Rise and Fall of Kira

Disclaimer–You know the deal. I don’t own Death note, otherwise the original series would have a whole lot more man-on-man action than it has currently. ;) I’d also be very rich.

Warning– There will be some kinky bondage and S&M dream sequences going on here. Some of it might get a little bit uncomfortable when it comes to pain, so if this is not your thing… you can just skimp though it really quickly, okay?

I also may have to repeat that I don’t have a beta-reader… so some parts may be not as refined as I’d like it to be. Some parts might get a little erratic as I jump from person to person in points of views. That aside, I hope that you will continue to enjoy the plot that I’m weaving now!
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Light couldn’t help but grow increasingly nervous as he was nearing the 13th day. He was already on his tenth day, so that meant three more days before he croaked.
He had to admit that he was scared of dying… Although that wasn’t the only reason why he was so nervous. It was the fact that L had told him that there wasn’t any new Kira activity since he was imprisoned.
What the hell was Rem doing? She was supposed to find a human who was corrupt and would make a convincing Kira before Light died! This way his name would be cleared, and he would finally give up the Death note. He would then die with an clean conscience (considering that he wouldn’t remember anything).
He had a moment of panicked hilarity when he imagined Rem doing a sick parody of Goldilocks. Rem of his imagination was speaking something to the effect of: “ That one’s too short. That one’s too tall. That one’s too corrupt…. ”
God, if that was the reason why she was taking so long…he’d just find some way to kill her somehow!

After a few hours of tormenting himself over what Rem could be up to, he finally fell asleep.
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He found himself in a strange place. There was tall buildings on all sides, and he was on top of some kind of tower. L was on a similar tower facing opposite him…The placement of the two towers was like something symbolizing their rivalry. Or at least he assumed.
L was different shades of blue, like he was some kind of strange monochrome entity.
Light looked at himself on the floor reflection of the tower, and to his surprise he was different shades of red. He couldn’t help but scoff…He got it now… he was all red because he was the ‘bad guy’. Not that he disagreed… but somehow this imagery was just so…corny.
And what were they doing, just standing on those towers staring at each other?

L was simply staring at him, with a expression that almost seemed like… sadness?

“ Are you bored like this? Maybe I should try to make it more interesting for you then… ” A voice chuckled in his ear.
Light whirled around, and gasped when he came face to face with… Himself?

No, somehow he knew this wasn’t him despite the striking uncanny resemble to himself. His double was wearing a similar outfit to him, expect that it was all in white, and his eyes seemed to have a reddish hue to them. He was also wearing a malicious smirk which seemed to twist his perfect features into something… more frightening. Did Light really look like that when he smirked?

“ Who are you? ” Light found himself asking, and he wanted to slap himself for asking such a stupid question. He just knew what the answer was going to be… and sure enough his double answered with: “ Everyone calls me Kira. And you would do well to address your new god with a little more respect. ”

That tone… so arrogant…so sure of himself. Ugh. The last thing he needed was this… He was already under heavy strain from his confinement, for heaven’s sake!

‘Kira’ narrowed his red eyes, as if he had read Light’s mind. And sure enough he said: “ It seems that you haven’t learned the proper behavior for addressing a god. Light, I am a DEATH GOD, and yet you have not treated me with respect so far. ” He then smirked. “Maybe you need to learn humility… and I just know the person to teach it to you. Consider this my payment in return for all the headaches you have given me. ”

Before Light could ask what ‘Kira’ meant, he found himself being pushed off the tower into the darkness below.

He woke with a start, and he realized that he was back in his cell right on the floor. Oh, the part where he was falling in the dream… it was caused by the fall from his bed.
L’s voice was calling out to him, and he mumbled something along the lines of: “ Yes? What is it? ”

To his surprise, he saw a pair of bare feet walking into his cell. He looked up and sure enough it was L carrying what appeared to be a tray of food. He found this odd, as considering it was always Mogi or Matsuda who brought him food.

“ The others are checking out some very important new developments in the case, so they cannot bring you your food currently. ” L replied, as if Light had said it out loud.

“ New developments? Does that mean that there was new deaths while I was confined? ” Light asked hopefully.

L shook his head as he set the tray down. “ I am sorry, Light-kun, but that is not the case. And of course since you’re now a suspect, I cannot tell you any details pertaining to new developments until you have been cleared of suspicion. ”

Light felt his hope deflate like a broken balloon. “ Oh.. That’s okay, I understand… ” His voice came out in a whisper.

