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Don't Leave Me Now	By : Indil Category: +. to F > CLAMP Views: 1966 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Don't Leave Me Now

By: Lilly

Disclaimer: Eagle and Lantis belong to CLAMP.

Author's Note: *Blush blush* This fanfiction is a yaoi lemon, which means
it contains sexual relationships between two men. If you hate this or L/E then
don't read this. Flames will be ignored. Thank you. And thanks to Marion-nee for
the inspiration and support to write this. XD Btw, this will probably suck
because it's the first lemon I've ever written. *Turns deep red* And btw, I'm
very aware the title sucks badly. ^^;;

Lantis was walking through one of the few remaining gardens in Autozam, the
garden of the place he had come to call home. The garden of palace where the
rulers of the planet lived. It was a beautiful garden, probably the only of its
kind that hadn't yet been replace by buildings and technological advances.

He sighed, he had just learned about the tragic deaths of Princess Emeraude, the
pillar of Cephiro, where he had been born and live, and his own brother Zagato.
They had been in love, and yet they hadn't been allowed to be together, because
of the Princess's position as support for the planet. It had been the pain of
his forbidden love with had caused him to leave Cephiro in the first place, and
it was the pain of their deaths which would cause him to return.

But still, even as he was thinking these thoughts, when he looked up into one of
the trees in the garden, he smiled. "Hello." he said. There, sitting in one of
the tree's branches was Eagle, as usual. The one person who had made him feel at
home when he had come to this place.

Eagle looked down at him and smiled back, that small, sweet, gentle smile. "Hi
Lantis." he replied. Lantis kept looking up, past Eagle, and into the sky, the
smile already gone from his face, and no other expression readable in it. "Nice
day, isn't it ?" he said in a flat tone. Eagle did not pay attention to the
other man's tone but just kept smiling and replied. "Hai, want to sit here with
me ?" he asked. Lantis nodded and climbed onto the tree, as Eagle made room
for him.

The blond man gave Lantis another smile. "How are you ?" he inquired. Lantis
didn't look at Eagle. "I'm fine..." he started, finally looking at his
companion. "...but I have to return to Cephiro soon..." he finished. Eagle
looked disappointed, "Oh... really ?" he asked. The dark haired man nodded,
"Yes... there had been trouble without the pillar..." he answered. And my
brother has died... along with her...

"What kind of trouble ?" Eagle asked again in curiosity, for he had known that
Cephiro had relied on the pillar for it's survival. "Disorder... earthquakes...
destruction... Many people have died already, and I can't allow that to keep
happening." he answered. Eagle's expression became sad. "I see..." he said.
Lantis just sighed and looked up again, once again deep in thought.

The both remained silent for a while, a slight tension in the air, neither of
them knowing what to say. Finally, after a moment that had seemed like an
enternity, Eagle finally spoke again. "Will you come back ?" he asked softly.
Lantis didn't look at him. "I don't know..." he replied. "Oh..." was the other
man's only reply as he looked down.

Lantis had feared this moment would come, ever since he had befriended the blond
pilot, and especially since they had become closer. He wrapped an arm around the
smaller man, and he leaned against Lantis. He held him thightly against him, and
moved his face until it was next to the other man's ear. "I love you..." he
whispered softly.

Eagle was in shock, but he only showed it with a slight gasp that escaped his
thin lips. Lantis looked at the man leaning against him for a long time, and
then he suddenly closed the space between them and placed his lips over the
other man's in a small, gentle kiss. "Mmmmmppff..." Eagle tried to say as Lantis
kissed him, but he didn't kiss back. He had been shocked by Lantis confession,
and even more so by what his was doing at the moment.

After a brief while, he broke the kiss. "I'm sorry..." he apologized, not sure
if he had done the right thing. "No..." he answered softly. Lantis blinked in
confusion. "I..." he started. "Iloveyoutoo..." Eagle stammered swiftly, before
Lantis could get the wrong idea. The dark-haired man looked wide-eyed at Eagle.
"Y-You do ?" he asked. "Hai..." was the answer. Lantis smiled at Eagle, who
replied with one of his own.

Then Lantis kissed Eagle again, with more confidence this time, and the pilot
kissed back. Lantis gently parted the other man's lips and gently deepened the
kiss, which was accepted by the other.er aer a long moment, Lantis broke the
kiss, both hem hem breathing heavily. The taller man gently stroked Eagle's
cheek, who leaned into the touch.

