All or Nothing

This is my first timing posting so I'm asking you all to be gentle. Please.

Soft groans and grunts filled the otherwise silent rooms as two bodies moved together covered in sweat. A red head thrusted into the willing body under him. Long black-blue hair was spread out over the white pillows. "L-lavi." Kanda gasped squeezing his dark blue eyes shut his normally pale face flushed red as Lavi hit his pleasure spot deep inside of him. Kanda's nails dug into Lavi's shoulders drawing beads of blood. In retaliation Lavi bit down on Kanda's pale shoulder one hand moving in between their bodies to grip the leeking cock and start to slowly pump it up and down. The differing sensations caused Kanda to come spilling onto both his and his lover's chests. Feeling the body beneath his tighten around him Lavi came groaning softly. Lavi collapsed onto Kanda breathing heavily.
After a few minutes Lavi rolled off of Kanda and off the bed gathering his clothes. Lavi could feel Kanda's dark gaze on his back as he buttoned up his shirt. Turning around he smiled at the sight of Kanda Yuu spread out in his bed with sweat cooling on him not to mention other things his eyes were at half mast. Lavi walked back over to the bed leaning down he tried to steal a kiss, but Yuu turned his head. Lavi frowned "Come on Yuu after everything we've done you still won't give me a kiss?"

Kanda turned angry eyes on Lavi's one green eye "Why should I? You won't give me what I want." Lavi stiffened before straightening his back and walking to the door. As he opened the door he heard Yuu say quietly "Running away again?" Lavi didn't bother answering him before he walked out.
Kanda stared at the closed door long after the footsteps faded away. He slowly got out of the bed ignoring the small pain he got for sitting up.

Kanda made a disgusted face as he stood up feeling the liquid run down the back of his thighs. After Kanda returned from the bathroom having cleaned himself off, he crawled back into the bed pulling the covers up to his chest he waited for sleep to claim him which he knew would take awhile. He only got a good nights sleep when Lavi stayed the night which was becoming less and less. Kanda growled softly under his breath and covered his eyes with both hands when he realized exactly where his thoughts had traveled again. 'I need to stop thinking of the fucking rabbit' he thought to himself.
He wasn't sure when exactly the red head started being the center of his thoughts but he didn't like it. It caused too many problems not to mention all of the unwanted feelings he now had pertaining to the coward. Kanda's eyes narrowed to face the door Kanda sighed before closing his eyes. He was getting fed up with not having the answer he wanted. "Tomorrow." He muttered to himself, before falling into a light sleep.

The next day Kanda woke up at his usual time of 5:00 am. He got up and started his normal routine of showering and getting dressed after grabbing his breakfast out of the mini fridge in his dorm room, he grabbed his bag and went down to the practice fields with his sword mugen. When he got there no one else was their. Kanda shed his jacket and shirt and started his daily exercises.

Kanda was currently attending Black Order Boarding school. The Black Order high school was one of the best in the world, only problem was that it was run by the church and when one was gay it tended to lead to problems. Kanda and Lavi were both in their last year and had been sleeping together for the last two and a half years. Now that the were graduating in five months Kanda had asked Lavi if they could tell people about them. Lavi had immediately said no and every time the subject was brought up he would make an excuse to leave or run away.

Kanda wouldn't have a problem with letting Lavi have time to decide, but since he had voiced his thoughts he had noticed that Lavi was flirting with more and more people girls and guys alike. Kanda growled low under his breath when he realized where his thoughts were heading, quickly he went back to his practice taking out mugen and running though his exercises.
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He really was beautiful. Lavi thought from his spot in the trees. Lavi watched Kanda move gracefully with mugen, going from one stance to the next with out pause. Lavi had come down here hoping to talk to Kanda before he started, and now he didn't want to stop him. Kanda's face was relaxed which was an odd sight from his usually scowling features.

Lavi tried hard not to let his thoughts wander towards the gutter, he knew that Kanda wouldn't want to have anything to do with him after how he left the night before. Really Lavi didn't understand Kandas sudden want to come out to their friends, the way they had been doing things so far had worked, but now after two plus years he wanted an open relationship?

Lavi cared alot about Kanda after all he was his best friend, but he didn't love him, not like how Kanda wanted him to. Without realizing what he was doing Lavi's gaze went to Kanda's chest where beads of sweat had started to appear on the pale skin. Lavi slowly licked his lips. He could feel his blood starting to heat up the more Kanda moved. 'He really is flexible.' Lavi thought his body starting to move forward.

Kanda's eyes had closed at some point and he didn't sense another person in the clearing with him until arms circled him from behind. His eyes snapped open he looked down at large tan hands that were holding him in place preventing him from turning around. A tongue came out to trace the shell of his ear before moving down to his shoulder. "Morning Yuu-chan." Lavi growled into the junction of his neck and shoulder.

"Don't call me that." Kanda growled back trying unsuccessfully to escape Lavi's hold, not that he minded it was rare tjat Lavi just held him like this.

"Ah Yuu-chan you don't mean that. After all you liked it last night." Lavi said moving Kanda's hips until his arousal was pressed against Kanda's ass. Kanda growled blushing at the reminder. "Let go rabbit I'm training, or would you like to wear an eye-patch on the other eye?"

Lavi laughed nervously eying mugen warily. "No I'm good thanks though." He let his hands fall back to his side watching Kanda move away from him quickly "Still mad at me?" Lavi asked trying to ignore his current problem. All he got for an answer was a glare directed in his direction.
Kanda started to the other side of the clearing. "Scram rabbit I don't have time for you."

Lavi frowned pouting. "I asked if you were still mad at me for last night, or are you mad at me for not wanting to come out to our friends? Cause if you didn't know this we go to a religious school, just pointing that out there." Lavi followed Kanda moving in front of him blocking his way. "Well which is it."
Kanda glared at Lavi. "You really don't get it do you? I want to be in a actual relationship with you, because I love you, I already explained this to you." Kanda shrugged moving around Lavi "If you still don't get it then I don't want to see you again."

Lavi stared at Kanda for a minute with a shocked expression on his face, before he started laughing. "Good one Yuu-chan for a minute there I thought you were serious." Lavi made to grab on to Kanda's wrist but found himself staring down at the sharp steel of Kanda's prized sword.
Kanda moved Mugen to Lavi's throat digging it in enough to pinch the skin, but not drawing blood...yet. "I am serious you fucking rabbit I've had enough. I don't want to see you again and I sure as hell am no longer your quick fuck, go find someone else."
Lavi swallowed nervously looking into Kanda's eyes, which he had avoided looking at all morning. "Come on Yuu were friends first and fore most, you're my best friend, you know that."

Kanda's dark blue eyes filled with regret, before he shook his head his hair moving to cover his face. "Not any more."
Kanda lowered Mugen and sheathed it back to it's rightful place on his hip and put his shirt and jacket back on, picking up his book bag he left for his first class. He left Lavi standing there in the clearing staring into space in shock.