To Repay

Title: To Repay
Author: SoftxHeart
Pairing(s): Hiro x Shuichi
Rated: R
Anime: Gravitation
Type: One-Shot

Author\'s Note: Ummm, this is my FIRST gravi. fic!! Very big fan of Shu and Hiro!! yay...so I decided to randomly write a lil ficcy about them! Sorry about the lemon scene, I always get really lazy at those parts so it\'s not really graphic at all and there\'s no penetration ::blushes:: sorry yaoi fan girls!! okay anyways, enjoy and r&r plz!! ~_^

Summary: Shuichi wants to repay Hiro for all he\'s done for him.


Hiro sat, strumming his guitar and unsuccessfully tuning out the chord he needed. His face, grimaced with aggravation, didn’t lighten with the fact that a certain pink-haired boy was wailing over his lover. How many times had he just wanted to slap him for being such a dog to that man, Yuki Eiri.

Shuichi had been calmly sitting at one point, writing lyrics for their newest song when reminiscing of that beautiful blonde hair and golden eyes reappeared continually in his mind. And how he had also kicked him out, again. Running to Hiro for solace was cliché at this point, and both had begun to adapt to this frequent ritual. His tears almost seemed infinite, running down those soft, tan cheeks. Hiro could no longer stand it. This baby act was beginning to get on his nerves. He abruptly stood, walked to the older man…and embraced him gently.

Shuichi was shocked to feel a pair of strong arms wrap around him lightly. But he soon relaxed into the embrace, needing all the comfort he could get.

Hiro began to ‘coo’ into his ear and rubbed his scalp lovingly. Shuichi felt as though he were being held by his mother trying to console her son in pain. Shuichi turned his body around to fixate himself so he could hug Hiro back. “Thank you Hiro..I..I’ve just been so..soo..lonely..” His words drifted as the sobs over rode him. He broke down in the guitarist arms and Hiro only held him tighter.

Hiro breathed in the scent of his hair. The scent of strawberries and cream suited his hair perfectly. “I wish you wouldn’t let yourself get down this much…it hurts me too ya’know.” Hiro continued to hold him as Shuichi’s body ceased any further signs of crying. Shuichi looked into Hiro’s eyes as the younger boy stood and released him.

He already began to miss the warmth.

As Hiro turned, Shuichi’s hand reached out for him, unbeknownst to himself. He quickly recoiled his arm, not wanting to give Hiro the wrong idea. He was just a very passionate person, and at times, needed someone to subdue his fetish for another’s touch; whether it be intimate or simply platonic.

“You can crash here tonight if you want…a-and, share my bed too..” Hiro blushed at his own words. He wasn’t very open with things such as this. But Shuichi was Shuichi, nothing more to really say.

Shuichi only looked at him, a little wide-eyed. He wasn’t expecting that. “Uhh..heheh..yea I guess so.” The room was tense for a moment, but the silence was broken when Hiro asked if he wanted something to drink. Shuichi nodded, and moments later Hiro had left the room.

Shuichi then took the time to look around. He never really scrupulously looked at Hiro’s room before, and noticed things that had never come to mind. Like all the medical books that were laying around. It reminded him how smart Hiro was. And he examined his guitar, quite aged but still playing wonders. He drew his eyes towards a picture of him and Hiro, placed in a simple wooden frame. Hiro was laughing as he smashed ice cream into his face. But he has his arm around him as he did so. It reminded him of their friendship, and how caring Hiro was. Not to mention supportive. And Shuichi realizes something for the first time, how he’s changed; ever since Yuki that is. How he’s been bereft of Hiro for so long, and yet Hiro is persistent when he cries to him. He’d have to thank him one day.

No sooner had that proposal crossed his mind, Hiro walked gingerly back into the room with some drinks…and pocky. Anyone else would’ve just brought him the drink, but not Hiro. The guitarist handed Shuichi the drink and took one giant gulp of his and set it down on one of his lamp tables. He then proceeded to sit down in his chair to resume playing his guitar.

Shuichi looked at the liquid in his cup, as it twirled and danced inside the cup. Using the space it had to move about before being swallowed and digested within the depths of his stomach. His tongue was dry, he took a sip. It felt wonderful, refreshing.

The room had been unusually quiet that afternoon. Perhaps with all that has happened, without either one knowing, much has changed. Or maybe it was just a figment of their imagination over rationalizing the lack of life in the air.

They had practiced all day, and it was late. The silence had been broken when Hiro decided to speak. “Soo…you still gonna stick with me tonight?” Hiro had moved onto other activities during the duration of the evening, and was closing some medical book as he waited for Shuichi to reply.

“I told you I would, so yes, I am.” Shuichi made his way to Hiro’s dresser, pulling out a pajama outfit, knowing Hiro wouldn’t care that he was practically going through his stuff. Who cares, there was absolutely nothing to hide between them. He headed towards the bathroom, not in an effort to hide himself fro Hiro, but his breath wasn’t smelling too good. Hiro, too tired to do anything cut out the lights and slipped into bed, clad only in his boxers. He waited and stared at the ceiling as he heard Shuichi scrubbing his teeth to the bitter end.

Finally the light beneath the door to the bathroom shut off and Shuichi stepped out. He looked so adorable. The arms and legs to his PJ’s deemed too long and left him looking like a child.