Lantis shifted on the tree branch, so that Eagle was now sitting in front of
him. The blond pilot turned around to look at him, and they smiled at each
other, though Eagle's was weak. Lantis gently kissed Eagle's forehead. The pilot
clenched his fists on the sides of his body. The tall man wrapped his arms
around his smaller lover.

"I don't want you to go..." the blond declared. "I wish I didn't have to..." was
the dark-haired man's reply. Eagle just remained in silence, his expression
almost blank. "I'm sorry..." Lantis said suddenly, because he didn't want to
leave, not when he had just confessed the love to a man he had loved for years.
"I know..." was the answer he got.

The atmosphere was getting tense again, so he jumped off the tree, and waited to
see if the other man would follow, but he stayed where he was, comfortably
seated on the tree's branch. "Are you staying there ?" hked.ked. Eagle shook his
head and jumped off the tree too, joining his lover on the ground. Lantis smiled
at him, and he smiled back. Lantis grabbed the blond's hand, who gently squeezed
it and they both went back inside.

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"Are you hungry ?" Lantis asked, as they walked down the corridors of the
president's palace. "Hai..." Eagle answered. "Let's go get something to eat."
Lantis replied as they went to the kitchen.

The kitchen was empty, except for the two of them as they looked for something
to eat. Finally Eagle grabbed some fruits and they sat on the table to eat them
in silence, the only words exchanged by them were "Do you want some water ?"
from Eagle and a "Thank you." from Lantis at the former served him some water to
drink. Soon, they finished their food.

After some time of sitting together in silence, Lantis finally spoke again.
"Want to go somewhere else ?" he asked, feeling uncomfortable at the silence
between them. Eagle nooded. "Hai... where you want..." he replied. Lantis stood
up from the kitchen table and walked back outside, followed by the Eagle.

Lantis walked back to his room, as he needed to pack, since he would depart
soon. He entered and his young lover followed him inside as he closed the door.
Again there was an uncomfortable silence between them, neither knowing what to
say or do, both torn apart by the idea of not seeing other in a long time, maybe
never again.

Suddenly Lantis embraced Eagle thightly. "I don't want to leave you..." he
whispered softly. His lover hugged him back. "Take me with you..." he replied.
"I can't..." Lantis answered. "Why ?" "Because it's too dangerous without
the pillar. And I'm not sure if they will accept me back, not after having left
when my brother needed me the most..." he answered.

Eagle sighed. "You always leave the people who need you... and anyway, you can
take me, I'm not afraid !!" he said. I'm just afraid of losing you forever...
Lantis just remained in silence, which was enough answer for the shorter man.
"Please..." he pleaded. The former shook his head. "I can't..." he said again.

He walked over to the bed, without looking at his silent lover. "I'm sorry..."
he apologized. "Hai..." was his answer. Lantis sat down on the bed, as Eagle
stood in the middle of the room. "But I just have to go... I can't let Cephiro
be destroyed..." he said.

Eagle looked directly into his beloved's eyes. "Then why did you tell me you
loved me, if you knew you had to go ?" he asked. Lantis looked back at him.
"Because I couldn't leave without telling you." he answered. "But... how can I
live now, know that you love me and not being able to be with you ?" he asked.
Lantis sighed in frustration.

Eagle ignored him and walked over to the window to look outside and started
rubbing his temples, as he felt the start of a headache. Lantis walked over to
stand next to him. "I'm sorry..." he said again. "Stop apologizing always !!!"
Eagle answered angrily. "I didn't want to make you sad..." the taller man
answered. Eagle just laughed bitterly, "Well done." he commented sarcastically.
Lantis sighed again. "And stop sig lig like that !!! You're the one who's
hurting me, not the other way around !!! I'm not the one leaving !!!" he
said.

Lantis looked away from his lover's honey-coloured eyes and walked to pack his
thighs, while Eagle remained at the window. "I will leave tomorrow..." Lantis
declared. Eagle frowned and walked to the door. "Goodbye then!" he said. "If I
succeed, I promise you I'll return..." Lantis started. "Don't even bother about
that !!!" Eagle replied as he opened the door to leave. "But... nothing..."
Lantis tried. "Fine !!!" Eagle said, and was about to go outside when he had a
coughing fit.

