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Gravitation › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
2,626
Reviews:
7
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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Disclaimer : It’s Gravitation belongs to Murakami Maki. So does her other works like “Help! I can’t stop loving you”, “ Tales Of Destiny”, “Remix Gravitation” and etc.
Shuichi walk out the elevator and head towards the door to his and Eiri’s apartment. Just having thoughts of having his lover all night is enough to make the pink hair singer squeel in delight. But off course Shuichi won’t show it on public.
Shuichi unlock the doors and went in with a big smile on his face “ Yuki darling! I’m home~ “ and the pink hair baka can’t help but giggle madly.
Anytime soon the so called cold hearted author would emerge from his study room and demand to know why he came home late tonight but Shuichi knew, despite the cold words his lover spat on him, Eiri will always give the warm “welcome home” kiss to Shuichi.
But much to the J-pop vocalist’s dismay, what greets him is a dark living room where the t.v and radio are off. No signs of Eiri in the apartment as Shuichi call out to his love and check every room of the apartment.
None.
Shuichi check Eiri’s study room and found the author’s faithful laptop closed, he check the kitchen where there’s a can of beer sitting on the kitchen counter. Shuichi pick it up and realize his love haven’t finish drinking all the content of the can and it’s not that cold anymore.
Shuichi check the bathroom but it’s empty and the tiles are dry. To the bedroom and when Shuichi feel the bed, it’s not warm.
To the balcony but there’s hardly any cancer sticks lying on the balcony floor…
Shuichi rush inside the room to the living room to look out of the window and saw that Eiri’s black Mercedes is absent. To sum it all up… the writer have gone out. Shuichi sigh a relief and dismiss the thought of Eiri leaving him and went to NY for the 2nd time in their relationship. If Eiri really wanted to leave him and went to NY he might have brought along his laptop.
Shuichi walk back in the bedroom and start to strip. He would love to sit and watch the t.v in the living room and pounce on his love when he return home but Shuichi have a feeling Eiri might not came home soon so having a shower after a long hot sweaty day sounds appealing.
As Shuichi put strawberry shampoo on his hair and start shampooing, his mind is occupied with all the memories he shared with his lover several years ago.
Much to the other’s surprise, their relationship are more than quite stable. Yes, they do have a rocky start and when Eiri pushed Shuichi away, Shuichi always came back to him. When Eiri tried to runaway, Shuichi can always track him down and ran after him.
As Albert Einstein says “Gravitation cannot be held responsible for falling in love. “ Which is so true. Gravitation only pulls two people together, whether they fall in love or not is up to them.
Shuichi turn around and let the hard flowing water from the showerhead hits his shoulder blades and back. It’s a good method to massage him and he really need it after a long hard day at work in the studio or during any tour.
After Shuichi finish having his bath, he dries off and wear one of Eiri’s pajama’s. Shuichi don’t care if his blonde lover would throw a fit at him and would scowl at him with mean heart breaking words Shuichi knew Eiri doesn’t mean it.
The pajama’s off course is too big for Shuichi’s petite slender body but the clothe bear the smell of tobacco and faint cologne Eiri sometimes wear so Shuichi doesn’t have a heart to take it off.
He haven’t seen his love since morning so it’s natural to miss him. Wearing his clothes and inhaling his scent stuck at the clothe is kind of a substitute for Shuichi not to miss the writer too much.
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Shuichi look up to the clock hang on the wall for the 10th time that night. Now Shuichi is really worried. He put down his mug of hot cocoa since the rain is flowing down heavier and rub himself to warm up. The clock shows it’s almost 10 but there’s no sign of Eiri coming back yet. He did tried on calling Tohma but he cease that thought, Shuichi knew Tohma doesn’t really like him.
He off course had called his lover’s phone several times but turns out his mobile is on the table in his study room. Now that was new, Eiri always brings his mobile with him whenever he went out. Guess he went out in a hurry. There was a thunder struck and it sounded so loud like it’s somewhere near the building Shuichi and Eiri’s apartment are.
Shuichi once again look out the window and look down, nope, still no Eiri. Shuichi was about to close the curtain when he sharply took another look again and gasp in dead shock. He quickly took an umbrella, put on his shoes and went out the front door.
*-*-*-*
“ YUKI!! “
Eiri lift his wet face and meet a pair of beautiful big round purple blue eyes that was once full of life and cheerfulness but now full of concern and worry and a bit of anger. “ WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE? YOU’RE GONNA GET SICK!! “ Shuichi yell because the heavy cold rain pounding hard on the cement side walk really made their eardrums uneasy.
