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Learning to Land. Chapter Seventy Three ~Oshitari~

Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)

Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)

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Gakuto shrugged again, "Yeah, okay, I guess. Hey Yuushi? What was your first time like?"

The tensai considered the question and the possible ramifications it had on what Gakuto was feeling the need to tell him. For clarification he asked, "Sex? With a man or a woman?"

Gakuto shrugged as if to say he wanted to know everything.

He did always enjoy information, but Yuushi thought he had his. "I believe you already know about my first times. Our second week after classes began freshman year."

Gakuto's jaw dropped open in amazement and he cursed one of his favorite oaths, "That week you did that girl and then a few days later that guy? Those were your first times? Damn Yuushi! What happened? Were you nervous?"

Yuushi tried to remember, "Because they were my first times? No, I don't recall being nervous. If you remember, it was a rather bad week for me. We were moved, and I was put into a single in the suite with Taki and Sato. I had a single previously, and because of our status many people in school would not even speak to me. I was very down and confused about that and other things, and I felt I really had no one who cared about me. Not even someone really to talk to. That junior had just died, the one who jumped out the window, and everyone was warned that suicides usually follow a first one, so everybody was hyper-alert looking for people with problems to turn in. I knew if I spoke to anyone about feeling down, it would have been gossiped all over school, I would have had to talk to one of the councilors, and would have found myself quickly off the sub-regulars. We're all supposedly quite happy you know."

Gakuto rewarded him with a small smile. The tensai's stomach gave a little flip. Yuushi knew he loved Gakuto too much, but he simply could not help it. Gakuto's smile was the one he made when he knew Yuushi was being completely sarcastic.

The tensai resolved to himself to joke in this manner more frequently, as Gakuto seemed to appreciate it, before continuing on, "I would have talked to you, and in fact I may have tried, but you were...distracted then. Don't feel bad, please." He said when Gakuto looked strangely upset, "You had no way of knowing and even when you asked me if anything was wrong, I told you nothing or made some pun to make you feel better. I know now things with you and Sato had started around then, but then I considered you my only friend, the only person I trusted, and we were only acquaintances. I wouldn't have burdened you. The girl introduced herself to me then and confessed her feelings for me."

Yuushi thought a moment, "We had one sort of date and before I knew it, I was in her room, and it was past guest time. She told me I couldn't sneak out, and that I would have to sleep over. She was a Junior then, and had a single."

"Did ya really like her?" Gakuto looked at Yuushi strangely. He at Yuushi almost defensively as if daring him to say how he felt, and the tensai wondered if he was jealous.

"Well you've seen her. She isn't the most gorgeous girl here or anything. Her body is fairly soft, although she has nice legs." Yuushi cocked an eyebrow, "I like nice legs..."

"I know!" Gakuto said it very annoyed.

Yuushi again thought that perhaps he was jealous, "Did you know the first time I met you, one of the first things I noticed about you was how nice your legs are?"

Gakuto made a disgusted grunting noise. The one Yuushi knew meant he didn't believe a word the tensai was saying.

"It's true. I thought you were mean, because I didn't know you then, but I also thought you had great legs while I watched you playing. I thought to myself that if you were a girl, or if this were an all male school, you'd have the entire student body after you." Yuushi smiled, "The student body after your student body."

Gakuto gave another smile even as he rolled his eyes, "Fine. I get it. You really liked her."

Yuushi made a face, "No, not particularly, but she said she really liked me. I enjoyed her mind, and the fact that she thought she could beat me in chess. It was amusing, and it felt good to be liked that much."

"Did you know that she's one of the best female chess players here? She's the Vice-Captain of the chess club, did you know?" Gakuto asked as if Yuushi would not have. The redhead smiled more and Yuushi knew he was going to make Gakuto laugh. The tensai was astounded at how all these little moments with Gakuto made him feel so warm and happy inside.

"She was supposed to be very good," Yuushi said in a dismissive tone. Gakuto leaned forward and grinned, his leg started tapping as he was waiting for more. The tensai explained, "We played strip chess. She was naked in under an hour and demanded a new game when she saw that no matter how she moved, I had her trapped. She said I cheated, and insisted she made a mistake because she was chilled and embarrassed. I let her put on her robe and gave her the rematch."