"Eagle!" Lantis cried out as he ran to him and held him steady while the
coughing passed. Gradually it stopped. "Are you ok ?" the dark-haired man asked.
"I'll be..." he answered. Lantis took Eagle into his arms and carried him over
to the bed et het him rest for a moment. Eagle just laid limply on the bed. "Do
you need something ?" Lantis asked. "........ You.......... " Eagle whispered
softly.

"I..." Lantis started. "You... ?" Eagle prompted him. "I'll take care of you..."
he said as he brushed a lock of hair away from the hazel eyes before him. "How
will you if you'll leave ?" he asked. "I'll stay with you until you get
better...." Lantis said, looking at his lover with a worried expression on his
face.

"I won't get better..." was the brief reply. Lantis looked at him in confusion.
"Because... I'm dying..." Eagle finished. "No... Eagle..." Lantis said softly.
"It's the truth..." the pilot replied. The swordsman just held his beloved's
hand for a long moment, both of them in silence. "This is why I'm always
sleeping..." he said. "But I thought you just liked to sleep..." he said. Eagle
shook his head. "It's because of the FTO, it takes too much of my energy... it
kills my mind..."

"I don't want you to die..." Lantis whispered. "Nobody can change that..." Eagle
replied in resignation. Lantis remained silent for a while, when he finally
spoke, he did so with a flat tone. "I'll let you sleep now..." He sat on a
chair, as not to disturb the young man. Eagle nodded and closed his eyes.

"Lantis..." Eagle whispered softly, not asleep yet. "Eagle..." Lantis replied,
then both silent for a long time. Eagle just stared at the ceiling, not wanting
to look at Lantis. It just hurt too much, knowing it was maybe the last time
they would see each other.

Lantis moved from the chair to sit on the bed and kissed his blond lover's
forehead lovingly. "Eagle... I... no forget it..." he started. "No, tell me."
Eagle said. "You know already..." he answered. "That you love me ?" Lantis
nodded. Eagle smiled weakly and touched Lantis's cheek. "I love you too..." he
whispered and suddenly pulled Lantis down for a kiss.

Lantis kissed back with passion, almost desperately. Too soon, Eagle broke the
kiss and both panted, trying to catch their breath. "Stay with me..." Eagle
asked again. Lantis just remained silent, not able to voice answer yet again.
"PLEASE LANTIS !!!" the pilot pleaded. "I would if I could, but I've got a duty
in Cephiro... I owe that much to my brother..." he answered.

Eagle was angry again, and pushed Lantis away. "GO THEN !!!" he said. Lantis
looked at his lover sadly. "I'll stay as long as I can with you... but I'll
leave when the time comes, before it's too late to save Cephiro..." he promised.
Eagle smiled weakly and hugged Lantis, maybe it wasn't much, but at least Lantis
wouldn't leave just yet. "Thanks..." The swordsman hugged him back. "You're
welcome..."

Then Eagle kissed him again, just as passionately as their other kisses had
been, Lantis kissing back with the same passion. Eagle shatteattempted to deepen
the kiss, just as Lantis had done, by slipping his tongue between his lover's
lips, tasting his sweet mouth. Lantis accepted it, twining his own tongue with
Eagle's, who moaned into the kiss. After long moment they broke apart, their
breathing fast.

Eagle looked up at Lantis and blushed slightly. "Can I sleep here... tonight...
? he asked. Lantis nodded. "Thanks..." Eagle replied as Lantis kissed him again.
Eagle shyly wrapped his arms around his lover's neck, attempting to remove the
heavy cloak from his broad shoulders. Lantis moved to help Eagle and soon his
cloak was lying on the floor, then proceeded to remove the helmet worn by the
pilot, stroking his hair.

"So soft..." he whispered. "Thanks... ouch !" he said as he put a hand to his
own forehead. "You ok ?" Lantis asked with concern. Eagle nodded. "My head... it
hurts..." he said. "Shh... just sleep..." Lantis said, but Eagle shook his head.
"No, it's gone now... happens sometimes..." Lantis nodded and kissed his lover
softly again. "Ok..."

Then, slowly, he started removing the pilot suit Eagle was wearing, giving him
enough time to push him away, but the blond man just helped him to remove it. It
soon joined Lantis's cloak on the floor. Eagle looked up at Lantis and blushed
as he realized he was naked, the other man smiling at him as he removed his own
things and threw them to the floor too.