Eiri didn’t say anything, he just lift his shivering wet hand and caress Shuichi’s now wet cheeks dispite the umbrella on top of both of them. Shuichi could read Eiri mouthed his name weakly and Shuichi grip Eiri’s shivering pale hand.
God, His hand is freaking frozen! Shuichi mentally scowl and kick himself for not looking out the window sooner if not Eiri wouldn’t have been here. Sitting in the middle of a pool of mud, leaning against a lamp post, body facing their building, car absent, coat absent and… and…
“ HOLD ON! “ is all Shuichi could say as he help Eiri stand up and slowly they walk in the apartment. In the elevator Eiri almost pass out but thanks to Shuichi tender encouraging words Eiri could manage to wake up.
Eiri thank god that Shuichi didn’t lock their door coz he couldn’t stand to wait for his younger lover to search for the keys to unlock the door.
“ You wait here while I go get the things. “ Shuichi command his lover and went in one of the rooms.
Eiri slump on the couch because of exhaustion. Finally his frozen butt met something not hard as the cement sidewalk down there. After several seconds Shuichi came back with new clothes for the high profile writer to change and numerous clothes? Shuichi realize Eiri still can’t talk louder than a whisper so he do the task without asking any question to his love.
He take off Eiri’s wet clothes and immediately help him put on new fresh thicker clothes. Then he put on a pink sweater and then a green thick sweater and another blue sweater. Shuichi didn’t forget to wear his love several pairs of thick sweat pants.
If someone see Eiri’s state right now, it’s either they would laugh their head off or… rolling on the floor laughing their heart out. Shuichi hug the almost immobile Eiri and wish to warm his lover some of his body heat but anyone could tell the writer didn’t need it.
Eiri look like a round plum man and you can amost can’t see his neck despite the numerous sweater Shuichi kindly put him on.
“ Feel warmer now koi-chan? “ Shuichi ask sweetly. Oblivious to Eiri’s rising temper but it quickly faded and Eiri just made a curt nod. Shuichi didn’t let go of the hug and they stay at that position for another moment when Shuichi broke the silence by asking
“ Where have you been all these time? “
Eiri didn’t answer…
“ …………………………”
“…………………………………………..”
“ ………………………………………………………”
“ What’s wrong? Is it something I that shouldn’t know? “
Eiri answer with a short nod.
“ But why? We did promise not to hid any secrets between us anymore, remember? “
Eiri look away…
“ Yuki… honey, please… if there’s something bothering you I’m always here to help… “ Shuichi grip Eiri’s chin softly and gave his lover a brief kiss.
Still Eiri don’t speak a word…
“ Is it something relating to Tohma? “ Since Shuichi won’t get his blonde love to voice out his reason, seems like he need to do another method.
Eiri shook his head…
“ Is your dad need you back in Kyoto? “
Eiri shook his head again…
“ Did Hiro said something to you? “
Once again Eiri shook his head… but before Shuichi could ask another question Eiri cough, not once but several times and cough so hard until he almost bent down to his knees. Shuichi panic but he got up quickly and ran to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water to the man he love the most.
By the time Shuichi came back to the living room the singer witness Eiri gobble up some pills from at least 3 packets of antidotes.
“ You went to the hospital today? Why didn’t you tell me? “ Shuichi ask as he give the water so Eiri could drink.
Eiri didn’t answer again and got up, wobbly at first and head towards the bedroom. Taking off some sweater and sweat pants on the way so that he could move easier.
“ Yuki! I refuse to be ignored and I won’t stop asking until you open your mouth and tell me where have you been and--- “ Shuichi moan.
It happen so fast. One second Shuichi was following Eiri to the room and the next second his back meets the cool bed and Eiri on top of him. Shutting his younger lover with a hot open mouth kiss. Both of Shuichi’s wrists are held by both of Eiri’s still cold hands, pinning Shuichi’s legs with his.
Shuichi tear his mouth away from the kiss by tossing his head right and left. When he met Eiri’s confuse stare, Shuichi shout “ Don’t do that! Sometimes I don’t like it! You knew that my brain will most likely shut down whenever you kiss me and to shut me up you began to make out with me! But not this time, I won’t give in until you give me a descent logical answer to why---“
Eiri shut his lover up again with a hungry kiss and Eiri is one of those guys that the more you challenge them, the more they like it. So no matter how much Shuichi toss his head away from the delicious kiss, Eiri always win and Shuichi give in.
Eiri let go finally which resulted on both of them panting hard with Shuichi blushing dark red with his lips swollen by how Eiri had attack on them earlier.
“ Yuki? “ Shuichi said. Uncertain on what to say next... to ask or not to ask?
