Do You Love Me?
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Gravitation › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,820
Reviews:
7
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Do You Love Me?
Well this is an idea I had while typing out my A level english coursework. The idea wouldnt leave me alone so I had to type it out. I didn\'t really know where I was going with this ^^\" I guess I was inspired by listening to the soundtrack cds.
Just a note, I have only read volumes 1 and 2 of the manga, so this is mainly based on the tv series and the OVA that I have seen.
Disclaimer: I don\'t own these characters Maki Murakami does ^^ This is for amusement only
Do You Love Me?
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\' I tell him everyday, in every way, but I\'m never sure if he feels he same. He never says it, he hardly shows it, and hes always so indifferent towards me, especially since he returned from New York. How am I to know how he feels? \'
\'I love you so much Yuki\' Shuichi sobbed as he clutched a pillow to his chest longingly \' I just don\'t know how much more I can take\'
---
Shuichi reached out groggily, feeling so cold. Where was Yuki? Then he remembered. He\'d fallen asleep on the couch again, not the first time in the week he\'d cried himself to sleep alone.
\'I know I love Yuki, but I feel like such a bother to him. I\'m giving so much into this and yet I rarely get anything in return from him. If I left, would he even notice I\'d gone? Maybe I should ask him? No. Everytime I ask Yuki a question like that he gets mad. I\'d be best to go to work and forget about it.\'
Shuichi sighed, sorting out his hair in the bathroom mirror before leaving through the door without saying goodbye, something Yuki frequently did.
---
Eiri Yuki yawned, brushing his hair out of his eyes. Looking around he noticed the lack of his lovers presense. Sighing, he stood shakily and looked at himself in the mirror.
\'You\'re working yourself to exhaustion again Baka\' he spoke to the mirror image of himself, before heading to the bathroom to sort out his messy bed hair.
On heading back to his bedroom, he noticed Shuichi wasn\'t around. That was unusual, since the brat usually yelled goodbye even if they did have a fight the previous night. Did he leave? Looking at his watch, Yuki relised he\'d have to deal with this later. He had a meeting with his editor today and if he stood that woman up again, there\'d be hell to pay. Dressing quickly and grabbing his jacket, Eiri Yuki left the flat heading for the garage.
---
Shuichi sat in the studio. When he left Yuki\'s he hadn\'t realised it was this early. Now Hiro would know something was up. Tapping his fingers on the table he hummed \'In the Moonlight\'* softly to himself. He felt a sudden wave of sadness as he lay his head on the table and began to sob, elegant tears leaving hot trails of wetness down both cheeks. What if Yuki left him? Shuichi knew he\'d break if that happened. The way Yuki was treating him though, was torturous to his young, loving soul. Would it be better if he did leave?
---
Yuki knew he shouldn\'t space out while he was driving, but the memory of the previous night wouldn\'t stop haunting him.
*Flashback*
\'Get out of my way, you Damn brat, I have work to do\' Yuki sneered. He had no time for this, he was pushing himself enough already.
\'I never get to see you anymore Yuki\' Shuichi half whined, half cried.
\'I have a deadline to meet. I\'m very busy\' Yuki replied, irritated.
\'When is there going to be time for US?\' Shuichi asked \' We havent spent any time together since you came back from New York! Its like youre avoiding me\'
\'I missed 2 weeks of work while I was away you damned brat, now I\'m wasting time arguing with you\' Yuki sneered. He was really losing his temper.
\'I...I..Just... When can we spend time together again, just the two of us?\' Shuichi asked genuinely, ignoring Yukis comment in a hope to calm down his lover.
\'When a snowball has a chance in hell you Damn Brat! I\'m sick of your whining! There is no us!\' Yuki spat, heading to his room and slamming the door shut behind him.
*End Flashback*
Yuki swerved to avoid an oncoming truck as he realised he\'d strayed into the wrong lane. Did Shuichi think he\'d been dumped? Had he left again? Realizing there was again no time to think, he pulled over and parked his car, stepping calmly towards his editor, expertly hiding the tumult of emotions he was feeling.