“ Light-kun, you look weak. You really should eat. ” L remarked.

Light just nodded without saying anything, and got to his knees. He then bent over, trying to eat off the tray almost like an animal might. His bottom was sticking high into the air, and food scattered everywhere. It was humiliating for L to see him like that, but it was honestly the only way he could eat. Considering that his hands were handcuffed behind his back…

“ Stop. ” He heard L say, and He got up to look at L.

“ Light-kun… maybe it would be easier if I spoon-fed you. ” L suggested.

Light didn’t know what was worse, eating like some damn animal or being spoon-fed like he was some helpless infant. He just didn’t know what to say, so he just stared at L.

L smirked a little bit, as he picked the spoon off the tray and started scraping all the remaining food off L’s face and then put it in front of Light’s mouth.
“ Come on, open wide. ”

Light mentally rolled his eyes, and just opened his mouth. Soon as the spoon was in his mouth, he swallowed.

And so it went on like this for a few minutes… the dinner consisted of mashed potatoes, corn, Jello and many other various things that was small, soft or easy to swallow. Needless to say, it wasn’t exactly the most pleasing food that he had eaten. It somewhat reminded him of hospital food–bland and tasteless. In fact not even the Jello had any taste to it, which he found odd. It was like he was eating nothing but air.

But he increasing found himself focused on something else besides the food. It was the way L stared at him every time he opened his mouth.
It was a little unnerving the way he stared at him, to be honest. His dark panda-like eyes were practically boring a hole into his face, as if he was memorizing the way Light looked when he was spoon feeding him.

Light felt like snapping at L and asking what was so interesting about his face, but he found himself unable to speak for some reason.

L smiled one of his rare smiles, and wiped off any remaining food off his face. He then kneeled right in front of Light, and got a little too close for Light’s comfort. Even though Light was kneeling too, L somehow towered over Light.
Light realized that L was now a head taller than him because for once, he wasn’t slouching.

Light again wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he found himself unable to speak again. What was wrong with him?!

L stared down at Light, and started stroking his hair. “ You know, Light-kun… I think I like you like this. Somehow it feels like you’re mine when you’re like this… ”

Light found himself blushing madly, and it was here that he finally found his voice. “ W-What are you talking about? And the others are watching via that camera! Don’t you think you should be worried about your reputation… you’re doing something very indecent with a minor! ”

L smirked. “The camera’s turned off. And the others are out of the building for the day working on that new development of this case that I mentioned earlier. So you don’t have to worry about the others catching us like this. Your reputation.. Or mine, will not be smeared, Light-kun.”

Light had no time to think about how odd this explanation was because his mouth was suddenly being assaulted by L’s mouth. He thought of it as an assault more than a real kiss since it was rough.
L was nibbling at his lips with teeth, and his tongue was sliding into Light’s slightly gaping mouth with a forceful manner.
Light’s mind suddenly became hazy, and he found himself moaning slightly against the detective’s mouth.

What…the...hell?! He wasn’t supposed to be enjoying something like this! What was going on here?

He tried to struggle out of L’s grip, but found that he was frozen to the spot.

Was he drugged? This might explain why his mind felt so hazy at the moment… and why he found himself paralyzed.

He was suddenly aware of his clothes being ripped off. At the same time L’s mouth was moving down his neck, sucking and licking along the contours of his exposed flesh. Light attempted to suppress his moan, but failed. He didn’t want to give L the pleasure of letting him know that he partially enjoyed the contact.

He looked about wildly, in a desperate attempt to look for a way to escape this. It was then he noticed a shadowy figure in the darkest corner of the room. The figure appeared to be chuckling, and his glowing red eyes were staring straight at him. At first, he thought it was Ryku but then he quickly realized that the body build was simply too different… too human-looking. As his eyes adjusted to the darkness there, he realized with a start that he was looking at himself. The double who spoke as if Light and Kira were separate beings…

That’s when he realized that he was still dreaming. He didn’t know whenever to be frustrated or relieved at this revelation.

“Tsk. It seems that while you’re quite clever in the waking world, you can be rather stupid when you’re sleeping. What took you so long to realize that you were still dreaming? ” Kira said this as he shook his head, walking into the center of the room.