Eiri, despite his weak body, manage to swiftly tear off Shuichi’s favorite shirt and ravage the young man. Soon Shuichi’s can’t think straight anymore as all he could think of now is Eiri not to stop and give him more. Shuichi swear their neighbours will complain again at how loud they are but actually Shuichi was the one who moan and scream so loud all those nights.
*-*-*-*-*-
Eiri got his release and Shuichi moan again as he felt his lover’s seed went into him. Eiri, now really really exhausted, fell into Shuichi’s open arms. Shuichi hug his lover and stroke his back as Eiri rain his neck and cheeks with kisses. Eiri still didn’t say anything. The sex--- no, it was more like love making just now.
There was no teasing, no commanding, just gentle and slow. Except some coughings here and there but neither minded it. Even the kisses they shared are mostly slow and lazy but still passionate. Shuichi wanted to ask him the questions he’s desperate to ask his lover but taken aback when Eiri whisper 6 words that he never expect.
“ Thank you for loving me Shuichi… “ and Eiri fell asleep. Leaving a confuse Shuichi.
*-*-*-*-*-
Several weeks have past since then and Shuichi realize his once cold hearted ignorant lover have change little by little. Like he became more kinder, always asking where Shuichi went, became more possessive and less cold words and insults were thrown.
The author began to drive Shuichi to work every morning and take him home every evening. Wanted Shuichi beside him more often and for the first time showing interest in all Shuichi’s blabbering.
But not to forget his coughs became more serious but whenever Shuichi ask Eiri will revert to his old bastard self and lock himself in his study room for and hour or two.
Shuichi didn’t missed to realize that Eiri’s key chains have add up another one. A smaller one that typically used for locking secret drawers… but then again whenever Shuichi ask what’s that mysterious key for Eiri will lie about it and quickly change the topic.
“ Oh you also have that kind of key Shuichi? “ Hiro ask, startling Bad Luck’s front man and Shuichi almost loose the key.
“ You know what’s this key for? “ Shuichi showed Eiri’s key that he stole this morning to his long hair best friend.
“ Off course I do. Ayaka bought me one. It’s a key to her door, but it’s no ordinary door… “ Hiro grin evilly but that made Shuichi more worried.
“ oi Shuichi? What’s wrong with you? You seem to look un-genki these days. “ Hiro quickly sense his best friend’s troubled look.
“ No… it’s just that Yuki is acting strange lately and I found this key soon after. You said it’s a special kind of door key right? I’m worried… that Yuki is… cheating behind my back Hiro… “ Shuichi said and he sounded like any minute his eyes will ber like Niagra Falls.
“ Have you ask him before? “
Shuichi shook his head and sigh heavily “ he always change the topic whenever I bring it up. “
“ Hm… Sometimes we musn’t always assume things Shuichi. I advice you… oh! I remembered Tatsuha and Sakuma-san also have the same kind of keys like that. Tatsuha said it’s a key to Sakuma-san’s secret drawer--- Shu? “ Hiro blink and blink again.
The moment he open his eyes when he was talking, Shuichi wasn’t there. What was there is K and turns out only both of them are in the room. K must have kick Sakano and Fujisaki out and lock the door from inside. And Hiro didn’t like one bit of the way K looking at him with hungry predatory eyes.
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Shuichi ran down the streets towards the one and only building he’s dying to get into. Shuichi pant heavily and often he stop for a while before he run again. For several weeks Eiri drove him back and forth and pamper him with all the food he wanted so unconsciously Shuichi most likely unfit at the moment even thought he still looks slim and slender and petite.
The moment Hiro said the word drawer Shuichi ran out the building and ran towards his and Eiri’s apartment. He remembered there’s a drawer at the foot of Eiri’s closet that he can’t open without a key. Even the key hole look funny but that was years ago when he was still a gullible virgin that just move in.
The moment Shuichi enter the room, he was surprise that Eiri wasn’t home. He thank god and quickly went to their bed room and he found the holly drawer.
Shuichi carefully took Eiri’s sacred key and carefully put it in. It fits!! Shuichi quickly unlock it and pull the drawer out. Shuichi’s heart beats so hard that he’s not surprise if it could break his rib cage soon.
What lay in the drawer were nothing extraordinary. There are several albums with a printed paper stuck on the cover. Shuichi took one and the printed cover says “ Shuichi in the park. Every angles with 78979 shots. “ And when Shuichi flip open the album, he was shock that not just the album is full of his picture in the park but truly it’s taken in each 678896 angles! Every posture all clear and complete with date and time and seconds written at each picture.
Shuichi can’t believe it and took another album with the cover says “ Shuichi having his shower. Every angle with 89865 shots. “
Shuichi flip the pages and his face deep red as a tomato as Eiri didn’t just took his picture having a shower with 89865 shots but also at his every angle uncencored!
