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Relax and Hang On -- Again	By : cupnjava Category: Gensomaden Saiyuki > General Views: 20722 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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***There has been some confusion -- read this first http://adultfan.nexcess.net/aff/story.php?no=26406 ****
“Relax and Hang On II --- How it all got started.”

Written by: Cupnjava c[~]~~~ *sip* Saiyuki_Fan_Fic@yahoo.com

Warning: Adult language and adult situations.

Note: Thoughts are in italics.

Disclaimer: Don’t own them -- don’t claim to own them. Just putting my sick little fantasies in typeset and having some fun. I’m amusing myself desperately waiting for the next DVD to be released. I’m posting it to facilitate the sharing of my sickness with my electronic friends.

Spoilers: If you know about the “other” lifetime then there is no spoiler. The “other” lifetime from the anime not the manga…kinda the one and the same --- just a visual difference.

I’ve read the reviews and thank you all so very much for your feedback. Because of the requests, I have decided the one-shot is not. I’ve read and re-read and re-re-read …etc. the first one and picked out the loose ends.
1) How did it get started (this lifetime)?

2) Why doesn’t Hakkai want Sanzo to know?

3) How does Hakkai get introduced to kink?

4) How do they get busted ? We know it has to happen.

5) Of course we have to go through the “sides” of Hakkai.

and

6) If I missed something, please let me know.

Summary: Yaoi --- originally porn with very little plot…now it has a plot --- somewhat. Yaoi -- this means two guys are getting it on. Since I’m writing this, it means that Gojyo and Hakkai are getting it on. This is graphic…I figure if you are gonna write porn ---then freakin’ write porn. I kept the almost satire feel in the style of the first one. Is a Sanzo and Goku pairing mentioned??? Hmmm….you’ll have to figure that one out on your own. It could go either way --- no pun intended. Who am I kidding? Of course the pun was intended.

In future chapters there will be kink [D/s]. I might even cross the line into non-consent. I’m saying might, because if I say that I am or am not --- then it ruins the suspense of the scene. Don’t worry, I will post a note if I do for those that do not wish to read such stories --- with a safety space (some how) as to not spoil for those that don‘t like spoilers.

This Chapter:

We find out Hakkai has a verbal fetish. We get an idea of why Hakkai doesn’t want Sanzo to know. For those of you wondering about the OOC of this manifestation of Sanzo , I’m drawing on the Sanzo personality from the beginning of the series before the (too young and sexy to be a) curmudgeon took a dark turn. This was when he had a twisted sense of humor. In general, I tend to see Sanzo as having a dark, twisted, egocentric sense of humor -- I’m probably alone. I had to go with this because of the zinger at the end of the first one. However, in the timeline this is after they met Homura.

My beta-audience let me know that I need to explain one thing. For those of you that don’t know (if you know -- skip this paragraph) “vouchsafe” (verb) means to grant or offer (in a condescending manner). At least that’s the denotation. The connotation (for this case) “condescending manner” should not be viewed as disparaging or insulting. This connotation is one of a “higher” ranking individual granting something to a “lower” ranking individual. It is used here as a signal of respect and desire. Who says it to whom and when they say it should be seen as glimpse of the relationship dynamic and possibly foreshadowing. Chivalry isn’t dead in my stories.

By no means am I trying to get on a verbal high-horse. If I have insulted your intelligence in the slightest, I am truly sorry. That was not my intention.

I’ve outlined the plot and diagramed most of the twists. It should be noted that the first chapter actually occurs in the middle of the story line.

Yeah, it’s real freakin’ sad that I take my porn this seriously.

So, relax and hang on --- it’s gonna be a bumpy ride. Warning: curves, twists and turns a head.

Let us begin:

Hakuryuu did what Hakuryuu always does and that was faithfully get them to the next town. They located an inn. Sanzo, Goku and Gojyo had stopped asking Hakkai how he could always identify an inn a long time ago. There were mysterious elements to Hakkai’s intelligence that they had decided they really didn’t want to understand. The three of them choose to assume he could read a map extremely well.

This particular inn contained a restaurant -- as Hakkai so commonly located. After a peaceful-for-them meal Gojyo and Goku stood up to go to their rooms. Goku went through a particularly stressful fight the previous day and was uncharacteristically tired.

Hakkai watched Gojyo walk out of the room. Sanzo watched Hakkai watch Gojyo.

Sanzo lit a cigarette and sighed. “How long have you two been an item?”

Hakkai’s mouth dropped open. He’d assumed he’d hid his affection for Gojyo rather well. He looked at Sanzo and decided that this line of questioning was opening the door to his private world a little too much. “We’re not an item.”

Hakkai had spent most of his life with people questioning his sexuality. Most people assumed he was gay or at least bi-sexual. He recognized that he was neat, clean, intelligent, polite and at times effeminate. He knew that to most people this particular combination of traits was believed to only be found in homosexual men. However, Hakkai never doubted his heterosexual orientation --- until he’d met Gojyo.

Sanzo lifted an eyebrow. He’d wondered about Hakkai and Gojyo since he’d met the pair. Gojyo seemed awfully devoted to Hakkai from the beginning. He was sure they were dating when Hakkai announced they would be living together for while. That “while” turned into three years. During the beginning of their mission there seemed to be times where the two flirted , and then there seemed to be times where the two pushed each other away. Recently, Sanzo had noticed the subtle flirting start up again and Gojyo had stopped using the word ‘fag’ as an insult. The longer Sanzo knew Hakkai the more he was convinced Hakkai was bi-sexual --- after all--- his combination of personality traits was only found in gay or bi-sexual men. He’d wondered about the orientation of Gojyo for a while too --- after all--- no entirely straight man kills demons with one hand on his hip. “Is that so?”

