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Learning to Land. Chapter Seventy Five ~Fuji Yuuta~

Warnings: Yaoi, Love, Angst, Fluff, and Lots of Sex. Some kink. You've been warned ;)

Disclaimer: Nope not mine. Still in my dreams. ;)

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There was a hunger in Yuuta that had gone too long unsated, and Atsushi seemed more than capable and willing to give him what he wanted.

Atsushi, in his next wave, moved in to deeply kiss him, and Yuuta moaned as he felt his roommate's hand wrap around his hard erection. Yuuta wasn't even aware that during all the kissing, Atsushi had slowly and gently pulled down his underwear until then. This time when Atsushi went to move away, Yuuta moaned and pulled him closer, demanding more. Days of touching but not being touched by his Aniki and countless times of rejection made his need and want painful. He held his roommate fast and continued kissing Atsushi hard. He kissed him forcefully and wouldn't let him go.

Atsushi still pulled away. He smiled and laughed lightly as he touched Yuuta's erection. "Nice, Youya."

Yuuta looked defensively at him. He had no idea what he meant by that.

Atsushi explained, "Mean it. Don't you know? Youya has a great body and this is very nice?" He stroked Yuuta to show him what he thought was "nice" in no uncertain terms.

Yuuta felt he was being made fun of somehow so he went to move away.

Atsushi stroked him softly, and played with his foreskin. "Not joking, being serious. You're big here without being too big. You don't curve either way. Your head and the rest is perfectly in proportion, and these are nice too..." he cupped Yuuta's testicles in his hand and despite himself trying to resist, Yuuta softly moaned. Atsushi kissed him and then said softly in his ear, "You're the perfect size, length, and thickness. Like it. A lot. Even a little jealous. If Youya touches mine, you'll see..."

Hesitantly, Yuuta did. His hand was on Atsushi's arm, and he slowly brought it down. He had no idea how Atsushi, who was so cut especially in his legs and stomach, could say Yuuta had a good body let alone a great one so Yuuta figured his roommate was just being nice.

Atsushi had a great body. It was what Yuuta's Aniki said was a swimmer's body, but it was more cut just like the ones Syusuke seemed to appreciate the most. Atsushi had a trail of soft hair that went from his belly button down and Yuuta moved his hand along to follow it until his hand bumped into Atsushi's hard tip. Yuuta guessed by his tip Atsushi's was big. Probably as big as Yuuta's Aniki, but not as long.

Yuuta felt down along his hard shaft and looked at his roommate surprised. Atsushi's was not nearly as thick as Syusuke's after all. His just had a large head. Yuuta went to play with Atsushi's foreskin, now very curious, and found little to none there. He looked at Atsushi in confusion, who explained to him, "When we were about ten we, my twin and I, had to be partially cut because when we were hard, because our heads were so big, it would tear the skin. Ever touch someone cut before?"

Yuuta shook his head no. "Does it hurt?"

Atsushi looked surprised, "Now it doesn't. Before, yeah, every damn time we were hard it hurt like hell. Oh, having it done? No, they numb you really good. There's still some skin there so it looks almost normal when we're not hard, and it works fine. That's why said Youya's is so nice. If think it's too weird don't have to touch mine or anything..."

He was rambling, and Yuuta wondered if Atsushi did it all the time or only when he was nervous. He interrupted, "It's not weird Atsushi. It feels good." Yuuta stroked him with his hand and ran his callused palm over Atsushi's hard tip. Atsushi moaned softly and rewarded Yuuta with another of those slow, deep kisses.

"Hey Youya," Atsushi said in between kissing him senseless, "How much older is your brother?"

Yuuta wondered why he was asking that now, "Uh...Syusuke's a year and eleven days older than me. Why?"

Atsushi smiled, "Because my twin's is exactly like mine, is your brother's perfect like yours?"

For a moment, Yuuta wondered if somehow Atsushi really knew about him and Syusuke.

Yuuta again thought that maybe Saeki had said something, but when he looked at his new roommate,Atsushi looked interested and curious but nothing else. Yuuta figured maybe then that it was natural for a guy to wonder, and many Japanese families shared a bath. Thinking about it, and secretly pleased Atsushi said his was perfect, Yuuta showed Atsushi with his hand, "My Aniki's is as big or bigger than you here..." Yuuta touched his tip, "But the rest of him is like this..." He showed him with his hand that Syusuke's was thick all the way down. "And he's longer than even you are."