Shuchi didn’t dare to look at Eiri’s other albums on him in the kitchen, at the balcony, on the couch, etc. a question that won’t go away stuck in his mind. “ HOW DID HE TOOK IT??! “ Shuichi scream in his heart.
Shuichi nervously rummage around and found other normal stuffs like the things he bought for the blonde author from festivals and tours. Their first picture taken. Some video and Shuichi doesn’t have to know what’s the content. Their first sex and their first kiss and their first dinner and their first date etc. Shuichi didn’t know why but tears fell down his cheeks.
“ areh? Wha-why am I crying? I should be happy that Yuki does care about me! “ Shuichi was about to lock the drawer and get out before Eiri come home and found out everything. But then he saw a light pink letter with no address written on it.
Shuichi lick his lips and hmm. Should he read it? Maybe it’s Eiri’s love letter to him?! Shuichi mentally kick himself. There’s no way Eiri would do that… there’s nothing wrong in taking a peak right? Right~ Shuichi carefully took out the paper in the envelope and reads it. He swear his heart almost stop…
*-*-*-*-
“ K… we can’t… I… I have a girlfriend and you’re already marr---“ Hiro can’t say anymore as K pound himself senselessly to the guitarist of Bad Luck band.
“ Shh… I know… but your girl is at Kyoto right? And mine is still at the US. Both of us are lonely and sex deprive right? “ K said casually as he lean down and kiss Hiro’s collar bone. But typically as all good scene have to be disturb as the lock door of the studio is thrown open by a cross looking Yuki Eiri.
“ Where is Shindou Shuichi? “ Eiri ask dead serious. Eiri is tired and he mentally scowl at Tohma for having a tall building with numerous studio rooms. Well, Eiri is too blame also because since he didn’t know where Shuichi’s new recording room is he have to check on each studio to ask where is his lover. Don’t bother asking the receptionist as all went ga ga on him with hearts in their eyes.
“ Shu-Shuichi? “ Hiro ask between gasps “ isn’t he home with you already? “
Eiri didn’t need to hear more since he knew from that morning when he realize the `key` is gone, he knew something will went wrong. Eiri quickly went to his car and drive home at full speed. Praying non stop for his lover not to open the `drawer`.
*-*-*-*-*
/// To Shindou Shuichi and to those who are related to me,
I hereby present you that when I die the next 3 month from now
On ward I will inherited all my money and belongings to my lover,
Shindou Shuichi… ///
Shuichi can’t read anymore as the tears came down uncontrollably, “ Ba-baka Yuki… “ Shuichi tried to smile but failed “ Wha-what was he thinking on writing his will? He’s too young to die--- huh? “ When Shuichi was folding the `will` back into it’s envelope there’s another paper flew out.
Shuichi off course took it and reads it… now his tears and sob went worst and right at that moment Eiri came running in the room.
“ Shuichi!! “
“ Yu… ki… “ Shuichi slowly lift his head and meets Eiri’s half glare and half worry expression. Shuichi got up and ran to his and only lover. “ OH YUKI! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?!! I AM SO SORRY! I AM SO SORRY! I SHOULD HAVE SPEND YOUR REMAINING TIME MORE BETTER! I PROMISE I WON’T CAUSE YOU ANYMORE TROUBLE! I WILL BE A GOOD LOVER AND I WILL BEHAVE!! I WILL… “
All Eiri could do is hug his lover tighter and gave kisses to his Neck. Listening to his lover’s cries and endless promises. Eiri knew this day would come but he doesn’t expect it to be that soon… both felt to their knees and Shuichi climb and sit on his lover’s lap. Still won’t let go of the man he love so much.
Eiri saw that Shuichi did found out everything he kept in his secret drawer… including his will letter and the paper from the hospital approving his body test saying
BODY EXAMINATION REPORT
TOKYO HOSTPITAL
Name : Uesugi Eiri
Age : 27 years old. D.O.B: 23rd February 19xx
This patient have gone through several examinations by the
doctors from our hospital and this patient is approve to suffer
lung cancer due to smoking at a young age. … …
The cancer is said to be very serious and have xx more months to
live therefore…
A/N : Say no to cancer sticks! It’s bad for your health. It lessen you life length and you’ll make the one you love suffer. Anime characters have the right to smoke coz no matter how much they smoke the can’t die until the mangaka or the artist did so. Plus anime characters who smokes look kewl but to real people it’s not… if you ask my opinion.
A/N II : I am deeply sorry for incorrect sentence structure and numerous grammar mistakes. I am sorry that the way I type Eiri’s will is so lame and the way I type the hospitals’ report on Eiri’s cancer is also lame. Please don’t flame me and tell me what do you think? Typical? Boring?