Hakkai could tell by Sanzo’s tone of voice the priest didn’t believe him. Hakkai shrugged, “Believe what you want.” The point wasn’t worth causing an issue.

Sanzo knitted his brow and realized the two really weren’t an item. They had yet to realize or admit to themselves what was so plain and obvious to everyone else. Even Goku had asked Sanzo if the two were together. Sanzo decided this was a perfect time to fuck with Hakkai. He chuckled internally. As if Hakkai didn’t have enough mental issues, Sanzo was about to make it worse. Sanzo glanced around the room to make sure no one would notice the mental practical joke and stood up. He leaned over the table and stared into Hakkai’s green eyes. He stretched out an arm and pointed a finger. “Good.” He softly spoke and he ran his finger from Hakkai’s temple, down his cheek, along his jaw line, brushed his lip and rolled off the curve of his chin. “It would make things… complicated.”

Hakkai’s mouth dropped open and he froze. A chill ran down his spine and his mind ran to one thought, Oh my god! Sanzo --- SANZO just flirted with me.

Sanzo took a moment to enjoy Hakkai’s squirm and turned to leave the room. He walked briskly to his private room. His grip on himself met the breaking point. He snatched a pillow, pressed it to his face and laughed. He laughed a good strong belly laugh that made his eyes water. He took in a deep breath after he removed the pillow and shook the normal stoic look back on his pale face. He wondered, briefly, how he was always able to contain himself until he was alone. He reveled in being the clandestine trickster of the group. The more they thought he didn’t have a sense of humor the funnier his twisted mind thought the situation it was. He was in fact so twisted, that the fact that he was twisted never once crossed his mind. Not even when Gojyo attempted to point it out. He was able to brush that off without issue.

He changed into his night clothes and slid between the sheets. Just before he fell asleep he had one lingering thought. I can be such a bastard.

Hakkai watched Sanzo leave the room and blinked a few times. He managed to get his mouth closed before he approached and negotiated a purchase with the bartender. He carried his purchase back to his room. He sat the bottles down on the small table in the room and picked up the bottle of Peppermint Schnapps.

He cracked open the bottle and sat down in the picture-box window. He tilted the bottle up and took a big gulp. What was that? Was he really flirting with me? Why me and why now? No, I must have misinterpreted his actions. How can you misinterpret that? Hakkai sighed and took another drink. Make things complicated? What does that mean? We are fighting GODS now, maybe he is concerned that a relationship with Gojyo would distract me. A relationship ….Hakkai let out a small huff and took another drink. Relationship…where did that come from? I haven’t even let him know what I think…how I feel. I don’t even know if he would reciprocate my feelings, of course, no fully straight man cocks one hip to the side that often. I was going to finally take action, but now… maybe I shouldn’t. Hakkai sat the empty bottle down and walked over to the table. He grabbed the rest of the bottles and lined them up neatly on the floor under the window. He picked up a bottle of Peach Schnapps and cracked it open. A relationship. I haven’t had a relationship since…..

He wasn’t sure exactly when or why his feelings for Gojyo had emerged, but lately these feelings had grown stronger. Sometimes he was comfortable with the feelings. He took it as a sign that he was finally healing after Kanan. And then, there were times, when his scar ached. Those were the times where he felt he was betraying Kanan. Maybe tonight was going to be one of those nights, maybe it was the depressive effect of the alcohol, maybe it was confusion over Sanzo’s actions, maybe it was the position of the moon --- whatever the reason or reasons tonight was not going to be a good night.

Gojyo had finished his shower and checked his toiletry bag. He’d decided tonight was the night. Months ago, he’d snuck away from the group and restocked his “bag of tricks” and chose tonight as the night. The night he was going to let Hakkai know how he feels and to hell with the consequences. He’d been waiting for the right opportunity, the right moment , but it never came.

He was going to make the right moment and he was going to need some liquid courage to do it. He sat down at the small table in his room and clapped the glass down. He curled his hand around the bottle of vodka and then it hit him. He was about to drink alone. Drink alone….that was a red flag. A red ---bigger than shit---flag. If he did this, then he’d have to start going to meetings. Then, he’d have to hear Pissy Bitch the Wonder Monk’s mouth about the mission being a priority. He’d have to carry a bullshit chip with him and he’d have to do shit. Do shit like talk to people in his past and make shit right. Meetings….doing shit….making shit right. This was getting too heavy.

He slid his hand away from the neck of the bottle and figured that drinking alone was not a wise idea. He shrugged as he reason he’d drink with Hakkai. After all, some of his best dates began at the bottom of a glass. He grabbed the bottle of mixer, the two bottles of vodka and headed out the room.

He walked to Hakkai’s room and knocked on the door. He waited for an answer. He knocked again. He waited again. He put his ear to the door and heard glass softly clank. He opened the door, “Hakkai you in here…?” His voice trailed off when he saw Hakkai’s profile in the window. He was washed in moonlight and the silhouette was lightly kissed with a hint of emerald. Gojyo gasped. He slowly closed the door and noticed Hakkai had a bottle in one hand and his pocket watch in the other. This isn’t good.

He sat his bottles down on the table and slowly walked toward Hakkai. “Hakkai? Hello….Hakkai….earth to Hakkai.”