Eagerly Gakuto asked, "And? Hey, wait. What were you wearing by then?"

Yuushi shrugged and knew to play the straight-man role perfectly, "Well the last match I had to make a few sacrifices to draw her pieces out. I lost my socks."

Gakuto laughed in almost a giggle, "Your socks! That's all you lost and she was buck naked?"

Yuushi kept his face perfectly serious, "Yes. I agreed to keep them off for the second game, and in that game I had to remove my belt and my pants." Gakuto looked slyly at him and Yuushi explained, "She used her belt as an item, so I was allowed to as well. Had I known we were playing strip chess I would have probably worn more clothes, as she seemed to, but I was not informed beforehand. She said for the rematch she would play seriously and got out her timer."

"And the rematch? Did you beat her?" Gakuto's leg bounced excitedly waiting for the end of the story. Yuushi gave him a cocky look and Gakuto threw his head back and laughed as if in delight. "How long did it take you to crush her?"

"I was trying to make the game last longer, please understand. I was not trying to compete with her truly once I saw that she was not up to my level of playing. I did that for the first game as well, but how she moved was so obvious that after a time I couldn't..."

Gakuto's eyes were glazing over. He wanted the answer.

Yuushi said with a straight face, "About twelve minutes in, she finally realized I was going to win again. She was quite upset, or so I thought. She grabbed my by my shirt across the board apparently thinking the game would then be ruined and kissed me." Yuushi looked at Gakuto, "I was rather surprised. I thought she was going to hit me but she did that instead. She grabbed my hand and brought me to her bed. She quickly removed the rest of my clothes and my glasses, but she kept her robe on. She again told me she really liked me, and made a half-hearted attempt at using her mouth on me. She asked if I had one or if I should use one of hers. She explained that her friend helped her because she had never bought them before. I know you'll laugh at me," Yuushi sighed, "but honestly I had no idea what she meant by that."

Gakuto threw his head back and laughed again, "So you're now naked, she says she really likes you, and you thought...what? How could you not know? She probably wasn't playing seriously because she was trying to seduce you, idiot."

Gakuto laughed, but for the first time in a long while, him calling Yuushi an idiot hurt. The tensai said much more defensively than he would have liked, "I've played her twice since and won both times within ten minutes. She always plays like that. I'm sorry, and I knew you would laugh when I told you, so I never mentioned it before. I truly didn't know. I did not go over there with the intention of having sex with her. In fact, I tried to talk her out of it once I understood that was what her intention was. She told me she loved me, and even if it was just for that night, she wanted to be with me. I pointed out to her that she did not know me at all so there was no possible way she could love me. She insisted she did, even after I told her that I didn't believe I was capable of loving someone."

He looked at Gakuto, "I didn't think I could love someone at that time. I mistakenly believed love like religion was an opiate for the masses. Something for people to believe in and distract themselves from their miserable common lives, but not something real that people truly experience. No matter what I said she had counter-arguments. She spoke of love at first sight with me, that she felt we were a good, logical match, and she believed we were meant to be together. But even if we weren't, she argued that she would not be able to move on and would live with regret if she didn't take this opportunity to be with me. And so, eventually, I agreed."

Yuushi mentally beat himself up for losing his temper like that.

After a long moment of silence, Gakuto asked, "Did she know it was your first time?"

"I don't believe she did. She never asked and I never volunteered that information. I don't believe it was her first time either, but she never mentioned it." Yuushi sighed, "I felt all alone in the world and as if no one cared if I lived or died, and then she came along and said that I meant something to her, that I mattered to her, and that she loved me. So I tried it, because I figured otherwise I might have had regrets."

Yuushi for a moment wished he had a comforting habit like Gakuto's fingers to make him feel better. It was hard to admit any of this, but especially to Gakuto, "Of course now, I do know how stupid it was. Stupid and naive of both her and I. Truly, I did not enjoy it and felt dirty after. The thought of being with me seemed to excite her to a level that to me, being inexperienced, seemed nonsensical. I had a girlfriend in the school I attended before Hyoutei. I had learned how to bring her to orgasm with my hand and basically just did that as foreplay. I even entertained the thought that maybe after she had an orgasm, she would want to stop or wait, but she didn't. Then wearing one of her condoms, I entered her. She kept telling me that she loved me over and over again, and that she couldn't believe that this was really happening. In almost a religious fervor, she excited herself to orgasm. I felt embarrassed, and so I faked coming for it to be over. Her room did not have a bathroom, and she went down the hall to get wet towels to clean both of us up after. She fell asleep clinging to me, and I lay there until dawn when I could slip away. I felt guilty, and more alone than before. My only comfort was she said we could be just friends. I thought she was serious."