L didn’t seem to notice Light’s body double, and instead seemed focused on sucking on his captive’s nipples.
Light writhed from the unfamiliar contact, wondering why it all felt so real. Well, this dream could be depending on memory of certain sensations that he had felt in the past. However, he had never in his life had his nipples simulated like this… So he couldn’t help but wonder how certain actions such as this could feel so real.

“ Honestly, this is why I dislike sharing the same body with you. You have this tendency to overthink things sometimes… ” Kira commented, as he looked down upon Light. “ Sometimes it doesn’t hurt to just go along for the ride. If you know what I mean… ”

Light stared up at his double, and was about to ask something, but got cut off as he felt a pleasing heat engulf his penis. At that point, all questions and sane thought he ever had seemed to just fly out of his head. Apparently it seemed that while Light had been distracted, L grabbed this opporinity to release his manhood from the confines of his slacks and to give him a blow job.

Light let out a loud cry as he arched his back, thrusting his shaft into L’s mouth. L grabbed Light’s hips to stop his movements from spoiling the rhythm that he had created. He then firmly held them in place as his head cotuined to move up and down in that same rhythm.

The haze within Light’s mind seemed to grow thicker, which he didn’t think was possible. He was simply lost in this pleasure… He couldn’t help but wonder if a blow job in real life was like this too, considering the fact that this was the first time he ever came close to experiencing something like this.

He let out a loud gasp of pleasure as he felt L’s fingers enter his anal hole, snaking deeper to touch that golden spot. He found himself panting heavily as he writhed under the mistrations of L’s touch.

“ Heh. I wonder what your family would say if they saw their perfect, saintly son like this… Their virgin son being despoiled in such a vulgar manner. And by a MAN, no less. ” He heard Kira say this, but choose to ignore him. After all, this was only a dream… there should be no reason why he should get upset, right?

He wasn’t proud to admit that he was still a virgin… but he supposed that came with the terority of playing the perfect good boy. He had never really expressed interest in having sex with anybody even though he did masturbate each week on a regular basis. He merely assumed this was due to the fact that he had never found anybody that was worthy of his affections. Well, that wasn’t exactly true… there had been Shiori. He had wondered what it would be like with his former girlfriend.
However, he wasn’t the type to bring up sex… assuming that when Shiori felt ready to take relationship to the next level, she would let him know. Of course, that was too late now…

Oh. God. He felt like he was so close to climaxing, the pleasure was just too much… He didn’t care anymore that it was L doing this to him in this dream, it was just too good to pass up.

Then it just stopped. He opened his eyes, and to his dismay L had simply stopped now and were standing up in front of him.

Kira chuckled, kneeling next to Light for a closer look. “ Why, you look dispointed. Not to worry my little darling… the fun’s only started. ”

L unzipped his baggy jeans, and let it drop down around his ankles. Light blinked at the fact that L wasn’t wearing any underwear at all. And… he was slightly mortified to discover that the L of his dreams had a bigger dick than him. Oh, that wasn’t fair at all…
Light comforted himself with the fact that it was only a dream, and also on the fact that he was still considered slightly larger than average.

L stepped closer to Light so that his crotch was at face level, and he gave Light one simple order: “Suck it.”

“ What…? No way! ” Light made a repulsed face. There was no way he was going to suck cock on his knees like this. He wasn’t some goddamn ‘uke’ like those stereotypical girly-men in Sayu’s favorite yaoi manga series that she kept hidden from her parents in her bedroom.
On top of it, while he didn’t mind having it done to him, the idea of sucking somebody else’s cock didn’t sound too sanitary.

“ Have you really forgotten what this is all about, Light? I’m so disappointed in you. ” Kira chided Light, “ The whole point of this is to teach you the meaning of humility. Not to give you the best time of your life. Why else did you think I chose your worse enemy as your lover?”

With that, Kira forced open Light’s mouth. He smirked and watched with perverse pleasure as L’s penis entered Light’s mouth.
“ Now… suck it, my darling. ” Kira crooned at Light, as L started fucking Light’s mouth.

Light hesitantly took as much of the length as he could into his mouth, stopping when he felt the tip touch the back of his throat. He circled the shaft with his tongue, covering it with saliva, getting it as wet as he could. L moaned loudly, and so Light sucked harder hoping that if he pleased L (and Kira) enough he wouldn’t do any more things that Light might find repulsive. Strangely, Light’s own cock was hardening. This wasn’t so bad actually now that Light thought of it… It wasn’t as unsanitary as he imagined, and it didn’t taste that bad at all even with the salty precum leaking out. After a couple of minutes L pushed him back.