A weary, “Hel~~lo”, left Hakkai’s lips as a bottle pressed into them.

The light hit the label and Gojyo saw what Hakkai was drinking-- EverClear??. “Dude! You are NOT suppose to drink that shit straight.” He took the bottle from Hakkai’s hand.

“Whatever.” Hakkai took the bottle back.

“It says so right on the label.”

Hakkai shrugged as the took another drink. “So, tell me… what does it say on that pack of cigarettes?”

Gojyo shrugged, “Whatever.” Gojyo stepped toward Hakkai intending on sitting in the window with him, but stopped when his foot hit a bottle. He looked down and saw four empty bottles next to several still unopened bottles. The bottles were lined up neatly under the window and against the wall. Peppermint Schnapps, Peach Schnapps, Captain Morgan, Jack and now EverClear? “Ya know man it is suppose to be Capt’n N Coke. Not Capt’n and Jack.”

Hakkai broke his gaze from some vague point outside the window and looked into the crimson warmth of his friend, “Ya think I need a chaser? Fine.” Hakkai glanced down toward the bottles, set the now empty bottle of EverClear on the floor and grabbed a bottle of Melon Schnapps. “Cheers.” He cracked open the bottle and pressed it to his lips.

Gojyo stared at his friend in disbelief. “Why do you do this?”

Hakkai shrugged, “Why? Because I can, because I need to, because I want to forget --- if only for a little while.” Hakkai tilted his head and Gojyo looked into the steady emerald gaze. Gojyo didn’t see anger, resentment or even the empty happiness Hakkai tried to fool everyone with --- all he saw was pure sadness. Simple sadness. “Why? I’ll ask you, why can’t I go numb?”

That was when Gojyo realized, that although they had never had enough alcohol to get Hakkai drunk, the depressive nature of the fire-liquid did effect him. Gojyo closed his eyes and took in a breath. He opened his eyes, took the bottle from Hakkai’s hand and took a large drink. He sighed again. “You want to go numb?”

Hakkai nodded. Gojyo sat the bottle down on the floor.

“You really want to forget….for a little while.”

Hakkai nodded.

Gojyo bent over and grabbed Hakkai’s face with both hands. He pressed his lips into Hakkai’s. This wasn’t how he’d planned it. This wasn’t what he was expecting to do, but this was how it was going to be.

Hakkai’s eyes flew open then he felt all his muscles relax. He melted into the kiss and slumped toward the window. Hakkai’s eyes slowly closed. His head spun. He felt a tingle between his eyes and it tumbled down his body. His toes curled. He parted his lips and his tongue breached the line of his teeth.

Gojyo felt Hakkai’s tongue touch his and his knees buckled. His stomach flipped. His breath left him and his mind swirled. He dropped to his knees and Hakkai bent toward him. Their lips never separated.

Tongues danced for dominance. Something poked at them from deep within in their minds…something about this kiss felt ---- familiar.

Gojyo slid his hands from Hakkai’s face and wrapped his arms around Hakkai’s waist. Hakkai wrapped his arms around Gojyo’s shoulders.

Gojyo’s muscles continued to relax as did Hakkai’s. Gojyo continued his slow steady descent toward the floor. Hakkai followed him. Before either one was able to take notice, they were on the floor. Gojyo was laying on his back and Hakkai was lying on top of him.

Hakkai finally titled his head back breaking off what both believed was the longest kiss either one had ever experienced. Hakkai looked down at Gojyo and Gojyo looked up at Hakkai.

Hakkai took a moment and basked in the after effects of the kiss. Then, reality set in. He’d just kissed Gojyo. Hakkai’s eyes widened and he quickly jumped up.

Gojyo sat up and watched Hakkai with intense curiosity. Please don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Gojyo mentally chanted.

Hakkai took in a deep breath to collect himself and spoke, “We shouldn’t be doing this.”

Gojyo slowly closed his eyes and pushed his hand into his forehead. He said it. He damn well said it. Against his gut instinct Gojyo spoke, “Why not?”

Hakkai ran a hand through his full short locks, “It would make things complicated. And, besides….I’m not gay.”

Gojyo knitted his brow as he stood. “Complicated? What do mean by that?”

Hakkai sat down in the window facing Gojyo and picked up the almost empty bottle. “You ---me---this….it would complicate the mission.”

“How?” If Gojyo was going to be rejected after all his planning, he was determined to know why.

Hakkai took another drink, “We would be …”, Hakkai searched for words he didn’t know, didn’t understand and didn’t believe. “…distracting. We would distract ourselves from dealing with our mission.”

Gojyo sighed and leaned in toward Hakkai. He placed his hands on the window pane behind Hakkai effectively enclosing Hakkai in his arms. “Look me in the eyes and tell me you didn’t feel something.”

Emerald dove into crimson. Crimson probed emerald. “I can’t.”

“Well, then. What would be more distracting. Having or wondering?”

Hakkai sat the empty bottle down without breaking eye contact. “Wondering.” The bottle fell over and Hakkai did not move to pick it up.

Gojyo offered a sultry half smile to Hakkai, “Well then…” Gojyo remembered he’d left his bag of tricks in his own room. Damn, knew I forgot something. “Follow me.”

He grabbed Hakkai’s hand and turned toward the door. Hakkai allowed Gojyo to lead him by the hand from the room and into the hallway. They walked past one door and Gojyo stopped at the next door --- two doors down from Hakkai’s room. Gojyo walked through the door and Hakkai stopped in the threshold.