Yuushi turned to Gakuto, "You saw what happened at tennis the next day. Her and her friends." They had organized and talked and suddenly were Yuushi's fangirl club. She had passed Yuushi notes in the hallways, had her friends inquire who he liked to all the tennis club members, they decorated his door with hearts and roses, called his phones at all hours, and followed him around until the tensai�feeling like he was being stalked�finally told her in no uncertain terms to cease and desist.

Yuushi sighed, "At the same time, there was that other student, another Junior who I was tutoring for an upcoming calculus test. He was instrumental in talking to her for me but did without my knowledge. On his own he calmed her down and discouraged her. He was the one who stopped her from stalking me and constantly harassing me. We were studying over the weekend for his exam in my room, and he told me what he had done for me. I was surprised, but grateful. He massaged my shoulders and told me to relax. Next thing I knew he had his hand down the front of my pants and started touching me there. He said he really liked me, and had for a while. I knew what he wanted, so I wasn't an idiot this time, but I was surprised and I froze. I wasn't remembering good things. He took my freezing up to be shock, and asked me if I had ever been with a guy before. I couldn't even answer him, but I think I shook my head no. My heart was pounding so hard I could barely hear what he whispered in my ear. Something about letting him make me feel good. I don't think I breathed the entire time. He did everything. He kissed me, went down on me, and he even put the condom on me before he lowered himself onto me. He joked that I was scared stiff."

Yuushi smiled wanly, and noticed that Gakuto wasn't smiling, nor did he move his leg. He resolved to finish this as soon as possible because Gakuto might not be interested, but if he stopped then Gakuto would feel he omitted something and try to pry when there was nothing. "He came by his own hand with me in him, and then said he wanted us to keep going until I came. He suggested from behind and we switched positions. I made him come again and faked an orgasm when he did. I copied a few of the noises the girl made but not the stupid ones. After he said doing that with him didn't make me gay so I shouldn't worry. He said how good a lover I was, which I found very strange. He told me he was falling in love with me before, but really was now, and he understood if I only wanted to be friends. After the girl had said that, I was leery of that phrase. He went home and I went to shower."

Gakuto said around his fingers in his mouth, "Did ya cry?"

There was no mocking tone in his voice or his eyes so Yuushi answered honestly, "No, but I remember I wanted to and I was confused as to why that was. I was used to being the most sexually experienced person my age and had learned how to hide it, but when I came to Hyoutei, I found I wasn't the most anymore. I felt like the least experienced when it came to love and sex, and decided I needed to learn a lot of things. When you found out, I was very embarrassed and felt stupid, but I hid how I felt like always."

"Like you're trying to do now? Can't hide from me Yuushi, I know you. Sorry I called you an idiot before, okay? You know I didn't mean it."

Yuushi shrugged and went to deny that it bothered him, but Gakuto interrupted him before he could by taking his fingers out of his own mouth and putting them in Yuushi's. "I didn't mean it Yuushi. And I'm sorry I made you mad, but don't even think about lying to me and telling me it didn't bother you. Saying that to you is a bad habit I have with you, but I don't mean anything by it and I'm gonna try to stop doin it. I don't think you're an idiot or stupid. I know how smart you are. I like how smart you are, and I wish sometimes I was that smart, but then I see all the stuff you have to go through, with the teachers being assholes to you and the everyone else in classes getting pissed off because they aren't as smart as you, and I don't know how the hell you put up with it. Or why. You coulda probably finished college already and been makin lots of money for some company making all these smart things, but you're still here in junior high putting up with all of us who really are idiots compared to you. I don't think you're stupid or an idiot, and I'm sorry I said it. I say stupid stuff all the time Yuushi. You can't get mad or upset when I'm an idiot and don't think before I say something, and like I said, I'm gonna stop."

Yuushi was stunned. He couldn't even begin to think of the best way to respond, and started reviewing his options.

