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Heaven's a Lie	By : lilsweetsakura Category: > Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji ???) Views: 2251 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I don't own Kuroshitsuji or any characters from it, I ain't making any money from this story either. If I was, it would be all yaoi, fluff and forbidden love

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Chapter 1

~What's this?~

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Silent moans, which sounded quite painful, were heard through the corridor of Phantomhive mansion, where Ciel was passing through, at the moment. Sounds were coming from Sebastians room.

‘There’s no way that demon would be in pain, is there?’

Ciel was always sure, that demons don’t feel pain. At all. But these sounds got him quite confused. Why would one moan like that in the middle of night? Originally he was passing the hallway, because he needed bathroom, but these unusual moans made him slow down his pace at Sebastians door. It wasn’t closed fully. Ciel leaned a bit closer to the door to make sure that he wasn’t imagining things and that moans were real. Hell, yes they were real and they came along with a heavy, loud breathing, which was just as unusual as moans, coming from the demon.

‘Maybe he’s having a nightmare…’ Ciel tried to come up with a reasonable explanation of this unusual phenomena, also called anything, but not coolness, that was the only emotion that anyone would ever feel from demon.

‘Do demons even sleep? No, I think not… If they do, can they dream?’ Demons were just too much of a mystery even to Ciel, who had dedicated his life to solving various mysteries and finally getting his revenge on mysterious murderers of his parents.

‘The door isn’t closed… What if he’s really in pain? Or needs help?’ Ciel was having second thoughts such as what if demon didn’t want him to see in such state, if he actually was in pain… Or why would Earl even bother to help a butler.

‘But a little peek won’t hurt, will it? He won’t even notice…’ Ciel’s heartbeat rose a bit in excitement of the fact that he was about to see something unusual. Something unusual from his usually cold, emotionless demon – butler. He opened the door just a little bit more, so he could see with a corner of his eye the sight of his butler. The fact, that he had to open the door a bit more, risking himself to get caught, made his heartbeat even faster, deepening his breathing a bit. He tried his best to stay unnoticed, even though it was quite hard now, that his heart was racing.

Curtains weren’t closed and the moon shined all over the room, making it mysteriously, somewhat romantically shine in the dark. Bed was shining in the light of the moon, just as its covers were, the wardrobe, every single piece of furniture was shining furiously in the bright beams of the full moon, and so was Sebastian, who was leaning against the window, naked and doing something, that Ciel had never seen before. Sebastian was touching himself… Down there? He was stroking himself faster with every stroke, he’s body was covered in sweat droplets, his eyes were closed, lower lip bitten as if he was about to scream. The sight got Ciel stunned. It was the least thing he expected to see. It was the thing he wouldn’t even imagine to see. He had no idea of what Sebastian was doing, but it sent chills down his spine and made him blush as if he saw something inappropriate. Well of course it was inappropriate – his butler was naked, touching his private parts for an unknown reason. Ciel closed the door the way it was closed before and stood a good while behind them, as if he was analyzing, what he just saw. In reality, he couldn’t make a single thought, his brain was refusing to work. He tried to calm his heartbeat, but it refused to go back to normal pace.

“Oh… Oh, Ciel!” Ciel almost jumped as he heard his name throughout Sebastian’s moans. The only thought he had now in his mind was to get to the toilet. As soon, as possible. He ran to the bathroom, closed the door behind him and locked it, crashing his body against the door as if someone was chasing him. His heart was about to jump out of his chest, he was breathing as if he had run a marathon. He didn’t know what to think, nor what to do, but he felt really hard pressure in his bladder of which he wanted to get rid of as soon, as possible.

He almost fell down as he tried to take his pants off, just to see how… Big and hard he had grown during his walk from his room to bathroom.

“Am I sick? What’s wrong with me…?” He whispered to himself as he proceeded his futile attempts to get rid of the pressure in his bladder.

“I.. I can’t! It hurts. It hurts!’ His thoughts rushed through his mind as he felt all the uneasiness inside of his privates. He held himself inside of his hands, and stroked himself a little bit, with hope of calming the unknown down. The stroke didn’t help, it only sent shivers down his spine. It tickled. The fact of what he did disgusted him.

‘Why would it tickle? It hurts, after all.’ He didn’t realize how his hands moved on their own and kept stroking his length. His breathing fastened even more as his pace kept growing faster. The sight of Sebastian doing… The same thing, came back to his mind, making him even hotter and harder. It didn’t take long for him to reach the point where he was panting, his body slowly collapsing on the floor, his lips seeking for something invisible in the air. He was making no sound, just deep breathes with his eyes shut he felt as if he was about to reach something, not sure of what it was, all he knew was that he needed to reach that point, the end of the pain and tickling, and weird feeling, but it only built up more and more, putting more tension on his body, on his lower parts, his blood pulsing in his veins, his head, his heart pounding louder than his breath was heard. And then something blew up. A sudden light blinded his vision, everything stopped. His heart made him feel the way he had never felt. It was so hot, so calm inside of him finally. His hard and big length seemed to shrink inside of his hands… Something wet was flowing out of him, which seemed a bit too thick to be his pee. He suddenly opened his eyes in stress:

“Blood?” he whispered, checking his hands and only finding an unknown sticky substance which covered his palms and floor.

