An Alluring Conspiracy

Well, here it is, and of course i am obligated to say *clears throat* Disclaimer i do not own Gravitation, the characters belong to Murakami Maki.
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After performing at the Red Cloth, Bad Luck walked out the stage door. The van was there, ready to take the stage equipment and instruments. Shuuichi, Hiro, and Suguru looked around the alley. It was dark, but not too dark, due to the lights from the street thirty feet away. There was a slight breeze blowing, cooling their faces. It was a warm night, but after the heat from the lights on stage, they were all three thankful for the breeze.
“Well bye,” Suguru said with a wave of his hand. “Good show guys, see you after the weekend.”
They waved after him, and started walking slowly behind him as he made his way toward the street.
“What are you up to now Shuuichi?” Hiro asked as they watched Suguru turn the corner.
“I don’t really know,” Shuuichi said, looking at his best friend. “I have no plans. Yuki is out of town this weekend, and I don’t rightly want to go home to an empty house, so if you have any suggestions, I am game for anything.”
“Good.” Hiro said, wrapping an arm around Shuuichi’s shoulders. “Let’s go to The Loft, and get wasted.”
“I like the way your mind works Hiro”
“Of course you do, it works much like yours.”
They walked down the street, chatting of things, all the while Shuu could feel eyes on him. He kept turning around, expecting to see someone staring at him, but he never saw anyone. This happened all the way to The Loft, which they could hear from a block away.
“Sounds like they have a good show going tonight.” Hiro commented as they paid their way inside. Shuu had one last glance behind him as he walked inside, and could have sworn he saw... but no, that wouldn’t make any sense. He returned his attention to the huge floor show he saw in front of him. The lights were so bright they were almost like strobes as they looked for a table. Hiro ordered them both drinks and they sat drinking and watching the show, and the people around them. Shuuichi still had that creepy being watched feeling, that made the hair on his neck stand on end. He looked around the crowded bar, but with so many people moving and dancing, he would have a hard time spotting just one person. By this time, Hiro had called for the second round and they drank. Soon all cares were forgotten.
Six Cosmopolitans later, Shuuichi left Hiro and headed in search of the bathroom stumbling slightly, his head spinning from the booze and the lights. He walked into the slightly quieter atmosphere of the bathroom and stood at the sink, splashing water over his face. He stood up again and looked in the mirror only seeing a pink blur and a flash of blue eyes before being thrown into the wall in a kind of death grip bear hug.
“Shuuuuuuuichiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!” The voice of a man, a very familiar voice, said loudly.
“Sakuma- san?” Shu said very out of breath from the weight of Ryuichi on his chest. “What are you doing here?”
Ryuichi backed up and looked at Shuu with a smile on his face, clutching Kumagorou to his chest. With his other hand he pointed to his own chest “Ryuichi,” he said with a twinkle in his eye.
Shuuichi still couldn’t really understand what was going on, but then something in his brain clicked.
“Ryuichi,” he said slowly having a hard time calling his hero that. “Was that you following me tonight? I thought I saw you when I entered the club.”
Ryuichi’s eyes lit up and he nodded. “ Kuma and I wanted to see Shuuichi!”
Shuuichi looked at him thoughtfully for a second. “But why Saku...Ryuichi?”
Ryuichi walked up to Shuu and got very close. “Because we wanted to give shuuichi a present.” He said almost whispering, but with a big grin on his face.
“What present?” Shuuichi asked, self conscience of how close they were standing.
The smile left Ryuichi’s face, and he leaned forward and pressed his lips on Shuuichi’s gently but firmly. Shuuichi was so taken aback that for the first few seconds he didn’t kiss back. He felt Ryu’s tongue against his closed lips and he parted them to allow it entrance, and to send his own back. Ryu pressed his body against Shuu’s, Kuma at his side. Shuu wanted to touch Ryu, but his arms were numb, it seemed his whole body was, save his mouth. Ryuichi didn’t seem to mind however as he didn’t raise a hand to touch either. After what seemed like an eternity, Ryuichi pulled back and Shuu heard himself sigh. Ryu pulled Kuma to his chest and began nibbling on his ear, the smile reappearing on his face. Shuichi stood there looking at his idol wondering what that was all about, but the spell was broken by the the sound of the door opening and a big man walking in. Ryuichi turned to leave, and Shuu, having recovered the feeling in his arms, reached out and grabbed Ryu’s wrist gently. He turned back toward Shuu.
“Find me when you leave Shuuichi.” he said with a giggle, making Kuma wave and then he was gone, back out into the crowd, leaving Shuuichi against the wall and full of questions. ‘What was that all about?’ he thought. Then, realizing that he was completely sober again, he walked out of the bathroom and located his table. Sitting down he peered at Hiro, wondering whether to tell his best friend what had just happened.
“Feeling any better Shuuichi?” He asked, finishing off yet another drink, yet not seeming to be drunk, or even close to it.
“Yeah, I am.” He looked down at the drink in front of him and wondered if what had just happened had been some kind of illusion brought on by the drinks. He looked around in search of Ryuichi and saw nothing, except what could have been a bit of pink fluff. He was thinking of this when he heard his name being called.
“Shuuichi? Hey, come on man, are you sure you are alright?” Hiro asked him, looking pointedly at him now.
“I’m fine Hiro.” He said, flashing a grin. “Just a few too many drinks ya know?”
“Ahh you are always doing that.” Hiro said, smiling.
“Yeah, I guess I just don’t hold my liquor.”
Regardless of how well Shuu could hold his liquor, they ordered two more rounds after that before deciding to call it a night. Hiro stood up and looked at Shuu, who was looking around for Ryu.
“Come on if you want a ride, you drunk fool.”
“Nah, that’s ok, Hiro I will walk home, I need some air.” Shuu replied, hoping he sounded convincing. Hiro looked at him for a second, and smiled.
“You got it.” He said and was gone, Shuu watched him push his way through the crowd toward the door. He turned his attention back to the crowd, looking for Ryuichi. He walked the bar, one side to the other with no sign of him. He guessed that Ryu must have decided not to wait, or was a complete figment of a drunk mind, and he pushed his way toward the door himself.