Gakuto sighed, "Anyway, thanks for tellin me about your first times. You wanna hear mine?"

The tensai almost automatically responded politely by telling Gakuto he didn't have to. It would have been the completely wrong thing to do. Gakuto rarely offered up free information, but the little redhead held strong convictions about reciprocating when someone gave first. And Yuushi had a sense that somehow Gakuto would give more to make up for the name he had called the tensai earlier. So instead of answering politely or asking please, as he would have with anyone else in the world, the tensai honestly said, "Yes."

"My first time was with a girl too, Yuushi." A strange look passed over his face like a dark cloud, and the tensai understood that Gakuto was suddenly conflicted. The little redhead told himself his first time was with a girl, and perhaps with anyone else who ever asked him, that was what Gakuto would have answered, but Yuushi was different. The tensai knew his past, and Gakuto, who had so carefully rewritten his history, was just now in some ways facing it because he had to with Yuushi.

After a minute of silence, around Gakuto's fingers still in his mouth, the tensai asked, "Who was she?"

Gakuto looked at him surprised, almost as if he had forgotten Yuushi was there and he shook his head slightly. Yuushi, at first, thought he was saying no, but then he relaxed and the tensai realized Gakuto was shaking his head no to clear his own thoughts.

"Oh she was just some girl who visited my Aunt and Uncle's hot springs with her family. She hung out the week they were there with my sister and my cousin most of the time. My cousin's three years older and sister's almost two years older than I am. This girl was closer to her age than me or my brother. He's a year and a half younger than me. I have an older cousin too, he's seven years older than me, and he was away with friends or something. I don't remember. It was the summer break before Freshman year, and her family was there because her mom was sick and they thought the hot springs could help her. Like I said I only had break for eight days and then had to go to Atobe's with everyone else."

"She has an older brother who was, I think, five years older than her, but her older brother mostly stayed around her mom. Their dad dropped them off, and had to go back to the city they lived in for work. He wasn't back until the weekend. We just hung out. There's not a lot to do in the town; it�s kinda small. You'll see when you're there. There's a river, but it�s too fast to swim in and it�s polluted so you can't fish there yet. Mostly, we sat around watching television or playing video games until our parents chased us out and told us to go play. At night we'd play games until they yelled at us to come in. We were playing this ghost game where you gotta hide. It's like tag in the dark kinda. I think my cousin was it, and I was hiding. I'm really good. No one ever finds me because I can fit into small spaces. Anyway, I was hiding in between this place near a house and a car where most people can't fit because it would be too tight for them, and the rule is if someone else is hiding there, the first person has to say it's okay for you to hide there too or you both get caught. She came up and I whispered to her that I was already there, and she couldn't hide there."

"She was tiny, smaller than me, and she turned and pressed herself up against me. She asked to please let her stay because she would make it worth my while. She kissed me and stuck her hand down my shorts. She grabbed me. I think she thought she would shock me or something, but I slipped my hand up her skirt, into her panties, and touched her clit with my thumb. I told her I don't like teases and not to tease me unless she came prepared to back it up." Gakuto smiled, apparently very pleased with himself. "She left and didn't come near me for the rest of the night. I figured she woulda told my sister on me and my sister woulda punched me or something, but the girl didn't tell. All she did was keep looking at me. All that night and the next morning at breakfast, she just kept looking at me. When she saw me look back she turned red and looked away, but like a minute later I would catch her doing it again. My brother and I went to the store with my mom for some stuff the place needed, and I wanted something. A video game, I forget which one, but I forgot about her. I played the game for a while when I got home and then had to help with dinner and all. We were gonna watch a movie on TV, but my parents said we all had to go outside and play."

Gakuto sighed, "So my sister wanted to play the same game and we did. A few neighborhood kids always play with us so there's like twelve or fifteen people when we play. I was hiding in a different place, one of my favorites behind this fence, when she found me. The ground there is paved because I think a dog or a pet pig used to live there years ago, but now there's just an old chair there the people probably forgot about. It's all overgrown with weeds and plants and you can't see it from the outside. I was sitting on it when she found me. I told her that I was already there and she said she knew. She had followed me. Basically she asked me to show her how to touch herself like I did. She said her best friend knew how to touch her there, but she didn't know how to do it herself. I laughed and told her I'd show her how to get off, hell I'd get her off if she returned the favor. She said I'd have to show her how because she went to an all girls school, but she would. Turns out, I was the first guy she ever grabbed, and she only did it because her best friend told her that if she touched a guy there, he'd do anything for her. I told her her best friend was an idiot."