Hakkai worried his lip as he stood , This is it. This is the point of no return. I could go back and we could act like this never happened. If I put on the breaks after I go in there ….then…..well….that just wouldn’t be right. Can I do this?

Hakkai heard a door start to open and he leap into the room quickly closing the door. He put his back against the door and looked at Gojyo.

Gojyo chuckled. “Alright for impulsiveness.”

Hakkai smiled, “Do you think that was Sanzo? Do you think he saw me come in here?”

Gojyo knitted his brow as he stepped toward Hakkai, “So what if he did?”

Hakkai dove into Gojyo’s erotic crimson eyes and lost his will to speak.

Gojyo slid an arm around Hakkai’s waist and kissed him. Hakkai’s lips parted and his tongue met with Gojyo’s tongue. One of Hakkai’s hands traveled around Gojyo’s waist and the other traveled up Gojyo’s back and Hakkai’s fingers interlaced with crimson strands. Hakkai’s knees buckled and Gojyo hitched him back up. Keeping his lips locked on Hakkai, Gojyo turned Hakkai around and began walking him backward toward the bed.

Hakkai felt the mattress against the back of his legs and lost his balance. The kiss broke when Hakkai began to fall onto the bed. Gojyo crawled after him. Hakkai moved up the bed and Gojyo sat on his knees and looked down at Hakkai.

Gojyo paused ever-so-briefly to savor the moment. He’d wanted this moment for a long time now, and there was a part of him that couldn’t truly believe that is was happening. He closed his eyes and sighed. He slowly opened his eyes and scanned Hakkai. There was always something about that emerald gaze that gave him pause. He stopped asking himself why he brought a bleeding and broken stranger home that night so long ago, and just became thankful that he did. He licked his lips and decided he needed to continue or else he might loose his nerve. He crossed his arms in front of his chest and pulled his white tank off. He shook out his hair as he pulled the tank from his shoulders.

Hakkai bit his lip and barley contained as gasp as Gojyo’s muscular chest came into view. The crimson strands danced around Gojyo’s head and fell back into place.

Hakkai wasn’t all that sure what to do. He’d never been in this position before. He’d been on bottom before, rarely, but never with a man. This was new territory. He really didn’t know how all this was going to work out.

Gojyo looked down at him and knitted his brow. “You really haven’t done this before.” Gojyo had been convinced that Hakkai was bi-sexual.

Hakkai slowly closed his eyes and rolled his head to the side, “No, I haven’t.” Unconsciously, Hakkai’s arms curled around his own chest.

Gojyo watched as Hakkai tried to close himself off. He softly touched Hakkai’s knees and realized the man that was so efficiently dispatched the necessary foes, the man that was willing to stand up ,occasionally, to Sanzo, and the man that bravely stood eye to eye with Shien was laying below him looking completely and totally vulnerable and down right timid.

Gojyo slid his hands up Hakkai’s legs and onto his shirt. He parted Hakkai’s arms and lowered himself toward Hakkai. He allowed his body weight to sink into Hakkai and whispered into his ear, “Please don’t shut yourself off from me. Vouchsafe me this night , please.”

Hakkai’s head swooned as the silky voice slid into his ear. A first he was surprised that Gojyo even knew a word like vouchsafe. He never thought of Gojyo as an idiot, but it was an odd word. Then, he wondered how Gojyo knew that the romance of anachronistic language was a turn on. Breathlessly Hakkai spoke, “I will.”

Gojyo slid his hands to Hakkai’s sides and tugged at the waistband of his shirt. Hakkai wormed a hand to his collar and released the unique clasps. Gojyo slid the shirt over Hakkai’s torso and off his shoulders.

Gojyo leaned forward and kissed Hakkai’s neck just below the ear and walked kisses down his neck and onto his collar bone. He felt Hakkai take in a sharp breath and arch his back up and off the mattress.

Gojyo pushed with his arms and pulled himself from Hakkai. He sat up on his shins and looked at his new lover. “Did I hurt you?”

Hakkai offer him a genuine smile, “No.”

Gojyo lightly ran his hand down Hakkai’s chest and stomach. Again Hakkai took in a sharp breath and arched his back off the bed. Gojyo smiled, mischievously. “Now, I know why you wear such clothes. You have hypersensitive skin.”

Hakkai offered a half smile as he recovered from the overwhelming sensations and softly spoke, “You figured it out.”

Gojyo kept the grin on his face and wiggled his eyebrows, “Oh, you’re going to be fun.” He fell forward and his lips attacked Hakkai’s neck.

Hakkai wiggled and squirmed under Gojyo’s attentions. Gojyo slid his hands across the mattress and curled his fingers over Hakkai’s shoulders. He pushed Hakkai into the mattress in an attempt to keep the object of his desire in one place.

Gojyo traveled from Hakkai’s neck to his chest kissing, nipping and licking as the whim struck.

With his shoulders pinned, Hakkai’s writhing shifted to his hips. His feet pushed into the mattress and his hips lifted from the bed pushing himself into Gojyo. He felt Gojyo’s firm member push back at him through their pants.

Gojyo stopped all his movements as the realization sank into him, Hakkai wasn’t hard. Gojyo leaned back and released Hakkai’s shoulders. He sat on his shins and looked down at Hakkai. His eyes scanned Hakkai’s body searching for the subtle signs and signals that indicated true willingness.