"Gods, that's..." Yuuta waited for the inevitable envy that most guys showed. He expected to hear �amazing�, �incredible�, or �lucky�. So he was very surprised when Atsushi said, "Terrible! The poor guy...sorry Youya, know it's your brother and all, but Youya's brother must be very jealous of Youya's. We are both like this and girls have made us feel bad before, so must be tough for your brother."

"Guys usually say that he's lucky..." Yuuta started to defend his Aniki and wondered if it was out of habit because he didn't feel like Atsushi was really making fun of Syusuke. He had never wondered if Syusuke was embarrassed about it.

Atsushi said, "Guys tell us we're lucky sometimes too, but we're really not. It's totally different when it comes to girls. They don't like them too big, and they like them to be perfect, like yours. Girls must love yours. Ever been with a girl?"

The subject change was so quick that Yuuta blinked. He shook his head no and defensively added, "...But I like them."

Atsushi rambled on, "Sure. Like them too. Girls are great. Youya is just a freshman. You'll see. It's totally different when you're with a girl from when you're with a guy. With a girl, it's sweet, or it can be, but with a guy..." he slid his hand over Yuuta's erection and looked very turned on. That sort of turned on look Yuuta felt afraid whenever he saw someone make at him. When he saw his father make while hurting him. Yuuta was so turned on he felt dizzy and sick and his stomach flip-flopped with lust as it had been with his brother for the last few frustrating nights, but his head reeled remembering things he tried to forget. Atsushi didn't notice and continued, "With a guy, making love is more intense...and the sex is..."

"I don't like sex." Yuuta just blurted the words out without thinking about them first.

Atsushi looked at him surprised.

So surprised Yuuta felt as if he should explain, "What? I don't. I've done it, and I don't like it. I like the other stuff better. Kissing and touching and all that, but sex hurts. And it's messy. Dirty. It feels bad. I really don't like it."

Atsushi looked shocked at him, and he wasn't touching him anymore. Yuuta wondered if he just ruined any chance to kiss and touch anymore with his roommate. Atsushi frowned, "Youya, first of all, sex should never hurt. Never. Have you ever made love...?"

Yuuta cut him off, "I told you, I've had sex and it hurts and I don't like it."

"Youya, no. Sex, or making love, doesn't ever hurt. Never. When with my...boyfriend it never hurts. Never hurt him and he never hurts me. Even big like this never hurts. Part of making love is foreplay and getting your partner ready so that it doesn't hurt them..."

"I know that!" Yuuta said hotly, "I know how to do all that. I know how to stretch myself and I'm telling you it still..."

"Stretch yourself? Why on earth would you stretch your...? Youya, has no one made love to you? Really made love to you? Has no one loved you? Youya did someone hurt you?" Atsushi looked at him confused and...upset? Why the hell was he upset?

Tears suddenly pricked Yuuta's eyes. He clung to his normal cloak of anger to try to shield himself because Atsushi asking him this hurt like hell. And what was he supposed to answer other than no? The truth? Hell no! Yuuta went to tell his new roommate to go to hell and damn the consequences when Atsushi made a growling noise that sounded like frustration and put his hands over his eyes.

Yuuta felt surprised and confused. What did he do wrong now?

Atsushi said softly with his hands still over his face, "All right, Youya. I'll ask my...boyfriend tomorrow when talk to him." He dropped his hands from his face to look at Yuuta, "No one is supposed to know this, but my...boyfriend, we planned on talking. Just once in a while. Going to buy one of those cheap, pay-as-you-go cell phones so the number can't really be traced and boyfriend and Saeki have the same kind of phone. They are going to switch phones so we can talk. This way if our...well, his parents should see a number he can say his phone is Saeki's by accident and it�s someone calling for Saeki." He sighed. "Tomorrow need to find a computer at school to email him the new number to this secret email we share and hope he sees it..."

"You don't have a computer?" Yuuta was confused. They were supposed to have one. It was a requirement for school.

Atsushi shook his head no. "Supposed to buy a used one here, but was going to use the money for a phone and hope there are free computers somewhere on campus, maybe in library. Really have to have one?"