Disclaimer : It’s Gravitation belongs to Murakami Maki. So does her other works like “Help! I can’t stop loving you”, “ Tales Of Destiny”, “Remix Gravitation” and etc.
Shuichi walk out the elevator and head towards the door to his and Eiri’s apartment. Just having thoughts of having his lover all night is enough to make the pink hair singer squeel in delight. But off course Shuichi won’t show it on public.
Shuichi unlock the doors and went in with a big smile on his face “ Yuki darling! I’m home~ “ and the pink hair baka can’t help but giggle madly.
Anytime soon the so called cold hearted author would emerge from his study room and demand to know why he came home late tonight but Shuichi knew, despite the cold words his lover spat on him, Eiri will always give the warm “welcome home” kiss to Shuichi.
But much to the J-pop vocalist’s dismay, what greets him is a dark living room where the t.v and radio are off. No signs of Eiri in the apartment as Shuichi call out to his love and check every room of the apartment.
None.
Shuichi check Eiri’s study room and found the author’s faithful laptop closed, he check the kitchen where there’s a can of beer sitting on the kitchen counter. Shuichi pick it up and realize his love haven’t finish drinking all the content of the can and it’s not that cold anymore.
Shuichi check the bathroom but it’s empty and the tiles are dry. To the bedroom and when Shuichi feel the bed, it’s not warm.
To the balcony but there’s hardly any cancer sticks lying on the balcony floor…
Shuichi rush inside the room to the living room to look out of the window and saw that Eiri’s black Mercedes is absent. To sum it all up… the writer have gone out. Shuichi sigh a relief and dismiss the thought of Eiri leaving him and went to NY for the 2nd time in their relationship. If Eiri really wanted to leave him and went to NY he might have brought along his laptop.
Shuichi walk back in the bedroom and start to strip. He would love to sit and watch the t.v in the living room and pounce on his love when he return home but Shuichi have a feeling Eiri might not came home soon so having a shower after a long hot sweaty day sounds appealing.
As Shuichi put strawberry shampoo on his hair and start shampooing, his mind is occupied with all the memories he shared with his lover several years ago.
Much to the other’s surprise, their relationship are more than quite stable. Yes, they do have a rocky start and when Eiri pushed Shuichi away, Shuichi always came back to him. When Eiri tried to runaway, Shuichi can always track him down and ran after him.
As Albert Einstein says “Gravitation cannot be held responsible for falling in love. “ Which is so true. Gravitation only pulls two people together, whether they fall in love or not is up to them.
Shuichi turn around and let the hard flowing water from the showerhead hits his shoulder blades and back. It’s a good method to massage him and he really need it after a long hard day at work in the studio or during any tour.
After Shuichi finish having his bath, he dries off and wear one of Eiri’s pajama’s. Shuichi don’t care if his blonde lover would throw a fit at him and would scowl at him with mean heart breaking words Shuichi knew Eiri doesn’t mean it.
The pajama’s off course is too big for Shuichi’s petite slender body but the clothe bear the smell of tobacco and faint cologne Eiri sometimes wear so Shuichi doesn’t have a heart to take it off.
He haven’t seen his love since morning so it’s natural to miss him. Wearing his clothes and inhaling his scent stuck at the clothe is kind of a substitute for Shuichi not to miss the writer too much.
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Shuichi look up to the clock hang on the wall for the 10th time that night. Now Shuichi is really worried. He put down his mug of hot cocoa since the rain is flowing down heavier and rub himself to warm up. The clock shows it’s almost 10 but there’s no sign of Eiri coming back yet. He did tried on calling Tohma but he cease that thought, Shuichi knew Tohma doesn’t really like him.
He off course had called his lover’s phone several times but turns out his mobile is on the table in his study room. Now that was new, Eiri always brings his mobile with him whenever he went out. Guess he went out in a hurry. There was a thunder struck and it sounded so loud like it’s somewhere near the building Shuichi and Eiri’s apartment are.
Shuichi once again look out the window and look down, nope, still no Eiri. Shuichi was about to close the curtain when he sharply took another look again and gasp in dead shock. He quickly took an umbrella, put on his shoes and went out the front door.
*-*-*-*
“ YUKI!! “
Eiri lift his wet face and meet a pair of beautiful big round purple blue eyes that was once full of life and cheerfulness but now full of concern and worry and a bit of anger. “ WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE? YOU’RE GONNA GET SICK!! “ Shuichi yell because the heavy cold rain pounding hard on the cement side walk really made their eardrums uneasy.