Gojyo was a letch; he enjoyed feeling, touching and being with beautiful people. However, he’d never had someone against their will. He may have stolen the occasion glance or kiss, but he was no rapist --- even when the partner was too timid to voice their reluctance.

The silence became awkward and Hakkai began to feel self-conscious laying there half naked under Gojyo’s gaze. Hakkai drew his arms up and across his chest trying to hide from the prying eyes that were touching him a little too deeply.

Gojyo shifted his weight and sat cross-legged on the bed. He slid his hands under Hakkai’s knees and shifted the slightly smaller man’s legs across his knees.

Hakkai knitted his brow and closed his eyes. His hands gripped his own shoulders. His body wanted to replace the emptiness left in Gojyo’s sudden distance.

Gojyo sighed, “Ok, what’s wrong?” Gojyo didn’t doubt his romantic skills. He knew he was an awesome lay and didn’t question it in the slightest. When he had a regular partner, he’d learn their likes and dislikes. He’d pick up on their personal styles and preferences and the sex just got better and better. However, Hakkai was not responding properly and that translated to one thing --- he was dealing with an unwilling partner.

Hakkai didn’t respond. He remained quiet not because he didn’t want to answer Gojyo, but because he simply didn’t have an answer.

“You’re closing off again, what’s wrong?” Gojyo touched Hakkai’s knee and softly ran his hand up Hakkai’s thigh.

Hakkai gasped.

Gojyo curled his fingers over and ran his nails down Hakkai’s thigh. Hakkai’s eyes popped open, and he took in a sharp gasp. He tighten his grip on his shoulders and his hips rose from the bed.

Gojyo watched the behavior intently. Hakkai’s reaction indicated that he was torn. He realized that Hakkai’s body was very willing; his mind was reluctant. A slow epiphany came to him, He was raised in a Catholic orphanage. Damnable social engineering under the guise of faith…shit…he’s got issues. Not only was he taught that sexuality was the “original sin”, but this particular type of sexuality is specifically forbidden. Crap.

Gojyo pulled off the lover-hat and hung a sign on the metaphorical door. ‘The doctor is in’. He resigned himself to play therapist tonight. Gojyo licked his lips and took in a brief breath, “I didn’t realize you’d taken the faith.”

Hakkai propped himself up on his elbows and tilted his head, “Huh?”

The lover threatened to kick the therapist’s ass as Gojyo saw Hakkai’s stomach muscles clench when he sat up. Even the scar had a sexiness to it. He saw the top of the ever-sensual “v” peek out from the waist band of Hakkai’s pants. Gojyo got a tentative grip on himself, “I didn’t realize you were Catholic. This must be---”

“I’m not Catholic. I never was. Where did that come from?”

Gojyo tried desperately to look Hakkai in the eyes, but he couldn’t pry himself away from the clean lines, naturally-muscular build, and the raw sexiness that obscured itself under that green shirt. Gojyo put a hand over his eyes and peeked through his fingers. “You aren’t allowed to sit like that.” His peeking eye darted from Hakkai’s torso to his eyes and back to his torso.

Hakkai chuckled, “Who are you to tell me how to sit?”

Gojyo leaned toward Hakkai and whispered, “Mine eyes doth spy the most auspicious and stunning sight. Thy beauty impedes my thoughts.”

Hakkai gasped and melted into the mattress. Then, he chuckled. “Egads, man, what is with the gadzookery?”

“Doth my words invoke thee?”

“Ay, how hast thou acquired thy knowledge?”

Gojyo chucked softly, “Walls are thin, my friend, I hast heard ye when thy last choose to indulge thyself.” Gojyo sat up quickly, “And you had better appreciate this shit. You have no idea how much reading I had to do.” Gojyo laughed.

Hakkai chuckled. “Apparently, I need to pick better inns. What else has your eavesdropping taught you?”

“Care to find out?”

“Ay”

Gojyo tilted his head and their lips met. Gojyo parted his teeth and Hakkai’s tongue met with his. Hakkai probed Gojyo’s mouth and Gojyo’s head swooned. Gojyo pressed his hand into Hakkai’s thigh and slid it up to his waist. Gojyo spread his fingers and slid his hand up Hakkai’s stomach.

Gojyo shifted from Hakkai’s lips, kissed him softly on the cheek and began to work his way back to Hakkai’s chest.

Hakkai laid on his back, his arms resting at his sides and his legs relaxed. He felt Gojyo’s breath on his neck and stared at the ceiling. But, I’m not gay.

Gojyo found Hakkai’s left nipple and ran the tip of his tongue in a circle around it.

Ohhhh my god! Hakkai closed his eyes and took in a soft breath. His back arched off the bed.
Gojyo smiled as he realized he’d found a man with reactive nipples. Oh, yes, this will be fun. He flicked his tongue across Hakkai’s nipple.

Hakkai moaned and decided that this felt too good to fight any longer. He moved his hands to Gojyo’s thigh and snaked his fingers up his waist. He curled his hands around Gojyo’s stomach and pressed his fingers into Gojyo’s back. One hand found its way to crimson stands. He followed the beckoning to Gojyo’s head and Hakkai’s fingernails danced on Gojyo’s scalp.

Gojyo trembled briefly under the sensations. ‘Bout damn time you stopped being a dead fuck. He curled his lips from around his teeth and applied pressure to Hakkai’s nipple.

Hakkai’s hands clenched as the pressure on his nipple increased. He took in a euphoric breath and five well manicure nails ran down Gojyo’s back.