Yuuta shrugged, "Yeah, sorry, but you do. I have an idea though. First you can use my phone to call Saeki's number. Then you won't have to buy one. He and I did grow up together and your boyfriend's parents don't know my cell phone number, right? Saeki would probably agree and can always say it was me or my Aniki if something happened and he got caught. I don't use the minutes I have now and long distance is free so I don't mind if you borrow it. Second, I have an old laptop back at home. Its a few years old, and has low memory, but we can probably add memory to it cheaper than your buying a used one. If you don't really know how to use it, I can teach you. I'll ask my sister to drive it up when she has a chance, and you can use my new one in the meantime."

"You...Youya can't give a computer..." Atsushi looked horrified.

"Why? It's just junk sitting in my closet until my Mom decides to throw it away. No one is using it, and like I said, it�s old but it should be okay. If we add more memory it will be better than a used on you could buy cheaply." Yuuta had a thought, "What are you going to ask your boyfriend?"

Atsushi said with a dismissive voice, "Huh. Oh. If boyfriend doesn't mind if I make love to you...kissing and touching is one thing, but should probably talk to him first before we do anything else. Damn, Yuuta, can't believe you offered to give a computer. That's really..."

"What? Atsushi! I told you I don't like..."

"Youya..." Atsushi said softly and kissed him. It was another of those deep, slow kisses and Yuuta's entire body responded. Yuuta moaned in his mouth, knew he sounded stupid, but didn't care as long as Atsushi kept touching him.

Atsushi pulled back and smiled, "Youya, you don't even know what you like yet. Am fairly sure my...boyfriend will say yes and until he does not promising anything, but Youya, you need someone to make love to you. You deserve someone showing you what feels good and discovering what it is you really like. Do you know what gets me off more than anything? Not just sexually. Know why kept playing today after won even though Youya probably wondered why?"

Yuuta went to answer, but Atsushi leaned in and gave him another lingering deep kiss. When he went to pull away, Yuuta clutched at him trying to keep the contact again. "Yuuta?"

Atsushi asked gently but with his hand, literally pried Yuuta's hand off his arm, "Ease up there please. Don't hurt again. Don't like to be pulled, or hurt. Most people don't. In this and in tennis Yuuta is the same. Tons of potential and much to give but somewhere along the way, you picked up some bad habits you need to unlearn. The longer played with you, the more Youya improved to meet your potential. Youya probably thought I was getting better? Had to continue playing harder because you continued to grow and evolve right there. It was nice Yuuta. Like bringing that out in you. Like to bring out people's potential and fix broken things. My twin? He loves taking things apart. People or alarm clocks or telephones�he loves to see what is inside them that makes them tick.Then like to put the things he takes apart back together to make them work better than before. That gets me off like nothing else."

Atsushi smiled, "Boyfriend knows this. Knows am this way. He'll agree, and we can do as much or as little as you decide you want as long as you don't try to pull like that again. All right? Maybe if someone shows you what it feels like to be loved, you'll understand the next time and not accept anything less. And Youya, it won't hurt. No hurt Youya. My...boyfriend, we make love all the time and he's never hurt. Never hurt him and he never hurts. There's a lot of right ways to make love but only one wrong way. The wrong way is when you put your own pleasure in front of your partner's needs. You can't do that. Not ever. And can't let someone hurt you. Never again. Don't have to say what happened if you don't want to tell, but can if you ever want. Do you understand?"

Tears stung Yuuta's eyes again. He didn't understand all this. He didn't at all. He was interested and scared and confused and turned on all at the same time. He tried to say something or ask a question, but he couldn't form a coherent thought of even what to ask or where to begin. He made a small noise that was almost a yes and nodded.

"We go slow. Teach you all over again to be nice." Atsushi smiled,"So Yuuta likes to kiss? Yuuta wants to be kissed more and no stops this time?"

Yuuta nodded, feeling like an idiot.

"Then Yuuta should do something good and not hurt or pull. Think about it. Think about the person you're with and what they like..." Yuuta did the only think he could think of. He slipped his hand into Atsushi's boxers again and gently stroked him. Atsushi laughed deep in his throat, "Well, at least Youya is direct."

Yuuta blushed and went to pull away ashamed because it seemed like Atsushi was laughing at him, but his roommate moved in and slid his lips over Yuuta's in one of those long, slow deep wave kisses. When he went to pull back, Yuuta stroked him more to try to keep him there.

It didn't seem to be working so Yuuta tried, "Show me, me what you like, please?" Yuuta remembered what had worked for him another time, that first time with his Aniki, "Show me what you like to do, Atsushi-kun. Let me make you feel good. How do you like to be touched?"