Back out in the breezy night, he began to walk toward home. It was seven blocks from here, and he walked quickly, wanting to be at home, where he could still smell Yuki. When he was about two blocks from home, he heard laughing from behind him. He stopped and turned around. Peeking out from behind a small house was Kumagorou.
“Hello Shuuichiiiiii!” He said, his little pink arms waving.
The moment he heard the voice, his heart had started beating triple time. He was so confused about his thoughts of Sakuma- san. He loved Yuki, but he was lusting after Ryuichi like he had lusted over no one before. He walked back toward the little pink bunny and Kuma disappeared behind the wall. Shuuichi turned the corner on the side of the house and was attacked again by Ryuichi
“Yayyyyy its Shuuichi!! Run Shuuichi, we will get you.”
Shuu didn’t know what to think about this, but he turned and ran toward Yuki’s house with Ryu right on his heels. He could hear the sound of his own breathing, and the singsong voice of his pursuer cooing and calling to him as he ran up the driveway. When he reached the door, he had already pulled the key from his pants pocket. He shoved it into the hole and turned it, just as Ryu caught him and pushed him against the door. They both tumbled inside and once again Ryu was pressed against him, this time on the floor and Shuu was on his stomach. Ryu got up and Shuuichi followed suit. They stood looking at each other for a second. Ryu making Kumagorou dance in midair, Shuuichi still catching his breath, wondering what this was all about.
“Umm, would you want a drink or something Ryuichi?” He asked.
Ryu looked at him for a second, turned away, and set Kuma on the table by the door where they stood. When he turned back, there was no smile in his face at all when he said, “Ai shitai no.”
Shuuichi looked at him, his eyes open wide, his mouth slightly open. Was this really happening? Why was Ryuichi Sakuma in his house, telling him this? It was like something that he had never even dared to dream of. What was he to do? He loved Yuki, but he wanted Ryu to touch him, and he to touch Ryu, so badly that almost scared him. He decided then that he would just let his instincts control the situation, and give in completely. He walked to Ryu and touched his face gently. Ryu leaned forward and kissed Shuu again, wrapping an arm around Shuu’s waist and pulling him in. Without pulling away, Ryu pushed the door closed and brought his other arm up and wrapped some of Shuu’s hair around his fingers, tugging it gently as his tongue massaged the younger singers tongue. Shuuichi moaned gently and ran his hand along Ryu’s neck and down to his chest. Ryu broke the kiss and led Shuu to the couch. Ryu sat down and pulled Shuuichi onto the couch next to him. He kissed him again, nibbling on his bottom lip and pulling it out just a bit before letting it go before moving on and kissing Shuu’s neck. Shuuichi moaned quietly against Ryu’s neck and began to lick and nibble there. He felt himself getting harder inside his pants, and wondered if Ryu was feeling the same way. Ryu pulled back and pulled off his and Shuuichi’s shirts. He gently pushed Shuu down and moved up above him “namete ageru.” He said and began to lick Shuuichi’s bare chest, starting at the collarbone, and moving down, licking all over and around his chest. Leaving kisses on his nipples and continuing down further, to his navel and then to the button on his pants, which he undid with his teeth. Shuuichi moaned and ran his hands down Ryu’s neck, gripping his hair. Ryu sat up and pulled Shuuichi’s pants off and began to kiss and lick all around his hardness. Shuuichi panted and whispered Ryu’s name as Ryu licked up the length of Shuu’s hard dick and took it all in his mouth. Shuu called out in pleasure and closed his hands into fists, with a sharp intake of breath. His head turned from side to side as Ryu worked his mouth up and down the length of Shuuichi’s shaft. Shuu bucked his hips very gently against Ryu’s mouth and Ryu obliged by pushing down more, and cupping Shuu’s balls gently. He worked his mouth faster and faster.
“Oh Ryu, yes.” Shuu moaned quietly. He was getting closer to orgasm with every stroke of Ryu’s warm wet mouth. Shuu closed his eyes as the climax washed over him, He felt Ryu sucking the come from him, like water through a straw, and he almost came again from the pure pleasure of it. When Ryu had sucked and licked him clean, he sat up. Looking at Ryuichi with lust in his eyes, he pounced, pushing him to the floor and climbing on top of him. He pulled the rest of Ryu’s clothes off and grabbed his erect cock, and began stroking it quickly. Ryu moaned and began breathing heavily, and Shuu took his dick, stroking it to make it hard again, and began to work it into Ryu’s ass slowly at first, then quicker. Ryu whimpered out as Shuu’s cock went all the way inside Ryu’s ass. Shuu began to pump Ryu’s ass as he stroked Ryu’s dick to match his own thrusts. Ryu moaned from under Shuu as Shuu’s dick slammed into him over and over again. Each thrust going deeper than the last.
“Mmm Shuuichi, fukaku fukaku!” Ryu said loudly which made Shuu pound harder, his hand wrapped around Ryuichi’s dick, stroking it quickly, as he thrusted into is tight ass. Ryu began to pant, as Shuu hit his spot, pounding it over and over again. Ryu whimpered and Shuu was beginning to get close, when there was a knock at the door.
Shuuichi pulled out quickly and they threw clothes on as fast as they could, letting whomever was at the door wait no longer than five minutes as they ran to the door. Ryu grabbed Kuma and Shuu opened the door.
“Hello Shindou-san.”
“Seguchi-san, what can I do for you tonight?” Before Shuu could get all that out, Ryu had flown past him and pushed him into the door.
“Touma Touma Touma Touma!!!” He said hugging Touma tightly.
“Ryuichi-san, Kumagorou, hello.” He said smoothly, as if he was not surprised to see him here with Shuuichi. He walked into the living room and sat on the couch, not inches from where Ryu and Shuu had been making love not five minutes before.
“I had been instructed by Eiri-san to come by and make sure that you were not too lonely, and of course, that you were not messing with his things.” Touma smiled warmly. “But I see that you are being taken care of very well by Ryuichi-san.”
“Kuumaaagorou.” came from behind a chair, as the fuzzy little plushie appeared above it.
“Excuse me, Kumagorou.” Touma said with a little chuckle.
