care, but I wonder if we’re the only group that every member is homosexual in, including the manager?

Oh well. If there is there is, but if not that’s cool. Because that makes us the first original homosexual band out there, I’m not saying there aren’t homosexual’s in bands that aren’t open about it. I’m just saying it would be cool if Bad Luck was the first, but I don’t think we are. There’s never a first for anything in this day and age. Everyone has already done it more than once.

I know the USA is very touchy on the homosexual thing and in Japan no one really cares who dates who or if someone is gay and singing. Well as far as the people I’ve ever met, they seemed pretty cool. Besides of course those people who used me for porn… I know that there are people out there who would do worse to me. Though having a metal rod stuck up your ass while it’s on fire is pretty bad…

I bet you’re wondering how I could still be alive after something like that. Well it’s easy. I guess I have a stronger will to live than most and if your adrenaline is pumping, if it doesn’t kill you it’ll save you and in my case it did. I’m very glad it did. Despite all the bad luck I always have, at least I haven’t died yet, which now that I say that I better keep a look out now so no one tries to do anything or I don’t fall down steps. I better not drive in cars anymore… Ok now I’m sounding paranoid. I had all of this on my mind while I was supposed to be listening to the band playing at the studio, but as always my mind was somewhere else.

(No way! This isn’t the end! Only six chapters? Please! I can keep going and going until Shu and Yuki are old men! Hee hee, anyway don't worry, more to come!)^_^ Thank you to all you who love it!