Gojyo’s head rolled back and he arched his back under the sensation. When his head rolled forward he caught a half-lidded emerald gaze.

Hakkai could see the passion pour from the liquid crimson orbs and his breath sweetly left him.

Gojyo bent his head forward and found Hakkai’s other nipple.

Hakkai felt Gojyo’s eyelashes brush his skin as his nipple was being ravished. He felt Gojyo’s fingers curl under his waist band and begin to work the button.
The button released and Gojyo pulled the fabric. A soft zip punctuated Hakkai‘s heavy breathing. I like that sound. He hooked his thumbs under the waistband and began to tug on Hakkai’s clothes.

Hakkai lifted his hips from the mattress to aid in the undressing. Gojyo sat on his shins as he pulled Hakkai’s pants from around his feet and tossed the fabric barrier onto the floor. “Oooo boxers.” Gojyo punctuated his sentence with a gentle lift to an eyebrow and tugged at tan, soft, brushed cotton. Hakkai lifted his hips again and with a small flourish the fabric cascaded toward the floor.

Before Hakkai could object to Gojyo still having his pants on, Gojyo’s lips had found one of Hakkai’s hip bones.

Hakkai let out a small whimper as his hips pressed into Gojyo. His hands found their way to Gojyo’s shoulders.

Gojyo felt the soft, but stiffening cock press against his shoulder and let go of the remnants of his reservations about Hakkai’s reluctance.

Hmmm…Hakkai’s got a package.

“Oh my god! Gojyo!” , Hakkai cried out as he felt the warmth of Gojyo’s mouth surround his quickly hardening member. Hakkai’s hands clenched into Gojyo’s shoulders.

Gojyo mentally chuckled, I love that sound. Gojyo used his whole body to give a blowjob. His hair brushed and tickled Hakkai’s skin. His hands snaked up and down Hakkai’s torso and legs. His tongue darted across the tightening skin around the cock. He tilted and rolled his head. He stretched a hand up Hakkai’s torso and curled his fingers. As he raked five rounded nails down Hakkai’s stomach, he -- with precise calculation-- applied his teeth.

Hakkai screamed as he nearly jumped from the mattress. His hands leapt from Gojyo’s shoulders and clenched into Gojyo’s hair.

Gojyo rose in tandem with his now very active partner. Hakkai jerked one hand away from Gojyo’s hair and slapped it across is own mouth. He desperately tried to muffle his own incomprehensible sounds as Gojyo worked his talented and skillful mouth, lips, tongue, and hands over Hakkai’s body. Gojyo decided it was time for his pants to come off.

Hakkai felt the cool night air hit his wet member as Gojyo slid his lips from around him. As Gojyo sat up on his shins, Hakkai missed Gojyo’s undivided attention.

Gojyo leaned over Hakkai and whispered, “Now, don’t go anywhere.”

“Don’t be long.” Hakkai mindlessly trailed his own fingers on his stomach. Vainly trying to fill some of the void left in Gojyo’s wake.

Gojyo rolled off the bed and slightly wavered as he realized he’d stood up too fast. The heighten pace of the passion was getting to him ---or was it the slow pace? He locked his gaze on Hakkai as he worked his pants and boxers off. The visual of Hakkai laying naked on a bed called to something deep within Gojyo. His friend and now lover looked so right, so perfect. Yes, this is truly fate. Gojyo smiled offering Hakkai a glimpse of his teeth. As he stepped out of his clothes, he bent and nudged Hakkai’s hand down. “Go ahead, I’ll watch.”

Hakkai blushed and turned his head as his hand brushed his very hard cock. His knees bent and his arms crossed in front of his chest. “Oh you.”

Gojyo opened his “bag of tricks” and pulled out a tube. He crawled on the bed and parted Hakkai’s knees.

Hakkai turned his head and looked at Gojyo kneeling between his legs.

Gojyo put a long ribbon of lube on his fingers and rubbed it over his aching cock.

Hakkai’s eyes traveled from Gojyo’s face, over his defined chest, down his toned stomach and on to the alluring “v” that beckoned his eyes to ---. Hakkai’s mouth dropped open and his eyes widened. “I don’t mean to be a mood breaker, but just what do you plan on doing with that?”

Gojyo curled his hand around Hakkai’s dick. He stroked Hakkai with his lubricated hand. Hakkai closed his eyes and pushed his head into the pillow. He gave into the sensations and rocked his hips meeting Gojyo’s movements.

Gojyo leaned over. He positioned his head next to Hakkai’s ear and whispered, “Offer thy pleasure as thou hast not yet seen.” He nipped at Hakkai’s neck, “And make you scream my name.”

Hakkai moaned and curled his hands around Gojyo’s shoulders. He pulled Gojyo toward into him.

Gojyo squared his hips and pressed to Hakkai‘s opening. He felt Hakkai tense up.

He removed his hand from around Hakkai’s cock and braced himself on his arms.

He lifted off Hakkai, keeping his hips stationary, and positioned his nose a few inches from Hakkai’s. He slowly blinked.

Hakkai slid his hands from Gojyo’s shoulders and gripped his biceps. “Honestly, will it hurt?”

“Maybe, a little…at first.” Gojyo smiled and gently kissed Hakkai. He pulled from his lips and wrapped his hands around Hakkai‘s hips. “Remember there can be pleasure in pain.”

Emerald and crimson connected and locked.

Gojyo purred, “Just relax and hang on.” Gojyo tightened his grip on Hakkai’s hips and slowly, but firmly pushed into him.