A flush traveled up Shuuichi’s face at this, but he said nothing
“Touma Touma na no da.” Kumagorou sang from the chair.
Touma looked at Shuuichi pointedly. “I will be telling Eiri-san that you have been taken care of properly.” As he said this, ice formed in his eyes. “I will be going now.” He got up to leave and Ryu followed. Shuuichi stood in the living room, a hole in his stomach. He heard the door open, then close, then open again and he turned around to see Ryuichi come running at him. “Goodbye Shuuuuuichiii.” He said and kissed Shuu’s lips again before running back after Touma, Kuma streaming along behind.

When Shuu was left alone, he went to his and Yuki’s bedroom and sat on the bed. Tears formed in his eyes, and he laid on Yuki’s pillow, smelling his lover and crying. ‘What have I done?’ He asked himself, gripping the pillow and sobbing. ‘If I lose Yuki, I will be lost. Why was I willing to give it all up for a one night stand? There is no way that Seguchi-san will not tell Yuki what was going on. What gives him the right? How could he presume that something was going on? He cant prove it!” There was no help to him in this, and he continued to cry, to cry for Yuki, and himself. The tears ran down his face and onto Yuki’s pillow, but he didn’t care. It could be the last night he ever stayed here with the smell of Yuki everywhere, and Yuki’s things on the walls. That thought made him cry all over again as he layed there alone.
He fell into a troubled sleep, tossing and turning, dreaming of Ryuichi’s soft hands on him. In the dream, when he looked down, Ryu would be there, with his mouth and hands all over him and he would wake up in a cold sweat. When he fell back to sleep it would start all over again. He woke up and sat straight up and looked around. The clock on the night stand read 2:36 a.m. Shuu felt strange, like there was someone else in the room. He looked at his side of the bed and started. Kumagorou was sitting there, staring at him.
He picked the plushie up and looked at it intently, almost willing it to speak to him. Kuma remained silent however, and Shuu wondered how it had gotten there. Just then, Ryuichi himself walked into the bedroom
“Shuuichi!!!!!!! good morning na no da!!!”
“Umm good morning Ryuichi, how did you get in here?”
Ryu just giggled sweetly but did not answer.
“Ryuichi, I cannot play this with you anymore, I am in love with Yuki.”
Ryuichi’s blue eyes pooled with tears at this. “You don’t like Kuma Shuuichi?” He said, his voice wavering a little. He grabbed Kuma from Shuuichi’s hands and ran from the room sobbing.
Shuuichi jumped from the bed and went after him. When he entered the living room he saw Ryuichi laying on the couch gripping Kuma to his chest, his eyes over flowing tears down his cheeks. When he saw Shuuichi, he sat up and clutched Kuma in front of him, bringing an ear up to nibble on. Shuu sat down next to him on the couch and looked at him.
“I like you Ryuichi.” Shuu said gently. “I like you very much.”
Ryu held up Kuma to Shuuichi. “Shuuchi doesn’t like Kuma?”
Shuichi looked at Ryu, then at the little pink fluffball and kissed its nose.
“I like Kuma too.” Shuuichi said. Once again he was thrown to the floor by Ryu in a bear hug.
“Pika pika Shuuichi, na no da!” he said, his eyes full of pin points of light and his grin as big as ever. He leaned in and planted small light kisses on Shuuichi’s lips.
“Shhhhhh Shuuichi.” he said and got up and ran into the bedroom.
Shuuichi layed there for a second. He couldn’t figure out what to do. He wanted Ryuichi so badly, but there was still Yuki to think of, but he may have already ruined his chances with Yuki, so why should he bother holding back?
He got up and followed Ryu into the bedroom. He looked around, and couldn’t find him.
“Ryuichi? Where are you?” he asked. He heard giggles in reply.
He smiled as he understood.
“Ryuiiichi?” He said in a sing song voice. He looked under the bed, nothing under there. He opened the closet door. It was Yuki’s big walk in closet, and he couldn’t see the back. It was dark so he stepped in to turn the light on. His hand was smacked down and he felt Ryuichi pull him close.
“I found...” he began.
“Shhhhh Shuuichi.”
Ryu pressed his lips to Shuu’s firmly, parting them with his tongue. He wrapped his arms around him and pressed himself against Shuuichi, pushing him back against the back wall of the closet. Shuuichi could feel the bulge of Ryuichi’s hard length against his thigh and he reached down and touched him gently. Ryu moved his hips, pushing against his hand. Shuuichi moved his hand up to Ryu’s neck, massaging it lightly. Ryu pushed up against Shuu again, pushing apart Shuu’s legs with his thigh, and grinding against him. Shuu moaned against Ryu’s lips, and ran his fingers through Ryu’s hair.
“Shuuichi.” Ryu whispered as they parted lips. He began licking Shuu’s neck, following the trail his tongue made with kisses and nibbles. Shuu leaned his head back against the wall and allowed himself to be taken. He could feel Ryu’s hands on him, running up and down his chest, then unbuttoning his pants and pushing them down. He gave himself over to the pure lust that he felt. Ryuichi touched him in ways he hadn’t been touched before, brought him to new levels of pleasure. He heard the clink of the belt as Ryu took his own pants down. Shuu reached out, but Ryu pushed his hand out of the way. Just then, a passing car lit up one side of Ryu’s face and Shuu saw that there was no smile there, and his eyes were piercing. Ryu picked Shuu up and slammed him against the wall, pushing his dick into Shuu in one movement. The breath caught in his throat as Ryu’s length filled him. Shuu wrapped his legs around his lover as Ryu slammed him against the wall over and over again. Shuu could hear him panting, and he wrapped his arms around Ryu’s shoulders, letting them lay limp there. Ryu leaned forward between thrusts and licked Shuuichi’s neck Shuu leaned his head against the wall, giving him more access. Ryu moved his face closer and bit Shuu’s neck. Shuu whimpered in surprise, but it was so pleasurable that he moaned after it. Ryu began to speed up his thrusts, slamming Shuu harder and faster into the wall with each one. He thrust into Shuuichi over and over again, getting closer to orgasm, but never slowing down. Shuu was panting, and moaning in slight pain from being slammed against the wall so hard. He moved his hips faster and faster until without warning he came inside of Shuu, moaning and calling his name.”