---
\'Shuichi...Shuichi wake up\' Hiro Pressured as he gently shook the shoulders of his best friend.
Setting off from his flat he had been excited about telling Shuichi the news. He was going to marry Ayaka! But now, Shuichi was early, and worse, still in his pajamas. Something was up. The good news would have to wait.
Shuichi slowly raised his head. Startled pools of despair met understanding brown, before Shuichi hid his face in his arms. Hiro was right. Something was up. Shuichi had been crying. His eyes were red and bloodshot, whilst the tear tracks down his cheeks would be visable for a few hours.
\'Shuichi, whats wrong buddy?\' Hiro asked gently, silently vowing to slaughter Eiri Yuki for whatever it was he\'d done to make Shuichi cry.
Shuichi shook his head. For some reason he didn\'t even feel like talking to Hiro today. Not about Yuki anyway. Sighing, he lifted his head and grabbed a pen and some paper. He began to scribble, ideas for new lyrics forming in his head. Hiro watched in fasination as Shuichi wrote frantically, his heart pouring out onto paper. Fujisaki, Sakano and K arrived, shocked by Shuichis sudden burst of inspiration. When he had finished, he had an entire song written out. Shuichi handed the paper wordlessly to Hiro as his friend read aloud:
I cant know
What youre feeling inside
So tell me
How you feel for me
Please tell me
I feel like im dying.
I wanna know,
Do you care enough to...
Tell me that you care.
Touch me with tenderness
Keep me close by your side
It isnt enough.
I ask that you say
Those words to me
Three words,
That mean the world
Dont you know?
You know I love you
I tell you
I miss you hold me
I want you
No matter how cold.
I never know,
Do you care enough to...
Tell me that you care.
Touch me with tenderness
Keep me close by your side
It isnt enough.
I ask that you say
Those words to me
Three words,
That mean the world
**
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Well thats chapter 1. I guess this will be two chapters long when its finished. Feedback is appreciated. This is the first fanfiction I\'ve written in a while, and the first under this name so I might be a little rusty in places ^^\"
I don\'t know how long chapter 2 will take, maybe a week at most.
* from gravitation ova. I loved it.
** random song written for the fic, its mine ^^
Just a note, I have only read volumes 1 and 2 of the manga, so this is mainly based on the tv series and the OVA that I have seen.
Disclaimer: I don\'t own these characters Maki Murakami does ^^ This is for amusement only
Do You Love Me?
---
\' I tell him everyday, in every way, but I\'m never sure if he feels he same. He never says it, he hardly shows it, and hes always so indifferent towards me, especially since he returned from New York. How am I to know how he feels? \'
\'I love you so much Yuki\' Shuichi sobbed as he clutched a pillow to his chest longingly \' I just don\'t know how much more I can take\'
---
Shuichi reached out groggily, feeling so cold. Where was Yuki? Then he remembered. He\'d fallen asleep on the couch again, not the first time in the week he\'d cried himself to sleep alone.
\'I know I love Yuki, but I feel like such a bother to him. I\'m giving so much into this and yet I rarely get anything in return from him. If I left, would he even notice I\'d gone? Maybe I should ask him? No. Everytime I ask Yuki a question like that he gets mad. I\'d be best to go to work and forget about it.\'
Shuichi sighed, sorting out his hair in the bathroom mirror before leaving through the door without saying goodbye, something Yuki frequently did.
---
Eiri Yuki yawned, brushing his hair out of his eyes. Looking around he noticed the lack of his lovers presense. Sighing, he stood shakily and looked at himself in the mirror.
\'You\'re working yourself to exhaustion again Baka\' he spoke to the mirror image of himself, before heading to the bathroom to sort out his messy bed hair.
On heading back to his bedroom, he noticed Shuichi wasn\'t around. That was unusual, since the brat usually yelled goodbye even if they did have a fight the previous night. Did he leave? Looking at his watch, Yuki relised he\'d have to deal with this later. He had a meeting with his editor today and if he stood that woman up again, there\'d be hell to pay. Dressing quickly and grabbing his jacket, Eiri Yuki left the flat heading for the garage.