“That’s enough” L said. With that he snapped his fingers. As L snapped his fingers, Light suddenly found himself completely buck-naked on top of a bed. Instead of simply having his hands handcuffed behind his back, he was now tied up with red silk rope.
The red silk rope stood out against his pale skin, and was even more eye-catching thanks to the traditional Japanese bondage pattern which crisscrossed all over his body. Light found the rope to be amazingly comfortable and soft compared to the handcuffs. But he still found himself wishing that he was back to just having handcuffs on because of the embarrassing, vulnerable position the ropes caused him to be in.

His arms were still tied behind his back. So that much hadn’t changed. But the same couldn’t be said for his legs. His legs were tied in such a way where his knees were lifted, and spread apart for easy access to his ass.

Both L and Kira smirked at the beautiful sight, and the two of them climbed on top of the bed towards Light as if they were one and the same.

It was then Light realized that the two of them were naked.

‘Oh no…’ He mentally thought, dreading what was to come.

“ Oh yes. ” Kira said, still smirking at the young prodigy.

‘Stop reading my mind, damn it! ’ Light mentally grumbled, as he attempted to struggle out of the comfortable red rope.

Kira let out a loud laugh. “ according to you, we’re one and the same. So you’re basically telling yourself to stop reading your own thoughts. Or have you finally admitted that we are not one and the same? ”

Before Light could even form a response, he was startled by a new sensation. It seemed that Kira had yet again distracted him while L started having his way with Light. This time it wasn’t a blow job… this time L was penetrating him. Light squirmed uncomfortably, and instantly wished that he had spent more time on making L’s cock wet as possible. Because all of the remaining saliva on there obviously wasn’t enough lube to make for a smooth entry.

L didn’t bother spending time being careful not to hurt Light. Instead he went the opposite direction–He was rough, hard and fast as he thrust into Light’s body. As he leaned on top of Light’s body, he nibbled at part of Light’s tender flesh…and licked at the red marks his teeth left behind.
Light clenched his eyes shut in an attempt to stop the tears from falling, but his cheeks was already burning hot and salty from all the tears that had fallen.

He felt something touching the entry of his mouth, and his eyes shot open to see his double forcing his rod into the hot crevices of his mouth.

Kira ran his hands though Light’s hair, and then took a firm hold as he started fucking Light’s mouth.

“ Mmm, you have such a heavenly mouth. ” Kira crooned with pleasure, his burning crimson eyes staring down at the beautiful sight. “ You have such a wonderful body too. It’s just a shame that you’re not good at following my orders. ”

‘Please stop this. The pain… it’s too much for me.’ Light whimpered, his cries of pain muffled as L continued to thrust into him forcefully.

“ I won’t stop until you’ve learned your lesson, Light. ” Kira replied, still staring down at Light as if he was just some lowly creature. “ I am your god, Light. The next time you hear my voice telling you what to do… will you listen and obey? ”

Light attempted to jerk his head away from Kira’s touch, and though his tears he just stared at Kira angrily. He then started screaming mentally: ‘Oh come on! This double personality thing has to stop…don’t you realize that by hurting me, you’re hurting yourself? If you’re god, I’m God too! So… please stop… ‘

Kira pulled his cock out of Light’s mouth, and just stared back in disdain. He then thought out loud, “ How can somebody so brilliant be so stupid at the same time? Could it be that you’re refusing to admit that you’re just a mere human…”

L pulled out too, much to Light’s relief.

Light honestly never thought that a person could feel so much pain in a dream… his body was aching all over, and his ass felt as if it had been tore apart. He felt something wet and sticky leaking out of his anus. When he looked, he realized that it was blood.
He wondered if he looked pathetic as he felt.

Much to his dismay, he realized that Kira and L was now making out. L then kneeled on all fours on top of the bed, and Kira started entering L from behind.

This was just too wrong on so many levels, especially after what he had gone though. He should be the one who’s doing that to L, not Kira!
Wait… when did he start thinking of Kira and himself as separate entities?

As Kira started riding L’s ass, He spoke. “ I can be cruel…But I also can be a kind god. Depending on how you choose your answer. If you listen and obey me as a follower should… I can give you everything in this world that you ever desired. But if you don’t… ” He trailed off, allowing Light’s imagination to fill in the blanks.

