What could have been

Yuki sat in front of the fireplace, staring at the fire as it ragged, light from it flickering into his eyes. Ten years…that’s how long it had been since she’d walked out of his life forever…

~FLASHBACK~

Yuki sat under his tree by his secret base, reading his latest gardening books, trying to figure out what he wanted to plant this years. He heard a soft clear voice that he recognized; closing his book he looked up and smiled at Aya, the love of his life. The girl he saw ran over to him, waving happily as her long black hair swung back and forth, tied into a braided ponytail, her usual outfit changed into a white sun dress that did little to hide her curves. Yuki smiled widely and sat up higher and caught her when she fell into his arms. “Hello Aya, what brings you here today?” His voice was low and husky; it held a promise of things to come, which was always a sure thing with Aya around. Aya just held him tightly in her arms, burying her face in his chest; yuki didn’t like that fact that she was so quiet. “Aya?” “They’re making me leave Yuki...” she whispered in a choked voice into his chest and he realized she was crying. “What do you mean? Who’s making you leave??” He almost saw red at the fact that someone was trying to take her from him. “A-Akito…and Shigure...” she sniffled and held him even tighter. “Yuki…” She cried again and Yuki tried to think of away to make her happy, he hated to see her cry, she always was so much prettier when she smiled…He had an idea and lifted her head into his hands, to look up at him and then he kissed her. She kissed him back and even made it deeper. They fell backwards onto the floor and then the atmosphere changed from sad and confused to heated and needful. Aya gasped into his mouth as she began to try and unbutton his shirt, running her fingers down his bare chest once the shirt had gone. Yuki groaned at the feel of her fingers on his cool flesh. He maneuvered himself and began the search for her zipper to her dress, but instead found it was a tie, so he smiled and tugged on the bow, pulling it undone and then unwrapping her with reverent slowness. Seeing her body only made his harder, and he sucked in a low breather before he began his attack on her body. His mouth moved downward, kissing and licking a trail to her breasts, before he found her hardened nipple and he closed his mouth around it, licking and suckling on her like a baby searching for milk. Aya moaned and groaned, writhing and panting underneath his body, which held her own to the ground tightly, whimpering and whispering pleas. “Yuki…Yuki baby please…” Her pleas were all he needed, moving down her body he grinned as he found the center of her pleasure, which he then proceeded to stroke and caress, while he watched her face. Her eyes widened as her mouth opened to suck in air heavily as her back arched as he stroked and teased her body to the point he wanted it. Then he moved quickly and took off his panted enough to let his member go before he drove into her body, gripping her body tightly to his own as she cried out her pleasure. He moved his body fast and hard from the beginning, and gripped her tighter, before he got a idea and sat up, sitting now he turned her to face away from him as his thumb found her nub of pleasure he stroked it in time with his thrusts, keeping her face to look at him as she screamed, moaned, and writhed in his lap as he moved faster and harder. “Y-Yuki...!” She cried out his name as she threw her head back and came in a fierce wave, Yuki burying his face in her shoulder as he soon followed after her…They spent the next three hours pleasing each other until she made him stop and she had to leave…When they walked to shigure’s house together, Aya seemed even more nervous then before, and he saw Akito and knew why, kissing her deeply he whispered into her mouth how much he loved her. And she whispered the most shocking news of all... “Yuki, I’m pregnant…” She pulled back because of Akito and was shoved into the limo…and he watched the limo drive away with her, he was confused, and scared, wondering when he’d ever see her again…He found out three days later, that he would never see her again, he’d gone to the hospital to see his beloved, who had gotten into a car accident, and when he saw her in the bed, it nearly killed him as well. He sat by her bedside and knew that he wouldn’t get to see her smile ever again…she laid in the bed, half her body in casts and bandages, machines hooked into her to keep her alive…he laid his head onto her stomach to listen to his baby and let the tears fall freely, knowing that he’ll never be able to see the baby grow, and his love hug and suckle it happily like she wanted too. He felt her move and looked up at her face, seeing her eye open slowly he held her good hand and began to whisper to her gently, and blinked when she looked and him and smiled. His heart shattered into a million pieces as he saw the smile begin o fade and her eyes lose the light of her soul as she died on the bed. he went into a frenzy, screaming her name and shaking her, sobbing and crying as he tried to wake her, ignoring Shigure and his brother as they tried to pull him off of her, he cried harder as doctors came in and shut the machines off…completely ending what little life had been left to her.

~End Flashback~
Today was the anniversary of her death, and he didn’t want to see anyone today, no matter what. The tears fell from his eyes as he hugged the last present she’d ever given him. “Aya…” He choked as he continued to cry into the present, a big stuffed black wolf, her animal form, with her eyes. He heard his son come into the house and stood up, walking over to greet him he smiled and held him tightly, Yuukito was the spitting image of his mother, he was the baby who would have died, but they somehow saved the embryo and nurtured it to health and into this baby. “Welcome home Yuukito….” He held his son and looked at the image of his beloved in this boy one more time before he hugged him tighter. “Welcome home…”

The end.