Eagle smiled back and shyly dared to touch Lantis's bare chest, who moaned
softly in reply. "You're warm..." Eagle whispered. Lantis smiled again and
claimed his lover's soft lips again, lying fully on top of him. Eagle moaned
into the kissed as he felt the body the contact, pulling him even closer to him,
tilting his head back as Lantis moved from his lips to kiss his neck and
shoulders.

"Lantis..." he whispered. "Shh..." Lantis replied as he kissed his way down the
pilot's chest, his hand caressing his sides. He kissed both of the nipples, and
Eagle arched up, wanting to feel more of that touch. Lantis took one into his
mouth and gently sucked at it, making his lover moan louder with pleasure, his
hands clinging to the dark-haired man's shoulders.

Too soon, Lantis pulled away, his lips moving to kiss and lick and caress the
other nipple, make Eagle arch up against him, his desire pressing against his
thigh. He moved down, kissing his chest and stomach, stopping to lick at his
lover's navel. Eagle panted, clinging thighter to Lantis, every coherent leaving
his mind, replace by the wonderful sensations his lover was giving him. One of
his hand came to twin into Lantis's hair, the other moved to the front to stoke
his chest softly.

"Mmmmm..." Lantis whispered as continued his way down Eagle's body, to kiss the
thighs and then, to move up to that place between his lover's legs. Eagle gasped
when he felt warm lips kissing the tip of his length, pushing his hips up
instinctively. Lantis, sensing his need, took him into his mouth, starting a
slow suction on him.

Below him, Eagle moaned loudly, clinging so thightly to the bedsheets that his
knuckles were turning white. Lantis took him out of his mouth, only to slowly
place kisses all over his length, licking up and down slowly, then taking him
back into his warm mouth. Eagle now was thrusting his hips as Lantis sucked at
him. Unable to hold back any longer, he released into his lover's mouth,
screaming his name.

Eagle panted, as Lantis moved up to kiss his lips once more. "I love you so
much..." he whispered into his lover's ear. Lantis smiled at him and brought one
of his hands to his lips, kissing each of the long, slender fingers gently.

Eagle's eyes, which were half-lidded with desire, suddenly opened wide as he
felt a finger enter him gently, then he closed them thightly as he felt the pain
that followed. "Am I hurting you ?" asked Lantis. "No... I'm ok..." Eagle
answered, as he felt a second finger joining the first one. Soon the pain was
replaced with pleasure and he started pushing down his hips, as Lantis fingers
probed in deeper and deeper. Then he made a sound of protest as he felt them
being removed.

Lantis softly kissed his lover's soft lips, as positioned himself, and deepened
the kiss as he slowly and gently entered his lover. Eagle cried out in pain,
partly muffled by Lantis's lips on his. "I'm sorry... if you want me to stop..."
Lantis said starting to pull out, but Eagle shook his head. "I'll be ok... just
give me some time..." Lantis nodded, waiting for his lover's pain to subside.

After a short moment, he felt Eagle's hips starting to shyly move against him,
and he followed the movements, both of them slowly setting up a steady rythmn.
Lantis kissed Eagle's lips, chin, jawline, neck, shoulders... as their hips
started moving faster and harder, as he pushed in deeper into his lover, who
moaned loudly, overcome by the pleasure.

Soon, the pleasure became too unbearable for both them, releasing, Eagle first,
followed by Lantis, both crying out each other's name. Eagle, spent, lay limply
on the bed, as Lantis collapsed over him. "Aishiteru..." Eagle whispered softly.
"I love you too..." his lover answered with a tender smile.

"I wish you'd stay with me forever..." Eagle said softly, both already knowing
it wouldn't be possible. "I'll come back to you... I promise... And when I
return, then I'll be with you until the day I die..." Lantis promised. Eagle
smiled weakly. "Thank you..." he said and moaned as Lantis pulled out, lying
next to him.

"Shh... sleep now, my love..." he whispered lovingly, stroking his hair. Eagle
nodded and closed his eyes, falling asleep almost instantly. Lantis gently
kissed his lover's forehead, before he too, fell asleep, holding his beloved in
his arms.

Ok, that was really, really, really terrible. ^^;; I've
never written a lemon before. *Blush blush* Anyways, hope you liked the
story. And thanks again to nee-sama for helping me write this !!!
*Huggles*
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