Gakuto grinned, "I touched her clit and like two seconds later she came. All day she musta been trying and couldn't get off. I told her if she wanted me to show her how, she'd have to touch me. I showed her how to do me, but I still had to do most of it. And she went to kiss me, but she kissed all sloppy so I had to show her how to do that too. After I came, I thought maybe we had been hiding too long. I didn't want anyone to catch us together or anything. My sister woulda told, so I told her I would meet her later in the laundry room and show her more after everyone went to bed. I wasn't sure if she was gonna meet me or tell, but she met me. I used my mouth on her, but stopped before she came, and I showed her how to use her mouth on me. It was kinda cool because her friend had done everything to her so she let me touch her anywhere with my hand and fingers. She was really into it, and I even had her touch herself for me, which was pretty hot. I was only a little freaked out that we might get caught, and once when she wanted me to put a finger in her butt while I was using another finger in her. She said her friend did it, but because of what happened to me, I didn't wanna. I told her that was what gays did, and I wasn't gay, but then she scared the hell outta me. She said she talked to her best friend earlier in the day and her best friend said I should do her butt and it would feel good and she would still be a virgin. I told her no way. We were just messing around. We weren't girlfriend and boyfriend or anything to do stuff like that! I said goodnight and took off. I was upset. I was so bothered I didn't even touch myself when I went to bed and I was so hard it hurt."

"The next day, I tried to avoid her completely. I mean what the hell, you know? I was leaving soon anyway. I didn't go out to play with everyone that night. I was tired from not sleeping good and said I had a headache and my stomach really was hurting, but my stupid aunt made me go soak in the springs. She said it would make me feel better." Gakuto sighed and rolled his eyes, "Of course the girl showed up and said we needed to talk. Don't cha hate it when girls say that?"

Yuushi barely avoided pointing out that in essence Gakuto had just said the same thing to him. Instead the tensai nodded and waited for Gakuto to proceed.

"She said she was fine with messing around or sex or whatever I wanted to do, and she was sorry. We hung out and talked about school and stuff. It was pretty cool I guess. She laughed a lot at everything I said, but not too annoying like a lotta girls do. It was the day before her dad was coming and she said she wouldn't have as much time when he was there because he wanted them to spend as much time with their mom as possible. Which she said sucked because their mom slept most of the time so they just sat around all the time. I didn't ask what her mom had or anything, and she seemed cool with that. I woulda if it seemed like she wanted to talk about it, but she didn't seem to wanna." Gakuto shrugged, "I agreed to meet her in the laundry room again that night. I dunno. I know what you mean about not planning on having sex, because I didn't, but she had a condom�she said it was her brother's�and after a while of messing around, we did it."

Gakuto shrugged.

"How was it? What happened?" Yuushi asked, unable to take the shrug as the only reaction.

"It was okay, I guess. I didn't really know what I was doin or anything, but it's not like it was hard to figure out. What happened after? Nothing. Next day her dad got there. I didn't see her much, and I left before they did. Sometime our freshman year, my Mom said she sent a card to their family because her mom died. I told my Mom what happened, and she said..."

Shocked the tensai interrupted, "You told your mother you had sex with that girl?"

Gakuto shrugged as if it wasn't a major thing, "Yeah, I tell my Mom just about everything eventually. I felt bad because her mom died, but my Mom said that I probably did a good thing by distracting her when her mom was so sick. I sent the girl a birthday card before her mom died because she sent me one, but other than that we've never talked or anything. Why, is it bad my Mom knows? Or is it bad what I did?"

"No, not bad, just surprising. My family would never be that open, and I am glad your first time was a good experience for you." Gakuto looked at Yuushi warily and Yuushi wasn't sure why. The tensai asked, "And your first time with a guy? Was it soon after that?"

Gakuto sighed and shifted position. His leg, which had stilled while he was talking, except during the sex parts, started moving furiously. He put his fingers back in his own mouth and said looking down, "That...didn't work out so good..."

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