Hakkai felt his body stretch and open to Gojyo. His hands gripped into Gojyo’s arms. His mouth flew open, he took in a sharp breath and held it as he arched off the bed. As he fell back to the mattress he cried out, “Gojyo!”

A half-smile crept onto Gojyo’s face --- Hakkai had screamed his name. It took every once of self-control to keep from ravishing Hakkai right then and there, but he knew his lover needed to adjust to the presence.

Hakkai could feel the contours of Gojyo’s cock as it slowly slid into him. The pain from the entry quickly subsided once Gojyo paused his movements.

Gojyo watched Hakkai’s body language. He counted the seconds between his panting, waited for the vice like grip on his arms to subside, and watched for the tension around the emerald eyes to begin to fade. He felt and saw his cue. He began his first back stroke.

Hakkai gasped again as his head swooned in the overwhelming sensations. His eyes fluttered and he pushed his head into the pillow.

Gojyo released one hand from Hakkai’s hip and wrapped his fingers around Hakkai’s cock. As he thrust into Hakkai, he stroked down on Hakkai. He quickly found his rhythm and progressively increased the speed and force behind his movements.

Hakkai’s hands clenched around Gojyo’s arms and he moaned.

In/down. Out/up.

Hakkai rocked on the mattress, his body bouncing under the undulating sensations. Sensations that morphed from pleasure to pain and back to pleasure. His head turned from side to side and his moans shifted to screams.

Gojyo watched his lover dance and perform beneath him. He smiled and realized he was definitely doing right by Hakkai.

Hakkai jerked one of his hands off Gojyo’s arm and slapped it across his own mouth. Again, he tried to muffle his sounds again it was in vain.

The faster and harder Gojyo moved the louder Hakkai became. Hakkai shifted from words to syllables and then to incomprehensible sounds. He tilted his head forward and briefly opened his eyes. His world became a pair of crimson eyes that remained locked on him. Gojyo slowly blinked and Hakkai’s orgasm slammed into him.

Hakkai jerked back and arched off the bed. He closed his eyes and his muscles began to tremble and quiver.

The beginning of Hakkai’s orgasm triggered Gojyo’s. Gojyo felt Hakkai’s internal muscles clamp down around his shaft. Gojyo plowed into him and arched his back. His head flew back and his eyes slammed shut.

Hakkai’s stomach quivered.

Gojyo’s muscles quaked.

Hakkai took in a breath.

Gojyo held his breath.

Hakkai’s mind flashed to crimson eyes.

Gojyo’s mind flashed to emerald eyes.

They exploded.

“Kenren!”

“Tempou!”

Hakkai’s head swam as he felt Gojyo twitching inside him expending all he had to offer.

Gojyo’s head spun as he felt Hakkai twitching in his hand.

Then, their euphoric words silently repeated themselves in their heads.

They blinked at each other.

Hakkai caught his breath and finally spoke, “What did you say?”

Gojyo looked into those emerald eyes and refused to admit that he’d said the wrong name. “What did you say?”

Hakkai began to sit up and realized Gojyo was still inside him and still had a grip around him. His eyes shifted to Gojyo’s hand and the remains of his own passion on their skin. “Umm, maybe we didn’t think this all the way through.”

Gojyo glanced down and smiled. “Maybe not. Tell ya what. Wait right there and I’ll go get you a towel.”

Gojyo shifted his weight and his limp member slipped from Hakkai. He heard Hakkai gasp as he found his balance on his legs. Oh, forgot about that. Should have done that more slowly.

Gojyo grabbed a towel from his pack and wiped himself off. He handed Hakkai the towel. As Hakkai cleaned himself off, Gojyo found their boxers. He draped Hakkai’s across his leg; then, dressed himself.

Hakkai held the soiled towel in his hand, “What should I do with this?”

Gojyo shrugged, “The floor, man, the floor.” Hakkai dropped the towel as he shifted his legs off the side of the bed. He began to stand.

Gojyo stepped toward Hakkai, “Wait!”

Hakkai’s feet made contact with the floor and his head spun, he felt a pain inside him that quickly faded, his knees buckled and he began to fall over. Gojyo was there to catch him.

Hakkai leaned into Gojyo. Gojyo helped brace Hakkai, “It’s kinda strange the first time.”

Hakkai chuckled, “Gee, thanks for the advanced warning.” Hakkai leaned on Gojyo as he slipped into his boxers. He tilted his head up and Gojyo kissed him.

Hakkai’s knees went weak and he melted into Gojyo’s embrace. Gojyo’s knees threatened to buckle and his head swooned. Hakkai’s tongue sought out and danced around Gojyo’s.

Gojyo squeezed Hakkai into his chest. Hakkai wrapped his arms around Gojyo and one hand gently, but firmly, took in a fistful of hair. Hakkai broke off the kiss and dove into Gojyo’s eyes. “Now, what did you call me?”

Gojyo lost his breath under emerald probing. He couldn’t speak even if he wanted to.

Hakkai broke the gaze. He sat down on the bed, mindful of his tender regions.

Gojyo sat next to him and draped a hand on one of Hakkai’s knees.

Hakkai licked his lips, “You called me Tempou and I called you Kenren.”

Gojyo sighed as he stood and sought out his cigarettes.

Hakkai continued, “That’s what Homura calls us.”

Gojyo lit his cigarette, “Great, that’s all we need. Him showing up in our bedroom.”

Hakkai looked over at Gojyo, “Surely, you don’t think this means we…” his voice trailed off.