Eiri didn’t say anything, he just lift his shivering wet hand and caress Shuichi’s now wet cheeks dispite the umbrella on top of both of them. Shuichi could read Eiri mouthed his name weakly and Shuichi grip Eiri’s shivering pale hand.
God, His hand is freaking frozen! Shuichi mentally scowl and kick himself for not looking out the window sooner if not Eiri wouldn’t have been here. Sitting in the middle of a pool of mud, leaning against a lamp post, body facing their building, car absent, coat absent and… and…
“ HOLD ON! “ is all Shuichi could say as he help Eiri stand up and slowly they walk in the apartment. In the elevator Eiri almost pass out but thanks to Shuichi tender encouraging words Eiri could manage to wake up.
Eiri thank god that Shuichi didn’t lock their door coz he couldn’t stand to wait for his younger lover to search for the keys to unlock the door.
“ You wait here while I go get the things. “ Shuichi command his lover and went in one of the rooms.
Eiri slump on the couch because of exhaustion. Finally his frozen butt met something not hard as the cement sidewalk down there. After several seconds Shuichi came back with new clothes for the high profile writer to change and numerous clothes? Shuichi realize Eiri still can’t talk louder than a whisper so he do the task without asking any question to his love.
He take off Eiri’s wet clothes and immediately help him put on new fresh thicker clothes. Then he put on a pink sweater and then a green thick sweater and another blue sweater. Shuichi didn’t forget to wear his love several pairs of thick sweat pants.
If someone see Eiri’s state right now, it’s either they would laugh their head off or… rolling on the floor laughing their heart out. Shuichi hug the almost immobile Eiri and wish to warm his lover some of his body heat but anyone could tell the writer didn’t need it.
Eiri look like a round plum man and you can amost can’t see his neck despite the numerous sweater Shuichi kindly put him on.
“ Feel warmer now koi-chan? “ Shuichi ask sweetly. Oblivious to Eiri’s rising temper but it quickly faded and Eiri just made a curt nod. Shuichi didn’t let go of the hug and they stay at that position for another moment when Shuichi broke the silence by asking
“ Where have you been all these time? “
Eiri didn’t answer…
“ …………………………”
“…………………………………………..”
“ ………………………………………………………”
“ What’s wrong? Is it something I that shouldn’t know? “
Eiri answer with a short nod.
“ But why? We did promise not to hid any secrets between us anymore, remember? “
Eiri look away…
“ Yuki… honey, please… if there’s something bothering you I’m always here to help… “ Shuichi grip Eiri’s chin softly and gave his lover a brief kiss.
Still Eiri don’t speak a word…
“ Is it something relating to Tohma? “ Since Shuichi won’t get his blonde love to voice out his reason, seems like he need to do another method.
Eiri shook his head…
“ Is your dad need you back in Kyoto? “
Eiri shook his head again…
“ Did Hiro said something to you? “
Once again Eiri shook his head… but before Shuichi could ask another question Eiri cough, not once but several times and cough so hard until he almost bent down to his knees. Shuichi panic but he got up quickly and ran to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water to the man he love the most.
By the time Shuichi came back to the living room the singer witness Eiri gobble up some pills from at least 3 packets of antidotes.
“ You went to the hospital today? Why didn’t you tell me? “ Shuichi ask as he give the water so Eiri could drink.
Eiri didn’t answer again and got up, wobbly at first and head towards the bedroom. Taking off some sweater and sweat pants on the way so that he could move easier.
“ Yuki! I refuse to be ignored and I won’t stop asking until you open your mouth and tell me where have you been and--- “ Shuichi moan.
It happen so fast. One second Shuichi was following Eiri to the room and the next second his back meets the cool bed and Eiri on top of him. Shutting his younger lover with a hot open mouth kiss. Both of Shuichi’s wrists are held by both of Eiri’s still cold hands, pinning Shuichi’s legs with his.
Shuichi tear his mouth away from the kiss by tossing his head right and left. When he met Eiri’s confuse stare, Shuichi shout “ Don’t do that! Sometimes I don’t like it! You knew that my brain will most likely shut down whenever you kiss me and to shut me up you began to make out with me! But not this time, I won’t give in until you give me a descent logical answer to why---“
Eiri shut his lover up again with a hungry kiss and Eiri is one of those guys that the more you challenge them, the more they like it. So no matter how much Shuichi toss his head away from the delicious kiss, Eiri always win and Shuichi give in.
Eiri let go finally which resulted on both of them panting hard with Shuichi blushing dark red with his lips swollen by how Eiri had attack on them earlier.
“ Yuki? “ Shuichi said. Uncertain on what to say next... to ask or not to ask?