Hiro pulled his blanket up with his free arm and scooted towards the wall a bit to provide some room for his pink-haired friend.
Shuichi only stared at the spot, waiting for him to nestle his lithe form in the space. He swallowed lightly and decided to just go for it. No reason to be nervous, it was just Hiro.

Hiro waited as he watched the boys face, a little tense maybe. For what? It’s just me. ‘Hurry and come in’ he thought. And soon the expression that once covered his face was gone just as quickly as it had appeared.

The moment Shuichi reached the bed, he wrapped his scrawny yet sensuous arm around Hiro and pulled his body close. Hiro always had this genuine warmth about him that he always enjoyed. Growing bold, and trusting Shuichi wouldn’t care, Hiro tossed a limb over the others thigh.

He felt Shuichi tense beneath him, but soon the boy was calm again.

A silence once more found its way in the room. Shuichi wanted to talk to Hiro, wanted to tell him how much he cared.

“Hiro, I’m so sorry…For everything.”

Shuichi, knowing his friend so well, placed his hand over his mouth so he wouldn’t speak. This was important. He needed to liberate his thought without interruption. Shuichi tucked his face into Hiro’s neck, and once more began to speak.

“Hiro, you’re one of the most important people in my life. And I want you to know, no matter whom I chose to be with, or who I love as a lover or friend, none will ever surpass the love I have for you.” Hiro’s eyes widened. How had he known what to say, and what he wanted to hear for so long! “And..” the tears began to flow. “a-a-and, I want t--to..” Shuichi took in a deep breath and released, bringing all his hesitancy and fear along with it. “I want to be with you, tonight.”

“But Shu--“

“No Hiro, not buts. I have to do this for you, it’s the only way…” Shuichi brought his face close to Hiro’s and planted a small kiss on his cheek. He brought his fingers up and rubbed them through his hair, like so many other times Hiro had done for him.

His fingers slipped through his hair, down his nape, sending a shiver down his spine.

Now it was Hiro’s turn to be tense. “Shuichi..ahnnn…I’ve never…” Hiro was reluctant to admit it, but he was still a virgin. Even though he dated Ayaka for about a year, they never made it past kisses and innocent groping.

Shuichi was shocked for a moment. “Well I’ll be…Hiro still a little virgin are we? Don’t worry Ill have all sorts of fun with you.” He pushed Hiro onto his back and straddled his legs. He placed his hands on either side of the guitarist face. “Go ahead and touch me, where-ever you want.” The words rolled off of his lips in the most erotic way, making Hiro’s groin heat.

Shuichi left himself open as an offering, waiting for Hiro to do something.

He was a bit nervous, not sure where to or even how to pleasure the boy above him. So he began small, and skimmed his hands over the boy’s abdomen, feeling out for his sensitive spots.

Bingo, he thought as Shuichi moaned a bit, lips slightly parted. He eyed those pink, hard nipples as if it was a laid out buffet just for him. He brought his nimble fingers north of where he was and skimmed his calloused hands ever so gently above the hardened peak. This earned him another moan and Shuichi’s back arching for more contact. It seems Hiro was much obliged to comply.

“Hey Shuichi..?” Shuichi was still captivated by the soft caresses it took him a while to spring to back to reality. The pink-haired boy was blushing a bit as he saw Hiro staring at him a bit incredulously.

“Oh, sorry Hiro. You’re just a natural..heh.” Both blushed.

“Yea, well anyways, you mind if we kinda, err..switch, positions?” Well this was certainly audacious, Hiro wanting to be dominant the first time. Shuichi wasn’t daring enough the first time he and Yuki made love. In fact he didn’t even want to do it in the first place.

In response, Shuichi dismounted the man beneath him and Hiro crawled atop him, taking the previous position that Shuichi was just in. Hiro only looked at him, wanting to take things slowly at first. He wanted to be top because he already knew how rough he was and is going to get.

He placed his elbows on either side of Shuichi’s head for leverage, and ground his hips down. He had to fight to stifle a moan as he felt his trapped erection rub against an equally aroused member.

Shuichi had pushed up the moment Hiro had pushed down, increasing the friction between one another. Both moaned deep in their throats, and clenched their eyes tightly together.

Sweat began to appear on both of their foreheads as willowy hips clashed against one another. Moans and pouts were heard throughout the room, and that was the loudest it had gotten all day. Shuichi clutched Hiro closer to him, deepening the friction as he felt himself drawing closer and closer to that special place.

Hiro felt the same and dug himself deeper into the other boy’s hips. He was on the verge of losing it. Shuichi reach between them and grabbed Hiro’s erection, trapping his hand amid their bodies.

White fire ignited inside of Hiro, and he experienced something he had never felt before. He felt complete with Shuichi, and sharing such intimacy with the one he cared about most.

The night continued to grow old as the two made love throughout the dawning sun. Throughout their ministrations, both had grown tired and fell asleep in each others arms, happy and content, not regretting a thing. Best friends like that, they don’t regret anything but the times they weren’t together.

~**~

As morning shown through the sky, rays of light peeked through Hiro’s window. The spot next to him was cold, and he knew. Shuichi had gone back to his former lover only to be hurt again and come straight into his arms once more and maybe even to experience something like this yet again. Either way, Hiro loved Shuichi.

And this would always remain true.


A/N: YES I KNOW!! cheesey ending but this story was written out of boredom lol...owell..review anyways if u liked or thought it sucked!! and also, how would you have ended the story?