---
Shuichi sat in the studio. When he left Yuki\'s he hadn\'t realised it was this early. Now Hiro would know something was up. Tapping his fingers on the table he hummed \'In the Moonlight\'* softly to himself. He felt a sudden wave of sadness as he lay his head on the table and began to sob, elegant tears leaving hot trails of wetness down both cheeks. What if Yuki left him? Shuichi knew he\'d break if that happened. The way Yuki was treating him though, was torturous to his young, loving soul. Would it be better if he did leave?
---
Yuki knew he shouldn\'t space out while he was driving, but the memory of the previous night wouldn\'t stop haunting him.
*Flashback*
\'Get out of my way, you Damn brat, I have work to do\' Yuki sneered. He had no time for this, he was pushing himself enough already.
\'I never get to see you anymore Yuki\' Shuichi half whined, half cried.
\'I have a deadline to meet. I\'m very busy\' Yuki replied, irritated.
\'When is there going to be time for US?\' Shuichi asked \' We havent spent any time together since you came back from New York! Its like youre avoiding me\'
\'I missed 2 weeks of work while I was away you damned brat, now I\'m wasting time arguing with you\' Yuki sneered. He was really losing his temper.
\'I...I..Just... When can we spend time together again, just the two of us?\' Shuichi asked genuinely, ignoring Yukis comment in a hope to calm down his lover.
\'When a snowball has a chance in hell you Damn Brat! I\'m sick of your whining! There is no us!\' Yuki spat, heading to his room and slamming the door shut behind him.
*End Flashback*
Yuki swerved to avoid an oncoming truck as he realised he\'d strayed into the wrong lane. Did Shuichi think he\'d been dumped? Had he left again? Realizing there was again no time to think, he pulled over and parked his car, stepping calmly towards his editor, expertly hiding the tumult of emotions he was feeling.
---
\'Shuichi...Shuichi wake up\' Hiro Pressured as he gently shook the shoulders of his best friend.
Setting off from his flat he had been excited about telling Shuichi the news. He was going to marry Ayaka! But now, Shuichi was early, and worse, still in his pajamas. Something was up. The good news would have to wait.
Shuichi slowly raised his head. Startled pools of despair met understanding brown, before Shuichi hid his face in his arms. Hiro was right. Something was up. Shuichi had been crying. His eyes were red and bloodshot, whilst the tear tracks down his cheeks would be visable for a few hours.
\'Shuichi, whats wrong buddy?\' Hiro asked gently, silently vowing to slaughter Eiri Yuki for whatever it was he\'d done to make Shuichi cry.
Shuichi shook his head. For some reason he didn\'t even feel like talking to Hiro today. Not about Yuki anyway. Sighing, he lifted his head and grabbed a pen and some paper. He began to scribble, ideas for new lyrics forming in his head. Hiro watched in fasination as Shuichi wrote frantically, his heart pouring out onto paper. Fujisaki, Sakano and K arrived, shocked by Shuichis sudden burst of inspiration. When he had finished, he had an entire song written out. Shuichi handed the paper wordlessly to Hiro as his friend read aloud:
I cant know
What youre feeling inside
So tell me
How you feel for me
Please tell me
I feel like im dying.
I wanna know,
Do you care enough to...
Tell me that you care.
Touch me with tenderness
Keep me close by your side
It isnt enough.
I ask that you say
Those words to me
Three words,
That mean the world
Dont you know?
You know I love you
I tell you
I miss you hold me
I want you
No matter how cold.
I never know,
Do you care enough to...
Tell me that you care.
Touch me with tenderness
Keep me close by your side
It isnt enough.
I ask that you say
Those words to me
Three words,
That mean the world
**
---
Well thats chapter 1. I guess this will be two chapters long when its finished. Feedback is appreciated. This is the first fanfiction I\'ve written in a while, and the first under this name so I might be a little rusty in places ^^\"
I don\'t know how long chapter 2 will take, maybe a week at most.
* from gravitation ova. I loved it.
** random song written for the fic, its mine ^^