“What is this?”

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The air was fresh and open window was letting calm wind play with the air in the mansions library. Ciel was sitting in front of a big, magnificent mahogany desk and curiously reading something that he had searched for whole 3 hours. It was only 9 am now, but Ciel was already getting slightly tired. He hadn’t slept at all, because he couldn’t help, but be afraid of what happened last night. The only reasonable thing he could think of was to go to the huge library of the Phantomhive mansion and read it up somewhere, because he was sure that there wasn't a thing that wouldn't be written in those countless books which recided in the library,that was remade the same way and filled with same books that his ancestors were collecting for decades, after the mansion was burnt down.

Actually his first thought was to ask Sebastian, but he felt as if asking this was something really weird and every time he tried to brace himself and tell himself, that there could be nothing wrong in the fact he had questions or problems, he couldn’t help but flush red and get all dizzy, when he thought of it. So he ended up in the library, being all sleepy but unexplainably excited about everything he found out there.

He was reading some kind of book about sexology. Really, despite the fact that he thought that there would never be books about what happened to him (though he hoped there would be since there was nothing he couldn’t find there until now), he found plenty of anatomy books which led him to this certain book about human relationships – mental and physical. He read through emotional affections and the different meanings of what it meant to love until he finally found what sexual arousal led to. He was blushing deeply, as he was reading through pages, his heart beating a little bit faster, than it was meant to beat.

Steps were heard tapping closer to the library door making Ciel almost pass out in scare. He quickly closed the book and tried to cover it with other books that he found near as much as possible until his eyes lingered upon the names of those books – anatomy, humans body and other things, that Ciel wouldn’t like anyone to see that he was reading about, so he just slid his hands over the desk and made all the books drop into his lap yelping out a little of how unexpectedly heavy they were. He searched with his eyes through the books he had dropped earlier due to impatience and excitement of finding something useful, when his eye suddenly spotted a small love novel. He quickly picked it up and pretended to be reading, just at the exact moment, when library door widely opened and someone walked in in a quite rushed step. Ciel let out a deep breath of relief when he saw Finnian curiously looking for something in the library. Ciels sigh made Finnian jump and blush, for an unknown reason.

“I-I’m sorry, young ma…master! I did-didn’t n-know that so-someone was… here. Of all places… I’m deeply sorry! I’ll leave now.” As he was talking his eyes were still darting around, looking for something, but Ciel didn’t feel like asking of what it was because of the situation he was in – heavy books in his lap, the stupid love novel in his hands and unreasonable blush on his face. He just wanted Finnian to leave and never come back. So he felt unbelievable relief when his gardener did what he had just said.

“Stupid Finnian. Got me so scared…” Ciel started picking books up from his lap.

“Young master, what has gotten you scared? And, more importantly, what are you doing so early in the morning in the library? This is rather unusual. I didn’t find you in your bedroom, when I went to wake you up and here you are.” Sebastian slowly spoke walking forward to the table.

“What are you reading there, young master? Is it something of high importance, that you got up so early and went here on your own?” Ciels puzzled thoughts, his futile attempts to think of something reasonable, were scaring him.

‘Why just after stupid gardener had left, Sebastian had to come here? Just when I calmed down… Gardener… Garden!’ Ciel finally thought of some kind of reason what made him annoyingly happy.

“I’m here because of roses. You know how much I love them, and you see, they seem to be dying. Finnian is taking great care of them and yet there is getting less and less of them. That’s why I came here to read something about them and come up with some kind of a solution.” Ciel tried to talk as calm as he could.

“Sebastian, I’m in the middle of my research, so I would really like it if you could leave me alone.”

“Is that so. I see. It’s really wise of you to take care of that on your own, instead of making Finnian study about them. But you shouldn’t forget that you have work that has to be done aside from roses.” Sebastian replied now moving further away from Ciel and his embarrassing research.

“Would you like some tea or, perhaps, breakfast, young master?”

“No... No, I just want to be alone.” Ciel shrugged off his hunger and prayed that Sebastian wouldn’t change his mind and move closer to Ciel, once again.

Ciel once again let out deep breath of relief, this time feeling completely safe. He quickly, once again, started piling books from his lap onto the table. While searching for the place where he closed the book he stumbled upon an unusual (as if everything he had read today wasn’t unusual enough) title. It said “One sex love”. Ciel suddenly completely forgot about what he was reading before, finding this title more interesting. He started reading about how it was possible for 2 humans of the same sex to have sex. At first it was about woman. It wasn’t concerning Ciel at all, but he read through it anyway, simply out of curiosity.