“Oh Shuuichi, yes!” he called over and over, still thrusting to get the full of his orgasm through. “Beautiful Shuuichi. My Shuuichi.”
Shuu wrapped his arms around Ryu tightly and unhooked his legs, letting Ryu pull out of him and lower him to the floor. Once there, Ryu moved over him and kissed his lips gently and got up. Shuu got up also and they walked out into the bedroom, both still naked. Ryu grabbed Shuu’s hand and led him gently into the bathroom where he left him as he filled the bathtub with water. As it filled, he kissed Shuu gently on the neck and shoulders. When the tub was full they climbed in and sat down facing each other. Ryu leaned into Shuu and kissed him again. Shuu relaxed his body, letting Ryu do whatever he wanted to him. Ryu slid his hands down under the warm water and grabbed Shuu’s dick. He stroked it slowly, watching Shuu’s face as he did it. Shuu’s eyes were closed and his lips were pressed together tightly, as he enjoyed the sensation of Ryu’s hands on him. His hips bucking gently, causing waves in the water and little moans of pleasure escaping his throat. Ryu caressed him, running his hand up and down the shaft a little faster now, and Shuu called out gently
“Oh Ryuichi, hayaku.”
“Shhh Shuuichi.” Ryu whispered and covered Shuu’s mouth with his, dancing his tongue with Shuu’s. He moved his hand faster now, and Shuuichi’s eyes opened as he began the climb toward climax. His body began to stiffen and he moaned out against Ryu’s mouth. Ryu moved his hand faster, stroking Shuu’s hard length with expertise and care. Shuuichi felt his body shake with oncoming orgasm and he let go completely, calling out to Ryu and pulling him close. He came hard, saying Ryu’s name over and over again, and Ryu continued to stroke gently, working Shuu through the release. After Shuu was spent, they drained the water from the tub, and started the shower, washing the nights activities off their tired bodies. When they had gotten out of the shower, and dried off, they climbed into Yuki’s bed. With Shuu, laying on Ryu’s chest, and Kuma on the headboard, they fell asleep.
Shuuichi opened his eyes and looked around. He was alone in Yuki’s bed. He looked at the clock and saw it was ten a.m.. He got up and winced slightly, sore from being slammed against the wall the night before. The previous night’s events came flooding back into his mind, and he felt both joy, and misery. He needed to talk to Seguchi-san and try to work things out. First, however he needed to eat something, he was starving. He dressed and walked out to the kitchen. The whole house was quiet and empty. He felt very alone. The only thing he could think of was how Yuki was coming home tonight and could be kicking him out for good. He ate some fruit for breakfast and washed his bowl and put it away. He went back and sat on the couch thinking about Yuki and Ryuichi. Then the phone rang, and he picked it up. Before he could say a word, he heard:
“Shindou- san, listen to me closely. Ryuichi-san told me that nothing had happened last night, and even though I am not entirely sure I believe him, I decided to give you both the benefit of the doubt on this and not mention anything to Eiri-san. But I assure you that nothing is more important to me than his happiness. If you hurt him, you will be dealing with me, and it will not end well for you. You should know that I will be watching you closely from now on. Do you understand this?”
“I do understand Seguchi-san, thank you” Shuuichi said quickly.
“Good, When Eiri-san comes home, we are going for drinks, I assume you will be coming along?”
“Yes, I think I will.”
“Ok, well then I will see you tonight. Good bye Shindou- san.” Touma ended almost sweetly and hung up before Shuu could say goodbye.
He hung the phone up and smiled to himself. Ryu saved his relationship with Yuki. Seguchi would be watching him, but he had no intention of straying from Yuki’s side again. It was apparent that Ryuichi felt the same, seeing as how he was no where to be found. Shuu looked around the kitchen and living room. He began to busy himself, washing away any evidence of Ryuichi’s presence in the house. He washed the sheets on the bed, and the towels from the bath they took. He cleaned up the closet, and was slightly horrified to see a small crack in the wall where Ryu had been slamming him. Had he really been slamming him that hard? He ran into the bathroom and pulled up his shirt looking into the mirror. He didn’t see any marks, but he also couldn’t see his whole back. He knew who he could ask. He went to the phone and made the call.
“How are you this morning Shuuichi? You were pretty messed up when I left you last night.” Hiro said into the phone.
“I am fine Hiro, that isn’t the point. I need you to come over here, I have a problem.”
“Did you spill your cosmopolitan on Yuki’s couch? A little club soda and some elbow grease will get that out.”
“Its not like that Hiro, dammit I really need your help.”
“Alright Shuuichi, just settle down. I will be over in a bit.”
While he waited for Hiro, he continued to clean the house, going over everything twice. He heard the doorbell and ran to answer it. Hiro walked into the house and looked around. “Where is the emergency Shuuichi?” He said calmly.
“Its in here, in the closet.” He said, leading the way. When Hiro walked into the closet he looked at the wall and said, “You should leave your remodeling jobs up to the experts Shuuichi.”
“Shut up and fix it!”
“Hold your pants on Shuuichi, I am gonna need some things to fix this. I gotta run to the store, I will be back soon.”
With that he left Shuuichi to finish the laundry and make the bed. By the time this was done, Hiro had come back with some putty and a very small can of paint. He went into the closet and went to work. Twenty minutes later he came out with the putty and paint in his hands.
“All done” He said proudly.
Shuuichi walked into the closet and looked at the wall. The crack was gone, but the new paint was sticking out badly against the old paint.
“Hiro!” Shuu said desperately. “You did an awful job, Yuki will see this for sure!”
“Well I guess you should have hired a painter instead of a guitarist.” Hiro said lightly, looking in at his handy work.
“It will have to do though, because there is nothing to be done, short of painting the entire closet.” Shuu said. “Maybe I can find something to put in front of it.”
They walked out of the closet and Hiro took the putty and the paint out and put it with his bike. Shuu followed him out, told him thanks for his help, and watched with a smile as Hiro rode away. He could always count on him. He walked back into the house and jumped when he saw the figure standing in the living room.
“How did you get in here again?” Shuu said incredulously, a smile on his lips.