"Nice," Atsushi practically purred. Yuuta smiled and gently kissed him because it seemed that Atsushi liked to kiss softer. He was rewarded when Atsushi touched Yuuta's erection softly with his hand. "Touch like this..." he moved his hand on Yuuta how he liked it best. From the base, up and over the tip, and then back down again, lingering each time by the sensitive ridge. "How does Yuuta want to be touched? Show?"

Yuuta took his hand off Atsushi since he really did not have enough of a foreskin to really show him. He moved Atsushi's hand on himself, and moaned when Atsushi continued when Yuuta moved his hand back on his roommate. Their mouths met in a kiss and even though Atsushi was still gentle, and still moved in waves like the tide, in and out, it was an easy rhythm for Yuuta to follow. Yuuta noticed that the waves seemed to come stronger and faster the better his roommate felt. It was strange doing any of this with someone else, strange and exciting. Yuuta found that because Atsushi didn't have a foreskin, it was harder to move and he wished he had some kind of lotion or lube. On impulse, Yuuta broke the kiss and said, "Wet you..."

He moved quickly down Atsushi's body without stopping to kiss him or touch him, but he wondered what his roommate liked. And if they ever did anything like this ever again, Yuuta decided to find out. He had a moment of fear thinking that Atsushi would now ask him to move out, or switch rooms, or that he would tell other people about this, and then Yuuta decided he liked him.

He liked and trusted his new friend enough to see what happened. Yuuta kissed the tip of his erection, just by his wet slit, and looked up at his roommate, asking permission and making sure this was allowed.

Atsushi looked surprised and said, "Nice, but Youya doesn't have to..."

That was all the permission Yuuta needed. He licked the wet tip, tasting his roommate, tasting someone else, someone new, and found it thrilling. Yuuta knew he was good at this. He had learned over time how to take his Aniki's large size and to please him no matter what his brother's mood. Most of the time recently, this was all his Aniki would allow him to do anyway, and Yuuta secretly enjoyed pleasing him.

Yuuta licked his tongue around the wide head, wetting it and remembering to do it in that slow wave way that Atsushi seemed to enjoy. Unlike his brother who often turned away, Atsushi watched him the entire time. He moaned softly when Yuuta took his head into his mouth. Atsushi moaned a little louder when Yuuta had taken half of him deep into the back of his mouth and nearly down his throat, but the best was when Yuuta took the rest of him. Yuuta wasn't able to place his scent until then. Atsushi smelled, in a way, like spicy oranges. There was a spicy orange tea his sister liked to drink in the winter and that was exactly what Atsushi's skin smelled faintly like.

Atsushi must have cut his hair down so that all that was left to brush in a soft tickle against Yuuta's lips was a soft, short patch. Continuing making that wave-like motion, Yuuta pressed his lips to his short hair there once, pulled back and then did it again. Atsushi's eyes rolled back into his head and his roommate shivered in pleasure. One hand ran through Yuuta's hair, and he whispered, "Gods, Youya!"

Yuuta did it once more, making sure he was slick and wet before coming off him in that wave like motion centimeter by centimeter. Atsushi moaned again, and Yuuta enjoyed him sounding disappointed for once, although he kept in mind that Atsushi never pushed his head down or tried to make him do more.

Once he was off him, Yuuta moved back up to face him and stroked his now wet erection with his hand. It moved much easier and Atsushi rewarded him with another moan. Yuuta hesitated to kiss him remembering that Saeki never liked to kiss after, but Atsushi moved in to kiss him before he could even worry much more about it.

Atsushi seemed very turned on. His roommate kissed Yuuta deeper than before, but he still moved so gentle that Yuuta found he wasn't afraid. "Youya," Atsushi said in between waves of kissing him senseless. He started to stroke Yuuta's erection again, "That was nice." Yuuta figured that �nice� for Atsushi was high praise and was pleased. "Like this...?" he looked down at Yuuta's erection and his hand.

"Yeah..." Yuuta moaned, but it came out sounding more like a whimper. He was used to a harder touch, and then felt Atsushi's other hand on his testicles, "Ah...More...please..."

"More like this...?" Atsushi stroked him a little harder, but it was still so light. Yuuta wondered if being circumcised made Atsushi more sensitive because his touch was so damn light.

Yuuta nodded, "Please more...?"