Gojyo shrugged, “I dunno. He’s hot I’ll give him that, but I’d sooner kill him than do him.”

Hakkai resisted the urge to tell Gojyo that wasn’t what he meant. He also made a mental note that Gojyo thinks Homura is hot. He felt a tinge of jealousy and decided to use that as a hidden source of motivation the next time the two groups met.

Hakkai’s mind shifted to the current situation. “We can’t tell Sanzo.”

Gojyo exhaled a stream of smoke. “Why not?”

“I don’t think he’d understand or approve.”

“Since when do we seek or care about his approval?”

Hakkai sighed, “Please, for me…just do this for me.”

Gojyo sneered. The trump card. The “for me” card. The I-don’t-feel-like-explaining-nor-do-I-care-if-you-fully-understand-but-just-do-it card. He sighed, “Sure. But, if he finds out on his own, I’m not denying it.”

Hakkai turned the blankets down and slid between the sheets.

Gojyo stamped out his cigarette and slid behind Hakkai on the bed. He wrapped his arms around the slightly smaller man and gently kissed his neck. “If this is going to be a regular thing, you are going to have to relax and open up.”

Hakkai adjusted his position and looked at Gojyo. “I’ll try.” Of course, your mine now. He pressed his lips against Gojyo’s and his tongue darted into Gojyo’s mouth.

The kiss came to a natural ending and the two men shifted into a comfortable spoon position. Gojyo quickly fell into sleep. Hakkai stared into the darkness. He eventually drifted off to sleep.

Hakkai’s eyes popped open and his mind scrambled to determine the time. He looked out the window and saw that the sun had not yet come up, but the sky was getting lighter. He slid from Gojyo’s embrace. He couldn’t dare not be in his room if by chance Sanzo should rise and try to wake him. Although, he couldn’t recall when that had ever happened.

Gojyo woke up, but laid perfectly still.

He quietly got dressed, gently kissed Gojyo’s cheek and slipped from the room.

Gojyo opened his eyes when the door closed. He stood from the bed, wiped the sleep from his eyes and stumbled toward the door. He heard a door open and close, another door open; and then, he opened his door.

Hakkai was no where to be seen. “Hey Monkey.”

Goku jumped slightly and turned to look at Gojyo, “Hey Sprite.”

“Whatcha doing up? Midnight raid on the kitchen?”

“Yeah, you chasing after a date? Scared her off again huh?” Goku forced a chuckle.

“Nah man, gotta take a piss.”

Goku, ‘Hmm’ed’ as he opened the door to the room across the hall and stepped into to it.

As Goku closed the door, Gojyo stepped back into his room. He closed the door and flopped onto the bed. This was the emptiest a bed had ever felt. He fought to grab sleep.

Hakuryuu barely peeped as Hakkai stepped into his room and looked at the spot on the floor where it all started. His eyes drifted toward the empty bottles and the unopened bottles. That’s when it hit him. He had forgotten --- for a little while.

Relax and Hang on II-A

The morning after Relax and Hang On II

Hakkai sat in guarded silence at a table in the restaurant on the first floor of the inn. He clutched his coffee cup as if the tan liquid had all the answers for him. He got no sleep during the night. He sat in his room in the dark mulling over the evenings events. Once he heard sounds coming from the floor boards, he took care of the various morning necessities and made his way down the stairs to his coffee. The various voices in his fractured mind clashed.

I’m not gay.

It was unbelievable.

We will end up hurt .

I’m not gay.

Let me out.

It was incredible.

We can’t trust Gojyo.

I can trust Gojyo.

I’m not gay.

Sanzo is going to kill me.

We can’t trust anyone.

Let me out.

I want to do it again.

It felt so right.

I can’t trust myself.

I want to hide.

I want to live.

Hakkai closed his eyes and was haunted by crimson eyes. He could still smell Gojyo and feel his touch. He found himself getting aroused at memories. I appreciate you giving me a listen. “Whatever.”

“Huh?”

That was Gojyo’s voice. Hakkai opened his eyes and realized he was no longer alone at the table. Sanzo sat next to him. Gojyo sat across from him and Goku sat next to Gojyo.

Hakkai locked his eyes on Gojyo and offered him a weary smile, “Good morning, Gojyo.”

Gojyo probed those emerald eyes and offered a smile, “Good morning, Hakkai.” Did you sleep down here? Did you sleep?

Under the table and hidden by his robes, Sanzo slid a hand onto Hakkai’s knee.

Hakkai’s eyes widened and he jumped from his seat. “Time to hit the road!” Hakuryuu squawked as he flapped his wings to keep his balance on Hakkai’s shoulder.

His three traveling companions looked up at him.

Sanzo slowly blinked, “We go no where until I’ve had a cup of coffee.”

Goku pleaded, “Yeah, I’ve not had breakfast either.”

Gojyo’s eyes narrowed inquisitively. “Sit and finish your coffee, Hakkai. It’s ok.”

Hakkai glanced nervously at Sanzo and back to Gojyo. “I’ll just load up the gear. Where are your packs?”

Gojyo chuckled, “Monkey’s gotta eat. This could take half the day.”

“The hell it will.” Sanzo grumbled.

Hakkai looked at the questioning eyes on him and decided he needed physical distance between him and them. “I’ll go get some supplies.”

Gojyo knitted his brow, “We got supplies yesterday. We don’t need supplies.”

With a wave of his hand as he stepped through the door of the inn, he replied, “We always need supplies.”
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