Ryuichi smiled and held Kumagorou out, but didn’t say a word.
“But you really cant stay! Yuki is coming home tonight, and I have to have his house picked up!”
“Shuuichi shouldn’t worry about Yuki-san, Touma won’t tell.” Ryu said, lights in his eyes.
“So you talked to Seguchi san did you?” Shuuichi said, maybe a little harshly, but he was kinda upset about his relationship with Yuki being so close to ending. Ryuichi was always being so vague about everything, and seeming to take everything so lightly.
“I didn’t, Kumagorou did and Touma is really nice na no da.”
“I wish there was a way for me to be with you, and with Yuki.” Shuu said quietly.
Ryu came to him and layed his head on Shuu’s shoulder.
“Why not Shuuichi?” Ryu asked him, almost innocently.
“Yuki would never go for that, he barely goes for me.”
Ryu wrapped his arms loosely around Shuu and whispered, “My Shuuichi.”
“But I’m not Ryuichi, I am Yuki’s even if it doesn’t feel that way sometimes.” He said the last part to himself more than out loud.
“Shuuichi, Ryuichi, and Yuki-san could be together.” Ryu said to him with a small, secretive smile.
“How could that happen Ryu, its just dreaming.”
Ryuichi pulled his arms away from Shuu’s shoulders, and placed a light kiss on his collarbone. “Kuma knows how na no da.” He pulled the little plushie out and made it wave at Shuuichi. Shuu just watched, a smile playing on his lips. Kuma reached behind him and drew out a small vial, just big enough to hold two small white pills. He handed it to Shuu and again, Ryu turned around and ran out the door, not bothering to explain himself.

It was already 7:15 p.m. and Shuuichi sat on the couch apprehensively waiting for his lover to come home. He was due at 7, but sometimes traffic was bad. His stomach was in knots, he was so excited to see Yuki, but at the same time he wondered if he would have the nerve to go through what he was thinking about doing. He thought he could, but if he was found out by Yuki or Seguchi, it was over, his goose was cooked. After Ryuichi had left, he had looked at the small vial and had read the word Rohypnol. Knowing exactly what that was, his stomach had done flips and landed in his throat. Did Ryuichi expect him to drug Yuki so they could have a threesome? Is that what this was? Why did he have to do it? Did he not have just as much to lose? He had opened the vial and let the small pills fall into his hand. They really looked like normal pills, they could be anything. He also thought of just throwing them away, but when he did, he was reminded of Ryuichi touching him gently, caressing his body, and he couldn’t bring himself to do it. So here he was, the vial stashed carefully in his jacket pocket and he sat and waited for Yuki to come home. He thought of Ryuichi now, the way his body had felt against Shuu’s, the soft way he had touched him, not at all like the way Yuki touched him
He couldn’t decide which he preferred.
“What are you doing here?” A voice said from jbehind him. He spun around and there was Yuki. He ran to him and threw his arms around the tall man.
“Yuuuuukiiii!!” Shuu said hugging him tightly.
“Get off of me.” Yuki said coldly, and Shuu began to wonder if Seguchi had said something to Yuki anyways.
I’m sorry Yuki, I just missed you.” Shuu said quietly, following Yuki to the bedroom and sitting on the bed while he unpacked.
“Well I have things to do,”Yuki said, looking at him. “ I’m going out for drinks, I suppose you want to come along?”
“Yes, I would like that, if its alright.” Shuu said, falling back into the role of feeling completely useless.
“I don’t really care, but I am leaving in ten minutes, with you or without you.”
“Ok Yuki, I will be ready.” Shuu said airily, getting on his tip toes to give his lover a quick peck on the cheek, before running into the bathroom to clean himself up.
Nine minutes and thirty three seconds later, they walked out, and got into Yuki’s car. They drove down to the same bar that Shuu had met Ryuichi in just the night before, and got out. When they walked in, they were immediately hailed by Touma Seguchi. They walked to him and Shuu stood while Touma greeted Yuki warmly.
“Eiri-san, welcome home, how was your trip?” Touma smiled.
“Boring, as all trips home are.” Yuki said, as he sat down.
Shuu started to say hello as well, but Touma just sat down and began talking to Yuki, as if he didn’t exist.
“I ordered us drinks Eiri-san, they will be here in a minute.” Touma said, and as if on cue, the waitress walked over to their table. She set down a mixed drink for Touma, and whiskey on the rocks for Yuki. Shuu felt completely invisible. He walked up to the bar and ordered himself a strawberry martini, and took it back to the table. Neither Yuki, nor Touma even looked over at him, as they continued their conversation.
Shuu wanted to add to the conversation, but he didn’t have any idea what to say without sounding stupid. He looked around the bar and noticed nothing interesting, that he hadn’t seen before. He felt a tap on the shoulder and turned, what he saw made him almost flip sideways out of his chair.
He was staring into the black bead eyes of that familiar pink bunny.
“Shuuuuuuuiiiccchiiiiiiiiii!!” Ryu called from the floor beneath the bunny.
“Sakuma-san” Shuuichi said quietly.
“Kuma, Kuma, Kumagorou!” he said back, making the bunny dance on the table in front of Shuu.
“Ryuichi-san, welcome.” Touma said, smiling fondly. “And to you also Kumagorou,.” Touma added, hearing the beginnings of an outcry from the singer.
“Touma!!!!!” Ryu said, standing up and looking at Touma, throwing Kuma up to rest on the top of his brown hair.
“Hello Sakuma-san” Yuki said, offering his hand
“Yuki-san, hello.” Ryu said, whipping Kuma from his head, and shoving the little pink hand into Yuki’s outstretched one. Yuki pulled his hand back slowly, his eyes narrowing slightly, before turning back to his drink and Touma.
\"How are you Shuuichi?\" Ryuichi asked, turning to the pink haired singer.
\"I am alright, thank you.\" Shuu said, not knowing where to look. Last night\'s activities were still so fresh in his mind, that he wasnt sure he could look at the man without getting a little hard.
As usual Ryuichi seemed to be in tune with this problem, and smiled.