Atsushi smiled, "With what you can do with your mouth, however you want. More than this?" Yuuta nodded. He increased it slightly and smiled more, "More than this?"

Yuuta, despite himself, smiled at being teased. He nodded, "Please..."

Atsushi kissed him and touched him better, "You mean like this, don't you?" He grinned wickedly, and Yuuta only understood then it was a tease and a game and...fun. For the first time it was fun, and Yuuta smiled in awe at him.

His roommate touched him perfect, as if they had done this before, and Yuuta moaned in his mouth as he kissed him back. He tried to remember to not demand, to not push or pull, to focus on Atsushi's pleasure, but it was not easy when Atsushi was making him feel this good. Yuuta cupped Atsushi with his other hand exactly as his roommate was holding his testicles. His roommate moaned softly, "Oh...nice...just like that...yeah...oh...Shushu's going to come soon...oh...yeah...now..." Atsushi's entire body shook. He closed his eyes and as he came, he whispered something but Yuuta only made out the end, "...Shushu..."

He looked at Yuuta and frowned, "Youya, you didn't..."

Atsushi smiled, "Oh. You waited? Nice. Make Youya feel good too."

Atsushi covered Yuuta's mouth with his own and kissed Yuuta deeply. With his strong but gentle hands, he touched and stroked Yuuta each pass a little more. Again, it was like waves and Yuuta found his entire body responding to meet each crest as Atsushi moved with him, touched him, kissed him, and basically drowned Yuuta in sensation. Yuuta felt that electrical current flowing through his body and his breath shortened as he grew closer. Atsushi spoke to him in between kisses in that nonsensical, almost baby talk way, encouraging him, accepting him, wanting to touch him.

Yuuta felt his body starting to shake and he tried to think of his Aniki, but all he could think about was the touch of these hands, these lips, and the sensual, soft, warm smell of oranges and spice washing over him. Then the last wave broke over him and silently shuddering into his roommate, Yuuta came.

He hated this next part though. He always had, the awkward moment when you were done and dirty.

Atsushi didn't seem to mind it though. He kissed Yuuta once more and said in a teasing way, "Youya gives no warning? Makes no noise?"

Yuuta blushed, "I'm sorry, I..."

Atsushi grinned. He suddenly stood up and cleaned himself. He passed some clean tissues over to Yuuta who felt suddenly alone, and in a way used. He was just thinking to himself that Atsushi probably had used him, and the last thing in the world he should do is have sex with him, when his roommate took the soiled tissues away and climbed back into bed with him. He lay on his back and looked at Yuuta, "Youya okay? Doesn't like to snuggle?"

Atsushi frowned, "Like to snuggle? Know how? Show you. Feels good."

He pulled a surprised Yuuta closer to him and said suddenly sounding sleepy, "There. See? Feels good. Youya wakes us?" Atsushi yawned and smiled, "Hard to wake us, very sleepy in mornings, don't get mad." He pressed his lips to Yuuta's in a soft, lingering kiss, "Good night again, Youya. Don't worry. Youya was right, everything will be better now. Rest easy."

A few minutes later Atsushi fell asleep, but not before his brow creased, and he turned, though still on his back, partially away from Yuuta as if somehow, even asleep, he knew Yuuta wasn't the person he wanted. Even asleep, even holding him, Atsushi in a way was distancing himself.

It hurt, but at the same time it didn't. There were too many other things to wonder at to dwell on feeling hurt.

Yuuta did not sleep; instead he watched him. He had never watched anyone up-close like this except his brother, and he was fascinated noticing all the little details. How Atsushi's earlobe was attached but a tiny part dangled down unlike his Aniki's. How his lips were full, but not as full as his Aniki's, and yet when Atsushi had kissed him, his kisses were softer than anything else Yuuta had ever felt.

Yuuta told himself it was okay to do this because he was just getting to know him, and he was not going to fall for someone. Falling for someone who said they weren't available would be really stupid.

His Aniki was smaller in frame, but Atsushi was more defined muscularly. Atsushi had the kind of flat muscular stomach Yuuta knew guys spent hours in the gym trying to get. Somehow he just knew Atsushi's twin's body would be like this also. Most of their beauty was from genetics and the rest was from tennis.

Yuuta had a dirty erotic thought when for a moment he wanted to compare the twins closer to note all their differences. He felt terribly guilty about it and vowed to never think it again.