Eiri, despite his weak body, manage to swiftly tear off Shuichi’s favorite shirt and ravage the young man. Soon Shuichi’s can’t think straight anymore as all he could think of now is Eiri not to stop and give him more. Shuichi swear their neighbours will complain again at how loud they are but actually Shuichi was the one who moan and scream so loud all those nights.
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Eiri got his release and Shuichi moan again as he felt his lover’s seed went into him. Eiri, now really really exhausted, fell into Shuichi’s open arms. Shuichi hug his lover and stroke his back as Eiri rain his neck and cheeks with kisses. Eiri still didn’t say anything. The sex--- no, it was more like love making just now.
There was no teasing, no commanding, just gentle and slow. Except some coughings here and there but neither minded it. Even the kisses they shared are mostly slow and lazy but still passionate. Shuichi wanted to ask him the questions he’s desperate to ask his lover but taken aback when Eiri whisper 6 words that he never expect.
“ Thank you for loving me Shuichi… “ and Eiri fell asleep. Leaving a confuse Shuichi.
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Several weeks have past since then and Shuichi realize his once cold hearted ignorant lover have change little by little. Like he became more kinder, always asking where Shuichi went, became more possessive and less cold words and insults were thrown.
The author began to drive Shuichi to work every morning and take him home every evening. Wanted Shuichi beside him more often and for the first time showing interest in all Shuichi’s blabbering.
But not to forget his coughs became more serious but whenever Shuichi ask Eiri will revert to his old bastard self and lock himself in his study room for and hour or two.
Shuichi didn’t missed to realize that Eiri’s key chains have add up another one. A smaller one that typically used for locking secret drawers… but then again whenever Shuichi ask what’s that mysterious key for Eiri will lie about it and quickly change the topic.
“ Oh you also have that kind of key Shuichi? “ Hiro ask, startling Bad Luck’s front man and Shuichi almost loose the key.
“ You know what’s this key for? “ Shuichi showed Eiri’s key that he stole this morning to his long hair best friend.
“ Off course I do. Ayaka bought me one. It’s a key to her door, but it’s no ordinary door… “ Hiro grin evilly but that made Shuichi more worried.
“ oi Shuichi? What’s wrong with you? You seem to look un-genki these days. “ Hiro quickly sense his best friend’s troubled look.
“ No… it’s just that Yuki is acting strange lately and I found this key soon after. You said it’s a special kind of door key right? I’m worried… that Yuki is… cheating behind my back Hiro… “ Shuichi said and he sounded like any minute his eyes will ber like Niagra Falls.
“ Have you ask him before? “
Shuichi shook his head and sigh heavily “ he always change the topic whenever I bring it up. “
“ Hm… Sometimes we musn’t always assume things Shuichi. I advice you… oh! I remembered Tatsuha and Sakuma-san also have the same kind of keys like that. Tatsuha said it’s a key to Sakuma-san’s secret drawer--- Shu? “ Hiro blink and blink again.
The moment he open his eyes when he was talking, Shuichi wasn’t there. What was there is K and turns out only both of them are in the room. K must have kick Sakano and Fujisaki out and lock the door from inside. And Hiro didn’t like one bit of the way K looking at him with hungry predatory eyes.
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Shuichi ran down the streets towards the one and only building he’s dying to get into. Shuichi pant heavily and often he stop for a while before he run again. For several weeks Eiri drove him back and forth and pamper him with all the food he wanted so unconsciously Shuichi most likely unfit at the moment even thought he still looks slim and slender and petite.
The moment Hiro said the word drawer Shuichi ran out the building and ran towards his and Eiri’s apartment. He remembered there’s a drawer at the foot of Eiri’s closet that he can’t open without a key. Even the key hole look funny but that was years ago when he was still a gullible virgin that just move in.
The moment Shuichi enter the room, he was surprise that Eiri wasn’t home. He thank god and quickly went to their bed room and he found the holly drawer.
Shuichi carefully took Eiri’s sacred key and carefully put it in. It fits!! Shuichi quickly unlock it and pull the drawer out. Shuichi’s heart beats so hard that he’s not surprise if it could break his rib cage soon.
What lay in the drawer were nothing extraordinary. There are several albums with a printed paper stuck on the cover. Shuichi took one and the printed cover says “ Shuichi in the park. Every angles with 78979 shots. “ And when Shuichi flip open the album, he was shock that not just the album is full of his picture in the park but truly it’s taken in each 678896 angles! Every posture all clear and complete with date and time and seconds written at each picture.
Shuichi can’t believe it and took another album with the cover says “ Shuichi having his shower. Every angle with 89865 shots. “
Shuichi flip the pages and his face deep red as a tomato as Eiri didn’t just took his picture having a shower with 89865 shots but also at his every angle uncencored!