\"Let\'s dance Shuuichi!\" Ryu said, grabbing Shuu\'s wrist and pulling him to his feet. Shuu looked at Touma, who gave him just the tiniest of glances, then Shuu’s eyes moved to Yuki, who didn’t acknowledge him at all. He allowed the older man to drag him through the hundreds of people that were already on the floor dancing. Ryu pulled Shuu to the corner furthest away from where Touma and Yuki sat drinking and talking. He spun Shuu around and wrapped an arm deftly around his waist. They danced to the quick paced music. Kuma, held by an ear, bounced against Shuu as they moved. Shuu kept glancing at the table, looking for Touma or Yuki watching them. Ryuichi, who didn’t seem to notice anything continued to guide Shuu around the floor. Shuu looked up at Ryu, and was kinda shocked to see Ryu’s piercing blue eyes focused on his purple ones. Though there was a smile on his lips, there was only lust in his cobalt blue eyes.
“Ryuichi...” Shuu began
“Shhh Shuuichi.” Ryu said, pulling Shuu extra close.
“Me and Kuma are so glad Touma told us where you were last night.” Ryu said.
Shuu’s eyes widened and and he felt like he couldn’t breathe.
“Touma?” he stammered.
“Yeah!! Touma said you were sooooo lonely nanoda! Kuma and I kept you company right Shuuichi?” He laid his head on Shuu’s shoulder. “My Shuuichi” he said softly. Shuuichi gave in and brought his head up to rest on Ryu’s head petting him gently. At the touch, Ryu seemed to come back to himself. He lifted his head up, and again looked at Shuu. His hands moved down Shuu’s body and came to rest a little below his waist. One of them came back up with the vial of pills that Shuu had not remembered putting there. Shuu stared at the vial in Ryu’s hand with wonder.
“Was that in my pocket?” He asked himself out loud.
Ryu grinned, looking at him. Then his eyes moved to the vial in his fingers, and he pulled Shuuichi into a tight hug.
“Shuu, Ryu and Yuki” He sang very softly as he hugged Shuu. Shuu felt him slip the vial back into the front pocket of Shuu’s pants, lingering there for a few seconds, for obvious reasons. He brought his hands back up and put them around Shuu’s neck, and they danced for a little while longer, sweating from the amount of people on the floor surrounding them. After two more songs, Ryuichi grabbed Shuu’s hand and they walked off the floor, and to the bar, where Ryu ordered Shuu another strawberry martini, and himself a midori sour. Shuu had never thought of Ryuichi as a drinker, but then he thought after dancing with it being so hot out there, anyone was bound to get a drink. The took their drinks back toward their table and that is when Shuuichi noticed that Yuki was gone, and that Touma sat there alone. When they got to the table, Shuu set his drink down and stared at Touma.
“Where is Yuki?” He asked, a very strong note of anger in his voice.
“He went home, Shindou-san.”Touma said “You were so busy with Ryuichi-san, that you didn’t seem to notice that he had a headache.”
Shuu opened his mouth to argue, but knew it would be dangerous to fight with Touma, especially over Yuki, so he shut his mouth again, and finished his drink in one gulp.
“I gotta go.” He called over his shoulder as he ran out of the club. He ran down the street towards home. He was about half way there when a car pulled up next to him. He knew it was Touma’s car just by the sound of it. The black Mercedes pulled up to the curb and Shuu stopped, knowing ignoring it any longer would be stupid. Touma parked and got out.
“Shindou-san, going home right now would not be advised.” Touma said “Eiri-san is not feeling well, and you would just make it worse.”
“How do you know I would just make it worse?” Shuu asked him, his purple eyes flashing. “How do you know?”
“You always make it worse. You are so caught up in what makes you happy that you don’t see that you are making the people around you miserable.”
Shuu’s eyes filled with tears again, but this time, they were tears of anger.
“You don’t like me being with Yuki,” He began very softly. “Because you are in love with Yuki. I make him happy, you don’t see that because you are bitter that he doesn’t love you back. You need to stay out of Yuki’s and my relationship, because I am sick of you meddling.” Shuu opened his eyes wide, just now getting the full scope of what he had just said. He looked up at Touma, and the man stood there, staring at him, seeming to think about something. Then all of a sudden, Shuuichi was on the ground, not even having seen the slap coming. His hand went up to the side of his face where it tingled. He looked up at the man who just hit him, and Touma looked down at him.
“I will overlook your disrespect this time Shindou-san, but if it happens again, I swear to you, you will be sorry.” He said, and turned and walked away.
Shuu got to his feet and watched as Touma pulled into a nearby driveway, turned around and drove away. Shuuichi began to walk again toward home. As he walked, he thought about what Touma had said about him making others miserable. He didn’t do that to Yuki. Yuki cared about him didn’t he? He wouldn’t pretend something like that would he? These questions plagued Shuuichi as he walked the last three blocks back home. He walked up the driveway, and was suddenly worried about going inside. He was worried about what Yuki would say to him. He opened the door quietly and walked in. He went into the living room, and looked for his lover. It was dark, the whole house was dark. He walked into the bedroom, Yuki was not laying in bed. He heard the shower running and he walked into the bathroom, it was steamy from the heat of the shower, and Shuu began to sweat again. He didn’t say anything, and he wondered if Yuki even knew he was home.
“So you finally came home.” He heard the man say from the shower.
“Yes Yuki I’m sorry.” Shuu said, wanting to say more, but not able to get anything else out. He turned to leave when Yuki said:
“You were dancing tonight, and I am not having you in my bed until you shower, you probably stink of sweat.”
Shuu knew this was Yuki’s way of saying he wanted Shuu to come in the shower. He peeled off his clothes and for an instant felt the bulge of the vial in his pocket before throwing his pants aside. He climbed into the shower, getting his first view of Yuki’s naked body glistening from the water running off him. Shuu was amazed, again by how beautiful his lover’s body was.
“Well, come on, get over here in the water, and clean yourself up.” Yuki said, looking at him darkly.
“Ok Yuki.”
He moved over and switched places with Yuki and sighed as their bodies rubbed together. The hot water felt good on his skin and he took some soap and began to wash himself. The suds ran down him as he rinsed off, and he became aware of Yuki watching him. He turned around and looked at the writer, and was shocked to see him looking back, with just a little hint of tenderness in his eyes. As soon as Yuki noticed him watching, however, his eyes went back to their normal cold, indifferent selves.