Besides, it wasn't like Atsushi was perfect like Yuuta's Aniki. His Aniki would never make such speech errors. His Aniki was surely smarter. There was no way Yuuta was going to call the guy Sushu. Or himself Youya. It sounded silly, and even more funny when the guy announced Sushu was coming before he came. In the third person it was pretty funny. His Aniki had long ago overcome his larger size, hadn't he? It never bothered him.

Yuuta had never thought to ask him before and wondered if someday maybe he should.

If one identical twin was gay, wasn't the other one? Yuuta wondered if his Aniki knew. He should ask Syusuke. And what did Atsushi's twin think about his boyfriend? Is that what the twins fought about in the car? If Atsushi had to choose between his boyfriend and his twin, who would he choose? What was his boyfriend like? Handsome? Taller? How old was he? He wondered how much Atsushi's twin was like his boyfriend or how different they were.

Yuuta wondered how much Saeki knew and figured, at least, that he would need to find out from his Aniki. The rest whatever this was between him and Atsushi was too strange and new to mention to Syusuke, who would probably, despite Tezuka, freak out if he knew any of this happened. Despite himself, Yuuta wondered if he kissed his brother in that Atsushi-wave way, if his Aniki would like it as much as Yuuta had.

They had a little over an hour to sleep. Yuuta was tired and knew he should try for a while at least, and thinking of that wave way of kissing and touching reminded Yuuta of that day at the beach when he and Syusuke were children tightly clutching each other�s hands as the tide came in.

He often thought about it when he couldn't sleep or when it felt like things felt so terrible and lonely that Yuuta didn't want to go on any longer. The water had risen to their chest level and was getting higher and higher with each wave. Because he was with Syusuke, Yuuta felt no fear, but knew something was wrong before he glanced over at his Aniki.

Syusuke was crying. He never cried. Before Yuuta could ask him what was wrong, he felt a sucking as the wave pulled back out before the next one crashed almost over them. It was only Yuuta's legs, half buried in the sand that kept him from being sucked away. "Undertow Yuuta. It's only the undertow. Don't let go of my hand no matter what happens..."

His Aniki stood there a full minute later as the next wave washed over them and pulled back.

Then Syusuke suddenly sobbed. "Ne, Yuuta? Forgive me. I can't let this happen because I love you so much, but I can't leave you alone..." Another racking sob hit his brother, and Yuuta felt concerned for whatever was upsetting his Aniki, but still, he felt in no danger. Yuuta loved and trusted his Aniki completely even if he didn't usually like him very much most of the time.

"Yuuta?" The water was almost to their necks now. Syusuke was taller than him, and a better swimmer just like he was better at everything. "Hold on to me and don't let go no matter what. I won't let anything happen to you. I swear I won't. Remember that I love you, and that I tried no matter what happens, I'm sorry. So sorry. Everything will be all right. I promise. I won't leave you or let anything happen to you. I love you Yuuta. I love you so much..."

His brother suddenly threw back his head and started screaming for someone to help them. Please help them. His Aniki did it in a howl of rage and pain and loss that sent chills down Yuuta's spine. It was the first time Yuuta had any sense that something might be really wrong.

After a moment of initial shock, and another where Yuuta choked and retched on seawater that suddenly washed over his face, he started yelling for help too. Ironically, it was their father who reached them first, even before the lifeguards, and he was the main person who dragged the two little boys to shore�saving them.

Yuuta had childishly thought for a long time that their father was a hero.

Now, he thought of it whenever he couldn't sleep or things were bad as proof his Aniki always loved him. Syusuke loved Yuuta enough to want to spare him, he loved Yuuta too much to leave him, he loved him too much to let him get hurt, and he loved Yuuta enough to continue being hurt for him.

Yuuta sometimes also wondered whom it was in that moment that Syusuke cried out to and begged to save them.

Closing his eyes to try to sleep, Yuuta remembered the heat of the sun that day. The tangy, salty sea smell, the comforting warm wash of the tide, and the feel of his Aniki's hand firmly holding his in love and protection against the world, the elements, their father, and even protecting Yuuta from Syusuke himself.

As usual, Yuuta fell asleep before he remembered the waves passing his upper legs. He let sleep gently wash over him and dreamed of his brother's smile, and Syusuke's eyes the deep blue color of the sky on a clear summer day.

As his Aniki had promised him, everything would be all right.

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