“ If I don’t do as you ask, you’ll continue to torment me like this… destroying my sanity in the process.” Light said, not quite asking anything.

“ That is correct… for as long as I stay in your body. Did you know that I can move to a different body any time I please? I don’t have to put up with staying in the body of a insubordinate boy. I can move on to a body which is more obedient and loyal… and I’ll bestow all my blessings upon the new host in return.” Kira told him, as he continued the depraved display of making love to L.

Light stared at Kira, weakly trying to move so that he could sit upright despite the silken bondage. Failing that, he just laid there processing the new information Kira told him.

After a few minutes, Light couldn’t help it. He just started laughing manically. He then started rambling hysterically.
“Ooh boy. That’s a really good one… for a second there, I actually believed that crap. I’m sorry, but I just cannot believe that I’m actually weak enough to be possessed by some… spirit or some shit who believes himself to be god. Face it buddy, you are ME. So stop with this spilt personality crap. I was here first before you… so I believe that YOU’re the one who has to obey me, not the way around. We need to be united, not divided…”

L mysteriously vanished from sight, and Kira was now fully clothed. Kira just rolled his eyes, and repeated: “ How can somebody so brilliant be so stupid? ”
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Light woke with a start, falling off his bed. He yelped as his head hit the hard cement floor.

His head smarted slightly, as he took in his surrodings. L or his evil body double was nowhere to be seen. Ryku was standing next to him, contorting in unnatural angles.

“ Man, I’m so bored…and I could KILL for some apples! ” Ryku whined.

He felt a surge of relief. He was finally back to reality, and not stuck in that nightmare anymore.

“ Light-kun, are you alright? ” L’s voice floated over the intercom.

Light couldn’t help but flinch at the familiar voice, as he crawled towards one of the corners to prop himself up. He wound up seeming to curl up in the corner instead.

“ I… I’m alright… ” Light steadied his voice best as he could. He glanced up at the cameras, which was clearly on. “ I know I must look like a mess right now. But I don’t care… ”

‘Pathetic! Just pathetic!’ the voice in his head hissed. ‘I’m so happy I’m going to leave you, if you’re going to be like that after you’ve been tamed…’

Light vividly recalled everything about the dream, and his stomach turned at how awful it had been. It hadn’t been so bad at the start and he had enjoyed it, much to his dismay. But near the end… that was surely a sign that he was breaking down. He couldn’t deal with that knowledge anymore… and he didn’t want to be seen like this! And what if in his madness, he blurted out something that would damage what he was trying to do here?

He couldn’t wait for Rem anymore. This had to be done now before he died.
He said out aloud: “ as I said before… I don’t care when it comes to myself anymore. I’ve realized that my pride sometimes get in the way… My pride… ‘I discard it!’ ”

Ryku unwound himself, and stared at Light. Seeing his blank stare, he then nodded.

Ryku touched Light’s forehead with one finger. The fingertip glowed slightly. Ryku then dramatically made a pose as he floated though the wall, disappearing. “ See ya, then… ”

Light then collapsed slightly, and in the next minute everything he ever dreamed or knew relating to Kira was forgotten in an instant.
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Yes, that was a LONG dream, but I figured that Kira would want to drag out the torment for as long as possible. :P
Plus, I just kind of wanted to write a chapter dedicated solely to smut. And I thought a dream would be the best way to do that. :)

Did you know that there’s Japanese bondage which is seen as an art form? It’s called Kinbaku, and the funny thing is that the focus is actually centered around the aesthetics of the rope itself rather than focusing on the bound subject himself/herself. So for this reason they tend to use different various rope types that would allow for beautiful patterns to be weaved and tied tightly against the captive’s skin without causing too much discomfort. I actually wrote a little bit about this technique in this chapter. Although at the same time I kind of blemished the beauty of Kinbaku by using it as a torture device of sorts. :(
Google it and you’re bound to come across a lot of beautiful artistic erotic pictures centering around this, if you’re into that kind of thing. :)

Don’t you think that Light’s the type to be hardheaded and in denial, especially when it comes to admitting that he’s only human and open to attacks by supernatural forces?

Anyway… review as always, I always love hearing your opinions on my chapters… it helps me correct any flaws my chapters might have. :)