“What?” He asked.
“Nothing.”
“Well stop staring at me then.” Yuki said a little harshly.
Shuu blinked and then moved forward and wrapped his arms around the man, pulling him down to kiss him. Yuki allowed himself to be pulled, and Shuu could feel a hardness poking against his hip. When the kiss broke, Yuki reached behind Shuu and turned off the water. They stood there dripping for a second, while Shuu reached out, grabbing a towel. He dried himself with it, and then handed it to Yuki. When they were both dry, Shuu stepped out of the shower and before he could do anything else, he was slung up over his lover’s shoulder and carried out to the bedroom where he was thrown onto the bed.
“What would you say if I told you that I missed you while I was gone?” Yuki said as he climbed on top of the singer.
“Yuki...” Shuu began, but was cut off by a long, deep kiss. Yuki reached into the night stand beside his bed and pulled out a bottle. He opened it and squeezed out some of the clear gel. He reached down and rubbed it around, inserting a finger inside Shuu, getting the lube all over. He used a little more, and rubbed his own dick with it. Yuki then grabbed Shuu’s thighs and pulled them up around him. He positioned his dick and entered Shuu roughly. Shuu whimpered and closed his eyes as Yuki began to thrust into him. With Yuki it always hurt at first, because he was so fast and hard. Shuu began to pant and rock his hips a little. Yuki leaned down and bit Shuu’s neck following his bites with licks. He pulled out and Shuu opened his eyes, surprised. Yuki grabbed his hips and turned him over, Shuu got up on his hands and knees and Yuki entered him again, from behind this time. He began thrusting again, this time with added ferocity. He grabbed pink hair in each hand, pulling Shuu’s head back with each outward movement. Shuu moaned and called out loudly.
“Shut up!” Yuki said between his clenched teeth. He reached around and grabbed Shuu’s hard dick, beginning to stroke it quickly as he thrust. Shuu wanted to call his lovers name, but knew that Yuki didn’t want that. He rocked his hips into Yuki’s giving more pleasure to them both. Shuu was getting closer as Yuki stroked his shaft quickly and expertly. He closed his eyes, and slammed his hips back on Yuki as hard as he could, feeling the dick inside him go deeper and deeper. He felt Yuki’s body begin to stiffen, and he knew that he was close to climax, he tightened his muscles and gripped Yuki’s dick. He heard Yuki moaning gently and knew he was going to come. Shuu let himself go under his lovers hand, and felt the orgasm flood through his body. Right after, he felt Yuki’s release, the pressure in him flooding into Shuu’s body. He pulled out and fell over on the bed.
“Saikou Datta.” he said very quietly. He got up and went into the bathroom. A few minutes later he came out, having cleaned himself up. Shuu then followed suit. When he came out, he found that Yuki had gone out grabbed a beer, lit a cigarette, and sat down on the couch.
“Yuki?”Shuu said as he came out.
“Shut up brat, I have a headache.” Yuki replied coldly.
Shuu went silent. Why did Yuki always seem so loving while they were making love, just to be so cold after? He thought again of the vial and the pills within, and he was struck with an idea.
“I have something that will help your headache Yuki.” He said, in what he hoped was a casual voice.
“I don’t need anything you have to give me.” He said back.
“Please Yuki, it will help, I promise.”
“Fine, get it then.”
Shuu ran into the bathroom, where his pants still lay, and pulled the vial out of the pocket. He took the pills out and replaced the vial. He looked at the pills carefully. They did look like aspirin. He stood up and ran out to the living room.
“Here.” He said and handed the pills to Yuki.
“What are these?” He asked, taking the pills and looking at them.
“They are aspirin, I got them the other day, but they will help, really.”
“Whatever.” Yuki said popping them in his mouth, and taking a swig of his Wud Biser. He didn’t even look at Shuu, or say anything else about it. Shu looked out the window at the street, wondering why he would bother using them now, because he had no idea where Ryuichi was at this moment, but for some reason he had faith that he was close. He walked back to Yuki and looked at the man sitting on the couch.
“Im going to go watch TV in the bedroom, I’m getting a bit tired.” Yuki said and got up. When he did, he stumbled a bit and Shuu grabbed him and helped him.
“Are you alright Yuki?” Shuu asked.
“Just get me to bed.” Yuki said, though his words were slurred a little bit.
Shuu walked him into his room and laid him down. He looked at Shuu a bit suspiciously. “What were those pills again?”
“They were just aspirin Yuki, maybe you had too much to drink.”
“I guess.”
A minute later, Shuu looked down at him, and noticed that his eyes were open, but he wasn’t moving.. He could see him breathing though. A very small smile was creeping onto Yuki’s face. Shuu knew that the drug had worked, but he wasn’t sure what to do next. He went into the kitchen and got a glass of water. As he was getting ready to walk back into the bedroom there was a very light yet deliberate tapping at the front door. He walked to it, and stood before the closed door, wondering who it would be.. He had a feeling he knew already, and he threw the door open.
He was thrown to the ground once again by the man holding the small pink bunny.
“Hello Shuuichi, hello again nanoda!” Ryuichi said against Shuu’s neck.
“How do you...” Shuu began.
“Shhh no talking Shuuichi.” Ryu broke in. He jumped off of Shuu and pulled the younger singer up by an arm. He then brought Kuma up and using him, said to Shuuichi
“Yuki san is happy now na no da.” He pulled Shuu to him and brushed his lips against Shuu’s, not hard enough to even be considered a kiss. Shuu pulled back and closed the door softly. He walked into the living room with Ryu and Kuma right behind him. He was going to walk into the bedroom, but Ryu stopped him
“Not yet Shuuichi, there will be time nanoda.”
He kissed Shuuichi again, wrapping an arm around him. Shuuichi kissed back, remembering how sweet Ryuichi’s kisses were. Ryuichi sat down on the couch and pulled Shuuichi down on top of him. Shuu straddling his legs, and Ryu wrapped a hand in Shuu’s hair and pulled him close for another kiss, Ryu’s tongue playfully teasing Shuuichi’s. Shuu broke the kiss and leaned in, sucking lightly on Ryu’s neck while the older man petted him and rubbed his back gently. Shuu could feel Ryu’s hardness through his pants, and he leaned his body against it. Ryu moaned quietly, and pulled off Shuuichi’s shirt. He licked Shuu’s chest and neck, until Shuu wasn’t sure he could take anymore. He stood up and pulled Ryu up as well.