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Day passed with no unusual things happening, because right after Ciel finished reading, he ate and silently worked with papers. Sebastian only asked now and then if his young master was feeling well and checked on his temperature few times, receiving annoyed hisses and in the evening he finally gave up on finding out of what was troubling his food*.

_*_{I’m sorry, it’s kind of getting boring to call Ciel Young Master or Ciel. And I can’t actually write bocchan since it’s not in English and would just look off. And calling him food just seems too awesome to let this opportunity pass :D}

Sebastian poured some steaming caramelly brown tea into the cup and named it in a funny name that Ciel didn’t bother to listen to. He always found it rather weird, that his butler was naming every food or drink he put in front of Ciel, but he didn’t want to bother asking him not to, besides, sometimes his ears catched few funny names of his favorite dishes so he was able to ask Sebastian make them again for him. The sweet scent of hot liquid was reaching Ciels nostrils as he breathed in the air around him, making his mind drift off in a peaceful and sweet feeling that scent gave to him.

“Well, then, I shall take my leave. Please keep on working.” Sebastian bowed, taking few steps backwards from the table where Ciel was sitting at.

“If you want anything, Young Master…”

“I will call you, yes.” Ciel finished Sebstians sentence which he had heard hundreds of times during this day. Sebastian left. Ciel took the cup and sipped some of the sweet wonderfulness almost forgetting about night’s events and things that he had read during the morning.

~*~

Sebastians eyes were darting through the library as he walked closer to the desk, where Ciel was sitting in the morning.

“Roses, huh…” He whispered to himself, bending himself to pick up a book, which was lying next to the chair on which his young master was sitting in the morning. He slid his gloved fingertips across the title of the book. “Human anatomy” it said. His lips curved into a devilish smirk, one befitting him the most. His eyes almost sparked of how interesting he found the fact, that this was the research, which Ciel was doing. He left the book on the floor, just in case Ciel would notice and started walking away, but his eyes slid across a carelessly tucked into the shelf book. Despite the fact, that all books that were in this library were dust covered, this one seemed as something, that has been read recently. During this morning, perhaps. He took it out, just to find that it had no title at all – just black cover, so he had no other choice as to open it and read through the pages. His smirk grew even bigger, when he put the book back to where he took it from and walked out of the library.

‘Roses, indeed.’ He continued smirking, while he walked through the long hallway of Phantomhives mansion, towards his young masters room.

He wasn’t really surprised to find Ciel sleeping on his desk with angelic face, his hand still holding the tea cup, which was now empty. Smirk didn’t leave his face at all, it only seemed to grow bigger and his eyes seemed to spark even more, filled with devilish droplets of red and golden. He walked to his master and picked him up, as he usually did.

He was already positioning Ciel in his bed, as boys eyes opened wide open.

“W-what are you doing?” Ciel mumbled through his sleep and surprise.

“I carried you to your bed, young master, because you fell asleep during your work.” He slowly said as he started unbuttoning Ciels shirt.

At fist Ciel tried to resist his sleepiness which was overwhelming his body until he gave up and decided not to fight back and go to sleep, even though it was early evening. Sebastians gloved fingers touched Ciels collarbone making his body shiver at the unexpected touch.

“I… I can do that on my own!” Ciel suddenly shook off Sebastians hand and started ripping his buttons open. You couldn’t call it anything else, really, because it actually seemed as if Ciel had no idea of how to open a button.

It amused Sebastian to see his young master struggle, even though they both realized that this was just as unusual as futile, for Ciel to do this.

“Is something wrong, that you don’t wish my assistance? Did I do something wrong, young master?” Sebastian said slowly once again, gently pulling open the last button that was left and seemed to be already hanging on a thread after all the force that Ciel was using against those poor little things.

“No. I just want to do it on my own, that’s all.” Ciel tried to sound as if this was normal, usual and reasonable. He looked up at Sebastian, trying to look as serious as it was possible, but he couldn’t keep up an eye contact and quickly looked away. Sebastian found that as amusing as everything, that was happening this evening, but he decided that smirking right now wouldn’t please the younger boy, so he put his hands on Ciels shorts and tried to pull them off, but his hand ended up being hit as if he was doing something unusually impropriate.

“As I said, I can do this on my own!” Ciel stated and turned away, facing his bed. Sebastian gave it a little thought, giving into a little devilish smirk, since Ciel had turned away and then decided to leave.

“If you do not wish for my help, young master, then I shall take my leave. Have a good night and deep sleep. You have to do a lot of work tomorrow, since you didn’t finish your today’s work, so rest well.” And with those words he bowed and walked away, silently closing the door behind him.

“What’s wrong with me…” Ciel whispered to himself after he heard Sebastians steps fading away. He laid in his bed, with his shorts still on and took a deep breath. He suddenly felt unimaginably sleepy and couldn’t help himself but to snuggle under the sheets and fall asleep in his shorts and socks.

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Since english isn't my native language, I guess there are some mistakes, and I'm sorry for them. If you find em, I would appreciate if you could point them out for me :)

Hope you guys enjoy it D: tuturuuu~ fluff is comin'
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