Shuchi didn’t dare to look at Eiri’s other albums on him in the kitchen, at the balcony, on the couch, etc. a question that won’t go away stuck in his mind. “ HOW DID HE TOOK IT??! “ Shuichi scream in his heart.
Shuichi nervously rummage around and found other normal stuffs like the things he bought for the blonde author from festivals and tours. Their first picture taken. Some video and Shuichi doesn’t have to know what’s the content. Their first sex and their first kiss and their first dinner and their first date etc. Shuichi didn’t know why but tears fell down his cheeks.
“ areh? Wha-why am I crying? I should be happy that Yuki does care about me! “ Shuichi was about to lock the drawer and get out before Eiri come home and found out everything. But then he saw a light pink letter with no address written on it.
Shuichi lick his lips and hmm. Should he read it? Maybe it’s Eiri’s love letter to him?! Shuichi mentally kick himself. There’s no way Eiri would do that… there’s nothing wrong in taking a peak right? Right~ Shuichi carefully took out the paper in the envelope and reads it. He swear his heart almost stop…
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“ K… we can’t… I… I have a girlfriend and you’re already marr---“ Hiro can’t say anymore as K pound himself senselessly to the guitarist of Bad Luck band.
“ Shh… I know… but your girl is at Kyoto right? And mine is still at the US. Both of us are lonely and sex deprive right? “ K said casually as he lean down and kiss Hiro’s collar bone. But typically as all good scene have to be disturb as the lock door of the studio is thrown open by a cross looking Yuki Eiri.
“ Where is Shindou Shuichi? “ Eiri ask dead serious. Eiri is tired and he mentally scowl at Tohma for having a tall building with numerous studio rooms. Well, Eiri is too blame also because since he didn’t know where Shuichi’s new recording room is he have to check on each studio to ask where is his lover. Don’t bother asking the receptionist as all went ga ga on him with hearts in their eyes.
“ Shu-Shuichi? “ Hiro ask between gasps “ isn’t he home with you already? “
Eiri didn’t need to hear more since he knew from that morning when he realize the `key` is gone, he knew something will went wrong. Eiri quickly went to his car and drive home at full speed. Praying non stop for his lover not to open the `drawer`.
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/// To Shindou Shuichi and to those who are related to me,
I hereby present you that when I die the next 3 month from now
On ward I will inherited all my money and belongings to my lover,
Shindou Shuichi… ///
Shuichi can’t read anymore as the tears came down uncontrollably, “ Ba-baka Yuki… “ Shuichi tried to smile but failed “ Wha-what was he thinking on writing his will? He’s too young to die--- huh? “ When Shuichi was folding the `will` back into it’s envelope there’s another paper flew out.
Shuichi off course took it and reads it… now his tears and sob went worst and right at that moment Eiri came running in the room.
“ Shuichi!! “
“ Yu… ki… “ Shuichi slowly lift his head and meets Eiri’s half glare and half worry expression. Shuichi got up and ran to his and only lover. “ OH YUKI! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?!! I AM SO SORRY! I AM SO SORRY! I SHOULD HAVE SPEND YOUR REMAINING TIME MORE BETTER! I PROMISE I WON’T CAUSE YOU ANYMORE TROUBLE! I WILL BE A GOOD LOVER AND I WILL BEHAVE!! I WILL… “
All Eiri could do is hug his lover tighter and gave kisses to his Neck. Listening to his lover’s cries and endless promises. Eiri knew this day would come but he doesn’t expect it to be that soon… both felt to their knees and Shuichi climb and sit on his lover’s lap. Still won’t let go of the man he love so much.
Eiri saw that Shuichi did found out everything he kept in his secret drawer… including his will letter and the paper from the hospital approving his body test saying
BODY EXAMINATION REPORT
TOKYO HOSTPITAL
Name : Uesugi Eiri
Age : 27 years old. D.O.B: 23rd February 19xx
This patient have gone through several examinations by the
doctors from our hospital and this patient is approve to suffer
lung cancer due to smoking at a young age. … …
The cancer is said to be very serious and have xx more months to
live therefore…
A/N : Say no to cancer sticks! It’s bad for your health. It lessen you life length and you’ll make the one you love suffer. Anime characters have the right to smoke coz no matter how much they smoke the can’t die until the mangaka or the artist did so. Plus anime characters who smokes look kewl but to real people it’s not… if you ask my opinion.
A/N II : I am deeply sorry for incorrect sentence structure and numerous grammar mistakes. I am sorry that the way I type Eiri’s will is so lame and the way I type the hospitals’ report on Eiri’s cancer is also lame. Please don’t flame me and tell me what do you think? Typical? Boring?