“Yeah, lets go get Yuki-san Shuuichi.” Ryu said, with a little bit of a giggle. They walked into the bedroom and Ryu set Kumagorou on the dresser tenderly, before being led to the bed where Yuki lay, barely moving, but watching them. Ryu bent down and regarded the light haired man laying on the bed.
“He isn’t as beautiful as Shuuichi.” He said almost too quietly to hear. He leaned down and kissed Yuki gently. “His lips are so soft.” Ryu smiled at Shuuichi and began to kiss Yuki’s bare chest. Shuu came and began to softly kiss Ryu’s neck. Ryu stood up and went around to the other side of the bed and sat down on it, pulling Shuuichi onto his lap and kissing him again. He lay him down and kissed him again. Shuu was aware that Yuki’s head was only a few inches away, and it turned him on even more. Ryu was kissing his chest and tugging at his pajama pants. Ryu found Shuu’s erection and put it into his mouth. Shuu panted out, and reached over, finding Yuki’s bulge, and reaching under his pants, stroking the soft skin, making Yuki’s dick hard. Ryu pulled back and Shuu got up, going over and pulling off Yuki’s pants. Ryu got rid of his own as well. Ryu layed down on the bed, and Shuuichi got into the drawer and brought out the bottle of lube. Coating Ryu’s length with it, he climbed on top of the older man, and while Ryu entered him, he grabbed Yuki’s dick and began to suck on it. He felt Ryu’s breath catch in his throat as he began to thrust inside of Shuu. Shuu was working his mouth around Yuki’s thick shaft, bouncing because of the thrusts from Ryuichi. Ryuichi ran his fingers down Shuu’s neck and chest, and grabbed Shuu’s hard cock. He began stroking it, and Shuu moaned around Yuki’s hardness, appreciating the softness of Ryu’s hand around his shaft. He could feel Yuki breathing heavily, but the drug in his system didn’t allow him to speak. Ryu’s thrusts began to speed up a little, as did his strokes of Shuu’s dick. Suddenly he stopped both.
“Not yet.” was all he said. He pulled out of Shuu and they both moved. Shuu seemed able to read what Ryu wanted, and he walked over and straddled Yuki, pushing Yuki’s erection inside of him. Ryu got back on the bed and as Shuu began to bounce on Yuki, Ryu pulled Shuu’s dick into his mouth, sucking on it gently, his tongue running up and down the shaft. Ryu reached down and began to stroke his own length slowly, rubbing his fingers on the head, and gripping it loosely in his hand. He bobbed his head quickly, taking Shuu’s dick all the way into his throat and then all the way back out, sucking on the head. Shuu continued to ram himself down on Yuki’s cock over and over again, he could feel Yuki’s dick twitching inside him. Shuu felt himself getting close. He began to moan louder and rock his hips against Ryu’s mouth. Again Ryu stopped. Shu climbed off of Yuki. Ryu went into the bathroom and got a warm washcloth. He tenderly washed Yuki’s erection. He went back into the bathroom, and when he came back out, he climbed back onto the bed and began to suck Yuki’s dick. Shuuichi was so turned on by watching this. He grabbed the bottle of lube and covered his own dick in it. He got up on the bed and pushed himself into Ryuichi’s tight ass.
“Kimochi ii.” Ryu said in more than a moan than a whisper. Shuu reached around and began to stroke Ryu’s dick.. It felt smooth and warm in his hand. He pumped his dick into Ryu. His thrusts getting faster, along with his strokes. Ryu panted around Yuki’s cock. Shuu slammed into him harder and harder. His strokes on Ryu’s cock got faster and faster as well. Ryu moaned out, feeling orgasm passing through him. Shuu continued to stroke, working Ryu’s climax out completely. He continued to thrust feeling his own climax coming. He pulled all the way out and slammed back in, pushing him over the edge. He came inside Ryu, feeling Ryu’s muscles flex and hold him. Shuu laid against Ryu’s back and allowed the feelings to wash over him. Then he pulled out and rolled sideways on the bed, looking up at Ryu just in time to see him swallow Yuki’s come. Ryu also rolled over and, licking his lips, he kissed Shuu gently, and lay his head on Shuu’s chest. They lay like that for awhile, not talking or even moving. Ryu finally got up and went into the bathroom. A few minutes later he came out dressed and Shuu sat up
“Are you leaving?” Shuu asked.
“Yes.” Ryu said. He walked over to Shuuichi and looked into his eyes gently.
“Aishiteru Shuuichi.” he said, and kissed the young singer once more, his soft lips parting slightly.
“Goodbye Ryuichi.” Shuu said, somehow knowing that this would never happen again, letting it make him a little sad.
“Goodbye pika pika Shuuichi” Ryu said, a slight smile playing on his lips. He grabbed Kuma, and was gone. Shuuichi got up, went into the bathroom and cleaned himself up. He walked back out and looked at Yuki, laying naked on the bed. He was grateful that memory loss was a side effect of this drug, because if Yuki remembered, it could be bad for him. He struggled, but got Yuki’s pants back on. He climbed into bed and snuggled up to Yuki. It didn’t take long before he was asleep.
The next morning Shuu woke up to find that Yuki wasn’t in bed. He walked out to the kitchen where he found Yuki, sitting at the kitchen table.
“Finally.” the man at the table said.
“Sorry Yuki, I was really tired.”
“Apparently I drank too much last night...”
“Yeah, you were pretty drunk.” Shuu broke in nervously.
“You didn’t let me finish.” Yuki said with a glint in his golden eyes. “I was gonna say: Apparently I drank too much last night...but I remember everything.”
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ok, so that was my first attempt, let me know what you think.. it will never get any better unless ya do ^__^ thanks!
A/N I have decided to add a second part to this, it is called A Mangled Affair. It should be up on October 8th.